A Life On Drugs-Chris

Soft White Underbelly interview and portrait of Chris, a drug addict in Los Angeles.
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[@JaeWolvez528]

Chris is my family we lived together ran the streets together got high and now both sober its a miracle were still here to see him thrive in life hits my heart because we should be dead but hes a miracle love you chris.

[@chloeknight1245]

Wow that’s wonderful and very happy for you also !!!❤️👍🏼

[@thebrokencrayonsshow3946]

Fuck yeah jake! Miss you dude!!

[@matttheyank]

@@chloeknight1245 Ap

[@JaeWolvez528]

@@thebrokencrayonsshow3946 love you back cuzo!

[@blairthompson6227]

@@matttheyank . . M

[@ayyyitsfaithh2910]

This is my tattoo artist . Such a great man !

[@buchi777_]

Finally a story about recovery..... Happy to watch this interview. So inspiring and the amount of knowledge he has gained because of his experiences are such a big help for other addicts out their. God bless you Chris.

[@jamesharper9651]

* there

[@elainefranco1971]

@@jamesharper9651 just don't be a dick.

[@sandife4nandes365]

I grew up with kids like Chris. Their dads were doctors, lawyers and such. Some got back on track like Chris. I really like this guy. He got it together and helped others do the same. Bravo Mark and Chris. I love this interview. Reward is sweet!

[@teresadorta8039]

Probably still using while working

[@adamk4733]

@@teresadorta8039 damn

[@pjrichards3974]

@@teresadorta8039 WOW ! lol

[@Kevin-ii7gy]

His dad was a drug dealer not a lawyer or doctor.

[@brittaolson6550]

Where I come from, kids tried so hard not to go down that road, because one wrong decision could level your whole existence. I couldn’t relate to people with privilege to spare. But now, having made my mistakes and been humbled, I’ve seen that there is no amount of money drugs can’t take from you. Addictions (and other health problems) are the great equalizer! Some do get more chances, but everyone runs out, at some point. Was that Dave Chappelle who said they should have given Caesar some crack? Being in long term recovery, I think that helping people to envision and create their new lives is the most exciting part of the movement. He is helping people do this!

[@JesgateOnDown]

His whole face lit up the instant he started talking about his current wife.

[@khalilahd.]

I love seeing someone fall into this life, learn the hard lessons and get back on track to help others. Chris seems like such a good guy and I’m happy for him 💜

[@omillie32]

Love seeing a positive thing acknowledging these things can bring a lot of people to light in moments of reading this

[@carpediem2445]

I don't like seeing anyone fall into this type of life.

[@vincentkc48]

You’re everywhere haha I subbed to you following seeing a comment you posted on inside edition 😂🤝

[@bstring3967]

The commenter with the happy picture next to her name saying it how she said it made it seem kinda bad lol like who wants to see someone fall so horribly at all in any way........well..... I think it’s just like that Rudy movie, we want underdogs to succeed. Some can relate and some want to feel more human

[@sheliaperkins4375]

I’m praying and hoping Gods best for Chris. He’s been through so much and spared so many times. Serenity, courage and wisdom! Stay up!

[@saram.266]

Man, I love this guy. He is the kind of guy we need in drug counseling programs! I feel like he could reach soooo many? I hope he can carry on with his contribution to society and all of us that have been in his shoes but not strong enough to pull our heads out of our asses. There may be one or two people out there that are moved enough by his words to actually make the difficult decision to QUIT...

[@johnnyjacuzzi7498]

Respect to Chris’ father. The moment he saw his son was using was the moment he committed to never touching drugs again. That’s real love and willpower.

[@Tdogmoneyboy]

You know better will power is not doing drugs around your children

[@marclou4228]

@@Tdogmoneyboy Yep. His point was what’s done was done and he did a harder thing by kicking a bad addiction all for his son.

[@annaxefta587]

YeH beautiful. But that’s def one in a million. Most people could care less about the birth of a child vs the addiction. Real life.

[@chicagokush]

Yea when I heard that I said the same .. much respect to that man. My father was a heavy alcoholic until my birth in 86 he never drank after and I never really asked him why. As I grew up he and my mother smoked pot often but eventually a big hiccup between my mom and dad occurred and that’s when I was tired of the fights between mom and pops . Pops always worked 2 jobs to provide a roof over my head so I never judged him. But at 18 I moved out and been on my own since then.. I wish I had the strength as my father did . To this day I battle with addiction and don’t know how much longer I can remain sane . I wish I had strength like my pops though.

