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[@rheamanzo3684]

As a medical provider, I see chronic pain all the time. I am amazed at your resilience and your drive to do everything you do despite your health concerns. I see it hold a lot of people back and it’s inspiring to see everything you accomplish with what you go through behind the scenes. I hope one day you don’t have to suffer as often or nearly as much as you do ❤️ sending love and best wishes 🙏🏼 I’ve been watching you for many many years and love you

[@taylorwynn]

Thank you so much. This is very kind 🖤🖤

[@emmejuliana8773]

I can validate the pain level. I have had chronic migraine for over 25 years, I am in my mid forties now. I have given birth to an 8.0 pound baby and a 10.2 pound baby. A bad migraine is worse than labor. I am on regular Aimovig, Qulipta, etc. and the rescue shots don't always work for me either. I hope you have a good long spell before your next bad episode. I see you and I can empathize. Hugs.

[@chiknlittle]

I love hearing someone else talk about Aimovig. Of course, not all medicines work for all people but I got put on Aimovig 2 years ago and it brings me to tears telling other people about what a miracle it has been for me.

[@idahoroots]

I agree with this, I don’t think ever experienced a truly bad migraine but I would take labor over a migraine, I had an all natural labor and gave birth to an 11 lb baby

[@morgancarmichael2386]

Head pain and mouth pain are the worst of any that you could possibly feel

[@rlsodatown9621]

Fellow migraine person. I’m in my 40’s and it’s been basically my entire life and I’ve passed this down to my teen daughter which sucks & I feel so guilty. I struggle with down cycles and my triggers - and totally can relate to what you’re saying regarding pain and sharing and hearing comments from others that mean well but don’t “get it.” I’m here for the makeup and hair and travel, but I do really relate to you (even tho I’m so much older!) on some health issues too. ❤️

[@ksp4125]

I have had great success with the new-ish Ubrelvy. Nothing has helped the way it does. About 12-15 y of migraines about 8 days a month are (fingers crossed) a thing of the past. Good luck everyone.

[@soulshine4976]

I’m laying in a hospital bed after going to the eye doctor only to discover I have something call optic neuritis. Which is a sign of MS and apparently all of my chronic migraines may not have just been migraines this whole time. Our medical journeys are personal and what we chooses to share and keep private is a very personal choice. I started watching your videos because of foundation I stayed 8 years later because of you and this caring, like minded community you have created. I come here when I’m sad or happy and always find someone who gets it even if just in a comment I will never reply too. Thank you Taylor and her people for just being you.

[@jenniferfoster8753]

Good luck to you.

[@TeriMartinez]

Wow…’stay strong 💪🏼

[@Echolyris212]

Reading this made me realize how much I take my health for granted. I’m sorry you are going through this. I also want to thank you for posting this, this is a good reminder to be appreciative of small to big things we take for granted. Hope you are doing better❤.

[@khenders780]

The way you navigate life with your health issues is inspiring. I wish you all the best, no matter how much you choose to share. You make me feel so much less alone with my own chronic pain issues. I have my first neurologist appointment next week, and I’m scared, but seeing how strong you can be makes me feel like I can be too. 🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤

[@misslinguinni]

I hope your appointment goes well; wishing you the best! 🖤

[@hollywebster6844]

I pray your appointment goes well and I offer encouragement to see a different neurologist if you don't click with this one. Migraine treatment can be tricky and you really need a neurologist who listens to you, who doesn't try to make you fit the treatment instead of tailoring the treatment to meet your needs.

[@Cherylebreaux]

@@hollywebster6844 100% agree! It took me years to finally find an actual headache specialist and she's also an amazing person who listens. So important.

[@heatherirvine1007]

Wishing you the absolute best honey 💙💙💙

[@ariellesoullighting4309]

Good luck, dear

[@torjune]

Thank you for sharing with us, Taylor. It's honestly so easy to forget that everyone has big shit going on behind the scenes that's so easily disguised on social media. Honestly I had been wondering about Mayo Clinic but it was obviously none of my business! I'm excited for you to have a new path for treatment and wish you nothing but the best. f

[@lauramarie1381]

Perfect timing! I was needing something to watch lol Edit: I appreciate the health reality and updates. I have very different chronic issues but it's so exhausting and I feel so alone so often because people really don't understand the struggles that we deal with on an everyday basis.

[@hollywebster6844]

Yes, this. People only see me on days when I can get myself together and leave the house, so most people don't realize what my daily life is like.

[@Dragonflyathena]

Always love your vlogs so much. Giving you an extra bug hug for all you deal with. For me it’s so helpful to see some of the real hard parts of your life even as someone who is so inspiring and accomplished so much- it makes you that much more inspiring. I can’t imagine the navigation of this in a public way but you do it so beautifully. I have my own very challenging elements in my life and I’m glad I don’t have to navigate those things in the public eye. You’re the best Taylor. 🖤🖤🖤

[@taylorwynn]

Thank you for saying this 🖤🖤🖤

[@chaosbecomesher]

@@taylorwynn ^agreed 💗 appreciate everything that you do share, and how you share it, especially knowing how hard it can be to evaluate how much to share. Wishing you all the best!

