This is one of the best channels I ever came across on KZbin
@AnnieJanes-h4tКүн бұрын
i keep getting recommended such depressing videos to whomever skims over this, i hope you have a great day
@AmusedAntenna-ir3ddКүн бұрын
"not being able to love fully, they will believe your love incomplete and then they will hate you and their hatred will be perfect, like a shining diamond"
@Sky_high_pawsКүн бұрын
This made me cry
@Bliss4uuКүн бұрын
hey how the heck did she wake up after she killed herself and why is she in love with her mother?!
@alparslantemelКүн бұрын
2025
@genetixx01Күн бұрын
This is the most beautiful ode to life I have ever seen. Hope it will help me in this darkest moment.
@NishthaGupta-j1nКүн бұрын
DO YOU?
@chaseowens2625Күн бұрын
2025
@RememberRevan2 күн бұрын
I was 13 the first time that I thought about killing myself. I did this every winter since. On the 23rd of December last year I tried. I was so tired of feeling the same way for years, and I couldn't imagine feeling real emotions like other people describe. Now, after spending 8 days in an inpatient facility and taking 3 pills every day, I can't believe how hard I thought it was to ask for help. I still have a lot of work to do to recover, but I won't let myself get like that again.
@healingmoonshine2 күн бұрын
thank you to the person that shared this video with me. it means a lot❤
@talkinshit47342 күн бұрын
Love illneas poems and vision 🤍 this one really hit right and made me write a song: kzbin.info/www/bejne/d3SpmGuDm552j6ssi=WrKNcLe99lB4BGKJ Hope everyone has a goodnight, keep going
@Mooredepthy62 күн бұрын
Is it my birthday ? Thank you god for poe!! Whatever Beatles !! He knows 😉 he lights my candles !!
@Number1StopSignFanFromTS2 күн бұрын
This made me stay a little longer, thanks.
@Number1StopSignFanFromTS2 күн бұрын
“No I don’t wanna die, just don’t wanna live” Kate Vogel, Reasons to Stay
@Number1StopSignFanFromTS2 күн бұрын
Such an abstract way of telling the audience that they want us to stay a little longer. I love it.
@AndreasJakob-n7k3 күн бұрын
The only grave you stay at will be Mine,and you can live for every knowing you ll never get me but instead you have them they have you aand the best ideas you will ever live Like are your own ideas
@Fish-e7d3 күн бұрын
I wouldn’t say this video saved me, but I watched it when I was at my lowest. It, moved me. It didn’t tell me anything I didn’t already know, ppl would be hurt if I left. But, something abt how they said it all.. “I fall in love with:” also u got me with the poor dog😞 Im still here cuz of God, i thank Jesus for saving me. God bless u all. Keeping living, even if it seems hopeless. Jesus will never lose hope in you.
@MaxMustermann-ne5dw3 күн бұрын
bawling my eyes out rigtht here : ,(
@buffplums3 күн бұрын
So powerful
@buffplums3 күн бұрын
I find this video quite scary, I think because it makes you realise not only the hoplesness the girl must have been feeling when she wanted to unkill herself. It’s a very good video and ok I’ve never been suicidal but I have had so many long and black depressive episodes for countless years and decades of my life … the things that would scare the sh*t out of me is what may be waiting for me if I did and not only that just how heartbreaking the loss felt by so many that you would have known. Having had 2 friends who both succumbed to this terrible illness and the ripples felt and still feel many years later reminds me that life is for living even when it seems totally shit … there is something there that we need to go through… I do believe that life is like going to school, it’s an essential stage that we must complete if we are to advance
@GearsDemon3 күн бұрын
This is incredible editing.
@danstump39193 күн бұрын
What is with the fucking music on all these POEMS
@davescott69804 күн бұрын
5 attempts (seasons), no words....
@Random.tiktok.sounds.4u4 күн бұрын
I love you but sorry.
@benbraceletspurple91084 күн бұрын
Feeling this way, is to watch this video and experience nothing.
@AnarUto504 күн бұрын
I completed the poem or I want to believe I did because Charles seems to never thought about letting the bird see for itself what happens if the cage would have been open even during the day because you see shit in the dark: there's a bluebird in my heart that wants to get out but all I can do is listen, through the smoke and clouds there's a bluebird in my heart that wants to get out and I swear that one day, it will fly high up above the sky, the earth, above all the human souls, but it will come back and stay in there.
