#80 HOSPITALIZED.. My Life-Threatening Failed Pregnancy

[@EugeniaDiaz]

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[@samsterdam7]

Thank you for sharing your story and experience.🥰🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼 I had 3 miscarriages (i was sick everyday, in and out of the hospital) all ending in my life saving surgeries over 6 years. I definitely said, "no more," after the 3rd loss💔. I tried one more time (my 4th pregnancy) and I was then 40 yrs old. I was sick everyday, but gave birth to a very healthy baby boy, I was 41 when he was born. He just turned 14 this summer, is almost 6'ft tall and the absolute joy of our lives. Sending so much love, strength and positive energy to you and Pepe. 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼 ❤

[@anastrawberry8047]

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[@iloveleannav]

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[@samsterdam7]

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[@lisahamilton6654]

Love and light our friends Eugenia ❤

[@user-sn7dw7yl2f]

Sorry for your loss. It’s possible to get pregnant with one tube and ovary. I gave birth to our daughter at 36 with just one tube and ovary. God can do all things.

[@fergiewong2469]

So true!! It is possible.

[@Pangaea83]

A friend of mine also went through this and it took a while but she has a healthy baby girl now

[@kingdomkid7225]

That’s amazing. ❤️☦️Was it a natural conception?

[@Pangaea83]

yes, as Eugenia notes- you can still naturally conceive with the loss of one fallopian tube because you have another healthy one on the other side. ( 2 ovaries, 2 tubes, 1 uterus-in most cases) PUBLIC SERVICE ANNOUNCEMENT: Unrelated to Eugenia's situation here- always wear condoms and deal with vaginal discharge immediately in order to "SAVE THE TUBES!" as my gyn prof used to say. Untreated bacterial infections can permanently scar the tubes on both sides.

[@nathalieb.79]

I lost my baby I was 7 months pregnant.. For a long time I could not understand why this happened. I ate well, I didn't smoke, didn't drink, took my meds and I was 27 years old. I say all this so that you can understand how much I sympathize with you and that I am truly sorry that you had to go thru this. But I can assure you that the pain and saddness lessen over time. And there will be a time when you are ready to try again and before you know it you will be holding a precious little baby in your hands. God is good.I send you lots of hugs and lots of strength.

[@alysiasmith2447]

I am so sorry for your loss. I also lost my son when I was seven months pregnant. I agree with everything you said.

[@sipsofheaven]

I’m sorry for your loss😔you’re so strong. May our Father Bless you🫶🏼

[@KristenGuyDesign]

I struggled for 8 years and finally got pregnant at 38 years old and then again 6 months later! Our bodies know what they are doing. I have PCOS with insulin resistance, so too much sugar and cow milk was messing with my hormones had acne, missing periods, and cutting out cow milk and all sugar except for from fruit made my periods stable and routine to the day. I share this to help others who may be in the same realm trying to figure out their bodies. I changed my diet and made sure my sleep was better, letting go of stressful thoughts through guided meditations, and black out curtains I also think helped me heal my body. I did not lose a single pound in order to become pregnant. It took me about 6 months from starting these lifestyle changes to fall pregnant. 2 weeks to see my skin completely clear up after making the diet changes. Took about 4-6 months to notice woah my periods have a pattern, I don’t know if they were ever to have a pattern, I was on birth control from 13-30 years old. It’s a journey and not an easy one to becoming a mom, sometimes it seems super easy becoming one and the struggle comes after, sometimes it’s the opposite. I wish everyone doing the becoming a parent journey to find peace with their situation and love themselves as they would their own child.

[@thisaccount4321]

Congratulations on your babies! ❤🎉

[@alybyrne4142]

My first pregnancy was also ectopic. My tube was ruptured and I bled internally for multiple days leading to an emergency salpingectomy and two blood transfusions. I appreciate you sharing your story. I now have 3 wonderful kids (with a regular miscarriage in the middle). All with my right tube, we joke "good 'ole righty". I am glad you did not have to go the invasive route and are home resting and recovering. I hope your bravery sharing leads to more vulnerability and openness about miscarriages for both mothers and fathers. I honestly believe it was harder on my husband watching me in the ER while I faded away waiting to be attended, the surgeon finally running me to the OR and seeing my clothes cut off my body for surgery and then waiting for hours during the surgery. I hope for less shame and more sharing these experiences!

