addressing my divorce & other rumours (Q&A)

Pretty Pastel Please Divorce Q&A - answering your questions & assumptions
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[@bridget8586]

“I’ve always wanted to be a mom” rest in peace, my heart is broken

[@alexamandes8872]

It’s so uncomfortable when a KZbinr you’ve watched for years is suddenly gone. You feel like you knew them, but you feel like you have no right to truly be upset. But I am so sad. I hope she’s found peace in heaven

[@TINARRM]

100%

[@nahnottodayfam7879]

honestly, especially with their digital footprint. it’s hard to reconcile the two.

[@kimberlybellefontaine1215]

Very well said😔

[@anniel9126]

This! R.i.pure peace girl ❤

[@ghostiiiekun6636]

I’m crying 😢

[@idontmindwell]

Who else is here today after the tragic news? 💔 I pray for her family’s peace. Rest sweetly Alex 🕊️🤍

[@tedtalksrock]

Wait, please… what happened? I literally just came here from her nose job video, and she seems so lovely… I dread the answer but, has she passed away? And what happened? 😢😢😢

[@queendygravy9437]

Me I never heard of her until 30mins ago 😢 seem so sweet

[@senorelroboto2]

​@@tedtalksrocksadly, she ended this stage of life

[@adrianabonoli4201]

I know she passed,but as I watch this video something in me is thinking "I hope she gets through this. I hope she achieves her goals, meets someone she can build a family with and continue to travel the world". And then it sinks in. And it hurts.

[@_mj_.]

I hope wherever you are now, you are free from pain, torment, sadness. Rest In Peace, Alex. 💛

[@sineadiloveyou]

​@@zchannel5973yeah you already died that's why you know how it is 🤡

[@tatersoup]

​​@@zchannel5973you literally don't know what happens after you die.

[@creepcrawlart5660]

@@tatersoup Shut up.

[@KristinaTheLatina_0]

🕊️ 🕯️❤

[@gottgaame]

@@creepcrawlart5660you are delusional

[@gwendolyn2442]

I’m sorry, just so I can understand this right. Dan pushed her into terminating a pregnancy, divorced her, promised to look after/rehome her pets but ended up starving them to death and releasing some to die, and turned her best friend against her? This poor girl.

[@Itsmeyoualreadykno]

Basically this in a nutshell. The way Dan and her awesome friends treated her was actually cruel and mean.

[@gwendolyn2442]

@@Itsmeyoualreadykno this is insane. I haven’t seen her in a while so didn’t know things had gotten this bad. I hope she’s at peace

[@Itsmeyoualreadykno]

@@gwendolyn2442 way too sad. She seemed like such a sweet and kind person😔

[@siouxempirecoyote8174]

This is so heartbreaking I lost track of her channel during Covid

[@Bjorksbackyard]

That group of “people” are a bunch of monsters. I can’t believe they’d stand by a man who’d do all that to another human.

[@amyboo6220]

RIP Alex. You can’t be bullied anymore. You are safe and i am sure loved. But,you were loved here too and you will be missed.

[@nish3603]

I haven’t watched her in years, what happened? Her style really changed too.

[@BooksToAshes]

@@nish3603check her community tab. She has passed, it’s so incredibly sad.

[@SoupyGal]

@@nish3603she went through a hard divorce and her mental health declined.

[@nish3603]

@@SoupyGal but she was being bullied and doxxed apparently?

[@kimberlybellefontaine1215]

@@nish3603ya I don't understand what's all being said ..

[@LovelyLor]

I never watched this because I tend not to watch uploaded live streams and seeing the title, I figured it wasn’t my business. Only watching now for some sorta understanding and hearing that she has 30+ unedited videos is so sad. I don’t know if anyone from her estate will see this but I would volunteer to edit them, I’m sure plenty of others would to if they would like to release them and if not that’s totally understandable and I’m sure it’s too early to even think about 😭gosh this is still so sad and shocking. Rest Well Alex ❤

[@Zullala]

I know! It's awful to think about bits of her past life just sitting in the shadows. But I totally understand if her family wouldn't be comfortable having more videos uploaded. I hope they can watch her old videos and find some solace in them. This is devastating news

[@annabellew8502]

This is so kind of you. I watched your videos about 10 years ago, I'm glad to see familiar name in the comments

[@sammiehunt9330]

Some of these videos, like her plastic surgery journeys would inform and help so many people.

[@libbybeaton]

For those overseas asking about divorce. In Australia you have to be separated for 12 months before getting an official divorce.

[@Hopischwopi]

I think in germany it`s handled the same or similar. Bascially have to "prove" it`s really over or something like that? Idk.

[@SqueakTheKittehxx]

In New Zealand I think it is 2 years living apart before divorce

[@Hopischwopi]

@@SqueakTheKittehxx two years? That sounds so long OvO.

[@annaswanson5903]

O wow, did not know that. Makes sense why he encouraged Alex to stay in Tasmania

[@lullysmommyify]

In America if u are legally separated for 12 months the divorce is final. Only if it's uncontested.

[@pollyanna5024]

Watching this 5th July 2024 8 hrs after the terrible post sharing your passing. What a horrible loss, I hope you’re at peace. Thank you for bringing joy to a lot of folks’ lives.

[@etheralghost]

She still had so many goals..

