5 years of cancer | My story

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[@MyScotty7]

This girl was and still is so inspirational

[@iray6167]

Gutted to find her channel only in 2020, even after her passing, Emily gives me such a motivation.

[@SuzanneDeniseB]

I still come back and rewatch. She was a diamond 💎

[@Ubermensch201]

2022 .. Me too

[@carmelawanser1469]

She was a sweetheart 💕

[@bagscomeandbagsgo2343]

I'm rewatching now 2023 - 6 years later

[@treehugger9769]

Brave and inspiring Emily, she should be here.

[@laurashipp447]

This young woman has amazing attitude. I am twice her age and I dont know that I could handle all these diagnoses with such grace.

[@YourMadTourGuide]

Hey Emily. I am going back now to see your earlier Vlogs as I had never gone backward but just now as I have found out you are gone, I just wanted to learn more about this sweet spunky strong lady with her awesome partner. I was aghast to see that you were eve younger than I thought. I am so sorry you are gone and at so young and I feel horrible for Aisha, but You did live and you did so with spunk and honesty and humor and you shared your self with the general public and getting to know a bit of you and your life on here was Brilliant. You and your relationship with Aisha was beautiful and while it is awful that you are gone, it was so lovely that you were here. I hope you are happy and exploring the next thing. God Bless and God speed.

[@sunshine91671]

What a beautiful comment Xx

[@susanfagan2727]

It's heartbreaking 💔😢

[@garrieleepeck8753]

What a brave beautiful women she was bless her heart I no how it feels to have a illness diffrent illnesses completely I have mental health illness but still horrible illness to live with .but Emily just amazing person

[@tealwolfiz6612]

My heart is melting reading this. ❤️

[@chamberpaint]

YourMadTourGuide I couldn't have said it better. I only learned of her last week, with Aisha's announcement, and have been falling in love with both of them backwards. She had much to share, and even though I'm old enough to have been her Granny, I'm learning more about grace, just watching. I'm so glad to know she was in the world. and so sorry she is gone...but I'm carrying her in my heart...as I know you all must be, as well. 💔💕

[@artwork79]

so strange - 1½ years after this - the fight ended. Sleep tight beautyfull. RIP.

[@alicet5123]

It makes me sad. She was way too young. Some people just have horrible luck.

[@Fischjesicht]

artwork79 beautiful*

[@lynjones9339]

So missed 28th April 2020 PEACE xx

[@Toffee146]

Beautiful. 😉

[@SuzanneDeniseB]

I still come back to watch. 2021

[@nicholamc2629]

Absolutely hate that this woman is dead . Such an amazing person x

[@ilovevivi7201]

It's been weeks now, and i'm still crying. And i didn't even know you. I am so grateful to have been Lucky enough that i was able to follow your last months. Rest easy, warrior queen.

[@Ragnar-Viking]

She was so lucky to have her friend/partner that loved her.This is coming from a very sick Dad ,when you know your time is running out ? To have someone that loves you bis huge.

[@SuzanneDeniseB]

♡♡♡ beautifully said

[@suzyq4982]

Hope you’re ok x

[@ninamn2829]

Hi Emily, I'm rewatching your videos again, you were a huge source of inspiration for me and you still are ... you didn't die young, you just lived through your life fast .RIP beautiful ❤

[@SuzanneDeniseB]

Same ♡♡♡

[@mercibeaucoup2486]

Emily you’re still going strong. Your perseverance is beyond measure. I’d give anything to be watching a clip from you right now; cancer free. We all miss you but more importantly your story that you decided to share on your terms will continue. Bless your sweet soul I sure wish we were sisters.

[@edwardwilson6775]

Fucking hell she'll be sadly missed man what an inspiration. Rest in peace hun x

[@sphinx1017]

I'm going through stressful times right now and have come back to emily's channel for some support and inspiration.

[@anasrantsnbeauty]

Your resilience is rare and amazing. You seem to be quite an incredible human being. Sending love and positive energy your way💕

[@Beautifully_Broken]

Yay, just finished watching a FULL commercial! (I NEVER thought I’d be excited about that!) But, I’m so happy to help contribute to a rainy day fund for you 2 beautiful ladies! 😘

[@kristinadetmer8332]

Eringw I feel the same way! This is the only place I like watching commercials because I know in some small way it’s helping Emily and Aisha!

