I love the dog. So cute.

Im 58. Worked entire life. After reading the posts, i see that i am not alone. One thing different , i am sick and tired of everything revolving around money.

Do Nothing! And give up! But make KZbin Videos! So You are doing Something!

Exactly! Once see the truth, nothing makes sense again.

When you tell the truth and you’re fighting against exposing the matrix to the masses it’s hard work. Most people will never be free spiritually or mentally It’s easier You ever tried to tell someone the truth and their response “ I can’t take it, it’s too much. 😅 You have to be thick skinned and robust mentally

I realize that being 'in the middle' is like being in purgatory, you are either in or you are out, you are awake or you are asleep. You cannot serve two masters at the same time. That's why those who don't even question existence live their lives with less questions less mind less suffering. Those of us who start seeking can enter a dark forest without knowing when we will come out. Where everything could fall apart at any moment. And while you are there you live with the wolves and ghosts. At any moment the inevitable will happen. Until then we need to enjoy life, otherwise why are we here? Life is to be lived not understood

There are levels (depth, breadth and quality) of awakening. If it is a direct experience of the absolute getting back will take some time. But as layman P’ang had written: before enlightenment I chop wood, carry water. After enlightenment, I chop sood, carry water.

Thank you! 😊

I've been this way my entire life.

It's hard to live in a society you know is a joke just to blend in... besides that, It's like I've already done everything I wanted to... had it all and it all means nothing besides family and close friends, my only goal now is to spread the truth I've found and teach others still blinded slowly but surely I've brought a few with me so far a couple took years of little bites but eventually their eyes will open if they want to see others took few months, it takes time for the information to sink in through all the other crappy lies we've been told to believe.

You need Jesus

I call it the self. The self cannot step aside and experience itself. Because the self is that which experiences. This reminds me of a dream I had. I received the information in this dream that 'if I realized the meaning and context of my existence, I would know myself'. As I 'perceived' this information, I saw a large geometric pattern in shades of gray. It looked like it was through a fisheye, a bit bloated in front of me. Afterwards, in this dream, I became afraid that 'my self would dissolve'.

Slavery is alive and well The chains are peoples aspirations and the need to look down on others My father from the age of 11 to 16 knew nothing but war and rationing He was successfull but he never showed what he had he used to say to me all you need is a roof, food ,clothes, a good pocket knife and time I never understood what he meant till i was in my 20's

I usually don't comment on videos, but after watching this, I feel obligated to thank the creator. After practicing Vipassana meditation for a few years, I am right on this phase you describe. Today was one of the worst days, I woke up crying and thinking about which suicide method would be the less painful for me. Seeing that joy through old habits can not be achieved anymore. Feeling tired from the struggle of searching something new. Feeling so diassapointed that I felt kind of dead already. Feeling that everything is pointless. And then, boom, this video emerged from nowhere. And I watched it. And I thank you.

Don’t tell me 🙄

Same. Totally lost interest in people and loathe being around them. I'm so grossed out.

I used to say and think ..."it's a lonely place knowing and feeling that we are all mad ..."!

A brain scientist had a stroke -- a big one -- and had to learn everything again, with the help of her mother. She wrote a book about it called "My Stroke of Insight." The one effect of the stroke that never returned was the mental distinction of all things into separate "solid' objects. The world appeared borderless to her. She could operate apparently normally in the world, but she never regained the ability to see things as NOT interconnected. Whatever part of her brain that does that automatically was gone forever, and she finally understood what the mystics have been trying to tell us for centuries -- what this gentleman is trying to articulate so gracefully.

When your golden dog looks back for you to make sure you are still there, even when she feels your presence with every fiber of her being. Her joy in the moment to see that part of her soul has not suddenly disappeared. The never-ending job of love, her inborn duty to see that you are OK. This all comes through the film, as if I am on that precious trail, that somehow exists, far from the "madding crowd."

What a mesmerizing story! An Indian mystic said that schizophrenia is just "bad kundalini" -- replacing the suffering world with more suffering, instead of the ecstasy of "oneness" and release from the illusion and duality. I haven't forgotten what I read in that book, one of two my father left me before he died. The book is so hard to find now. I once had 2 copies, but now have just one. When I start to lose my bearings, I pull it out and re-read it. It is like a hand on my shoulder when darkness falls.

I imagine that we can also make a decision 'actively', such as changing location, without believing that this will bring us permanent happiness. I believe we must be careful not to mistake awakening as the absence of instinctive preferences. A video on this would be interesting.

Perhaps you took slightly the wrong approach with cycling. Miles are meditation ....

Develop a simple regime a discipline free of volition, attain jhana, through a mere resolute concentration one can manifest/transform anything at will. Take it easy, worry is not wholesome but do stay prudent!

Awakening for the good of many: by your efforts and walking the path, but with others and for others...

It starts with school being state funded baby sitting so the masses can go to work and earn their taxes.

It's the fact that this place has become a circus, not to mention a dog and pony show, and so many are under mind control.What to do ?😂

I totally get this video and the themes talked about. I feel exactly the same way. Have been on the hamster wheel 🎡 doing more and more as it gets older and older and achieved so much, that none of it seems to matter or make sense. The end goal is what??? To die as the richest man in the cemetery 🪦? There really seems to be no point to any of this. It's a Kafka trope of what is it all about? What is the point of being trapped in a life of misery and toxicity? When the alternative is so much better, complete 💯 freedom to just live on your own terms ..

