Ambient & Melancholic Cry of Fear music (w/ Wind & Rain Ambience)

"I've always felt alone. My whole life. For as long as I can remember. I don't know if I like it or if I'm used to it, but I know this; being lonely does things to you. Feeling sh** and bitter and angry all the time just... eats away at you..."
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0:00 - Brandon
5:10 - Crow
9:04 - Lonely
11:27- Dark City
15:43 - Snow
18:13 - Anxiety
21:19 - Hate Life
23:15 - Nothing Left
25:23 - Sophie
29:37 - Heaven
32:36 - Thoughts
35:29 - Calm
37:18 - Everything Hurts (Reversed)
39:14 - No, No, No
41:47 - First Station
44:04 - Not Anymore
45:46 - It's Over
49:02 - Sometimes
52:31 - Conclusion
55:34 - Never
56:33 - Train Stations
59:09 - Better Luck Next Time

[@TeamPsykskallar]

Very nostalgic hearing this, thank you for putting it together /Andreas

[@revisjames]

Hey Andreas, love your music man!

Thank you for making a fantastic horror game, Cry of Fear was very touching to me when I played it (as I'm sure it was to a lot of people here). So thank you and the team for giving us such a unique experience

[@eqxuire]

honestly cry of fear itself was a horror masterpiece, the music added just made it so much better.

[@macaia284j]

Thank you for Cry of fear:) Do your team have any idea for games? Cof2? Aom2?

[@TheONLYFeli0]

will your team ever come out with a new horror game? i love afraid of mosnters and cry of fear is an amazing game

[@iluxa-4000]

Cry of Fear has a very special place in my life. Since the early age I've been showing signs of depression, and as I grew older, it became worse. A lot worse, to the point that at the age of 22 I tried to kill myself, jumping out of my window. Sometime before it happened, I found the Cry of Fear, and it just hit too close to home. I felt exactly like Simon - alone, depressed, anxious and full of problems. Every time he went through sorrow, pain, stress - I felt it too. And the fact that 3 out of 4 endings in the game lead to the suicide of Simon... yeah, I felt it too. I was listening to the OST every single day, crying and just hoping that tomorrow I won't wake up. It was miserable to say the least. But, the story doesn't end there. I survived the jump - broke my back, legs, arms, basically everything. But I didn't die, and after spending months stuck in bed (I'm almost fully recovered now) I realized - life is worth living. The depression shows its ugly face from time to time, it's not completely gone, but I fight it now, and there's no chance I will come back to that dark place again. I still listen to the OST from time to time. Not to grieve like I used to, but because the music is an absolute work of art, and it reminds me of how strong I am now, of how much I went through to get to where I'm at rn. "I think this is a good time to close this book. It has changed my life forever"

[@then35t18]

Wow, beautiful

[@markschroder1663]

Glad to hear it,please never give up the fight

[@Semper_]

I've seen you before, many times. In Cry of Fear OST comments, I'm so glad that you're getting better friend.

[@iluxa-4000]

@@Semper_ most of my comments left there are probably cringe as hell :D But I really was in a dark fucking place, and I'm glad to not be that person anymore

[@ilyaanon8066]

The thing is: I was diagnosed by my psychiatrist firstly with bipolar disorder, but then she changed my diagnosis to borderline personality disorder, and as she said to me there is no way to get rid of, only to ease symptoms with meds and go through therapy to minimize risk of suicide. And sorry for my cringe story, but it feels like there is no way to get out of it. Whats even point to stay living if you are chronically mentally ill? Seems like the real option is only suicide, like Simon did :D Sorry, just wanted to sound off and share. (and yes, this music is so fucking great)

[@W0lfgan9]

only chads cry themselves to sleep whist listening to the cry of fear soundtrack

[@GarryTale]

Only chad expload a doctor head with is foot

[@34-dihydroxyphenethylamine8]

I can't cry

[@DIOsbrand]

I cry of fear

[@magicfishmanscholarofthegr5875]

I work 12 hour night shifts without a single day off in two weeks now. This mix is the only thing keeping me sane.

[@a_8532]

same situation, take care.

[@magicfishmanscholarofthegr5875]

@@a_8532 We're gonna get through this mate.

