Are you exhausted from Awakening?

[@sunyateaching]

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[@percubit10]

I am exhausted from people arund me.

[@ilovemyfran]

Thank you, very well said. My fatigue was extreme and it lasted for months. I’ve watched nearly all your videos and I’m grateful that you put these out there as I can relate to almost all of them.

[@AdahPAHtatah]

I awakened in 1994. I will say that through this past year there is a clearing of negative energy for all of us no matter how long you have been on the path. The feeling is tiring and also always feeling cranky. It's like the negative energy being purged leaves one really grumpy and exhausted.

[@sunyateaching]

🙏❤️

[@WHALEBOY777]

I remember I thought I was awakening after my first year of meditation because I was doing it every day for hours, now I'm REALLY feeling it half a decade later, weird things are happening like way too many synchronicities per day, visions of the future that don't lead to anything I would perceive as meaningful, and the feeling that everything is just fake and paper thin almost like I can see what's right behind it all. I no longer have real conflict with anybody because I feel like people can sense that I don't have ill intentions towards them. Everything's going really smooth now, even when it's not. I'm attracting things with minimal effort. I've shed addictions cold turkey because engaging with them doesn't align with who I am anymore. I didn't expect this, but now I no longer have any expectations, I'm just aiming to live a fulfilling life without falling into harmful traps. I'm thankful for these videos popping up in my recommendations because I felt psychotic.

[@sunyateaching]

Great to hear and thank you for your kind comments. 🙏

[@GregtheGrey6969]

Yes its been a long 12 years.

[@sunyateaching]

Yes it can be quite the journey. 🙏

[@satchy1000]

Yes. 16 here 😢

[@valeriemoore7834]

12 yrs and counting here as well.

[@kaykeiffer3944]

Wonderful video… Spiritual Awakening has so many layers… I am coming up on a year of this exhaustion, no motivation, no nothing feeling … Finally feeling a shift out of this stage.. I literally felt like I was going insane…

[@sunyateaching]

yes it can appear to take time. this will help you too: kzbin.info/www/bejne/j2WYnGmueM5mr5o

[@kaykeiffer3944]

That was another very helpful video too … Thank you very much …

[@sunyateaching]

@@kaykeiffer3944 My pleasure Kay

[@tadeuszbazooka6498]

3 weeks ago I was a cheerful and happy person until suddenly, unexpectedly, for no reason, the days of darkness, internal pain and doubt came. At times I literally wanted to die, i was exhausted and motivationless AF. Sleep patterns got freak out. I locked myself in a room in total darkness, which brought me strange relief, only going out to the store for the most important things, I abandoned my daily activities. I had the impression that this was one of the stages of awakening because I had some strange belief that I needed this isolation, dark contemplation. Now, fortunately, the storm is over and I feel at a higher level.

[@sunyateaching]

Yes solitude is sometimes required. Take your time 🙏👍

[@kerrymcintyre1056]

Thank you, I am constantly exhausted

[@sunyateaching]

Hang in there, this too shall pass 🙏❤️

[@followurheart1112]

Great support, thanku. Yesterday i had a 7hr afternoon nap!!!!! Im fully awakened have been all my life since birth but working in healthcare directly confirmed in 2020 absolutely everything made sense. 4 + yrs of learning every rabbit hole, and waiting This waiting and being a hermit for two yrs( work injury definitely from divine intervention) i have zero in me. The void is real. Even taking proper care/exercise etc i have zero interest. Lol. Im not depressed just had enuf

[@sunyateaching]

Look after yourself 🙏❤️

[@FallingRayne]

I haven’t even watched yet, but omg yes! Glad you’re speaking on this 🩵🙏🏼

[@sunyateaching]

Hope you enjoyed it 🙏

[@FallingRayne]

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[@bjarkenielsen8515]

Thanks! I had my epiphany in january, and I have been EXHAUSTED since then ;-) But vauw, - what an epiphany. I had no idea, and I wasn't seeking it either.

[@sunyateaching]

🙏❤️

[@jimstrickland8855]

This was really helpful, Sunya. The ear buzzing and the feeling of energy movement in the body can be intense at times. You’re right it does help to not resist it. I also find intense exercise helpful. In addition to the effects you mentioned, I also see beautiful colors in my field of vision sometimes.

