1 year off Clonazepam. My experience with mental and spiritual battles.

[@RisenandRisen]

I don't know why you don't have over a million subs. Your an absolute amazing person and I thank God so much for people like you. Unfortunately your journey has been tough and that's probably an understatement. But the big man is using you in some crazy kinda ways. Never ever stop doing what your being led to do.

[@HalfwayJac]

Anhedonia is just awful. It doesn’t sound too bad when you think of it, but when you are going through it, it’s one of the HARDEST parts to conquer. Oh man, and I had depersonalization coming off Klonipin years ago. It was straight up hell. But I know that you are a really strong person. You are still here telling us your experiences, and that’s invaluable to me. You have come off so many things, and even when you are suffering, you keep powering through. You’re an inspiration

[@treefrog5543]

Thank you for trying to put all this stuff into words, it is so, so hard to explain. At my worst, all I had was compassion and hope that something would change. I had no faith, but I could pray for others that were experiencing pain and this got me through. Thanks again for putting yourself out here. You have helped me.

[@derekstevens8361]

Hey bro just wanna say I'm 2 years clean from severe heroin and meth addiction. Your videos have been an inspiration to me man. Jesus has saved me from my crippling addiction. Thank you for giving the King his credit!

[@aphysique]

God bless, HOW R you doing?

[@bluestar7757]

Hi Gabe I just wanted to share a good Bible study on KZbin is one hour one book with Pastor Randy Smith very thorough and he explains it very well and makes it relatable to every day modern life Praying for your recovery 🙏

[@gabemccall3523]

Thank u very much. I’ll check him Out

[@AD-dc2ri]

First I want to thank you for this long video!! I’ve also had a spiritual battle what solidified it for me was the baby I am currently carrying did not have a heartbeat and I’m the week before my surgery my husband prayed hard. I was doubtful I am ashamed to say but miraculously before my surgery they found his heartbeat. One of the reasons I used was to be able to get up and do things with my kids. It gave me more energy I never thought I would be able to get that back. I am a year in and although things are still difficult I am always able to see the brighter side of things. That is something I thought I would never be able to do. I still struggle with anxiety but is it worth it…. Absolutely! Take care Gabe ❤️

[@SuperSmoothD]

🙏🙏🙏

[@CMoore8539]

Congratulations to you for your new baby boy and Congratulations on being clean for a whole year!!! That’s Fantastic!!!💞

[@gabemccall3523]

Wow that’s incredible about your baby. I’m actually listening to a class about the importance of prayer as I type this. God is in control but He’s also created us to be participants in this world. Prayer is powerful. I’m so happy for you. God bless you

[@ryanb9344]

I have definitely been struggling very similar to you, thinking that I was hopeless & all was lost. Prayers for you & I that God’s love will be poured in us and He’ll heal us, for His good & glory

[@SuperSmoothD]

Gabe, I went off Suboxone (11yrs on) about 5months after you. I stopped taking Xanax after 9yrs it has been 3months. oh and down to 10mg of Adderal. I am listening to you and I am saying YES,YES,YES! permo brain fog. I feel my walk with Christ is very strong. With that said I don't care if I die. In fact I have been praying for the Lord to take me. I too WILL NOT END IT myself. I just can't handle being on thIs planet. Anyway I don't want to write an op-ed 😂, just wanted you to know to give yourself grace. I believe God's heart is crying for us who are trying to get off all this crap! They purposefully hand out very power drugs like candy. I too have laid on the ground tears flowing yelling I can't handle this. Then I read about how God loves and helps those who push through, have perseverance. Then I feel like gr8. Here I am ready to say DONE!Anyway love you bro you are doing gr8 work. God is with you. Look how he is using you for good 👍.

