Blue October - Hate Me

[@HeavyMetalSpookyDad]

Depression has been with me since I was a kid, and I'm 44, and still I'm still fighting this beast.

[@leahleah7249]

I'm also fighting! 🫶

[@brenleedee8061]

Never give up on the fight, I am 57 and still fighting...sober now for 16 years♥

[@CoachTurner405]

You got this! Keep pushing!

[@DimensionalSplinter]

There with you dude, keep your heart warm.

[@Twombomb1]

I know your pain, man and it sucks! I’m 36 and I’ve been dealing with it for almost 30 years. As tough as it may be, you need to remember that happiness is there, the depression is just preventing you from experiencing it.

[@romeopanelli2639]

I was a homeless fentanyl addict for 6 years, and this song was always on my playlist because he said, "I'm sober now for 3 whole months..." and I looked forward to finally saying that. I just celebrated 2 years clean, and my life is amazing now.

[@caseymp25]

Congratulations on your sobriety 🎉 keep going , you got this 🙌

[@romeopanelli2639]

@@caseymp25 Thank you very much!

[@susanmoriarty7533]

I keep trying💚

[@romeopanelli2639]

@@susanmoriarty7533 As long as you don't give up. I wish you all the best.

[@TheMariposaEffect]

You made it, king. 🫶🏻

[@ayosheesh8512]

This was one of my Dads favourite songs. He passed away on September 10th, 2024. Love you Dad, forever.

[@Metalheart880]

I’m sorry man, don’t stop and don’t stop making him proud !!

[@DC-1226]

I'm sorry for your loss. My dad also loved this song because he said it reminded him of the relationship we had when I was using. Been clean 10.5 years now.

[@ChristopherChamberlain-fw2iy]

So very sorry for your loss . I lost my dad too may 10th 2023 .

[@superchantheman99]

Lost my pops to ALS in February. Not saying it gets easier but you find ways to cope over time. Good to see you're still fighting. Dad would be proud bud❤️

[@rpeach80]

My dad was my role model, man among men. I am sorry for your loss but know he left you with his legacy!

[@dianayyz2003]

May this year be the one my son finds sobriety. We miss him.

[@lacyhendricks2346]

My cousin finally did after almost 20 years .... prayers for your kiddo to get clean

[@Voltron-1980]

This is one of the best songs ever!

[@JenniferBate-x9u]

He can 🎉

[@hausofroxxofficial7989]

I wish this for your son and mine. I love you.

[@freddyfender5397]

I miss myself

[@quirkyavocado_-3558]

Man, I'm 41, to this day this song makes me cry. Stay strong people. You're loved. ❤

[@joshuapack569]

I'm fucked fuck depression 28 and about to lose my mind

[@johnkonieczny728]

Same fella

[@EV1LDE4D]

Same. Mental illness is such a weight to bare, but I'm still here thanks to songs like this

[@shelceegraves1241]

43 and right here with ya.

[@austinburr658]

Me too bro

[@MorbidlySteph89]

What kills me is that almost 13 years later this song still pulls on my heart. To all those still struggling the long battle of depression, you're not alone. The fog will lift.

[@Jim-ri2if]

I hope it lifts soon

[@joshriley1955]

When😭😭😭💔💔💔

[@stephy7449]

Everyone everyone in this World God knows we all fight hard times and can get tough, but look to Jesus

[@warrenwilkinson2849]

😕😔😭

[@gravitatemortuus1080]

@@joshriley1955 It might not lift, but maybe you can learn to live with it. Don't search for eternal happiness but a point where you can say ok, I can live with this.

[@_Shnoids_]

I’m 8 years sober this year. I can’t hear this song without crying. It reminds me of me and my mother when I was using and all the pain I put her through. I never thought I’d be able to get sober at the time, even when I wanted to. I love my mom so much and she’s been so supportive all throughout my recovery. This song is beautiful and a reminder of where I never want to be again.

[@mechveteran01]

So good to hear you've got so much time sober, thats awesome man

[@bramo1825]

You got this! Stay strong.

[@jerrydwolfinteractive]

learning is how we grow. not learning keeps us in our own mind making us a prisoner in our own mind. You broke free. Good job!

[@TheMuslim1976]

Ты хороший человек мой друг

[@shari6891]

I'm sure she loved you the most upon her exit, if she's no longer around. I put my mother through the same but I'm sure on an elevated measure. She not only forgave me, but nor would she leave this Earth without my voice being the last voice she heard upon leaving. That my friend is what unconditional love is all about. Don't be hard on yourself. Your mother's love is what forever is all about. Sending blessings your way. Stay strong.

[@sydwooton4469]

Today marks three months of sobriety, and as I reflect on my journey, I’m reminded of my time as a combat veteran of OEF. The scars from war didn’t disappear when I took off my uniform, and for years, I turned to substances to numb the pain. Sobriety hasn’t been easy, but these three months have helped me reconnect with the person I thought I’d lost. A song that really resonates with me during this struggle is “Hate Me” by Blue October. The lyrics capture that feeling of self-loathing and regret-the aftermath of hurting those you love while battling your own demons. I’ve often hated who I became in my addiction, but today, three months sober, I see progress. It’s a long road ahead, but each day without the bottle feels like a victory. One day at a time.

[@crowmedicine3890]

You're amazing and I don't know you but I'm so proud of you.

[@samedmundson6470]

YOU GO!!! 6 years here my friend...there is so much waiting for you!!

[@thomasniederhelman2336]

Nobody likes a quitter. Lol At least the ones that don’t want to see you succeed keep it up

[@tommiest3769]

This is without a doubt one of the most emotionally powerful, raw songs of all time. It captures guilt, addiction, mental health, and love.

[@cindyn8994]

My son committed suicide he was only 23!

[@amandamcgraw2586]

​@@cindyn8994I'm so sorry! Please hang in there! I battle depression and addiction myself and it is hard to stay in front of it!

[@cindyn8994]

@@amandamcgraw2586 Hang in there you matter in this world you can help others please help me to help other people so there families don't go through this it's not easy losing my baby!

