Beth Crowley- I Am Not Nothing (Official Music Video)

[@lonepotato1444]

I am not nothing. I'm everything. I'm me. I love me for me. I don't need you to make me feel small. I'm proud of me. I will always be me. I will always be there for me.

[@naominatascha9679]

Great job!

[@dar5108]

You matter. Stand strong ❤❤❤

[@JayofallTrades]

Literally crying. I suffer from years of emotional abuse from a narcissistic parent. I felt worthless and had a lot of self doubt. I no longer enjoyed things. He took the life away. I finally had enough when his choices put me in the hospital from trying to end my life. I am slowly working up the courage to leave and become independent. Show that i am not nothing.

[@saltydinonuggies1841]

It was nice to see different people in the video. I've seen so many anti-abuse videos focus on skinny white middle aged women. No one really realizes how damaging bullying is or the fact that it affects kids, even if they aren't the ones hit. Thank you, Beth Crowley, for creating such an inspiring song and video.

[@sharongeorge3336]

Race sex gender or age makes absolutely no difference. I do not personally see these differences besides the obvious of male/female child/adult. I see PEOPLE but maybe that's just me...

[@AndiSchneider]

This song hits me so close to home. I took my son and escaped an abusive husband three years ago. I finally got the courage to testify in court and he was sentenced to six years in prison. It’s been three years and they are letting him out on parole in a few weeks, and he has already tried to get in touch with us and get me to take him back. He knows I’m very, I have GI failure, and with an autistic little boy it’s hard to find help when I’m in the hospital. My other night terrors are getting way worse again the closer it gets to him getting out. I’m trying to find extra money to move since he knows where we live. I spent so many years feeling like I was worthless because he told me I was nothing, this song makes me cry when I sing it, and it’s truly a beautiful message. When I left I almost didn’t know how to do things I liked, all the rules I’d followed for years were in my head. I remember how excited I was when I bought a purple bedspread because I wasn’t allowed to have anything but black for years, or the first Christmas we got to have a tree with colorful lights and ornaments instead of just black and silver. I saw my son become more confident and make huge improvements in every way the more confident I got. If your in an abusive relationship you aren’t nothing, and you deserve better! You are not nothing!!!

[@nikkibrown4076]

If I could, I would read this to my dad in court. I've never found anything that explained my family better. I forgive myself for accepting how I was treated. I forgive myself for not speaking up, and I forgive myself for doing everything I could, including hurting myself, to make you proud of me. You didn't deserve that devotion. You didn't deserve a family, or children who just wanted you to be a father. "I survived so tonight I am taking back my life. And I'll show you that I am not nothing."

[@jeannie_1026]

This song is so beautiful and spreads such a important message! One thing I always try to tell people is that, 1, fight for yourself, your worth it, and 2, verbal abuse is STILL abuse and can hurt someone really bad.

[@sharongeorge3336]

Emotional and verbal abuse is almost in a way worse than the physical abuse. Wounds, cuts and broken bones heal the scars of the heart and mind last a lifetime. I survived every kind of abuse there is the sexual abuse as a child from 4 years old until an age I'm to ashamed to say and the verbal and emotional abuse still haunt me. The physical abuse the neglect the abandonment and the bullying are only ghosts

[@el02]

This is an amazing start to 2019 with such a powerful message.

[@lunaa8026]

Elena B so true

[@caidenm.2430]

Agreed

[@Flip123]

So, goddamn true, I love this song so much!

[@jekjekjourneyineuropeelyab2620]

Indeed😘

[@nijeshdangol7674]

What a beautiful video. I know CJ personally so I had the priviledge of witnessing how this video was born and how many hours she put in it. You did a good job CJ. It was all worth it. But it wouldn't all be possible without Beth's talent. The talent it took to be able to put the book into a beautiful song. Your voice is beautiful Beth. :) You both did a very good job!

[@thatonesketchykidintheback5682]

This was beautiful. The emotion, the message, everything. You are so underrated Beth, I swear you're so talented and amazing.

[@niasmommy953]

"Accept that who you chose to be is out of my control" and "Looking up at the sky I think I see the start of a sunrise" are such strong lyrics. I'm leaving and it's really scary, but knowing he won't have control over me and my babies anymore gives me hope. Love this song. It's been so healing and empowering to listen to as I brave this storm with my kids.