[@CMoore8539]

Never Give Up! We all go through these feelings. You are not alone. You are a Warrior, getting off of all those drugs. You’re right about most doctors giving out powerful addictive drugs like Candy. That’s how I got started. It took me years to get off of all that stuff. Big Pharma doesn’t seem to care about helping people. They only love Money and I’m sure they give the doctors money and vacations with bonuses for dishing out all their drugs too. It’s almost funny because I really used to trust doctors. Not anymore. There’s only a few good doctors left. Maybe??? Take good care of yourself and Stay Strong. We’ve all been through a lot with the pandemic and now the wars. Things Will Get Better.💞

[@robertworton2394]

You are not alone!

[@davegordon6943]

I feel for y'all prescribed Adderall with this shortage. It's not the kind of medication you can just stop. You can but you know what I'm saying

[@SuperSmoothD]

@davegordon6943 thank God I am of of that trash. I was on it 60mill for about 12 years. I some how (God) saw what they are doing to us. Off of every powerful addicting 💩 thank God. Little regular grass few beers or whiskey here and there.

[@davegordon6943]

@@SuperSmoothD awesome man

[@soldierofchrist1736]

Awesome vid man, been there. GOD is the only way. Peace and love.

[@bark55]

You have accomplished something most people would never attempt. Being a couple years off of suboxone and over a year off of benzos. There is very few people that can say that.I realize you still have other battles to fight just like us all but you are on the right path.

[@gabemccall3523]

Thank u very much for that brother

[@CMoore8539]

Hello Gabe! It’s so cool to see you making videos again!!! You are going to get through this. Stay Strong. I’m doing much better now. Yes I had to go back on my antidepressants once a day but it’s better than me feeling so depressed until I was suicidal every single day. All those negative feelings are gone now. I’m working real hard in my house, grocery shopping, cooking and I just started a flower garden out on my porch. I adopted a stray cat and I’m personally taming her. It requires a lot of time and patience. She and I are developing a strong bond already. I’m still searching for my 11 year old cat. Back when I had Covid19 Delta Variant in November, my cat slipped out behind me and he’s been lost ever since. I found this stray cat while following a lead on my 11 year old cat Baby. I waited a few days before I finally decided to adopt her. If my cat Baby does come home, he’ll have a beautiful young wife waiting on him. He’s been neutered but he still loves girls. I’m still grieving over him but I’ve done all I know to do right now. Please stay in touch with all of us. Take good care of you. You are going to get through this. We All Love You Very Very Much. You have a Beautiful Family and you are a very inspirational, intelligent and very straight up young man. Keep Fighting Gabe. Salute!!!💞

[@MadManMarvin]

Hit my 2 years last month. Lots of ups and down still, but better overall. keep trucking brother. much love

[@gabemccall3523]

Thank man I appreciate that!

[@mywayout9467]

Today I am 1 year off clonazapam! I understand the struggle...

[@CMoore8539]

Congratulations to you!!!

[@mywayout9467]

@@CMoore8539 really means alot! Thank you

[@gabemccall3523]

Awesome stuff! Be proud and know we’re gonna get better

[@Ilmsyou]

@@mywayout9467 hey how are you feeling now? Are you healed. & how long were you taking it

[@fonzarellyplay370]

@@Ilmsyou how are you feeling? Are you on k pins or any other benzos. All I’m hearing is horror stories that take years and I mean 10 years or more to heal and its the worst feeling ever every single day

[@volfan0940]

Idk if you remember me in older videos but finally on day 7 off methadone . Tapered longer than anticipated but finally here and has been very manageable. Slept 6 hours every night. Want to add seeing all your videos definitely helped me see what is possible. Hope things get easier for you!

[@codemofficial]

Dont want to scare you… but its pretty possible that the wds didnt set in fully yet

[@volfan0940]

@@codemofficial very true. I was stable for a while at 2 mgs so im hopeful its already in. Ive had chills and gi stuff , harder to get motivated and all that but nothing truly major

[@gabemccall3523]

Good for you man! Yeah I definitely remember u. How far did u taper before u jumped? Buckle up for the long haul and just know you will get better my friend

[@volfan0940]

@@gabemccall3523 from 65- 2. I was on 65 for 13 years. Tapered down over 7 maybe 8 months. I think the taper helped me deal with what is ahead. I know its the long game though. Just one day at a time is all i can do really.