[@sunyateaching]

You are welcome. 🙏

[@joesoap5336]

Hi Sunya, thank you very much for making this video... I have watched it three times now and it really does make sense that I would be exhausted... I forgot to point out that I am extremely active and know what fatigue is through physical exertion but I just knew that this recent fatigue, which is on a whole new level, was not because of that but rather had something to do with my awakening... Again, thank you, you have no idea how much your videos are helping me through this weird but phenomenal thing that is happening to me at the moment... Cheers

[@sunyateaching]

You are most welcome 🙏 ❤️

[@avalonseedlings5416]

Wow ! Well that’s a relief to know , last year the truth began to be revealed and initially I felt like a spring lamb but then complete exhaustion followed and it’s a struggle to physically do very much ,accompanied by lots of aching all over . Thank you for this explanation 🙏

[@sunyateaching]

You are very welcome 🙏 ❤️

[@TerriblePerfection]

I can't say that I relate to this issue. If anything I feel full of a quiet energy and don't require a lot of sleep. But I do question my own awareness when I'm impatient, judgmental, petty, etc., and I love your metaphor of the suitcases. That's going to be my new mantra whenever I notice myself slipping back to an ego-based self: "Put down the suitcases!" Perfect. 🥰

[@sunyateaching]

Yes the trap of judging your own judgements is very common. Your exhaustion / tiredness may still be to come, who knows?

[@TerriblePerfection]

@@sunyateaching Gee, thanks! 😂

[@sunyateaching]

@@TerriblePerfection just saying...

[@katjenkins1974]

Everyone's experience is unique. It's not good or bad, better or worse. It's fortunate for those of us who are experincing the tiredness that someone is touching on it. In the old paradigm we may well decide that we are dying of some disease!!

[@CarldeFigueiredo-lf2gc]

Thank you for this reassuring and comforting information and advice. I'm new to your channel and find so much wisdom and affirmation in your teachings. I've been on a spiritual quest for the last 3 years or so, after feeling trapped for a long time in what I came to see as a false/illusory state of duality, separateness etc. Awakening to the Truth of Universal Oneness and that I AM THAT, has been liberating and blissful. But like so many others, this has come with lethargy, tiredness, and a desire to be quiet and meditative for most of my day. It's good to know that this is a common experience to those of us who've 'put our suitcases down'; and that it'll pass, in time. Be blessed!

[@sunyateaching]

You are very welcome. Thank you for your kind words 🙏❤️

[@JaniceIsLearning]

This was a very good explanation of the tiredness of awakening. Thank you.

[@sunyateaching]

You are so welcome 🙏

[@thenetisthebeast6910]

We do not “awaken” while we all have these devices in our hands/lives These things are the snare laid before us, the pheon(tip of the spear) We win if we all ditch these things TOGETHER. If we dont then we drag each other into the bottomless pit

[@danielcappo7952]

I've been in the resting phase after awakening for ten months or so. It seems my desire to do things is slowly coming back but it's not going to look anything like the mind thought. When you're in the awakening and following the sign posts you think if you do this or surrender to that you will find your life purpose. There is no purpose you have to do. I still don't know how you find new passions or if I can even really do that since nothing seems all that exciting in the way it once was. I suppose it's better to just live in the moment and do what I feel like doing at a given time.

[@sunyateaching]

Watch this video kzbin.info/www/bejne/j2WYnGmueM5mr5o

[@sunyateaching]

Yes I call it “whack a mole”. What pops up is responded to. No other way makes sense any longer 🙏❤️

[@Billy_The_Skid]

Yeah I can relate, used to be up at the crack o dawn n now when I do get sleep it's like I can't get enough and usually don't wake until around midday. Same aswell as how it's like everything I used to want to do no longer seems to appeal and I'm almost being called to do nothing when I get the chance

[@Didi-m9b]

This is a great point of view to consider...I thought that I am exhausted because I am resisting the changes due to fear that comes with the profound embodiment of the awakening process, also because it is happening for months on an off, then I thought that it is self sabotage to be exhausted so I will not implement and practice my "new" authentic being and all this may be truth, and then I thought I am living in Israel so right now the collective is toxic as hell all around, but only when you started to describe our habits when we used to live in the world of delusional deceit and all that encompasses, I gave myself a break, thank you!

[@sunyateaching]

You are very welcome. Glad it was helpful for you 🙏❤️

[@katjenkins1974]

Hi. I stopped identifying and began my 'awakening' adventure about 50 years ago. When I am aware of carrying any particular attachment the body purges the odd thing here and there. I began experiencing the body slowing down and ceasing 'normal function' anout 3 years ago but more and more recently. Now I can barely walk without knee pain. It feels as if I am being asked to be in the Zero point of myself. I do my best not to judge any of it and trust that I am unravelling stuffs. Thank you for this video. It's reassurring.

[@sunyateaching]

You are very welcome 🙏 ❤️

[@moto3463]

Yes very exhausting the last 12 years.