[@jonjonsmith40]

When my wife miscarried, she could not bring her self to talk about it for almost two years. Thank you for sharing such a personal/painful story to help other people. Please take care of yourself and give time for you to heal.

[@inkyblisscreations]

I went through this too. I’m so sorry you must go through this devastating disappointment. I wish you a full recovery, joy and success if and when you decide to get pregnant again. Thank you for your bravery. This too will pass. Much love, Lisa.

[@thisaccount4321]

Lots of us mommas know her pain and your pain all too well and hearing her story makes that ache in the heart return. Have to one day at a time. Not easy but one day at a time. Never goes away fully. The ache always comes back from time to time. ❤ Just like in the beginning. We are forever tied to our children even when we never get to hold and raise them. ❤ It is an ache but to me it's momma's remembering their baby and it is quite a beautiful thing how we still feel the connection, even after many years have passed. We never forget our children ❤

[@jeaninegibbonsart2939]

Oh this made me cry for you... I miscarried twins and lost my partner suddenly within the same week. But I carried on and had two beautiful kids a girl at 40yrs and boy at 42yrs, they are 7&8yrs now. You have given so much to the world...the universe will return your soul baby to you I’m sure. Let your beautiful garden and Mother Earth heal you for now. Much love ❤❤

[@kleger9779]

When your video started, tears already welled up in my eyes. I carefully heard all your words explaining what happened and the steps taken but more importantly I "heard your deep pain". I am so sorry for all that you have just endured. Allow yourself the time you and Pepe need to grieve and mourn the loss of your first child. Know that our loving and merciful Jesus and our Blessed Mother Mary are holding you ever so close to their united Hearts. God draws good from everything He permits to happen even though we do not understand it. Trust Him completely and you will experience His healing touch in your life. This has certainly made a huge impact on your marital relationship for the better and has strengthened even more than before the special bond of love, trust and support you and Pepe share. Thank God you have each other. Please know I will offer special prayers for your complete recovery. God's ways are not our ways and His timing is unique according to His Will. Please continue to rely on Him and await the miracles He has planned for both of you!!! We love you and support you. Kathleen

[@patrycjab.5705]

Such a beautiful message ❤ Thank you for writing this down. So many people need to know this today.

[@Blessed1everyday]

Eugenia, be encouraged. I know this was extremely difficult for you to share. But we are on God’s time. He who made the universe. It will happen in his time. Be encouraged and know that if it’s meant to be, it will be so. Love you sis and just know that God has you!!!

[@Trishonnalyn]

I’m so sorry you’re going through this. My heart truly aches for you. You’ve shared so much of yourself with all of us, and it’s heartbreaking to know you’ve faced something so painful. Please know that it’s okay to feel however you need to-whether that’s sadness, anger, confusion, or anything else. Even though we’ve never met in person, you’ve created a connection that feels so real. You’ve given so many of us comfort and joy through your content, and now, I hope you feel surrounded by that same love and support from this community. You’ve always shown such strength, but even the strongest people need time to heal-and that’s okay. Please be kind to yourself and take all the time you need. We’re here for you, not just as fans but as people who care deeply about you. Your story, your heart, and your journey matter. I’m holding you close in my thoughts and sending you so much love and strength. You’re not alone.

[@carolynyoung5844]

So sorry you experienced this. Sending hug, thoughts, prayers and healing. Thank you so much for sharing such a personal and sensitive experience. ❤❤

[@alexandrareynolds1761]

I embrace you with so much love. You seem like a person who silently goes through struggles and hardships and to see you break that pattern makes me cry tears of joy. I offer you an affirmation that helps me so much, " Everything is okay. Everything will always be okay"

[@thisaccount4321]

You will be ok. Yes I agree . Perfectly said

[@pinkglitterfleck]

I’m so sorry you went through this. It’s traumatic and scary. My first baby was still born at 20 weeks, then I had my first living child. 10 years and 6 losses later I had my miracle baby. I was 37. She was well worth the heartbreak and suffering I endured. I’m hoping you get your blessing, never ever give up hope if it’s something you want 🙏🏻

[@thisaccount4321]

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[@stephaniecamposchavez9986]

Eres una mujer muy valiente para contar un testimonio tan grande !!! Dios es grande y por algo pasan las cosas .. hoy no las entendemos y causan mucho dolor !!! te abrazo a la distancia y siento tu pena y angustia .... son un matrimonio hermoso en contacto con la naturaleza y la creación de Dios ... ese bebe anhelado llegará cuando menos lo piensas y esas lágrimas de dolor se transformarán en lágrimas pero de alegría y risas .... Dios al control a pesar de la adversidad... he pasado por tanto en mi vida, lucho diario con una enfermedad autoinmune y sueño con poder ser madre algún día, yo sé que hoy no es el mejor momento, pero sé que Dios tiene planes mejores para mí ...... Fuerza bella y recibe muchos mimos de las personas que más amas .... Cariños por montones !!