[@ashleybarton5045]

So sad😢😢

[@perfectlyqueer1658]

She worked so so hard to create a better life for herself 💔

[@misskitty8376]

He knew he wanted a divorce when he told you to go on ahead of him an look for a place and he’ll join you.He had no intentions of joining you there, just wanted you out. All at the same time manipulating you into thinking that it’s your idea too. You look great. I hope everything works out for you. You one day understand why God didn’t want you there forever.

[@laura_elrew9694]

And now she’s passed 😢

[@idontmindwell]

@@laura_elrew9694it does not feel real 😔😔😔

[@TheKatarinaGiselle]

@@laura_elrew9694😢😢😢

[@mypplantsneedwatered]

this comment is exactly how i feel and this comment made me burst into tears after struggling to cry over this news all day. something about this situation wasn’t normal nor okay and i feel like she deserved the biggest apology 💔😭 rest in peace pink angel 💔😭

[@gfriend4ever939]

This happened to me He didn’t want a relationship with me anymore after 3 years together, we was planning on moving in together and he started his new job bc and all of a sudden he lost interest, he was playing with my head , I was getting sick of playing games so I said do you even want to be with me and he didn’t give me an anwser, he just wanted to me spilt up with him so he didn’t have to guilt of splitting up with me. I’m not really sure if he ever felt sad breaking up with me but oh well

[@paperheart23]

I can’t believe you’re gone… I know people say we can’t have relationships with people online but I will miss you so much. I wish I could’ve been there for you ❤ RIP Alex

[@Oddballkane]

I hope her family keeps her videos on here for us to watch and remember how kind she was and how friendly she was.

[@Haileyjays]

You poor beautiful lady. Divorce is messy, but you could have moved on, you could have met your forever person, you could have had children, you could have made a group of amazing friends, things where clearly overwhelming, you needed more support than you got. I hope you rest in heaven free from all this awful drama. I’m sorry you never got to experience being a mother or having the right person in your life. We will forever miss our pastel goth queen. ❤

[@connieh1396]

what's messy is commenting "you could have moved on" under her video after she passed away. Let her rest in peace, we don't even know what happened to her.

[@Haileyjays]

@@connieh1396 no, we don’t know what happened to her, but I’m saying if she was still here today she could have had a chance at a better life. Her friends were awful to her and she was heartbroken from her divorce, she needed better support back then. I wasn’t suggesting she should have just moved on and got over it, I’m saying she never got the chance to move on from all that drama, never got the chance to meet the right person for her because she passed away so young. We all wanted to see her succeed, she was a truly wonderful woman and her passing has affected me in a way I wasn’t expecting. How she died is no one’s business. I’m sorry if my post offended you, but I think you might be looking at it the wrong way. Alex deserved better in life, she deserved to find her happiness. And however she died, its taken away her chance to do so many things.

[@gill8486]

No. This divorce was more than messy. Don't diminish her experiences.

[@courtneycrnkovich911]

Watching this now hurts so much. I hope you’re at peace where you are now. 🤍

[@MrHerodoto]

The signs were all there unfortunately... So much pain.

[@AF-gd7fh]

I feel like she was abandoned by people who should have been there for her

[@life_is_no_fairytale]

I know you don't want to hear this, but I''m hoping you'll read my entire comment anyways. I've been in a similar situation with someone in my personal life, I told them not to contact me outside of very specific situations. This person kept contacting me anyways. And every message felt like an attack. My sister had to talk me down from multiple mental breakdowns due to this person breaking my boundaries again and again. It took a year or so of complete silence from this person before I felt comfortable giving them another chance. I know our situations are different and I'm not trying to say you're like the person in my experience. I'm hoping by telling you my experience it will help show that I'm speaking from a place of empathy, not accusations. You need to stop messaging Sam. I know you don't want to give up on him and I'm def not saying you should! Not giving up on him can simply mean not blocking him on anything. Right now, Sam has asked for space and the best thing you can do for your friendship is respect that. It doesn't matter if it's only one meme every 2 months or whatever. When someone asks for space but the other party refuses, it only makes the person asking for space pull away more. If you give him some space and time, you might find that he's more willing to hear you out. Anyways, this got really long, sorry about that. I do hope that things get better for you and I'm truly sorry to hear about the divorce.

[@PrettyPastelPlease]

Thank you for saying this to me in such a kind way. I appreciate your insight, and this goes a very long way to help calm me down. So many people don’t realise that approaching someone with calm, non accusatory, empathetic advice is far more helpful than saying something as simple as “just move on”. I really can’t express how much this helped me today. Thank you, from the bottom of my heart ❤️

[@sarahperez4639]

@@PrettyPastelPleaselove this interaction 💛 heads up, buttercup

[@jessicamessicak]

This was worded very well!

[@marieak336]

Beautifully said, with some great advice.

[@account01289]

​@@PrettyPastelPleaseI've had similar difficult endings one that I found very difficult to let go of but she's right. I gave the person space and after years we eventually talked again and reconciled. We are not friends but we are able to talk every so often it was never going to be like it was before shit happened but found closer in the end. I'm so sorry to hear about all this I hope Sam and everyone can see your point of view eventually. Now it's just time to let them be right now you're so strong for getting through all that you have I wish you Soo so much happiness and joy for the future 🙏 bless you, Archie, dogos and all our feathered friends Xx we love you ❤❤❤❤❤

[@sj26843]

“It will hurt one day until it doesn’t” 😢 Beautiful Alex, you’re not in pain anymore .. Rest in peace 🕊️❤️

[@RandomlyBeautiful13]

I'm so sorry about the divorce Alex. After 11 years, while we were looking for a home closer to his job, my partner changed his mind too. Out of nowhere. I can relate. I'm so sorry.