[@tp1gav]

What a long strange trip its been. I posted this several days ago. I was in the pit of hell. I'm now back on planet. Extremely painful... I've walked this lonely path a long time, and as an empath, I can no longer do this. I'm a warrior with no tools to help these people understand the damage they have done. I've never understood nor have I been understood by these people on our Gaia. I've come to believe there is no hope. Until these people change nothing changes. Everyday more death, more killing and more lies. I do not want to be here anymore. I have so much to give. I have some much power to offer but yet we are always met with wait till tomorrow, soon divine intervention will happen, and yet everyday we grow closer to global thermonuclear war. And my reward is enlightenment. I get to sit on a mountain and slip into insanity. My purpose was to help these people yet I have no power to anything but watch our children being exploited and sold as trash. I see Gaia destoryed by the ignorant. They have no right to destory our planet, yet they go unabated, So, I ask you witch. Why? I see no point to any of this. I have no interest in righting old wrongs. I want to live free amongst loving light sharing collective souls. I live here in the 3D land. I can't fake this 5D reality nor this ascension. There's no point in any of this. Just simply suffering. I'm so tired. I'm so tired and so tired of hearing help is on its way. I'm strong but not for this. It never ends and they won't take away my empathic ability or give me tools to help. So I'm done. These people don't listen and they don't learn. They don't care. It's that simple. I see no miracles becuase no one has ever been saved from they're own destruction. I can't believe the Universe would allow the destruction of Gaia. We are not chosen ones nor special. We're here for a reason that most don't undwerstand. It's so sad they dont even know what they have done. I resent they don't know the hurt the universe feels.

[@Natty183]

Don't you feel it? When you are moved around through the chaos here, you end up right where you were supposed to be. That's how we accomplish the goal. The ego doesn't know.

[@sunyateaching]

Yes the ego never existed in the first place 🙏❤️

[@sionyevans]

Deadhead forever !!!!!! Sunshine daydream...Fire on the Mountain ⛰

[@richardchristian6894]

I think that analogy is amazing, because even the neuro science confirms that meditation reduces the size and activity of the amygdala the part of the brain responsible for fight or flight. So when we ditch the baggage, false identity and all the safe guards, we actaully feel what the body is actually like outside of this armed up ego protectivec fight or flight state. Also it reminds me of exercise where if we create a situation that requires energy our body will deliver but a debt must be paid later. This must be the debt or karma we must pay that our false self has been burdening the body with.

[@richardchristian6894]

Btw I'm pretty sure fasting in complete silence, with water and rest can wipe this debt faster

[@sunyateaching]

Yes it can appear this way.

[@sionyevans]

that was very helpful indeed...thanks so much...

[@sunyateaching]

Glad it was helpful! 🙏❤️

[@Chuck_N0rris]

I guess I went trough an awakening but that was 10 years ago. Multiple satoris. But something scared me from continuing. I was at the final door so to speak but I knew that if I went trough, I would get obliterated. I wasnt afraid of dying. I already believed in reincarnation but this vortex of energy threatened to destroy everything that I was. I turned away and havent had a proper satori ever since.

[@sunyateaching]

Embrace the void. The mind will resist. We discuss this inside our awakening community sunyanow.com 🙏❤️

[@madamedessert9608]

Thank you

[@sunyateaching]

You're welcome 🙏❤️

[@ddoll7007]

And it is very different.. the cerebral exercise of oh hey I see things now kind of AWARENESS…. VS…. A deep soul awakening rebirth. Very different. A true awakening…can be horrific, dark, terrifying, exhausting and many death cycles ensue. There are no words for the supernatural experiences as well. Jacob’s ladder I’ve been climbing. lol.

[@sunyateaching]

Yes words always fall short. Something first needs to be heard, then experienced, the n realized, then learned and finally just known. 🙏❤️

[@enough1494]

I just don’t function anymore, lol! I have hit so many brick walls the past 3-4 weeks. Silly and huge important stuff! Exhausted is not enough! 😏

[@nurpinner8502]

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[@ddoll7007]

Not to mention… what now? I’ve been going through the exhaustion and deep internal heat, illness symptoms cycling for about five years. I feel ….. dead. lol. And I don’t know what to do… don’t want … no goals or dreams it’s like… I’ve been tenderized into this limp noodle over years and I’m so grateful but now what I don’t know…. So I sleep. A lot.

[@sunyateaching]

It will all unfold as it should. Life re-emerges eventually in anew more vibrant way 🙏❤️

[@Adubz84]

Ive been dead on my feet for about 3 years. I struggle to sleep well and yet the moment i wake up its all i want to do, I feel like the seeking is exhausting also. I'd love to excercise again and feel alive, less depressed and get in better shape. All I can do is walk but when i walk i feel as though im just dragging my body around.

[@sunyateaching]

This too shall pass. Be kind to yourself. Give it time. It is all unfolding as it should. 🙏

[@Adubz84]

@@sunyateaching its never ending. The frustration and anger starts to build with no avenue for release.