[@brittb5925]

As someone who suffers from migraines I always appreciate your health updates. I’m so sad for all you go thru but you are such a boss for handling it and still living your life the way you want to while managing that type of pain!🖤

[@samantha7389]

You are honestly one of the only people who allows me to feel sane when it comes to discussions about migraines. I’ve been getting migraines more often the older I get. A few years ago I went to a doctor after dealing with migraines that would wake me up from sleep in tears because the pain was that intense and sudden (kinda felt like someone was throwing a fastball at my head) and I was completely dismissed by my doc. He just prescribed medication that didnt help and sent me on my way. More recently I began having the worst migraines that I’ve had in a while and I told my current doctor about it, thankfully this one took me seriously. It was an emotional experience, having someone who was willing to listen, and I teared up a bit while I was talking to her and explaining my past experience with my former doctor. I just want to thank you so much for encouraging migraine sufferers to advocate for themselves. You’re totally right: it’s hard to understand the pain if you don’t go through it. I hope you are doing well, and I wish you all the best! 💕

[@marianekalis1533]

You most definitely right. If you don’t go through it...you don’t have any idea! Keep going strong 💪 all of you...that are suffering today. A lot of people have NO frigging idea! .

[@EmilyEmilyEmily01]

I hope you're getting some better help. I have finally found relief the past fews months without having to take pills during the week. My mom has had one headache in her life and thankfully she's been supportive BUT she never understood until she had a headache (sinus). Finding a supportive md is so important. My pcp now personally gets it and I'm using Ajovy thanks to them and its been a miracle. It really is a draining experience physically, emotionally and financially.

[@ashleylala4293]

I’m sorry you’ve had to deal with this too. There’s no way anyone can understand a bad migraine unless they’ve experienced it themselves. Glad you found a Dr that took you seriously. I’ve found Functional MDs can be very helpful and know what tests to order to figure out the root cause of your migraines. Mine was chemical toxicity because I don’t make enough glutathione. The treatment was life saving for me. I don’t want to get too dark but at my worst when I was having nonstop migraines for days on end, I was about to give up. I wouldn’t wish that pain on my worst enemy.

[@Patti-1962]

Oh my goodness, Rachel's baby is beautiful! I'm so happy for her, and you!🖤 I can relate to the ER visits... and how hard it is to talk to people about chronic health issues. I'm glad that you share your reality with us. On a good day, I have maybe four good hours a day. Washing my hair is a MAJOR accomplishment! I'm so glad your pain level finally improved❤

[@xxoldmagicxx]

When I feel myself going downhill I make sure 1. My bed is clean 2. My hair/body is clean. Because if I have to go to the hospital they keep me for a week and I at least want to start that week clean 😭😭😂😂

[@Patti-1962]

@@xxoldmagicxx Oh, I totally understand. My flares last weeks at a time, so I don’t have the strength. My husband helps out then!

[@sarahwithstars]

@@xxoldmagicxx totally felt that comment. Too true.

[@hannahvivi7042]

I really appreciate you sharing health updates. I have a chronic illness and it can feel really isolating because i feel like everyone else is enjoying life. It makes me feel like i am not alone.

[@laurajesso88]

1000% migraines are harder than child birth because at least with contractions you get a break! I know you’re on a ton of meds and have tried lots of meds but I started taking a med called Emgality almost 2 years ago and have not had an “ER” migraine since!

[@aprilbooksandoutdoors9014]

I agree CGRP antagonist has been life changing - I’m on Ajovy. When I started it was the best I had felt since elementary school.

[@victoriasteele5966]

Here to second Emgality. I’ve suffered from cluster headaches (different from migraines) for 15 years and there is no cure. Emgality was a miracle for me. It works by inhibiting pain receptors so it works for a variety of different root causes since it treats the pain rather than the cause.

[@susantimmerman4757]

I went through childbirth and had an epidermal that only numbed me from legs down. I felt all the pain and it was awful. I've never had a migraine, nor a headache. I can't even imagine them being worse than childbirth. Best wishes for your treatments and recovery.

[@g1ng3rsn4ps]

@@susantimmerman4757 if you've never experienced chronic pain, especially severe, or a true migraine (not a 'headache') maybe you should keep your lil 2 cents to yourself. This came off dismissive, invalidating, and straight up unnecessary. Period. Shush.

[@liznotslow]

I'm currently trying to fight off Day 5, of a 5 day migraine flare. It's so validating to hear you talk about how hard this all is to talk about. There's some people who get it. And others that don't. And I always am fighting with myself whether or not I should spend the energy to try to explain to those other people. But often, it's not worth my energy. Haha. 🤷🏼‍♀️ Just trying to survive over here, and hanging with my people who get it makes that easier.

[@laurenmartin2175]

I actually love when you talk about your experiences with migraines. Im in the same boat and it makes me feel way less alone. Finally got good insurance and I have an appointment at AZ Mayo Clinic next week thank God🙏🏻

[@brunswick2011]

It’s so admirable of you to admit that not everyone can go out of state for medical care. I just love that about you, your videos are so genuine! Hope these providers can give you some relief! ❤️

[@SaucerJess]

FWIW, you talking about migraines makes me feel less alone, but, personally, I couldn't deal with all the people telling me to drink more water or try Excedrin Migraine, so I get why you don't talk about it. I appreciate you for all you do share. Sending heaps of love your way 💙

[@MsAnthropic89]

The amount of people that suggest common sense things like that to people with chronic illness is staggering. I deal with chronic pain that keeps me up at night and also causes fatigue. Someone once suggested I go to bed earlier. 🤦🏽‍♀️ nope, never thought of trying that one.

