Am I Okay?

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[@marieparks5674]

Girl, you give the kids boxed Mac n cheese and hot dogs every day until you can do different. Give yourself grace.

[@sahpem4425]

I lost my baby a year ago. It’s okay to not be okay. Sometimes it is all you can do to get through the day.😢

[@eileen8433]

🩷🌷I am sorry🩷🌷. May peace be with you.

[@catherineb5066]

I'm so very sorry for your immeasurable loss.Take care of you.🙏💝🕊

[@valanasha1135]

So sorry for your loss. 😢

[@tawanajackson5545]

Our hearts and prayers are with you and your family. Blessed Be My Sister ❤

[@jennjones5835]

Yes!

[@sharonthompson7101]

Jamerrill, if any of your viewers are "mad" at you for returning to grocery pick-up,etc. then they are not your "true YT friends." Walk a mile in your shoes. You do what you can today, then start again tommorow. I also wanted to say that you look pretty in this video. Please take care of yourself. We will wait for your next video, whenever that may be... ♥️ and 🙏from 🇨🇱

[@Jenna-Roo]

Beautiful woman ❤

[@AlyssaWolverton]

We need 1000 more Jammerills letting us see the real and raw parts of life. So inspiring to see someone realize their season of life and adjust. You are inspiring all of us mommas to be kind and gentle.

[@heatherbadger5493]

Proud of how you are handling everything. Sometimes life sucker punches you and all you can do is survive it. You’re a great momma and person - don’t let nay-sayers get you down.

[@gloriadavidson8599]

👏👏👏👏👏

[@TArnold1234]

Lordy Mercy…you get your chicken nuggets on and don’t you feel one bit guilty!! You’re not failing at anything. You’re surviving during a really tough season. Take your time and we’ll be praying for you and your family, Jamerrill. And Walmart pickup is the greatest thing ever, is it not?! Luv u! ❤️❤️❤️

[@mac5houstonatgmail]

I hope I’m not to late to comment…. Can you remember a time in your life that seemed simple and easy to get through a day? Is there any way possible you can recreate most of that lifestyle? How did you delegate so you won’t be overwhelmed? I know everyone is willing to help you because they love you. But they need you to be up front with what you want done for you. Just a reminder that God Loves You just like you love your kids. And so do we.

[@theshepherds2846]

My new favorite saying is please meet me where I am, not where you think I should be. Life has a way of smacking you around a bit, and you take your time getting through this season. We’ll meet you wherever you are, and be glad to hear from you whenever.❤️

[@ginamcgrew9955]

I'm so glad you posted today. I was thinking of and praying for you 💕 please don't push yourself for your viewers. We'll be here whenever you are ready. God is in control of your channel and he will prosper you during this nearly unbearable season. Praise God for grocery pick up!! He always provides. You are so loved friend. Just go easy on yourself.

[@julianine6464]

You are not failing!!!!! You are an amazing woman, wife, mamma, daughter- all the things!!!!!! I appreciate you and how you share so much. You give so much love and hope to me as I watch you walk through life. It really makes me feel I can make it through my hard days as well! I pray God blesses you and your family.

[@ginnamagda5810]

Hey Jamerill. I know you don’t know me as I’m just a viewer and love your adventures ,but I was watching Becky tonight and suddenly you popped up. I’ve been praying for you and your family. You do look wonderful and it’s always a pleasure to watch your videos. Keep strong stay safe continued healing in your heart and Jesus Loves you so much.

[@cynthiagilbert]

Amen

[@ginnamagda5810]

Yes. I enjoy watching her videos as well

[@lindadhill]

Shows how much she loves her kids, to miss one she never knew is probably unbearable. You can be okay,

[@TLadret]

During the beginning of my “mental health crisis”, my household started to fall apart so I decided to have my teen go through my pantry and for extra credits at school(and of course to help mom) he created an excel inventory spreadsheet based on my existing shelves and used it as a grocery list which he would fill out for me when I was placing a grocery order. He would then put the groceries away when they arrived with the ‘rotational method’ (FIFO). Anyhoo, it sure helped this momma and I think it was a good lesson for him as well. Xoxoxo ❤️🇨🇦❤️

[@cathybuchmiller4773]

Sweet Jamerrill, you have been dearly missed, and your update was so appreciated. Your priority is taking care of yourself physically, spiritually, and emotionally. Timeframes for healing do not exist, so do what feels right for you. One hour, one day at a time. Focus on the next step, not the mountain. What matters to the Lord is not where you get your bread and yogurt, it is the gratitude to Him for having bread and yogurt. Supporting stores of any kind, for any reason, helps employment for the local community and makes your life easier. It gives you space to focus your time and energies on yourself and your family. The family will be fine. They do not love you because of your amazing skills, they love you for your heart and sweet spirit. Preserve your heart and well-being first. Prayers to you.