I went through a spiritually awakening in the 90's and am very familiar with what you speak of here.. discombobulating is a very apt description.. it rang true when i heard blacksdder say it i was like "thats where im at! Its got a name!!!" I spent years thinking all sorts of reasons why this happened? why do i need this knowledge? I thought i had to DO something.. nope.. just be.. just be me.. Ive never seen a vid that hits that spot like this does, so, Thank you! Keep up the great work 👍 subbed ☺️🙏🕊️✨👼

After consuming various psychedelics, I also wanted to escape from modern society, because nothing makes sense. The thing is, when Jesus is with you, it doesn't matter where you are. Your soul is in such peace, it's heaven.

I went through it. Awakening and other stories will never bring you lasting peace, you will always ask new questions. There is only one way, and that is Jesus Christ. When you find Jesus, everything is clear and he gives lasting peace of mind. Pray with an open heart and you will surely find him. 🙏🏻

Same here I quit the rat race in my 30s I'm now sixties and don't regret it

Dude, if you still believe there is such a thing as bad news, get back to work, you still have your head up your ass!!!

Doing nothing is awesome. It sucks being broke but the freedom is awesome.

God is a pos if it's this esoteric and complicated

Amen✝️🧎🏼🕊🙌🏼🙏🏼😌♥️♥️♥️

same...

That’s called depression not awakening

I just lost my father about two weeks ago, and I feel like I lost that spark to do things. In a way, we had that daily communication, and now, for the rest of my life, it will never happen again. I haven't done anything in my room except sleep more and watch videos, wanting time to pass quickly. I go to work, but I’m so lost in my thoughts, trying to reason and understand my new reality-it feels like I’m in a trance, sometimes snapping back to reality. I have to fight with myself to get back to something close to what it was before, even though I know it will never be the same. But I have to do it, and I know he would want me to. The message of this video can even apply to many people going through the loss of family members or loved ones. I wish you all the best and hope you can return to that almost-normal life you had before that "life-changing" moment. 🙏

I think it’s ok to allow oneself a period of time to be solitary and reflective, when you’re not engaging the world like before. Eventually, the motivation will change and propel you in a new direction. It’s scary at times, but self-acceptance is key.

It can pass. But, yes - the whole superficial rat race really does become a boresome, predictable, and transparent waste of energy. Once the false self ego dies, though, reconnecting to ... "All" (?) ... is quite blissful.

I have been feeling quite depressed after my spiritual awakening. Waking up to our truth, and whst the world has become. It has become even more cleae to me thst i dont fit in the capitalistic system, being neurodivergent and overcoming early childhood trauma. I am an artist, but I have lost all motivation and drive to create anything, what is the point? I know im sounding quite pessimistic rn, i do have moments when i feel lighthearted. But I just wanted to have a little rant and be honest for a moment.

The teachings of Ramana Maharishi. Not many are lucky as your awakened self. Enjoy thexreality, the bliss. Thank you for sharing.

I’m 36 from Sweden and i have been through this the last decade and are just now starting to find my peace again! Those of us who really got the spiritual awakening are those who will survive the times to come. Everything is fake, Society, Religion, History, Science, Economy, Education. It will all fall apart in the next decade and it has already started and are speeding up more and more for each year. We are really starting to feel the change, the change many worldwide will not be able to handle and we will loose alot of humanity because they will not be able to handle the truth that will be presented to them.

Most youtuber or podcster or them that talking in social media channels that talk about spiritual awakening actually asked the to stay in the "dreams" and stay sleep. So i hope not much about much ppl awake esp the one that followong social media channels.

Sometimes hard times can help

When you are awake you achieve a higher lever of consciousness, you now need too channel control you higher level consciousness , basically your out of the matrix , you look at something you can easily tell it’s a lie or you will question everything of that , all it is that your mind is free out of jail , then you except it and slowly peace comes back this is the great awakening take care all

Waiting for retirement is like serving a prison sentence.

The world is full of traps for the ego. Unfortunately, the financial traps are related to how much people add value to material things. Most people are like mice on a wheel.

First time hearing you, I'm actually amazed how you seemed to manage all those phases without a 'life line' (ie. some spiritual guidelines like kabbalah [extra important not to mistake this with religion]) ... in my case, working with Abulafia's meditations and other tzadikim teachings are guiding my self forward. We cannot deny that the whole world is experiencing an spiritual awakenning.

I'm 36...I feel like that. After a love breakup 2 years ago, I began to meditate a lot...cause I was anxious, sad and unhappy. Meditation give me calms feeling...I was praticing gratitue and reading a lot about spirituality....But now i just feel that I don't have any kind of survival instinct, I'm not interessed by music, movie, sports, socialising anymore... A part of me feel totally empty and the other part feel free of overthinking...I had the impression of being in total state of lazyness and the other hand just totally peaceful with life... I didn't expect to be in a state where's there's no ambition else than just being...I mean really nothing else. I don't know what to expect for the future, no interest te be in a relationship anymore...I have two little nephew to see growing up...The only thing that I saw is to spend the most possible time that I can with them...