[@JanoyCresva]

Dads lie too.

[@miss7182]

Pretty inspiring. Glad you were able to get sober and take your life back Chris

[@janellenevarezgomez3935]

Great interview. Recovery is possible for anyone, if they truly want it. Chris is not only sober, but thriving in his career and personal life. That’s what’s possible for everyone. He is a very talented tattoo artist and did an amazing religious inspired tattoo for me. Nice to see him interviewed by Mark.

[@thebrokencrayonsshow3946]

Hey!! Thank you love ❤️ ❤️

[@Earthdogbonzo3]

I'm 62, gonna turn 63 this May. Listening to guys like Chris makes me realize how much I haven't lived. Intelligent, well-spoken and insightful Funny as all Hell! ". . . .They were diligently searching for me . . . .!" Best of luck, Church!

[@jakenav5280]

A lot of those years are incredibly hard to make it through and many people dont beat it. If you think for a second you havent lived because of lack of struggle or addiction please get that out of your head because that isnt living.

[@Lilybet1316]

Chris you have made it through so much upset and addiction and struggle with outer challenges and inner battles of the ego, and miraculously you are not consumed with bitterness. You have kept tenderness and humor in your heart and gained wisdom that you are sharing. I really enjoyed your interview. 🦋

[@AziaticAmericas]

He seems to have had a good enough upbringing to love himself

[@jamessones4044]

He seems not that bad. Atleast he can communicate his problems. I on the other hand have so many issues that I don’t ever think I’m going to be happy and content. It’s the loneliness and having no one to talk to that’s made me finally cracked me. Now I’m a babbling mess that does nothing. I wish I could be put out of my misery. To sit in a chair and TO KNOW THAT THE TOMORROW’S ARE GOING TO STOP………..That is a dream to me.

[@AziaticAmericas]

@@jamessones4044 you need to practice meditation my guy

[@jjo3949]

He started with mom working for the FBI 🤭 he doesn’t mean it literally. Regardless i’s the feeling of lying. Rewatch and listen as if he’s not stupid… as if he knows he’s lying. The huh kills me every time 💀💀💀 Middle of the 12th grade. I ended up getting an external diploma program…. Omg!!! Conceived a baby in the church. Cool. She just turned 19 🤯 caught himself. now his name is church 🤔

[@Lilybet1316]

@jamessones There are some things that make contentment impossible if we keep trying to fix all the bad. Maybe it’s about accepting what can’t be fixed and knowing that we are all walking around with broken stuff. You are different and strong and valuable, you matter in the world. 🌼

[@treefingers1183]

His dad divorcing his wife for their next door neighbor and them still living next to each other 30 + YEARS LATER made me go "WHAT THE FUCK". Yeah, I'd feel confused too.

[@stevemacdaddy9909]

I'm just like Chris except 15 years older and still on some drugs for pain. Good on you Chris. Good luck and God bless you.

[@junglegirl5174]

God bless u 💞

[@nicolewasilewski4282]

Desperation is a gift. Such a powerful statement.

[@pjrichards3974]

I kept finding myself trying to pre-judge this guy at first: rich kid, Mom worked FBI so he had it made, arrested 5 times in 6 months means family with money and spoiled brat .. but as I kept watching I grew to appreciate him and slapped myself for thinking so negative about him. I do hope to meet him and his wife next time I'm back in LA. He is doing a great thing telling his story and giving hope that being sober can be a good thing.

[@michaelcavallacci2945]

He wasn’t rich by any means. You don’t get rich working in the FBI office. And no father. Because most of the people Mark interviews have zero home life , anyone who has a parent with a job seems “rich “ to you folks.

[@LostSox]

You judge regardless. Whether your opinion of him is good or bad. The real deluded ones are those that give him praise based on the same information some who may not give a favorable opinion.

[@paulvazur8540]

You can’t be too quick to judge others all of the time everyone has a story

[@LostSox]

@@paulvazur8540 you size someone up, you’re judging quick.

[@sighfly2928]

I’ve recently learned something that may help you. I also found myself always thinking the worst from people (probably due to my parents who still to this day do it), try thinking positively about them instead. It just helps you have a more positive look on life overall, which will lead to you living longer. If they fail your expectations, it’s no biggie. Just process the disappointment and move on with your life.

