Anneke Lucas On Forgiving Her Mother Who Sold Her To A Pedophilic Sex Trafficking Ring

[@SpencerLodgeTV]

Thank you all for your incredible feedback on my interview with Anneke Lucas. I still, to this day, struggle to fathom what happened to her. To listen to PART TWO of our interview and learn about how she was rescued, click here: kzbin.info/www/bejne/e5XVZKWljb2UhaM

[@kattalady8114]

It is beyond terrifying thinking what, where and how many evil underground groups like the ones that hurt her are out there. And how long they've existed. And how powerful they must be.

[@daljitkaur7614]

It’s v sad ... and unbelievably filled with sorrow 🥲

[@christinalikoski4937]

Thank you for part 2 most of these sites stories a fabricated but not this one This I believe is a true story and you had treated it with the most honourable respect that I'm willing to subscribe to our channel. Anneke I have already stated your a special angel sent here to suffer so others out there can have the courage to move forward. I don't know if my words would mean anything but I believe your story and I'm a very hard person to convince have 60yrs behind me If your ever in Australia your welcome to my home 💕

[@donnasanford2367]

I hope these devils that hurt this lady are burning in hell

[@REDWASP777]

@@donnasanford2367 Those demons will burn in Hell for ever and ever. They will be tortured and burned for eternity which is a very long time! This beautiful brave lady has a special place waiting for her in Heaven. This story is heartbreaking on every level.It is tragic that human trafficking is running rampant. We must always look to see and listen to hear what is going on around us. The same thing could be happening next door to each of us. Let us pray for all of the victims past and present.

[@cookeeee1962]

Pedophilia is murder. Murder of a soul . It should hold a death sentence for the perpetrators.

[@emilyoldmeadow8374]

Amen!

[@acbrannon208]

Absolutely!

[@JubileeCreatesSomethingAmazing]

This amazing woman is still clearly alive. Pedophilia is evil and horrible. It is NOT murder. The soul is still strong and resilient. The belief that those that have been through this are themselves permanently damaged is damaging itself. The 215 children found a week ago in Canada were murdered (their life ended). I do agree that if anything is worthy of the death penalty those who hurt children are the most deserving.

[@acbrannon208]

@@JubileeCreatesSomethingAmazing they need to be put down bc most only serve a few years in prison then released to do it again. Pedophiles are disgusting creatures who don't deserve to live.

[@rachealfaucher4520]

@@JubileeCreatesSomethingAmazing no, it does murder your soul. you will NEVER be the same after being raped like this. never. she is a shell of herself. this is murder in a psychological sense in MANY ways

[@yahbin77]

To have good sane parents is the greatest gift a child can get.

[@FS02012]

Parents can be a curse for breeding babies!

[@FS02012]

Stepfathers and mothers are deadly combination!

[@lilkr8844]

My mum and my legend dad who now has dementia had 4 girls we were loved very much and we have nothing but fun fond memories of our childhood, my mum was molested by her uncle and she made dam sure it wasn't going to happen to her girls anyway what I want to say is that this lady is one hell of a strong person true survivor

[@slma5745]

How sad 😞

[@gemmalaybourne9775]

Very well said.

[@shanfarco1574]

Shes forgiving so that SHE can move on. Not because she actually has any love or sorrow for her mother. She just wants to let her demons go.

[@symonemondy1058]

Yes! Forgiving is just letting go of the bitterness and vengeance in your heart. Most people we forgive dont even care whether we forgive them or not. Its really about letting them go inside of our hearts.

[@luxebtq1721]

Ya,so true,we should not give enemies any space in our minds or life.......

[@uhuraenterprise6372]

That is what you have to do to be able to move on

[@luxebtq1721]

@Ameena Rasheed don't worry......no sinner can go unpunished by law of nature.....the punishment sinners will get will be worse than what we can give them.......forgiveness is more for our peace of mind.......

[@luxebtq1721]

@Ameena Rasheed yes

[@marshamercer876]

Her mother didn't deserve to be forgiven. She was a monster

[@Nicole-qc5dh]

I agree, but sometimes we have to forgive for our own well-being and peace of mind. Forgiveness isn't always about the person who did the harm.

[@carolynfoster1541]

There is a problem here. I totally believe her story, I think she's been traumatized. The fact that she recalls being assaulted by her mother during diaper changes is a bit beyond the reasonable memory capacity, particularly when followed by some truly horrific events. She won't name names. That bothers me because the ring which she speaks of is afforded protection by this omission. It's hard to think that a parent could do this sort of thing.

[@kripahanda3350]

Carolyn Foster if you research sexual abuse, especially organised and satanic abuse it almost always stems from an initial incestuous family experience. The entire reality of extreme sexual abuse is very very very difficult to digest and sometimes people therefore disbelieve it. I personally have heard accounts of two women who recall being raped by their fathers AS A BABY. I absolutely believe their accounts. When a situation is very extreme or frightening the brain (and memory) behaves differently than under normal circumstances

[@ARSONXBELLA]

@@kripahanda3350 name one?