[@KirschKernKannibale]

Damn.. i hope u are ok now

[@theunveileressreginaecaeli5772]

Same. Mine was 9 1/2 years. Dumped me for my clone just 10 years younger, on valentines day - would have been 10 years in September. Wasted my youth, sacrificed my entire 20s to a guy who ended up MARRYING my gaddaym *literal* doppelganger...from 10 years ago. How sick is that. He sold the house I helped renovating by hand over the decade, took her back to her home state of Mississippi, bought them a brand new huge house with the profits from our old one...and now they be playing Ken and barbie in there. You won't see me crying if a tornado hits that place 🙃 Tbh I never wish ill upon others...just, simply only for them to get times 3 whatever they did to me (which, if you treat me right is basically a blessing lol...but if you treat me terribly, well...). Anyways. I hear ya girls, I hear you 😐

[@Dana-rn8se]

Mine changed his mind out of nowhere too. 4 years together, 3 years living together. He regretted it and came back 4 months later but by that time he had hurt me far too much and I had realized I felt better without him.

[@strawb2811]

I was engaged to the person I thought I'd be with forever and I really wanted kids. The hardest part is like Alex feeling that you've "aged-out" of having a family even though you invested in settling down, etc. Like you tried to plan your life out and then wham you have to start again!

[@user-qo7vq6yx8q]

M4les are insane

[@MistySkiess]

I rarely feel this strongly about the death of a person I do not know personally, but this one really affected me. I’ve been watching you for 5 years, including the vlogs, which comforted me a lot to see that someone else went through the same struggles as me. As a result watching you every day on your vlog channel in 2022 you almost felt like a friend. You did not deserve any of this. You were such a ray of sunshine in this world and I’m so sorry others let you down. Your love for the people around you as well as animals really put a glow on your face and it breaks my heart that everything happened the way it did. I hope, if anything, you knew that thousands of people loved and cared for you. I can’t believe this news. I and many others will miss the ray of sunshine you cast over the internet and I hope you’re at peace now. 🩷🩷

[@oogieboogie848]

Do you know what happened to Archie?

[@nowadventuring6780]

As one ADHDer to another, try not to feel guilty about moving on from hyperfixations. You don't owe anyone ending passion for anything, and the fact that it doesn't light up your brain forever doesn't diminish that you loved it and learned from it. It might even be something you come back to or build on with your next interest. That's part of how our brains work, and there's nothing wrong with that. Your viewers aren't your boss and you're not contractually obligated to love plants or to stream on Twitch forever. Sometimes it's okay to be a jack of all trades and a master of none. An award winning concert pianist trapped in a room with an amateur locksmith is still the least useful person there.

[@amara560]

And remember the saying goes "jack of all trades, master of none *but* oftentimes better than a master of one"

[@nowadventuring6780]

@@amara560 I had never heard that bit before! I love it.

[@virrethegreat]

oh so true, i can relate! i often feel like adhd is both a blessing and a curse. but we have to learn to live with it and our family and friends will learn too (if they want to). both me and my son have it and its a struggle, but at the same time its not...

[@BsTheLadynred]

It drives my daughter crazy since I have a lot of projects I'm always working on. I only feel guilty when she has to deal with my mess.

[@unionunicorn6776]

@@BsTheLadynred so well said 💯💯💯

[@cocopops7373]

Also it's so frustrating that everyone turned their back on her . Having to beg the people around you to act like you exist at a time when you feel like you shouldn't is such a heartbreaking thing to go through . If I had someone I loved about who said they couldn't cope alone , no matter what I thought of them , I'd made sure they were ok and I'd alert people in their life

[@AF-gd7fh]

She had been friends with Sam since childhood and he just completely cut her when she needed him most.

[@comefindyou2465]

@@AF-gd7fhdamn.. I wonder why?

[@Zullala]

Right! One of my enemies could reach out to me, telling me they couldn't cope alone and I would go to them. I can't imagine not dropping just about anything to go and be with a struggling friend. I wonder if we are missing something because it's tough to imagine that anyone would just completely cut off a friend like this.

[@annabellew8502]

His messages are so cruel and they've been friends since childhood. I couldn't believe my own ears

[@annsu77]

@@annabellew8502How they treated her is absolutely disgusting. 😢

[@Cc-Beanie]

I have been a follower since the very beginning. My heart is shattered. Should any immediate friends of family of Alex see this, please know that THOUSANDS of us have loved her and have been given so much joy from her over the years. May she rest in eternal happiness and peace. I wish I would’ve known the sadness she was feeling and been able to give her hugs and reassurance. Sending love.

[@cocopops7373]

Been in shock since yesterday . Alex seemed like the most soft-hearted and kind person , I can't believe how much hurt she's been through . So incredibly sad 💔

[@skrittle555]

i've been watching you for so many years now and i'll admit i was worried when you didn't post in so long. i'm so sorry, Alex. but you're looking so much healthier and happier. i think you're far better off. oh and don't feed the trolls. they just feed on negativity because they're unhappy in their own lives. stay strong.

