Well i thought the video will continue to solve this "condition". But i guess there is no answer to it. You just have to push every issue of yourself into a box and bury them in your mind . Same goes to the constant swinging between non coherent emotions and reactions that i for some reasons do.

kzbin.info/www/bejne/goCnc4GunsakgZofeature=shared

There is no need to rush. You have so many things to “Live”. So much unwanted things in this world we are surrounded with and crave for it which ultimately become of less to no value after we have it. “You have enough” this realisation will always keep you happy.

Will u go out on a date with me. lol. I mean really though.

I wholeheartedly concur with the perspective articulated in the video, which astutely challenges the pervasive notion that one must possess a singular, predefined "purpose" or relentlessly pursue a so-called "dream job" in order to lead a fulfilling existence. The assertion that fulfillment can be derived from a multitude of avenues-rather than a singular, all-encompassing ambition-resonates profoundly. In an age where societal pressures often equate self-worth with career success or the attainment of an idealized life trajectory, the video's message serves as a liberating reminder that contentment and personal growth are not contingent upon rigid aspirations. Life, in its richness and complexity, offers innumerable pathways, and embracing this fluidity can foster a more balanced, authentic, and ultimately meaningful journey.

I wholeheartedly concur with the perspective articulated in the video, which astutely challenges the pervasive notion that one must possess a singular, predefined "purpose" or relentlessly pursue a so-called "dream job" in order to lead a fulfilling existence. The assertion that fulfillment can be derived from a multitude of avenues-rather than a singular, all-encompassing ambition-resonates profoundly. In an age where societal pressures often equate self-worth with career success or the attainment of an idealized life trajectory, the video's message serves as a liberating reminder that contentment and personal growth are not contingent upon rigid aspirations. Life, in its richness and complexity, offers innumerable pathways, and embracing this fluidity can foster a more balanced, authentic, and ultimately meaningful journey.

Make this a series

I know this video is old, but I also think I've avoided it for some time. Either way, everything you're saying sounds like the relationship I was in last year and I felt like it almost took my sanity. I wanted to talk about it publicly but also feared not being believed, but watching this gave me the courage I needed to tell my own story instead of letting it go unknown. The harm that was done to us is not ok and accountability is necessary even in that means putting it on the internet in the case of narcissist who will never really listen unless it benefits them

The realest video I’ve watched on KZbin in a while

....what. I'm not only also queer, black, and autistic but we have almost the same name too. My name is Ky.💀 Hi twin lmfao

I think your pretty but I'm sure you have a dark or brown skin boyfriend most black women perfer dark or brown

SOMEBODY FORGED MY SIGNATURE 🔥🔥🔥

Yep, us Aquarius ♒️ are weird... 😅 I love it!! ❤

you got this never give up start by doing one thing on your feet each day!!!!

“…Desiring to have desires” you so clearly described what I’m doing right now

In my country we dont think like this, we just live.

How is “high functioning” harmful?

Goals in life: 1 - Get all possible things to survive (eating, water supplies, and warmth place to sleep) 2 - Rent a flat or house 3 - Get job to earn money 4 - Increase your own financial situation by getting better education or skills (like car license for example or language courses) 5 - Buy your own laptop with internet connection and cellphone, buy your own clothes up to standard which you prefer 6 - Start saving some part of your money and buy your own flat or house 7 - Decide one of your life path from these four options (take one which is closest to your values): a) find a partner and become a parent b) create a workplace for others by inventing your own company and becoming leader c) be a free person with no limitations attached to you (be a traveller or a single person or meditating monk which studying astrology etc.) d) start to be a volounteer and participate in charity 8. After receiving mastery from one of these lifepaths become a teacher for others or take another lifepath to not let your life be boring. 9. If you are multibilionaire (which I suppose you are not but maybe someone else is) then start a program of human colony on Mars.

Damn.....its like somebody read my mind....its been on mind for quite sometime

"Just existing would be selfish" exactly, the constant guilt of not being good enough and that I'm wasting my parents money and high hopes while I have literally no idea what to do in life

Just happy to be alive. Is that so weird?

I miss Kai

At 29 still dont know where I am going and thinking that I am tirning 30 in a few months sucks

I am not a late-diagnosed autistic individual, nor am I self-diagnosed. I was medically diagnosed by a developmental psychologist when I was in elementary school. This was in '95. And I still struggle to advocate and get the support I require. A diagnosis will not change your life. You must do that, with self awareness and acceptance. Don't let others be your navigator.