[@Nicole-qc5dh]

@@carolynfoster1541 There's no problem here other than you putting an abuse survivor's story into question. I know you didn't mean harm, but you shouldn't have said that.

[@lambchoppyboy]

Her mom sounds like mine. A narcissistic personality who was also sexually abused as a child. She took it out on me. My cries reminded her of her cries. It is a sickness that was handed down through generations. Thank God it ended with me. God's grace woke me to truth and set me free. She had no empathy. No love. No emotion other than manipulative. Very sad. I know this woman's story is true, because mine is.

[@carrieremlinger1792]

Forgiveness is not about the person who wronged you, it is about finding your own peace. Her "mother" doesn't deserve forgiveness but Anneke deserves the peace that comes with forgiving.

[@lizvazquez5400]

To forgive a sorry you will never receive. It is to drop the weight and burden you carry with you, that the other person doesn’t carry.

[@Darye22]

A narcissistic mother. The worst thing for a child.

[@TreasureHuntingNana]

YES

[@havanaroad2750]

Sadly it is increasing...

[@debrarow1933]

YES

[@susanmcguire4664]

Her mother was evil as well as being narcissistic. Not all mothers that are narcs send their children to be sexually abused. That is on another level altogether.

[@moonchild650]

@@susanmcguire4664 a malignant narc - the worst of them all. They are narcissists, sociopaths and psycopaths.

[@Jackfrost24]

What utter utter evil. Completely demonic. What incredible strength thus woman has. I pray for blessing on her.

[@Jan-on1qb]

Praying in Jesus's name🙏🙏🙏please lord Jesus come back and put an end to all evil. Your children are suffering.

[@Tarotcooks]

👏👏👏

[@dianac1411]

And these evil people are still doing this all over the world!!

[@Andrea-tn9gk]

Hopefully!

[@kslucki]

"When you see someone at their emotional age, it's much easier to forgive them" WOW!! Thank you.

[@aishwaryasudan1290]

This woman is an angel. I don't understand how she can do what She does. She exudes calmness and peace. She's more whole than so much of us who have had relatively good childhoods.

[@belindacrump8567]

How could anyone want to have sec with a child. My heart breaks for this poor woman. I hope all the adults that did this to her rot in hell.

[@lovememuch5826]

There's a half of people in this world wide

[@c.r.kubicek3512]

Sex is actually not the purpose. It's dominance, control and a form of violence. These people do this because they want a helpless victim they can dominate and brutalize.

[@frankydottir8762]

I know one case as young as 7 months....

[@mymai5859]

Power

[@farealwitit7947]

jesus loves you

[@adrianajuarez2157]

I wish I could mother her as a child, no one should go thru this type of trauma. I’m no perfect mom by any means, but I would make her feel so loved. I’m literally heart broken.

[@reneerico866]

What an incredibly kind thing to say for her. Your children are very blessed to have you.

[@LOVEVSFEAR1]

What a beautiful comment, you are a beautiful soul. I know exactly how you feel, I want to hug her as a child and take her away from all the horrendous, vile things she experienced. She is such a strong, powerful woman, I hope she has healed as well as she can.

[@daughterofyahweh007]

One never gets over this kind of trauma but learning how to deal with it is crucial if you want to live a some-what normal life. My mum's bf sexually abused me and my sister's when I was a toddler and I believe my mum knew but because of her fear of being alone (and being abused by her bf) she didn't do anything about it. Then, when I was 05 she took her own life and I continued to be sexually and physically abused for the next three years by various family members and again at 15 when I was sexually trafficked for two years. I got married at age 19; a marriage that was emotionally and physically abusive for 9 yrs. Long story short, I am 35 almost and while I've learned to heal and forgive over these past few years, and have overcome my severe depression and anxiety that debilitated me for so many years, my life will never be "normal." I can't work a "normal" job that entails being around people on a daily basis but I'm blessed that I have a loving and understanding husband who understands and sympathises what I've gone through so for now not working isn't a big deal for me. It's disappointing though because I would love to be a teacher...Any way, for those who read this, may you know that whatever bad has happened to you is in the past (or you can make it that way) and it's up to you to determine if you want to live in the past or present. You are amazing, loved and worth more than you think. YHWH (God) helped me to see and understand this; without Him I wouldn't be where I am today.

[@bethbowman5967]

So very sad.. Sending you a Huge Hug!

[@daughterofyahweh007]

@@bethbowman5967 Thank you, Beth. I'm quite happy and at peace with my life for the most part. My past has helped me to learn some important life lessons and brought me to where I am now so in some ways I am thankful for what i had to go through to get me to where I am now. I'm blessed to have a loving husband who understands and who is here for me everyday. Blessings to you Beth and may you have a wonderful day.

[@marcelaleiton1886]

You’re so incredibly strong , I’m sorry this happened to you , blessings and hugs

[@daughterofyahweh007]

@@marcelaleiton1886 Thank you. Blessings & hugs to you.