[@etheralghost]

I miss her voice already

[@WiieZ]

Rest in Peace, Alex ❤️

[@purpleeyebrows19]

I loved watching you growing up, I would get so excited when i saw you uploaded your haul videos were always my favourite. I'm absolutely gutted hearing the news of your passing it still hasn't fully sank in to be completely honest. I'm so sorry alex i hope you can rest in peace now 🩷

[@amberlouise86]

Alex😢 I'm so sorry you were failed by people that were meant to support you. I still have your video message to my son with Archie. I'll hold that now as a cherished memory. I'll miss you so so much girl 💖

[@oMyBadHairDay]

Dear Alex, you were loved. May you rest in peace… 🕊️🤍

[@aprillcollins4746]

Doesn’t seem like I have a right to grieve for you but you touched my heart and I’m so sad that you’re gone, I hope you knew how many people loved you and still love you. Fly high beautiful!

[@nickyrankine7321]

She came across as such a sweet, caring person. Her 'friends' and ex failed her so much. RIP ❤

[@jacquelinecasey1361]

It’s not fair to blame others for failing someone with mental illness. They are hurting enough. It does not fall all on their shoulders.

[@livewireOrourke]

@@jacquelinecasey1361 Thank you!

[@AF-gd7fh]

​@@jacquelinecasey1361they abandoned her.

[@c.l4219]

​@@jacquelinecasey1361who had a mental illness?

[@Tilllerlindemann]

@@jacquelinecasey1361bullying and manipulation causes people to make this choice. Stop victim blaming

[@Gelca510]

I went through a really rough divorce when I was younger. He made an excuse to visit family and never came back. We have a daughter together. Hardest thing i went through but I came out stronger, after a lot of healing. You got this Alex, you are so strong and I wish you so much love and happiness. ❤

[@UnBoxLifeWithLori]

I wish she could have held on to the day it didn't hurt again. If you are struggling with a broken heart / broken relationship - believe it or not one day you will wake up and be okay. Heck, you may even wake up one day and the fog of the person you think you can't live without is gone and the sun is shining and smile when you realize you are happier without them. RIP Pretty Pastel

[@kittysparkleeyes]

Poor girl, it just feels like Dan was leading her on for years rather than just admitting that his goals didn't align with hers. Anyone saying that they can't have kids until they pay of the mortgage but then insisting that they stay in a place where they will be paying one off for the next 20 years clearly isnt invested. He clearly never wanted to go to Tasmania and was just holding back the tide on the inevitable incompatibility. I used to watch her content all the time until she went awol. Just incredibly sad to hear shes no longer around and knowing so many people ripped into her when she did nothing wrong :(

[@lianeroux1261]

I remember watching you 5 years ago :(… what happened!? I am so sorry I wasn’t there to show my support.

[@gemmaterror4869]

I discovered your channel about 3 months before my husband left me. (Same reason actually, we planned to move cross country to get me more help with my physical disability and then he decided to leave me to stay in his hometown) watching your content really helped me a lot through my divorce. You are strong and now your community is here for you during this tough time! People were in absolute shock when they found out about my marriage breakdown thinking we were the ideal couple, but no one knows except for you and your ex partner what goes on behind closed doirst

[@NovaDoll]

It’s actually extremely common that men leave their I’ll wives. While women do not. Very sad.

[@brooklynnbailey4356]

​@NovaDoll This. My Aunt gave up her whole entire life taking care of her husband, the day she fell & broke her hip he immediately started deciding which nursing home to throw her in. We thought she was going to d!e in there and she went through hell for almost a year before she finally got able enough to go home & allow me to hospice for her. Her husband is now eaten to the bone with all kinds of cancer that started from lung cancer after smoking nearly his entire life & refusing to quit after they got rid of it the first 2 times. She's gotten back to decent health, cooking & cleaning again while he sits in his chair slowly dy!ng & my husband & I can't help but feel he finally got the karma he's been deserving for a long time. She stayed with him through his drinking & him coming home beating her & their son & a lot of other BS & I will never understand why. Their son even kicked his own dad out of my Aunts house for a while & wouldn't let him come back, but then their son passed away & my Aunt let him back once again because they were grieving their son.

[@sarahcolburn1762]

It’s extremely common for narcissists to discard you when you are broken. Never expect them to be at your bedside when you are sick

[@annsu77]

@@sarahcolburn1762This, so much this. A lot of people don’t realize that some people in their life are like this. A normal and empathetic person would never treat another person like a commodity or an object, and discard them whenever a problem arises.

[@alicialauralucier]

I found you when you were very focused on your fashion hauls and despite having a dramatically different style than you did I was so sucked in by your presence that I religiously watched your videos for years. I don't keep up with twitch or Instagram in general so I had no idea but now I realize that the reason for that is because I relate so much to so many of the things you expressed in this video down to being diagnosed with ADHD as an adult, the disconnection with my body and the way you described the hope and satisfaction from making the choice to resolve it, the way you took the blunt of the blame for the the birds that died, and the way that you are openly expressing the pain and betrayal at the end of your relationship with Dan while respecting his decisions and perspective. I just want to say that I am so, so very sorry that you went through this and to hear of you feeling abandoned by some of the people you loved so much during that experience and that it has continued. I am so glad to hear you've built a new community for yourself and reflecting instead of dwelling. ❤ Also, it pains me to hear that you were so pressured by gossip to share something so private while you were still grieving the end of that period of your life. I'm glad you waited until you had the mental presence available to share, it tells me you are taking care of yourself now.