[@johngalt1438]

You are a walking miracle. You are so brave and strong. True inspiration!

[@donorfanc1219]

Love you. Thank you for being so open about your cancer journey. It's important education for the public and your positive attitude is so uplifting. Fantastic.

[@Missstrish]

Can’t stop watching Emily’s videos she is such a beautiful young lady. I’m so sad that she’s no longer with us, but I know that she is in a much better place with no pain constantly looking down on her loved ones

[@SuzanneDeniseB]

I absolutely agree ♡

[@garrieleepeck8753]

Just a brave women I watched most her stuff just came across her one day so brave all her beautiful family bless her heart

[@TheScottishDad]

You're so composed despite everything you've been through. You're amazing.

[@ellu26]

I will send you so much love, all the hugs and kisses and be strong and you will win this one day, i am pretty sure !

[@ellamarson3882]

Wow what a journey , I don’t know how you stay so positive ...your amazing !! Xxxxxxx

[@justinalane5242]

I find myself coming back to watch Emily's videos. She was just an amazingly strong person. With such an amazing wife. So so sad she's gone. ❤

[@stacylytle4930]

You are the strongest woman.. I love watching your older videos. ❤️

[@aniadzieniszewski8655]

I just subscribed almost 3 years after her death. I love her videos Rest In Peace

[@kateOwens79]

Emily I had no idea your cancer struggle began with a Melanoma on your leg. I can relate to you so much as my mum had a melanoma on her leg also. I send you positive thoughts of support you are so brave 😊

[@susanfagan2727]

RIP beautiful Emily .. you are missed everyday !! 😢❤️

[@lynjones9339]

Every day Rip Emily Hayward peace xx

[@kjtamf]

Such an amazing women ...... rest In peace , xx 🙏🏻❤️

[@TabanyaRuuFinnishLapphunds]

Hi Emily I feel guilty saying that I enjoy your Vlogs as of course I wish you weren’t having to be making them but I just wanted to drop you a comment to say that your positive outlook is incredible and inspiring. I saw you on the Cancer Diaries programme and then found you on here and am working my way through some of your back Vlogs. I have read some Great books since my DX last May about foods that fight disease, that and exercise and a positive mental outlook play a large part in wellness. I hope you have recovered now from your last treatment and Florida doesn’t feel like it was too far away LOL! I think you are very brave putting it all ‘out there’ as it were - I’m sure it’s helping a lot people. Big hugs.

[@irishcountrygirl78]

Having these vlogs is like the stars in the sky, although they are gone we can still see them shining bright 🌟. ⭐You were and are an infinite light ⭐.

[@SuzanneDeniseB]

Beautifully stated. ♡♡

[@JoelYoungsey]

You are truly amazing. Such an inspiration to get and stay in shape.

[@emilyhayward4726]

joel youngs Thank you for such a lovely message! The gym is life haha xx

[@leeann2226]

How fast has it gone Emily I hope your looking down from heaven and seeing all the love ❤ from all your vloggers from all over the world ..Em your legacy will "never" die.. thanks Emily your so loved and so missed love from Sydney Australian 💚💙💛💜❤💚🇦🇺

[@ladyyuna2000]

RIP Emily Jane Hayward Hasan (16 Jul 1993- 26 Jun 2018) (aged 24) you will truly be missed and my prayers go out to you and your family.

[@chrissycornell8502]

God Bless!!!! You were a Sweet,Strong Beautiful Young Lady!!!!

[@juvi6787]

Thanks for sharing this! A million thanks!

[@HIPPIESKYE1976]

Wow! What a amazing Trooper ❤️❤️❤️

[@YvesyM]

the comments on your videos embody everything i would say about you from the little(but large!) we know about you. your youtibe channel has so much purpose for us viewers. hope whatever day you see this emily,is a good one :) yvonne x

[@carmelawanser1469]

yep when I need some inspiration I always come back to Em she always makes me happy ❤

[@stacyblankenship839]

Absolutely love you girls ❤️

[@Bobsbud100]

So sorry Emily, I mean this from the bottom of my heart you will be a inspiration for me for life, I can talk to you now like I do to my brother who died last year at 49 and my Dad passed at 45. Cancer took away my chance of having children but have my dog. So young. My brother had his first cancer at 21 and it came back. RIP EMILY ❤️💛💚🇬🇧👟⭐️🏋

[@SuzanneDeniseB]

♡♡♡

[@kathiwright4849]

You are incredible and i love your kick-ass, enjoy the hell out of life attitude. Wishing you reams of happiness and wedded bliss.