[@amandac3301]

My momma didn't stay strong tomorrow she's been gone 17 fucking worst years of my life.

[@marilynweaver2270]

@@amandac3301 sorry

[@danicacreed6257]

My husband passed away 3 days ago & this was one of his favorite songs. This will be on repeat for awhile probably. I love you Mike ❤️

[@micahtrayford762]

❤❤💔

[@zpomeroy221]

I am so incredibly sorry for your loss. Please remember that life is worth living for all of us

[@georgiaross6741]

I'm so sorry, it's so hard! My husband of 30 years died on November 1st.... I'm not sure how to function without him 💔 take care of yourself the best you can.....🤗

[@leanemakin9683]

@@georgiaross6741 I'm so sorry. Iwas with my husband for 30 years too. He passed January 2020. I wish I could tell you it gets easier, but it really doesn't. You do learn to cope though. He was my whole world.

[@darkertree]

Sorry for your loss, Rest in Peace Mike

[@joshuajones5580]

Depression is so fuckin bad. I can’t believe this video is 15 years old. I miss our generation of music..

[@jessheyveld9397]

I'm so proud of everyone in the comments. Staying another day ❤ keep fighting we're all in this together, you're not alone

[@MC_CONE]

still can't listen to this 10 years later without crying. It's the most soul-touching song i've ever heard and i've yet to find another that hurts me the same way. I love you, sorry for all the things I didn't do, for you.

[@itzkamikaze3081]

This song is so full of feelings, so full of meaning. Even the singer is so touched by it that he hurt his finger playing it during the video making. That was not staged, it actually happened. This song is what I sing silently to many members of my family and acquaintances/partners that I failed to along my life.

[@christinasanders4833]

Summer Fender Did they include the part where he hurt his finger while recording the video? If yes, would you mind telling me at what time it happens? I watched again but didn't see it. Either way, I agree that you can literally feel the emotions from him coming at you right through the screen. Almost feels like he's staring right at me while singing and that the song was written for me.... It's so weird I know, but I can't think of another song that has had such a crazy affect on me.

[@itzkamikaze3081]

+Christina Sanders Check from 3:17 to 3:45. You can see his middle finger all bloody from the cords friction. And we feel the same way about the song, that probably means we have deep, good feelings haha.

[@christinasanders4833]

Thanks for your reply I will definetly check it out.

[@christinasanders4833]

I see it now. I don't know how I missed that especially since I've watched this video probably more than a hundred times. Thank you.

[@autumnraeri]

The first line hits deep. "I have to block out thoughts of you so I don't lose my head" I've been listening to this song since I was a teenager and it still resonates as I'm almost 30.

[@codyjemison9558]

Great music never lets those original feelings go away ❤️

[@jasmine_999]

well i’m a gen z who plans on carrying this music on..

[@phillipstrait9387]

It hits hard im 45

[@Teentalk111]

This hits hard

[@Adventureswithmike1]

🥺

[@TaunellE]

*"While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight."* Thank you forever for that. 🖤

[@morganfarr5886]

Anyone with an emotional regulation disorder knows that line on a painfully personal level.

[@darrenfield194]

Those words are so powerful, I relate to them very often, to you , stay strong, and another awesome song ...... I hope your happy ...

[@beingbaileyx5976]

Tauney Elysia The line that makes me break down is, “You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take.” No matter how many times I listen to this song, I sob. If you’ve ever struggled with an addiction or love an addict, this song hit you right there in the most tender part of your soul.

[@luiskaiserlk]

One of the best lines

[@brucejrbordeaux2550]

if you have emotion issues this song is the right one for you

[@2mis2TL86]

14 years and this song still hits so hard

[@kristilooney13]

AGREED.💯‼

[@JenniferBate-x9u]

Yes . I agree

[@seanchaney3086]

19 years

[@ashleyostrout4592]

I can finally understand why my husband listened to this song the last few months of his life. He didnt suffer from addiction rather a brain tumor. I whole heartedly believe he knew he was going to die soon. And I think in his way of dealing with his own mortality became the realization that I would be left to pick up the pieces for our kids and I and I think he thought if I was mad at him it would make it easier for me to move forward. Its been almost 3 months and it hasn't gotten easier at all. Im drowning. But this song weirdly brings me peace and some understanding of his mindset and clarity on some of our last conversations.

[@fearbigdaddygaming8077]

I am a 3x brain cancer patient. I listen to this very often... I’m very sorry for your loss.

[@samied5527]

Sorry for your loss.. hope you can get some healing from this song.. thoughts are with you and your family.. stay strong.

[@toddzmijewski6002]

@@samied5527 I can relate. I think people who listen to billy eillish probably have a brain tumor. I think that should be a question asked in medical facilities. Do you find yourself listening to billy eilish and even enjoying the music - if yes = possible a brain tumor case. She could go down in history for being the best way to detect a brain tumor.

[@cupsofcoffee1]

what a profound observation. thank you for sharing this. sorry for your loss

[@jeffhill4255]

God bless some how you seem to know... not that that makes it better

[@cody9685]

Wherever you are, whoever you are, I believe in You, I believe in You.

[@ratedrsuperstar1148]

Co Dy ...back at ya...

[@KuvaPefo]

Love, respect n blessings. Thanks! 😭🤗💚✊

[@ClaraMorales-y6i]

Im right here

[@Myselfagain7263]

😢😢😢😢😢😢 ❤ so ssoooo sweet ❤😊🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉

[@killasurge5626]

Fighting alcoholism and depression. This song fits perfectly.

[@Jeffpolston]

If you don't drink for a solid year, you can be it over time. Real talk......IF you relapse after the year sober of alcohol, chances are it will make you sick to drink by year 2 you should be "recover ed". Stop drinking for 1 year, try it. Safely though. I don't know your alcohol intake though as of now.

[@Jeffpolston]

You stop drinking, it does help over come depression, you face life "more clearly". I stopped drinking, you can too.

[@xCocoaWolf]

Keep going man! Depression fucking sucks.