[@ChaoticWriter235]

I know how that boy (the bullied one) feels I was bullied for 4 and 1/2 years. And im crying for the 5 time today

[@vvmal]

I hope that you will feel better soon! Sending you love and support! 💕

[@stephanieelizabethtoma-whi5342]

You are not alone It will get better I am living proof You will be too 100% 💚✌🌹

[@lilithq8601]

Stay strong , be who you are. Don't ever change for no one! You'll come out the winner!

[@samanthagolding3876]

To anybody struggling with people who constantly play with your emotions (manipulating you) and are making you feel small. Remember that not all abusive relationships come from someone raising their hand. Careful for the "I don't want you to (insert minor problem) coz it hurts my feelings, when it's not supposed to be a big deal, like having friends of the opposite sex or going out with friends. That's abusive, because they manipulate you and make you feel small. Careful for friendships and relationships like that, coz I see so many people in relationships like that and consider it "The norm". It isn't. Because other people experience it all around you, doesn't mean it's normal. An example is like at my college, a girl answered her phone when her bf called, and then he heard our lecturer in the background and then he started accusing her of cheating. She was in tears and so on, then her friends comforted her by calling it normal and that all relationships consist of butting heads. Something like that shouldn't be seen as normal. Being manipulated, abused or a simple daily life gets controlled beyond the way it should be, isn't right. Please be careful people. If you're unsure, go do research on what a healthy relationship is. Good luck to all of you. God bless

[@emilybrown4179]

The messages that you portray are absolutely beautiful!! Ignore the haters and don't ever stop making music. I have mental health issues that after six silent years I'm still trying to figure out and your music has been an inspiration, so thank you!

[@stephanieelizabethtoma-whi5342]

Emily Brown... Me too Don't give up ever It gets better 💚✌🌹

[@snowbat3336]

Walk away from a person who showed me nothing but disrespect and I started again thanks to that it was the best decision I ever made for myself

[@chris-673]

If anyone ever asks why you're my favorite artist I'm sending them this video

[@carrielbrewer5526]

This song got me thru a difficult time. This video reminds me of so many things in my PAST that I've survived and risen above.

[@bibianamathieu4134]

Lyrics No one never made me feel as small as you did No one made me feel as cursed I'd lie awake in bed just staring at the ceiling Wondering if thing would get worst I was trapped under your thump Believing when you called it love But I will forgive myself and start to let it go Accept that who you chose to be was out of my control And thought it might be hard to begin again I'll write myself a brand new story with a happy end I survived So tonight I'm taking back my life And I'll show you that I'm not nothing I kept my head above the water 'til the moment When all the elements aligned And I could fly away to heal my broken spirit And leave my demons far behind You always said that I was weak But the bravest thing I did was leave So I will forgive myself and start to let it go Accept that who you chose to be was out of my control And thought it might be hard to begin again I write myself a brand new story with a happy end I survived So tonight I am taking back my life And I'll show you that I'm not nothing Looking up at the sky I think I see the start of a sunrise And I will forgive myself and start to let it go Accept that who you chose to be was out of my control And thought it might be hard to begin again I'll write myself a brand new story with a happy end I survived So tonight I am taking back my life And I'll show you that I'm not nothing And I'll show you that I'm not nothing

[@E.O.15]

Ty!

[@theecosystem5832]

I listen to this song for a month straight after I messed up a friendship. It helped me realize even though they may hate me and I am nothing to them, I am not nothing. It really helped me.

[@hameley12]

I felt goosebumps in me again. The video reminded me of the hellish three years in high school of being the target of bullying -- I never learned if it was just me or a group of us --- I was certainly blessed that one of my teachers found me in the bathroom bleeding after my attack. She was my angel for the next three years. I love her so much for being there for me. Today I tutor in a school and now I'm guiding someone. #YouAreWorthMore #BecomeSomeone'sAngel Thank you Beth for your beautiful messages written in your songs! May the Lord bless all of you and your family! I hope that you had a wonderful Christmas time and happy New Year! 💖 💖 ✌ 🎉 🌟 🌟

[@babysnoops14]

Aww that sweet. I when I was bullied, I had no one. As it was tje students and the teachers was bullying me.

