If this dosnt make you cry i dont know what will

Was planning to leave a texg abt how bad life is the kast 8 months. Ultimately chose to wish everyone the best and to get through their struggles as much as possible without pain

how r u alive if u killed urself

I'd like to see the experience start before it became some one else's story

best version, nice that the poem is not sped up like with other versions.

to all those who left their will to live...... your inner self is waiting for you to survive this hard time........ be strong..... keep the hope to live just for 1 more minute and then for 1 more and more.......

I just lost everything. Again. I'm so heartbroken and blinded by my own anxiety and depression. I've lost everyone I've ever loved bc I can't fix myself. I've tried antidepressants, therapy and exercise. I can only beat it for a little bit, but it always comes back.

Some time this end the game feelings looks very logical

tears running down my face as i scroll the comments

this made me cry dammit ;-;

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Depression and Anxiety are winning. I've resigned by this point, given in and submitted myself to them. It just felt more comfortable that way. It just felt easier. I can still tell the pressure and the terror and the agony, but I've grown numb to it. With enough time, anything can become familiar. Even a monster on the other side of a door can become almost friendly. It's become a close friend of mine, one who knows me well. It follows me wherever I go, weighing me down and staring into my every movement. It felt invasive at first. It felt terrifying and malevolent, like something that I should run from, something that I should fear, but it's since grown on me. I'm damaged, and it hurts, but healing is agony in of itself. What's the point of it all? Why work so hard to repair what's broken when what you're left with doesn't mean anything? I'm drowning, but I can't be bothered to struggle. It's easier to let go, to drift aimlessly underwater, the air in my lungs turning stale. Drowning has never felt more peaceful. It never felt so comfortable. My arms yearn to swim, to fight. Some primal, animalistic desire to survive drives me to remain here, to do as my blood says and fight for air, but it's only a matter of time before despair triumphs over my nature as it has over everything else. I've stopped being able to care about myself. It doesn't matter what happens to me. Any physical pain just seems like meaningless external injury. I'd rather have a black eye and a busted nose than another anxiety attack. I no longer fear external threats like physical illness or wild animals or crooks with sharp objects. If death came for me, I would embrace it. I was raised Christian though I've since lost my faith. As such, I'd heard time and time again that people like me, people who were self-destructive and mentally ill, people lost to their own despair and dereliction, people who drown in the mire of their problems deserve to rot and burn in hell. And, I don't know what's worse, the idea that I may be destined for hell or the fact that I'm not scared of it. I'd take physical torture and eventual mental retardation over emotional tumult at this point, and the fact I think that way terrifies me.

Can anyone tell me the bg music name plssssss

But she had all the reasons to keep living. I have no one anymore. My wife after 34 years suddenly passed away this last April. I'm 71 years old, was a Firefighter and now I'm alone. All of my co-workers have died, parents are gone as are all else. My children never come to see me and I have no friends. I'm not looking for people to feel sorry for me. It's this video, it doesn't work for people like me, and there are plenty of us. I want this pain to be over.

I didn’t want to stay, but I didn’t want to go…

2024 anyone ?

Okay, but why is this showing up when I am having more and more thoughts about just….ending it, cause I feel like I took a wrong turn somewhere in life and kinda threw away all the advantages and things I got given….I was born probably upper middle class and got good grades near the end even graduating with 1.8 (4 is the worst and 0.7 the very best) but then not being able to finish my degree, switching to a private university my boss offered to pay for….being enrolled for 2 semesters there and have not even completed one single course cause remote uni seems not for me or idk…feel like a failure and like I am actively screwing up my life which will end in misery for me….for now I am scared of these thoughts but what scares me more is that I feel like I might not be anymore at some point….don’t want to talk to my gf or mother because they would probably be scared and worry immensely…and my mom maybe blame herself somehow….fck….idk who to go to to just figure this out without the people closest to me knowing what exactly is going on in my head

thanks man someone precious saved by this

I wanna say goodbye so bad

Dying is an easy way out, so I should live by coz living will make me suffer more, which I think I totally deserve.

