Your life is so valuable..

[@alchemest]

I have been struggling with depression my entire life, been on meds that all they did was make me sleepy so don't take them anymore. I manage to squeak by by holding on to the thought that things might change tomorrow, but it's getting very hard. I am glad for you that you seem upbeat and smiling more these past few vids, I wish you all the best life can offer you.

[@NathanielBYT]

You're loved James! Keep it up man.

[@solee.5]

Hey bro. I'm a 14 years old girl, my life is pretty horrible. I have suicidal thoughts from when I was 11, I have survived one attempt at 12. I'm dealing with sh from when I was nine, and currently I can't even get up from the bed. It's hard. Really really hard. I thought yesterday about taking my life, but I can't. And at the same time, I don't wanna live like this, I've also family issues, trust issues, body dysmorphia, so much things all at once. And it's really hard. I don't have many friends, because like I said I'm dealing with depression and I cannot get up or talk to them. It's really horrible. So, my life is not valuable. Not at all. I've so many problems. Anyway, thank you for helping us everyday, you are an amazing person, i care about you, and you're so strong. I'm not savable at all my friend, but I appreciate your kind soul that is trying to help us❤ keep going ❤

[@whitenoise546]

I have too many issues to deal with my parents violent divorce when I was only 10, but I finally realized that once I became an adult at 18, I was in control of my life and important to me and my closest friends. You're important like J says. You have value and you WILL overcome the family thing. My depression and anxiety, and even suicidal thoughts hit me now in my 50s. Therapy is invaluable and now, I realize I'm in control though my best friend, wife, mother to my two kids left me recently after I retired. I was SUPER depressed and didn't want to do nothing but sleep all the time because that's the only time I was at peace and not devasted. We got you! Hang in there girl, you won't regret it!!

[@ems.master]

These sound a lot like my thoughts from the past. I also thought I couldn't be saved, but here I am, almost healed. There is hope, never stop pushing forward.

[@HaleySundström-j4e]

You're an amazing person. Thank you for sharing with us!

[@jeffhall5240]

You and I have alot in common, as far as how we treat ourselves. We are great in picking others up but we Don't think we deserve any kind of praise

[@Jwool.mp3]

Agreed. I need to be kinder to myself

[@jeffhall5240]

@Jwool.mp3 It's hard to stop thinking we are unworthy. Top that off with questioning our sexuaity, well maybe you handle that better than me. You and I don't value ourselves nor think we are worthy of being loved. But we forget our needs and concentrate on making others happy . Yes bro you are a cool dude and need to take your own advice I really admire your strength to get online and open up about your feelings. You are so much stronger than you realize

[@georgekuzma3668]

Good for you, I am so happy to see you smile and be thankful that you are alive!!!!!!!!!!

[@timothyhennon1878]

James. I respect you. For someone so young, you have already managed to face and think through so many topics a situations in your life. You are very thoughtful and have managed to express yourself so well about many tough things. I am glad I get to hear what you wish to share. Know that you have affected others and that we wish you nothing but the best. ❤❤

[@teddyhawkins6256]

“ the only thing that’s guaranteed about life is death”

[@Jwool.mp3]

I actually heard that quote from Kanye that’s why I said it but it really stuck with me

[@r4h4al]

Don't forget taxes.

[@trickrunner4842]

we cant die just our bodies we are energy

[@r4h4al]

@@trickrunner4842 True, but we still die.

[@johnalank]

@@r4h4al You can evade taxes and suffer the consequences. You still evaded them. No evading death, we all know.

[@Lavendercoochie123]

Periodt, Your Life Is As Precious As Any Other Lives, Whether Famous Or Not, Rich Or Poor, Doesn't Matter But What Does Matter Is You And You Life, Stay Blessed And Sending Love And Light To You Babe 💕💕💕💕

[@jameswood7680]

i agree you are loved by many people keep pulling yourself up

[@philhoward4466]

i had a "best" friend named James (through most of my school years) who killed himself (at around 22). i've missed him every year since.