[@Annabellr]

I was just thinking about you yesterday after not watching for a few years. So sorry to hear that you’re gone.

[@ErinBard116]

Dating and relationships as an AuDHD, asexual person has always been difficult. You’re always thinking there’s something wrong with you, they need more than you can give, you want your own space but they don’t understand, etc. Being single now just seems like the better option.

[@justalittlealien]

This

[@She.Follows.The.Sun.]

Yeah, except my psychiatrists have yet to diagnose me with what I know is obvious about myself.

[@madison.taylor]

100%

[@unionunicorn6776]

@@She.Follows.The.Sun. I’m the same way. I understand how this feels. 💔

[@Abicatxoxo]

I was engaged to a man who I dated for 5 years. He was my life and I fully expected to marry him. He ended up cheating on me multiple times, and while I was completely crushed and heartbroken, I believe he did me the biggest favor of my life. Now it's 5 years later, I have a college degree, a full-time job in my field of study, and I'm starting grad school in the fall. This divorce is going to be your glow up just like my breakup ended up being!

[@maisies515]

Congrats for turning around a bad situation!

[@Tigrinnaful]

I’m sorry you need to go through a divorce, that is HARD when the choice is not on you. But I can tell you this, only very strong people have the courage to show vulnerability like you do here. You answer questions so honest and open, and that’s brave. Not all people can do this. And btw, you look crazy freaking good! 😍

[@PrettyPastelPlease]

thank you so much

[@Pifkie]

@@PrettyPastelPlease Stay STRONG Alex XXX

[@mywadi]

I've been going through my own relationship stuff & this really resonates with me. It is comforting to see you thriving, beautiful, and learning more and more about yourself. It reminds me that whatever happens, I'll be OK. Glad to see you back, Alex. I hope to see much more of you & your journey. ♥

[@girlovecupcake]

Rest in peace with all the birds and lovely animals surrounding you, Alex ❤ I had started watching your content years ago and waking up to the news just felt so empty. :( your joy and openness helped me get through a lot in my life and when you moved I only wished the best for you ❤ rest in peace pastel angel ❤

[@pearshapedbrit]

I'm sorry to hear about the divorce but I'm glad that it seems you are much happier where you are right now- hopefully you guys can sort out the housing situation in Sydney so you can finally buy your dream home in Tasmania and really start your new life- and if you do we would love to see your progress in decorating it

[@moniqueferrecchia6979]

Thank you for taking the time to address this and answer questions. I'm sorry you had to explain your life to strangers, and even more sorry for everything you have gone through. I hope this helps alleviate the speculation and harassment. You're a very strong person and I'm so happy you are in a better place now. I hope you continue to thrive and be happy, excited for what comes next!

[@sw1tchbl4des]

i’ve been watching you for a few years now, and im so sorry to hear about your divorce. i truly hope youre able to heal from that as its not an easy thing to go through. please take care of yourself and never forget how important you are alex

[@caniluna]

this world can be so cruel to those who are different and neurodivergent, you have such a charming, fun and unique soul and all of us who grew up entertained and inspired by you will always carry at least a tiny bit of it in our hearts. I hope you’re finally at peace 🩷🕊️

[@annetheelf8174]

I'm so glad to hear that Archie is doing well and isn't actually hormonally aggressive! I grew up with a mom who hates and it terrified of birds so I've never really felt much for them until I saw videos with Archie in them. He's so cute and talkative and I fell in love! I was so sad when he stopped making appearances in your videos. I don't think I'll ever own a bird because I have cats and I plan on owning quite a few reptiles but I can admire from afar

[@Pifkie]

Archie will appear in videos again in the future I think as Alex visits him regularly.

[@cammieschmidt587]

Where did she take Archie?@@Pifkie Did she rehome him??😞

[@tralala9873]

@@cammieschmidt587no. He is going through behavioural training

[@xlunax3657]

@@Pifkie😢not anymore

[@allibobs666]

Over 10 years later from a similar situation, old friends have come to realise the truth and have come back to me, even some of his family. People apologising and acknowledging the past was so bizarre but very welcome. I have 2 children now, a lot older than I wanted them but they are amazing and well worth the past and the wait.

[@southernsweets8122]

Those were the last words Sam ever said to her and ever will say to her that hurts even me and I’m not Sam… please be careful with your words you never know when you won’t be able to take them back..

[@stace1785]

You’re such a strong and beautiful person! I’m so happy you’re on Twitch now and we can still have you on our screens! ❤ stay strong and times will get better!

[@blanning2058]

You are looking absolutely refreshed and beautiful!! It's never easy when you think you're going to spend the rest of your life with someone then all of a sudden your whole world changes. You're a strong woman and you've got this no matter how hard it seems!

[@rebeccaryancross]

Honestly you coming back right now makes sense. You look amazing and grown up and glowing and I love it.

[@MarionMQ]

I hope you can all move on, without additional internet drama, and carry on for a brighter future. I wish you the best in your new Twitch adventures, it’s already so much fun to participate to your live and interact with you 😊

[@amylarose9089]

I am so happy to see this video today. You genuinely are in a better place. I can see it reflected in your whole demeanor. Much love on your new journey going forward.