[@AmySmith-hh5yn]

I am so sorry that you have been through this medical trauma. I was 34 when I had my last child. I was high risk and had 3 miscarriages before I got pregnant with my last child. I hope that you will heal physically and mentally when you are ready. And I think that there is a little one who will come into your lives soon.

[@juliapro434]

It's heartbreaking. I'm so sorry for your loss. Sending love to your family 💔

[@tifaweaver3109]

Thank you so much for sharing and your vulnerability, I am healing from pregnancy loss as well. Your videos have been a soothing remedy to a hard year and I am inspired by your art and all that you share with the world. This video has made me feel even more connected to what you offer and a reminder that behind the scenes of social media, as beautiful as it is, we are all facing challenges. You're not alone and you're loved 🩵🙏🏼🪽 May you have a peaceful recovery on every level dear one.

[@nyamekyebey1577]

Thank you for sharing know that your strength is shining through and remember you don’t have to be strong all the time ❤sending love and hugs

[@candidabarros]

Eugenia ni sabia que tenias este canal, los sigo por el otro Modern House Cabin, y hoy me entró este video. Lamento mucho hayas pasado esta experiencia tan triste y fuerte. Ustedes son muy jóvenes y pronto llegarán a tener su embarazo normal, Dios los bendecirá con un bebé fuerte y sano. Ahora ya que te pusieron ese medicamento que mencionaste trata de tomar muchos jugos y te para desintoxicarte de eso, por ejemplo cocimiento de cilantro, lo puedes tomar caliente y pruébalo frío a ver si te gusta, con un poco de miel. Busca más vegetales que sirvan al propósito de la desintoxicacion. Pronto estarás bien y feliz, esto fue otra prueba mas y mi madre decía que Dios no le manda pruebas que cada cual no pueda resistir o pasar exitosamente. Ya ustedes pasaron éste exámen, lo siguiente serán bendiciones. Gracias por compartir tu experiencia con nosotros. Gran abrazo desde Miami FL ❤🇩🇴❤

[@aliciathom9633]

Sending you and Pepe much love. A very hard experience. My daughter in law was pregnant and staying at our house in Turkey. She passed out and her blood pressure was 75/30 so I knew something was very wrong. We called an ambulance and when they got to the hospital, an hour away, they found she was pregnant with twins and one had made it to the uterus, but the other was ectopic and had ruptured the fallopian tube causing internal bleeding. The doctor said one hour later, we would have lost her, and they operated immediately. Amazingly, the first twin, Esme is now a strong and healthy five year old!

[@mariadaponte2440]

So very sorry to hear that this happened to you. Thank you for your bravery in sharing, it must have been hard. And yes, this will help others who may go through something similar - so this is very helpful. Wishing you a quick recovery and a very happy and healthy future.

[@mirimil1000]

Gracias por abrir tu corazón, te acompaño en tu dolor. Gracias por estar triste, por permitirte exteriorizar y no acumular y hacerte más daño. Te has hecho una mujer RESILIENTE que cuando cree que no puede, puede. Este año casi pierdo la vida por un Acretismo Placentario pero aquí estoy y sé lo que sentis en un punto, porque antes de que mi bebé naciera hace solo 3 meses, a mis 46 años, por embarazo natural, tuve 3 pérdidas y el dolor es inexplicable. Dios quiera llegue la esperanza y tengas tus momentos de llorar, procesar y volverte a ilusionar... Que nada de lo que te escribamos te lastime. Tenes un corazón hermoso y lleno de amor para dar❤ "No es nuestra identidad, un estado de nuestras vidas". Siéntanse amados, acompañados y ya guardo silencio para respetar esta dura situación. Abrazos desde aquí.