[@vladimirstupnitskiy7793]

читая комментарии, я поражаюсь, что люди в таком раннем возрасте играют в эту игру и понимают, что они не одни такие. а также игра действительно описывает те моменты в жизни, которые прям берёт за душу. благодаря данным саундтрекам и людям, написавших свой опыт с игрой и жизнью, что задевает даже меня. я рад, что игра может помочь людям разобраться в себе

[@flakey6988]

Such a specific vibe. Dark and lonely but also really nice and comforting. I hadn’t realized how good the soundtrack for this game was when I first played it. This is great

[@badbuddha93]

It sounds how taking heroin feels.

[@drexcarratala5290]

Dark City just hits soooo different, seriously captures how loneliness feels to a painful degree

[@Ibbelino]

Playing dark city late at night walking in Stockholm city alone really hits different. If you live in Stockholm, I highly suggest doing this.

[@tarabelle7716]

any city really, the street lights have you now

[@joakimberg7897]

Yes

[@smellsknight]

Well if you're in Stockholm, you can find places from the game since most of them are from real life

[@pink3rt0n]

if you live in stockholm i highly suggest not going outside

[@Ibbelino]

@@pink3rt0n If you live in Malmö i highly suggest moving to Stockholm.

[@Oaklyym]

When I was a little kid, I would pass of things as normal. When I grew older I began to realize things that I had been through. I developed PTSD through having to live with my meth head dad for half a year and it was awful. He burned me with a cigarette, called me weak, and he even had drug parties in the same house that I was sleeping in. I believe that is the reason why I absolute despise it when I touch someone I don’t 100% trust. This OST reminds me of some of those traumatic memories, but it gives me motivation; it reminds me how I overcame that. I still suffer from anxiety, depression, and PTSD. I’ve almost attempted suicide, but I stopped myself. I sometimes feel like I am trapped in a haze, a bubble of my own emotions in which I can’t seem to escape. The memories, the people who hurt me, the people I’ve lost, the pain, still hurts me to this day. I sometimes want to cry my eyes out, but I hate crying. I am nonbinary because of the way my dad treated me, I feel like it’s another way to try to relieve that pain of being mocked and teased about being weak and not man enough.

[@arumih-6630]

Te amo personita que a pesar de todo sigue luchando

[@AfaroX8]

I hope you can find all the necessary help, stay strong, buddy.

[@_b4ne]

Hey man..I know im kinda late here, but I just wanna tell you that you are strong for going through that and still being here, and im so sorry for what happend to you... Life puts us through a lot of problems and challenges, to test our mental..life will throw you to the floor and make you feel miserable sometimes, thats true... ive had some struggles when I was young aswell... My parents would always be arguing, my dad was too immature to take care of me and sometimes had abusive behaviour when I was younger. One of the few memories I have about one of those abusive interactions was him putting a pillow over my head when I was 6 or so to stop me from crying after he had made my mom cry. My grandparents and my mom's brother used to have a lot of conflict regarding my mom and dad relationship, because she was always delusional trying to make the "perfect family" and never leavijg my dad, going as far as them saying that my mom was dead to them... She attempted $ú|cide twice because of all of that...alongside my dads abusive behaviour... I dont remember much about when I was young, and its probably due to that.. Ive also struggled a lot with mental problems that I didnt know I had, that ive only been recently diagnosed this year... Ive been feeling a lot better now. My parents are divorced, but its not a bad thing. My dad has changed a lot as a person for the better, my grandparents support my mom more than anything, and ive been getting a lot of help from doctors, friends and family.. So yeah, in conclusion, life puts you through a lot of shit...and a lot of people seem to not understand you or not "care" about what you feel, but trust me, theres a lot of people who care about you and love you. Stay strong... I love you 🩷

[@biblicallyaccuratelizzie]

