A LOT HAS BEEN HAPPENING... | Get Ready With Me | Toxic Tears

[@Willow76ny]

I’m so glad you’re getting out and reconnecting with friends. You deserve to be happy. I hope you find a nice warm place to live real soon!

[@brookespencer6212]

Exactly, all of this!

[@jessstokes4528]

Kaya you're a class act, you've never said one negative thing about "you know who", when you have every right to do so. You're a better person than me, put it that way 🤣

[@spicybeantofu]

Why dwell on the past? She's done her crying. It's time to keep moving. She's fine.

[@jessstokes4528]

@@spicybeantofu I totally agree. All I'm saying is she has taken the high road through the whole thing and should be commended for that.

[@jessstokes4528]

@@spicybeantofu She also mentioned in one her last video's she would love to tell us everything that has gone on but can't, lots of other people would just drag their ex to filth after what he did to her, but she didn't.

[@jessstokes4528]

@RollingDutchmann Exactly. It isn't in the past when she still has no stable accommodation and can barely get warm where she is staying. I'm sure for Kaya it isn't in the past at all. They were together for a decade and he did her so dirty it will take some time to fully process that. She is going about it in such graceful way and my respect levels have only gone up seeing how she has handled the whole situation.

[@aprilnolan7360]

Yes she's amazing and very mature about it. Unlike "you know who" hitting 30 having a mid life crisis and getting a OF accounts to feel secure about himself. I mean Kaya has ppl who truly love and adore her.

[@davidabercrombie5427]

Glad to see you back. Embrace the spider stuff that's coming into your life just now. Spiders have a wide range of meaning from creativity and craftsmanship to wider issues surrounding fate/destiny. A spider hanging from a single thread is said to symbolise divine gifts coming into your life. So it sounds like your being drawn to something good in the future.....you deserve it

[@tinashort9098]

I have Arachniphobia so extremely bad that spiders literally make me faint. I’ve tried so hard to overcome this fear but I just can’t. But thank you for giving some beautiful information about them.

[@YoMama9021]

What if you dream about them?

[@eggiboiroi]

i know work is a priority but i really appreciate hearing about how much you’ve been having fun; seems like the most you’ve had in a really long time and you deserve it!! plus if you CAN do vlogging, then you can hopefully combine the two so that you don’t have to stop having so much fun!! and i personally think you deserve to go see your dad. you never know what could come of it anyways!

[@gabbycat69]

"who cares it's gonna be dark" is mood. So glad you're building a strong support system even with the bull shit

[@StacyOnWheels]

You can see that negativity has lifted from you so much. It’s so wonderful to see you blooming and finding the woman who you’re meant to be. 🖤💚🖤

[@AnnieNorthman89]

I'm happy to hear that you're spending time with friends 🙂 I do hope you find a house soon. Times are tough but it will happen 🖤Glad little Sebastian is safe and healthy. Keep your head up Kaya, you got this.

[@bethanythestrange7647]

You're g l o w i n g despite all of the misery you're going through. You seem brighter and happier, which is such a joy to see. 😍

[@monbon398]

Omg you are a HOTTIE that bathing suit looked so amazing on you! so glad you’re out and about with amazing friends and enjoyed life no matter the obstacles ❤️ Im literally looking forward to your success and happiness 💖

[@gothempress]

Sorry I'm late to the party, as usual. I am so happy to see you smiling and enjoying life. You are a truly kind and gentle soul and it's great to see you thriving. I'm really proud of you, Kaya. You were thrust into this situation and you are doing your best to take care of yourself while rediscovering yourself, too. BTW as far as Barcelona goes, I say do it. If Covid has taught us one thing it's to seize opportunity to be around loved ones. The money can always be earned back, but time with parents is precious.

[@DawnYarnDoll]

Thank you for the life update. I watch all your ads to support you. Sorry that's the most I can do to help at the moment. Sending endless positive vibes and well wishes xo

[@rayrayravenclaw4385]

Same been making sure I make a point about NOT SKIPPING any ADS. I want to help as much as I can but can't afford to send money. so ad revenue is the very least we can do right now to help.

[@finlaylavery8408]

9:52 didn't just hear that, I fucking felt it.

[@kb-zz6hl]

Classiest shade thrown with that first picture, my friend... But if you dragged his ass across the bed of nails he's laid, he'd deserve it. Especially since it sounds like he's taking the backlash out on you. But I'm so proud of you for working hard to find yourself again!

