5-MeO-DMT Trip Report: 'The Cosmic Joke'

[@Neon_White]

There was the story of my life, then there was void, then a universe of pain, then the void, and then the life story again. There was a question, and the answer was no, and then back to the void, back to the purest pain, again and again, no, no, no. But then the answer was yes, and the darkness was parted like smoke blowing away to reveal the cleanest white light, and a tension that had been building up my whole life suddenly snapped, and it was literally the funniest thing ever, like a joke that took a lifetime to tell, and death was the punchline; the ultimate punchline.

[@theleaderoftheonionarmy3723]

Haha good joke this made me laugh

[@Brittle_buddha]

Beautiful

[@dwayneandrews2059]

Used to say in jest all the time when I was younger, If life's a joke, death is the punchline. Perhaps I was wiser beyond my years, or more ignorant than time itself, wtf. Paper was a dead end trail, meditation took 2 steps forward. 53 and still looking around in wonder.

[@stonecoldsteveowens3188]

The darkness is the true home of consciousness

[@xerse29]

Before I ever took any psychedelics I absorbed so much information on them, psychology, philosophy, religion. I have a very curious mind so naturally I eventually started to take psychedelics. And just like what this guy said in his report, I realized the truth of what reality is and what Buddhism, Christianity, and a lot of others are trying to guide you to realize. It all came after I had the epiphany that I had never said the words “I love you” to myself in my entire life while I was on mushrooms. So I said it and the weight of the entire fucking Earth rolled off my shoulders. I then proceeded to be thrown into the realization of what enlightenment actually is. The big cosmic joke. And each time I said “I got it!” It would hit me again with the joke as if it was the first time I was hearing again and again and it would just keep me in this short cycle of AHHA I GET IT NOW and “There’s no you to get it” and it was just completely surreal and amazing to realize the truth of reality.

[@AmariStone44]

Beautifully written! Quick question, if you had to translate it into understandable terms, what would you say the cosmic joke is?

[@mauricermcquay]

there is nothing ​@@AmariStone44

[@dropoutdrivez2667]

That’s just it ;)

[@kingzingo1784]

So what's this experience if it doesn't exist? I don't get it.

[@mauricermcquay]

@@kingzingo1784 its a paradox

[@thedatabasement]

I respect the serious, well-rounded, reflective commentary on the videos I've been listening to lately. Take care of yourself. Love you man

[@andysux1]

Here before aliens take over

[@Vivec]

December 3rd's gonna be one for the history books

[@TriTrinity333]

@@Vivec try “Lumenate” or get a “stroboscopic light stimulation machine” it can put you in the same states with just light and frequency. You should really look into it and I think it’s gonna be an up-and-coming market,

[@KingIwrs]

​@@Vivec can't wait to witness it

[@SoogySploogy]

It's too late, I'm already here replying to you

[@jn4073]

I journeyed here for the chocolate! 🛸👽

[@thenuttednutter2669]

The song u chose at the beginning hit me with a wall of nostalgia. My dad always played kingdom hearts. I remember watching him on the ps3 playing it. Good days.

[@xerse29]

IS THAT DEARLY BELOVED FOR THE INTRO!?!?!?!???????!!? sent me into utter bliss

[@huntertanner7809]

Thanks Vivec for your persistence at giving us these amazingly narrated psychedelic adventures!

[@brma1892]

I feel you on the insomnia, Vivec. Fellow nighttime hamster-wheel brain here. I also have tinnitus in both ears, but it doesn’t bother me anymore. There is an answer; we just need to find it. I’ve taken an interest in lucid dreaming/dream yoga to try and incentivize myself to sleep more. Some of my best trips are dreams 😊 Best of luck 🍀🛌💤

[@QTLouie]

As someone who is southern and is around southern people, when you have experiences with psychedelics I’m always told that I am just tripping balls. Which is true, but these videos are so validating. this is the tenth Trip Report of yours I watched in one sitting. The videos are so simple yet so engaging!! Keep up the good work!!