I discovered Cry of Fear during the pandemic. I was 17, and my first love (I'm not with him in a romantic way, but we are really close friend today because we've been through so much together) was home with me, and we played this game together late at night. I remember being really affected by the ambiance of this game, something really touched my soul and maked me feel in a unique way I never felt with anything else. Cry of Fear have a really important place in my life, and I guess I never related so much to a sensation then this strange feeling of struggling to come home in a dark and hopeful city that feel so empty and dangerous. I use to feel exactly like Simon in some of my dreams during this period, stuck somewhere, unable to come in my sweat home in an interminable cold night. But now I have a really different point of view in life, I found something to waking up for and I have a lot of people that I love around me (friends, lover, and family), and I feel very grateful for all the beautiful human experiences I've been able to share with those people. I'm so grateful to always be so close to my first love because he his a really important person to me, and we are so attached to eachoter. Oh, and I also discovered DSBM, witch make me think a lot about this game (especially LifeLover). Anyway, I wich everybody here is doing good, and have found some sense in life. If it's not the case, don't be to rude to yourself and allow yourself to stay in "the abysses" when you don't feel like trying to be happy. I think happiness is going to come anyway, when you least expect it. But don't take this extra step and hurt yourself further than you should be please. Always stay empathic and kind to others people, you don't know what they're going through to. Idk, it was my goofy take of the day (excuses my bad english i'm a frenchie) Love :))

[@moonTerfixx.]

Oh… EUGHH.. French

[@w1tc4]

I remember putting brandon and crow on my pc, while me and my ex laid in bed together. Now I listen alone.

[@ratare40]

Sorry to hear that. Hope you'll find the love of your life. Waiting for it ain't the easiest thing, but for people like you it'll surely happen. Just be patient and be ready to work hard for something like that, but all the effort would eventually pay for itself.

[@monstruitocris1178]

For a really dark and depressing game, this ost is weirdly calm and beautiful, almost relaxing

[@CassieCassCass]

i dont want to sound edgy, the whole cry of fear pack (the OSTs, story and gameplay) is making me feel things. I relate to Simon a lot. But seeing lots of people romanticize his mental state and actions is really making me question myself where the hell am I living. I really wish to find someone I could freely express my feelings to without feeling the guilt and disgust later on

[@geojoco8434]

u ok

[@CassieCassCass]

@@geojoco8434 just hanging around :))

[@geojoco8434]

@@CassieCassCass all in le head

[@TheSBieSieal]

real

0:00 - Brandon 5:10 - Crow 9:04 - Lonely 11:27- Dark City 15:43 - Snow 18:13 - Anxiety 21:19 - Hate Life 23:15 - Nothing Left 25:23 - Sophie 29:37 - Heaven 32:36 - Thoughts 35:29 - Calm 37:18 - Everything Hurts (Reversed) 39:14 - No, No, No 41:47 - First Station 44:04 - Not Anymore 45:46 - It's Over 49:02 - Sometimes 52:31 - Conclusion 55:34 - Never 56:33 - Train Stations 59:09 - Better Luck Next Time

[@outlawbeagle7458]

You deserve more likes, my guy. Such a great and amazing job! Keep going!

[@risto-ito1673]

This really helps to cope with when you feel bad and just low on everything

[@michaeljackson7021]

Crazy. This OST helped a lot back in 2015. I come to listen from time to time.

[@slick3996]

aye man we can do it

[@ArisIsCringe]

aye man we can do it

[@mrko3960]

aye man we can do it

[@thomasfireball2908]

>be team psykskallar. >Make the best horror game >Add a movie like story to it. >Add perfect music to it. >Publish the game and forget about it

[@anttoni100]

>then start focusing on music.

[@Weird_Doll]

This isn't just a game or just a soundtrack. This is art that connects people in their grief and their existence. This is terror, emotion, silence and a loud scream. It's the depiction of human darkness that drives you crazy and provides comfort at the same time. Because you don't feel alone. This game means emptiness, loneliness and hopelessness and at the same time security and a feeling of "coming home". It is a masterpiece. A feeling, an image, a state. It is so much and so valuable. It is a part of Scarred hearts and lonely souls. It's a hug and a pang from the universe. It's indescribably wonderful, it's living and dying. It's darkness and light. It's perfect.

[@jameseddine8627]

Glad to see people still commenting over this game

[@Stryfe52]

The loud scream, the cry of fear.

[@user-hw4od3nn2g]

bomboclat

[@biblicallyaccuratelizzie]

damn bro...