[@Razzy316]

I have a puppy named Serj (like surge) and your name made me smile. Thanks dude and keep your head up you're stronger than any weak thought

[@austinburr658]

Good luck!! Im still trying man

[@jackiechan607]

I remember being little waking up to this song being 100 on the living room tv and hating it. Cause I could never understand why this song made my mom cry. But after growing older and finding out more about my moms past she told me this song reminds her of my grandma. She told me "no matter how much I stole from that woman she never hated me" Before my grandma died she made my mom promise her she would get clean. The next day she went to rehab, then three months later she found out she was pregnant with me. 1:20 She's now 16 years clean! I'm very proud of her and I'm sure my grandparents are too.

[@philfoley9006]

Outstanding 💯! Congratulations to Mom

[@nathanconrad1879]

My name is Nat. I'm a 40 year old female who is also a recovering opiate addict. I'm posting here to let anyone who needs to hear this know, there is always hope! I spent all of my 20s and most of my 30s chasing a high. June 10th, 2024 was 6 years and 5 months clean for me! Whatever demons you're battling, please know you're not alone. Each of us has a demon or demons we're fighting every single day. Wherever you are, whoever you are, just know this random woman right here is sending you love, positivity, and hope for better days ahead. My life today is a testament to that!

[@kevincraig4326]

Hi Nat. Sorry. I was homeless too. In San Diego.

[@kevincraig4326]

With love .

[@starnevaeh777]

Nat, that is so awesome ❤ I love this song and I love the part where he says he has been sober for 3 whole months 💙 because I want to be able to say that. I am a meth addict and this drug and demon is trying to take everything I have but starting today I am Goin give it one hell of a try to stop. Like run to be clean as much as I ran to chase that high. I need me a sponsor. I am thankful that I will be on your mind. Your comment meant so much to me. I had always listened to country but when I started getting high my music range changed and that's how I found this song.

[@cartoondaloon8688]

❤ hope is all we have

[@madelinesantiago5590]

8/30 I’ll have 2 years clean after 27 years of opiate addiction. It’s almost unbelievable. Blessings to you. We do recover!

[@jameshibbert7453]

If you're reading this and crying as I am, just hold on. Please, just hold on one more day. You are loved. You have so much love and life to give, just give it one more day.

[@Th3ChaMeleoNGoPro]

[@somayaxo]

❤

[@cartoondaloon8688]

We're here bro

[@ItsKadelyn]

❤❤❤

[@Th3ChaMeleoNGoPro]

@@ItsKadelyn

[@krystiqueen6942]

This has to be one of the most underrated unappreciated songs ever written. When there is honesty and emotion there is absolutely electric vibes that make a song an unforgettable hit. This song has so much meaning to me, lost friends of overdose, suicide, depression. It's never easy to explain or express those feelings and or thoughts. Please don't forget how important each of you are, and if you need support please talk to someone. I know first hand that, when my step mom committed suicide she was in so much emotional pain and thought it would leave with her. Believe me, it didn't, it amplified and spread to all 5 of us kids, and several grand children. We miss her deeply. I've never talked about anything this this before online. But today I felt like in October 2021 we could all use love and support. I just want to spread positive thoughts and vibes to everyone in the comments. I have a saying, it's Make your own luck. I believe in that. Have a blessed day 🙏❤️

[@EChipukaizer]

I wish you peace.

[@lizamarieeffectiverealesta286]

❤️

[@thebella422]

Sending positive vibes, light and love right back to you❤️

[@kathydavenport4422]

Thank you and you have a great day and know it’s ok

[@stephibebe3312]

I love this. My quote to guide me through is "Don't ever let your light burn out. There is so much darkness in the world that can blow you away; but the more light that shines, the more good that becomes. Shine bright and be strong. There are others that need that light."

[@codycrummett463]

The song that brings men to tears 😭😭😭

[@stephaniemamrich5902]

Lost my mom to addiction almost 2 years ago. This song hits harder now than ever. I am now becoming an addiction counselor in May after receiving my degree. I hope wherever she is she knows I love her and did this for her. ❤

[@robertmontoya68]

❤

[@billycorvette2644]

She knows 😇

[@matt1980]

my condolences to you your mother knows the love you have for her whenever you feel alone talk to her it helps and congrats on the new career we need more like you

[@kristen9827]

♥️🙏🏻

[@brunocanseco7148]

👉🏼👍💪🏼💪🏼💪🏼💪🏼💪🏼💪🏼

[@joshz2877]

All these years later, and I still cant listen to this song without getting emotional.

[@Cosiemoth]

honestly. reminds me of when I overdosed and my mom catching me. this song holds so much to me.

[@harryg7678]

Powerful. Just like life. Wishing you the best mate.

[@FallenAngelMtl]

Same.... like ugly cry....

[@dang3311]

Same

[@Moldy_coffee]

Wow I would have never expected these type of comments on my mom's friends video 😁 it's ok you will get through this

[@gabbyb7105]

Day 4 clean from heroin. Taking it 1 second at a time. This song is really helping. God plz give me strength.

[@chucknorris3rdnut]

2 years clean. It's hard but so worth it. Keep it up my friend!!!

[@gabbyb7105]

@@chucknorris3rdnut thanks that means a LOT. :) I,hope it gets easier

[@chucknorris3rdnut]

It does, but the thought will never leave. Just please be strong!! That shit kills too many good people and you do not need to be one of them.😊

[@TheDoubla44]

I'm on day 4 today !

[@gabbyb7105]

@@TheDoubla44 that's Awesome !!! How are u feeling ? Almost a week!!!

[@RealMotivationMan]

Keep fighting guys … 10 years sober. we’re not weak, we’re strong. In more ways than others can ever know. The beauty and potential in our souls outweighs the bad. I love you and I’m fucking rooting for you, and whoever sees this remember that you’re never alone.

[@cwbintn8949]

My cousin hung himself in June 2013, and this song was one of his favorites. He used to get me to play it every time we'd go out riding around. This year makes it ten years since then. Love ya, Matt.

