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[@deborahbonilla828]

Forever the most down to earth, relatable, REAL influencer. 🥰

[@justliss1640]

Period! Love Nicole and her family ❤

[@amaniscouch8809]

Agreed !

[@ally4821]

If I could heart this 1000 times I would 💜

[@TheDdgtz]

Girl yes! The mind definitely changes after kids. Intrusive thoughts are totally normal. We all have them but a person with an anxiety disorder definitely reacts and dwells on the thoughts more. It's awful. I've learned to just laugh at the thoughts and not let it scare me or spike my anxiety. I just roll my eyes and think " that'll never happen " 🙄 Just shows you are a good person and empath and that's why the thoughts scare you. Maybe look up OCD pure O to see if you relate? Kai is absolutely adorable. He looks like his daddy. It's great to see you back on here. I've watched you for years💕

[@Ashleyiza]

If you look up Ali Greymond KZbin channel she is SO helpful with this

[@alliemanzo6434]

Same, I had them especially with your first child. It’s a love so big and pure that you can’t imagine living without it and therefore our fear kicks into fear even when it’s so irrational. They do go away. For me when my first born was 2 years old I noticed I felt more at ease.

[@TheDdgtz]

@@Ashleyiza Yes she helped me a lot! 💕

[@linette8948]

OMg thank you for sharing. I love that perspective to laugh, and remember that it would never happen. You truly just made my outlook. 🤍

[@Tjw-n2h]

Wow this!! Also feeling every emotion they feel, my daughter is almost two and I feel like I am just now disconnecting from her emotional spazz but when she was first born, she couldn’t cry or scream without me tearing up or ready to have an emotional breakdown with her. This is another sector of parenting that no one prepares you for, emotional stability! 🥹

[@M0nicv]

“I talked to my wedding planner about Kai’s first birthday party… it might be a little extra” LMAO YOUR WEDDING PLANNER?! 🤣 I love it sm!! 🤣🙌🏼

[@fabiayala8892]

I can feel all the love you have for that little guy. 🥹😍

[@fabiayala8892]

@@Tera-u1-r6r no girl, her son 💙

[@AshxInayah]

@@fabiayala8892 😂😂😂😂😂

[@bnrworld06]

I can say you are one of the very few ppl here on utube that keep it REAL. Real content , real life !!! I love you for that … its been amazing watching you transform into this wonderful mommy .

[@kjtrujillo826]

I lost my mom a few months ago and when you shared how you called your mom to come over it was so special. I got so emotional. Cherish the time with her just as you cherish the time you have with your sweet baby boy ❤ I love to see the woman you are as a mother.

[@simple_naildesigns]

So sorry for your loss 🙏🏽

[@md8388]

❤️

[@kristenstoner7689]

one of the cutest babies EVER. so adorable.

[@adriannamartinez1747]

The fact that I’ve been watching you for years and now you have one of the cutest families is amazing and I’m extremely happy for you ❤️❤️❤️

[@yarisulivera8161]

I stood in my kitchen, Drank my coffee, and watched your video like it was the news🫶🏾 I look forward to these.

[@riccismith8648]

I missed ur videos and I was so excited to see this pop up. The baby is sooooo adorable. One toy he may like if u dont have it already is a bouncy seat and it spins and has toys all around it. My son Connor loved it soooo much.

[@alykayeee]

I can confirm my anxiety increased so much after having my kids. I’ve struggled with it my whole life but it definitely got worse. I feel like intrusive thoughts are natural once having kids. It’s our job to protect them so we naturally are on alert all the time which in turn allows those thoughts to happen. I’m so sorry you had to deal with that. It’s the worst 😔 I hope Orange and Blue are doing okay ❤️

[@Ididntwantayoutubehandl]

Exactly me. We’re definitely not alone, which is why it’s so good to share our experiences and help each other. ❤️

[@lauraramirez3144]

Im sad that we don’t get these as often. But I’m also so happy & proud of you! Thank you for continuing sharing your life with us 💓💓💓

[@catmama54]

It’s been so long. Kai is getting so big and what a beautiful boy he is. I hope Orange will be ok with his dental work. 🙏

[@leannes5412]

I’m so happy for you and your growth in life and as a mom. I’ve been watching you for like 10 years. It’s amazing to see the woman you are today compared to 10 years ago. Love ya girl. You’re amazing. You have a beautiful family🥰

[@caitlinallen8524]

Thank you for sharing the vulnerable moments with your anxiety! Helps to know I’m not alone 🤍