[@lynncook7981]

@@volfan0940 I thought methadone wasnt that bad either if you taper all the way down. But paws did suck but very doable.

[@aimlessintopeka]

You're making progress. It will all right itself in time. Until it does, I'll just do a happy dance that I will never go through it again. I'm about 15 months off Clonazepam and about 8 months off Ropinirole. Natural sleep feels so good.

[@jeffreyferral3827]

I'm 67 years old and coming off 28 years of 3mg a day. I kept a journal, up to about 6 or ,7 days l had written scriptures and watching Dr Charles Stanley. After Day 6 there is nothing written.

[@davegordon6943]

Damn man that's hardcore

[@davegordon6943]

I've also watched him late night when I couldn't sleep. Read he just recently passed away

[@FitzSchlitz]

I’m documenting my methadone detox and I’m now ready to go down on the Klonopin. I’m at 3 mgs and 🤷🏼‍♂️. Love and blessings to you all!!!!🙏✌️💪❤️

[@robertworton2394]

Dude I know this is an old video but you know what I’ve taken from all your videos? You are winning your spiritual battle, because you have never given up Hope! You will be rewarded my friend

[@solidstatejake]

can u guys imagine how wise that steering wheel is

[@quaaludecowboy692]

I relate to everything you said. Take care.

[@gabemccall3523]

Thank u

[@HalfwayJac]

Man, all this is so accurate.

[@jaycomayco]

Glad to see you making videos I (WE) really missed you. You help keep me accountable if that makes sense?

[@FormerSaint80]

Hey Gabe, thank you for your videos! I'm 45 days clean, 28 off the subs after 4.5 years on 6mg, and I've been on the viv shot for 16 days. I REALLY wanted to smoke weed today cuz the depression's been killing me and I didn't want to do shit. Thanks for helping me get the dishes, bathtub and laundry done before a meeting tonight! Thanx again!

[@kritkratt6383]

You read my mind yesterday i was watching a vid of yours hoping youd talk about this im weening down and its not easy

[@spray-n-prey9717]

The rebound anxiety off clonzepam is bad at first, I had one seizure, but after I started sleeping and eating I felt much better. The withdrawal doesn’t even start for 7-10 days. After 3 weeks I was able to get up and work. Two months out I’m normal again. I got off Suboxone several times to just return. I never relapsed I just went back to maintenance. I will say that my transition to the monthly injection made the withdrawal manageable. I’m totally fine at 7 weeks out. But normalcy can take a year. The sublocade is the way to go imo, makes withdrawal actually manageable.

[@spray-n-prey9717]

PS- it’s a choice imo

[@fonzarellyplay370]

Omg. All I hear is k pins take years to get off of and even after 10 years still harsh withdrawal. I hear nothing but horror stories

[@gabemccall3523]

I still haven’t touched on everything but that information will just come as I make other videos.

[@MIKExVICKx7]

Nice glad to hear u been clean from the benzo bro I'm on my 4th week with no subs I take the trazdone and alprazolam once in a while I'm also prescribed guanfacine and Concerta I reccomend them to anyone that needs to help to focus

[@lost4199]

Somehow I got away from Ativan pretty easily. I did a 5 day chemical detox and my Dr used phenobarbital to wheen me off. Thank God I was able to get off fairly easy.

[@gabemccall3523]

Where u still on an opioid? Nearly everyone I talk to that was on an opioid or opiate while getting off a Benzos got off easy. I understand why and now that I know what I know I wish I would have done that first and then the Suboxone. Either way I’m off both and I’m happy I did it.

[@lost4199]

@@gabemccall3523 no I actually wasn't. I was using Ativan to help me with my terrible alcoholism. I got off all that and then I got hooked on Kratom first then other opiots. Then I got on suboxone bit at the Sametime. I haven't drank for a year and a half. Go figure. It never ends lol. Now all I need to do is get off this suboxone. I'm on 1mg a day. It sux so bad lol. I totally get what ur saying man. I definitely feel like there is spiritual oppression on me.