[@WhyK513]

I’m sorry man. Rest In Peace Matt❤🕊️

[@MelindaDavis-j4j]

So sorry my condolences

[@WilliamNelson-mz6ol]

My condolences 😢 💔 my son committed suicide in 2016 we had no idea how much he was hurting 😢😢 James, we love you ❤

[@JrobAlmighty]

It doesn't ever get much easier but you can help keep their memory alive by helping others! May you be free from suffering my friend

[@robinmay4712]

I tried killing myself several times and it didn’t work. Crazy

[@Chelsea-uq7hz]

RIP for all of those who did not surive the silent battle of depression and hang in there to those who are fighting it currently, words from a fellow warrior: it gets better ❤

[@Jim-zy8ms]

Thank you

[@gilbertmeadows7060]

I sure hope and pray so....

[@patrickcoulson873]

When the weight of yesterday has a grip on you.. Know that your pain and suffering can be a motivator to find the best version of you.. Always know your life matters.. Despite the failure of our past..

[@marideegrammer6334]

💜

[@foosterz69]

So so alone😥 Idk how to keep going when I literally have no one.

[@jondavis4664]

Believe it or not, today is the first time I heard this song. It was among a platlist I was listning to. I've listen to it 4 times so far and it has really hit me. By the grace of God I have been clean for 33 years and the emotions are still there of the fear and pain I put my mom through. My mom has been gone for 22 years now and I miss her everyday. She not only gave me life but helped save it. Although she died from cancer I can never get the thought out of my head that I might of shaved a few years off her life. I am grateful that she saw me clean, get married and I was able to give her a grandson that she could enjoy for a few years. She is always in my heart and I hope to be with her again when its time. To anyone struggling out there, don't give up and fight everyday. It's a wonderful life!

[@beckywinters3972]

😢

[@kittykat7654]

I’m proud of you and I know your mom is proud of you too man, I don’t know you but I love you and I wish you a long happy life with your wife and kids. You got this!

[@jondavis1668]

@@kittykat7654thank you so much! Love you too!

[@ApproachingNormal]

Welcome to the fanbase for the most underrated band in history! Happy to have you!

[@zacharytaylor7790]

Keep on fighting everyone I battle silent wars with myself every day I never thought I could be good enough to have somebody now I have a step daughter and looking into her eyes makes my want to keep pushing on everyday. There is light at the end of every dark tunnel sometimes we have to fight hard to see it I feel for everyone who has depression

[@elisabethgartner533]

Das schönste und einzige Lied, das Loslassen beschreibt. Danke

[@mellvee]

My husband and I have been in recovery since April 2, 2008. This song helped me through a lot of darkness and guilt, and many of Blue October's other songs helped me in the intervening years. We've seen him in concert with the rest of the band 5 times, and have met Justin several times. We finally got the chance to get VIP tickets to his Open Book Tour, which allowed us a few minutes to speak with him, personally, and tell him how much he'd helped on our own road to recovery. Shaking his hand and thanking him to his face was an amazing experience, and like the truly good person he is, he was gracious and amazingly receptive. He must hear it a dozen times a day, but in that moment, we felt like he heard us and was proud to have played a role in our sobriety. His humility is awesome to witness, and even after all of this time, we remain huge fans, and we're now 14 years sober.

[@carissac.2423]

Congrats on both you and your husband's sobriety!

[@redstep-child3096]

He'll yeah! Way to go! Love to you & your husband. Fight on!

[@yvonneamlett395]

that is really awesome..

[@breannaastor7075]

Mel, that's amazing! You and your hubby rock and I love this for you both. I know the struggle myself, and it's no joke. The sheer strength it takes to remain sober comes from so deep . Keep fighting and working it. You're in my thoughts.

[@TightMoodyHole]

Noice. I see you. Keep going strong

[@HideousAngel]

Y'all struggling with your demons, you got this. I believe in you.

[@kristyallen4602]

HideousAngel Everyone has something. We’re all in this together. Be kind. Stay strong. Take a deep breath. Take a moment. Take a nap (who doesn’t love naps) Tomorrow will look better. I promise you this.

[@leejaye823]

No end to it so just leave it alone.

[@anthonydemonssillerrunb4me118]

And there are so many of those rat faced bastards out there it makes me physically and mentally sick... be strong live as whatever god you keep,and be blessed. Just believe

[@ethanmaccullouch2776]

Drug addicts are not like the rest of us. They're not human. They're humanoid mutants. They infest urban areas and prefer to reside in filthy and decayed or dilapidated conditions. They use public washrooms for consuming drugs instead of shitting or pissing. They should be exterminated and purged from the planet.

[@aliprey7047]

@@ethanmaccullouch2776 - not all do those things n remember everyone struggling is someone's mother/father/sister/brother/daughter/son/husband/wife; you HAVE NO IDEA the suffering that drove one over the edge until you've lived it n have NO ROOM TO JUDGE - everyone has a vice, some thrice, the hell of pain n suffering one's subjected to is merely a roll of the dice; WE'RE ALL ONE MISTAKE AWAY FROM A TOTALLY DIFFERENT LIFE❣🙏

[@Knottybohemian21]

This song has had so many meanings to me throughout the years. It never gets old, and I play it on repeat at times. I was pregnant with my son when I heard it for the first time. It was extremely rough to hear, but the two of us are here today together and thriving.

[@I.pray.to.George.Carlin]

Depression and addiction not only hurts the sick and suffering. It took me 20 years to realize that

[@zephyrt77]

With you! Keep fighting and see the good even when it's hard and it hurts. Do the best that you can. You are here for a reson even if it hasn't shown itself yet.

[@christiaanungerer3660]

This make me happy

[@CassieGoodale-s4p]

to anyone who see's this..... you are special and loved by manyyyyyy. Just cause you ain't happy today don't mean you won't be happy tomorrow. JUST LOVE LIFE AND KEEP FIGHTING NO MATTER WHAT YOU ARE GOING THROUGH💜💜

[@timmycollins7373]

This was my dads favorite song, he struggled my whole life with drugs and depression, I'm 30 now. We lost him 5 years ago. Every time I come back to this song I feel him with me.