@GearsDemon4 күн бұрын
Jesus...
@AszullGames4 күн бұрын
Wow...
@parisahashemi4764 күн бұрын
She knows ❤
@octaviacoleman24765 күн бұрын
very well put together
@Hereforthevids.5 күн бұрын
1:26 deep
@DazaiOsamulovesHISChibi5 күн бұрын
I come here each time everything goes worst due it's somehow always in my recommended when everything goes bad. Each time the thoughts come back stronger, the video is there. As someone suicidal, this makes me cry and makes the thoughts quiet down for a bit. Sometimes, this video actually makes me wanna reach out for help that will be there, cause psycologist and therapist didn't work much, it makes me wanna go to a psych ward or anything that will help me out of my state of mind. Thanks to the author to make this. It's really something that helps me in my worst times.
@usvi76844 күн бұрын
Jesus said, "I am the way, the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me." (John 14:6) 🕊 I recommend reading gospel according to John, Jesus loves you! 🤍
@TheUnatuber5 күн бұрын
As long as those cats are okay, I don't give a shit.
@thefalsegod05 күн бұрын
Who actually drinks straight grapefruit? That’s biting into a lemon type drink
@روحیمحمدی5 күн бұрын
درد، عادی می شود.
@raulnavarrete87766 күн бұрын
I miss being alive
@levismith84236 күн бұрын
When I was having suicidal ideations, one of the main things, if not the main thing, that stopped me was that my dog would never understand or know why I wasn't coming back to him. Remember this. You're not the one who deals with your unalive act. Everyone who knows you will.
@leodeleon3576 күн бұрын
Jesus will fix everything trust in him and believe in him and you shall inherit eternal life follow him and he will help you change one day at a time you will fall but he will never leave you and will never forsake you till you get it right he is the way the truth and the life and he truly died willing fully for us all he loves you all to much for you not to know this Godbless you all and love you all stay safe and stay strong walk in faith not in what you see feel or hear but in faith it’s not supposed to make sense sometimes read your Bible he’s waiting for you all call on him and will come if you truly mean it remember he died for sinners not the righteous ❤🙏
@Orchid77th6 күн бұрын
I had to go to a funeral 4 days after. It felt strange knowing that could've been me in that casket
@nithi14626 күн бұрын
Self love above all
@BHell-c2c6 күн бұрын
'' like a diamond like a knife"I don't know why he speaks to so many, most of them are literally about all of us. So what is the blue bird in your heart?
@BHell-c2c6 күн бұрын
Beware of the one who is not aware that he exists
@DuaneHHLyon7 күн бұрын
Thank you my fellow poet.. everyone got a like from me...I support you, I believe in you, I learn from you... Incredible experience and moving
@joman505j7 күн бұрын
uk mate, this really made me not wanting to finish my life, i mean yes i was so scary to do that, but now maybe if i give my life another chance, maybe with a little hope, everything is ganna be better..
@SilentOcean-f7s7 күн бұрын
Listening to the song , the voice is calm and peaceful , the narrator is at peace when she recites this beautiful piece and i feel like a lot of problems that feel so burdening right now , that are weighing so heavy on the mind can be solved as soon as there is a peace and calm Have got to keep up the hope for that peace to finally be achievable some day
@Cosmicsurfpro7 күн бұрын
CONGRATULATIONS 🎉🎉🎉 YOU MADE IT TO 2025! THIS IS THE YEAR OF THE SNAKE AND NUMBER 9. Completion! L-O-V-E and U-N-I-T-Y. Youll see🛸🛸🛸 😉💙🌎🛸 T-R-U-T-H L-O-V-E L-I-G-H-T P-E-A-C-E U-N-I-T-Y 🙏🏻
@sammydrew43907 күн бұрын
8,615,709 views. Did you watch this video because you were curious? Suicidal? Or lost someone to suicide? 8,615,709 people is more than the population of a small country. 8,615,709 people could make a difference if we spoke up and talked about mental health
@delaneycech47617 күн бұрын
I thought I would be in a mental hospital right now. Maybe even dead. I’m still standing.