[@MiaLunaaaaa]

Same here! 👋🏼👩🏻💕

[@davidanddaniellerosales9974]

Jeremy’s cooking will never get old

[@wtfshey]

It’s so sweet watching you grow!! I haven’t been watch as much as I did when I was younger but girlll you still doing your thang and married with a cute baby. May the universe continue blessing you

[@jackie461]

This took me back in time, when my son was a baby and my anxiety levels spiking, all while one of my kitties had gotten ill. Such a bittersweet period of my life. Good luck w everything. 🙏🏼👍✅💖

[@rubycastillo2359]

Did you know you were the first influencer i started following on KZbin? Your so real and genuine. Love ya....miss you🥰

[@Phoenixprincessnessa]

I get anxiety attacks too but I’ve learned to handle them as I’ve had them for a few years now , I get them a lot when I’m alone or scared about something . I didn’t realize that panic attacks && anxiety attacks are two different things but thank you for the insight ! I’m going to google it when I’m done watching this video , I first watched you years ago ! I love how you did your hair congratulations on the newborn ! My newborn turned 1 month on the 18 ♥️ he has the same outfit you showed on the video 🥰 stay blessed 🙏🏼

[@mserrato20]

Kai is the cutest baby ever ! I’ve been watching you for a while (10 years) so happy to see you as a mama now. You and Jeremy are great parents.❤️ Mana playing in the background 🎶🤩

[@alexandrasanteex1892]

That little boy is the cutest and blessed to have parents like you guys.

[@tonilasHai]

You are literally the only Influencer I can sit and watch you talk the entire vlog!

[@GiftedLegna]

Postpartum anxiety is “a thing”. You’re not weird or the only one. Keep giving yourself grace & time. Motherhood has no manual, you’re doing great! He’s the cutest wittle chunkskin. I chuckled about the pictures. I was thinking the same thing when looking at pictures of my daughter- “I need to print these, heaven forbid I can find a charger or the file gets corrupted” chile!!! Lol

[@arlakennedy6517]

Ive been a Mother Baby nurse x 38 years...one word for everything you are feeling, thinking and experiencing....Postpartum Hormones...it can go on for a year or longer. You will come through it with flying colors mama!! Kai's a doll and you and hubby are amazing parents! Prayers up! Keep smiling that beautiful smile Nicole! 🙏❤️😍

[@paulaleyva1500]

Baby man is so adorable!!!! I am so happy for you guys!!!

[@Amy-dh6bk]

So glad I’m not alone with the ‘tv on/off’ issue! That baby of your is adorable!! Love watching, thanks for sharing. Ps, your mom is there for you, like you will be for your beautiful baby boy! ❤️

[@imeldavaldez545]

It’s good to have music or sound playing while your baby is sleeping. This will help out soooo much and make him a heavier sleeper. small things like that can have such a great impact on your life. It’s tough being mom. I remember you always valuing your sleep lol

[@valeriecathey7721]

From someone who’s been watching you for 10 years, you’ve come such a long way. Thank you for sharing your journey with us!

[@yolandamariesmith]

No idea how much I needed this. I’m seconds in and instantly feeling less alone… thank you Nicole. ❤️

[@enchantedtamara]

Awww I totally understand about intrusive thoughts with your baby - I used to get like that, too! And so sorry about your anxiety attack - they are the worst! Baby is getting sooo big! I can't get over how much he looks like his daddy! And your Pumpkin Spice nails are soooo cute!💗💗

[@carriekay5987]

He looks so much like his daddy! He has the cutest personality. You have such a good home atmosphere for your little guy. 👍

[@mrsverovalera]

I can relate to the anxiety attacks. After having my first child I had so many anxiety attacks but thankfully over time got them under control. Totally normal!

[@pickle86]

Those thoughts are totally normal, loads of parents have them. Part of it is because they are so precious to you and you’re primed to protect them, so sometimes your mind gets carried away!