[@setapart6937]

Beautifully said!

[@nancyparker8363]

Healing takes time! Take good care of your self and your loved ones!!

[@janicecafarelli3536]

Love to hear you being so real. We have been in a rough season here also so totally understand. Thoughts and prayers that things get easier soon for you.

[@lylymongeon]

If you want to save your starter in case of a catastrophe, you can dehydrate some and rehydrate it later. Is also a good way to gift it through the mail to family/friends, etc.

[@annswann1941]

Recognizing where you are and giving yourself grace is a hard step. Jamerrill you are succeeding in that step. Just know that there’s many of us loving you, supporting you and praying for you through every season you are in ❤

[@sdunger5901]

Thank you for sharing this difficult season. I'm sure it is helpful to many. My prayers are with you and your family.

[@nanna12crhil66]

I am 66yr old single grandmother, I've followed you about 4 yrs because I love what you do. I have picked up tips & tricks from you. Mostly I just enjoy what you do & like listening to you talk. I've never experienced what you are going thru & I am so sorry you have to go through this. You don't have to worry about us. We love you & will always be here for you. Your family will be fine with whatever you feed them. We love you

[@shannonmccann3814]

It's okay not to be okay and nothing wrong with taking time to heal. Enjoy what left of summer with family 😊.

[@gloriadavidson8599]

So GOOD to SEE YOU GIRL ❤❤❤❤ You are looking so MUCH better 😊😊😊 We will all be here when YOU are ready to film again no worries Lot's of love 💗💗💗 from the UK x

[@heathersmeather]

Sweet Jamerrill, life is just so precious and always changing. My thoughts on food and emergency storage is this. Not all emergencies in life are financial, health related, natural disasters, etc. Sometimes that extra in the freezer and storage can be for a different sort of emergency, like our mental or emotional health, or just a change in season of life until we’re able to get back to it. Just take care if yourself and your precious family. 🥰

[@amandawilliams5219]

I didn't think it was possible for me to ❤Jamerill more. My heart is broken for your loss and I have been praying for your sweet family. Thank you for trusting your community enough to share these very difficult times with us. As a Mama that has lost a baby and a grandma that has lost a grandchild, this means so much and just shows us that we are not alone in our struggles.

[@rainbowmummabeardoinglife6741]

Sending hugs as a mum who has lost 11 of my babies over 20 years everyday gets a little easier u never forget but the little ache u have doesn’t hurt as much I’m lucky to have 5 children who have helped heal my heart massively but take everyday as it’s own u will be up and down and that’s ok something silly mite make u upset and that’s ok too sending hugs on your healing journey ❤❤

[@cutesybunny3360]

👍😥🙏❤️

[@kittyrichards9915]

You are strong and courageous

[@angelahandy4119]

🤗🤗🤗🤗

[@leamacleod5903]

Take care of your self. Take your time getting your health back as you are ready

[@navarrefamparanormaladvent4066]

I live with severe mental health issues and I understand sadness and grief. Take all the time you need, cry all you need, feed the kids quick stuff and give yourself time! We all love you ❤️

[@angelakrapf2801]

I've been praying for you and your family. We don't always understand God's plan, but thankful we can rest in His goodness and grace. I'm a mom of 5 (homeschooled for awhile but taking a break this year and sending them to Christian school). So not really a large family, but you have been such a blessing to watch. Your honesty and vulnerability is so encouraging and has given me so much joy, I feel like you are a friend.

[@lesley-annmaggs15]

Lovely to see you Jamerill. Always a blessing!! Keep going my darling.... it's a hard path but you will get through it in your own good time, in your own good way with the Lords help!! We are all here with you!! Thank you for taking the time to update us all!! Much love Lesley-Ann xX ❤

[@robinmason9959]

You looked so pretty in your video, take care of yourself. No one cares that your placing Walmart orders, make it easy on yourself, just take care of you, grieve and do whatever you need to do, I’m praying for you 🙏🏻💕

[@angelique58]

It is nice to see you are doing better. Grief is a poignant reminder of love. I lost my older son 8 years ago in a motorcycle accident. He was 38. Even today, I have those moments when all the wind goes out of my sails.😔 But, I know my Danny is with Jesus and I will see him again. Praying for you, my little sister in Christ.🙏✝️👆🕊❤

[@nunyabiznizz5619]

I've read the opposite of "easy peasy, lemon squeezy" is "stressed, depressed lemon zest." It's ok to be either.