[@Gurlchild-tayl]

Blessings sister! May the love of God surrounds you always😊

[@elizabethsanchez3193]

I went through something similar with both my parents. It's horrible to know that you're defenseless and nobody was there to protect you. I believe we are still alive for a reason. It takes courage to share such a story. We are warriors! Sending a virtual hug ❤

[@bensmith8957]

Elizabeth I'm sorry that happened to you

[@carmagurl317]

Yes you are !!

[@KathyJensen-vh2yk]

I feel your pain . My mother is social narcissist, my step dad abused me and gave me to Trafficking organization. My mom laughed about it and said it was harmless . My son was murdered , I escaped and now I am blowing my whistle and going to get Justice. Trafficking headquarters is in Tucson Arizona, professor Richard Kellogg Jolly is the leader. Law enforcement , judge's, social workers, doctor's, lawyer's , DPS , CPS , government everyone is Trafficking.

[@KathyJensen-vh2yk]

Sociopaths narcissist is what I meant.

[@farealwitit7947]

jesus is the reason. god bless

[@CeePee15]

She needs to expose the men at the heart of this. For the sake of other children if not herself.

[@sammelina12]

She's working on getting there but she needs to look out for her safety and the safety of her family. The people who abused her were very powerful and it's dangerous.

[@tabtrade7039]

@@sammelina12 yep. These men and women need protection. It's scary.

[@TheEsmeralda1993]

She’s said that these men are dead now.

[@MissBerlinerin]

@@sammelina12 she said they are dead and that she still has to protect herself.

[@ricoconti3141]

It won't happen

[@cocoxtina8366]

I would never forgive my mother for doing something like this! A parent is supposed to protect their child especially from predators! When a parent doesn't offer protection, nurture, safety, & love then they shouldn't be allowed to have children in the first place! 💯

[@irock4735]

@@hodansaciid8706 don't forgive your mother for her you need to forgive her for yourself. When you hold on to anger it manifests as disease in your body. Best of luck to you.

[@mastercleanseNOTdiet]

The forgiveness is not for the "parent" the ACT of forgiveness allows the victim to move forward & stop letting anger, hurt, pain, resentment, bad memories, etc poison their life. My story is very similar to this woman. Extremely similar. The act of forgiveness helped me stop using alcohol to kill pain. It saved my life forgiving my mother, my aunt & several other horrific people from my childhood.

[@cocoxtina8366]

@@mastercleanseNOTdiet Sorry you went through that! I still stand by what I said especially since I'm a parent now. There's no excuse to make children have to suffer just to live & it's unacceptable for any kind of abuse or exploitation towards children! We as adults are supposed to protect children & show them that they deserve a better life 💯✌🙌

[@mastercleanseNOTdiet]

I understand💕 Besides we need diversity in opinions. Just thought I'd add a perspective. Thank you for the kindness. Many blessings dear & hope you have a lovely holiday💟

[@cocoxtina8366]

@@mastercleanseNOTdiet I went through abuse when I was a child but became a stronger person after becoming a mother! You can find ways to heal but the Trauma never goes away! All I can do is make a better life or future for my child! Have a happy Holiday & stay strong 🎅🤶✊😇

[@lianeoneill2880]

As the mother of four children I can not imagine how this could be done to an innocent child . Her own mother must have had a very awful childhood

[@pennyc11]

@Itsjusta Hellcat Depends. We have all types playing this wicked game. Some parents resent their kids. Use this to punish the other parent. This is why I support bith control and keep trying to speak louder than those hotheads who ignore how much some women/ girls see babies as sn extension of their sbuse. It is easier, legally protected since children struggle some and cannot pay for good legal representation or efficient police work to make their cases successful. Not excluding adults who want to preserve the right to use children as sex toys. I am all for these sex dolls. If they turn people away from sex crimes? It won't hit the market fast enough.

[@greenbanana1001]

I have 4 children and had an horrendous childhood having a bad childhood doesn’t excuse torturing youre own children

[@greenbanana1001]

@Itsjusta Hellcat no excuse for doing this to you’re own kids no matter what it’s pure. Evil

[@TheOfficialCARA]

There is no excuse. I had a bad child hood and never in my existence would I do this - Stop giving people Excuses for their wrong. That’s not right at all. Who gives a hoot about her mother’s childhood. This is criminal and abuse

[@shaibi24100]

@@TheOfficialCARA right!! It should happen the opposite because you don’t want your kids to be hurt like you.

[@Rock_Girl_Daze]

Anneke is the epitome of truth to power. Brave, courageous, honest...she’s a beautiful representation that we can heal. Thank you for this interview.

[@danmel3978]

Use your brain! This entire story is a complete lie or delusion and a joke in the face of real victims

[@serafinagracias1367]

Anneke is absolutely great. I agree. And her testimony is extraordinary important.

[@serafinagracias1367]

@@rationalhope8276 I understand why she is not telling names. However other victims do. Cathy O'Brian mentions many names and her story is different, yet similar also. Ex police officer Mr. John Wedger's victims testify about similar things and some of them are mentioning names. Some do not. Ted Gunderson's survivor victims mentioned names sometimes and sometimes not. You have got the whole world against you if you do.