[@TheDailyAltar]

I had the exact same thing happen to me a few years ago. I went in for my first ultrasound and was rushed to surgery as my tube was about to burst open. It was devastating. I got pregnant again within a year, with only one tube and at 37 years old. Did you know that your remaining tube can actually switch sides to pick up a fertilized egg from your other ovary and carry it to your uterus? The body is amazing and can do amazing things. I'm sorry for your loss. I know God is good and has a plan for your life:) Thanks for sharing your story and being so vulnerable.

[@noemimaurizio6112]

I went through this twice in my twenties… I understand how you feel. Neither I realized my life was in danger until the doctor specifically said it. Same symptoms, same pain, same feelings, same disappointment . One day this sorrow will leave you. The second time was worse for me, I really prayed that wasn’t the same thing again!!! But again I had to get through a loss and a bad recovery and even my marriage was damaged and failed for this. I’m telling you that not to disappoint or hurt you, but to testify that life goes on, whatever you have to face you will overcome it and get stronger. You still have chances to get pregnant, but be careful and get informed about endometriosis that often is the cause behind this events.. Anyway a woman is not more or less valuable depending if she has children or not. Your value as a person, a human being and a woman is untouchable and not a matter of discussion. Stay strong.

[@terrmaggs]

Sorry for your loss! I had an ectopic pregnancy 7 years ago that was terrible. My fallopian tube ruptured, it is a miracle that I’m still here. Prayers for a healthy pregnancy and baby. 🙏🏻

[@lisatavor]

Sending you so much love & light. It takes real, deep courage to share something like this and I’m sure there are people who are very grateful they aren’t alone. I’m sending you healing energy. There is much happiness coming your way ❤️

[@moss5690]

I'm so sorry you went through this and for the loss to both of you. It's so brave of you to share your experiences. Best of luck with your inner and outer healing xx

[@cherylmoller6248]

I’m so sorry for what you went through; it sounds very scary. I lost 2 babies by miscarriage before my first baby.

[@bevsshabbychicpaperboutiqu7174]

So sorry for your loss, may God comfort you and Pepe during this difficult time. You are being lifted up in prayer 🙏

[@staceyrobson5697]

It is a horrible thing to go through and good for you trying to help others. It's a very sad thing to go through. I understand and have been there I'm sorry you will be ok xx

[@mwmosman]

Thank you for sharing your story, Eugenia. I just went through my own miscarriage this week (I’m 35 and it was my first pregnancy) and watching your video today has helped me so much. I completely understand the sadness, the disappointment and grasping for a reason why it has happened to you. I’m feeling all of it too. It helps to know I’m not alone. (Also to share: Waiting in my doctor’s office for the confirming ultrasound surrounded by all these pregnant women was torture for me too. All I could do was stare at my feet.)

[@anastasiyazhukova1299]

I’m so sorry you had to go through this traumatic experience, Eugenia! I had a frozen pregnancy at 37, and it also crushed me, but you are very right in your conclusions, you have to let yourself live through this and heal. My daughter is 1.5 years old now, I had her, when I was 39. Every experience is given to us for a reason. Hugging you with my virtual hug!

[@alb0801]

You are so strong Eugenia and I'm sure that speaking about this will help so many people. I hope your pain and sadness will begin to ease as each day passes but I know this will be a very difficult time.

[@sharongibson1161]

My deep condolences and my prayers are with you and Pepe❤❤❤❤

[@latinaartista36]

This breaks my heart. I was in a car accident and lost my first baby and when we were clear to try again, I lost my second child. Of course I was scared that I had been permanently damaged and would be unable to have children. But don’t give up, I had 2 beautiful heathy daughters after that with no complications. It does get better but you never forget. Sending you all the love and good thoughts.

[@JasmineEarthJohansson]

I got pregnant in 2020. I was also in a lot of pain, so much that I passed out. When i woke up I called an ambulans. They couldn't find the fetus but my blood test showed that I was pregnant. Everyday they took a blood test wich showed that the hCG raised like it should. On the third day they found the fetus and I was rushed to surgery. I had internal bleedings and they removed the fetus and the fallopian tube. I felt unlucky in a way. Ectopic pregnancy happends to 2-3% of all pregnancies. Two years later, in 2022, I tried to get pregnant again. It worked on the first try. But since it was classified as a high risk pregnancy because of my last pregnancy they took an ultrasound in week 7. It showed that everything was fine and it was twins. But it got worst. I was throwing up at least 20 times per day, 24/7. I lost 10kg. Couldn't drink or eat. I visited the hospital 1-2 times per week to get intravenous drips. Turned out I had Gravidarum Hyperemesis. It happends to less then 1% of all pregnant women. After a couple of months with that I had to make the decision to do an abortion. But since I was in the second trimester I had to take a pill that ended the pregnancy and two days later I came back to the hospital and gave birth to the fetuses. It was identical boys. BUT, I don't regret anything. It was 100% the right choice. It was a huge wake up call for me. I know it hurts. But you will get through it, I promise. If you wanna try to get pregnant again, then try :) I know people who had ectopic and got pregnant again with no problems. So focus on healing now and don't give up. No matter what choices you make.