[@toddprater14]

Depression sucks, but making a final decision like that is well…final , your not coming back…we All are gonna pass one day, why rush it? I’ve dealt with depression my whole life and I’m 54 and still don’t have it all figured out..but what I’ve learned is if you do that, yes your gone but your pain passes to all your living loved ones… it’s just not worth it, find something to keep you going , your parents , a pet , a friend or lover if you have one,something…don’t rush it,because it will be here before you know it…

[@Chicken_happa]

The message of this video is so important, and it’s very important to know that everyone has a purpose and that everyone can grow In more than one way. 😃

[@Jwool.mp3]

Yes!! Agreed 100%

[@boydjensen3161]

When I was in the 4th grade, my friend accidently shot himself. The bullet lodged against his spine, but the doctor said if had been a bit different it would have killed him. He let me take the bullet home for that evening, it was still very red and had pieces of meat stuck to it. I was just a little kid, but I stared at that bullet for a long time thinking how close I was to losing my friend.

[@Jwool.mp3]

Wow, what a story, and at such a young age too. I hope you didn’t take life for granted after that

[@mxttthxw]

love your videos man keep up the amazing work

[@Jwool.mp3]

Thank you man 🙏

[@r4h4al]

👋

[@MiguelDaiz-k1m]

Matthew my guy i was thinking about you how are you are you okay?

[@r4h4al]

Congrats on 7k now boy.

[@mxttthxw]

@MiguelDaiz-k1m appreciate you my man i’m doing alright

[@douglasjensen8986]

Your life is valuable to me.

[@dennisk.441]

Im glad you feel better man. I don't think xou realise how much you truly mean to do many of us here. Head up tomorrow is a brand new day.

[@RedFoxOdell5]

You are important to me. Even though you are a lot younger than me and you are very far away. Your videos are a way of communicating with me. Understanding and belief in someone is something I support. And I believe you need both.

[@saraparra11]

Your videos have helped me a lot throughout one of the lowest points in my life, please don’t give up, I know there’s hope for mentally ill people like you and I. Thank you ❤

[@JR-yg6os]

sometimes it takes someone else's worst moments to realize how much we appreciate our life and the good things we have in our lives. Glad your people are alive and okay. I'm glad you're alive and sharing more of your life with us James.

[@CuberChess]

This made me cry. For some context. I am trans and feel very uncomfortable in my own body, a very good friend of mine wasn't in school last year and I had 2 of my best friends 2 years ago. All of this still has a great inpact on my life. I've been depressed for almost 1,5 years now and I told 1 friend last February how I really felt. I can't tell my parents about everyting, because they ask a lot of questions that I don't want to answer for them. Last year (2024) for summer break I told my mentor about the school stuff going on and I cried. And that was just a very litte part from what's going on. I want to tell more people about how I feel, but I don't want them to get concerned. I feel like living with my friend, because she knows how I feel and that I don't want to go home after school. I am in a lot of stress too. My parents want to move, but I can't handle change very well, so I don't want that. I'm s**cidal but I don't want to die by jumping for a train or smt. I want to die in my sleep or a sudden death. I want someone to talk to that isn't my friend and that isn't someone from school or anything. I can't handle it anymore, I am crying on the inside, always, but for some reason I just can't on the outside what makes me more frustrated. Please give me some advice. I don't know what to do.

[@unkind6070]

Hi, I’m probably someone from the other side of the world. I don’t know you, but I understand what it’s like to feel like you don’t want to exist anymore. 💔 I know it’s tough, and you’re exhausted. I get it because I feel the same way. I may not know how to help you, but I believe you should keep fighting and pushing through until things change-and they *will* change. Time is on your side. Yes, there might be many difficult days ahead, but there could also be many good ones waiting for you. Just hold on. Hold on to the beautiful life you dream of, and the precious memories you’re going to make. I don’t know if this helped, but I wanted to be here for you. ❤

[@CuberChess]

@@unkind6070 Thank you very much, this is the kind of motivation I need in those days, which I never get, so thank you!! The same for you. ❤❤

[@SamanthaMalizia]

we love you james!!!❤

[@whitenoise546]

J, great mature advice for your generation. Awesome vid bud. Proud of you.

[@ilovetotri23]

James, did you forget to put a sock on your door handle so you would not get interrupted? Great video! I have enough loss to truly understand your message. ❤

[@elijahyoung8116]

I think I needed to hear you tell that story. My cousin and his friend were in a car crash 5 years ago and unfortunately my cousin didn’t make it out. Another similar to that happened just last year when 2 family friends of mine were killed in a car crash by a reckless driver. You never know when things like that will happen. Cherish every moment you have because you never know if you’ll get that chance again

[@Sydneylovesyou]

you know its been a struggle lately , my mom is going to return my gifts for Christmas and has been yelling me a lot I try to stay quiet and stuff but nothing I do helps. I have been watching your videos and they help a bit.