[@hameley12]

@@babysnoops14 I'm really sorry about that. But as the old saying goes 'what doesn't kill you you makes you stronger'. As you look back as I did you'll realize that you are older and smarter and you can become a guiding angel for someone else. @babysnoops14 you are truly special and kind, I hope everything goes beyond better this year and many more years to come. 💖

[@ccappa2001]

BLEEDING?! If anyone bullies you again like that shout in their face this whole song. U are amazing!

[@moniquelondon2583]

I'm a survivor of domestic violence and a drug addiction,had a heart attack and a stroke, I'm clean now and have a man that loves me for me,he pray for me before he pray for himself,have a blessed day everyone,you will survive also keep God first and you will always win, beautiful song strong message💕💕

[@RCCT77]

Love this. 2024 This on replay.

[@thewordsthief3248]

All your songs are really great, but this... is just amazing. It holds such a beautiful message. I hope that everyone who is abused or is suffering for some reason watches this video, because it makes you fell stronger, and most importantly it reminds you you're not alone. And even if I'm not abused by anyone, I cried whatching this. So just thank you, Beth, for your music. P.s. I'm sorry if my English is bad, but I'm from Italy so English is not my first language

[@Wirbesonders]

two years late and im sure youre more conifdent in youre english now, but your english here was pretty good, couldnt even tell until i saw youre PS

[@kleinkruimeltje]

Goosebumps all over the place.

[@gabrielleisalanastan]

I love this song. it has such a powerful meaning that could help millions. thank you Beth.

[@hersquishy4201]

Beautiful song by a beautiful lady. And you're right, You're everything. Our choices in life make us who we are and nobody deserves to stay scared or hurt. It's never too late.

[@sharonflaherty2768]

I Survived and I am Not Nothing!!

[@SunsetMeadows1]

This is definitely one of my favourite songs! Such a good message behind it and a very educational one. This should be shown in secondary/ high schools and then discussed as a class or in an assembly afterwards. Thank you so much for your songs, you are my favourite singer 😊❤️

[@alicestobart3121]

It's people like u and your music that keep people like me going

[@RekaCath]

I've got chills all over my body, this is amazing!

[@lulawrence4414]

Thank you for this song. I feel this song as someone who is still trying to heal after a few years of abuse from my dad. For me there was no intervention and it happened because my dad gave up and lost himself when my mum passed away. I went through every kind of abuse and about 7+ years later, I'm still trying to heal and fix myself. I'm still trying to understand everything and forgive him the best I can. It was because of a lot of things as well as the abuse that I am now stuck with my anxiety and depression. Things that no matter how hard I fight, they still run my life. I escaped from the abuse by going to a women's refuge. It was the most difficult but also the best thing I've ever done. I couldn't even begin to heal or learn about what I had been through until I left the situation. In life it's ok to be scared and it's ok to be confused... Follow your heart and your mind, see the open doors and grab them with both hands. Your not alone if you've been through this or similar.

[@Ivy-fh2zb]

I cry... This is a beautiful song.😙

[@Scifoki]

I already loved this song, hearing it again is just incredible and powerful and I love it

[@etiennenavarre8778]

This is one of my favorite songs, and I am a guy. I was bullied, in school, and when I found this song, and heard it, the first time, it made me cry, because I KNOW those feelings! It isn't just women, being degraded, and abused, but all, that are 'bullied', by some that are not necessarily bad people, but they maybe learned bad things. Change can only come, when some, like Beth, and others that agree, stand up, and say "NO MORE!!" and refuse to believe the abusers, telling them that THEY ARE SOMETHING, and NOT NOTHING!

[@Popcorn-he2nd]

You’re songs helped me to get through soo many hard things in my life ❤️

[@user-vj1qw8ob5g]

Beth ! Thanks So So Much For Being You 😭

[@rian11282]

I waited for this too long! This is so goooddd!!! Beth you are the best. This makes me feel a little stronger . Thank you.

[@hoperobinson2760]

This is beautiful Beth! Thank you. So many need this message.