[@MissBronwen]

I also suffer from chronic migraine and I appreciate seeing you talk about even a small portion of it. It’s so hard to share because I always get hit with the “drink water” by friends when I’m practically drowning from the amount of water I drink. Anytime someone starts to say “have you tried” I just completely zone away and can’t manage it. And medical trauma and ptsd from horrible doctor and ER visits is so real. I feel for you! I hope the injections gave you some relief. Good luck!

[@taylorwynn]

“Drink water” is the fucking worst. Or “I get headaches too sometimes” lol no. Feel for you girl, sorry you also deal with them.

[@coffeeandtrex3344]

The "have you tried" people are the worst. Like yes, I have tried drinking water, taking Tylenol... Etc. Smh. Sending lots of love your way. ❤️

[@Fatherdowling]

My own mother does the ‘drink water’ thing it makes me want to scream.

[@vr00mie87]

When I lived in Seattle for a year and a half, the late summers cracked me up. Coming from living in Mississippi for 24years, the summers in Seattle were INCREDIBLE. Whenever someone mentioned how "hot" it was I always laughed and said, "Let me take you to MS in the middle of August." It's unreal how hot and muggy it gets. I do not miss it.

[@stephb3321]

I lived in Mississippi for over a year, and I live in WA now (originally from WA). I don’t complain about our summers here anymore. LOL. Southern summers are dreadful. However, in addition to our muggy summers here, there’s the wildfire smoke/haze to deal with. That’s a recent phenomenon. Never had to deal with that growing up.

[@robertamandab7932]

I grew up in South Mississippi and moved away when I was 15. I recently moved back now in my early forties, I had forgotten how hot and humid it was. Absolutely miserable when out of the AC.

[@lainafields]

I was just thinking "Puffer jacket, what?" I Iive in northern Miss. and it's 89 right now.

[@robertamandab7932]

@@lainafields yeah I don't even own a formal coat. I can get away with cardigans and light jackets in the winter here. Doesn't even get that cold, maybe a few day here and there will get cold overnight but even then it's nothing like Missouri and Oklahoma winters where I used to live.

[@susanw724]

My husband and I just moved to Mississippi a few months ago from Minnesota and we love the weather. Sitting outside right now in the 90's and loving it. All depends where you come from. Lol!

[@abbidabbidu1547]

Please please please keep up the health talks. It makes me feel so much better because we have so many of the same issues. I find you so inspiring. Chronic migraines are so debilitating... I haven’t had a “job” for a few years as I was caretaking for my dad. Sadly though he passed away so now I’m trying to figure out what kind of jobs will best suit my unpredictable health issues (plus extreme anxiety). I hate feeling so limited.

[@megaamold9597]

Long term healthcare worker (folks with disabilities, including memory care) here, everything you said about the system is right on par! Cannot wait for Medicare benefits when I’m older. Everyone should have quality healthcare that’s affordable, it shouldn’t be a luxury! One thing about Mayo- they tend to send a bill before insurance has cleared. Billing department is a bit too quick for that non-profit…. But they do provide some of the best care my individuals have experienced, both Rochester & Mankato campuses. Sending love, light & strength while you find a team who listens, and a care plan that gives you peace 💙

[@nataliyayatsenko217]

Hi! I know you are in Chicago right now. I saw from your IG post that you are in the downtown area right by northwestern memorial hospital. I work in this hospital. It is one of the best hospital in the country!!! If you ever decide to move here just know you will have the best care team ever. The docs are amazing. The research is groundbreaking.

[@ramonac6426]

A killer migraine is the worst ! Migraine is worse than childbirth pain. I gave birth 3 times with no pain management, childbirth pain was not much in comparison to some migraines I have had, or when I had kidney stones, so I opted to say no to meds. I was coping well with the temporary pain during delivery. I also used to go to a doctors office a few times to have a shot during killer migraines. After menopause, I now rarely get a migraine and maybe killer migraine once a year. Congrats to Rachel ! Her baby is beautiful and seems super healthy. She looked like a cuddle bug baby ! So sweet.

[@InnerPeaceBeauty]

Thank you so much for being transparent and sharing your journey with us, it helps to normalise and reduce stigma.. I am a fellow chronic pain sufferer (back injury and CFS) and I have had Hemiplegic migraines with stroke like symptoms since I was a child, my first TIA was at 15.. My youngest daughter has AIWS and her migraines are just cruel too.. The fact that someone like you with a following is helping to make people aware of migraines and chronic pain conditions is incredibly important and I appreciate you so so much for doing so.. Thank you xx

[@sharlap4664]

I suffer from migraines since I have been 14. Sometimes I’ve laid on the floor asking to be put out my misery. And I am so sorry that you go through them too. And hospital visits suck because I’ve had times that they don’t believe me. Like have a look at my chart!!! Anyway, I feel you 💕

[@emilyrom420]

Baby burrito!! So adorable. A note about Sonder. Companies like this are perpetuating the housing crisis in the US. There is such a shortage of affordable housing especially for first time home buyers because companies like this are buying up condo/apartments/townhomes and even single family homes. Love your channel! But just something to think about. :)

