I have been of it for a little over a year now it was one of the hardest withdrawls mentally to go through....just now starting to feel like me again! ❤ Theres always hope and things really do get better

I hope nobody thinks I'm being sarcastic here because I'm not I can see that she's a gorgeous girl thank him for her courage is important to me it can't be easy to talk to people after an event like that and try to explain what was going on in your mind

319 days sober alcohol is one hell of a trip I’m glad I’m still here . Stay safe everyone

I’ve got plenty experience in methadone and suboxone and man I used to wish so bad literally anyone would ask me how i was doing at the methadone clinic. It felt like a movie how bad it was. Dark shady creepy doctor and weird nurses and just that hospital white sterile environment but full of junkies. Suboxone clinics have been way way way more supportive in my personal experience

Before I started on this journey there was many nights my husband would confront me and ask me if I was high I always said no too even though he knew I could never be honest my mom too especially when I lived with her before I left at 17 when I od'ed there were no lights I was like in a dream state woke up in the hospital the next day my friend at the time told me I was blue when they finally noticed me there's been many nights i shouldve died I am here for a reason what that reason is I have no idea but ill be shown when it's time on day 9 almost another 24 down

Great Epi. Fam 🤙🏽 this is a solid Podcast in General ✌🏽

I gave this one like, really enjoyed it.

What an awesome testimony

You are amazing. May God Bless and Heal you .

Hey brother 😊

I think you are absolutely awesome! Wow! What a ride chick! No one can ever say I can’t do it! Because you are proof that anything can be accomplished! You were saved for a reason and I’m so glad that you found your purpose and wow what a purpose you ave! ❤❤❤ Don’t know you but I’m very proud of you you!

I don't understand the thought to want to destroy your life. To fix your man!!!!!!! I pray for you❤😇🙏

There is no way he walked out of the hospital with five broken ribs on one side of his chest. That's BS. He wouldn't have been able to breathe.

give all glory to God he gave you all the strength to do it amen

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Had the same thing happen to me from the first time i took an opiate i was hooked i wanted more right away the literature says we didnt get addicted in one day so we wont recover in one day but i did get addicted in one day not even a day within a matter of hours i was hooked having a kid didnt make me stop either

It's always fun in the beginning I know exactly what he means when he said he felt like he didn't have to hide who he was anymore

I have never seen someone look so bad on meth.

Red stag is good. 😂😂😂

My brother drink of choice was vodka because there is no odour of it and he was in a high functioning job He owned his own business I’m so glad God took my parents Home to Heaven before they saw what alcoholism did to their son He was totally yellow no organ could be saved he died a few years ago He was a very outspoken man he made my life very difficult I’d stopped speaking to him a few weeks before he died I just had enough off his back chat to me constantly I never got speaking to him again I remember begging him to get help on my hands and knees telling him Remember we have buried our parents I don’t want to bury you I don’t want to lose another member of my immediate family He just smiled and said No Sis you will never ever need to bury me I’m not drinking that much It was another lie I know I might sound angry I don’t mean to be I just was going through so much with my brother but I loved him so much I’ve never got over his death and never will I’m a Christian he was in a cult I don’t know where he’s spending eternity that’s all that matters in the end Where is he going after his death My brother always wanted to feel powerful in control He wanted to be rich ! He accomplish that through everything but what is the point of getting rich if your not here to enjoy it His son is a doctor he never got to see that My heart is broken It will never mend he was my big brother I had to bury him watch his coffin go into the ground I remember standing at his grave I took a flower and laid in on his coffin because it was the last thing I could do for him ever ever again It’s heartbreaking I will never recover from this !! It’s not a story I want to tell but if this speaks to someone heart and helps then make different choices then my brother death is not in vain The pain of losing someone to addiction is the worst pain a sibling could go through I’m heartbroken

Thank u Anna

heart racing and birds chirping bruh ..

Is this the same thing as Krakodil in Russia which turns your skin into a crocodile skin and eats the flesh off the bone

Please talk about the danger of associating with other patients and the fact that many are paid informants tempting addicts with illicit substances to bust them and create a criminal record where there wasn't one.

Ohhh shitt lets goooo 48 hours is a long time to wait maybe thats just the addict in me "i want what i want and i want it yesterday!!!"gonna save this for when i get to work yaassss

Wanita yang cerewet selalu merusak sistem karena tidak pernah kontrol mulut gosi dan mulut Pepe sapi kau oke 👃👅🌭👅🍆👅💃👅🙏

Dasar wanita otak keras kepala keras anjing cuki kau oke 🌭👃🦮👅🥠👅💃👅🌭👅👌👅🐕‍🦺👅🦮👅🌭🌙🙏

Sudah melukai hati menyakiti hati , bukannya mengobati luka malah berusaha untuk cerewet membela diri sendiri dan tidak menyesali perbuatan yang kau sengaja untuk melukai hati aku oke 🙏

Seakan kau ketagihan dengan kepala topi gosi takupas oke 🙏

Itu bukan main main itu suatu tindakan secara nyata pada peristiwa itu oke 🙏

Itu bukan main main itu suatu tindakan secara nyata pada peristiwa itu oke 🙏

Ini benar benar peristiwa yang sangat hebat yang melukai hati dan hidup saya untuk seumur hidup saya oke thanks 🙏

Ya saya tuduh itu pencurian dan penculikan karena tidak ada keamanan kepolisian yang mengawasi apa lagi berdua di gelap malam berlabuh dan hanyut karena sengaja mematikan mesin oke 🙏

Ini beban yang paling berat saya hadapi tanpa keamanan dan pengawasan jadi ini tidak sesuai tidak sah dan ini adalah pencurian terhadap bini saya apapun alasannya oke

Silahkan tapi ini tetap jadi momen seumur hidup saya selama saya bernapas oke 🙏

My mom was told that she had maybe 6 months before she would be needing to get a new liver. She was very ill, and it finally scared her enough to quit drinking after 15 years. 20 years later, healthy liver, no problems.

I don't get it... so his liver was somewhat okay, but then it got worse (months) after he quit drinking? That doesn't make sense... your liver starts healing as soon as you quit.

I was abused for many years by drunks My mom would beat me and yell at me for hours get me out of bed at 2am This is typical of their crap ,oh I am sorry blah blah They shouldn't give them organs Screw drunks you reap what you sow as****?

I’m 2 days sober

How horrible!

What is phone number to line view

That's so sad but why cause yourself more pain that some guy could ever cause you?❤

Dude needs to stop saying “ummm “ “uhhh”

I'm sorry that the adults that you trusted as a child, failed you 😢

Sometimes it takes something so tragic to make us realize what a gift each breath is

What's his KZbin channel? Never mind he says at the end

Is a liver transplant not an option? Maybe I missed that. It could also be answered on his channel. I feel like cirrhosis from drinking “makes sense” but it’s more nefarious and not quite as expected with a bad diet. Fatty liver can also lead to cirrhosis without ever drinking alcohol. It’s scary.

Dam man IV been watching these all days with a sore stomach of my own chucking up blood and do yano what I need a drink lol

Had to Google it a handle is 1.75 liters I'm drinking a litre bottle of whiskey a day and my day usually consists of drinking and passing out drinking and passing out I'm amazed you could keep a job and a wife.

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