[@meggydumplin]

Having experienced something really similar in 2018, losing an 8 year relationship, losing nearly my entire friend group to it...I am so happy to see you thriving right now. Long long time subscriber here, and so glad to see you still doing your thing.

[@sofabedtry]

I watched the stream earlier. Hope you're ok after all the really difficult questions earlier. In awe of your strength and sending lots of hugs. x

[@rebeccalincoln8782]

Alex, I’m so proud to see how far you’ve come over this last half a year. I support you and your future journey. Glad to see you posting on KZbin again.

[@evelynnvernaz]

There are many things that can end relationships but the one that annoys me the most (mainly because I've experienced it myself) is the lack of communication. Having an opinion based on a "he said, she said, they said" is something I'll never understand. I'm so sorry you've had to go through all of that, I definitely know what it's like to have "what is going on?" running through your mind all the time and never get the proper answers but your loss has been on a whole other level. I know we're just followers of your content but we appreciate you and always hope you are doing okay, I wish I could know you in real life, you've always seemed like the kind of person I'd be great friends with. Glad to see that despite the loss you are rising up to have a happy life, we're here cheering you on, even if your content changes to fit your new/true self, because you are the reason we're still here. Sending all the love and support ❤❤❤

[@fairybites]

I’m happy to see you back on yt, and that you’re happier now and doing better. The entire situation seems like such a mess to be in 😔 I don’t understand how friends could just ghost you and not reach out to find out your perspective? You obviously tried to get their perspective on the situation, which says a lot tbh. Wish nothing but the best for you and your pets and your friends 💜

[@actuallywaffles5267]

You look beautiful. Sorry to hear about the stress you've had to go through, but I'm glad you're getting to a new place in life where you feel happy. Keep moving forward. We appreciate you, and we're glad that you're finding your own peace.

[@robertamazzolini6748]

I stopped watching your videos for a while since life happened a bit, but I am so glad to see you again and see that you too are growing. It's really beautiful seeing you change and being more confident as time goes on. I'm sorry for the situation you are facing, hope it doesn't get worse as I'll watch all the video. Wish you a nice day and lots of love

[@missxfaith]

I started watching your channel a few years ago now and I can tell how much happier you are. I’m glad to see that you’ll be continuing posting on KZbin, and I’m going to follow you on Twitch so I can try and catch some of your streams ☺️ I wish you the best in your future endeavors. Much love from Michigan, USA 💛💛💛

[@yunicoorn]

this was an intense live but you did so well! thanks for all your streaming content, I am thoroughly enjoying it and your lovely community

[@cookiedough9844]

You should be so proud of yourself Alex. You've got through the hardest points and now you're going to enter the best points. You got this!

[@LauraBrittain-i4h]

I’ve been in such a similar place to Alex, the abortion pressure when all I wanted was to be a mom (I didn’t end up getting mine), losing friends you swore were family for reasons you don’t understand, losing your animals, home etc. and her and I are the same age, and I have ADHD and OCD. I’ve also come close to killing myself a handful of times and now I have my daughter to live for. I’ve been watching Alex for years and this is really hitting me hard. I really genuinely wish I could’ve had the conversation with her even though I know I don’t know her because I feel like I could’ve explained that even though it feels like you’re already dead inside sometimes, there is such a good chair wake up tomorrow and feel a little bit different and that’s enough to keep trying. I hope she isn’t hurting anymore, I’ve been with a Dan and I’ve had a best friend like Sam who left and I know how much pain she must have been in

[@Asteriaaaa]

You are very strong, Alex. Thank you for being vulnerable and showing your side, I understand PERFECTLY going to the person and asking if stuff is true or what happened or to be helped to understand something I wasn't there to see/hear, and I can only hope your true friends will come to light soon. The gut feeling is so real and maybe this is the perfect opportunity to take it into account in the future. :)

[@KZesty]

I really appreciate you sharing everything but especially the plastic surgery realities. I sometimes consider surgery on my nose but it functions for breathing, so it's really good to hear the reality. I could definitely learn to live with it and not take the risk.

[@raydaysbeautylookout3783]

I came here to say shame on a few people that hurt this beautiful soul while she was still here but I hope they have enough integrity to feel shame for their actions without me adding to it. I just hope her tears are now dry and she’s only smiling and free. She feels can be at peace and can carry on. Lord bring peace, serenity, and wisdom to this situation.

[@TheStorytellersBox]

Dang, I just got to the message screenshots and this is EXACTLY what my friend's ex did to her. He broke up with her and then spun their whole history to make her seem abusive and all of their mutual friends who were his friends first completely believed his story except the few who really knew my friend on a deeper level.... Also in regards to helping understand what's happening to you and why, there are a few times in a woman's life when her spouse or partner is more likely to leave her and it's when she gets sick, and when she becomes financially independent or more successful than him.....which is incredibly telling about some men.

[@ededded]

or, you're just self-centered narcissists. Ever consider that?