[@russellm7530]

Her mother sounds like my mother. I wasn't a sex slave but covertly psychopathically abused by her and most other relatives my whole life. I didn't realize it till my late 40s. God bless anyone with family like these people.

[@janeonthecoast4920]

Holding your hand virtually.

[@karenwilson407]

So sad makes me cry. I love her courage amazing forgiveness. Praise God for this beautiful brave girl. She is worthy beyond any expectation of a mortal. I was a child abuse Investigator 34 Years before the trafficking. Sexually assaulted girls in the home. I rescued them. They went to therapy. Maybe a 5% successfully able to function as a productive member of society. 95% Suicide attempts ungovernable ran away from safety alcohol drug abuse prostitution crimes, stealing auto theft Prison disappeared 18 when released from care. I never understood parents like this. I rescued but also broken about this. Seeing this now - I am broken for this human. I am 68 now. I was 22 and retired after 34 years. I had seen the pain too much- I was breaking, I gave a resignation. I knew I could not hear or see pain like this anymore. 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏♥️🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏♥️🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏♥️♥️♥️❌🙏🙏🙏🙏♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️✝️✝️✝️✝️✝️✝️✝️✝️✝️✝️✝️✝️✝️✝️

[@noraevan6076]

@@karenwilson407 thank you for your service! May God BLESS you

[@yardleyj9391]

What an amazing display of love. Blessings upon you dear unknown friend.

[@evagiacomelli5027]

So true...I bow to this woman a thousand of times. She is so beautifully transformed...I can't imagine the struggling ...but she shows us how grateful we can be for everything ... if she can forgive we can too. Thank you Spencer and thanks to Anneke for sharing her story . Dear Anneke you deserve loving friends, happy life, joy, the taste of simple things...I wish you the best in your life!

[@frenchie1132]

I would be a basket case!

[@lisahall1989]

Smen

[@godgoogle3825]

nolkdge

[@KarenGulley]

Yes, THIS IS THE WORST STORY I have ever heard in my entire life, and I send her my entire heart

[@pcraig62ify]

So sad this type of behavior exist.. my heart aches

[@joycemeadows1821]

Them u will be in shock when u find out what pedos do with babies up...need to know truth. Pizzagate...hrc...podesto brothers.

[@AiraCamille]

Watching from Philippines. Thanks for sharing your story Anneke.. me myself a survivor of sexual abuse knows how hard it is to share a sensitive part of yourself to anyone. It's like opening yourself, bare naked. That's your truth. Truth hurts but liberating.

[@farealwitit7947]

jesus can heal you

[@natashatuli7535]

How on Earth can a mother do this .It's beyond imagination

[@elsamere]

I know, I absolutely cannot imagine. As a woman, a sane woman, my instinct would be to protect my child AT ANY COST. The Mama Bear would kick in to me and I would do whatever I had to to keep my child safe. It's heartbreaking that there are so many children out there that do not have a mama like that to protect them. Truly and utterly heartbreaking.

[@selmareyna2467]

That mother was a psychopath

[@catrinahartz944]

@@selmareyna2467 . No Evil Monster Demon are better to describe her.

[@donnawoodford6641]

Daughter was left helpless at the hands of shameless, immoral people.

[@kristawelch5048]

The pit of fire awaits the mother, a second death!

[@SweetUniverse]

My mother was the same: not a mother, abusive, never grew up emotionally. My mother died from cancer 5 yrs ago & our relationship was never healed/ any better.

[@TheKim369]

I think what saved my soul was "forgiving" mine, similar situation and cancer put her through hell. And maybe forgiving is misleading, I felt pity for her and I think that was enough.

[@tmhismybanner4498]

@@TheKim369 the only person who can save your souls is Jesus, stay blessed everyone and I pray you find Christ

[@TheKim369]

@@tmhismybanner4498 What makes you think my soul needs saving? Did you write that for me, or for yourself? Get out and do some good.

[@frenchie1132]

@@tmhismybanner4498 Oh please , there are no gods, we evolved, go and check your nearest natural museum, and if there was a god or gods as we have many religions and beliefs, then he or they are pretty nasty to allow such suffering on this planet!

[@frenchie1132]

I went through hell with an aunt, beatings and verbal abuse and as a child I just thought she didn't like me, I would see other children get hugs and kisses from their mothers, she was a cold fish! As an adult I was told she had two miscarriages, had a nervous breakdown and was an alcoholic and schizophrenic, I couldn't judge or hate her anymore! Mental illness is invisible in many ways and as a kid I could not understand it.

[@jamalkhan3708]

Her mother was a demons possessed, no normal mother can treat her child like that.

[@rickihosein]

Exactly...demons, demons, demons...and a lot of demonic shit is being passed as good these days...sick people!!!

[@masterdevoe2519]

This is depressing

[@HT-rq6om]

Absolutely. But the mother yielded to that evil spirit.

[@jessicalugay25]

Humans need to accept blame and stop blaming invisible nonexistent demons.

[@digitallocations1423]

@@jessicalugay25 They do exist, but having them doesn't exonerate these abusers. Demons don't just get into anyone. You create an environment for them by indulging in all sorts of vices.