[@clancy2535]

Thank you for these videos man

[@MadisonKerr-dq4fy]

I appreciate your videos they help me feel better when I'm sad or feeling alone so thank you for being a voice of positiveity and love ❤🪽

[@ZGamingofficial889]

Thank you.

[@jimmyholl9732]

Well glad to hear that they're okay. Aim into that. My little buddy

[@jeffreywright2294]

Glad to hear that everything is alright

[@Kittycatluver1748]

Hi thanks for this vid ❤

[@Jwool.mp3]

Ofc!! Thank you for watching

[@Kittycatluver1748]

@@Jwool.mp3your welcome! 😊

[@Kittycatluver1748]

@@Jwool.mp3your underrated u deserve more subs I hope you get more

[@Bernardgaming2.0]

I’m grateful to have you as a friend. I like you bro 😎

[@YanPitch]

Thank God. You saw the light. ❤

[@MarkP-x9j]

Vocabulary word for the day: 'unscathed'

[@r4h4al]

Or scathed, I never thought of just using the word scathed before.

[@HJ-ph3mp]

I’ve had a difficult time over the last few years but things are slowly starting to get better so I’m not giving up

[@jasonberkowitz4754]

Sending prayers to your friend. Hope all is well.

[@MrJeep75]

Stay positive bro

[@Joelster-og4pf]

I’ll stay in my life for as long as I can, man.

[@clumpybaker]

Me looking at the title and letting my intrusive thoughts win... My response: "NAHHH"

[@YourLoveIsKing...]

I'm hearing my great grandmothers stereo playing the BeeGees..ah ah ah ah stayin alive stayin alive..😀

[@clumpybaker]

@ haha

[@jimmyholl9732]

Just a little over a year ago I lost my mom. What's like my best friend? He did everything. We watch certain movies and stuff around Christmas time. This is just a little over a year ago. Zane, 3 months later we lost our dad..

[@backpackmatt]

Thanks, Bruh. I needed this....🐧🍏💙🍎

[@MadisonKerr-dq4fy]

6:26 That's true but that's why we practice gratitude dude

[@Săädpũp09]

In the thirteen minutes that this video has been out it has helped me stay happy and helped me mentally lmao(also have you listened to the new tv girl album yet idk why people said no 2 u reacting 2 it on stream I haven’t listened to it yet though😭)

[@JoshuaT-o4b]

Hi James, Love Your Content! Yeah, depression is a interesting life partner. Ive lived through circumstances I shouldn't have. Still dont know why Im still here lol

[@awoopa_paul5867]

👍262👍 Well done for saying this 👏👏 Until next time stay safe ✌

[@WhatTheDuck11]

Don’t know of you remember me but your important♥️

[@philhoward4466]

if you are ever driving in snow, be extra vigilant. there are lots of bad drivers out there, even up north.

[@stavzargari]

I hate how much i relate to most of your content 😅😕

[@simrethdhingra4409]

Bro you're so awesome

[@philhoward4466]

i will stay alive until God calls me home.

[@Jeremy_billsfan17]

Dont ever apologize for posting about this, many of us can relate and you can never feel alone.

[@r4h4al]

What's the star with an eye in the middle?

[@MarkP-x9j]

Ha, you're a Tool ​@@Eileenxxdh

[@ALLieEeEE-1-k5l]

hope youre doign better jwool

[@aggold6757]

No offense, but holy yappatron.

[@Maxwell-mg4jo]

I fucking love you(also I love you hair cut)

[@Maxwell-mg4jo]

6:55 but I don't have one really and I probably never will

[@ThePtlhome]