[@KuuchieTaker]

Maybe the cosmic joke were the ones we heard along the way

[@dravestmusicreviews9528]

😂😂

[@brendanlally1851]

Nah that's stupid

[@jn4073]

Why did the Zen master cross the road? ... To become one with the other side!

[@cazimim3375]

I wrote the original friends along the way and chuck norris facts and a lot of other shit.. I'm 29 now soon to be homeless prob gunna kms

[@Bossman50.]

We love you, Vivec. The only direction is forward, and it will get better.

[@paul8731]

Loved your summary dude. As an insomniac I really related. And yes, the day nap heart chakra bliss is joyful. Thanks for sharing brother ❤

[@Zhroomtrip]

jokes on him... I've done this alone in my bedroom. was on a very high dose of mushrooms as well

[@TheCubeE1]

How was it

[@Zhroomtrip]

@@TheCubeE1 it turned the closed eye visuals into more imagery based and prob one of the most euphoric experiences I've ever had. was rolling around moaning uncontrollably

[@brown2996]

i done that asw lmao. but mine was nn dmt

[@jhonsepulvedo6750]

I've never had a bad trip on mushrooms.

[@Zhroomtrip]

@jhonsepulvedo6750 I have but prob not for around 15 years or so now

[@Brittle_buddha]

Thank you for your beautiful presentation, as always. Thank you OP for your beautiful story, pure intention and open hearted vision.

[@provonic9187]

This helped me perceive one of my worst trips- I was given the answer but I had missed the point entirely and was mocked for it. Thank you for helping me come to peace. Finding this while sober has helped more than you could imagine (or maybe you can 👀)

[@smokejumper749]

Did you have the simulation/nothing is real/solipsistic trip?

[@cazimim3375]

@@smokejumper749 did u ? IF so explain about it

[@smokejumper749]

@@cazimim3375 yeah but it was a long time ago and ive recovered. Tbh I don't want to go into detail but I was getting pulled out of my matrix cocoon by some 5d soulsucker spider and it made clear to me that my whole life is an evil joke. At the end i was the infinite source and as the source I found it quite amusing no idea how I actually returned to this body but when I was back it was such a weird feeling its impossible to describe. Took me around a year to recover from this derealization and depersonalization + this very deep feeling that I am the only real human and everything around me is a sinister show created for me by this terrifying 5d spider alien.

[@ClearMystic]

13:33 yep the difference between believing and knowing is beyond massive, complete paradigm shift. 13:41 « you live an illusion and the appearance of things, there is a reality, you are that reality, when you understand this, you see that you are nothing, and being nothing, you are everything. That is all.

[@KingIwrs]

sounds like absurdism, nothing matters, so we should just laugh and enjoy and find something to do to have fun

[@bankiey]

It’s not that we’re laughing in order to not be crushed by the brutal truth, it’s that the whole situation of conscious existence is actually very funny

[@spinnerbron]

@@bankieylike the pointlessness is genuinely funny. It’s something that’s kind of hard to explain, but once you have an experience like that you can’t help but laugh. And not in a bitter way, but a genuine thankful way

[@bankiey]

@@spinnerbron well put

[@superioropinion7116]

​@@bankieyFunny when everything is going great,terror inducing when everything seems to go against you

[@vladn6031]

@@superioropinion7116 It's not about everything going great. Many people have everything going their way and they're miserable.

[@sioh3]

This trip report brings such feelings of joy for life :') Also HAHAHAAH the ego being scared of the oneness, such a classic for me right now :D

[@LunarCookie]

My first ever true psychedelic experience was a 5-MeO-DMT breakthrough. It was one of the craziest things I've done. For me, 5-MeO-DMT was the drug that opened my mind to the psychedelic realm

[@bagel2076]

Damn bro, great job on the thumbnail, best one yet

[@Cinematic_AR]

That trip report was poetic and SUPER accurate 🕉

[@handyhacker11]

Ngl health is super spiritual to me. Very interested in yours! Supplements and diet are big for me too. Cannot trip until my being works properly again. Will stop weed for a while soon too probably.

[@mr.gummie3472]

TLDW: person realizes absurdism via drugs and not albert camus

[@ClearMystic]

More non-dualism and not Buddha ;)

[@SoulxTemple]

Best report I’ve ever heard

[@Mourka21]

"The beginning of a new series where I make ChatGPT simulate a psychedelic experience and ask it to explain the insights it gained from it."