[@lyndalouk]

This has been a rough summer for me with terrible chronic health conditions so I really feel for you. Thank you for sharing your struggles and how you handle this season of your life. It makes me feel so much less alone. Your videos feel like a visit with a good friend. Thank you, Jamerrill 💖

[@shellitrowbridge1155]

Hope you are feeling better soon.

[@leaterry1504]

Praying for you and Jamerrill both!

[@angelahandy4119]

❤❤❤❤

[@milisaspencer6744]

Jamerrill your in my thought and prayers. We love you and are glad your taking time for your self to rest mentally and physically.❤️

[@christie724]

Dont worry about putting out videos....and please don't say or feel like you are failing in anyway!You do you and take care of yourself first and foremost! This is exactly why we all love you! So often social media can make us feel less than.... or like we are failing... but you are such a true and genuine soul, and you keep it real. Thank you so much for being you and for being so real! God bless you Jamerrill! We LOVE you ❤ Sending prayers for you and yours ❤

[@tolohuexochitl3]

THIS !

[@carolbrand6566]

Glad you are taking time to heal and come to terms with your loss Jamerill.💐🦋

[@DD-jz2tv]

I feel your grief and sadness you are working though at the moment and I pray you continue to heal and find blessings in the otherwise not so great situations. Thank you so much for showing the grace you have for yourself at the moment, it’s something I certainly need to hear. It’s truely ok to not be ok and it’s ok to take the time you need, however long that is.

[@LorenePierce-xy3hp]

Somebody else said this and I just want to re-emphasize that YOU LOOK BEAUTIFUL!! I was so happy to find this video today. I am so glad to hear your bright voice and your cheery disposition. Walmart pickup is my savior. I am 71 and have recently been diagnosed with AFIB on top of having 4 autoimmune diseases. You are never going to get anything negative from me about having to do what you have to do. Selfishly, I want you to continue with your videos and teaching us good things, so my only concern is that you be able to continue…but I did say selfishly…. I have been and will continue to pray for you and your family. There is a whole big “family” of all of us that love you and are cheering for you every day❤️

[@KoriLazarus]

So happy to see you! Wishing and praying for the best for you and your family! ❤

[@towadiwayajameson7487]

Good to see you Jamerrill! Continued prayers to you and yours! Have missed you but totally understand the need to keep healthy both physically and mentally. Big hugs girl!

[@ChandraDePriest]

So glad you are doing ok. Self care and healing is so important.

[@gretchenshafer8087]

I really admire how you give yourself so much grace. You are giving yourself time to breathe during this hard season and learning what can go on the back burner. As moms we often feel like we have to do it all but I really admire your pure honesty. You are a great mom and I'm glad you are teaching us all that it's not "all or nothing. " If we need to step back in a season, everything will still be ok! You always gind a way to keep your kids and family at the center of it all! Much love from Minnesota ❤️

[@yvettegerry9862]

So glad to see you’re doing better, miss you but take your time we will be here! Prayers for you and your family! 🌸🙏🌸

[@chavons8537]

I would love to see a big freezer cooking video especially since it will benefit your family most now. Thank you so much for an update today! It's so lovely seeing updates from you ❤️

[@arieknight7476]

It’s so great you were able to bless a family with the birds….. what a beautiful Gift from your family

[@christyhulsey2854]

It’s so good to see your face! You are a gem for sharing the highs and lows of life. Continue to give yourself the grace and space you need at this time. Prayers and love to you and your family.

[@fadingdandelion4792]

Prayers.happy thoughts and hugs too you and your family. Your channel is so inspiring..

[@leaterry1504]

So good to see you. Thank you for sharing this with us. You are loved, lady! Praying for you! Take time to grieve and heal. We will be here praying for you.

[@ashleymoffat8603]

Thank you for sharing your ‘heart season’! Gives me grace for myself in my own heart season! Thank you!