[@tahliamadari7145]

This song reminds the importance of how much you don't need anyone else to get back up but yourself. Thank you.

[@cayden906]

For everybody who feels like they are nothing; YOU ARE WORTH A LOT!!!! With your pain you're even more beautiful, because you can help others who go trough that same pain later on better then anyone else. You know what it's like to feel like that when they go through that pain and that you can overcome the pain people put you though. Life will get better in your future and you will proof all those people who hurt you, that you are a the most beautiful person and that you can change the world for the better like none of them ever can! Never give up hope. Stay strong and never forget there are always people who love you for who you are, even people that don't even know you like me. I love you just the way you are with imperfections and all. nobody is perfect and everyone is worth something for others in this world, even when you don't know it yourself! Hold on! ❤️

[@lovegirlangel5588]

Tears and chills

[@gabby20]

I might be crying like theres no tommorow right now but you know there is because I AM NOT NOTHING . I am BEUTIFUL< UNIQUE and POWERFUL. To anyone who is reading this that feels helpless or worthless BELIEVE ME you are NOT. If your reading this it means you were guided to let you know that you are SOMETHING and that you are LOVED xx

[@PetraMike]

Wow. This hit me so hard, I'm crying...

[@viceskyre]

ahhhh you made me cry

[@josephhagen7020]

Its 8am to early for tears :'(

[@robertcoole8600]

Really love the video and the song is amazing. It's deep within my soul.

[@Dreamershideaway2]

Beautiful. Absolutely beautiful.

[@Yeah-eu5cp]

I've listened to this a lot before while trying to get through a panic attack about the abuse I've faced it's doing a lot of good in the world as a song tbh and this video is really well done!

[@Fluffy16945]

I cried...😭 this video and song has such a powerful message..❤️

[@smittysmeee]

This artist is criminally underrated.

[@susangreene3019]

Definitely getting Lucien Vanserra vibes from this song! I know it wasn't written for ACOTAR, but the part where it says "You said I was weak but the bravest thing I did was leave" hits hard for that fandom.

[@bskdjewels3369]

That was so powerful. What a great way to start the new year!

[@thegoodsied]

The words of this song are so simple but so so so powerful. As a survivor of child sexual assault and abuse it speaks to my core. Thank you for such a powerful song.

[@abi_killerkitty]

I'm so amazed by how beautiful your songs are! This song sends such a powerful message that I hope will help anyone who is struggling. You're such an inspiration that KZbin is lucky to have. I can't wait to watch you continue to shine and help others see themselves for who they are.

[@sophiaduncan1596]

This was one of the most powerful videos I've seen in a long time. It captured so many areas of abuse, and how harmful it can be. The song already was one of my favourites, with the meaning and sound, but the music video made me like it even more.

[@manifestmisty]

I started my day exhausted and defeated. Unsure if I have enough belief im me or if i still even want to be. Turned to KZbin hoping music will give me the energy and want to get out of bed, then a song came on that brought immediate tears. I believe your music may have saved my life today. Thank you for sharing your gift with the world and for giving me the ability to see that light ive been searching for within myself. If even dim, it wasn't there before i found you on here. For the first time in too long i believe in me and that I am not the nothing ive been made to believe i am by others. Youre an angel.

[@dorksanonymous4394]

No matter what I do or say, I am nothing. At least in my family.

[@taniyan7322]

You are not nothing. I’m sure your family sees that too. Perhaps they don’t know how to express it. I hope things get better; stay strong

[@thewordsthief3248]

No matter what people say, yuor are NOT nothing. Never forget it.

[@famousfive96]

I know how you feel.... You are not nothing... never ever believe that... no matter who tells you

[@nonbinarymisfit3716]

Maybe to your family. But you're not nothing to me, stranger. You're something. You're SOMEONE.

[@PandaQueen111]

I know exactly what that was like to once feel broken, used, and damaged. Even helpless. Even once experienced an abusive relationship that led me to miscarry a little girl I never met. I grew from all of that. My scars from my past have built my foundation of strength. I walk over my past and keep moving. This is the exact message that needs to be sent. We are all something. Never nothing.

[@carmarniah9360]

Liked this vid before even beginning to watch it and now i regret it....that i can't like it twice.