[@OlafKetchum]

Even the ad for the lytmi earbuds was an amazing video decision. 😉

[@SidVFPS]

Enjoying the commentary on the videos!

[@huntertanner7809]

I was here at 30 sec posted

[@RedHatter41]

Become top comment.

[@onatzeber5601]

I didn't know World of Warcraft looked this good.

[@niravkhati1834]

I love your content mannnn❤️‍🔥

[@Vivec]

Cheers g!

[@Lawliet___]

This one gonna be juicy

[@rando-d6l]

I had this exact same revelation on mushrooms. Verbatim, the cosmic game or cosmic joke. Insane

[@TheAIProductions]

You cooked me with the intro music

[@jeffbezos-g6m]

Daily uploads #grateful

[@danielscottjzx100]

My first true psychedelic experience was with doi or dob, it lasted for 36 hours and at the peak I experienced ego death and I was not ready for such a thing for sure, it took years to come back from that. I my ego was holding on for dear life and that was a mistake. Like I said my first time and I was unexperienced for sure

[@capuletca]

Bernardo Kastrup and Adya Shanti mentioned! Ok she knows the good stuff 😎

[@dantewordlaw8677]

The nostalgia in the opening😭

[@thenuttednutter2669]

Commented the same thing brooo

[@d1mension_hopper]

I believe it’s called ‘jaguar’ because some see the Amazon dwelling jaguar during 5meo trips.

[@ghostinthearena]

really deeply realizing it is a cosmic joke is extremely painful

[@ddec7687]

Bernardo kastrup is someone we all should know and listen to... trust!

[@eyekneadmunni]

Love the kingdom hearts title screen music

[@BlakeLight722]

LOVE seeing my name at the start! Love you Vivec warrior poet bra! 🙏🫶✌️

[@kris754a]

NN-DMT gave me temporary tinnitus for 1 or 2 months. I had very mild tinnitus before this that got worse under stress but not detrimental

[@remad1777]

Maybe you should try astral projection. That pulsating feeling in your heart might be your astral body vibrating. After a few months of trying various techniques, it happened to me randomly in the night. Was much more clear, vivid and linear than psychedelics and also has a magical feeling with it. Deffo want to start trying to do it again

[@ClearMystic]

20:14 5-meo-dmt is the German way of showing you what reality is. it goes straight to the point without the extra fluff 🤣

[@Ahmet_Koctar]

Great thumbnail.

[@DontPaws]

Kingdom Hearts 👀

[@SentientNebula]

I came to a similar conclusion from a mix of dxm, weed, my ADHD meds, and caffeine over the course of a few years. Realizing that all at once must be fucking wilddd

[@rg-cb2wd]

I get those ear buds

[@Gary-zq3pz]

I did something similar a few years back, but without chemical assistance. I just meditated on what we know. 1 universe 2 galactic groups 3 Milky Way 4 solar system 5 planet 6 life 7 species 8 you 9 organs 10 cells 11 molecules 12 atoms 13 sub atomic particles 14 ?????

[@BradleyAnderson-dp5qc]

Wow I was just having the same problem with side sleeping. I'll check it out. Where's the link Incan't find it I'm on the phone

[@madsquidman6570]

Thanks, Vivec. I feel I'm ready, I know people here in Australia who have experienced the toad, it sounds absolutely terrifying and liberating at the same time. Across the board is the same message, that we are consciousness, pure God consciousness. Get into some sleep blend magnesium for your insomnia brother, thanks again. 🙏

[@prod73irty]

damn caillou was on dmt

[@reececaldwell9443]

Mate unilateral tinnitus is not something to leave uninvestigated. Don't want to alarm you, but best you get to the GP and explain symptoms so you can get an MRI or CT done. Might need a neurologist OPD referral if GP hesitant to get the MR themselves. You can book an appointment on your NHS app to get a phone consult reasonably quickly. Probably not an acoustic neuroma and just middle ear issue, but best to rule this diagnosis out and get a scan.