[@gloriabyas8088]

I just want to hug her and tell her I'm so sorry that happened to her! This is heartwrenching!😥😪

[@jasonbryan9056]

Hello how are you doing 👋👋👋😀

[@КристинаАнгл]

I've been following and watching Anneke for some time. She is MIRACLE. She reminds me waterfalls, oceans, mountains and the most beautiful things existing in the world. This interviewer is very intelligent. I liked this interview. Thank you 💝 💞

[@Aroha016]

Interviewer was cold and I felt disrespectful. Could have structured his questions with more respect and sensitivity.

[@spencerdavidlodge1799]

Thank you for your kind words. It was a very difficult interview to do.

[@spencerdavidlodge1799]

@@Aroha016 I am so sorry you felt that way. I always try to do my best. Anneke asked me to be direct and not fear any question i may think of asking.

[@Aroha016]

@@spencerdavidlodge1799 Thank you for your explanation. Appreciated

[@masteroflanguages4572]

She said her mother was sick, but I'm sorry no amount of sickness can justify that level of abuse!

[@TamaraGarrettAlpha]

💯

[@TamaraGarrettAlpha]

💯

[@debbiemohekey1509]

Sickness doesn't justify what the mother did but it helps explain why she acted the way she did. I'm often amazed at how many adults act like slow nasty children, just in larger bodies.

[@KathyJensen-vh2yk]

Sociopaths, psychopath, FASD narcissist don't have heart , don't feel pain

[@farealwitit7947]

true. but jesus forgives

[@TatjanaMur]

We need to know the names of these "elites"!!

[@dustfreequeen5151]

Exactly! Protecting them does absolutely nothing but make things worse!

[@restyourheadsoothingrelaxa2729]

Pretty sure if she ever told that they’d find a way for her to have “an accident” and die.

[@annabella4969]

@Michele Tittler the Pope? Ok that’s just going to the extreme there.

[@marishkaspirit]

@@dustfreequeen5151 but she also has to proctect herself. She would end up dead is she started giving names. Do you think these elite would just make it happen? She would risk her life for nothing, because they would still cover it up after killing her.

[@violinogirl]

Exactly! This is the comment I wanted to see who are these powerful powerful people?

[@barbryll8596]

This woman is amazingly eloquent in this interview. Her description of starting the healing process as a neuron transformation really rang true for me. Think how many victims there are out there....and how many children are suffering and need such healing!

[@spencerdavidlodge1799]

so many children, so so many. its heartbreaking

[@treasaprice5695]

What got me is when she talks about her grieving process, weeks of crying...she sees it as growth. Enlightenment..her trauma gave her strength, wisdom and understanding that most people can’t even comprehend...

[@treasaprice5695]

She’s a true survivor, heroine!

[@ravishoul1432]

@@treasaprice5695 yeah

[@teresahiggs4896]

So many of of the things this woman says about her mother, I could say about mine. It took me decades to finally admit that she abused me. It wasn’t sex trafficking, but it was abuse. It was so hard to give up that denial that she was a good mother, the perfect mother. She was abused , I don’t know how many generations this had gone on. But it stopped with me. My daughter was not abused. That’s the best things I have ever done is to stop,this generations long abuse. I hated my mother , I still do. I understand she herself was abused, but I still hate her. Child abuse casts a shadow over the abused persons whole life. No one escapes childhood undamaged.

[@tracey8698]

So it's true that the abused go on to abuse,it's scary isn't it

[@farealwitit7947]

hate kills. jesus loves. turn to him

[@ishasavage1993]

Omg sitting here next to my sleeping 3 month old daughter and trying to think how any mother could even think to do that to their CHILD, it’s so heartbreaking and disgusting. You are supposed to protect your children and love them. This is just so sickening to me.

[@jennifera2349]

Her mother was not right in the head, as she explained.

[@vestaosto]

What a strong woman! Unbelievable! I am so happy for her that she survived all of these terrible experiences and traumas to tell the story. God bless you!

[@MillennialMountainMama]

I survived child sex trafficking as well. Very painful and terrifying experience for a child to endure. Thanks for posting.

[@KathyJensen-vh2yk]

Me too . 50 years. I recently escaped. Trafficking headquarters is in Tucson Arizona, professor Richard Kellogg Jolly is the leader. The whole system is involved, Law enforcement, doctor's, judge's , social workers there is no safe place. 😢🤬🤬

[@janetajanemcneil1531]

Dearest Anneke, Thank you so much for sharing your truth. I'm deeply grateful for you.

[@jasonbryan9056]

Hello how are you doing 👋👋😀👋☺️

[@Halloweenlover10.31]

These types of stories are so heartbreaking. The thought of children being in these situations is horrifying. I'm a very forgiving type of person but idk if I could be this forgiving? What a beautiful soul this woman has.