[@sequoiaivywolf9780]

WELCOME BACK KAYA!! I hope you're doing a lot better! Also, it's been awesome watching you have fun with friends recently! I hope you can keep the good times rolling for as long as possible! Sending you much love and hugs!❤

[@judymccart7654]

Thank you sooo much for mentioning Cradle of Filth. I have been trying to remember their name for literally years! So thank you :) also, I love these videos because I'm leaving my husband and moving out and this really gives me hope. I've been worried that I was making a mistake but seeing how happy and free you are now gives me the courage to embark on this park of life. So thank you.

[@karensteck3800]

I moved out 10 years ago from my husband. It was a little hard at first but the peace I had was wonderful! You can do it!!

[@MareaRayneOleander]

Was wondering, have you ever thought of doing crafty things as a twitch live stream thing? I would definitely tune in for that!!!

[@rishibeauty8889]

Wowzers! the pics of you in and out of the water are gorg!! My fav is when your head is under the spout & the water is running down your braids! I love your suit! So beautiful!!

[@LaynieFingers]

I'm absolutely phobic of spiders, especially spiders with skinny legs, but your neck tattoo is utterly adorable! I'm glad you're finding some joy in life. You deserve more happiness!

[@gabriellerussell8484]

American viewer here, and this is the first time I have EVER heard of Pancake Tuesday. I am jealous now, because that sounds so lovely.

[@nordicat13]

@Slantednightsky is it the same as Fat Tuesday, right before Lent & fasting and all that? I'm in the US and also never heard of it!

[@yourgothmom]

@@nordicat13 yes, fat Tuesday, Mardi Gras, Shrove Tuesday, pancake Tuesday are all the day people use up the last of their animal products before Lent begins. That's why they make pancakes, because it's a cheap and yummy way to use up eggs, butter and milk 😊

[@animegirlleena4347]

All I know of is taco Tuesday-

[@maneskinnnnn7190]

@@yourgothmom maybe don't drink another animals milk, its intended for their babies, not you. every time you drink milk its because a baby calf chained in cage somewhere isn't

[@yourgothmom]

@@maneskinnnnn7190 as opposed to consuming nut based milks produced in factories where the women who shell the nuts burn their flesh down to the bone because waiting for the nuts to cool down would slow productivity to the point they wouldn't get their 30 cents for that day?

[@smithesque]

Being in an impossible and unpleasant living situation myself due to money, I can relate to the desperation and the misery that weighs you down, but I have no doubt your luck will be changing soon and you will get out of there and somewhere warm and safe and yours. But it's wonderful to see you having such an active, fun and loving social life keeping you busy and out of the studio, I'm glad you have friends around you during these trials and I really hope everything improves for you soon.

[@CaReBeAr73109]

This video brought me so much joy. I have been watching your channel for I don’t even know how many years and I felt so bad you were going through such a rough patch. It makes me so happy to know you’re doing better and getting to have fun! You seem like such a kind, genuine and amazing person and you deserve all the happiness the world has to offer. Keep on keeping on hun! Sending you so much love 💖

[@almalovato7138]

I love your ramble videos it’s like sitting down with a friend and having a chat. I so desperately want you to fucking expose the fuckery that’s caused all of this but I also respect your need for privacy.

[@HeartFallenstar]

Eew

[@hollyjayne]

Yes to vlogs! Just do it on your phone! I’m still mad at Voldemort about your situation and I hope and pray that you get it sorted soon!

[@cathrineruthborgersen2941]

It is so nice to hear about everything you've done. You deserve to have fun. 🖤 and when you said Sebastian was missing my heart dropped. So glad he is okay. 🖤 poor thing. 🖤 but hope he's staying inside from now on. Maybe he just wanted to find you. 🖤 hope you have many more days with happy times with your friends and taking a lot of beautiful pictures, making tiktoks and just making beautiful memories. 🖤 🕷 It is really good to see that you have it better now. Sending you a big hug. 🖤

[@KKroft47]

I am glad that you are making some lovely memories with your friends! I wish you tons of luck on your house hunting! Glad to see you!