[@heatherpatrick3056]

I'm sorry for your loss I lost my mom in 2015 to alcohol addiction and my baby sister who was 24 to her sh*t being laced because she wanted to leave the man she was with for her husband and get clean in 2018

[@chrisbailey9377]

Sorry to hear that..sorry for your loss.. I struggled with heroin for years. I did ten dollars worth that ended up being fentanyl and almost died and was revived with narcan. As sick as it sound it saved me and I found God. Drugs are the devil on earth.

[@chrisbailey9377]

Sounds*

[@jbutterfly13]

Hope you are doing ok

[@angelinapumarejo7122]

I hope that you know that while your dad, may he rest in paradise, fought his demons, that he loved you more than you’ll ever know. (God put this on my heart to tell you)

[@reptilefae]

I am 7 years clean and sober this year. This song got me through so many of my dark days. If you're struggling, I BELIEVE IN YOU. I promise life gets so much better 😭

[@HexorMastah]

I'm proud of you

[@demonhart85]

If no one told you today, I am proud of you

[@kjweitzel4752]

Thank you❣

[@jessiebrown9951]

If it got you threw keep playing and fighting love girl

[@doggydoc3]

So glad for you. Keep strong

[@miguelgarza851]

Damn seeing all these comments of people being clean just makes me happy for you all! Keep up the good fight no matter how hard it gets! Love to you all!

[@kennywebb7932]

Miguel Garza ✊🏼 Right On

[@luisreyesmedina7579]

10 years now

[@stephaniebonville6270]

YES! Addiction isn't easy on anyone! So proud of ppl who are staying clean and working on themselves!! Keep up the wonderful and yet hard work of staying sober!!

[@bigp227]

Sober since 10/27/2017 life is great.. Wish you all the best.

[@JanoyCresva]

People lie A LOT.

[@jamesflux3812]

37, bpd. Heard this song in my teens... Still come back to this when I get this low.. Appreciative that something musically understands my pain. Love to all reading this.

[@KatrinaRoseT]

Same friend. When it hurts and someone else can express what you can’t seem to vocalize. 💔

[@brnizzz]

Lost my son to an overdose. The only band we saw together was Blue October. This was our life.

[@isabellaflorentina7574]

❤

[@tracybarrette3028]

You are being held with so much love and healing.

[@stewybagodonuts817]

❤️🙏🌹

[@guardmommad5084]

I'm so sorry for your loss. ❤

[@2percenter23]

I’m sorry for your loss ❤

[@32bitsamoan87]

Bro I heard this song when I was young, before I ever had thoughts of pain or anguish or suicide or suffering. Hearing it again at 30 after drug addiction,divorce, and 3 suicide attempts then finally freeing myself from drugs and trying to piece it back together and it being to late to save my relationship with alot of people including my wife. Just has me sitting in my job like tearing up. I'm sober and healthy today but shit what a life we survived huh...

[@jeffhill4255]

Listen to fear..his acoustic is way better

[@nonu1277]

You are a survivor and a figther and in case you do not hear it as often as you should, I am proud of you

[@KatieMahony]

F.E.A.R = Fuck Everything And Run OR Face Everything And Recover. Even on our absolute worst days, it’s a choice. So you choose… I choose life.

[@heatherrogers3411]

Sometimes (usually around 3 in the morning- something about 3 am)I can't decide if what I have left was worth the war I waged to "survive". Most of the time I know that survival is ultimately worth any cost but I just lost so much over the years. No, "lost" isn't the right word; "wasted" is the more honest word choice. By choosing years of intense alcoholism and drug use, I wasted so many chances and opportunities in life. Don't get me wrong, I was somehow more functional than many people are.. I raised both of my kids while working 50+ hour weeks, never losing custody of then to social services. I worked as hard as I played. But I was also moody and irritable, often bad tempered and demanding. I chose to live 1200 miles from any immediate family in order to more easily hide my addictions and habits. The cost? I barely know my family anymore and they hardly know me. I didn't really feel the pain of separation or loneliness until my kids were grown and moved out. And they unfortunately learned their idea of "normal" from me; I rarely ever hear from them though I love them more than life itself and would give anything to be invited into their worlds. They're happy enough to hear from me when I'm able to catch them with a few spare minutes to talk; there was never a falling out or hard feelings between us. They just watched me create and maintain a certain distance from my family for so long that it seems normal to them for us to only see one another a few times a year and to talk on the phone when they "think about it." I'm simply not necessary to their existence or happiness. I'm very proud of them both but would give anything to be actually WANTED or NEEDED- to be an important part of their lives. But I'm eternally grateful that they turned out so well. It had to be God's Hand on them because I certainly didn't make great choices. I'm two years clean now and struggle daily to find a reason to remain so. So far I'm winning but don't know if this soul-deep sadness is sustainable in the long run substance free. For now though I keep trudging through the mire, always hoping to one day wake up and find happiness again. I wish joy, strength, and purposeful living to everyone out there; thank you so much for reading all this... Peace ☮️ and Love 💗 Always!!

[@elysharay1941]

Man. I feel this comment bro. I’m 35. I was a freshman in high school I think when this song came out and I could only attribute it to breaking up. I’ve heard this a million times but it was just still playing in the airwaves at the time. Well it’s been like 10 yes since I heard it. And lemme just say everything you said…yep. I felt that like 1000%

[@FaithC0llective]

Dear younger me. We made it. It got better. We did it. We're happy. We're loved

[@Holly-nx8dt]

Bless you. I feel this personally

[@richardhartman8628]

Beautiful

[@HeLeNa-ee7xq]

Kill

[@vincentwasney1768]

💜

[@hellenkaswii981]

❤️❤️

[@BornHandy]

This song catches you in the feels!

[@jaeboe7]

My momma played this song constantly while i was growing up...she was so loving and did the best she could for me but she battled with addiction....she was found dead in a creek in mississippi and i find myself taking everything to feel nothing because it hurts so bad...please pray for me and my family.

[@eijirokirishima1097]

best of luck I hope things get better it hurt to lose people to drugs and it makes you want to do drugs, I get high a lot but at least I'm not doing pills. Just strive for better and try to get help. My brother was the same we were both based and he found drugs to cope with it after it got really bad for him where he almost died I said fuck it a joined him. I've been sober off morphine and opioids for a year now and pills for 4 months. You can do it you just gotta believe!