[@gabemccall3523]

@@lost4199 oh wow. How long where u on Ativan? It’s amazing how is addicts just keep going round and round lol. We’re gonna make everything right though brother.

[@lost4199]

@@gabemccall3523 a year and a half. Ya I hear you. I've learned a lot of hard lessons. I'm all done messing around.

[@lost4199]

@@gabemccall3523 I'm just glad I'm not the only one who totally believes in Jesus as my lord but I also wake up and I'm like in doing this thing !!! Two days later..... porn kicked my butt or weed did it again. Its sad but I really do care and want to do what's right. I don't mean to play with God like this.

[@craig9910]

Man I would love for you to go live, that'd be awesome! I am pretty sure you can do it from your phone, instagram live is a thing as well.

[@th6243]

I left you a couple questions in your last video. I hope you can respond because I am trying & I want to know who I really am. Your journey motivates me to keep going forward.

[@tylerlogan4900]

Dude i relate with you too much.

[@aphysique]

Where R u my man?? How R u??

[@gabemccall3523]

I’ll be back. I promise

[@kalaiselviramaiah3854]

What was your starting-dose of clozepam, hos much of tapering you did at one time tks happy for you you made it god bless you

[@gabemccall3523]

Well years ago I was taking 4-5mgs a day but last 5 years of using clonazepam I was on 1mg. I tapered about a 25% drop each month or so until I was at about 0.0625mg

[@SuperSmoothD]

😳 WHAT THE dude. When I loose it I LOOSE IT. I TOO YELL F, GD, GD,GD,GD. It's like if I don't go dark it feels like I will blow up.

[@gabemccall3523]

Absolutely. It’s like u HAVE to let it out or something

[@drainedeyes4268]

I'm not a Christian (I left Christianity after being in it my whole life, feel way better without it), but I agree with everything else you say 1000%. Healing from drugs takes a WHILE. But I will say, I got off Xanax 10 years ago when I was like 17, it took around a year, but once I started coming out of that fog, I felt SO much better. Your spirituality WILL come back man, absolutely. I was only taking Xanax for a few months (I'm one of the unlucky who are super sensitive to it I guess) and had withdrawals that tapered off after a year, but it got so so so much better once I started evening out. I'm also pretty sure Psilocybin really helped my brain reset, tried it once around that same time and had some serious revelations. I've heard you mention mushroom therapy on this channel before, you may want to try to find a clinical trial to get into to help your brain reset. Either way, you're on the right track man. I know this video is a few months old now, just wanted to offer some support again. We may disagree on religious stuff, but you'll always have a place in my heart man. I have compassion and empathy for everyone, empathy is the heart of my personal spirituality. But I've been watching your stuff for several years now, and they've always helped me in the sense to just be able to hear from others going through the same stuff. I'm 9 weeks out from my last Sublocade injection, just waiting for it to test negative in my system. Down to 200mg out of the 3200mg of Gabapentin I was on for like 7 years (along with Suboxone). It'll take a long time before I'm feeling "back to normal" but it helps a lot when you know how good it feels to be clean and sober completely, and when you see other people who have done it. So regardless of everything, don't ever listen to people who say "is it really worth it??" because most likely they just don't remember how great it feels being "normal". The normal ups and downs, the emotions, the lack of constant anxiety, you will get there one day man. Projection and personal bias is so common in humanity, and especially in addiction recovery, I see it every single day. People assume because this worked for them, it must work for everyone, or they didn't have that type of withdrawal, so it must not exist, or they can't remember how it felt to be sober, so they think every addict should just be on Suboxone their whole lives. It's why clinical trials are so important and why anecdotal testimonials are good to hear from, but they aren't the be all end all. But yeah you know what you're doing, you've got it under control. If you're not feeling better yet, it will come in due time. V for victory.

[@chandlerrose4545]

Come back to Yahweh brother Gabe! He will ease your suffering. Remember that Yehoshua is always in the boat with us!