[@shirleybenson4368]

Your self care, in your season is wonderful. Kind and gentle. Hugs

[@ChefKristea]

Still sending so much love and prayers your way. I had a conversation last night with a friend about tough seasons & our personal battles with depression and something she said to me during a very bad day still resonates. I was upset that I couldn’t do a lot that day due to the heaviness of my depression and she said to me “hey, you got up and went to the eye dr today, you did something. If all you did today was go to the restroom or hydrate your body, you did something today. Focus on your small wins” This too shall pass and I hope it encourages you. If all you did today was pour several bowls of cereal for your kids, that’s ok they still ate. ❤ You are so phenomenal and hard working and there are days your videos got me through some really hard days of depression. So I will continue to pray for you and support you no matter how many videos you’re able to make weekly. Do what you can daily and give the rest of what’s on your heart to God. I pray he gives you peace. Be encouraged ❤

[@jeanz3622]

Wonderful to hear from you. You are an inspiration to us; as life sends us unexpected events we need to give ourselves the grace to understand limitations. Thank you.❤

[@lousylou]

You know what matters, feeding your family. That’s what matters. Take care of you and get done what you can when you can. I hear you!!!!! I’m a 40he/week UR nurse work at home mom, I homeschool, I do all of our religious Ed at home, I do our field trips, Im a ranch wife & I try to keep my body healthy. It’s a lot mama, it’s a lot! We go through seasons where I cook from scratch and bake and can. Some stages I throw tomatoes in the freezer like hockey pucks. Do what you can!

[@st.francis-homestead]

Just starting out here on youtube outselves but have watched you for years! We send all the love and prayers up for you. Thank you for all you do!

[@10KidsandAGarage]

Everything about this video is fabulous! Thank you for sharing how life really is. Jamerrill you can let things slide especially when you have gone through so much this year. Your a great mom, and inspiration to many.

[@elliesherwood4947]

I’m feeling everything you are saying ❤ You are doing the very best in this season . Thank you for sharing , from one large family mama to another 🫶🏼🙏

[@alizaterrell7607]

Thank you for taking the time to touch base with us. During your time of healing and reflection please know that we are sending Love and Prayers for you and your family. This viewer will be here whenever you can be back. ❤️❤️❤️

[@craftynanatracy3108]

Was so nice to see you sweetie. I'll continue you in my prayers as you continue to recover. Love you much, blessings upon you and your family ❤️❤️🙏🙏

[@Hjertehjemme]

Blessings from Norway ❤️🙏🇳🇴 Life usually never goes as planned - so thank your for sharing your life (the ups and downs) ❤️‍🩹

[@btolson66]

❤ sending love and hugs. Lot's of continued prayers 🙏🙏🙏 I've been watching you since the beginning and I feel blessed to know you through here. All the phases of life are definitely seasons of adventure and I have felt that I have learned a lot from them. I've been given wisdom, strength and peace from being able to hear your Q and A vlogs and day in a life ones. Thank you sweetheart for staying grounded in your faith and for your continuing presence on KZbin

[@annmarieharris4471]

Please don't say you are failing at anything. You are healing. Everyone deserves time to heal and everyone's time to heal looks different. God bless you and your family.

[@albennett9504]

good to see you - i did think of you a few times and thought hope your doing ok. just goes to show how connected regular viewers feel to you. Take time to just be ......we are here when you are ready to resume normal videos. All the best

[@sarahgrumbine4327]

We love you so much! You’re so strong and mourning and taking time for your family and yourself only shows you’re strong enough to make the right decisions for you and the family. 💜

[@annlucier4037]

Continued prayers as you move through your recovery journey🙏🏻

[@ashleyayala3256]

You do you! Take all the time you need to get your spoons back! You are such an honest, true to yourself human and we are here for it! ❤

[@jennywagner2448]

been thinking of you... glad you're taking it slow and caring for yourself! the seasons are always changing and will for you when you're ready! ❤

[@nepa_cat_wrangler]

You do you. We're here for whatever that may be. ❤

[@alanawemple6074]

You are such a blessing! Even when you are going through your own valley you can help someone else reach their mountain top.❤

[@lauraguggenberger6980]

Blessings and hugs to you. Take care of yourself. We will all be here whenever you want to share.

[@celiawiggins3161]

I've missed you. So glad you are feeling better. Take your time to heal and know that you are loved. ❤

[@oliviagarrison]

Love ya, Jae! So happy to see you’re thriving and being gentle on yourself.

[@lorimonson7643]

You are the Queen of grace. Thank you for sharing your journey. Many blessings 💜

[@angelabutler1808]

Praying for you . Seriously not just saying it . Those hard seasons are so dang hard . Take your time and take care of yourself . We are all standing in the gap for you

[@raisingrainbows6860]

Know that we are with you. You’re amazing putting one foot infront of the other in this season of life. Giving yourself grace is the only way. We adore you xx

[@olgalewis6661]

Whatever gets you through this situation! You will keep on keeping on! Hugs to you! much love! xxx

[@jessicarupert8815]

You are such a gracious example for me, Jamerill. We have been in a season of survival mode for awhile over here and I haven't had the bandwidth I used to even a little bit. This was a wonderful encouragement to me to be kind to myself too. I appreciate you so much showing up here and blessing us all! ❤

[@AngelaNewcomb]

We’re just happy to see you pushing through. No one actually cares if your garden isn’t perfect or your still shopping at a store. I don’t have a garden and I live in an apartment and yes I do shop at a store. Love you and your family, stay safe and big hugs from Iowa!