[@rijaali6144]

Im dealing with a migraine as i watch this and i cant tell you how much of a relief it is to hear of someone else who truly understands the pain. I can never explain it properly but they just suck. Hope you get some good news with your upcoming doctors appointments 💕

[@p0is0nt3ars]

I honestly don’t know how you do it. I have sciatica and the pain has me suicidal 90% of the time. I’m sorry you have to go through this. Ps. Rachel’s baby is beautiful, love you🖤

[@maurapieper994]

My heart hurts that you suffer as much as you do. The pain is like no other. I get episodes where I go for about 40 days without a break in migraines and I'm typically hospitalized for several days to over a week. I now get seizures with my migraines. Oh how fun they are!! As much as I hate hearing you are in so much pain, it helps to know that I am not alone. Wishing you many, many pain free days!! - Maura

[@jenniferw1595]

I went through 6 hours natural childbirth and I have had migraines since 12 years old. Sometimes my migraines last days sometimes they last weeks. Migraines are worse by far than natural childbirth! My migraines laugh at Toradol. I usually need Dermoral or Morphine.

[@randyo6019]

Hope you’re feeling better Taylor. Love Seattle love the contents

[@avee2056]

When you're in chronic pain you do get numb to it... for a while. You'll definitely have relapses where it all becomes too much and too emotional again and you just want to not be in pain!! But it sounds like you've learned by now to just kind of breathe through that and not escalate it freaking out. Wishing you the best, Taylor! I always appreciate the little snippets of how your health is doing because I have a chronic illness too, but I understand your exhaustion with the feeling of having to explain it to new viewers. Do what works for you and makes you feel authentic.

[@pronouncedbeauty6352]

I've suffered with chronic migraines since I was 7 years old. I'm 28 now. I feel for you. Those ER migraines are like nothing else. I had a baby. Can confirm I'd rather have 10+ more babies than have an ER migraines ever again.

[@lauranaidin3371]

As someone who is also struggling with chronic pain for years now I totally feel what you are saying. From doctors ignoring you to people around not understanding the amount of will and energy it takes just to do normal things. But we are strong, we don't give us and we will so everything to enjoy life. Take care Taylor and wish you all the best with what you are trying out now! 🤗

[@erinbeth128]

Seeing you hold Rach’s baby was so cute 😭❤️ hope you’re feeling better, and hope you’re enjoying Chicago ❤️

[@DebVaughanRGR]

As someone with chronic pain, my heart goes out to you. I understand how you feel about people not getting it. I’m sure living in the public eye on KZbin can be harsh. Sending lots of healing and comfort.

[@jenniferheidt7294]

I can agree with your friend, I had a 10+ lbs baby with no pain meds. I've had migraines all of my life starting when I was 8yo. While having a baby is no joke the pain comes in waves, but as you know migraines dont have waves of pain. Just constant debilitating pain. I can say that they have become rare now that I'm older, avoid triggers and balanced my hormones. I hope you find relief soon!

[@kcboatlife]

Thanks for talking about migraines, no one talked about it and how debilitating they are. There are people who believe it is just a headache.... Thanks for sharing! If you can't tell I too am a migraine sufferer.

[@silversterparty]

I hope you still can get energy from this community! know that we love your work and appreciate all that you´ve done even with all that stuff in the background! Just do what is best for you. We understand.

[@maramiller3337]

You’re helping people feel less alone when you do decide to share your health journey ❤️❤️ keep you’re chin up…sending good vibes 😎 really enjoying living vicariously through you’re travels.

[@renaebrook5331]

Girl..please share....you never know when someone who is watching and going through the same thing you are....be the light.....stay strong

[@chowfurnowmeow]

Your skin looks pretty good - I can relate to the pains you get - it's so painful, you can't think, eat, sleep, anything. I take CBD for my pains (apart from like 4 diff types of pain killers). I can't believe you are still traveling while you get those pains. Hope someone can look after you when things are bad.

[@claireboyum6199]

As someone who has chronic migraines, and had to drop out of college and move home because of those struggles, it’s nice to know I’m not alone. No one in my immediate circle knows what it’s like or has migraines/chronic pain. It’s not fun and not saying I like seeing you in pain, but nice to know I’m not alone and I can actually relate to somebody! You encourage me to keep advocating for myself and not letting it hinder my goals💗💗 always love your rawness and realness with us.

[@P.S.1202]

I hope you are keeping well, i understand the migraine life welly well, i also have cluster headaches. It feels like nothing gets sorted or drs dont understand, i live in the UK, nothing gets sorted for this type of issue i feel. Gotta keep life simple as we can and as stress free as possible. I hope you find more relief soon, sending lots of love your way xxxxx

[@kellyandthehorses2877]

You talking about your pain helps me so much! There was a long time that I just didn't live any kind of life and now I live it and do everything.....and then just handle the bad times. Watching you go out and live and deal helps so much. Thank you for sharing. Thank you for talking about it.