[@gabemccall3523]

Absolutely right 100%!!! God goes before us into battle. God bless you

[@chandlerrose4545]

@@gabemccall3523 I would like to ask something of you. I’m about to have my 62nd surgery. I’m having custom jaw joints put in that I’ve waited 4 years for as the surgeon tried to get out of work it. He botched putting temporary ones in and 1 surgery turned into 4 in four months. He caused an incredible amount of damage to my jaw and face (permanent nerve damage). And I’ve lived with a dislocated jaw on the left side for years now. Plus, they don’t fit and are failing, deteriorating over the years. I lost 30 pounds because it isn’t functional. Three weeks ago I went in to have the joints put in at last. But the surgery failed and he couldn’t get the left side out without shattering it. I have to go back in a couple weeks to do it again. He has had to have a new joint made that will replace most of my mandible. It was already a very risky surgery with consequences to begin with so now it’s double. And the surgery will be hellish. Jaw surgery is a whole different beast and I’ve been having it operated on since I was 19 months old. So that makes it even worse. That’s the short version lol. I was hoping your family would pray for me for this surgery. And if your church takes names for prayer. I need all the prayers I can get. I also will be saying one for you.

[@Noir-sr5bw]

Im off,34 months i have head sx dpdr and anhedonia both I think its horrible. Will it go away

[@poison2power314]

Please make a video on how to get off kratom without rehab without going back to a harder drug. Kratom slowly but surely made me lose twenty pounds and Its becoming not such a great thing. Any comment from anyone would help very much. I feel like there must be protein in Kratom cause thats all I eat most times and im skinny but the wind hasnt carried me off yet. Idk but the route im going its just not good switching colors dont help white red green they all are making me take way to much. I cant enjoy life because of it.

[@gabemccall3523]

I will make that. I felt the very same of Kratom. Miserable! Couldn’t enjoy life on it. I switched strains, bought other brands…. Maybe I’ll make it tomorrow. I’ll try. Just know there’s hope and it can be done. U can get off that crap and get your life back. I Hated being on Kratom. Appreciate your comment and God bless.

[@katiesanders238]

Just a fyi man, you can go live from your phone, you don't need a computer. It is super easy, you just click on go live instead of upload a video. You'll have comments and everything there like you would on a computer. Appreciated the video!

[@gabemccall3523]

Oh awesome, thank u. U stuck around 👍. I had no idea I could look at comment and stuff while live on my phone. Thank u again

[@Huntington1982]

I've experienced depersonalization and I was going to try to describe how it felt but to be honest with you I can't even put it into words it's so bizarre.

[@SuperSmoothD]

Yes it is crap! YES IT IS WORTH GETTING OFF. Supper wierd I felt a push a deep feeling that God was helping he was. I could not have done this by myself. You are saying 100% everything from porn to drugs to loving God and feeling so bad I am letting him down.

[@LeannaXoXo75]

I'm on that right now I've had many seizures when I try to stop.

[@sweetvictory3100]

Are you around today?

[@gabemccall3523]

Still alive and breathing 👍

[@gabemccall3523]

It’s been 3 years with no benzodiazepines

[@sweetvictory3100]

@@gabemccall3523 I'm most interested in how you struggled spiritually, I started to listen but turned it off becuz I'm in the midst and on x, ill, pre-existing physical health issues, went from .25 to 1 to 4, back to 1 back up to 4 then 5 then 6, then to 2.75, never knew about this drug before put on it, look 70 lbs, body and brain not able to do this Started to seek God when health issues started but was put on a benzo as well not longer after, no way to know what was coming from what thru out all of this due to pre existing, terrified of dying and where I will go, can't grasp God Jesus Bible stuff, also stuck around toxic people and addicts, literally have no one, this isn't going well

[@amandascorpiolife5611]

​@gabemccall3523 how are you feeling now? I'm at .5 of clanapan and the withdrawal sucks so bad.

[@SAMEntalhealth]

How long were you on klonopin?