[@Zelina1321]

I'm so freaking happy for you Nicole. I literally grew up with you. The first video I watched of yours was the diy ombré hair 11 years ago! 🥹

[@devyn1994]

I know when my kiddos were teething they slept like crap and did the same - crying a ton, inconsolable and bad with sleep and naps. Love watching these videos! Such an amazing person! And you’re so relatable and real! ❤

[@cristalsanchez5602]

I have missed your videos. Life and your mind changes after kids. Congratulations again on your little one

[@untracybul]

Hey Mamas. I had the WORST postpartum anxiety and it is COMPLETELY NORMAL! There’s nothing weird about it! You are doing your best and your little man loves everything you do for him! Hugs to you Mama. ❤️

[@gembets]

I love how real and raw you are this is literally so relatable 🥺♥️

[@claudiacarolina3128]

GIRRRRRLLLLLL - so many things I could relate to in this vlog haha .. i kept nodding "uhhuhhh" with everything you said ... mom thoughts, squeaky carts, brushing hair, .. sending you love

[@Clarebearz]

As a mom of 2 sooo many things in this video were very relatable lol Thanks for sharing this new part of your lives with us, Sending you lots of love Nicole! 💓

[@kalishajnz]

After my brother passed I started sleeping with the tv or radio on, it helped soothe me but now I'm used to the noise. Idk why that loud ass cart made me laugh but it did. It's cool hearing that you guys plan on having another baby. 💜

[@leahkneeshaw7194]

You & Jeremy really suit being parents!!❤️

[@BeeKay4444]

Omg I LOVE those albums. You will be so happy later on. My son is 25 and I wish I had done more of this type of stuff when he was small.

[@angelmarie082]

My daughter is 10 and I still get those thoughts sometimes Your story really resonated with me because my anxiety flared up after I had my daughter, at 30. I never really had anxiety at all until I had her I had to go on a low-dose anxiety med at one point, I’m doing much better now hang in there mama❤️

[@laurenwilliams3693]

Mmm

[@BeeKay4444]

Ahhh Kai is absolutely adorable! So so cute. Motherhood is such a mixture of emotions and feelings. The anxiety for me was next level when my son was small.

[@ariathompson3920]

I related to SO much of this- from breastfeeding to intrusive thoughts to anxiety and House of Dragon almost being too much! Thank you for sharing so honestly of yourself, nice to know other people are going through it too 💗💗💗

[@amandafuss1193]

I have the same playpen. It’s the best. I have been following you from the start and watching you guys as parents are so amazing ❤️

[@toribrownt16]

Not Nicole mentioning the “Rihanna Red”!! Lol I still get that as a recommended video in my feed 😅 💜143

[@VeronicaRenaeMUA]

Hi Nicole! Might I suggest getting some soft wash cloths (we bought some bamboo ones) and soaking them in cold water and chamomile. Then squeeze out so it’s not drippy and baby can suck in that to bring down the inflammation in the gums and it keeps baby pretty happy because it’s new and interesting and something to suck on.

[@brittanyhafleylifestyle9710]

Omg cleaning to a old car ride Chronicles volume 14 and seen the new video yes ma’am make my Monday better thank you 😍😍

[@veronicayzaguirre2029]

Girl, the first birthday is always gonna be extra! It’s a one year celebration that y’all made it and they’re totally worth it! Be extra and hire a photographer; it’s totally worth it

[@michellemuniz2778]

Wow!! Do we all have that thought?! Literally you started the sentence “I’ll be holding Kai” and I thought in my head omg is she going to say the stairs because me! And you did!! Ok there was soooo much validation that I needed in the “episode “ of car chronicles ! Love Nicole so much for this!

[@babycakes3737]

My mother always made (baby) photo albums for her kids. She also would write the date/year or our age on the back of each photo which I always liked. You're a wonderful mother Nicole!

[@hannahstottsberry5950]

I love that you are printing photos for keeps! That will be so amazing for him when he’s older and for you to have them for him!

[@leah-annenicol626]

My husband worked away when our oldest was about 18 months old. My biggest fear was a house fire! I would be awake a dozen or so times in the night, absolutely convinced I could smell smoke and that the batteries must have died in all the smoke alarms! I used to make several trips to the kitchen to make sure the oven was turned off, even if I hadn't used it at all throughout the day, and my OCD shot through the roof when he was away!

[@b_r_a_n]

the little 'nicole keating' in the corner🥲🥲🥲🥲

[@ecc4l]

I must say you are completely a Mom! All the feels of this whole video from the anxiety, to being scared of certain things you enjoyed, to “those girls were completely talking about me” it’s the Mom package!! 😂 we can do it! Mom power! 💪🏼

[@melissamacdonald3281]

Girl, the thoughts happen with everyone!! I have had the most horrific, ridiculous thoughts go through my head and my baby is now 11. It happens for a while. It’s because we love so much.

