it's funny that my cousin...trying so hard to wants to stay alive but not succeeding... she was making new plan including changing religion to Christian Just so that she was told that Jesus wil forgive all sins she made.... for this reason she told me she is changing religion! when I recall.... so much jocks she created n turn around n preach me saying that I am wasting my time n my life away... since she was suffering from cancer ... just like everybody else wil tel you... she pour out her own regret onto other people about HER OWNSELF !