[@oyandakona5994]

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[@Izzymill]

Eugenia, life is like hills and valleys ups and downs - try your best not to stress too much about this unfortunate mishap. I know you look after yourself pretty well. Just give your body a break to recover properly and try again once you finish the house perhaps. Take it easy my dear. All the blessings

[@ianmaccormac]

My sister had this and a similar outcome. Bless you for sharing all this and hope it helps others. Hope all works out for the best in your futures. Love, Ian from Blackpool

[@francinedaime1784]

Bonjour Eugénia, je suis attristée parce qui vous arrive, j'ai connu 2 fausses couches à 30 et 40 ans, pendant ces 10 ans, j'ai subi toutes sortes d'examens et traitements hormonaux qui m'ont épuisées moralement et physiquement, je comprend donc votre douleur psychique. Dans nos vies il arrive des épreuves, souvent difficiles à traverser, mais qui nous apportent une prise de conscience réelle de ce qu'est vraiment la vie. J'ai aujourd'hui 75 ans et pas d'enfant , cela a été dure mais je l'ai accepté Je vous souhaite sincèrement tout le courage possible, je pense à vous et vous aime à travers vos vidéos. J'espère avoir des nouvelles dans une prochaine vidéo.

[@marijamagdalena7156]

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[@karenho3068]

Oh sweet girl, when I was your age, I went through some similar struggles. Just know that this time will pass, you WILL heal! You are smart and know what to do…take some time, rest and reflect. I had my one and only when I was 39. She is going to be 21 in January. Stay positive - there is light at the end of this story ❤️

[@iamjimenamosquera]

Sending you soo much love querida! gracias por compartir siempre desde el fondo de corazón sin importar cuanto expresas travez de las palabras tu profundidad se siente y se transmite en todo lo que haces y nos regalas en tus bellos videos. mandándote miles de abrazos de sanción en esta estación de tu vida de duelo y muerte. siéntelo, vívelo al máximo y te deseo del fondo de mi corazón que lo sientas toooodo vas a ver como tu capacidad de sentir y recibir seguirá creciendo. Yo tuve mis dos primeros bebes que murieron y he ayudado a madres por décadas y ahora en esta estación de mi vida después de tener 3 hij@s que si decidieron nacer la estación de muerte para la madre es la mas potente y el portal mas importante que seguirá viviendo en diferentes niveles por el resto de su vida. Se que tu comunidad te mandara miles de oraciones y bellas intenciones de sanción y de mi parte gracias por tener el coraje de compartir justo ahora mientras lo vives para que recuerdes que no estas sola. abrazotes querida...

[@dkay4436]

Im 39 yrs old and its been a struggle with me to get pregnant for the first time. Im praying to god for a miracle here.

[@georgannschmillen]

Sending you and Pepe healing vibes ❤️ thank you for sharing your experience…I’m sure that had to be hard. Thinking of you both❤️

[@af3324]

Your sharing experience makes me feel much less alone in going through what will probably be my last pregnancy loss, and was also a medical emergency experienced in the hospital, during hurricane! so I am slowly beginning to process and feeling sisterhood with you across the miles really helps❤

[@lioness19able]

So sorry for your loss and sorry for you having to go through that. My daughter just experienced an ectopic pregnancy a few months back and it was one of the scariest things that I and she have dealt with. Thank goodness we caught it in time and she is doing well. I also had a friend who went through it and lost one tube and some years later she ended up pregnant with twins. They were born healthy and she is fine as well. They are around 15 years old now. Wish you and Pepe the best of everything.

