❤️ You too!

I'm making a new video soon. I'll let you know when it's up. ❤️

You too! 😊

You're welcome! ❤️ and Thank you!! 😁

That's okay forgiveness takes time. Your feelings are valid. She might not understand or remember how much she hurt you. If she was just recently diagnosed maybe she has to forgive herself before she asks anyone else to forgive her. And some people just really struggle to apologize. Whatever it is mental illness is hard on families and can really hurt. I'm sorry, I hope she comes around eventually.

@@BipolarPerson You're right, she didn't get diagnosed until she had her first major episode at 38 and she'll be 55 this year.

Hi! I was misdiagnosed so many times you definitely could have been. Thank you for subbing and watching. 😁 The fires might bring me back a little sooner than I planned. A lot of emotions here. I also got an additional diagnosis recently in addition to Bipolar so I want to talk to you guys about that.

Again I'm sorry someone with Bipolar Disorder hurt you we are not all the same but we do experience similar symptoms. Symptoms caused by our brain disease it is very similar to dementia.

I'm sorry someone with Bipolar hurt you. It is a diseaseand it is a progressive brain disease which can be seen on brain scans. Psychosis is not self induced it's a symptom. Please check out the DSM-5 for more information on mental illnesses. I recognize your reason for searching for answers is probably heart breaking but please be angry at the disease not the person.

Thank you. ❤️

I love that you can laugh about it now! You are not stupid though what you did is typical Bipolar Mania symptoms. I blew my retirement on fancy hotels and stopped going to work. Did a whole bunch of horrible stuff. A friend subscribed to the channel ended up getting a face tattoo in his episode. Many of us end up homeless at some point. Some of us have bankrupt our families in episodes, destroyed relationships, and have been in really dangerous situations. The good thing is there is medication to make sure it never gets that bad again. Medication doesn't completely eliminate all symptoms of Bipolar but it keeps the mania/psychosis at bay. You can still get it but the medication gives you the power to understand it's happening and get help right away. It's still hard but a support system and medication will save your life. 😁❤️

Hi!!! Thank you so much watching! I have another channel for music and I would love it if you subscribed. ❤️ I'm coming back to do vlogs sooner than a year like I planned to take off to work on music.🎵 It's @ReveInfini ❤️

I feel you. Bipolar sucks! There are so many jobs someone with our diagnosis can't even consider doing too like flying a plane. I saw this girl on tiktok complaining that she couldn't get hired and then I went to her page and was like omg her field would never approve of this. We do know how to work hard to pick ourselves up. Just keep swimming something will stick and if not there is always disability though it's hard to get. Thank you for saying hi! You guys always help me feel less alone. ❤️

Listening to what your manic episode was like sounds exactly like my first manic episode when I was pregnant with my son.Im so sorry you deserved better.

Thank you soul sister!!! I feel like you can only understand if you've been there! Thank you for your love and support. ❤️

Hi! I was diagnosed 7 years ago and have been on medication since. I have had 4 psychotic episodes while not on medication that destroyed my life and almost cost me my life. Now that I am on medication I still have symptoms but they are manageable. When my dog died a few years ago I started experiencing psychosis but my medication gave me the ability to understand I needed to hospitalize myself. The medication also quickly ended my psychotic symptoms once adjusted. There is hope. It can take time to find the right medication but once you do it will teach you to manage your symptoms and live an amazing life. ❤️

In my very first episode at 16 yes; however I was already displaying symptoms of Bipolar Disorder like hypomania, depression and self harm. Marijuana can be a catalyst for psychosis.

Hi!!! Thank you so much for your comment! 😁Medication does not stop all my symptoms it helps me manage them I should have been more clear. I still have ptsd and Bipolar symptoms and I deal with my trauma in therapy which is a huge part of treatment and is as important as medication. I don't consider myself in chemical straight jacket my medication prevents psychosis and give me the help I need to leave psychosis. Without medication I would still be delusional and potentially stay that way. Without medication we would still have insane asylums and that would be the oniy option for people like me. Psychosis is a complete detachment from reality so there is no therapy option. You can't tell someone who is hallucinating to stop hallucinating. A diabetic needs insulin or they will die without my medication I could die also. I am not a weak person and taking the easy way out by taking medication. I am someone who experiences life threatening symptoms. Also I've never felt more myself in all my life. Thank you so much for your support. ❤️