[@MsMonchichi15]

I empathize so deeply with your chronic pain. I cant fathom what that's like and I pray for your healing, truly. But women die during childbirth. Children die during childbirth. Let's not compare pain. Imagine how much that would hurt you if someone said "xyz condition is ranked more painful than a migraine". Just saying. Love you and your videos Taylor! Sincerely, a woman who thought she wouldn't live to see her baby ❤️‍🩹

[@jilla8503]

I think the Seattle weather is not good for your head. I too have migraines n different climates kill me. I’m from SF (lived there for 35 yrs) & had really bad migraines there but now live in Las Vegas for the last 5 yrs n they haven’t been as bad. Of course any time it rains I get a h/a but the weather really matters. Many ER visits only 2 since I’ve been here n I use Maxalt too. The barometric pressure really matters to my head. I’m also an RN. Wishing u a pain free day sweets🤕❤️✌🏼

[@courtney3621]

As someone who also suffers from chronic migraines, I really appreciate you being open about it! I hope you’re feeling better ❤️

[@sophieburgess6330]

Love this vid, and your neck pillow. Wondering if you’d be able to do a video on bits for your chronic pain that you’ve found have helped? I always see gadgets on Amazon and never know if I should take the plunge on some of them x

[@kellibella0804]

What a beautiful thing to see you holding Rach's baby! How special of a moment was that, so cool. And OMG!! The cutest chunky cheeks ever 🥰 Also: I fully understand about the migraines & chronic pain/illness stuff. It's brutal, and by far is way more painful than my experience with childbirth was! The first migraine I ever had, I literally had the thought "so THIS is what it feels like to die" cuz I didn't know what was happening to me, and had zero control over anything that was happening. Thoughts & support to all my fellow spoonies who are struggling today 🥄🥄 🖤

[@AmericanThighs97]

I've had one migraine in my life, and it was the most excruciating pain I've ever experienced. My sister has chronic migraines and I don't know how she does it! I feel for anyone who deals with migraines. I hope you're feeling better now ❤️

[@lepetitemorte1635]

Same. Had one and my sentiments are exactly what you share here. I have no idea how others deal with it. I also had 2 children and agree the migraine pain was much worse.

[@paulacayan2755]

Me three. I have been dealing with it forever. My neurologist and I tried botox every 3months and it helps but I still have to take Nurtec OTD because I still get migraines but not as often as before. I hope this help!🫶

[@molly-mann5059]

Same! I had one a couple years ago I didn't even know what it was at the time I honestly thought I was dying, my mum took me A&E and turns out it was a migraine! To everyone who deals with them regularly, you are superstars!

[@jo-anneneilson8571]

I've had three migraines in my life and I was praying for death each time, the pain was that bad not to mention the debilitating nausea. My sister is a chronic migraine sufferer and like you Taylor, she is a champ! She gets on with it when she feels fine and always has a plan for when it hits. I am in complete awe of both of you.

[@bratmari]

@@paulacayan2755 😱😱😱 I had the worst one of my life when I had covid. Last like 5hrs+. But holy cow I didn't know they did that with Botox. I can't believe Botox is legal considering what's in it and the severe risks. I hope it all goes well for you.

[@nikxxxee7565]

Please please please talk about it more cuz you could be helping someone in the same situation. Someone could be at rock bottom and something you might try might prevent them from topping themselves off from the pain. I always think it’s a positive thing to share health things. Cuz you never know how powerful your words can be!!

[@Brigitte_Cantin]

I do agree with the comparison to childbirth because when you are having the baby, you know it will be over soon either by having the baby or epidural while the migraine, no clue when it will end. I'm so sorry you have to go through this. I wish you all the best. 🤗💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖

[@4watchingvideos414]

Loved seeing grandma baerrito (gorgeous!) and baby baerrito (adorable!). Please try not to stress about what to share - whatever you feel comfortable sharing is fine. That said, I do really appreciate you telling us about your experience. Many of us have chronic pain and invisible disabilities- seeing someone I admire be real about it is helpful (I don’t know why! Guess it helps me not feel alone?). I’m sorry for what you’re going through- you are fierce!Sending love. ❤️

[@festussmom6364]

I feel so bad for you Taylor! You have been through so much in your young life...💋🧚🏻‍♀️❤️🇺🇸

[@lynneclark6537]

So sorry to hear all this. I agree migraine is not just a ‘bad’ headache like some people think. I used to spend days in bed in my 30s so fully sympathise. I’m 67 now and the joy is that as I hit 50 it just disappeared so I have my fingers crossed for you though it will seem so far away to you right now. Xx

[@davidhorwood6741]

You have my complete sympathy. I suffer with migraines not to your level but have been bed ridden for days with them and this has been happening for 30 years. I completely understand. I do hope you find some relief somewhere soon.

[@thefarsideofforty4012]

Turn off comments for videos when you talk about your health. You don't need anyone's "advice," no matter how helpful they think they are.