[@zio4590]

Since I've played the game, 90% of all dark music sounds like and 90% of towns during midnight look like Cry of Fear to me. Surely a game that has influenced me a lot.

[@DaftPouky]

Dieu merci je ne suis pas le seul ❤!

[@moonTerfixx.]

thats so real bro when its dark i feel like im playing cry of fear irl

[@Green_Guy]

I just have to leave a comment here. This game and this music... man... I've been there from the start. I love this game and it's themes to death until this very day. I'm not in a mentally bad state... but I think... alot... an unhealthy amount about things so far outside my own reach and how they worry me. Covid really amped up the feeling of isolation and it never really went back down afterwards. This music is just... perfect for that kind of feeling... I hope everyone in the comments here is doing well. Hats off to all y'all. Have a good life.

[@OBENSBIZARREADVENTURES]

I was depressed after my brother's passing, I hated life and didn't wanted to do anything, I just sat there doing nothing. I didn't go to theraphy or used any drugs, I only needed this game. I have finally found a down to earth character who suffered more than me, I know Simon is a fictional character but, he is also my hero, my savior, who protected me from the depression's firm grasp. I know it sounds corny but, it is what it is, stay strong my kings, your time will come...

[@eurobeatintensifies5840]

Unironically nice to listen to while drunk and alone, eases the pain a little

[@baran_revolutionaer]

i finally understand why the average cry of fear player has 300+ in-game hours

[@irishempire9811]

I feel like the first song "Brandon" could fit with any horror series, but it fits with Cry of Fear the best.

[@probablyannpc]

i played this at the mental hospital, one of the nurses asked what this is, because she found it calming. i explained where its from and she was really surprised that a horror game can have such calming music

[@moonTerfixx.]

you should make her play cry of fear

[@1rumann]

Brandon.. Столько много в этом саундтреке: боль, одиночество, воспоминания, счастья, горечь и т.д. Для меня он лучший саундтрек который я только мог услышать. Спасибо тебе большое, Андреас Роннберг, за то что ты создал этот проект.

[@qwq__]

Решила послушать во время уборки. Пока засовывала одеяло в пододеяльник устала. Легла на диван и слушала эту музыку без каких либо эмоций. Расслабляет

[@xXblazmodzXx]

It's really wild how much this game inspired me when I was younger. At this point, to me, Cry of Fear is more than just a game. Having met (and even worked with a bit) the creator, Andreas, it's just such a different thing to me. It's not just a game, it's something I hold near and dear to my heart. I'll always remember this game for being there and just helping in making me the person, and developer I am today. I love this mix because I feel like it really accentuates the more ambient and emotional aspects of the game. The parts that aren't about being scary, but about being real, and deeper than just scares. This game is so genius, and I'm so glad to have been able to meet the creator on multiple occasions. Great Guy, Great Team, Great Game.

[@ccnd_]

По началу не обращал внимания на OST, думал: "ну фоновая музыка и фоновая музыка, что в ней такого?", а теперь понимаю, что не могу перестать ее слушать, хочется чтобы эти композиции сопровождали меня чуть ли не везде. Так приятно и спокойно на душе с ней...

[@Fenolipsin]

Особенно Better luck next time

[@elobenc1420]

kurwo

[@user-uu4qz7sv6s]

тебе комфортно в своей депрессивной яме, самовнушение

[@ccnd_]

@@user-uu4qz7sv6s Ну тебе-то точно лучше знать где я и что у меня на душе, не так ли. Пойду поздравлю всех-всех любителей жанра ambient, они, оказывается, все в депрессивной яме и им там комфортно. И с чего вообще такие мысли? Если обладаешь экстрасенсорными способностями, то не мог бы ты ответить где я потерял свою сменную обувь? Уже года два о ней ни слуху ни духу...

[@trulydisgusting5454]

I really love how that shot in 0:30 was framed. The cutscenes in this game are incredibly overlooked and underappreciated as janky as they may be.

[@konradfoyle]

I love the subtle details! Simon in the darkness, Sophie in the light. Simon is going through some dark moments, and she is his light, in some way. The metaphors in this game are just phenomenal

[@frankiesien9252]

@@konradfoyle i love how deep the lore and metaphors run in this game. Its just so perfect yk? when you replay or rewatch stuff theres always something new you missed or didnt catch the first time.

