A Quick One Before the Eternal Worm Devours Connecticut

[@lucandayse]

i found this song when i was at my absolute worst, on the edge of ending it every day. starving myself, and other things i’m sure you can imagine, completely ruining myself, going to appointment after appointment and on two different anti-depressants and every anxiety medication i could find. i was off school for 2 years. the most important 2 years of schooling, but the thought of even being seen by other people caused a panic attack, getting out of bed, feeding myself, and having any level of hygiene was not even in the picture for me. i lost my only two friends and my life kept getting darker. now in 2024, i have had my incredible boyfriend for a year and 3 months, i’m eating, i’m going to school, and currently looking for a job. i’m at my happiest i have ever been, and i’m coming off my medication. i know i’m not 100% recovered but i know i’m getting there. thank you luc, i wouldn’t be here without you.

[@vincenzo7394]

I’m so happy for you, keep going!

[@stibbo]

Beautiful

[@imnotwhere548]

I hope God is with you on your journey amazing work bless you

[@SavoryFilth]

This was weirdly beautiful, thank you

[@exudeku]

Reminder that the Worm loves us

[@o0julek0o]

Only if I'm in Connecticut

[@TungstenLotus]

The real truth

[@px30lover6]

i love hanl so much, dc album changed me dude.

[@EvanLovesYou]

Such an amazing project

[@in7erlinked]

i dont normally comment on youtube videos, because i know it wont make an impact on the video. reading these comments made me feel something, “i can feel as if my death is conscious.” the loneliness for some reason always comes back. it will always come back. you know it will, and when you do know you rarely look forward to when it goes away. the feeling of you knowing its not fully gone lingers, it makes you even more depressed. thinking about your life and thinking how your life may never make an impact on someone else’s life. when you really think about it, we overestimate our lives. we say things like “ tomorrow i will do this “ and “ ____ when we graduate. “ i wonder sometimes, how are we so sure we are gonna make it that far? we never know when things are just completely gonna go blank. the idea of death is truly terrifying. what happenss? eternal darkness? no one has a clue. we take it for granted. some of us are unable to do anything, we FEEL incapable of changing our lives. we are soo sure our lives will not amount to anything. i am definitely one of those people. i feel like everyday im just wasting my life. staring at the ceiling, rotting in bed asking myself, “what am i doing with my life.” i try to make changes, but i never stick to them. i dont have hope for myself anymore. i miss that feeling, i miss how i used to look forward to waking up. i pray everynight that i wil die in my sleep, even when religion is not my thing, i turned to god. i asked him to kill me, to end my suffering. he never followed. some part of me is upset, the part of me that craved death so badly. another part of me was accepting. accepting of the fact that it wasnt my time yet. i want to do something productive with my life, i wanna be remembered. i dont want my life to be wasted. i want to have hope, and be able to get out of bed. i NEED to do something now. we are alive, we just need to FEEL alive. i want to feel alive. i believe that whoever is reading this can make it, dont waste your time grieving yourself. i dont know you but, i love you, you WILL do something accountable with your life and i promsie you will. dont give up. your enough

[@EvanLovesYou]

I hope you do find that reason to wake up once again, you are loved remember that

[@khosttt]

that was the most beautiful thing i've read in years. have a nice life, mate.

[@in7erlinked]

@@khosttt 💓

[@Mr.Man18]

Idk why but this brought a couple tears to my eyes, probably because of how relatable this is. If you still struggle with purpose. Spread this message, spread this philosophy, I know you say you're not religious but spread the philosophy so you can be the prophet of this philosophy. Light is at the end of the tunnel. No matter how dark, how much you slip and trip in the tunnel, the light will come through. Let the will of purpose come to just being the self

[@AidanDaGreat]

Thanks, man.

[@ailuj_neslein]

Please keep making these they’re beautiful

[@lawman977]

“I don’t think god will love a deformed creation.” That really hurts man. YOURE MADE IN GODS IMAGE. he wanted you that way. He loves you

[@EvanLovesYou]

God loves all

[@randomfangirl1275]

Omg this is actually really sad though

[@EvanLovesYou]

i will take this as a compliment

[@randomfangirl1275]

@@EvanLovesYou I meant what the dude was saying, my opinion on the vid u made is that it’s really good.

[@sprucetreeclips9340]

oh man thia came across my recommended at 1 am.. crying-laughing cus this hit so close to home

[@AhmedSayed-yz7ge]

imagine having all this + you're poor af

[@TrippyShasta]

I don't have to imagine

[@prodbykaji]

currently not imagining this. as im living it lol

[@prodbykaji]

*no longer poor

[@AhmedSayed-yz7ge]

Good for you man@@prodbykaji

[@elchavalito305]

​@@prodbykajibro made it out the hood within 2 months😂

[@Ster7lik]

What he said is basically what I’m though a pain thing called life

[@Noininioninooknioni]

You not philosophical buddy go back to preschool and learn to write

[@amanda-zc8oz]

Aww 😢 I understand that perfectly.