[@tiredofit1968]

The pain on her face is undeniable

[@94crazydon]

as a 5ish year old boy, whose first memory of his mom was being woken up from her giving him head, I can, in my case say, that the evils I, and my sister went thru. were horrific, but became acceptable, because the scariest part was being told that if we told anybody, we would never see each other again. it gets to a point where good parents put up with more of a fight at the supper table, than parents/ people repeatedly doing unspeakable acts to little kids. the stuff I did was apparently how love was shown. it wasn't till after my mom died, I found out that she had formed a couple personalities from her own child trauma. so yes, I will always love the parts that I think were my mom, hate the parts of her that made us do bad things, my heart had never hurt as much as when I read the doctor notes from when she was hypnotized, revealing things that even I had a hard time comprehending, were her accepted normal.

[@reckenralph8282]

I’m so sorry, I hope you have found someone good to talk to

[@tracey8698]

Im so sorry,Ur mother sounded extremely damaged

[@94crazydon]

@@tracey8698 no need to be sorry, but thanks. the key to what i see as my success is not becoming the abuser. have a good night!

[@94crazydon]

@@reckenralph8282 it may sound odd, but i never had professional help. but i think what helped me was sharing my story with people that were having a hard time coping with sexual trama. it always seemed that i could share a story that the person could relate to, and then start to feel like my story was worse. which made them feel better and not entirely alone, and i felt better not hiding the truth, and helping someone. i just wish all victims would realize they don't have to stay a product of whatever they went thru, and understand that a better life is waiting for them. i think the key is accepting what happened and healing begins.

[@farealwitit7947]

jesus can heal u

[@charlieangel9705]

Que horror! The worst betrayal! I pray for your healing.

[@Jan-on1qb]

🙏🙏🙏

[@jessica26138]

As a daughter I had always been protected by my parents. Now that I am pregnant with a daughter, I know what a collosal amount of responsibility is on my shoulder. I need to protect my child at any cost..because monsters are living around us. My child might misunderstand me for being over protective but as parents are we left with any other option in this filthy world🥺

[@ava7696]

I was abused by my dad in every way. It turned me into a person that can't trust anyone & it's the only way for me to survive in this life. The hardest thing for me was remembering & I dnt want to remember. It's been 27 yrs & I still struggle every minute of everyday of my life. I relate to others who have been abused because only those who experience it can understand ur pain if that makes any sense. I wish this didnt happen to me or anyone else.

[@JjBianca]

I wish you the best! Keep living, do it for yourself!🙏🏻🖤

[@farealwitit7947]

jesus can set you free

[@Lynn-zx3th]

Her story breaks my heart! This happens so much more often than people realize. Their are women out here that rent their kids out to get $ for their drug addiction. Common ages in America are 2-17!! It’s so sick!!

[@sm3dc]

This woman, so brave, I can't even begin to imagine.

[@patsmith36]

Theres no rule book that says you have to forgive. Some things may be unforgivable. And that's ok.exposing the wrong is definitely the right thing to do so that others may not have to suffer at their evil hands

[@rebn8346]

Forgiveness takes one. Reperation takes two. They are not the same, and often confused as the same.

[@mrsTraveller64]

@spirals 73 forgiveness means you no longer have hard feelings for the abuser, raper, murderer. It sets him free, makes him feel like oh, so it wasn't that bad anyway, she forgave me so I can now relax and she made a big thing out of nothing, to report me to the police for no reason!! You belittle what that evil person has done. You show other people that nah, it wasn't that bad, don't feel sorry for me.

[@rebn8346]

@@mrsTraveller64 forgiveness sets you free. To refuse to forgive is like poisening yourself and expecting the other person to die. You can't control how your abuser feels. Only you can control how you feel. You're confusing forgiveness with reparation and control.

[@TK-ij2xi]

My mother did that too, that denial, and holding on to her "truth" that she was a good mom. Mine used to say, "I'll never say anything bad about your dad..." And then she would say something bad, but I still BELIEVED she wasn't. Understanding her behavior, finally, made me so angry. I just hated her for years.

[@chaninashairjourney6116]

She made me cry 😭 may God bless you Anneke enormously🙏🏾.I have a daughter of 6 years old I can’t imagine!!!!! I live in Holland the fact that it happend right next to us makes me more sick 🤮and angry 😤 😡

[@Sheherazadeh91]

Annekes verhaal raakt me ook diep. Hoe kan een moeder haar kind zo iets afschuwelijks aandoen?! 😭

[@last_days_of_summer3760]

Das passiert weltweit. 💔

[@melissalove460]

And to know this goes on still everydayyy and goes unoticed and people just dont care is honestly sad

[@Bufekana]

Im just asking myself why doesn't this video have more views?! This woman is brave like a lion! Bless her❤️❤️❤️

[@cynthiaperkins6681]

When I remember trauma in my life , i repeat “ The blood of Jesus heals me” over and over until it stops hurting. Sometimes it takes months,, but the pain fades

[@Laurayoutube22]

You can better talk about the trauma with someone instead of hoping it will go away..

[@shaibi24100]

Right taaaaaaalk don’t keep it inside like a lava eating you.