[@sunyateaching]

@@Adubz84 this is coming from resistance of some kind. Investigate what the resistance is to. It may be resistance to the frustration itself or judgment or judging the judging. Try to maintain distance from it by observing it as a scientist would observe a strange phenomenon down a microscope

[@Adubz84]

@sunyateaching its just so awful Sunya. I miss "my life" I spend all my time alone. I walk alone. Eat alone. Sleep alone. I'm depressed. Anxious. Nervous. Fearful amd tense. I can't sleep. And simultaneously can't be active. I don't enjoy anything. Life has become completely dead. Nothing and nobody can help. I just want the self to die and yet I wamt to live again. But I don't think it'll ever come.

[@sunyateaching]

@@Adubz84 be careful you are not wandering into depression as it can be very similar. After an awakening I became medically depressed and had to take medication. Only after several months of "fog" as I able to emerge back into the world and life with a real understanding.

[@avalonseedlings5416]

Yesterday I had a moment of understanding that whilst I Am here to realise myself I Am also here to experience the wonders of the illusion. God wanting to have rich experiences as the so called physical me . This has spurred me on to have another adventure or two with this body . Although I am reminded Ramana didn’t feel the need for bodily stimulation. Any thoughts on this ?

[@sunyateaching]

Awareness does not need or desire anything and does not need to be connected to the body, mind or sensations in order to be 🙏❤️

[@szilagyiandras-o9j]

I think I am not exhausted from awakening, but I am exhausted from youtube videos

[@sunyateaching]

If only there were an easy solution to that….

[@jprobertson-e1j]

I hate this world

[@sunyateaching]

Be strong this too shall pass 🙏❤️

[@sudhamurali3900]

Hi can u help me to get out of this problem. I am tired of nondual vds,though I know nothing to do my mind fears if I stop listening to knowledge I will be pulled back into the the worldly illusion

[@sunyateaching]

Everything you need is already within you. Rest in it. Simply close your eyes, ask yourself the question "Am I aware?". That is all there is to do.

[@sudhamurali3900]

Tq very much sir

[@willarmendariz7663]

Dude......... im telling ya.

[@oneness1976]

I wonder why, no one, including you, (in my subscriptions of course) speak about the chakras! It's been an important part in my journey, like they are so obvious! The eye and the crown, they are lit for a few months now and I feel the more aligned they are the less exhausted I feel! So why nobody talks about them? Where they part of your awakening journey also?

[@sunyateaching]

They were a part of the journey until they weren’t. I had what is referred to as an opening of the crown chakra early on in my cycle journey. But that’s when I still believed in being a separate self. It’s a little bit like talking about fish. Fish don’t exist separate to the ocean. There is only ocean and fish or ocean. So obsessing about or focusing on the fish ignores the fact they were ocean all along.

[@oneness1976]

@@sunyateaching So I guess it's backward for me? Or compared to your experience at least? It's pretty obvious now that I'm not separated from anything. And at the same time, these chakras are more and more present. So does that mean I'm going backward? lol

[@sunyateaching]

@@oneness1976 if you fully realized you are not separate there would be no more questions, and certainly not questions about chakras - as, by definition, these rely on a specific physical location on a specific apparent individual and at the ultimate true level of reality do not exist. because nothing is separate to anything else. they exist no more than a "tree" can be said to exist. as it too is Awareness and not separate to everything else (the rest of itself).

[@oneness1976]

@@sunyateaching Thanks for the answers! Yeah, there is no doubt that I haven't fully realized, you are right. It's been so gradual that I'm more and more aware of being stuck in loops and these loops are seen through and disappear. I can see that these chakras thing is a loop that I wasn't aware of. But at the same time, "we" still in the human experience and there is no way that I could talk about something saying : "you know there is something about that thing that doesn't exist, well I feel this thing that doesn't exist is kinda obvious for a someone who doesn't exist that the feeling who doesn't exist is still there, where it doesn't exist... So I get your point, but at the same time... The experience is still there! ;)

[@namonrice1770]

No I’m exhausted from being lied to for so many years ! I’ve recently lost all faith in the great liar in the sky and Jesus ain’t much better!

[@Igjt5778]

It makes complete sense. I see and feel the glimpses of the oneness everyday. Then the body is going through so many unwinding symptoms . How to ease through these symptoms and not get caught in this as some of these are painfully physical?

[@sunyateaching]

Don’t resist and don’t fall into the sensations. Just observe them. Try not to define, judge or interpret. The mind will try to do all these things but you are not the mind 🙏❤️

[@Igjt5778]

@@sunyateaching much helpful and needed. There seems to be a lot of energy n heat in and around the body. Feels out of place and empty all day nowadays as nothing makes sense🙏

[@sunyateaching]

@@Igjt5778 You are welcome.