[@dmorgan740]

I'm so happy to hear that you are out living life and trying to have a good time with friends. I am however very sad to hear that you are still in crappy living situations and the market has gotten worse. Is there really no friends or family you can live with? I mean I know that's not really my business. But there are a lot of people on here that do care about you, and I just hope that you can make an amazing recovery because it is sad to hear that you've been having a hard time trying to stay in the studio.

[@Beansidhe413]

I know things are still hard, but honestly you're absolutely glowing and i love to see it :) You give me hope, and I REALLY hope that youre able to get sorted out and find a new home soon.

[@nightshade1904]

Hope Everything keeps going on the up and up for you. Blessed Be, Sweet Baby Girl

[@kimberlyduncan1053]

It's always darkest before dawn. Good days are coming. You are loved

[@Alexis-xp1gb]

I am wishing you all the luck with finding a place to live! I am so happy you have been making friends and going out more :) its good for the heart

[@shannonrj78]

I am so so happy to see you having fun and living your life! I hate that the whole house situation is still giving you shit, but it is gonna work out for you, I promise! Oh and girl I am LIVING for the oh so subtle shade thrown from that first picture..I instantly got it and laughed my ass off!! Continue to be amazing and know that your beautiful heart will be rewarded with the happiness and love that you deserve!! Give me another few weeks and I will be a member of your patreon. ( I gotta catch up on my bills lol)

[@kbluv4078]

Thank you for being true to yourself and us. You are beautiful.

[@victoriatutwiler1557]

It didn't feel like such a long time in between videos simply because I follow you in Instagram and I had seen all of those pictures! So really no big deal; however, love the longer videos!

[@ChibiNeco]

Kaya ❤ Thank goodness your lovely furbaby is well! I really hope you find a nice place! Shrove Tuesday (Pancake Tuesday) is in the US but yeah it marks the beginning of the season of Lent.

[@OneFreeButterfly]

i love the spider tattoos 🕸🕷omg so cool!!! you seem so much more happier these days 😀

[@rogue874]

I think going out with your friends is what you need most! You need to be surrounded by those things that uplift you & you’re certainly doing that. Well done for staying positive & having fun & keeping going 👍🏼🌹✨

[@greciat7664]

so happy to see you having fun and going out to see your friends! there's no better or freeing feeling after leaving a toxic situation and I cant wait to see how you prosper ! wishing you the best luck in finding a home

[@lainiwakura1776]

It seems covid restrictions are being lifted everywhere, so hopefully the rental market won't be as saturated with renters soon. I hope you can get to a better place soon. Go see your dad! If he's offering, take him up on it and enjoy his company!

[@pennyandtaylor]

I could listen to you talk for hours, you are so talented and beautiful! ❤️ I wish I could give you the world! Stay gorgeous!

[@lulujellymoon]

Happy to see you getting out and having fun with your life ❤️❤️

[@aprilwilson5856]

Hello love, good to see you out and about 😄 I do hope you find a nice comfy home SOON!! 🙏❤

[@nekobat1962]

It's great to see you going out and having adventures. The video wasn't messy at all. You're doing what you want and you're happy. That's what's important. I hope you get a house very soon. The housing market is tight here too.

[@JakeBrujo]

no cap this angle and lighting is way lovely! compliments you a lot!

[@s.elizabeth1753]

Kaya When I was trying to find a place to live I hired an agent to help me. It was not that expensive. He sent my application to everyone and helped my chances and spoke for me and made me look more professional than I am. Maybe look into that option. Also, I had to lie on my application, I didn't tell them I had a cat, and I said I was a waitress and makeup artist and got all references to back it up. I'm actually a stripper though lol But there's no way anyone was gonna take me because sex workers have a reputation for partying and what not. So.. you might have to do a bit of pulling strings... And maybe check small towns and different cities and broaden your search but also an agent may help! It's been 4 months I think of you looking, something is off . Good luck!

[@cheyenneS4127]

Your swimwear was gorgeous in those photos 😍 happy to see you've been having fun. 🖤

[@saberswordsong4792]

I'm so happy you've been getting out and spending good times with friends! That's so important for a boost to your mental health! I'm sorry to hear that you're losing access to the only decent room in this studio space! I'm sending positive vibes your way that something will open up for you and Sebastian soon!!!! Also, the new tattoos are amazing! Your friends are so talented!!!!!

