committing to recovery | ALL IN ANOREXIA RECOVERY | footage from the start of my journey 1 year ago

[@kikidutoit7310]

watching even the first two minutes of this has shocked me so much because I didn’t expect to relate to literally every word you’re saying. I feel like this is where I am now, and seeing this is so special (?). Thank you for sharing this, you’re so inspirational and motivating, keep going my love 💖💕

[@__therealrapunzel]

wow, thankyou, I am so glad that it has been helpful for you. keep going, im so proud of you! xxx

[@emmy.vosper]

‘I count calories the way other people count sheep’ I felt that, one of my goals is to stop finding comfort in the numbers

[@__therealrapunzel]

you've got this!!

[@heathermahoney8910]

Millie you are a ray of sun, you might not believe it in yourself, but realise you're doing amazing by just staying strong and inspiring me and many others to do the same. We love you

[@__therealrapunzel]

thankyou so much! xxxx

[@weeejr96]

You are so intelligent and mature for how young you are, in the nicest way. You see logic in the situation and are sharing it with the people who need to hear your words. I admire your strength and honesty. You're going to go so far, you have something about you that just shines and I'm glad you are fighting everything that is holding you back ❤

[@__therealrapunzel]

thankyou so much :) xxx

[@Pluto-tj9mq]

Your eyes looked duller in a way , like your soul was sadder . Even if things are sometimes HELLA tough you’ve come so far - your hair looks thicker and shinier , your smile looks brighter and quite often in photos on Insta your eyes are sparkling ! I know that so many people are insanely proud rn ♡︎♥︎♡︎♥︎

[@__therealrapunzel]

mentally I was half the person I am now. my ed left me as a shell of a person, and I am so happy to finally have the real me back! thank you so much

[@Kesang20]

Today I started my all in recovery I hope I won’t relapse Thank you Millie i couldn’t do this without you I am very thankful that I found your channel❤️❤️ and to all those who are struggling with Ed please don’t let Ed ruin your life. It’s never too late or too soon to recover

[@read.with.bella28]

Millie I have reached a full year of recovery, it's unreal. After dealing with an eating disorder for 4 years I never thought I'd be here today. You are such an inspiration kudos to you and more vids 😊❤️❤️

[@__therealrapunzel]

I am so so proud of you! xxx

[@shanice2431]

thankyou so much for this video. today marks 2 weeks of chosing recovery and although it feels like i'm doing the wrong thing a lot of the time, i need to keep pushing. this video shows me that it will be worth it

[@__therealrapunzel]

I am so proud of you! keep fighting xxxx

[@Amelia-yu3nf]

i am amazed with how far you have come spiritually, even if is still tough now. i’m also going through ed recovery atm and as i get closer to weight restoration the thoughts about relapse increase. during those times i try to think of you because you’re just such an inspiration!

[@__therealrapunzel]

thankyou so much! I am so proud of you, keep going

[@lacagnasaiyan2055]

I've seen your story in Hashtag Our Stories on FB, and I am really amazed of how strong you are. You inspire me. Stay Strong!

[@eleanorguymer3515]

i am so so proud and you inspired me to get help for my ed and you are so so strong. i’ve missed you on youtube and i hope you know how amazing you are

[@beatrice_cazzago666]

Recovery was the best choice I've ever taken, you helped me a lot along the way, thank you Millie you are amazing

[@MaggotMaggs420]

I’m glad to know that I’m not the only one who is a perfectionist about how and where I eat. I need to my food eaten and set up a certain way and I need to be doing something entertaining while I eat the food(when I eat alone) or else it’s a waste of a meal. I feel like my eating habits are so high maintenance! And the comment, “The way I count calories is like the way other people count sheep,” is so true. I would sit in bed after my workouts every night and just think about breakfast and how I should eat tomorrow, and how many calories I had burned from my workouts.

[@booknerd369]

You’re such an inspiration. Thank you for sharing!

[@__therealrapunzel]

thankyou so much! xxx

[@romybozier2981]

This video is amazing, I related to every single part of this video and its exactly what I needed to hear to commit to real recovery. Thank you so much for sharing this❤

[@annalvstsight]

This was the video I needed right now. I feel the exactly the same way!!!

[@abflusskanal7494]

Wow that video was so helpful, and it answered sooo many questions, I had asked myself

[@OrlaRodgers]

Millie you are incredible ♥️

[@__therealrapunzel]

thankyou so much xxxx

[@LilBagginses]

I think you’ve just saved my life.

[@amy-pw2qk]

hi millie, I love your videos, and I'm currently a month into recovery. I was just wondering if you were alright, I know you post on your instagram occasionally but you haven't been on here much recently. sending all the love and good vibes

[@lisvandongen940]

Heyy. Are you planning on posting more yt videos? Just curious. I love your content and it really helps me ❤️.

[@lucyjohns8879]

This video reminds me so much of me rn

[@hannekepeeters]

I am doubting whether I should go all in.. it feels like i am waiting for someone to tell me to go on and do it.. and to just eat whether i am really sure i am hungry or not.. i also struggle with doubting wheter to give up exercise... should i jist take the leap?

[@Pluto-tj9mq]

Hey there ! If you’re thinking it it’s a sign you should do it . It’s probably been a real long hard tough mental journey to get to the point you’re at now where you’re thinking about it , and you’ve suffered long enough . If the exercise you do doesn’t give you joy and you feel mentally drained doing it , then somethings not right ♡︎♥︎♡︎♥︎ you don’t have to give it up entirely though if you genuinely enjoy it . You have permission, and even if I wasn’t saying you did you’d have it regardless! You can do this and I wish you a long healthy life :)

[@hannekepeeters]

@@Pluto-tj9mq thank you so so much for this nice respons! How are you doing? Xx

[@Pluto-tj9mq]

@@hannekepeeters aw np! I’m good thx for asking :D

[@hannekepeeters]

@@Pluto-tj9mq happy to hear!!

[@naomi5710]

Hi! I’m in like some quasi recovery thing at the moment which I’m trying to get out of would you want to talk on Instagram or something and help encourage eachother? :)

[@henrywindsorrurikovich5203]

❤️

[@katieturner1922]

I have BPD too and struggle with the all or nothing thoughts x

[@isadoraadlersidi9052]

I miss your vídeos ❤

[@abflusskanal7494]

May I ask how long or how many kilos did it take until your body „trusted“ you again and gained weight on other parts than your belly? Thank you :D

[@sippinlean277]

did you relapse again you have been gone x?

[@rac7773]

I hope that you discover our living God within a church. There is a hole in each person's soul which only God can fill. Watch any Stephen C Meyer video, and feel the inspiration of knowing that we are not alone.

[@Reree-gz5bg]

not me being a month late lol. anyways hey :D