A Story About Finding Love and struggles it brings.

[@Djjustb]

This was awesome! Love hearing your side! Another great and awesome share! Full watch as always to support you! Hope you have a great day and week!

[@leosthrivwithautism]

Same to you Jay, and thank you!

[@happytiger8]

👍Like 3 😁I need to watch the previous videos. Thanks for sharing your story. Sometimes it comes when you least expect it. Keep going my friend.. many people who aren’t single are unhappy.

[@leosthrivwithautism]

@@happytiger8 thank you!

[@happytiger8]

@@leosthrivwithautism you’re welcome 😊

[@leosthrivwithautism]

@@happytiger8 For me I’m just exhausted. I’m tired of games. And tired of being seen as nothing more than a friend. So for my own sanity I made a decision to not actively search. Not allow that to be front and center in my mind. But rather just live my life. If a woman comes to me and shows interest I might continue talking to her. Otherwise I’m just simply not going to worry. It takes a special kind of woman to understand me and be ok with my flaws because I won’t meet certain expectations of me. It won’t happen. And it’s just because some of these things don’t naturally occur for me. I’m bad at guessing looks and what is said. It’s why usually I would need a to meet a woman who won’t get mad if I don’t understand but rather work with me and explain something differently. I’m an introvert so she needs to be ok with me taking some alone time. It’s just an introvert thing where I get overwhelmed if i don’t get space to relax. Among other things. Usually a woman who’s understanding and playful tends to be the woman that matches decently well with me. A woman that can look past me being nervous and playfully tease me and stuff like that gets me out of my head. She needs to understand too that I don’t have too much experiences with relationship so I don’t have a good foundation. I am willing to learn and build myself up for that special woman but it’s not something easy for me. This is why I just accepted that a single life is best for me. It’s too much to go through to build something unless she already has some interest and is a woman that isn’t scared to give me a chance and build something with me. At nearly 40 years old I don’t have patience for tests and guesses and all the stuff I’ve been put through in the past just to be told that I’m seen as nothing more than a friend. It’s just all to confusing for me. Which is why I figured I’ll save my sanity if I let a woman till me she’s interested. What I laugh at is that occasionally the recommendation system here on KZbin teases me recommending me channels of women that appear like the women I want to me but the thing is all these women are in relationships. I’m sitting there laughing and saying to my phone “stop teasing me KZbin “ “it’s already hard enough for me” 😂

[@happytiger8]

@@leosthrivwithautism 🤣😂 YT 🤦‍♀️Nothing wrong with being single my friend. Don’t worry, be happy. 🥳 Enjoy life. Keep going. Being in a relationship doesn’t mean happiness. Sending good vibes your way ✨✨

[@leosthrivwithautism]

@@happytiger8 all truer words couldn’t have been said better than you did! The reason why I keep talking about is just because I miss interactions with another human. Haha. I know relationships aren’t fun but at least I have someone to talk too. lol. I can’t explain but there is that side of me that is desperate just to start seeing people again. But they have to be people I know haha. I just feel lonely sometimes. That’s all. But you are right though. And I thank you for that!

[@resinartists]

Sad that you had to go through so many things, timely and good advices could have worked.And please don't be so disheartened, that nobody wiil approach you,you never know, Leo. Thank you so much for sharing your story💜

[@leosthrivwithautism]

Thank you!

[@Bailey1879]

Thanks for sharing, Leo.

[@leosthrivwithautism]

@@Bailey1879 Thank you for watching. Appreciate your support!