Don't loose your strengths and don't give up! You will achieve everything that you desire! But probably at the present moment you just need to get your mindset to a more positive mood. Like really believe deep down that you will receive everything you want it is just a matter of time. But you know it will be yours. ✨ Personally when I'm feeling down it really helps to search for motivation content and to meditate a lot! I just wanna say you got this!