i hope ur doing okay <3 i used to watch u so much because I was so interested in the psychology of schizophrenia and I came to really care about u, hope things are all good on ur end
@AlbinoFawnArtАй бұрын
Awhh! Don't worry, I'm okay! Just haven't had much to talk about! The longer I put off making a new video, the harder it seems to make one. Everything is going so well for me, apart from medication adjustments from time to time. I'm mainly trying to focus on getting my 'Spark' back with my artwork, it's getting a bit frustrating how long it's taking. I hope you're doing well too!<3
@mimsycookiiessАй бұрын
I just finished binge watching her vidz❤ I hope she comes back one day :) I’m glad she’s doing good tho ❤
@AddictwithAnEchoАй бұрын
@@AlbinoFawnArt that's so good to hear!! losing ur spark for something u used to be so passionate about is one of the worst feelings I swear, u keep on looking for the love u once had for it but it doesn't seem to be there </3 I hope u manage to find it again, best of luck <33
@Switchblxde72 ай бұрын
im in your walls
@bigbankhank12 ай бұрын
You seem like such a lovely genuinely sweet person and i hope you're doing great
@The_whimsickal_artist2 ай бұрын
Hello, i just wanted to say hi love, i hope you're doing well. Im also suffering from schizoaffective disorder, depression/voices..its really rough but stay strong yea👍🏻💯 we are all here for you. Cheers from Southampton.
@edsheart2 ай бұрын
Hi Emily .
@mamahyperplasie2 ай бұрын
Hey, i hope you are feeling better today. I've got schizophrenia as well. And just can tell, stay strong its getting better. And if you are not feeling much healthy , try another medication. There are so many. Sometimes it's not the first that will helping well. I wish you the best 👋
@pog4282 ай бұрын
I wish I got help at your age
@JakeLofe2 ай бұрын
You are not your name. You are not the voice in your head, you are not your body. You are consciousness
@signalshiz3 ай бұрын
the basss. i just made a subwoofer. check me out..
@DawidSmit-nu9xq3 ай бұрын
Hope you are good
@AGameCharacter3 ай бұрын
I’d really enjoy seeing you talking about your life these days ✌️
@bryanx03173 ай бұрын
I can't imagine calmly discussing my disconnection with reality. What a brave girl!
@mariepouette32923 ай бұрын
I have schizophrenia since im 18 …. Ive been there for so many years ..i was so alone and i was juste scared and paranoying not able to have conversation whit no one i just answer on autopilot not even capable to understand what they said …!!! … i saw the deviñ in my eyes trough the mirror .!!!! I was in a another reality …where i really belive everybody was in my head and could here my tough …i felt like the most weird personne in the world and that everybody everywere was looking at me like i was really not normal …like no self esteem 0 confidence 0 love 0 nothing i couldn feel happyness joy just a rush of severe anxity and huge spychoses from waking up until i go to bed .!!! I never belive some day i would be back from this ..!!! No madication i when trough life and push my self the best i can even i was scared and lost try to say its not real its not real .!! The more intense the more real it was .!!! If you wanna talk just come to my facebook ….Kenny Kistabish with the picture of me driving.!!!
@ptolemaii3 ай бұрын
You certainly have the personality and camera presence to stage a comeback as an art youtuber, were you ever to return. Making vids exclusively about schizophrenia must cause havoc with your sense of identity apart from your illness
@maxpower13373 ай бұрын
Skitzophrenia is a real up hill battle,robbing you of everything you loved, thank goodness of have pills that kinda help ❤
@billyblackburn8643 ай бұрын
🙈🙉🙊
@billyblackburn8643 ай бұрын
precious moments my lady
@MythMashMishMathPodcast4 ай бұрын
to destroy schizophrenia you need a thought leader ... a "master/mistress" of youyr soul that allows navigation of a complex society/universe
@Tahoora_mk4 ай бұрын
bugs kind of hallucination is the one terrifies and disgusts me the most when i hear them from schizophrenics and i also get proud of them to actually going through such a nightmare!
@bradfordarita97355 ай бұрын
Hi. I have schizophrenia too. Do you also think that people can hear your thoughts or that you are broadcasting your thoughts? That’s what I have. Hope you are well
@A_Me_Amy5 ай бұрын
i think i am impossible. or also, you are impossible. but i dunno, i know too many possibilities for any situation and my mind is confused. and ... strung out. not drugs, but strung out in various directions.
@RedneckRedemption15 ай бұрын
6:25 but are you actually talking out loud when you speak to your voices or do you speak in your mind
@Chris-f2i4u5 ай бұрын
read old books in the AV
@RedneckRedemption15 ай бұрын
Is there a type of schizophrenia where u hear only positive things like the exact opposite from getting laughed at
@MythMashMishMathPodcast5 ай бұрын
... your paintings are brilliant & amazing
@mostafarommel94755 ай бұрын
Thank you.