[@stellarv5689]

We live in a society that glorifies sex too much

[@yellowbuttons4289]

Amen! There's power in the name of Jesus to break every chain! 🙏👏🏾🙌🏾

[@robinalecia7554]

This is almost unbelievable and unbearable to hear . What is going on in this world. Lord please have Mercy to restore these people back to some normalcy. Thank you

[@willmariegirona2911]

I'm without words, I felt so much pain and depression, that I can't imagine her true pain that she feels. My heart and motherly love goes to her. At the same time, I felt so much admiration, such a strong woman. Again dearest, all my caring love to you ❤. And she is right, there are so many people who become parents, who don't deserve it and should never been one....

[@jasonbryan9056]

Hello how are you doing 👋👋👋☺️

[@Skullswithdronesinside]

People break like wine bottles. They either shatter into a million pieces and can never put themselves back together allowing the past to destroy them or they break in half and can be used as a sharp weapon of strength and power. She is one of the few who came out full if power and strength. What an amazing woman.

[@jennifera2349]

She is still in recovery and healing. She educates people as part of her therapy. I know this because I am also an advocate and a survivor. Healing is a daily process .

[@DeirdreRawlings]

You are lovable Anneka. And so courageous and wise. My heart breaks for what they did to you. God sees your heart.

[@jasonbryan9056]

Hello how are you doing 👋👋👋☺️😀

[@carlhoppe]

What an incredible woman! So strong and courageous.

[@taslon7132]

Such a powerful deeply moving story listening to Anneke. I cannot fathom the horrors she endured, but to see and hear her speak, her strength and resilience is incredible. Thank you for sharing your interview with Anneke.

[@notallthatbad]

Forgiveness isn't about the perpetrator, it's about letting go of pain so you can move on.

[@raquelf2564]

No matter how many times I ask myself why there is so many evil people in the world, I can never come up with an answer. My heart aches for children in this position. I wish I could save them all and give them all the love they deserve 😭

[@michellemcwilliams1638]

I’m lost for words.... my heart breaks for her and all the innocent children around the world 😢 Praying for a better day🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽

[@nina2mikheeva]

You are amazing! I can’t imagine how you could survive after such a terrible childhood. I admire your inner strength, your beautiful soul and the kindness and dignity you project .

[@lass-inangeles7564]

Anneke, thank you. What a shining beacon of enlightenment you have become. I too, had a Belgian mother who survived WWII. But she was a good one, fiercely protective of her chicks. There was an incident once... she came in and immediately took action. Never had a problem since. I remember as a child being so grateful to have a mother like that, who cared deeply for us, her 3 kids. She really loved us - each one. You did not get that, and that is the real horror. There is such an emptiness, a hunger for love, when your mother is missing, unable to love you, and putting you in danger and pain every day. Invalidating you, making you invisible. My heart breaks for you as a child and even as an adult. What a terribly sad and scary thing. You survived this. Thank god. What a will you have. But your memories are bitter and so much of your life lost to abuse. It is magnificent that you rose like a Phoenix into a resplendent human being, compassionate, joyful, on the path to healing, with a depth of understanding of these issues, that very few people have. Thank you for sharing your story of courage and hope. I salute you. Brava!

[@Cathildreth]

She is the bravest woman I have ever known. I would’ve killed myself. I am praying for her! God bless her!!!

[@justsayingmyopinion6275]

Thank you for your courage. It was not easy to share your story. Thank you for letting us see your perspective and educating us on things we didn't know about

[@jackiemartinez6463]

This should never happen. Apuleius to Anneke for being a courageous beautiful woman as she shares her story. Anneke reaching out to so many may save others. Hope and Blessings

[@whitewave68]

Bless her dear heart! So horrific for her to go through that! Thank you for your broadcast!

[@LOVEVSFEAR1]

Her story is absolutely heartbreaking, so painful to hear, at times it’s almost unbearable to listen to. What’s so horrendous is all the child around the world experiencing this and they will never have their voices heard. I feel like I need to personally do something to protect these children.

[@user-lt7zh4lv3b]

My heart 💔 , how can a mother do this to a child?! She was sick! I wish I could hug this lady and take away all her pain and hurt 😢

[@DavinaRae.]

What a brave and inspirational soul. Sending the biggest energetic hugs

[@jasonbryan9056]

Hello how are you doing 👋👋☺️👋😀

[@SableDevon]

I know you forgave her for you I respect that but she doesn't deserve any sympathy from you.

[@deassfgh7807]

She's been so abused that a part of her mind thinks it's ok to give sympathy to her abusers. People like this grow up confused and you would be surprised at what they actually accept as what they think is ok. It takes a lot of therapy to overcome it.

[@karenhenline1906]

I watch Anneke's videos from time to time....just so I can feel her pain...and reach out accross time and hold the little girl that she was. I believe we can heal accross time and space. And I reach out to her with all the mothering energy in my being...and I protect her. Be well Anneke. ❤

[@zz11111]

Thank you for sharing a very painful part of your life with us and showing us the power of forgiveness to be able to stay sane in a world that seems to have gone insane.

[@cookie_dough_hangover]

I would die for my children! I would do anything for them!!! I can't imagine hurting my kids. I wish I could just hug her and take away her pain.