[@stephaniedawson910]

Yes! The mind goes WILD after having kids. I was always anxious, but after having my daughter (12 yrs ago 🥴) my anxiety and intrusive thoughts are next level! I totally had my nana stay with me once when my daughter was 3 years old when I was home alone.

[@pvm0723]

Nicole listening to Mana 😱 this video just proved why your so relatable. I always related to you since day one but here lately your more relatable. Love how you haven’t changed & stayed true to yourself 143

[@dianeb5020]

I never ever had anxiety until i had kids. I still have it now and then but i have 6 yr old twins so it’s tapering a bit… but still pops up. You got this mama !!

[@Gaby-ls4zq]

Seriously always wait for your vlogs! You’re the most relatable as in not having makeup allll the time, always being home doing laundry 🤣

[@isadoradaniella5123]

You are literally the BEST VLOGGER. Never stop Nicole 🥲 I’m a mum to a 3 year old boy and I can relate to every single clip in this vlogs. The thoughts are terrible, they actually induce my anxiety. I definitely find myself being overly cautious in play parks etc but you seem to dismiss them and take them for what they are intrusive thoughts which is great. We love our babies so much we just want to make sure they’re always safe ❤️

[@kristamt9752]

I totally feel you!!!! I have anxiety to begin with but after my son it heightened like crazy!!! My poor Mom did a lot of running in the night to come calm me as my baby Daddy worked out of town. Thank you for being honest ❤️

[@Isss16]

Nicole thank you for giving us the photo and album info! Can always count on you to give the very specific details! ☺

[@nfs_napster]

Thank you for sharing your life with us Nicole. I appreciate you! You are killing it in the Mom dept! Keep shining, beautiful!

[@richievanessa85]

I do the same thing . I have anxiety and whenever my bf is not home I have to have the tv or a light on. When he’s home I can sleep without the tv on because then I feel safe. Your not the only one girl so don’t feel alone love.❤️

[@Gothmother78]

The intrusive thoughts never end when you are a mom, lol. My sons are now 25,23,11 and 9… and I still can’t stop thinking things and trying to figure how I will prevent them! It’s the worst! Your baby is soooo precious ❤️

[@mrs.rebekahmarie]

I had those same thoughts with my first one. I never told anyone because I felt so crazy. Years later I learned that’s part of Postpartum depression. So glad you are talking about it. You are not alone.

[@kristenlima7945]

omg 1. he is the cutest baby ever!! and 2. that is the best playpen I've ever seen!

[@anaabelarmenta3088]

I watch this yesterday... am I watching it today? Yes I am...miss this vlogs and your content so much! Your honesty its refreshing as a mom of two under 2 💜💜 ps yes it is hard but momma has to feel good to be good so yea girl brush your hair and put some mascara 😊 it can make a difference in our mood! Loveee ya!

[@krislachiva2675]

Watching you be a mom is my fav. You’re such a great mama 💙 Kai is so lucky to be your son! I haven’t watched you since day one, but I started watching you when I became a mom bc I finally discovered KZbin, so it feels like we’ve come full circle lol.

[@Allthingscristal]

The fact that i still have those thoughts with a 8 year old and 1 year old, totally normal. The big 1 is a huge reason to celebrate and do what feels best to you. Kai is so biggg omgg time flies. Im alone with my kids mostly and i freak myself out every night checking doors and what not. I love your vlogs (even if its 1 a month) lol and been a viewer for years. Please have a play date with carli ! ❤️🙌🏻 we need thatttt full circle moment!! Xoxo

[@TheBeautyBudgetMama]

The anxiety is totally relatable! Sending you love and hugs. I really think us moms deal with so much that some times our systems go crazy.

[@joselynabbott5605]

Girl postpartum anxiety is very real. And with it comes the intrusive thoughts. I definitely had them. And it sucks sometimes. Don’t be afraid to talk to someone or ask for help

[@jisselldominguez2008]

I always get so excited to see that you’ve uploaded 🥰 please never stop being you 🤍

[@hey_nora_]

The edit when your husband was cutting and cooking the hello fresh was “chef’s kiss”

[@iamericamarie_02]

As soon as I brought my babies home from the hospital I would leave the TV on at night or have music on to get them use to the noise it was such a big help because I could not sleep at night with out the TV on

[@heatherholyland157]

The thoughts you have are perfectly normal for mums , remember it’s just a thought, you don’t have to believe it . You’re doing great , such a lovely little family you have 🥰

[@yvettealexander9862]

It is very good to get Kai use to noise. It will save your life in a lot of situations. My son is able to sleep through anything. When he was a baby and he was sleep I would listen to music, watch tv, talk on the phone, vacuum you name it and it happen. I needed him to get used to noise and be able to sleep through it too.