[@Ryo-ik8lf]

I really love your music💓

[@ruthandjeffery2521]

This song help me a lot.. i know how the boy feels. Since i was in school i was bullied and then at home i saw my mom abused and he slowly turned abusive towards me and the other girl i also relate to her.. this song has a very powerful message n i always am in tears by the end

[@user-np2tz8lu3u]

This > everything

[@sharonrachel9487]

Nothing to see here just chopping some onions. This song means so much to me. I've adopted it as my theme song due to what I'm going through. Taking back my life!

[@dreamstalker3962]

Abuse or bullied This makes me feel better I feel like I'm free Thank you Beth Crowley :3

[@camroze]

This song means so much to me. Especially with my father and my history with him. May he rest in peace.

[@natashaparker8596]

This song hits every nerve, bone & every vein from the hair on my head 2 the nails on my toes & the tips of my finger nails I've been saying I'm not nothing for 40 yrs since she left me w/ nothing, no note, no records @ all, NOTHING, not even a name! The doctor said I was about 2yrs old but no clue where I came from like a ghost flew threw town & dropped me off along the way I've been riding an emotional rollercoaster for 26 yrs trying 2 find this ghost but I've failed myself after everyone I've talked 2, everywhere I've gone, everything I've read & the time I've spent crying desperately wanting 2 remember... Wanting just 1 solid piece of info (u know Like a name) after 26 yrs of this pain I'm no closer today then I was 26 yrs ago I still have no names, no descriptions of any sort, I DON'T EVEN HAVE A BIRTH CERTIFICATE I tell myself I'm a person, I'm worthy, I mean something 2 someone somewhere but most days I struggle w/ believing myself I don't have the strength 2 ride this rollercoaster anymore there's no words that define how I feel inside these feelings go beyond pain, lost, heartbreak & every other word u can think of it's more like every single emotion u can possibly feel @ any given moment 4 example if u were 2 sit & write every emotion u've ever felt both good & bad now imagine what it's like feeling ALL of those emotions @ the same time every second of every minute, of every hour, of every day!! Very uncomfortable never comfortable not strong enough 2 stay on this ride but don't know how 2 give up & get off either I just want 2 be normal, average, w/ an average life I want a chance 2 be ME whoever ME is I deserve the chance 2 be her cause I AM NOT NOTHING

[@aphvlons]

Okay this video is so powerful... And it helps a lot

[@rubycrutchfield3009]

My dad has been a big support for me .my adopted mom was a big support as well though we went through our own struggles nothing could ever replace my love for them .

[@jessica6608]

I love how multiple different people in different situations all make up the voice of this song. I especially love how some of the scenarios are considered "real" traumas by society, and others like the bullying one are often dismissed even though it is very real and can be very harmful. The message of this song is beautiful and I hope everyone listening remembers that there will be a sunrise, things won't always be this way, and whoever or whatever it is that's holding you down can't last forever.

[@trapezoid1387]

Wow. I have no other words. I'm freezing cold, I can't get rid of these chills. I can't believe it. This is beautiful. Happy new year, friends.

[@sonayb8745]

This is AMAZING!

[@stresser2981]

This song is how I found you and your music. After my stepfather was arrested my mom and I walked away with the deepest scars out of us and my sisters. I stumbled across this song and cried in class. My mom cried when I played it for her. Every. Single. Lyric. Was written brilliantly and not only shows that it can get better, but how helpless you feel in the moment. The last story hit me hard. I thank you from the bottom of my heart for you and your songs. This song especially and many others have helped us in way I cannot fathom. My mom and I will continue to stand by you and encourage you in whatever you do. Nobody can stand in your way.

[@mirandaskylar9094]

Thank you, this song helped me a lot.

[@BlazeFria]

An amazing song to start 2019!

[@gothicbatmakes5521]

I BEEN WAITING FOR THIS

[@ilianasanto1440]

This had me in tears🙏 Such a beautiful song, video and message. Already best song of 2019 for me 😭

[@L_Ceci]

Powerful, Beautiful

[@monkeypants2066]

This is incredible.