[@jaeboe7]

@@eijirokirishima1097 dang bro thanks...thats amazing though man im proud of you, keep it up!

[@yeschefanddoit4082]

Holy fuck bruh, im so sorry for your loss and pain, i cant imagine! Please dont leave this world, it gets better... i promise!

[@tonyadurst-scarlett1542]

Prayers and love. Please comment on how you are doing. I really do care.

[@Thesummerlynnable]

My mother is an addict, and I have a no contact order, I know some day I'm gonna get the call that shes gone. Its hurts. She wasnt always a bad mom, but she just cant get clean and isnt safe around my kids. I hope you find peace, in whatever way you can, and I hope you know that there is NOTHING you could have done. Its ugly, addiction, and it destroys families, but none of it was ever your fault

[@mythoughts5615]

“while I was busy waging wars on myself you were trying to stop the fight” That lyric is so powerful

[@bonemachine1975]

Indeed

[@danielannibale]

Yes!

[@beatrizlove2676]

I love this song it's so beautiful I love how Justin expresses himself so dark as he is feeling...reminds me of my life and meds betrayal and pain and then my last true love in a shirt time I loved him so fast and he left my side I don't c anyone now in my path it's like I have scales on my eyes...I love how he walks to the cemetery and has his glasses on and head held high... I love you blue October beautiful song so deep so amazing I relate to each scene and all the pain....beatriz

[@christywillz4347]

I need a chance to get my life together and give me a second longer

[@mythoughts5615]

@@christywillz4347 I've been in that situation and good luck to ya!👍

[@brandyflynn2333]

This song is the reason I’m sober and alive today. Godbbless to this band. Both parents overdosed. I’m all I got and I’m single mom but this song helps me every day.

[@amandarolin9407]

I'm sorry you had to experience such grief

[@clarelwc2849]

So sorry for your tragic loss and well done to you.. you must be so strong... I have family but no kids and 3 years clean xx

[@ghefiraschannel182]

Bless you for staying sober and alive. You are stronger than you know.

[@kyletotton1506]

I'm sorry

[@brianadams9816]

Not only does God love you but I do

[@KING_SHOTS89]

Who's here in Dec 2024❤ don't lose HOPE. Hold On Pain Ends.❤

[@o0GrayMatters0o]

pain stops when the heart does

[@KING_SHOTS89]

@o0GrayMatters0o sometimes the heart feels pain for a lifetime.

[@tommymoore9447]

Life is pain anyone selling anything different is a liar

[@Daniel-x4z]

Sometimes pain is all u have and when it's gone.. so is your will to be 😢

[@offthebeatenpathadventures1348]

Happy Mother's Day. This is such a beautiful song showing how Moms never give up on us.

[@dirtydustparticles]

my mom died when i was 18 lol

[@ericharrisdylanklebold9435]

yeah my mother deals with a ptsd son from the war. and someone who has their child kept from them, and meth is a motherfucker

[@CanadianBullFrog]

Some moms do. Some moms make their children their enemy. Some moms never phone. Some moms are not nice at all.

[@BLyle]

Ummm, mine did. Sent $50 grand by way of their atty, with a cashiers check & my signature that I would NEVER even attempt to reach the family again... I was in ICU at the time. So, I believed that shit about mothers & family too. It's clearly not a blanket thing. My niece was the lucky one. She was cursed too, we were close but to have tenderness & mercy in ur soul was NOT an asset but curse in our genetics. her addiction was starving herself to death w/ a silver spoon in her mouth at 19, striving for perfection, anything less not acceptable, me? The tea service silver spoons were in my bag & I chose altered states of mind & so it goes...is mother still alive? No clue

[@flayremoon]

“Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you” always feels like a punch to the gut, because it was what I thought for so long.

[@MorgueRat]

Can relate. I feel this way a lot. Wish I could just leave this world, I don't want to burden others.

[@honestopinion6268]

Stay up. Both of ya's

[@Chiefleif91]

Also can relate. Everyone deserves better than me or what I can offer so I let them know.

[@cscs4880]

True....

[@kawlkawl5]

My wife messed around on me five times before I finally left her it was hard

[@jackiegorman6872]

This song still kills me to this day. I was just newly sober when it came out and I listened to it all the time. Around that time my marriage had recently ended and my addiction played a role in it falling apart. This song really mirrored my life at the time. I’ve been sober ever since and I thank God everyday for the strength to stay clean.

[@kenappel7367]

I remember being in FL as well when this song came out. It sure spoke to me then, but I wasn't sure why. I was very young. I wasn't ready to get sober, but a decade later I realize why this song was so profound at the time. I'd drive "so fucking far away" and play this song on repeat if I had the means.

[@AprilKratzer]

I THANK GOD ALSO FOR YOU.

[@jackiegorman6872]

@@AprilKratzer Thank you 🙏🏼 That’s so incredibly kind of you to say. God Bless you! ❤️

[@christopherpicart4199]

Best wishes to you. Peace ✌

[@buickparkave-oi7ki]

There are still good people out here. You're helping us as much as we are you. You're worth it :) god bless.

[@SelenaHarper-r6f]

Awesome sauce I love this video

[@billyking2108]

My dad loves this song... He just passed away.... Can't hear it without breaking right the fuck down. . Everyone needs a song like this

[@cxurit2872]

I'm sorry man I know it's hard lossing a family member you just have to keep going

[@mann-nova9392]

I'm so sorry for your loss. Even though he's gone, his love for you is still unending.

[@peaches4371]

Sorry for your loss

[@valenced2705]

Im sorry for your loss. Im here the same reason

[@familysizelasagna]

I am so so sorry for your loss...

[@somewhatdamaged2946]

This was me and my mother’s relationship for so many years....nights she stayed by my side praying I wouldn’t stop breathing. I put her through hell and I’m just glad she never gave up on me. A mother’s love for her child is endless.....

[@theboy9119]

I wish I had the words to bring you some more light back in your life.