[@happytrails699]

Yah know, for someone who has taken high powered drugs most of his life, including synthetic, his brain is clicking a lot faster than mine does at 60. He has great recall. It is amazing how much some bodies can take. What a great story.

[@damienholland8103]

It's genetic. One person's mind gets absolutely destroyed and another person still has a good memory / intellect and both are dabbling in the same kind and amount of drugs.

[@ivannasha5556]

We used to say "some swim in it" back in my business days. Some people were almost genetically destined to mass consume certain things. Like one dude does a little and their life goes to shit. Another goes of the chart and simply stays solid decade after decade. I could do any drug and my life didn't go down the toilette until I got clean to keep my parents happy XD

[@CorridorOfChameleons94]

Theres no way you're 60.

[@brendonmclachlan5462]

@@ivannasha5556 you are a good man

[@happytrails699]

@@CorridorOfChameleons94 62 and I feel it. Sometimes I feel 100, but thank you for your kind comment.

[@leftofcentertalentagency9298]

This is my favorite interview to date., thank you Mark. What an amazing man... what a story... I smiled a lot. Love the happy ending... Desperation is a gift... well said Chris. If I lived in the US I'd come in for my 27th tattoo with you... the 12 steps... amazing. Be very proud of what you have accomplished. Much love from South Africa🤍

[@beachgirl6305]

This is a great interview! He's speaking all kinds of truths! Keep going in recovery!

[@CMc_39]

Your interviews are amazing. Shows how people from all walks of life come into addiction and also shows how some addicts are just normal, good people at heart who struggle

[@jblstrutzstrutz5234]

My favorite interview you have done is this one with Chris!! He is a great example of a recovering addict that is very down to earth and is out there giving back to help others to find sobriety! Thanls Chris please keep up the good fight!!! Congrats on 4 years and many more to come!!!

[@gsteele89]

Needed this one today. Thank you, Chris and Mark!

[@wandererofthewasteland400]

Desperation is a gift. Well done mate🤙🏽

[@wesleyalan9179]

Humility is also a gift

[@shadow.banned]

Desperation is a gift but I think we need to retire the "rock bottom" stuff. In a country with resources, your friends/family really don't need to hit rock bottom. "Rock bottom" can be very literal.

[@marylougeorge9890]

@@michaelmorris2623 If you watched the interview, instead of being in here trolling, you'd know.

[@marylougeorge9890]

@@michaelmorris2623 😄

[@aesop4024]

Thank you for your story. I hope today you feel loved and supported.

[@TheIddieMorris]

Love this man. He’s a gift to himself and those around him. He’s a gift to those in recovery. He’s very powerful. He’s beating powerlessness one day at a time.💪💪💪👍👍👍

[@justliss1640]

Great interview, the realness in this one hits different...love to all ❤

[@shelleyellis14]

Well done you Chris … great interview.. love that you are now giving back .. 👏👏👏 🇬🇧🇬🇧🇬🇧

[@brittneyx3]

im glad you showed a recovery story as well maybe it'll give some other people hope to get clean. 💗

[@debbierosenstein8157]

this video actually gave me chills. I'm so proud of you!

[@ajtmv7]

Every video you post is better than the next. Chris is an awesome example of someone in recovery. Congratulations on 3 MIL subscribers! You deserve it, Mark!

[@melbella615]

First of all this is my husband’s phone. At first I thought he was boasting and I knew people like him. I totally didn’t like him. So happy I didn’t click off and he’s definitely a legend. So happy he’s good and helping others. Most of the interviews are heartbreaking and truly ~ I 100 percent didn’t even have a clue about their lifestyles, prior to this amazing channel. I hope it shows people that there is absolutely a chance to be helped. Please don’t come for me I never comment, but it moved me.

[@greglarsen2123]

I thought the same thing about him until the end!

[@raymondjohnsonjohnson3004]

No victim here , he lived and learned I salute you young man. Thanks mark

[@buildr3303]

I needed this right now. I needed you to exist Chris AND tell this story. I just wanted to say thank you.

[@christyjones2411]

What a great interview! It's great hearing such a real conversation about recovery. Much love to you Chris...and Mark!

[@leconyarhym5412]

Another great interview Mark! Chris very inspiring interview! Wish you the best of more success success in life!