[@WildPeonies26]

Thank you for sharing such a personal experience, sending you so much love, healing, positivity and hugs. ❤

[@petraduranova4868]

Thank you for sharing this. I am sorry you had to go through this. Sending you lots of love 🤍🤍

[@santinasanchez1496]

❤❤❤ blessings beautiful soul. I'm so sorry for your loss and that you had to go through such difficult challenges. But know that thanks to you and Betterhelp, I decided to finally deal with my childhood trauma challenges and grief. Keep being you, keep shining your light no matter what. You have so much love and support from us all. Thank you for sharing so openly and with vulnerability. You will come out even stronger after all. But for now you have every right to heal, take your time, and grieve. Much love from Andalucia Spain. ❤

[@alismears44]

Thank you for sharing Eugenia. I have been watching you and Pepe's videos since 2021. I am also 36, trying to get pregnant, and have had 3 miscarriages in the span of 7 months. I am an incredibly resilient person and this has pushed me beyond anything I have experienced before. I was also hospitalized and put on intravenous because of pain, and I don't think there is enough public discussion about the physical pain that accompanies pregnancy loss (although of course the emotional trauma of it is still much more). Wishing the best for your future, you already have such mama spirit!

[@marijamagdalena7156]

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[@juliasophiamai]

When you started to talk I immediately felt tears coming up🥺 I am so sorry for your experience 💔 thank you so much for sharing, opening up so vulnerable and raw - I really resonate with that feeling of “why me”, the heart aching failure and the inability to deal with it and process it. I am sending you and Pepe so much love and healing ❤️‍🩹❤️

[@micaelalopez2824]

You are so strong for sharing this… I’m 27 yo and my baby daugther was born this year. Everything was fine and healthy throughout the whole pregnancy but one day I got hit by a car while driving on the highway. Exactly a week later I broke waters. Baby was born premature at 35 weeks. Yesterday she turned 8 months and luckily she’s a healthy and strong baby, full of energy to live this life. With this story of mine all I wanna say is, we never know how life will surprise us. But if you really wanna become a mom I’m sure there’s a way planned for you to be, don’t give up ❤️

[@ag_levy]

I'm so sorry this happened to you, and I hope you can take some time to rest and recover. Thank you for sharing.

[@MsDrSFA]

I also went through this. I understand how complicated the thoughts and feelings are. Sending you so much love and well wishes as you take your time to heal.

[@dariavuistiner1103]

❤❤❤❤ sending you all the strength ❤️ the hurt doesn’t go away fast enough, but I hope you know it will ❤️

[@leilichepelkevitch2217]

Thank you for sharing this painful experience with us. Sending you love. ❤

[@lkolarby]

Sorry for your loss - sending you a big hug. And thank you for being just you, with all ups and downs!

[@sarahgrigg1495]

Eugenia, thank you for sharing your experience. I wanted to reach out to give you hope. I too had an ectopic pregnancy, at 9 weeks it began to rupture. I had emergency surgery and have a large scar which I’ve learned to love. I want to give you hope because I went on to have two beautiful daughters with absolutely no complications after the ectopic. I remember feeling so lost for a while after not knowing what would happen next but have faith. Sending you both lots of love ❤️

[@AKuser-u3v]

Thank you for sharing. It’s painful. On my second ultrasound we found out that our son has cleft in palate, gum and lip. It was a shock. So much pain. I steel can’t rewrite that day in my body memory. After that I spoke to a dozen of women, listened to so many painful stories. And often there is no answers for “why”. Sorry for your loss.

[@laureadabank6557]

I'm sorry to hear all that you have been going through 😢 but thanks for sharing your experience. I hope you will get better soon and I wish you and Pepe all the happiness in the world ❤

Thank you for sharing and I’m so sorry you experienced this 😞 I can so relate to this and I promise it gets better! ❤❤❤

[@sylviamckee3221]

Praying for your recovery and healing. 💋💋💋

[@ІлонаХодан]

I am going on this painful situation these autumn💔 I am sending you hugs and my support🫂❤️‍🩹

[@anastrawberry8047]

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[@oliviahaitota9530]

I am so sorry for your loss. I know sharing this was hard. Thank you for sharing this letting us know we are not alone, and reminding us that we can save ourselves

[@lbailey5430]

Eugenia, I’m so very sorry for your loss. Thank you for sharing your heartbreaking story. My daughter had a first failed pregnancy at age 34. It happened while she was visiting me at my house. It was something I will never forget and she went through a lot of sadness after that experience. She has since had two positive pregnancies. We are blessed with two beautiful little granddaughters. What happened to you is very unfortunate and please God will have made you stronger for the possibility of another pregnancy. My mom, God rest her soul, used to always say when I was younger “disappointments are blessings”. So maybe it just wasn’t the right time for you for some reason. I pray you will be blessed with a healthy pregnancy when your time is right. Please take good care of yourself and as always I look forward to your next video….Lisa 🙏💓