[@Vivec]

@@reececaldwell9443 I'm pretty sure I just have tinnitus from exposure to extremely loud music for many years, I don't have any hearing loss or any coordination/balance issues. Cheers for the heads up though.

[@awsamar4324]

I’ve been obsessed with bad trip reports recently idk why they’re so interesting

[@shanesiggins8972]

you can't undo. once you've opened the door, you know!

[@SalamiSupreme]

5-MeO and NN DMT are not comparable at all.

[@lizhenson4563]

This is how I feel on a daily basis which is why I don’t do psychs lol

[@carsonmalleet4367]

Sorry about your insomnia issues, no one really understands just how much it effects you until you’ve been through it. Definitely see a doctor about it, consider giving weed a break if you are a chronic user, it messes with your REM cycles and makes it hard to get quality sleep and also can cause you to wake up throughout the night.

[@Vivec]

I don't smoke weed at all thankfully. Yeah I'll be sure to get onto the doctor about it!

[@jn4073]

Certain breathing exercises in Kriya yogic practices are reported to help with insomnia. Poke around online and you can find info. Not an instant cure though, mind... more a lifestyle change.

[@ClearMystic]

@@Vivec ashwagandha supplement did help

[@All-Is-One-zv6wc]

I would call myself an absurdist, then I took mushrooms and realized hinduism got it all figured out😭

[@omni_focal]

Starting off the video with Dearly Beloved? That’s a cheap shot, Vivec 😅

[@Mourka21]

"The beginning of a new series where I make ChatGPT simulate a psychedelic experience and ask it to explain the insights it gained from it."

[@jaydencohen7700]

First in my dimension

[@michaelwright-t2x]

Here before 2030 shutdown

[@ItWazWritten]

Try B12, Ormus, Celtic Salt for your Energy and Brain fog

[@ItWazWritten]

+ good water

[@Vivec]

I already take B12 but I'll be sure to check the other two out. Cheers!

[@Mintis-bh4rr]

can u do trip reports of people doing 5000/10000+ ug of acid?

[@Vivec]

@@Mintis-bh4rr there aren't any in such an extreme range

[@MiguelOrtega-c6d]

Broo ☠️☠️☠️

[@dravestmusicreviews9528]

@@MiguelOrtega-c6dhe got a kink allow it 😂

[@zelcadin]

People need to chill. The fact that this is even being considered possible is stupid. Respect all drugs, and most importantly respect yourself.

[@Coupsie99]

Just watch the movie ‘Fear And Loathing In Las Vegas’

[@Kylewenn]

Me too

[@_n_l_]

The headphones are not that great. Sadly.

[@thomassmartphone7125]

Lol, she really took too many drugs in her life 😂

[@frostbitefpv4855]

👌

[@zelcadin]

I would love to hang with this lady. I'd like to think we'd become friends :)

[@Mourka21]

"The beginning of a new series where I make ChatGPT simulate a psychedelic experience and ask it to explain the insights it gained from it."

[@cabudagavin3896]

I am, you are. YHWH

[@choochootrain2145]

Ugh the zen spiritual granola stories are so annoying. Just say what you see and stop making it bigger than it is. You took drugs. You saw cool shit. That's it.

[@nostalgiatrip7331]

my brother in christ have you experienced ego death or a high dose of psychedelics

[@thomassmartphone7125]

Talking about spiritual lines and still taking drugs is hilarious. Those people are hilarious 😂

[@choochootrain2145]

@@nostalgiatrip7331 I have, many times in high school. Looking back, I thought it was a profound experience. Turns out, it isn't! It's just drugs. Nothing special about them. Makes you feel different for a bit. There's no deeper meaning to be found through drugs and you're a fool if you believe so

[@choochootrain2145]

@@thomassmartphone7125 I agree

[@kake52]

a highly ignorant comment.

[@toadcoco6188]

ICU😇🍻😈Live To Love💜🩵😉

[@eskimojones23]

Don't go veganism

[@jn4073]

Vegetarian is fine, however.

[@Nintendo_panda]

I love that you use video game music so much 🩷

[@fereidoonct]

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