[@cecilewhite1897]

Great interview! It’s nice to see an addict get their life together and help others too! You’re an inspiration Chris😊👍😊

[@lynnmcquillan2338]

You know what I love about these stories - the honesty! Thanks so much Chris .. I’m a parent & sibling of people who are/have suffered with addiction- im so glad you got through Chris - Bless you man ✌️🙏🤗❤️

[@itchyeyesmcrealize165]

"Ride the wave, watch it unfold." I like that 👍

[@mrsg.9224]

Love the happy ending to this story! We need more of these! ❤️❤️❤️

[@mrj3217]

I also became involved with hard drugs in high school. I droppes out with a B average half way thru my senior year. Got clean made a life then lost my wife to pain meds. Then I got back on to pain pills here in Fl in 2008 . I got in too deep , lost every thing in my 30'. Jail many times from 33 to 39. Now I am clean and have been for 4 + years. People can get their lifes back. I am glad you have found your way.

[@dravakian]

4+ years is awesome man, I'm glad that you were able to overcome your addiction and were able to get clean.

[@kurlenejohn5463]

@ Mr.J , thank you for sharing your story .... I am sorry you have been through so much, and also lost your wife. I hope things get better for you and you continue to be clean and sober. You are courageous and STRONG. You are resilient and BRAVE. 💕💕You💕💕 are LOVED 💕💕💕and CARED💕💕 for. Your story really moved me and gave me strength and I instantly felt a sense of compassion . I pray that at least ten people who are addicted can read your story/ comment per day, and get straight. I wish you love and happiness !!❤❤❤🌹🌹

[@xosmb]

DEFINITELY one of my favorite people you’ve talked to! He has a crazy story with an amazing outcome! Extremely like able and love to hear he got his life back on track! Truly inspiring

[@claudettemccoy2120]

Really amazing!! Loved this one Mark!!

[@saxayl4556]

Keep coming back to this one, much respect

[@mistylindgren7259]

Oh my gosh I love love love this testimony! Great job did, truly appreciate you sharing your recovery story! I just shred my testimony for the first time last week. We do recover! Congrats on 4 years. Beautiful story

[@JayTalksinjury]

My Friend i grew up with ended his life @ 28 yrs old because of addiction issues. Bravo on offering treatment so many need and what an inspiring Story.. God bless 🙌

[@hmmm8552]

This is a very good interview. Great testimony Chris. I’m proud of you. Very inspiring. My hats off to ya 🧢

[@KarenAnne1965]

Love this guy! What a breath of fresh air. Thank you Mark!

[@danielbowling2004]

i could listen to this dude talk all day...great interview! thanks for the encouragement Church

[@ebonydix7069]

Incredible interview!!

[@annajohnson8931]

Really enjoyed this one thankyou Mark x

[@rubydownes4544]

My favourite interview so far! Go Chris

[@NKdidit.24]

Chris, I'm so proud of you. You have overcome so much. Keep going. You seem like an awesome guy

[@kim20525]

Wishing you the best Chris!!! This was a heart felt story 🖤🖤🖤

[@lauriebyall9199]

SUR-VIV-ER!! Chris is an inspiration and vision of hope and determination to those who are struggling. Thank you for your honesty! Great interview, Mark!

[@patkolakowski4905]

Great interview Mark and Chris

[@juju.bean3435]

What a testimony! Blessed indeed.

[@jimsmith9717]

Very good interview.... was just going to watch a few minutes because I didn't think I would like it, but it turned out to be very thought provoking.

[@cdcdogs4961]

🌹 Really enjoyed this one… nice job Chris & Thanks. 🙏🏽👏🏼🥰

[@sunstruck]

One of the best episodes yet. Stay up Chris!

[@Mrskaseymunzer]

Desperation is a gift… deep and so true!

[@danielleolson1275]

I understand your story. I have much respect. Keep going. I’m so sick of people dying….it’s so sad. Your inspirational. Thank you!

[@michellegabrielleabigailis9899]

This was a brilliant, feel good one of hope. Well done guys... refreshing.

[@citychic2001]

His deep breathing reminded me of someone trying to purge the past out! I salute u for kicking addictions a**...

[@herpystone1520]

Congrats on 3 millions subs and all the stories you have been able to share Mark

[@SharonBenson2674]

Great video! “How’d I do”? You did really well Chris. So glad that you are clean now. Keep it up. Your story is very interesting. You are a great speaker. I’m sure that comes in handy when you are helping others.

[@mdav83]

great interview. listening to these folks talk about their lives and experiences they have overcome makes my problems seem minuscule in comparison.