Dude!! You're life is on the line RN!!! You (and your parents) need to realize that and ease the fu@% up on you!! You need to ease the fu@% up on you!!! - Yes, take some time to regroup, reflect, and clarify, Man!!! Just stop a moment, take breath. You're SO young. You've only been in this world 18 years, and only been fully in control of your life for...NONE of that time. Give yourself six months, a year! But - and this is important , as soon as you feel ready/able to, CREATE SOMETHING!!! - And not a KZbin video. Yes, keep doing these, by all means! But, if you think you may want to be a filmmaker, make another short film - about anything!! - Adapt a short story you like, a poem, an experience you or someone you know or know of had, a song you love (make a video for it) - ANYTHING that truly interests/inspires you. Make a short film about what its like to be in a hospital for mental health struggles? IDK, but when you're ready, think on it, and it will come to you. But do it!!! - Make something, create something! Then do content updates on the project, Bro! Document the process. Then release the film on KZbin!! Again, IDK, these are just suggestions. But CREATE something; if not a short film, then something else - it will save your life!!! Also, pretty sure you're autistic - on the low-needs end of the spectrum - what used to be called Asbergers. - Look into it. If I'm right, this realization will also save your life! Best of luck, J! - You're a good guy, and the world needs those, desperately! You'll figure this s#!+ out, trust me!

[@ohnousagain]

12 and a Half Million Dollars Total

[@Daminous_Games]

What a coincidence James, I keep mentioning *Sedona* to you over and over and now here is another mention of *Sedona* and you are making a video clearly mentioning your friend was coming from *Sedona,* You were called James, time to start thinking of heeding the call. ✝🛐 🙏 Your friend now knows how you feel and what we give you as a life. Me thinks the *Reverend James* needs to have a long talk with his friend as it happened coming from *Sedona* and the Vortex area. Silly people do silly things and the hands of the creator, the Angels are always around and we're keeping an eye on things *"Yes those people you keep thinking are looking strange at you from a distance because they aren't allowed to interact with you."* You have so much to learn and understand and the memory is there in your head of your *"special vacation in the facility"* and is your trigger. You were unplugged for a reason James and have an amazing story to write and only *You* can write it. If you have a problem, you start thinking, *Just ask!* Some one will come, and hopefully not during the night, and this is why I want you to take the trip to *Sedona* and just experience your enlightenment. *Sedona is calling you!* 🤩😜

[@johnryan3913]

@@Daminous_Games Good luck

[@Daminous_Games]

@@johnryan3913 Things happen for a reason and he has so many thoughts and questions so why shouldn't he go to one of the most spiritual places near him and just seek answers to his questions. He's nothing to lose from just going, walking through the areas, and feel the tingling, upsurge of emotions, release through tears, dancing or yelping. People feel nauseous or dizzy or tired or just reflective and come out the other end and feel amazing. These vortexes were places where spiritual energy was at its highest point, where you could tap into the frequencies of the universe and James speaks what everyone *called* is saying. It isn't insanity, mental illness, he's being called so why not just go and ask everything he wants. There is no cult, no one forcing him to join anything and it's wide open area and no one preaching the gospel to him.

[@christophersylvestor1064]

Your story reminds me about the fragility of life…just how fragile life is for sure!

[@Daminous_Games]

@@christophersylvestor1064 As the saying goes *"We are all just grains of sand in the cosmic void hour glass."* Life is so fragile, and we can vanish at anytime, so be the best you can be, live your life, find the path and live the journey.

[@trickrunner4842]

1 in trillon chance is body not soul not us no way sir

[@johnryan3913]

@@trickrunner4842 What is a soul?

[@johnalank]

Depression: A chemical imbalance can be a cause, not out side influences 9:15

[@johnryan3913]

It is usually a combination of both, each influences the other. Brain chemistry isn't static

[@johnalank]

@@johnryan3913 Agreed, but not always🫥

[@tomthumb3994]

what happenned to ya face?

[@teddyhawkins6256]

What’s wrong with his face ?

[@teddyhawkins6256]

He’s a good looking guy what are you talking about ? Don’t be an ass

[@johnryan3913]

​​@@teddyhawkins6256 Some of these comments, idk is it trolling? Or meanness...

[@teddyhawkins6256]

@@johnryan3913there are some really sick people out there .

[@M_thicalLegends]

Bros next video: "Back in the mental hospital"

[@Jwool.mp3]

Struggling a lot recently but I’m trying my best man. I know I haven’t been practicing what I preach recently, I’m really trying to get better and stay positive

[@teddyhawkins6256]

Why would you say that ? That’s nasty man

[@teddyhawkins6256]

@ I see that . Good on you James . Keep plugging away and don’t listen to the haters

[@r4h4al]

No you seem to be doing well now James.

[@Daminous_Games]

No, bro's videos are all set out but none of them will be that title as he knows the path, he just needs to understand what is happening and clear the static. James is on the right path, he just needs to keep moving forward and understand it.