[@vulkath]

This game is still one of the best I've ever played

[@wolfyffx]

wich one do you think is the actual best?

[@a_8532]

When I saw the atmosphere in this game. The dimly lit streets and parks, the silence, the wind, the solitude, the confusion, the occasional melancholic song. It reminded me that there’s people out there who get it. It’s a comforting thought.

[@Rekseri]

Cry of Fear's soundtrack makes me want to cry of fear

[@pianistaemo]

Hearing this music gives me so much comfort. It's been a year since I've been showing symptoms of depression and cry of fear has become my refuge, especially its soundtrack.

[@LucasCarmonaNugget]

Damn back in 2019 i was going to take my life with the this soundtrack with pills for anxiety,( i played this Game back in 2013-2014 and i remember the soundtrack so well that i wanted yo be the last thing i wanted to hear) i was at the emergency stairs and at 5am some dude that was doing execises there called the cops and the ambulance and saved me, i didnt want to hear this music till now because i didnt want to remember this episode that i had but damn, now i see it at good eyes and gives me nostalgia but i mean in the good times when i was playing it haha, regards from Chile 🇨🇱

[@LucasCarmonaNugget]

I wake up 6 days later in the ICU and they told me that. Maybe "god" or the universe wanted to give me another chance

[@john.s]

hope you are doing well, man

[@iluxa-4000]

I'm glad you're still with us :)

[@LucasCarmonaNugget]

@@iluxa-4000 i am still here but my twin commited suicide in january 20, 2022😞

[@LucasCarmonaNugget]

Bro i think im gonna suicide tonight

[@winterx8126]

This goes so well when home alone at night time and it sets the mood...

[@DraconasTenZHG]

It's even better when you're walking through the city at night. You almost expect a jumpscare.

[@Joel-vk3cf]

@@DraconasTenZHG Its even better when you're walking through some random guys house at night

[@gothodoxy]

​@@Joel-vk3cfIt's even better if you commit multiple crimes against mankind

[@Jackal_308]

its a cold October, another year alone i find comfort in the tracks of this amazing game thank you for uploading these even if i'm 2 years late

[@Sir_Poggers]

truly poggers

[@staminarose5941]

Dark city is just - dayum.. i cried

[@ot6622]

Pretty helpful for my and my suicide issues now.... I love u all guys... I wish you all the best nothing more

[@W.1111]

you still here, my friend..? hows your life today?..

[@spy000]

Hey guy where are you ?

[@arumih-6630]

Hace 6 meses...

[@moonTerfixx.]

love you too man no homo

[@shavenger0]

This shit hits different

[@Fenolipsin]

Это игра навсегда в сердце, и другой такой уже не будет.💔

[@ChickenNuggetMann]

Cry Of Fear will always have a special place in my heart. thank you TeamPsykallar.

[@DraconasTenZHG]

I have a big love-hate relationship with Cry of Fear but more on the love part. It has lots of annoying design choices and mechanics but it's really a great and scary horror game.

[@kalashnikov0e]

Its an indie low cost game from more than 10 years

[@DraconasTenZHG]

@@kalashnikov0e But the things I am talking about are very noticable and easy to fix. The devs would just need to play the game once to see them.

[@1stgenIbishupessima]

most of these things are supposed to make you feel vulnerable on purpose

[@DraconasTenZHG]

@@1stgenIbishupessima Penumbra 1 did it right. They made a bad combat on purpose which discourage from fighting dogs, it was a last resort thing and it was more of a stun thing rather than kill thing. The main gameplay was stealth horror. Meanwhile Cry of Fear has lots of those things but instead of making them optional it forces them on you. Also when you start dying because of bad design choices, the game stops being scary, defeating the purpose of a horror game. The more times you die in a stupidly hard level, where you are stuck without health or/and ammo - you're gonna remember all the scares and they don't work anymore. Cry of Fear's main goal was to be a horror game resident evil style but because of few moments with bad balancing it turns into Serious Sam on serious difficulty

[@esothetics]

@@DraconasTenZHG That's when you stumble onto the ''Ash-Threshold'' of survival horror games.