[@Thomas_of_the_forest]

Makes me happy to see how much fun you've got to have recently ☺️

[@NoirRaven]

Very worried about your living situation if the payments have stopped; any idea on where you're going to go? How long do you have before you have to move out entirely? Any ideas to why the payment stopped?

[@MajickkShow]

Somebody is doing the post break up blossom ! Looove it

[@kevincardona1509]

You are glowing. Glad you doing better.

[@desnolls2527]

Welcome back Kaya🖤🖤 we missed you and we love you!!

[@teslakathryn6886]

I know all the stress in your life isn't completely resolved, but it is so nice to see you so happy. As someone who has followed you for a longtime you seem, despite everything, lighter in a way I'm not sure how to articulate. I'm excited to see all the places this knew chapter in your life takes you.

[@lizziesears6785]

Love you so much! Sending all the good vibes!

[@hiddenheart6631]

I think a tiny house or an all weather camper may be your best bet. Mostly because you are so free-spirited I think it would suit you better. Then that way you can do all of the traveling you want too.

[@Serenity7250]

Have you been to the council about your living situation? Go to citizens advice bureau too. It takes a while but you can get somewhere. You have a higher priority than others because you're living in a studio. Just waiting for something to appear sounds very risky. Even if you have to force yourself to get to the council offices, you need to get something sorted soon. Unless it's completely different in Ireland🙈.. Glad you're feeling better sweetie.🖤

[@CrypticJasmine]

GIRL! I was thinking about you today! 😍😍😍 the gods have blessed us with your presence! 💖💖💖

[@midgardsflame]

Hang in there Kaiya. Good luck with everything

[@haileyjungles6526]

you've got this beautiful just keep pushing forward and doing the best you can! Things will look up lovely!! I missed you and am happy to see you happy, you deserve it 💚🖤

[@miriamhappe1066]

kala: tells us about al the fricking fun stuff that shes been doing "i hope its not boding you" me: "are you effing kidding me?! you do more fun stuff in the past few weeks then i had in years!!"

[@andrewwaterbury7782]

I hope you find a place soon and I’m glad Sebastian is fine. It’s important to connect with friends both new and old,life is too short.

[@bigjake926]

I'm glad you're doing well! You're making progress, slow progress is still progress. Also very glad you're enjoying life and spending time with friends, will be sending positive vibes you're way!

[@bigjake926]

Ps also have a fun time :3

[@richeysmanic]

Always love to hear your updates especially happy ones, fingers crossed for the house hunting 🖤

[@rebeccacoddington4402]

Hi Kaya! I'm glad your taking time out for yourself & making that a priority as Well! Good luck in the future.

[@MoonLoNova]

I wish you had more attention on youtube. You deserve it way more than other people....love you keep your head held high♡

[@victoriasalter1701]

Hi free virtual hug for Kaya and for everyone reading this.

[@Mimi-sf5sq]

You are such a wonderful Lady. I hate to see people get taken advantage of. On FB there is someone saying they are you and picking random people to send $500.00 too after they show that they have followed some directions. It's a shame.

[@autistic.gorgon]

I'm so glad to see you back and as usual your still gorgeous 🥰 much love to you

[@UpsilonPsycho]

You’re positively glowing, it’s a pleasure to follow your adventures on insta :D for your studio situation, maybe look into van life tips and tricks for managing the cold ? Van lifers often have cheap and practical hacks for their tiny spaces

[@KreeZafi]

Really nice catch-up video! Since you've been getting so many new tattoos lately, would you do a video going over all the new ones once you're "done" for this round or whatever? I think that'd be really interesting to see a summary of all the ink you've added in the past few months! Also so glad to see you hanging out with friends so much

[@meganmyers1657]

I'm with Lizzie Kennedy I love you so much and am sending so many good vibes your way!

[@nineyellowsongbirds]

That spider necklace is STUNNING on you! 😍✨️

[@AnthonyMaydayOfficial]

Welcome back darling! Sending good vibes and much love your way (and cute lil Sebastian’s too) 😁🤟

[@Rockbuddy]

Why don't you vlog more? It seems like you do fun things I'd wished I'd experienced with you. Combine work and play.

[@hollypierce3076]

You have so much better places to go pub wise! I'm slightly jealous, but I'm glad you are out living your best life!

[@rubi7109]

Love to hear that you've been having fun recently Kaya!!!