[@jeansmith3367]

Such a beautiful person - so unfair

[@traciemarsh3288]

Ive watch ems videos bless her rip.. I will say though i hate reading comments about oh its been 5 7 or 9 weeks or 1 year or whatever since the brave angel passed as if they were counting or timing how long its really upsetting.. Rip ems love ya

[@susanfagan2727]

Miss you Emily ! 😢😢😢

[@samanthathefuturesoldier3407]

Loving these vlogs

[@bendaniels1214]

I love her, almost as much as Aisha. What a character. What strength and will power.

[@nicholamc2629]

Still watching so so amazing xxx

[@elisewalther6142]

Beautiful ladies !!

[@viorenciapangwindra1045]

Hopefully get rid of his cancer disease yes emily and keep fighting whatever is in do and opponents all your hatters,i will allways support you

[@novaray3405]

Thinking about you. I am not religious but sure hope youre happy wherever you are right now.

[@goodvibrations2751]

Awesome 😊

[@rhondawhatley1591]

Wow that is so scarry. I completely understand my father had a brain tumor and went through so much when I was a young girl and I am scared from it all. So sorry you had to go through that sweetheart but you are free now from pain and cancer because God still heals and performs miracles weather it be here or up in heaven and yours just so happen to be the pearly gates rest now my sweet friend

[@pamstephens1033]

Both are absolutely beautiful

[@dazeldibujosfeos8435]

She was beautiful

[@leeann2226]

Blessings to Emily's Mum Dad and sisters and Emily's beautiful wife Aisha... ill cherish your strength, positivey competition and love always.. thankyou from the heart sweet Em say hi to my mum in heaven ❤💙💚💛🧡💜💖

[@welshlad6427]

Inspirational this beautiful young lady. Taken too soon ❤️

[@SandraSmith-vb5pf]

Brilliant Girls, Daughters, Women, Female Blooming Star’s ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ ThankYou For Sharing Your Journey. 🕊

[@oriflame-reviews-by-char]

Miss you x

[@Jessie1996123]

No one detected my tumour, I even had an eye squint corrected when it was my brain tumour all along 🤷‍♀️

[@warriorfortruth2838]

mine too i healed mine naturally

[@Jessie1996123]

NATURAL CANCER HEALING I eventually collapsed and that’s when they discovered and removed mine xx

[@shelleys1872]

Danielle how did they find your tumor?

[@Jessie1996123]

After nearly 4 years of collapsing and throwing up when it got hot they sent me for an mri which showed my tumour and the next day the doctors removed it xx

[@shelleys1872]

Crazy stuff. Glad they found it.I have been dizzy every second of my life for 4 years accompanied by vomiting and mostly being bedridden. I go in for my first MRI in 2 weeks.

[@007janerussell]

Miss you 💔🎈

[@lotrgirl275]

I wonder sometimes if she had had her lower leg amputated as early as possible, whether this could have been prevented. Miss you Em!

[@ronanwalsh7024]

It's unlikely that would have been a course of action considered, melanoma spreads with the blood and can manifest anywhere in the body from the original occurrence. Unfortunately in Emily's case it seems that time was lost at the early stages but that's not a criticism.... we all get things that we think are minor and will go away in time. Unfortunately that's not always the case and Emily being so young and active would have been vulnerable to the cancer spreading. It's truly frightening how melanoma can spread and become a life or death matter within a few months.

[@Jessie1996123]

I wish you luck xx

[@adulthumanfemale8666]

She passed away at the end of June.

[@Jessie1996123]

N45441 that message was for Shelley

[@Beatles0223]

All this talk about how wonderful medicine is and none of these doctors could save this woman's life. If I ever get cancer, I will NOT go through what poor Emily did! RIP, Emily. You deserved way better. ❤️

[@sean919191]

Maybe you should become a cancer researcher if it’s so straight forward

[@anyaw340]

Medicine is wonderful, but it doesn't make doctors gods. They can't do the impossible. Humans get illnesses that they will die from. The type of cancer that Emily had is particularly deadly, and actually down to both medicine and Emily's own strength and perseverance that she survived so long with this cancer. Lastly, you can't say what you will do when you get cancer until you ACTUALLY have it. It's such an extreme situation that you have absolutely no clue until it's actually you, and not you just hypothesizing about what you WOULD do.