[@brrrrread]

Dark city is still my favorite intro music to a game ever, and my favorite in the soundtrack really.

[@b3atricks]

no one will ever understand (imagine even) how much i love cry of fear and how it pretty much saved my life, i hope i will love this game forever

[@nvrmnd-666]

I still love it since it became out. 🖤

[@Novaleinnn]

A game that will always have a place in my heart, I recommended it to many friends at the time and they thought it was great, the OST was never far behind.

[@malvitt]

Man i love how Dark City is very well extended, Cry of Fear was one of my favorite games these years, i'm amazed on how it was all made in GoldSrc engine, never gonna forget this masterpiece.

[@daboikeyle1093]

It’s comforting to know that people out there, whether close by or far away, there are people who get it. I’m glad that Cry of Fear was introduced to me at my lowest so that it could help my out of that dark pit I called my thoughts. If you’re reading this then just know that you’re not alone and that it might look horrible now, but in the end, there’s a way to pull yourself out…

[@viktorcossacks]

whenever I was diagnosed with depression at the age of 11 I never forgot how much my parents cried, the symptoms slowly got worse as I grew up and whenever I played Cry of Fear it was perfectly depicting Depression.

[@oceanman9339]

I've been listening to this for a prolonged period of time, probably since it came out, I wouldn't know really. All I really know is that it's been very touchy for me, always matching with my emotions, despite there being not a single lyric, the vibe and sounds bounce in my heart, and make me cry every time I listen to this, "Thoughts" being the one that always makes me break into tears regardless whether I've been listening to this since the start or not. Recently, I was diagnosed with Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, which was something I always told myself wouldn't happen, or said it as a way to tell me that things could be worse, and that I should try and be happier about my situation. Knowing that I've actually been suffering from PTSD for most of my recent life was rather shocking news, specially to an already depressed 16yro like me, who's struggling with keeping up with school and themselves. PTSD Would explain why I have become to see sleeping so difficult, and why I've always been sleeping with my monitor screen on as a light source in my room, I can't sleep with my back faced against the rest of the room as I look at the wall anymore. It would also explain some of my panic attacks, and why I'm so easy to just burst in tears when listening to certain tracks or seeing certain things. I remember tuning in to this the moment I got home, crying to myself for the rest of the day (I had came home around 4 PM). Normally, there's ways to look after people with PTSD, but as a teen this young like me, who's already traumatized and depressed since 2020, in a country where homosexuality isn't respected at all followed by the fact I'm extremely isolated, struggling socially due to my autism, it becomes extremely difficult considering my parents are already struggling to even keep an eye on me to see if I'm alright from time to time. As well, my country doesn't exactly care much about people's psychological and/or emotional situation, and pretty much all psychologists/therapists are untrustworthy, meaning I'd at most just be given anti-depressants, which is something I already tried and had shown to be absolutely useless. I like listening to these tracks, because they sound familiar, almost as if I know these tunes despite not actually knowing how the song goes, it gives me such a calm yet emotional feeling, almost as if I was safe, with someone or something that I can shed my tears to. It's something I hold dear in my heart, and really appreciate that this exists.

[@chemoemo3926]

Hope all is well with you, friend. If not - Then I hope it becomes so sometime, somehow. Breathe easy, be well, and take care.

[@iluxa-4000]

I feel you. That's all I'll say. Be safe

[@cuentasecundaria2321]

I feel genuinely happy

[@forrieger6713]

The literal feeling I get from this is indescribable.

[@alecperdeau650]

Your taste of music for rain and ambiance pieces never ceases to amaze me. Well done. I honestly forgot this game existed.

[@aaronamour6101]

You forgot this game existed? Absolutely despicable.

[@alecperdeau650]

@@aaronamour6101 i know, I'm terrible

[@werrecut]

i love to fall asleep listening to this

[@17359.]

la cuarta.. 'i've always felt alone' 🗣️

[@flashgamesua]

Listening to this makes me rethink my life decisions... I won't talk about my problems here because I don't want to look like a crybaby, but I can say the music is just beautiful and kind of describes most days of mine. Thanks to Andreas for beautiful soundtracks, and thanks to his team for making a game where I could relate to the character.