This poem is probably the reason I am alive. Last year I found it when my depression was really bad, and it made me rethink everything. That was not the first time that I had come very close to ending things, and it wasn’t the last, but it became something to look back on during the bad moments. I am at a good place right now. I’m still dealing with depression but it’s much less than it was then. I am glad that I’m alive. At times I still wish that I could end it all but it’s worth fighting through them.

I lost 2 cousins to suicide and they were siblings to each other. I heard the shot of another person i knew and the sirens not knowing the person i knew killed himself. And then my good friend josh so sweet and so kind oh just an innocent soul he couldnt take this life anymore so he too took his own. 😢

I needed this, 3 years later, and I was one of probably many others who needed this. Thank you <3

I wish I could ring in some bravery - it's a lousy fix, but the tree outside doesn't know Holy shit I've heard this many times and that finally registered

Seems like whenever that bluebird finally shakes the whisky off it’s wings, some hunter is busy shooting bullets at it.

Often those who love completely are told they do not love at all because they so often try to hide it.

Teenage problems, family and school pressure... there was a time, I always thought abt dying. Like, almost everyday. I even h4rm myself. I thought this world is boring and ugly, with everybode staring at me and judging me for all the thing I do. But I think, last year, I realize this world is pretty, is gorgeous. I look everywhere and I found everything is so nice to capture. I want to paint, want to take some pictures. I read books and I also see meanings that I had never seen before. Life is beautiful. It has always been beautiful. It just depends on how you look at it.

I loved the video. It was poignant....spiritual and thought provoking. I loved it

People say people who commit suicide are cowards but taking your own life is probably the most difficult choice to make

I feel like ending my life. I just don't want to put my family through grief. I remember starting to have suicidal thoughts when I was in 4-5th grade. I held my nose so I couldn't breathe. Of course that didn't work out after several attempts. Those thoughts never left me. If I could stop existing without bothering anyone, I'd have done it long time ago. I think that's why I seek purpose that serve people. It's for my survival.

I don't know if you know this already. Your poem has kept most of us going on in worst of times. These poems means a lot for me. Thank you very much.

This hit me in a deep level. This is exactly what’s going on with my friend

"Suicide seals ones misery in eternity"

The stoics would be delighted ❤

If someone here please say me where is the best way to kill myself without any pain 😢 please say I want to die

What's the background music?

This would be a great deterant if there where people who would notice i am gone forget miss me

this saved me

And so today , I am like wait illneas hasn't posted anything in a while, or for so long, got back to your videos, the last poem on your page is indeed named as the last poem, hope you get time from your duty and post more videos, since we miss your videos😢

I have not anymore point to live anymore

The thoughts don’t go away. Wherever I am. That second consciousness planning out some clever way to eradicate myself in the moment. Whether it’s in the car or in nature.

i just cried uncontrollably. thank you. i needed that

I always come back here when I'm having a rough time. I'm dealing with a shit ton of thoughts and I honestly can't believe I've been alive for this long (I'm gonna be 29 in a few days, May 31st) and it just doesn't seem like I should of made it this far because I have no friends and my family barley tolerates me and I'm single. I always feel like a burden and this is really the only place I can vent atp so pls forgive me.

Thank you…-that’s coming from a very depressed person

I tried once, with like......7 ibuprofen😂

Can't deny it takes something strong to be able to take yourself away from life. I know too many and you never know they will till they do.

Crazy how I end up here every time I'm on my last straw

I mean cool, but why did KZbin recommend me this video

I've thought about suicide on and off my whole life. I'm 41, married, good job, kids, money in the bank, house, etc.. Yet I still contemplate sliding off into oblivion. I won't. I have WAY too much that depends on me breathing to do that on purpose. Or at least all at once. I'm falling apart. I'm a severely overweight alcoholic. I doubt I'll make it through my 50's. And as I get older I'm actually getting comfortable with that fact, which is scary.

I think I just found inspo and seeing your channel post random clips is so refreshing