[@djnoneofyourbusiness525]

There essentially is no cure for cancer.. Cancer can be a complex thing to treat and manage. I say even though Emily went through a lot, she lived her life to fullest despite her circumstances. If I ever found myself in the same situation, I hope I’d have the same drive and positivity. That’s all we can hope for.

[@cindyhorst3555]

I guess when they took the larger chunk out of your calf they never really got it all since it eventually travelled elsewhere

[@viorenciapangwindra1045]

We are support you

[@suzyq4982]

Miss ya kid 😢❤

[@Toffee146]

Which horrible individual has disliked this vlog? Shame on you.

[@eloisemidgen5324]

They have no shame, or decency that's the problem. No matter, let them wallow in their miserable existences.

[@natashacowham7909]

They may be disliking the fact she has had such a rough 5 years no the vlog. Poor girl its not the sort of thing I would "like" either :(

[@VvvVmeadowVvvV]

I know right??? Horrible !!!!

[@mssarabear1]

Harriet Lundt I

[@kristinadetmer8332]

I suspect they are “disliking” the fact that she has cancer. I enjoy Emily’s videos and I always click the “like” button but it sometimes feels weird doing that because I obviously don’t like the fact that she has cancer. I think that might be why Facebook switched to having multiple options, not just dislike and like.

[@JenniferDrake-pn7ns]

✨💫🌟💖💖

[@freqeist]

i hate this no cure fo cance, still my hole family di fom it love you Em and miss u i have TBI

[@robertrochester2078]

I miss u so much :(

[@007janerussell]

Robert Rochester me too 💔

[@lynjones9339]

EMILY HAYWARD HASAN RIP EMILY JUST LOOKING AT YOUR BLOGS AGAIN LOVE YE PEACE XX HOW ARE YOU AISHA XXX

[@Beautifully_Broken]

Does anyone know the address where I can send something I got for Emily?

[@bendaniels1214]

Eringw1979 I have worked out where Aisha s parents live, and will send a card soon. I think Emily has changed my way of living. I love her, and so sorry I didn't know her story until too late. I kick myself for that.

[@Carla_1234]

I;ve just been diagnosed with melanoma cancer - think you're amazing by the way, but just wondering if all the cancer that came back in other parts of your body was as a result of the initial melanoma?

[@emilyhayward4726]

Carla 123 hi 👋 yes it was all as a result of the initial melanoma they found in my calf, stay strong and if you ever need anything please message me on Instagram or email me Xxxx

[@Carla_1234]

Thank you, I appreciate it :) I have my results from my WLE and SLNB net friday to let me know if it's spread.. the wait is the worst :( xxxxx

[@jennyduncalf5748]

Carla 123 are you ok?? I hope so

[@YvesyM]

i really hope youre doing well carla xxx

[@callmedeno]

I've been diagnosed with a papilloma on my shin, however I was skeptical when I looked at papillomas online how the doctor could tell at a glance. It hasn't gone away with cryotherapy... I can't really say to my doctor I think you're wrong, but then if I just leave it and its cancerous it could have bad consequences....

[@michellehaynes1004]

I’m waiting on seeing a skin specialist atm but as I can’t afford a private doctor I have to wait to see a public specialist the referral from my GP states that I have a number of signs of melanoma but they told me it’s a 10-12 month wait and due to other health issues I can’t work so I can’t afford to see a specialist sooner and I’m so stressed out , I’m worried that by the time I get to see someone it may be to late to do much about it, I have a daughter but her father committed suicide a few years ago so I’m all she has and I’m terrified that I won’t be able to have any treatment to prolong life by the time I end up seeing someone. I feel that what I have isn’t good and the more I read the more symptoms I have so I’m trying not to read anything else, if anyone reads this please pray for me. Thank you and I miss Emily’s vlogs so much she was such a beautiful person

[@maureenkidd6629]

I'm keeping you in my prayers.