[@grassly7997]

Hey i was scrolling thru the comments and i saw your comment. I hope the problem got resolved by now but if you need to talk about anything or need help, ill gladly give you my discord! If no, i just want you to hear this, we all make mistakes, and no one is perfect, we should strive to be perfect and learn from our past mistakes. Have a great day my dude!

[@fimaha0741]

@@grassly7997 ur an perfect human we need more people like you

[@grassly7997]

@@fimaha0741 hahaha thank you, belive me im a really imperfect human, but im trying, and im out here to help. Have a blessed day!

[@basil3263]

Talking about your issues doesent make you a cry baby, but I get what your saying

[@flashgamesua]

@@grassly7997 Sorry for such a late response. No, my problems in fact can't be solved anymore.. I'm from Mariupol, and my city is totally destroyed, so I don't have my own flat anymore, right now I'm in Germany, Duisburg... And my uncle, the person I loved the most in my family, who was like a father to me, just commited a suicide yesterday.. I don't even know why.. I'm just feeling so weak and sad that don't even want to do anything anymore.. I just really miss him now.. I could get through being raised by a criminal biological father who threw me and my alcoholic mother out of the flat, I could get through being harassed emotionally and physically in school and kindergarten for being a child from the poor family, I could get through being beaten up by my stepfather for coming out as a bisexual, and could get through the insults from my mother which I hear every single day, but losing a person who in fact raised me with my grandparents.. It's just too much for me..

[@sogiestpieglow]

Simon deserves me, he should come up to me and have me help him.... I need a Simon in my life

[@SolidoNaso.]

don't worry, there's infinite depressed inkwells out there for you to help if that's your type

[@martyn2151]

Thank you, I'm glad to see that you like the atmosphere of this game too.

[@ojcarre2432]

what is this game?

[@init0522]

@@ojcarre2432 cry of fear

[@kynto]

@@ojcarre2432 "let me tell you a great story"

[@o09o]

listened to this a lot in october. so bleak, so real, so cold. love it a ton, thanks for compiling

[@GarryTale]

♥ best horror game ive ever played

[@KateWolf-iz2rs]

Listening to this is calming. I did enjoy Cry of Fear it did help me get through hard times. Just had to end a friendship of 13 years. It's not the easiest. My friend became a raging alcoholic and I tried to be there for him, but he was too far gone to the point that it wasn't good for me to be his friend anymore. I am still hurting from it. However, I am glad I found this and just take a bit to sit back and just listen to this.

[@mingus445_gaming]

good. im glad you were there but ya it doesnt always work out like we want it to. at least we have cof

[@imafailedabortion1430]

Ik it’s been 7 months but I hope ur doing fine now

[@KateWolf-iz2rs]

I am doing way better! Started a new position at the company I work at. I am just listening to this while working on 3D model. Thank you for checking in on me! I hope all is well on your end as well.

[@user-dj7ig3dc8m]

По мне игра зашла настолько для меня,что я часто слушаю этот плейлист , teampsykskallar спасибо вам за чудесную игру ...

[@flashgamesua]

Тоже самое. Каждую ночь включаю эту сборку, и засыпаю под неё. Жаль у Cry of Fear не будет ремастера в Source.

[@vladostop4505]

Тоже самое, я сам страдаю от тревожно-депрессивного расстройства.. Перепроходил игру несколько раз..

[@agustin5279]

A cry in the dark, never seen

[@dazzlewhy]

I feel the coldness permeating every part of me, but I still do my best to keep in a mind of balance I feel the despair and "hand and foot binding" eating away at me, aswell.. like i dunno how to handle

[@valentinamariaca2946]

This is the best game ever, literally the ost is so iconic that i take time of my life just to concentrate on hearing it because listening it while doing other thing feels like an insult xd im so obsessed with cry of fear omg help me

[@justaintitchief4133]

I went to sleep with this last night and it was honestly peak 10/10 would do again

[@aliennathan6089]

Its such a vibe playing dark city at night walking home, who agrees? WAIT WHY IS THERE A FASTER AND 2 MAULED BABYS CHASING ME GUYS HELP-

[@istytea]

Cry of fear 4eva❤

[@arrafiel6951]

Listen to this while I drive at night 👍

[@GarryTale]

must be so great

[@chrisrc9232]

To this day its still the most disturbing game i played.