[@sophieh1362]

Alex, I have loved you since the 2020 bushfire closet cleanout and its really great to see you so happy thesedays. KZbin is a brighter place with you on it x

[@imsomewhatokaysugar]

I usually find commenting hard because of my mental health conditions, but I just wanted to say that I’ve missed you, Alex. You’re a beautiful soul, and sometimes people are so numbed by the toxicity in the world that they can’t believe that pure kindness and caring can exist in anyone. From one spookily inclined ace lady to another, I’m so damn proud of you for being here. ❤

[@PrettyPastelPlease]

This is so sweet, thank you so much ❤️

[@imsomewhatokaysugar]

@@PrettyPastelPlease you are most welcome 🥰

[@samanthageach3146]

😭

[@xlunax3657]

😮😢😢

[@wonderqueerTT]

I have been following you on IG, I'm glad to see you streaming but more pleased to see you back on KZbin. I hope this means you're returning to KZbin because I love your KZbin videos, I can't cope with live streams. Divorce sucks and I'm sorry you're going through it, I too divorced young but I believe you're a strong woman and will thrive now you have your new life

[@Dani_Calamity]

I'm just happy you're happy and thriving. I subscribed for your personality not necessarily the fashion content or anything else ❤

[@Nyulmenhely]

Missed you so much! Thank you for sharing these extremely hard subjects, I hope You'll receive enough love and support from us to keep making videos. Your presence is so precious! Virtual kisses and hugs!

[@KitsuneBozu1]

Damn Alex. My fiance and I broke up two days ago. We had been together nearly 8 years. It's obviously more complicated than just this, but it's a very similar reason. I have had a yearning to move to a place I love, but he wants to stay where we are. It has been painful and strange, but at the end of the day, hopefully you and I will both be happier in the long run in the places we belong

[@serellie]

Good luck to you. It's hard to see through the grief now, but I too hope you find solace with time. ❤

[@homieo54]

i’m sorry that your marriage didn’t work out but i’m glad you’re feeling better. i truly wish you the best❤️

[@tamerflamson6813]

So happy to see you back I don’t have insta but have been watching you from the beginning your videos make me feel like I’m FaceTiming a friend, so sorry to hear all the trouble you have been having in life but it’s good to hear you are healing and looking healthier in your new life. ❤

[@Xessa82]

As someone who struggles with a lot of mental health issues, I know how hard it can be especially when you go through such horroible things. I'm just so saddened to see that she's gone now. I use to watch Alex's videos religiously but I went through a really tough time a few years back and stopped watching. I had no idea about her marriage ending and how bad things got. It's so sad to see what happened.

[@vincentvermilion5909]

im still not done with the video ive been watching it since it went live and my GOODNESS I really feel for you, Alex it really sounds like you confidently went through this decision while being assured security... then you had the rug ripped underneath you. Ive been watching you since your very first video, and its really heartbreaking to see the people that helped you start this channel treat you poorly. Yes you took on certain responsibilities, but you also entrusted people that assured you that they would supoort you and help you uphold those responsibilities. I hope u heal easy keep takikg care of yourself

[@catieclark2133]

It's nice to see you back and sounding/looking much more confident! I'm sorry people on the internet can be invasive and mean. Hopefully you're doing better!

[@KittyKimono]

So glad to see you back and I'm sorry about what's happened to you in the meantime. Sometimes it's the horrible things that happen to us that really make us. I relate to you more than ever and wish you nothing but happiness x

[@centerofuniverseunknown7857]

It's so good to see you back on KZbin! You have been missed.

[@kai.c05]

I’m sorry about the divorce but you look so much happier!! You’re so brave and we’re all here for you ❤

[@Joyful477]

Rest in peace beautiful. My name is Alexandra as well. I used to watch your videos about Japan and clothes and thought it was so cool how you did all that. Fly high gorgeous nobody can hurt you.

[@aileenthequeen111]

Went through my divorce 2019-2020 and it was the hardest thing I had ever had happen to me in all my 30 years of life. It does get better, just gotta keep using the lessons you are forced to learn in such a horrible way. You look absolutely amazing!!

[@aliceallgrown]

I think it's amazing that you can be so honest. Life is messy. People are messy. It doesn't have to be anyone's fault when things don't work out but as human beings, many people so often just feel the need to blame someone. :(

[@klutzycutie]

She was one of my favorite KZbinrs. I haven’t watched her in a few years but she was always a kind soul. I hope Archie is okay. I hope her family will be okay. My heart breaks for her sweet and kind soul and her family who are dealing with her loss. Ppl are mean and rude to break down someoen who was always kind.

[@DeathMothDesigns]

I have missed you sooo much, you look so well. You've helped me through some dark days, so now it's our turn to help you ❤

[@strawrberrymilkshake4590]

It's so nice to hear from you, I discovered your twitch channel before this video, but Im happy to see and hear you again. I'm sorry to hear you're going through a tough time but I am happy to hear that things are getting better and your health has improived. As someone with ADHD and multiple tattoos of old hyperfixations, I actually think of my tattoos as part of my journey. I may not like the same things, but they are a part of who I have been as part of my journey through life. Yes they are permanent committments, however so is your life and I think it's wonderful to celebrate that. Happy to hear youre thriving in Tassie though. Looking forward to seeing more from you and joining in streams!