[@daniellehansen5362]

I have been a subscriber since about 2014! I love your channel and I am so sorry that you have to suffer through migraines. 😢 I am constantly inspired by your life and the positive attitude that you have. I can’t even imagine being in your shoes! Thank you for sharing, and know that the right people will always support you 😊

[@smbarone2000]

Such a lovely baby baerrito! I'm glad you got to visit with your bestie. I wish migraine had stayed away for you. Thank you for keeping it real. Even the tip of the iceberg spreads awareness. All the places you go for treatment give other patients hope and possibilities. I like to hear treatment reviews and updates because I have the same areas of chronic pain and migraine (I'm about to try Nurtec ODT. I use Emgality and eletriptan, but I think I'm too used to the triptan (brand name Relpax). It's not working completely. That awareness caused me panic for a hot minute.) The ER only stops my vomiting, so I avoid them too as long as I have that beast under control. Great tip about infusion centers. I will look into that for future. ERs used to give patients drugs like demerol in IV, but I think the opioid crisis changed that. The best they can do is make me super dopey so I sleep. Silver lining -- I'm more creative after migraine attacks. I also appreciate my good days (like I'm giddy happy. lol)

[@rebeccaude4412]

I started Nurtec in March & was blown away by the relief I had from the very first dose!! I truly hope & pray that it works as well for you friend 🤗💜🙏🏻! (FYI: I’m on Ajovy as my maintenance med 😉)

[@sisiwx6154]

I'm a total puddle seeing Aunt Taylor in full force 😍 congrats to Rach, and her sweet baby girl! Also, I've had one migraine in my life. It was the absolute worst experience and I wasn't even throwing up. I was v sensitive to light, nauseous, my head felt like a balloon that was being squeezed. I laid on the tile in the basement behind a piece of furniture so the light didn't bother me. Never again. I have mad respect for anyone who tolerates frequent migraines. I was miserable and have not forgotten that experience over 15 years later.

[@kennianamonje2381]

I hope you feel better soon. I have so much respect for you. You are so strong and tough. I admire how strong you are. Watching your videos helps me deal with my depression. I thought about suicide but I am taking medication and receiving help from my wonderful doctor. You are beautiful on the inside and outside. I like your personality. My depression got worst after my mother died of colon cancer at the age of 49. I didn't want to accept that I would never see my mother again. Thank you for bringing joy and happiness back to my life with your videos!🤗😘😘

[@nicegigi6299]

I suffer from depression too. Mine is treatment resistant so I started ketamine infusion therapy a few months ago. It didn’t work so I start transcranial magnetic stimulation this Saturday. It’s 40 sessions every weekday for 9 weeks. If this doesn’t work I’m going to try shock therapy. I’m at the end of my rope and the suicidal idealizations are coming fast and furious.

[@kennianamonje2381]

@@nicegigi6299 I'm so sorry you suffer from depression. Please stay strong and know that there are people who care about you. I know I'm a stranger but I'm here for you if you need support. 🤗

[@Laysea89]

I wish you knew you aren’t obligated to share anything with anyone. Or, share whatever you want if it makes you feel better to vent and then know you’re not obligated to follow up with anyone afterwards in the comments. I realize as a creator you’re expected to interact with your subscribers but you have the right to set boundaries too. I hope you have more good days than bad in your future❤️

[@sarahwithstars]

You are seen and you are loved. I've only ever tried to enter infinite dreamland during a pain crisis with my back and a migraine. You will do anything. I had Anatomical Botox in my eyebrow and it's reduced the swelling in my eye and my vision is better, but the despair when I got the migraine and couldn't see out the window was such a plummet. Got you XXX love you XXX

[@perfectlyimperfect2368]

I was in the hospital about a month ago for 3 weeks for my health stuff and if that wasn't enough my migraines decided to come to the party and I was puking my guts out for days. It lasted 3 days before they finally got the migraine down under the 10 it was at and the vomiting stopped. And the vomiting furthered crashed my electrolytes which were so low they were messing with my heart. Migraines SUCK! I have headaches and migraines every second of my life along with alllll my other health issues. I always explain it as my head feeling like it's literally going to explode. With extreme sensitivity to light,sound and smell. I'm so sorry you got a bad one like that and wish more than anything I could cure all your health issues as I know what suffering feels like and is not something I wish upon anyone! Much less my favorite KZbinr. 🖤🌯

[@AngieWade]

I used to suffer from chronic migraines. I had a heart attack at the age of 38 due to a cardiac artery spasm. It was a terrifying experience and I had another one at 42. I’m 51 now and haven’t had once since. The silver lining for me was I was prescribed Isosorbide mononitrate and have not had a full migraine since. I sometimes still get an aura and a headache but it is nowhere near as bad as a migraine. It took a heart attack to get something that worked for my migraines. Crazy, right?

[@samanthaglassofficial]

Fentanyl and versed are the only things that work for me when my pain is mad. Morphine doesn’t even help me.

[@xlaughing]

Taylor, thank you for bringing visibility to migraine - I really think anything you say and choose to show is helpful. It is hard to understand if you haven’t experienced one, and it is still confusing and ever-changing even for those of us who do have them. Your videos unintentionally helped me figure out mine (I am the same age as you, and have had migraine since high school but the frequency of mine increased a lot in recent years). Your mentioning migraine in videos also help me feel less alone when I feel like no one understands the frustration and mixed emotions I feel over them. Appreciate you and all the kinds of content you post!💕 Seeing you travel and work through them is also very inspiring and motivating, as sometimes I feel like I will never be able to do many of things I want to do because of migraine.