[@RangaRussian]

Go to Barcelona! Have a little holiday. Nothing wrong with wanting to go for a little adventure. You deserve it! And vlog the journey, I love watching your vlogs :)

[@kagennotsuki]

You seem to be just glowing! Glad you're getting out and having some fun!

[@bitesize326]

Ok I was right that your teeth tattoo looked like the teeth in your old background 😂 I've got my fingers crossed on your house hunt, I know how stressful and frustrating that can be. Vlogging sounds like a great idea and gives you a secondary reason to go visit your dad in Barcelona win/win

[@tunkiyo]

My smartest cat Azuzu went missing for 6 days in place I was renting surrounded by woods and field it was the worst feeling. Glad your baby is safe. And good spider tattoos.

[@Captain_Ruly]

im praying and manfesting that you will get a house really soon and be able to pay for your studio and have good fortune and good health and everything will be okay

[@purplejanew]

And what a terrific final outfit!! That necklace!!!💚💜🖤🕷🕸🕷🕸

[@_Morri_]

Gotta say, that neck tatoo looks amazing. Really cool design and well executed!

[@datweirdkidnextdoor7741]

LOVE U SOO MUCH. I am soo happy to see that you doing sooo much better and I really REALLY do hope that you'll find a nice place soon · ♡ You deserve absolute best

[@kristievans6264]

That bathing suit was fire you looked so good in it.glad to see you're doing better and reconnecting with people. Hopefully you'll find a place soon

[@missyolig]

Your social life is gleaming and you're reconnecting with so many of your old friendships, which is helping you heal and be happy again-- honestly, I think that would make for good content! I love the Instagram posts of your interactions with your buddies-- why not make daily/weekly blogs of your life?

[@Morbidia]

Your tattoo artwork is stunning amazing artist. Your photo of you on the swing with new rocks and ripped tights and hair up looks true gothic and amazing.

[@andromedanightshade522]

I am so happy to hear you have had some fun times with friends. You definitely needed it.

[@vikkipink1288]

I think you should seriously look into taking legal action against you know who. I know y’all were not married but this is insane. You could show that he wouldn’t have been able to buy that house without your contribution over the years. He could have let you stay there till you found a new place. Or better yet he should sell that place and you two should split the profits. I cannot believe he did this to you. You should not be the one living like this. It is beyond disgusting. Im sorry to bring him up but I hate seeing you have to struggle so much. It’s really upsetting hearing you say you can’t travel because you don’t have a home and he was bragging about traveling this year in the video where he talked about the break up. I’m glad that you’re spending more time with friends though! Having a good support system is a huge help. I hope things keep improving for you! 💜

[@Teachidoll]

AGREED

[@dixierodriguez3149]

Glad you're having loads of fun

[@CupcakeTheQueen]

Glad your cat was found phew! keep swimming

[@izzyhaynes6422]

Happy to see you getting out with friends and building your support net and having a good time!

[@becca555]

Happy to see you back and that your doing great and getting out to a little more and having fun too with friends the wedding looked so beautiful and fun and fun hanging out with you today and I hope to see you soon again

[@trilld4695]

Darlin You look good. You inspire me. Thank you.

[@nikijo81]

Love hearing what you have been up to you seem to much happier getting out and about with your friends. And definitely go see your Dad as soon as your able to get you out of that bloody studio for a while and live somewhere warm for a while ☺️

[@XxSabellaxX]

If you don’t have any house leads and your cat is taken care of… girl go see your dad. I live 5 almost 6 hours from mine. This is the time to find yourself! And yes vlog. My great grandmother is from Spain and I’ve always wanted to visit. (I live in New Orleans in the states) let me live through you. 🖤🖤🖤

[@user-im6ms1me4y]

You have more support more care and love in your personal life, I’m so happy for you! We’re online and although we’re all people it’s way different and I’m happy to know your getting that support! ❤️Much love from Chicago In the USA. Idk what the differences are where you are but I wish you the best!

[@NotMe-ic2xy]

So glad to hear you're having fun. You are so loved

[@Meadow414]

You've been through so much, I'm glad to see you hanging out with people and having fun times! Yay!

[@lythiawilliams]

I want so much for things to be better for you 🖤 But I'm so happy you've been able to start new adventures and it feels like you are really able to flourish now.

[@BeautifulPerception]

Sending well wishes your way and hoping that the cosmos align for you today. 🙏