[@rcmac206]

Thumbnail made me expect a meme

[@slimeyhank]

live, laugh, love hanl...

[@crowickedone4037]

Just just let the worm come already

[@YoRHa_]

This video represents me.

[@SeaBassist32]

Why the fuck is this video so beautiful

[@ManKind143-s]

i really love your videos,pls upload more :)

[@Jrzya]

I clicked bc i saw some traffic cones sparring and thought itd be a funny meme, wtf is this

[@h.hholmes.492]

This is so beautiful

[@ucFJhnukZjfLtc3dPfZrh4qThSg3o]

Good

[@user-ve9qp9ik3r]

This video is my unconscious i did all of this felt all of this we all feel pain ig

[@shenzhong2942]

came here hoping to see a massive worm devour connecticut, instead i just got a 4chan sadboy post. massively disappointed

[@EvanLovesYou]

my fault og

[@Noininioninooknioni]

It's the name of the song

[@ashe999]

This is me so I play mahjong all day

[@abemcg3803]

as someone with a bipolar disorder, I can fully relate to this 🥲

[@xMoldyMacaroni]

this was so good

[@shroobling]

thank you

[@cosmicmelon9305]

Based on the thumbnail, I was expecting a shitpost, but this is nice, too. Or depressing, I don't know.

[@EvanLovesYou]

It’s depressing, nice, and a shitpost all in one

[@vlonepr3d4tor]

thats a weird title i wonder what the video is about i cant even look at my own reflection

[@samysmusicbox7084]

Today is the day (another great video using this music you might like, uploaded by charlatantric)

[@EvanLovesYou]

Nooooo!!!

[@samysmusicbox7084]

​@@EvanLovesYou not mine haha, sorry for the confusion ! It's the title of another video uploaded 16 years ago by charlatantric on KZbin ! You might like it ! :)

[@Solrakiano]

Deus nos amou tanto ao ponto de nos criar, God's love be with you

[@luizin1801]

Não

[@stibbo]

Dont make this about religion, it doesn't help

[@g6rf]

real

[@onzzer8939]

Besides "Her" what movies were used in these vid? Please?

[@EvanLovesYou]

Bones and all and her are the movies i used

[@deerit3154]

What is the vocal sample from?

[@EvanLovesYou]

it was from a jubilee video titled something like “reading strangers thoughts on loneliness”

[@axelmartinez2413]

God always loves you never think otherwise

[@rickmorgan8856]

Truth right there.

[@axelmartinez2413]

@@rickmorgan8856 😇 ⭐🌟✨🙏✨🌟⭐

[@TrippyShasta]

Bruh, what if I'm agnostic.

[@axelmartinez2413]

@@TrippyShasta ...

[@axelmartinez2413]

@@TrippyShasta 🤔

[@tc9856]

Real

[@STUNTY863]

real asf

[@igorw94]

wtf this on my homepage ive never been to connecticut

[@spazemfathemcazemmeleggymi272]

You still don't remember

[@igorw94]

i had childhold traumas and i want to be loved my couple of women. one would hug me against her chest and the other one would hug me with her hands and tape her body to my back. after couple of things i would be happiest person on this planet. i just want love, going to sleep knowing that someone is taking care or you is so beautiful.

[@dragondog702]

i'm doing a presentation on this video lol

[@EvanLovesYou]

ain’t no way

[@memedealermikey]

I love you

[@Roperfield]

This one's a tad bit too personal

[@jshk701]

...

[@JoeIIama]

Where is the picture of the two peeps with pylons on their heads from?

[@EvanLovesYou]

0:17

[@JoeIIama]

@@EvanLovesYouI meant like where is that scene from? A movie/show/music video

[@EvanLovesYou]

@@JoeIIama it’s from Her, 2013

[@JoeIIama]

@@EvanLovesYou thank you : )

[@your_gatsu]

she left

[@kaifilming]

she will never see this video

[@TwisterWizard]

What’s the point of all this? When will it finally get better? A friend said to me that god gives his hardest battles to his strongest soldiers but cmon man cut me some slack💀 I can’t thug it out anymore

[@luckyhunterelijah]

where is that jubilee video

[@EvanLovesYou]

it’s titled something like “reading strangers thoughts on loneliness”

[@LightOfAllMankind]

What does Connecticut have to do with this?

[@EvanLovesYou]

it’s the name of the song

[@LightOfAllMankind]

@@EvanLovesYouI never heard of this band. Given their sound, I could tell they were from the middle or eastern part of the state. I’d be like this too if I had to live there 😅

[@ozzylepunknown551]

I hate the panning

[@jack_955]

I’m so fucking done 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂

[@aldolagana7126]

Take an MBTI. INFJ do not fit into the current human world, we are evolved far beyond current simple humanity. HaNL is not depressing to INFJ, they are brothers in our walk through this life.

[@stibbo]

You have been mistreated in some way and found something that told you that you are special or better, you are not.... everyone is just like you. This is not a healthy path to walk

[@marcx8953]

real

[@nekokeno]

real