[@gabemccall3523]

About 9 years

[@Woedy818]

Maybe the Lord is just trying to show you some things and teach you stuff and grow you . Sometimes when I’m the most lost that’s when I have the biggest breakthroughs. The spiritual attacks can get really intense it’s important to keep scripture alive in your mind, and the promises we have. Nothing happens to us without Gods consent so obviously He wanted you to experience this for a reason.

[@gabemccall3523]

I agree. God have humbled me I can sure tell u that. I know it’s good for me. God is tearing away all my pride I’ve had in my heart and I’m seeing his good work in the darkness.

[@Woedy818]

I have been there. I have experienced the humbling of God first hand…and I guarantee it will result in a better, wiser version of yourself. It is my experience God reveals himself when the time is right…everything will make sense eventually. God meets us where we are- just keep coming back to Him each day he will not forsake you.

[@comte.el.màgico]

I can totally relate to the demonic thing and pornography thing. Your spiritually weak in a tough time on Earth right now. And your paying your debt in a very dark time. We have to treat eachother better. Even when people are standoffish. I know it's tough but that's what I feel right now. It's a brutal lesson. And getting the party started man I hear that...I felt it...can't explain it. In this world I am not that strong to dump my subs. I couldn't even fucking taper.

[@abcdefuxkk]

i do definetly agree and undertsand what you gone throuh but when you speak about bible etc .. unfortunetly i cant listen anymore .. whatever works for you .. hope you feel betteer

[@gabemccall3523]

How come you don’t believe in what the Bible says? I’m genuinely asking. Not arguing or anything like that.

[@abcdefuxkk]

@@gabemccall3523 mate i grew up in muslim county and i don’t believe that either.. and i read all religious books and its just fiction.. and i seen so much pain to not believe god .. hopeless ppl believes this kind of thing as i was hopeless too or ppl who wants to control hopeless ppl .. i believe in my self..did you read all other books than make your decision ? Or automatically start believing jesus because you are from Christian county? Budhist ? Hindu ? Jewish ? You cant say new age jazz is no good if you dont know what it is but thinking metal is the best ;) .. Take care mate .. thats deep talk

[@MrCyberShow]

Were you able to function at all during your Klonopin Taper and withdrawl? And what dose were you on? I’m a Christian as well and I’m currently on 20 mg of Valium for the past 13 years.

[@alexsturtz4933]

Thanks man, this video helped me alot

[@andrew-lu2pu]

12 steps/NA helps.

[@FoodieBeautyStan]

Idk. I have my struggles but my boyfriend enjoy porn now and then. Him more than me now. In fact, I thought that he was cheating with the new positions he suggested. A couple, I had never heard of. He watches to keep things new and fresh. Unless porn interferes with a healthy sex life, what’s the problem?

[@gabemccall3523]

I’ll have to make a video on this one

[@davegordon6943]

If he's a young man it's completely normal to be ready to go at a moments notice haha. I wouldn't worry about it. If he didn't I'd worry. From 16 to about 40 for me before it changed. Again that's normal too.

[@Filthycoffin]

Hi Gabe! How are you doing today has anything changed I am now at 14 months CT off 3 mg Klonopin 3 mg Lunesta polydrug. I’ve noticed a lot of improvements in myself but still dealing with some bad things like SI thoughts in The morning with delirium and I’m having a hard time eating foods with histamine I pray that you’re doing good. Do you take any type of medication I do not take anything. I totally feel you on the daemonic shit there are times when I feel possessed What you described explains a lot about myself I have felt the same exact way and the same to stupid shit except for pornography I can’t get into the pornography but the drugs like smoking pot be an angry at god in the Bible at times yet I’m a Christian

[@Man-u-flex]

I know you can die off benzo withdrawal but I don’t know how they can say it’s worse then a heroin withdrawal it took me 3 years to feel somewhat normal off heroin and blues, I was coming off Xanax and addys as well.

[@gabemccall3523]

Opiates are worse….. for a while… it took me over a year and a half to feel normal when I stopped suboxone. Benzos I’m at about a year and a half and I’m still not doing good.