[@ripleyrguez]

Querida Eugenia, muchas gracias por tu honestidad, por compartir este momento tan doloroso. Lamento muchísimo que hayas tenido que pasar por ello. Agradezco con el alma que le des voz a todas las que no la tienen en casos similares, tu experiencia ayudará a muchas personas aunque tu no llegues a saberlo o verlo. Te envío mucha fuerza, mucha luz, mucho amor. Todo va a ir bien, y vas a estar bien. Muchas gracias. 💖🤍

[@jessicagonzalez1326]

Eugenia I am floored that you shared this in the raw and immensely vulnerable way you did. This video has me crying like crazy, I am awaiting a hysterectomy after a second very problematic hormone shot in a few weeks, and this is not the path I envisioned for myself. I hate that you are going through this, and I know a million people will send you love, so I'm just one more but so be it. I have never watched someone film themselves living though these particular emotions, and you helped me tonight. You have made a very rare message for all of us. You helped me feel like my own emotions are valid. I love you from San Diego and I can't thank you enough.

[@CampOutWest]

Sending you so much love xx

[@carol.anaduarte]

Sending so much love and peace for you and Pepe 🤍 you are so inspiring Eugenia, take care 🌸✨

[@TheVaggabonds]

I’m sorry you experienced this ❤ I also had an ectopic pregnancy and had my tube removed. Then I went on to have a healthy child (at 39 yrs old). Thinking of you!

[@samanthahoos9827]

❤I’m glad you’re safe and praying for happier days ahead! Many women, including myself, have had difficult pregnancy stories that do benefit speaking about. Gone are the days to be hushed - thank you for sharing!

[@tracyplath863]

I'm so very sorry for your loss and pray that the both of you are able to find some peace together through this time. The grief over a loss such as this never truly goes away, but it does ease over time. Bless you both.

[@ellabella6125]

Sending hugs, prayers and healing energy to you ❤️🫂

[@miki-kc5br]

I'm sending you big hug. I love you!!! such a brave smart woman!!! you will overcome it, good days will come with new blessings, all you need is love, support, "BetterHelp", and hope! I had a miscarriage at my first pregnancy, there are millions of stories of different failed pregnancy, each of us is different and has his own story, sending you hope just to believe in your good story that will come...

[@silviabarbaini5278]

So touched by your story you had the courage to share….thanks so much for that…..you’re so inspiring and such a role model…..today one year ago I nearly lost my dog who is also a husky by a car accident and I never felt more pain in my life….I needed to continue to function though and lived alone and I totally understand your situation…..but just allow now all your feelings to happen and me and my Husky dog Nikita send you so much love and never forget that you are perfect and wonderful exactly as you are 🙏🏻🤍

[@sascotcher]

You are an amazing woman, Eugenia. Thank you for sharing your experiences once again. Life so far has been throwing you some very challenging hurdles and you are an inspiration to us all on how you are managing them. Time heals many wounds and the six months you have ahead waiting to regain your healthy body will hopefully bring joy to you both. Keep those spirits up high and I send you all my love while you start settling into your forever home. 🤞😘

[@lyncorrin]

Much love and blessings Eugenia, you will get through this and all will end happily in the near future. We need to go through the hard times to appreciate the good that happens. You deserve much happiness and it will happen. Love. Lyn

[@amaliakassay7476]

I am so sorry for your loss Eugenia! I just went through a miscarriage myself and your words touch me deeply! It is okay not to be okay and the only thing we can do is to be patient and kind to ourselves! I was working throughout the miscarriage…retrospectively I think to get distracted and don’t let the emotions to get to the surface but once I was hospitalised I was on my own with all the feelings and emotions and the pain. So decided that even if it is something a lots of women are going through these are my feelings and I will not be ashamed to cry, to let myself heal! Thank you for sharing with us wish you a steady recovery! Sending lots of love ❤

[@brendaharrisireland]

Thank you for sharing your journey🙏

[@lotusfield412]

I totally understand how you feel right now. I have the same experience when I was 32years old. I really felt sadness and emptiness when it happened and broke up with my partner. I am 56 years old now and enjoy my single life. I realize that my baby in the heaven made me stronger and always with me in my heart.