[@ronnie-lynn]

What a beautiful baby! So precious. And that tree in the park!! 😍 as a fellow migraine warrior, I appreciate you sharing. I too don’t have words to describe migraines. Don’t over think sharing! For the ones that understand, we have so much love and respect for you. And all you do! ❤️

[@missribbon]

Taylor, I’m so grateful to have found you. I have chronic migraines too, & its comforting to know there is someone else in the world is not only experiencing the same thing, but also is so capable of expressing what it feels like. Only ever share what you want though, you have no obligation to tell people stuff if you don’t want to/can’t. I hope by the time you read this, you’re starting to feel a little better for now

[@juliegarcia3052]

It helps me when u do share about ur pain bcuz I don't feel so alone. We don't have the same issues but I have fibromyalgia along with back and neck issues. I'm only 34 years old and have my first appt with a rheumatologist in June. I've been waiting a year to get in. I've already changed my diet and try to stay as active as possible along with a lot of natural products to try and help myself. I love your videos and thank u for being so real always. I hope you feel better and get the answers u need. Sending you love and prayers

[@hannahdouglass7991]

I'm sorry to hear you've been feeling really bad. That's super scary when your normal meds don't work and you're in that much pain! Can totally agree our medical system is broken. I hope you are back on the upward trend and the next treatment plan will be effective 🖤

[@lindatannock]

Congrats to Rach! Her baby is gorgeous! 💖 I'm so sorry you had that horrific migraine 😔. I had one yesterday and slept for 22 hours, and mine are nothing like yours. I'm so sorry you deal with that 💖. As a fellow spoonie my heart goes out to you. I've just had to buy a wheelchair to go on holiday, and it's just depressed me so much (but it's necessary, unfortunately). My chronic pain and ME/fibro has got to a point I can't walk any distance. Anyhoo, I'm really looking forward to going back to Germany where I used to live, and to the huge theme park I used to work at, so I can't wait to ride some rides and have some great food after self isolating for 2 years. Can't wait! 💖🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿

[@JessicaSteyer]

I usually have to go into the ER once a month, there are times I can go maybe a couple months without going to the ER. Toradol and Zofran are a godsend. I usually don’t do the IV Benadryl because it makes me too tired to get home. There have been a couple times the Toradol didn’t help and it’s so scary and hard when it doesn’t. There have been times when they give me Butabitol with the Toradol and that’s helped. I assume you don’t let them give you Regalan or Compazine (I can’t because of the side effects). I hate when people try to give you advice as if you never tried it. I get they think maybe it’s something you haven’t tried, but when you suffer with migraines so much you’ve basically tried it all. Nurtec seems to help at times so that’s nice but it is a hopeless feeling. Thanks for sharing. ♥️

[@tiffany3511]

You are so incredibly strong. I can’t even begin to imagine what you go through with your health issues. I’ve had a baby and have had [mild] migraines in comparison to yours. I’ve lost vision and have been in bed for hours, but I have not ever experienced anything close to what you go through, and I can honestly say I’d rather go through child birth 100x over again rather than deal with a migraine. Anyways! I really hope you find relief/treatment asap ♥️

[@3eyedraven444]

There is NOTHING like Elleno's Yogurt!! We have it here too, in Portland, and I always buy a tub of Vanilla Bean for my mom every time she comes to visit cuz they don't have it in California, where she lives! ❤️

[@staceyex5409]

I’m a subscriber that definitely, wholeheartedly is so thankful that you share your health problems with us. You’re helping to normalize this and helping so many understand. My husband and I have been wanting to move aboard a boat & travel and that feels more feasible because of you.

[@Alfiewow]

Whenever you talk about your chronic pain I always feel guilty that I'm so relieved I don't have to deal with it. Mad props for pushing through it and relishing the good days, I would be fuckin useless.

[@HelenaMadeleine]

If you’re traveling abroad and considering moving to Europe, you should visit Scandinavia. We have some of the best healthcare system’s you can get. As someone with migraines myself I can only imagine the pain that gets you into the ER and I wish you all the best in the future. Thank you for sharing your journey ❤️

[@michelle72albright]

Really eye opening when you share your health, been watching before you went on accutane. Wow you've come so far in life, but my heart breaks for the fact you still are dealing with this. Your an inspiration Taylor and so strong! Thank you for being vulnerable and letting us all in on whats going on ❤

[@amandakrausz]

It makes me so sad to see someone as genuine and life loving have to suffer the way you do, makes me realise how if you have your health you often take it for granted and waste time. I think from an outsiders perspective you deal with it so amazingly and I'm honestly blown away that you still do so much with your life even with this debilitating illness. Sending love and healthy happy vibes your way and hope like fuck you can get some sort of solution for it soon x💕

[@oggtastic]

I suffer from migraines too, it's horrendous so I can definitely relate to you. It sounds weird but could the weather be causing your migraines or making them worse? It seems quite strange that you had that particularly awful migraine when you were back in Seattle. Maybe if you're feeling up to it, make a diary with the location, weather, air pressure whenever you get a migraine and see if anything comes up.

[@AlisonInCT1971]

Hi Taylor - as someone who deals with chronic pain (I do have arthritis in my neck but my biggest problem is the spinal fusion I had at 19 which now causes arthritis and degenerative disc disease), it's hard to explain to anyone what it's like. They know if they know. So, I don't bother explaining myself. There's just always going to be people who don't get it. Don't ever feel like you have to explain yourself to anyone, but especially the internet. Because whether or not you comment on your health, there will always be people who have unwarranted opinions and advice. Just worry about you. 😊

[@joanams8353]

thank you so much for being open with us Taylor, as a fellow chronic migraine sufferer it is always comforting to know that I'm not alone. It's hard to be vulnerable online but vulnerability is a very powerful thing and it truly brings people together in a very positive way.