[@Ephraimchild]

The amount of respect I have for her and ALL that have gone through this. Love and positivity ❤❤

[@natashaanndefreitas4065]

I’m so sorry you had to go through that ... I’m so sorry for everything... I’m a mom and cannot imagine hurting my children in this way ... my heart hurts for you 💙

[@Laneqa]

Can’t even imagine what she went through or felt as a child!! 😭 or how a mother could do so much wrong to her child!

[@irenemax3574]

So sad. Thank you for posting. I am glad you survived and can tell your story, but I can’t watch any more right now, too terrible.

[@End_of_Time2027]

🙋Hi Anneke, I love you sweetheart ❤️. Thank you for sharing. God bless you & your journey.🙂❤️🙏

[@tabtrade7039]

Keep talking. More talking. We need more. Thank you. Love you.

[@7ioadee]

She is the definition of Warrior.... I Am inspired ✨️ She has taught much in a matter of 15 minutes. God Bless her beautiful, healing soul 🙏

[@sabineollivier2161]

What’s wrong with her mum?! How can a mum do this to her child ?

[@frenchie1132]

She was mentally ill.

[@freerangeboogie7293]

Narcissist or psychopath. No empathy at all. My mother did something similar when I was 9. She would stop at nothing to get attention, especially if it is from a handsome man. It was HER idea. They met at a church coffee hour. No shit. She wrecked all 5 of her children.

[@okimawilcox1550]

Plain evil

[@zzulm]

There are people incapable of love, and they have children and they fill them with shame and guilt until these children find themselves.

[@gd1335]

How you can forgive this evil instigated towards you, I can not understand. Those paedophiles should be hung, drawn and quartered for this unforgivable wickedness. You have a good and kind heart.

[@therealkoolaidandkale]

Every child deserves a parent. A REAL, loving, caring parent. Every "parent" doesn't deserve a child.

[@lisafanninghowe]

The world would be a better place, that’s for sure!

[@mothermovementa]

People are WICKED

[@brendaolds4407]

My heart breaks for you and all that you suffered through 😭! God bless you and keep you in his tender loving care.

[@mariemonn8912]

Forgiving is in the understanding the human condition...so grateful for her bravery of sharing her life journey ✝️

[@jasonbryan9056]

Hello how are you doing 👋👋👋👋

[@naomihope8278]

I was abused too I understand ur feeling it's a dark feeling if u can be STROOONG and keep ur right mind u are choose to fight evil in life

[@selfesteem3447]

Thank you Spencer. Everyone always saying how we as a victim must forgive, never made scense and was extremely painful to me and made me feel like I was the bad person, gaslighting is what this would amount to. There's a KZbin video I wish I had of saved, a psychologist saying "Ohhhh no, no no no no no... WE DON'T HAVE TO FORGIVE, yeah if you want to, sure but only if u want to, but one doesn't have to forgive, absolutely ok if someone does not forgive, no problem, it's not on you" Huge respect to her and bless her for being ok with forgiveness of her mom. I resonated greatly with that female psychologist who stated WE DON'T HAVE TO FORGIVE ! And that particular psychologist made sense to me. I'll always remember where I was standing when I heard that. I definitely replayed it, was probably in a bit of profound shock is why I suppose I didn't save that video or screenshot it Wishing everyone well💜🤍

[@Jen_l_g]

Your life is worth something and I am so glad you found your way out.

[@jasonbryan9056]

Hello how are you doing 👋👋😀😀😀

[@danielnixon3294]

this womens such an inspiration just when you thought your own childhood was so screwed up someone has it worse i see an inner beauty in her thanks for sharing

[@CarlaPereira-uw3gp]

I'm speechless ... the video should have subtitles in other languages ​​to go further. You are a very strong person! A big hug from Portugal

[@jasonbryan9056]

Hello how are you doing 👋👋👋👋👋

[@donnawoodford6641]

I can see the hurt present in Anneke. Her smile attempts to hide the pain, but it still seems to leak out. I believe many people are living with personal traumas of which others do not know. Many blessings to her for surviving the abuses inflicted upon her as a young child. TY for sharing, hoping that others can release the imposed shame, forgive, and continue to heal. 🕯️🙏🕯️

[@srpkinja87sd]

Looking at this pcts of her as a child I started to cry ,imagining what they did to a child innocent being 😭

[@jasonbryan9056]

Hello how are you doing 👋👋👋👋☺️

[@Србомбоница86]

My beautiful mother died 7 months ago ,she loved me dearly and I miss her SO much ,I couldn't imagine having your mother Anneke ,she is a monster ,I can't even consider that "being" a mom

[@ishtarbabylon4869]

Thank you Anneke for sharing your story. .you're so very brave! Love and light ❤

[@ytb8361]

Doesn’t it retraumatize people to share their stories? People can use it to retraumatize them forever.

[@patricebrown777]

"When you see someone at their emotional age, it's much easier to forgive them" I needed to hear that. There are people I need to forgiveon that basis. Thank you Anneke

[@freerangeboogie7293]

How awful, I’m so sorry.

[@bobandersonart]

Despite living through unfathomable horror Anneke is a vision of beauty and wisdom.... truly amazing woman.