[@shaneburns263]

Bazılarımız doğarken çatlamış bir ruh ile doğuyoruz. Bazen yaşam bir performans bazen ise kefene atılan bir diğer dikiş

[@RedRabbit1996]

@Cry café I like that the music's order makes a story with the tracks name.. :] Nice touch!

I'm glad someone finally noticed!

[@destiny4407]

That whole playlist was bussin, i feel a lot calmer now

[@soulsurvivor2706]

Brandon hits really hard, they all do, man this game makes me feel some feelings

[@X4V1ERGaming]

I can't stop listening to this, or silent hill music, these games have a special place in my heart.

[@darius3566]

The nostalgia is what makes this mix a drug for me. Thank you, and most definitely thanks to the musician and devs who made this masterpiece of a game.

[@pyroskar6797]

Thanks for making this mix, Cry of Fear's music is so underrated and deserves much more recogniton, it has a very lonely vibe to it which I bloody love, keep up the good work man!

[@zacthecrusader9759]

"I've always felt alone my whole life, for as long as I can remember. I don't know if I like it... or if I'm just used to it, but I do know this: Being lonely does things to you, and feeling shit and bitter and angry all the time just... eats away at you."

[@Goodroosters]

I think Cry of Fear belongs up there with the greats of horror video games. Silent Hill, Resident Evil, Amnesia, all of em.

[@bloodyrage3406]

this rain sounds on 9:20 and next to all track really make me think i have rain behind the window.

[@undeadnecro6495]

"Aight imma head out" walks off the roof

[@ionwant2go]

I'm listening to this while doing my math homework at school late at night just to keep myself and my subconscious from bringing up anything related to what I'm going through right now, 4 years of chronic depression and even though I've improved in a few aspect, every time I feel that I am closer to drowning. I was suddenly curious about the comments, and it's so nice to read people who went through similar things, people I don't really know, but it still comforts me to know that they followed through.

[@christopherlmoo]

“Why do I feel so… Melancholy? Unhappy?” - Megamind

[@terrifier_88]

xd

[@christopherlmoo]

@@terrifier_88yeah since the title has the word “melancholic” I thought of Megamind so that’s why I put commented this.

[@whosalex420]

so many memories! thanks for this amazing creation

[@JITEG]

I only started the game now, but holy. I never felt so heard. The game is oddly so sad yet sooo comforing.

[@haothecombatbutler4310]

This is so chill when not being heard while play the game

[@ghostinadistortion]

"Train station" es un track bastante importante para mi. Refleja tanto, como me siento, como veo mi dia a dia y las pocas ganas que me quedan de seguir viviendo.

[@jordanfoster2955]

Thank you man I miss this game

[@Happy_Taro]

потрясающая проникновенная музыка, когда играл в игру просто останавливался когда начинался трек и слушал .. так завораживала эта атмосферная вещь. Спасибо создателю игры и музыки

[@Equites279]

It really is a beautiful soundtrack, reminds me of Silent Hill osts

[@thxny]

And here i am, working out with this on my ears, just, perfect. Thanks for putting this together.

[@snowyfrosty312]

I literally listened to this for 2 months straight now sleep peacefully and sad

[@sopiingym]

This is one of my favourite music videos.

[@theoneandonlygluedude]

Dude thanks- this is awesome

[@oedfergrefg9702]

Thank you so much for this precious playlist!

[@Semper_]

Thank you, this playlist is so beautiful

[@fimaha0741]

I love this game so much... Pls make a second part about it...

[@meowric]

amazing, i feel the cold

[@turboattacker3383]

My thinking playlist; productivity playlist; go-to playlist. Thanks a ton!

[@DE1M05]

Really well put together man. 👍

[@bvgm1835]

A few months ago I started to feel bad about myself, I feel that things have not improved. This soundtrack helps me to feel calmer in the most difficult moments. Thank you very much for uploading it.