H先生,你很勇敢的講出及分享你的經過及分析。請不要感到悲觀。相信我們每個人都會有一生中或多或少不被歡迎悲事一連串或陸續或段續會發生。把這些都當做是一種修行的機會,無論風浪多大,過得越穩,修的越好。Everything will be fine because everything no matter bad or good, is not permanent ever. Finally, may I sincerely advise you to abstain from alcohol because it brings chronic consumers neurochemical hormonal imbalance, and hence precancerous situation including hormones producing organs like prostate cancer in men and breast and ovarian cancers for women especially in more susceptible persons.