[@paulsecrest9427]

I feel you. A mothers love. I put my family through hell. My wife stuck by me my son wouldn't talk to me for months. Good women in your life is a god send. Stay strong.

[@mikezelten5327]

Heather M stay strong a mother’s love is a bond like nothing else! Wishing you the best!!

[@danielrojas509]

I can relate with you my friend. Be strong!

[@traceywilks9254]

Unconditional sweet . A mom will always be there no matter how much pain she carries 💖

[@Jynx.And.Astraea]

I have had such a hard time lately physically, mentally, and emotionally. I am so exhausted. It’s 1:30 am and i’m crying to this song after seeking it out for the first time in forever. Over a decade later and it still hits so hard 🖤 for everyone else out there struggling: you are loved, you matter, and you are stronger than you think you are. We will get through this.

[@mortyclem2554]

❤❤❤❤❤❤

[@tammiemueller4430]

❤

[@Jynx.And.Astraea]

@@stevenwheat3621 it is not silly. Your emotions and feelings are valid

[@Mourne.]

You're goddamned right we will. Stay strong. 🖤

[@johnny5620]

I sure hope you're right about that.

[@CherokeeDiaz-b4i]

I Can't get enough of this song been on repeat for 2 straight days full volume it has so many meaning for me ❤

[@Rochelle721]

M hm. It’s been a long time since I’ve heard this. I just thought it was time to update my playlist. Now here I am. I’m on day 1 🔁👌🏽

[@xIAmTheJokerx]

If someone notices this, im alive and still fighting depression.

[@AnthonyLotz-yu9nv]

Keep fighting

[@Joseph-s6y]

Me too. I'm winning! I control it. It no longer dominates my life. I'm on amlodipine, amongst other anti-psycodics. Take your medication. Look in the mirror and tell the person you see that you are loved, you are valued, and that there is nothing you can't handle.

[@heatherthompson1048]

Me too but keep fighting we will reach the bottom some time and find the light I know we can do it

[@nathanconrad1879]

I'm proud of you! Keep fighting!

[@travisschaefer5286]

I see you. I am here with you. Battling the same damn demons that have always held me back. I hope you are well in this moment 👊🏼

[@Stranger_In_The_Alps]

If someone notices this, I’m still alive and fighting depression

[@Thedrivingbeater]

Stay strong brother ❤❤❤

[@jenniferdrake6612]

Keep your head up king

[@Livinglegend15]

The world is just illusion trying to change you

[@johannaramirez3069]

Don’t give up.. You can get through this!

[@juliap8134]

I’m so proud of you

[@jenwarner5346]

My dad died of an od 24 years ago, I followed in his footsteps years later... I've od, 3 times.. my teenage son found me... the hate that a heroine addict feels towards themselves is crippling... 4 months clean now ... one breath at a time ... congrats to all of you that have found your way to back..

[@mneilsen2084]

Jen Warner keep going

[@sourpig6339]

you got this

[@erikhadinger7655]

Jen Warner suboxon things get better there is no easy path it's hard work but the Suboxone makes it much easier

[@scottvandiver9241]

Hell. Yes you can make it

[@jenwarner5346]

Thank you all... it really does get easier. NEVER did I think I would hear myself say those words... the depression has subsided a Lot.. not saying I don't still have difficult days... I am 7 days away from my 7 month :-) this song here is part of my music therapy... with every breath, every min, every hour and every day.... those of you fighting this fight, stay strong

[@carymason8745]

In my opinion one of the greatest songs ever penned. It speaks to so many people from so many different walks of life. Thank you Justin for giving us such a timeless gem.

[@JohnDillen77]

I’ve battled anxiety and depression for years. This song always hits home.

[@jamesonmeckes5796]

Same here man, I lived with depression and anxiety for 9 years.

[@pallen1746]

Just remember No matter how bad it feels,you're a beautiful person and a blessing to someone

[@RebelChild-uw9py]

@@JohnDillen77 same

[@RebelChild-uw9py]

@jamesonmeckes5796 same,& no one understands it.they think it's oh we want to get high..no, I don't want withdrawal s doctors never told the teen version of me, withdrawals, in fact I never heard that word Decade ago

[@iamtamashii4184]

I'm still dealing with depression and anxiety and I'm 43

[@blueskies7019]

I never knew that was really his Mom crying over him. When I saw that interview it hit the feels hard. I lost my 23 year old son, Joshua, last year to suicide. I would never want any mother or father to know this pain. I’m so glad Justin has made it through the drugs and depression. As someone that deals with suicidal self-hate myself, I know the battle with depression is never totally over. But I’m so glad Justin has gotten to such a good place with all his internal demons. His Foiled, AMIA album plus the song Fear got me through my divorce 6 years ago. I’ve since found the love of my life, but now I’m dealing with the daily heart-swallowing pain of the loss of my son. I live each day for my other children and hubby. That’s all. Peace to you all.

[@barbarawilliams9412]

I wish I could take your pain away. Peace to you

[@MegsMarie84]

Im so sorry for your loss. My brother also chose to end his life so I keep on keeping on knowing I'm my parents last remaining child and they need me to stay here. Sending love to you and yours.

[@lambsauce1468]

My brother lost his only son to suicide last year. His name was also Joshua and I wish we could have saved him too.

[@fayeneeland689]

2020 and I'm still listening to this badass song that has so much feeling.

[@morganfarr5886]

Every time I listen to this I'm reminded of the savagery and cruelty of the voices in my head. All the regrets they can play on. It makes me want to fight harder for all those who refused to leave me behind in the darkest days.

[@reydolla6132]

2020

[@CassandraBaileyfireflyazn]

@@morganfarr5886 beautifully said.

[@Nebzu]

I feel this

[@countrykay3115]

Same ❤😖

[@WoweeDoggo]

I remember this song came about just as I entering my early twenties adulthood. A few years later in my late twenties, I started to begin to understand the meaning behind the song. Addiction, unconditional love, recovery. At first, I thought it was about my own struggles my mother supported me through. Now, in my mid-thirties, I realize that it's the other way around. But I imagine this what my mother might think of me now. I've struggled with alcoholism the past year and I'm sure I've put a lot of weight on her shoulders without knowing it. Remembering this song randomly tonight made me realize I have to do better by my mother. Thank you for this song, Blue October. From my young adulthood to becoming a middle-aged man, the lyrics and meaning behind your songs have given me the perspective I've needed throughout all these years.