[@alexandravictoria2678]

Thank you for sharing your really difficult news. You are so brave for sharing this with us. Sending you lots of love and strength! ❤

[@viktoriatravelvlog]

Thank you for sharing your experience with us. Stay strong and well 🌹

[@renatacacic-sambolic9506]

Dear Eugenia, I am sorry for your loss. I myself heard 3 times from doctors that they could not hear my child's heartbeat, but today I am the mother of 2 young women (32 and 30.6 years old). The first thanks to insemination, the second naturally, by God. And God glorified himself in my life. That's why I will also pray to God for you. For a child, the most important thing is that the parents love each other and want them, and then comes the financial blessing, which the two of you definitely have. Continue to love each other and trust God and he will reward you with healthy offspring, and I will pray for you! Everything will be fine, just believe (of course loss hurts, but you have to believe🤗❤️‍🔥)

[@BRING619]

God bless you. Im so sorry for your huge loss and painful experience. Your such a sweet and kind human. You will become stronger than ever from this, never give up hope x

[@som1somwhere]

Thanks for sharing your story Eugenia. I feel its something that we do not talk much about and sometimes even hide. I had 2 miscarriages at 36 and 37, it was so hard mentally, i had so many questions. All i can say is feel your pain, heal at your pace and take care of your mental health, because that hurt so much more than the physical pain. Wish you all the best! Better days will come! 🩷

[@StephanieHallBurns]

Sweetest Eugenia, I am sorry and can relate. My first two pregnancies failed and I questioned everything, and believed God was angry with me even though I had no idea why. I later went on to have two sons but listening to you brought back all those times of crisis and all the sadness-it stays with you but is something that must be intergrated into your life for you to move forward in a healthy way which you are already doing. You are a wonderful and loving person, hard worker, and gifted artist and I send you lots of love!!! XXOO!!!

[@chamillou]

Gracias por compartir tu experiencia. Cuidaos mucho.

[@klaudiawilus6081]

I had an ectopic pregancy once, two times I had a misscariage, and now I have almost 18 months old with me. As hard as it is I pray for you ❤️

[@theslowlifestories]

Eugienia ❤ we are sending you and Pepe a lot if love and all the warm thoughts and are so sorry by what you have to go through

[@paulab9310]

Eugenia, this is porbably one of your best videos! I cried when you couldn't speak because of the emotions. Beeing a mother is something so so special and you fall in love instantly with what's growing inside you, it's something that man can never experience. I will pray for you, that your heart is healed, that you know nothing happens for no reason and that you continue to have hope. Sending you a very warm hug!

[@ritavitaterna1529]

Thank you for being strong enough to share this experience with us. I am sending you healing and loving thoughts from Canada.❤

[@khakim7308]

Eugenia, I am truly so sorry for your loss, and I am so sorry the situation at the hospital was not handled with more care and compassion. Wishing you both love, light, peace and strength during this impossible time.

[@darlenechandler2403]

So sorry to hear this, I wish you the best and will pray for you. Thank you for sharing, many of us have experienced some form of this and be strong. Best thoughts for you and Pepe in the future.

[@jillbork2683]

Great video, I'm so sorry you had to go through this. What a beautiful way to heal by sharing your experience with us. Thank you so much. Feel better soon.

[@genevievedupuis4004]

I lived a really similar experience. I understand how difficult and sad it is. Send you lot of love 🤍🤍🤍

[@mirmar1374]

I am really sorry for your loss but also for all that you had to go through during the loss process. I am sure that you will heal, I feel that you are a very strong and resiliant person. Take all the time you need. Tomes la decisión que tomes y sea lo que tenga que ser, serás feliz porque encontrarás/encontraréis la forma de serlo. Eso es lo que al final del día cuenta. Muchos besos y todo mi cariño.

[@KimFrew]

Sending so much love and care your way Eugenia. ❤

[@empress2500]

Thank you so much for sharing. I am praying for your full recovery fand healing of the heart and mind.

[@littleItalyciao]

I'm sorry for your loss it's a scary experience. Thank you for sharing your story. I myself had two ectopic pregnancies. I'm sure you have so many emotions and concerns for your continued journey to have a child please remember to allow yourself to feel your emotions this will help you heal and give you more strength to continue on this journey. Always wishing you well. (usa) Whidbey Island, WA ~

[@evelynnellis7903]

I am so sorry for your loss. Thank you for sharing with us, for someone needed to hear your story.