[@AdileneMadrid]

I missed the rundown! 😫 you are still amazing

[@MonaLiz9]

I love this version of you Nicole, mommy looks good on you❤

[@michellef609]

Omg! I started watching you a little bit before you had the Rihanna red hair. I cant believe how fast the years have passed by 🥺

[@oAmericanSweethearto]

Red hair Nicole is where I joined this journey 😩 I think I just felt a moment of nostalgia when you talked about red hair lol

[@starismalej8202]

Those thoughts are completely normal! At times annoying but they are always there lol my boys are 14 and 4. I’m currently living with anxiety and depression and being a mom you’re always on high alert with everything! It’s tiring 😩 but they make it so rewarding ❤️

[@NaturallyNoni]

I had bad anxiety too after my first and I still have it from time to time. You’re not alone! Postpartum comes with a lot of changes and is so hard sometimes.

[@mp2668]

OMG the intrusive thoughts are real! Also, you are an incredible (fur)mom. Orange is so loved. Sending you all positive vibes!

[@sharonalvarenga5669]

The post partum anxiety is the absolute worst you will get through this though momma you’re not alone and I appreciate it this video makes me feel better that I’m not the only one experiencing this. ❤️

[@cflowermakeup]

He is just SO cute I can’t!! 😍😍

[@dianaseverns7228]

So happy for your beautiful family. I’ve a hard time watching all of the OG beauty vloggers. You taught my daughter how to do all the Halloween makeup. She went to cosmetology school and was a week from getting license. She was 20 years old her name was KAILA CORGLIANO SHE HAS A CHANNEL BUT SGE ONLY OUT A COUPLE VIDEOS ON THERE. She died last week of an asthma attack. She went into CARDIAC AREEST, Went without oxygen and became brain dead. I had to make the hardest decision of my life. I have posted on all of her favorite KZbinrs that influenced her her whole life. But no influencers have said a word to me. I guess it’s just something I wanted to let you all know how much you taught her. If anyone wants to look her up. She did nails from home, worked as a cosmetologist and also worked in a warehouse for target at night. We live in JERSEY. But yeh. I’m mourning the loss of my beautiful KAILA ADELINA CORGLIANO RIP AUG 27TH, 2022

[@mserrato20]

Also thank you for being so real and sharing your anxiety experiences with us. I can relate! 💜

[@teamojosue11]

I haven’t watched in a long time cuz, LIFE but, omg I still cannot fathom you are a mama! I remember you saying you didn’t want kids . So beautiful 🤍🤍

[@carmenfalette5942]

Your baby boy is so adorable! God bless him and you and your husband.

[@somerset8088]

your albums are so organized! Kai and Lorenzo (Carli’s) are honestly the cutest baby boys on YT! so in love with his little face. lots of prayers for Orange 🐱🐈

[@sela2992]

Omg Nicole I totally know what you mean about the anxiety/panic attacks. I’ve had them before but they got so bad after my second baby was born he’s 2 now ! They only got worser and spiraling 🌀 is a perfect way to describe it. But I started to work out more and meditation 🧘🏽‍♀️ has helped me so much.

[@haleyhunni]

10000% YES on the red hair idea 😍 your hair has grown soo much it would look so good!

[@vaniw_curatu12]

Hearing Nicole talking about the second child is so amazing 🥹🥹🥹

[@ashleyspades]

Thank you for being honest. I have a 22 month old and I lose my mind sometimes and it feels so lonely. Like am I the only crazy mom having these awful scary thoughts of my child hurting themselves?! He recently fell and broke his elbow and although it was an accident, I still felt so inadequate and judged for it, had an emotional breakdown last night and it was comforting to hear you say you've struggled with those thoughts. I am a single mom and do not have any help whatsoever, so it's nice to know even moms who do have help can still have those bad days. I'm glad you were able to get yourself out of it and had your mom there to help! Being a mom is tough, keeping a tiny human alive and thriving is hard, but here we are kicking ass!!! Love you girl, little man is getting soo big! Cutie boy 💙

[@AshleyMadalyn]

Intrusive thoughts are very real, it has about to do with many factors. I realized me cleaning my diet eliminating meat & dairy & adding more fruits and veggies they’ve been almost non existent

[@AshleyMadalyn]

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