[@mlong3625]

We are all special. No one is nothing. How we live, choose to live we are the only one's who make ourselves nothing. Life is Hard. The only enemy we have is Ourselves.

[@queshung6596]

Hi I’m glad y’all liked the video , I really liked being in the video

[@lovemist2610]

This song really helped me when I was getting out of a very abusive friendship of 4 years it came out right as I left the friendship I would listen to it over and over again to help me not go back because that person was the only one I had in my life at the time. I come back and listen to it every once and a while to remind me how far I have come with everything.

[@evavarca4585]

I'm so glad I found this...crying like a baby now darn it. So thankful to have found people that cared enough to help me survive this when I did. None of us are nothing.

[@ryanreeta6268]

Damn this song hit home

[@lunapeters4593]

That's so cool that the author of the book put together a music video for this. That's so freaking awesome that I cannot describe in words how awesome it is.

[@babysnoops14]

Listen to this song after year's of not listening to it due to life. I use to listen this all the time back in 2019/2020 especially when I was bullied in college.

[@imafreakshow3182]

This song hit home and I’m crying because I have gone through abuse years of bullying and trauma and hearing this song is so uplifting yet so emotional and people don’t ever talk to me about it when I tell them my story they just say the same things out of sympathy and this song is making me emotional in a good way because I have never heard this before no song has made me emotional ever and this has and I think you for making something like this because this is something that I will always love so thank you for sharing this with us

[@naominatascha9679]

This song holds a beautiful message... Well done Beth!

[@sarahcline8488]

I love this video its a nice message to everyone, that no one is nothing we are all somebody people that love and can get hurt. But NEVER let anyone make you feel small or make you feel like your nothing. Everyone is precious and everyone deserves to be happy. Were NOT Nothing!

[@mjnotthemarvelone356]

I cried when I watched this video, it reminded me of when I was being bullied, and my "friends" emotionally abused me; one second they were nice, another they were raging at me for being too "shy" and "taking their jokes too seriously". I'm glad they're not part of my life anymore. You're music has been something of a savior to me, Beth, thank you.

[@fromshametolife5266]

I've always loved your song warrior and am honestly just listening to the rest of your work. This song hits me so very hard. I have been no contact with my mother for 6 years. She was severely abusive. One of her favorite phrases was telling me I was nothing without her. I am starting a new life with happiness.

[@chaiitii__]

I absolutely love this song 💕💕

[@SchirileeCallista]

This is wonderful! Am I the only one who is reminded of Feyre and Tamlin from ACoTaR?

[@mangalover0149]

Okay, that is a good one. It does fit well, although this one is made for another book.

[@Babsbakes]

Hello Beth. I found your song cuz it came up on my very sad and depressed daughters phone the day I took her to hospital to keep her from completing suicide. A narcissistic young man destroyed her already battered idea of herself. A few months later she lost his baby. I am so grateful that you’ve put this song on KZbin!! It encouraged her to get help! This song helped to save her life!! And when she is down on herself I remind her of your song. I pray with her too and we read God’s word with her. All three things are paramount in keeping her alive!

[@SomethingWickedWithABook]

I hope your daughter has found peace. I don't know her but I'm glad she's still here.

[@laurarebarchek3563]

I love Beth Crowley I recently find here and her music 🎶 is sincere and genuine. 🦋

[@faithtaylor982]

This song has helped me through so much. When i thought i was alone and was in a dark place i would listen to this song on replay. It made realize that there are people who feel like me. Thank you Beth this song made me feel 100% stronger

[@daisylove1598]

I love this

[@bonitawhitethorn2714]

This is amazing song with a powerful message that you can't always control how people around act and behave but you do have the power to forgive yourself and control yourself.

[@perfectlyimperfect4585]

You are not nothing and you are not alone in how you feel

[@LiamGGC]

Absolutely beautiful! I'm legit crying over here!! I love it so much! A beautiful song with a meaningful video 😭😍👏

[@tunes12569]

I’ve been doing a lot of writing and research dealing with types of abuse for a project I’m working on. It’s so wonderful to have songs and media pertaining to this subject matter it’s helped my gain perspective and a better understanding so thank you for this song it’s made all the difference and impacts a whole lot :)

[@MohdSufianzuone]

Merry christmas