@ Hi, thanks for your kindfullness 🪞👒🪞 I can only know how it feels in me, and would never tell others how or what to do. Yes, medication, like anti-psychotica is sometimes the right solution, but I don’t think it’s right when one is out of that state of mind, it makes no sense imo based on my lived experiences. Health-care is heavy handed and projects their own fear into the situation, and makes my humanity disapper and I become just another bipolar case, pencilcase 😇 Truth is I’m quite amazing because I managed to live a «normal life» and at the same time had «dark Waters» in me that I controlled throughout all ups and downs. I’m a spirit, having a human experience, but Health-care has lost their heart. May you be happy, and free from suffering 🪞🐋🦈🪞🌜🌚🌝🌛

Hi! Thank you so much!! Everyone has their own journey with medication. The only wish I have is that I found medication earlier because psychosis destroyed my life multiple times cost me relationships, jobs, a home, cars and every possession I ever had. It left me homeless and caused me to get run over by a car (breaking 7 ribs and almost bleeding out due to a lacerated spleen). It is not an option to only take medication if I am psychotic or suicidal because in that state I will refuse medication and have delusions around it. In April of 2022 when my dog died I experienced psychosis and because I was on medication I was able to understand I needed to check myself into a hospital. Medication also prevents me from going into psychosis by managing my daily symptoms. Everyone does have their own journey with medication but for me it is a matter of life or death. For many people it is. 8 million people die by their own hand every year and many of these deaths could have been avoided with medical intervention. The healthcare industry is a mess in my experience here in the U.S. but without it we would still have insane asylums like I said because if left untreated psychosis can be permanent. People with schizophrenia would not be able to get better and have a semi normal life. Without medical advancements we would all still be dying at 35 years old. So I agree with you the healthcare industry is damaged but if you look at our life expectancy it goes up with every medical advancement. Unlike you 😁 I will always try to sway people towards medication because it's saved my life and so many of my friends. Please stay safe. I appreciate you and sharing your experience. You sound like someone who might enjoy the book "The Unteathered Soul" it's a mindfulness book I recommend it to everyone. Thank you again for your love and support! ❤️😁☮️

@@BipolarPerson If we had a competition of "who’s the biggest loser ", I think i've had a fair chance winning it 😇😂🙏🏼 But I'm not a story, and so are you 🪞🩸🩸🪞to make two 💎 there must be friction, and that's how I see us. I thank all my haters, they made me like this 🌚🌝

Awe now I'm crying! Thank you so much for sharing with me your struggle. It makes me feel less alone and like I have a new friend. Until 7 years ago I had no idea I had a brain disorder but I'm proof things do get better. The right treatment, therapy and medication can change your life and sometimes make you see things you thought were bad personality traits are actually symptoms. I understand feeling helpless and alone. Someone told me once "you are not your thoughts you are the observer of your thoughts" this helps me feel less alone. And thoughts can lie to us. Depression can cloud your vision and tell you things are hopeless but they aren't so don't give up. Thank you for your love and support. ❤️ Things will get better.

Yeah it's kinda like living on edge. My medication really helps but it is harder with depression sometimes.

lol 😁❤️

I'm sorry it's very difficult I feel your pain. What is 666?

Hi! I'm sorry to hear about your husband. Nothing we say in psychosis should hold any value. We are not in our right mind and not in control of our thoughts and are just reacting to fear. It's not deep seeded emotions it nonsense that comes from altered reality. I'm sure you are doing the best you can and the fact that you are looking to research to learn is already doing so much to help. Stay strong it gets better.

Wow that is a lot on your shoulders! Disability is a very vulnerable thing to ask for yet it feels like they think you are trying to get over on them. I was denied too. I made a video about what not to do when applying after I was denied. Life can be so irritating when it keeps changing. All we can do is adapt. It's hard I'm right there with you. I'm so sorry for the health of your family I hope there is some relief soon. You can ALWAYS vent here that's what the channel is for! ❤️

@BipolarPerson Thanks, Have a great day!

Hi friend!!! 😁

Omg 20 years ago before my nose job we probably looked even more similar. 🤩

Thank you! 😊❤️