[@TinasArtPage]

I’m so sorry about the divorce but I’m happy for you to be in a place where you are happier in day to day life…. Hopefully you both will be able to heal and move forward and live your life in a way that is the best for each of you 💗💗💗💗💗

[@merklingassoc]

Alex, I'm so sorry to hear that you and Dan are divorcing, but glad to hear you're moving on to the healing side. When I saw this video pop-up on my notifications I realized I'd not seen a video in a long time. My first impression is, WOW, how fabulous you look. Your face is fuller and so beautiful. Love the short pixy cut and glad your natural color is back. Whatever your doing is clearly working, you look so healthy, centered and fabulous. ❤❤❤❤❤

[@Gucciblackberry]

Sorry about what happened hun, hope the best for you. Obviously as well for him, I hope nothing else happened, either way. I’m sorry you felt you couldnt heal on your own. It’s okay to take time, you are only human. You’ll feel the time if and when it comes. Am glad you are able to talk about it, THANK YOU and I praise you for sharing. Not that you owe any of us a thing but still, very admirable. Other than that, I’m glad you are well Alex❤ happy to see your face again, I only really follow on here, so I hope to see you again sooner than later but hey, do your thing girl, heal, take time to grow and explore. Just live the moment ✨ And edit, IM SORRY BUT WOMAN TO WOMAN, I’ve been watching for years and I would like to say, your chest look so good hun🥹✨ gORGEOUS

[@ElizabethSotiria]

They managed to extinguish your light..💔 My heart is broken for you, for your beautiful parents who lost their precious daughter & only child, and for your true friends - the ones who didn’t turn their back on you. You will forever be a luminous part of so many people’s lives Alex, we saw you, we loved you.. all of your magic & chaos, your quicks and your vulnerability, your gentle open spirit and your kindness. Already, you are so deeply missed. You deserved better, your dreams weren’t even close to being realised yet, you had so much more life to live and explore, and enjoy. My favourite creator, you felt like an old friend, I can’t believe you’re gone.. Fly high in paradise, angel 🕊️ ..you were too pure for this world

[@sophiebraun1650]

If you are insinuating the drama was the reason she di*d, I would highly suggest you to maybe don‘t do it at this point of time as neither family nor friends have given a statement on the actual cause of death. some comments on ig, reddit and yt mentioned how she stated she had moved past this drama in a recent stream. And all the plans and projects she was excited about for the future. Other observant followers of her streams saw how she wasn‘t doing well physically on her very last stream, likely because of an infection in her nose and/or an underlying cardiovascular issue she allegedly mentioned at one point. Either way, all of this is pure speculation. Unless there is ever going to be an official statement, it is incredibly tasteless to blame current or past friendships and relationships for her passing. Media outlets have taken the cyberbullying by snark forums narrative and ran with it. And while Alex has been trolled and unfairly scrutinized a lot and openly talked about her mental health struggles, we cannot know for sure if that had any play in it.

[@senorelroboto2]

​@@sophiebraun1650it's pretty telling the family put contact info for mental health support in the statement on her death.

[@annsu77]

@@senorelroboto2I noticed that too, very telling. It’s hard not to imagine that the conditions in her life in the past couple of years didn’t play a crucial role in her mental health. They absolutely did, and it was evident.

[@sophiebraun1650]

@@senorelroboto2 Yes, but until it is made public, we won't know for sure. Her parents have posted on FB that they will share more information on her death once they feel ready. I find it disrespectful to condemn former friends and ex-partners "who turned their back on her" as the reason for her passing. People are harrassing her former friends for it, and that is sick. Her mental health has been declining over the years and the internet witnessed that for sure. She was very open about her struggles and many of her viewers connected with that, so the mental health support could have been put up there for those who already struggled and found comfort in Alex' content. We cannot say for sure whether it was sui*ide. Maybe it was. Maybe other aspects of her mental and physical health were the reason. Alex has spoken out about how wild internet speculations on her private life had impacted her negatively. I find it tasteless to now go and blame people she once had friendships with and others who held her accountable for negative behavior as THE reason for her death. Condemn gossip forums and trolls for their harrassment for sure, but until we know what or who was responsible for her death, just don't go around accusing people who are no longer her friends maybe??

[@Hannahlytics]

I am so happy to see you back. Everyone deserves a break especially when they are dealing with difficult situations or struggles. I miss the pigeon and Archie content. I’m I’m sorry you are getting divorced but happy that you have found peace ❤

[@rackncheese]

Hi Alex, I love you to death. Following over the years has always been such a joy, and you've been with me through some of my darkest moments, helping to keep me together. I sent you a DM on insta after you posted that long story about the divorce, but I wanted to reiterate some of that here for you as well. I know what it's like to go through a breakup that costs you everything, and not through any fault of your own. My ex lied about everything about our breakup and everyone just naturally believed him. I know how isolating and heartbreaking that can be, but I'm so SO very happy that you're where you are now, and truly living your best life. You look so happy and are clearly doing so well. I'm so excited to see what amazing things you do from here. 🖤🖤🖤

[@careboss13kendall19]

I felt ace when I was with my husband and we divorced and I met my wife and Im not ace anymore so turns out I was a lesbian 😂

[@unionunicorn6776]

Comphet is a b

[@karcavida3250]

I haven't watched your videos in a while, so this news about your divorce hit me like a truck. I guess you might not be doing too well at the moment, but I'm sure you'll recover after a while with the help of your friends and pets. Send lots of love to Archie. ❤

[@JennaGetsCreative]

I'm so sorry that your marriage didn't work out. You seem to be reaching a point where you're happy and confident in yourself, and I'm happy to see that, even though it's clearly been a very rough road getting here. Whatever you end up doing with this channel, I'll be here! I've followed on Twitch now, though I rarely remember that I can go watch people over there 😅 (Kinda like how I'm on several Discord servers I love but I go weeks at a time where I forget Discord exists.)