[@lisalucchese4221]

You are such a role model and I'm so happy that you do what you need to do. It's a great reminder that sometimes it is not "the season" for something and we can just get by doing something else. Thank you. Hugs.

[@pattynelson305]

You are allowed to have the feelings for as long as you need to. Thanks for being real and so honest. Hugs.

[@margaretgarner853]

I love you, Jamerrill! Prayers for complete healing.

[@lindsaymorris786]

Wish I could give you a big hug and make everything ok. Prayers for you and your family. We love you and will be here when you are ready to come back❤

[@WandaJEaton]

You’re such an inspiration and we will continue to follow you until you’re ready to get back to your regular schedule. God bless you and your family.

[@rosiewilliams2362]

Sweet Jamerill I’m so happy to see a video from you today. I’ve been concerned about you. Jamerill no extra pressure is needed in your life right now. You just do what you can and do it one day at a time sweetie. You give and pour out so much to everyone but please take care of your needs FIRST. You take all the time you need to get refocused and resettled in your mind and heart. Your followers love you and we aren’t going anywhere. Grace abounds. I’ll be praying for you dear sister. God bless you. ❤🙏🏼

[@roszcutler9724]

Thank you for sharing Jamerill. It was nice to see you and I continue to pray for you and your family. Remember one day at a time sweet lady 🤗

[@DB-18]

You and your family are always in my prayers ❤

[@kyliestark7356]

I so feel for you. I was never able to have children but have so much sadness for every baby lost . Sending you hugest hug xxx

[@nancy.sogladtoseeyourposts473]

I am so happy you are taking care of YOU!!! There is a never ending list of jobs that you do, and a strong and healthy YOU is needed to complete these jobs!!! Blessings to you and your family!!❤

[@MyFullHouse2011]

Please take your time and be kind to yourself, we will all be here when your ready. Every season is different and we’re here to support you! God Bless you and your family!🙏💕

[@lynnd6305]

You are so precious to me. You inspire me. Even in your hardest seasons, you help me so much. You are such a blessing in my life.

[@juliemunroe8942]

Lovely to see you Jamerrill , sorry you are struggling right now *hugs* xxx

[@sarabyrd9708]

Thanks for talking with us. Take care of yourself. 💕🙏🏼

[@mistythompsen4719]

Your giving yourself grace, is encouraging me to give myself that same grace in my different circumstances of life. Thank you for being so honest with where you are right now. Praying for your family and recovery in this season of life.

[@GardeningLady]

So good to see you Jamerill. With or without videos i continue to think about you daily. Your health is the most important to me. Prayers will continue. God bless you and your family to heal completely.

[@MegaBpop]

I am so glad you are real and show your true side of emotions. there is a time for everything. It is very important we don’t skip the time to grieve. You showing us that you are normal helps the rest of us to also speak up when we are down. Take all the time to grieve or whatever you want to do. 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼

[@NatachaKemp]

Keep on keeping on Jamerrill. Thank you for being transparent and honest. It helps us realize we are not alone. 💙🌹🦋

[@judycoulter4556]

Hi sweet lady. It’s so nice to hear from you. You are such an amazing woman and mama. Just remember that it’s ok to do what you need to do to feed that glorious family of yours. You are always going above and beyond for everyone and your loved ones know that too. I hope life gets more on an even keel for you. Love and blessings to you.

[@georgianative5735]

It’s so good to see you! I have been missing you. Please continue to give yourself grace. You are looking lovely in red. God bless you & your family.

[@pentatonya1778]

Take your time J! No pressure. My saying: “Things will get done when they get done… no sooner, no later!” I appreciate your candidness & sharing. Been praying for ya. 🤗😘

[@mamallama903]

Good to see your smiling face. Continued prayers for you & your family during this rough season. 🩵

[@vickylynn5536]

I hope you’re doing well!!! I miss your videos so much! Your what put the normal back in my life!

[@sasha257]

Bless you, I don’t think anyone could ever be angry with you love, you do what you need to do to get through, love and big hugs to you and your beautiful family xxxx

[@DebraKopera]

So happy to see your new video Glad that you are feeling better Sending Prayers