[@alicet5123]

Wow, where do you live? I had a suspicious mole and went to the doctor and the cut it out 2 days later. There wasn't anything wrong, so it took serveral rings to get the results bc they only really rush getting back to you if there is something wrong. My friends mum has skin cancer - not melanoma- and the removed it straight away. She also has regular checks now. None of this is private care. All free

[@petal979]

Hi...are you still with us, I really hope so...if you are and you are not under medical care at the moment, please try 'ricks marijuana oil' you can google the recipe it may work, it may not, but it certainly wont harm you - good luck xx

[@petal979]

@@alicet5123 I am, but not everyone is not lucky enough to have free medical :(

[@jjnelsonnc]

Wow, everyone complains about US insurance but how we have it is we go anywhere to anyone we think may help us. If we see a mole we go to a dermatologist, give them our Blue cross blue shield, from work, school or private..@ 75 quid a month, and if we see an ad for a drug like keytruda a cancer drug we go to the doc tell them we want to try and be put on it and ask them to prescribe it, as long as the Dr writes the script the insurance is obligated to pay, some drugs do have a copay but with the goodrx presc. Card all co-pays are 75-95% off.

[@petal979]

Why woul anyone down vote this :(

[@tricias7494]

Emily, were you in the sun a lot as a girl? I'm interested in understanding how you got this at such a young age.

[@shinynickl3859]

Tricia S she said in another video that she wasn’t. It’s so sad

[@ayceokur1632]

She’s passed away

[@sophiaglascock1576]

Tricia S she had a gene mutation that caused it

[@ourcorrectopinions6824]

@@pjgreen1786 Then you can’t read, cos she never tanned. Melanoma doesn’t require ANY sun exposure, but people incorrectly think the two must be related. Not true.

[@BGF_276HUNTERSPO8NTSF]

So is AISHA going to update us on funeral? RIP EMILY.

[@norahmanuel2397]

VEGASGIRL she did

[@lynjones9339]

Mrs Aisha Hayward Hason how are you xx

[@nicolacarr1519]

How old are you emily?

[@elizabethw.454]

Nicola Carr she was 24 when she passed. Her 25th birthday would be tomorrow.

[@nicolacarr1519]

Elizabeth W. Oh my gosh may she rest in peace xxx

[@likeastarbaby]

i can't believe you can go from having skin cancer (which i thought was really curable) to 5 years later having brain, liver and lung cancer, thats so awful...i'm so sorry...

[@warriorfortruth2838]

cancer is cancer means whole body has cancer if you have tumour. surgery spreads it. i removed mine with deep tissue black salve

[@kayt4343]

NATURAL CANCER HEALING this is dangerous and shown to be ineffective. Please don’t promote these irresponsible ‘treatments’

[@sarahtaylor7737]

NATURAL CANCER HEALING show me actual scientific evidence to support this.

[@kemper2767]

Why are there always ten idiots who dislike the video. Come on guys

[@pamstephens1033]

Damn your girl driving fast as crap lol

[@Maplelust]

that thumbnail.

[@VvvVmeadowVvvV]

11 buttheads disliked this vlog ?!? ~ glares at them~

[@averekriz]

they never gave you chemo, right? that's odd.

[@leo0986]

It’s not odd for melanoma. Melanoma doesn’t respond positively to chemo

[@prabhabowden-smith764]

My love, you have metastatic cancer and you are drinking chemical and sugar laden energy drinks? My love, please research the ketogenic diet. There is data that, when done in combination with conventional cancer treatments, the ketogenic diet can be a very good adjunct therapy to those treatments. At the very least please research the effect that any sugar you intake has on your cancer. Wishing you all the very best. xx

[@LETMino85]

I second that! I was shocked.

[@zencat55]

sugar feeding cancer is a complete myth - please read this article scienceblog.cancerresearchuk.org/2017/05/15/sugar-and-cancer-what-you-need-to-know/

[@SpookyKettle]

Prabha Bowden-Smith she has access to some of the best medical treatments and medical professionals in the world , if they believe that she should alter her diet then they will tell her. you are not a doctor, please have some respect.

[@arthick6466]

SpookyKettle piece of garbage

[@laralongstaff4386]

Not to be s total dick but she knows she’s dying, I don’t think it’s gonna stop her from drinking a monster 😂 when my dad was dying of cancer he ate and drank whatever he wanted (and could tolerate). This video is a prime example that life is too short so do whatever you want