[@shanecollinson995]

Great soul and a truly inspiring story. Great interview mark.

[@mattyd8462]

Awesome interview

[@dubtechnosessions3161]

Desire, Desperation, and the Willingness to do whatever it takes. 5 years in 5 days. Appreciate everything you do Mark. Whether you realize it or not, you make a difference.

[@brittany4506]

Having a 20 year old sister who passed away from a heroine overdose laced with fentanyl, this interview touches close to home. I love hearing recovery stories and imagining the amazing life my sister could’ve lived 💛 your strength is amazing Chris!

[@starringshannon8163]

I would love to see a beautiful video like this about Patrick! Congratulations to this man. Much respect to you!

[@captainfalcon8615]

Love the 'Life on Drugs' series, assuming that's what Mark intended it to be but so far so great 👍 can't wait for the next one!

[@susanperna4722]

Beautiful episode, Mark

[@phatmike7657]

Idk why this one was so eye opening but great interview

[@marylougeorge9890]

He's lived an, "active," life.

[@karamarie6781]

Interesting interview. Chris seems like a very intelligent man. Blessings!🙏🏼

[@MikeJohnCore]

Great smile and vibe, Chris. Thanks for sharing your story. It helped me man. Thanks.

[@LIF3nOOb]

Ty for sharing your story, chris.

[@BayArea-bx7er]

Over 20 years clean, it took me so many tries. My desire to move forward and passion for something helped me. People that use are trying to fill a void ... I never was involved in a 12 step program, too ashamed to talk to others about it. Knowing others believe in me also helped. Anyone reading that is still in the void ... you can get out of it. It's about your confidence and belief in yourself.

[@pricklycats]

Not everybody. I know lots of people who were totally mentally well and used drugs many times and never got addicted. Just because you know people who are a certain way doesn't mean that's the way it is for "everybody". Sometimes people just wanna get high. You wouldn't say that about people who drink alcohol because somehow our society separates alcohol from "drugs" even though it's one of the worst drugs for you.

[@moni1404]

Super loved this interview....... awesome.

[@Carlaskirt]

Great interview! ❤️😊

[@gettinit1931]

Keep on keeping on brother

[@RadRedhead222]

So nice to hear a story of hope. We can and do recover!

[@samanthaisom518]

Such a great recovery story ! We need to hear more of these

[@mariaabaybiix3]

Truly inspiring , brought a tear in my eye when his life turned around for the better.

[@Jbean78]

Throughly enjoyed your story Chris. Great job! You are being a great role model for one’s who really need it. I’m grateful for you 😊

[@77confusedzombie77]

This was a good one!!!!

[@Ashleyiza]

4 years clean!!!! Congratulations Chris!!!!! 🎉💫❤️

[@Sk8london]

Well done brother! Those inner demons are hard to fight. You said something very interesting, something like “ the desire to get clean has to be as strong as the desire to get high” awesome! I was in the music industry and I saw a lot of extremely talented people loose the battle…. All the best!

[@marthaweinberger7013]

Great video!!

[@issarae1371]

Finally an episode that doesn't have me sniffling and a mess. Glad he got out of the game and is happy now.:)

[@steves1588]

Nice work Mark. Thank you.

[@SexMusicPlants]

You give me hope for the addict in my life. Thank you for that... ❤

[@ingaanderson7058]

You are so spot on ,Desire to change is key! Thankyou for your story ,I'm so thrilled for your success!

[@jessicazepeda9516]

What a good story 👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽 thanks for bringing hope to my hopeless day

[@heatherpryor3430]

Right on Chris. I love the real I love the raw. The lesson are fruitful and you’re doing your work🙏🏻🖤 Many blessings to you. I LOVE THIS CHANNEL ♥️

[@steveotatooed]

Most of my friends are tattoo artists and 90% are sober and working the steps very cool to see that consciousness growing

[@sarahdixon6011]

You deserve your success Mark. What you do is not a job it's a calling. You're consistently amazing.💫

[@nikkidotts3687]

CONSISTENTLY!!!💯♥️

[@Madison.Rutherford]

Each day of recovery that I count is like counting down days I die.

[@zsazsarose]

What an amazing story. I’m so happy for u buddy. The opportunity to not Only work but to be in a recovery setting. How awesome. And to find your wife In the shop- blessings! Keep It up. You’re inspiring 😍🙏🏼💯

[@jessicafain6630]

Nice to see one where they're doing well. 🙂