Sometimes I'll pack a bowl of green and just sit there with it on the table for 2 hours and not take one hit. Maybe I think that makes it last longer or that it pauses time idk. I missed my opportunity to buy in I think

Me right now..... almost 40 and feeling lost and stuck going nowhere fast. I have few moments where it seems like I'm happy but it doesn't last long and I end up right where I am now trying to start over without knowing what's to come. .

“Its crazy how you’ll kind of know before knowing what you should do but will completely go against your intuition” i really feel this but i also feel like those moments are foreshadowing like maybe weren’t meant to do w.e it was at that time but then the moment you get it is the moment you were meant to do it 🤷🏽‍♀️

Currently tripping right now to the point I had to throw up a bit lmfao thanks for this video it’s calming me down

I feel kinda ashame of myself bc I feel like Im not making any progress with my thesis. My friends ask me about it and I cant explain why is taking me so long (Its been a year and a half) and I dont know why I feel so ashame, is not like I've been doing nothing, Im just a slowly person who needs some help to keep on the road, and I havent have so much of that :( Sorry, I just needed a space to say this 😭

Look at alot of these MUTTS in the comment section below How do you cherish being a recessive MUTT

At least you made that video + voiceover like you're working girrl

I am so sick and tired of how everyone thinks they're autistic these days... Like that's probably the only thing in this world that actually offends me.. my little cousin has full-blown autism and these people are nothing but a joke 🤦🏻🤦🏻🤦🏻 like you're not autistic sweetheart, you're just weird

I'm in university at 23, 1st year, but When I see younger students than me, I feel like I'm old person in the world))) I hope I will do my best😢😢😊

Has this changed for you as yet?

I remember stumbling across your channel when you were posting college content. And yesterday I randomly remembered your channel and came back. I pray that God will give you His peace that surpasses all understanding and some of the things you’re going through (even those you silently battle) He will begin to heal 🙏🏾 ❤

You are so accurate about Aquariuses! I’m a Libra Sun Libra Venus and I am just so drawn to them instinctively

She called us Libras out with the don’t even know what you believe 😅 Libra Sun and Venus and a chatty nerd former people pleaser

At 13:32, i felt this so hard. Doing online classes i have my pronouns as (He/Him) next to my name during our zoom classes and we even had introductions for what we'd prefer to be called. It's been weeks but they settle for they to refer to me. Even my queer teachers!! like I get it, I don't look like a guy but cmon man

perfect❤

I love black women. They are the most beautiful creatures of GOD. However, I wouldn't touch any black women who have been pumped and dumped by vile, hateful, racist White, Latino (even non-black Puerto Ricans), etc. men who would potentially discriminate, harrass, dehumanize or even want to kill her sons, brothers or fathers. If a black woman were to have this unfortunate situation happen I would hope she would become reborn and gain dignity.

so real. i'm going back to the university i dropped out of after 4 years. when i was there at 17 i was studying environmental science, and now i am studying art lollll

I don't get how someone can go their whole life without any goals. That's embarrassing . Are you serious right now. Come on, get up and actually think about what you want or what you like a lot. It sounds harsh, but it's the truth. No one is going to magically make your life meaningful. You have to put in the work to think about what you truly want. I know y'all are gonna respond with "i don't have anything to live for." I swear y'all must be lying about that.

youre fucking hot

I hated shopping for school

the vibe of this video is everything I need to not feel like I'm ✨not✨the only one 🫣😬

Isn't that the truth I have told a couple of family members in the past you take math Reading writing and technology away from human beings and you're left with nothing more than a two-legged mammal with nothing more on their mind than to eat sleep and reproduce.

Hey there! I know I’m a few months late to this, but I’ve just now gotten to watching this and I personally am kinda confused on what you meant when you said most queer ppl aren’t queer ethically, would you be willing to explain? I don’t mean to be rude in any way, I’m just curious /gen. Love the vid btw!!

This shit ass onna set!😂

Hiii KAI, I was here to be nosy at first but you educated me, I am also happy to hear your life update, whether we realize it or not we're all overwhelmed but distract ourselves to put up with it...I like your approach! Cause life really a nightmare out here

I lucked out. I make lots of money and don’t do much. No promotion here, just saying. If I had to work hard, I couldn’t do it. But even this person would lift a finger for enough reward