@meabhm76755 ай бұрын
This is a sign you need to come back! ♡
@karel1776 ай бұрын
Hey Emm. I am curious how you are doing now? (5 years later) ❤
@VlasAlex-s2u6 ай бұрын
Do not take pills is not good
@CheezhOfficial4 ай бұрын
Pills do not have side effects. They simply have effects of which some are helpful and some are not you have to take the good with the bad.
@hellywise25426 ай бұрын
You are beautiful. I wish you peace and contentment 🙏🙏🙏
@edenshorthousesthouse19256 ай бұрын
You and your friends deserve a civil service award seriously the magnet and the glass idea is practical for using seat belt buckles for breaking the glass on windows good job you genius Heroes...
@edenshorthousesthouse19256 ай бұрын
I used to punch walls when I was at school I think it annoyed the teachers I hope I didn't spill any tea or anything. For sure I had Schizophrenia just I was boxing at the time all I wanted to do was train for my fights. It was a good way to just focus on something else and boxing is easy because it is just a different brainwave.
@hellywise25426 ай бұрын
Thankfully I dont have schizophrenia but my best friend does snd my mother was severely bi polar/manic depressive with bouts of psychosis and I am so so sorry, beyond any words I can express, for anyone living with this horrible disease. I wish you peace and contentment with all my heart. Just know that there are people in the world that love you and want you to be happy. Remember that you are worthy of love, you deserve to be happy. Find something everyday to be thankful for, even if its just comparing two bad things, be thankful for the less bad option. Practice gratitude everyday. Be as positive as you can. Train your brain to be happy. I'm routing for you. Be strong 🙏
@edenshorthousesthouse19256 ай бұрын
Shorter breathing is an increment of the voices
@edenshorthousesthouse19256 ай бұрын
Did you ever try to just listen to the voices and not talk back? You should take advantage over this and just breath apply your whole entire focus on this, allow your diaphragm to reach as low as comfortably possible and let it out dont get distracted by anything and just keep going this activity empties your mind well you'll notice am empty mind and breath you wouldn't want to talk and you'd be calm like it actually helps the comfort around being a strong silent type is good its like the less i breath in my sleep the more caleries id see things shorter breathes bring more voices
@edenshorthousesthouse19256 ай бұрын
Are you Single? Im Single... I live in Oundle England.
@edenshorthousesthouse19256 ай бұрын
A Schizophrenic and a horse walk into a bar, the horse asks for a Jack Daniels and coke to the bar tender, the schizophrenic says I'll have what the horse is having, the bartender says "i don't know what that is, i didn't serve her" Sarah Jessica Parker gets up walks through the horse slaps the bartender and the Schizophrenic my question is how funny is this joke? I think it's great.
@edenshorthousesthouse19256 ай бұрын
I used to shout into Fields and I'd get more voices when I held the tone trust me ask my neighbours they know who I am they'd probably understand it as a possibility on me having Schizophrenia I just hide it for work, I can't do the job anymore though i had a seizure expected another smoked weed cause i knew id be in the worst place.
@edenshorthousesthouse19256 ай бұрын
How often do you hold your breath when your stressed? This releases adrenaline which can lead to voices watch Olympic Sprinters and Swimmers people who hold their breath will get it more than people who do actual meditation or yoga without holding there breath just it's about the Rythm more than any meditation in then out I'm not psychiatrist either I'm just good at noticing things.
@edenshorthousesthouse19256 ай бұрын
You know if you just didn't do anything anyone told you to your more likely to not to do anything the voices tell you I just laugh at mine, whenever i don't want to.
@edenshorthousesthouse19256 ай бұрын
I get it your saying you didn't see the angel Gabriel just a hallucination of an angel called gaybreeal Gabriel sorry i can't spell.
@edenshorthousesthouse19256 ай бұрын
Are you English I'm writing a cartoon called Scientist Man it's good just the drawings are shit I used a pencil for sure the character is cool the story is the best I can do though I have to really it's basically about two people who originally come from the start of time and the end of time, and the guy at the end of time travels back to meet the guy in the beginning upon discovering fire. It's all awesome they communicate with everyone throughout time and stop loads of things. The comedy thing is a fund raising attempt hahaha
@edenshorthousesthouse19256 ай бұрын
Should I use a mirror to make fun of my Schizophrenia I feel like it would work saying things like "stop being a mime, you don't have a license your going to get me into trouble again!"
@edenshorthousesthouse19256 ай бұрын
From now on the person who "your-self" is just saying it's Eden Shorthouse even if it says no it's you just keep arguing with it say no it's Eden you know the answer better than it does.