[@AlaynaBoBayna]

You owe ZERO to anyone regarding your life and health, but as one chronic pain girl to another: I so so so appreciate you 🫶🏻 whether you share the tip of the iceberg, the whole iceberg, or a just tiny snowflake - do what’s best for you 🖤

[@katigrace25]

As someone who also deals with chronic pain and mental health issues, it’s always so nice to hear other people speak about things like this. I have severe depression and anxiety which are both so much worse when my pain is bad, and I’m so used to masking my symptoms and pain that it’s hard for people to understand when I explain how I’m doing. I hope your injections worked this time and you’re feeling a little better.

[@emmahuber183]

Thank you for sharing your health updates in a way you're comfortable with. For what it's worth, I think the way you share and the amount of health information you share is very balanced. Never second guess your boundaries when it comes to what you share with strangers on the internet even if it is your job. Love the vlogs and excited to keep watching them!

[@sinndymorr6358]

Thank You for advocating for health and wellness of fellow human beings. 💞

[@danaj1649]

I appreciate you sharing your personal health issues. It's a reminder that we all have our problems even when we only see the "highlight reels" on social media. I know it makes a lot of us feel less alone in health problems ❤️

[@jeanieandersoncarpenter9127]

I've had migraines my entire life. They started, according to my mom, when I was a toddler. I'm so sorry. Different generations, but I never thought to go to the ER for them. I'm glad that you do. No one should have to cope with them. Why there is no cure, I will never know.

[@cube_clash9455]

I’ve suffer from migraines ever since my first pregnancy almost 14 years ago. Botox injections has helped but I still get them about 2-3 times a week. I constantly have Imitrix with me and the shots. I completely understand your pain. I hope you keep sharing about your health. Wishing you more good health days. ❤️

[@jojobeth]

I can imagine how tough it is. I have pain that’s also untouchable by ketamine, etc, and it’s hard enough dealing with doctors who don’t know how to help, friends and family with endless suggestions (meaning we’ll but UGH), let alone your viewers. You’re doing so much by talking about this so publicly, FWIW. PS childbirth was a total walk in the park in comparison! PPS speaking of, such a cute babyyyyy! 💕

[@kdallosnc]

Glad you still shared this video Taylor! I’ve suffered from bad migraines for 20 plus years so I feel your pain girl 💜 Hope your new option helps you!

[@kyky8862]

First of all, Omg rach’s baby has literally made me want another one 😍 Second of all, you poor love, I am so so sorry that you’re dealing with all these health issues and haven’t been able to get your pain under control lately, that’s soooo difficult to deal with 😔😢I hope all goes well with your new plan and hope the botox shots work better for you this tiMe❤️❤️

[@Heather_isms]

I'm always in awe of all the work you accomplish while having chronic pain/health issue's, Taylor. You don't just share the edited/curated content, you give the authentic you, and that's one of the many reason's I watch your channel. I appreciate you, your time, and what you share. ❤️ P.S. my brother graduated from Cal Poly in 1985!

[@Laurs949]

As someone who also suffers terribly from migraines I am very impressed by your travels. I am a verified homebody and find migraines to be quite debilitating. Keep going with your quest for improved relief!

[@jennasherman8924]

I am actually really glad you mentioned your "one of the bad ones" migraine in this - I personally don't know anyone besides myself who gets migraines like that, so although of course I empathize with you, at the same time, it is really reassuring and comforting to hear someone else talk about what it's like and to know that at least someone out there shares my experience. Thank you for talking about it, for those of us who go through the same thing! You are helping spread information about a really misunderstood topic, which is doing so many of us such a huge service. THANK YOU.

[@theeluannesantos]

Baby BAERRITO is so cute! 🌯🌯🌯🌯🌯💖💖💖💖🌯🌯🌯🌯🌯 I hope you’re feeling better Taylor. I really hope you find the cause of your migraines soon. I’m praying for you. 🖤🖤🖤🌯🌯🌯🌯🌯🖤🖤🖤🌯🌯🌯🌯🖤🖤🖤🌯🌯🌯🌯🌯🖤🖤🖤

[@tammymartin7017]

To be honest, I followed you because I too have chronic pain issues. Knowing that I'm not alone helps. I'm following your journey so don't ever feel bad about sharing whatever part of the iceberg you want to because you are helping those of us that are also in this fight! I sincerely hope you are feeling better!

[@allisonn9036]

Thank you for being vulnerable with us occasionally. It honestly helps me feel less alone with milder but similar issues. Much love. 💜 Oh, and you look beautiful btw!

[@paulah.l.]

I've followed you for many years and I feel thankful for these health updates, no matter how small or in detail. I know you're "just a youtuber" but we tend to get attached to the ones we watch for years, every single week, so your wellbeing matters to us, too. Btw, I don't get migraines like yours, just normal ones. People who don't suffer from such pain will never understand even what I go through. Let alone a chronic pain like yours. All the best! 🖤