[@Man-u-flex]

@@gabemccall3523 so opiates are worse or they are not lol which one is it? And how much klonipin you where taking a day? I’m at half a mg a day few years

[@gabemccall3523]

@@Man-u-flex opiates are worse for a while. Like the first 4 months but as time goes on the post acute withdrawals from Benzos are worse. I don’t have time to type specifics man. I get 100s of questions each couple weeks. I got lots of videos detailing everything. U ask how much I took? Well when? At what point in my life? I also tapered… I can briefly tell u that I used Benzos for 9 years and used anywhere between 5mg of Klons and 1mg a day. I documented my whole journey off suboxone and Benzos on here. I go into detail in the many videos I’ve made.

[@gabemccall3523]

@@Man-u-flex I jumped off at at 0.125mg or so. I wasn’t on that low does for very long though.

[@Man-u-flex]

@@gabemccall3523 what is that about a 10th of .25mg? Klon? How did you do after you jumped off that taper? Took You a year to recover or more like everyone else says

[@Unknown-d1x7k]

You might want to get your testosterone levels checked. Benzos gave me low T. After treating it I'm all good now.

[@thetattooedguy1413]

This 👆

[@chandlerrose4545]

Also a lot of the stuff they are putting in our foods lower T levels!

[@Unknown-d1x7k]

@@chandlerrose4545 micro plastics are pretty bad and xeno estrogen

[@gabemccall3523]

How was you sex drive before u for it checked?

[@Unknown-d1x7k]

@@gabemccall3523 low but everything was working.

[@codemofficial]

First!

[@CMoore8539]

🏆 🏆🏆

[@dawgface898]

Come rafting wit me sometime :D (I’m a river guide)

[@FoodieBeautyStan]

You rarely,if ever discuss, your wife. Does all this effect your marriage? How does she continue to deal with this?

[@gabemccall3523]

I’ll have to get her to come on and tell u guys

[@42ohqueen]

Hi im Cynthia and I was wondering did you withdraw/taper off clonazepam and Suboxone? I just want to know where i stand. Im 38 and ive took clonazepam for over 10 yrs . I went from 2mg now on 0.5mg and everyday i feel like im done. I see where your coming from as in your done. How did you dose your clonazepam ?? Every time i look anything up its always in Hindu and I don't understand. Also God is a huge part of my success. I cry to him at times and i let him know im just ready to go . And i pray plz just take me in my sleep. I feel hopeless and i know I'm not. I've gotten this far and need advice from someone whos been thru what we have. I dont want to hear a counselor speak who never even smoked a cigarette. Also I dont smoke or smoke weed. I don't drink and i hate porn. I love God and i feel I was turned to your page for a reason. Plz if you can give me some advice on if im on the right path. Again im on 0.5 mg Clonazepam . I need word of advice. Thank you and God bless

[@wsurjec6414]

check out his playlist, it has his cpin taper and sub wdrawal videos. I hope ur hanging in their, it gets better

[@-cupid_swifty-]

I love your vedios so much! I watch a lot of your older ones I wish you would make some new ones soon, I'd like to see how your doing. I'm stuck on Suboxone 16 mg a day for 10 years now. I have no plan to get off anytime soon, but I do think about it like what would I do if I couldn't get it anymore. Kratom yuk! Been there too anyway hope your well

[@Brooke00755]

You’re so right. Porn can escalate to a full blown addiction. When you have an addictive personality at least. I totally believe we are in a spiritual battle.

[@Brooke00755]

PLEASE talk more about the spiral awakening you had. I have had similar happen. Don’t know if you believe in being chastised when your saved and have fallen away but I’ve experienced it first hand.

[@MrCyberShow]

Were you able to function at all during your Klonopin Taper and withdrawl? And what dose were you on? I’m a Christian as well and I’m currently on 20 mg of Valium for the past 13 years.

[@wsurjec6414]

Check out the taper he did on the playlist under his channel