[@kylepaschall2545]

Lots of love in here. Dont see that much anymore. To all of you staying sober, I'm proud of you. Love to see someone win!! To all battling depression, missing someone, feeling lost, I hope you can put your mind at ease and dont be scared to put on a good tune and cry it out!! it does wonders!!

[@BloodRaven1969]

Love and thanks. Even after 29 years clean, as well as having depression issues, words like these mean A LOT to me. To the point that after hear this song again the eyes get damp, but this time with happiness at the understanding and care.

[@shelbychurch1223]

19 years. I wish my mom would have made it, she died in 96 from liver failure

[@kevlartheweldingwarrior]

this is one of those songs. that you can actually feel every time you hear it.

[@danimoss6308]

Kevin Compton yes!

[@shanebarrentine924]

Dani Moss 💮💘💃

[@danimoss6308]

Shane Barrentine 😄

[@kellymccurley4483]

yes it is

[@kevlartheweldingwarrior]

Honestly if you can't feel this song. Actually feel it! You are not a human being!

[@sinkler245]

thanks mom for blasting this music when I was younger. Truly is beautiful music.

[@maesmith6098]

Same

[@patricialindsay5676]

THIS BAND IS SO EMOTIONAL.. I LOVE THEM THEIR LYRICS HAVE CHANGED A BIT FROM A FEW YEARS AGO.THEY ARE THE BEST. I GUESS THEY HAVE MATURED SOME..BUT SO HAVE THEIR FANS .SO IT'S PRETTY REAL LIFE .STAY STRONG..LOVE. Y'ALL.

[@kymberly1023]

dude same here.

[@mush2938]

jesus christ! stop posting this!

[@FreakingHulkGaming]

ya it is.

[@kristenellie]

I am fighting addiction to self harm and this song helps me!! Thank you for making and uploading this song!!

[@janglejingerschmidt4031]

The unconditional love of a mother this video displays is absolutely beautiful.

[@tharpinup7861]

Jackson Brooks :'(

[@rickeyland4248]

Music is my medicine when everything hurts me and I don't need anything else but my family will always be there for me no matter what this is my meds now that they are gone they were killed when I was younger in a car accident music is my new family an drug addiction that makes me feel good about myself because I know that God loves me even when I'm a mess and I don't want to be here anymore the way they were before 💔

[@Locomoco50000]

This song hits home so hard. My mom never left me alone in my darkest times of depression, anxiety and panic attacks.

[@markvanpelt5583]

That's what moms do. Good luck and smooth waters for your journey.

[@firebird_spleen4190]

👍🏻

[@kristygee9350]

👍 i oh my life to my mum your comment hit home

[@traceycochran7743]

Moms are such wonderful people

[@bigwurm1987]

Thanks God for the moms that never let up or let us get too far out in the deep end.......most people think that's annoying blows em up always askin how they are or if they need to talk.....cuz i promise ya once that phone never rings anymore cuz that persons fight in life is done you'll miss every min of the lil annoying things they did the most......society molds people into assuming or associating annoying habits with a insecure or needy person when that couldn't be further from the case......people that call or try to see how you are even when we're being difficult human beings that my friends is that true unconditional love that so many people are so busy tryin to find that they dont notice it right in front of their face until its gone

[@stevemorris8545]

15 years later and this song still hitting me in the feels.

[@karencronje1609]

Wish he could do more music. Such honesty in his songs🎵. Powerful

[@deenajackson7955]

All I can say is this song touches my heart and soul. I lost my only child, my son Danny to a drug overdose. I found him 10 hrs too late, Please don't stop fighting, please don't leave your mom, it hurts like hell. You fought the good fight, sweetheart... I will always be your proud mom. #forevermissed #forever23

[@jackiewinners6085]

I am so sorry

[@song13ful]

I know how this feels, I desperately miss my little sister because of this stupid deadly drug too. I'm so darn sorry you feel this too because it's hard.

[@jackiewinners6085]

I'm so sorry you feel that pain

[@TheDragontales01]

:(

[@karenlaw1437]

so sorry my son also put a gun to his hea over his wife stpd lovn him then5mo later my nef nits all crazy i feel ya so sorry its like they hated it here

[@moniinicole6782]

Man the tears that fall when this song plays. I try to hate you dad, but I can't it hurts. I don't know where u are or if ur still alive, but I love you and hope ur sober.

[@micay.2016]

same feelings and situation 😔

[@rayneboes2184]

hes ok where ever he is just believe

[@cassieh5506]

@Leigh Allmon people are not destined to repeat their parents mistakes

[@thomaswilliams6469]

If you’re somewhere out there passed out on the floor, Joey I’m not angry anymore - Concrete Blonde

[@ATRAIN1488]

I'm sorry babygirl

[@pr3s3nc3worship]

Man that part where his finger is bleeding from hitting his strings so hard... that’s raw emotion.. This is more than just a song for him you can tell.

[@genesis6199]

Timestamp?

[@SJamesGill88]

@@genesis6199 At about 3:39 you can see his middle finger has dried blood on it

[@branditurner7057]

i agree i have scar tissue over my index finger from doing this so many times while playing music

[@dennishawkinberry2634]

You nailed it. My exact thoughts the first time I seen the video.

[@kristinemissy]

His facial expressions show it as well.

[@seddarey]

if you're reading this, i want you to know I'm proud of you. You're doing so good. Keep going.

[@noodle_shorts7526]

I used to listen to this song all the time with my mom, on the way to school, on the way to the park, Just all the time. In 2015 she died from diabetes and kidney failure when i was 9, and for a while I couldnt bear to hear it. But now I'm 17 and last year I started getting back into it and this song is now the closest I get to feeling like she is back. It hurts sometimes but this song brings back some of the happiness I felt when I was a kid.

[@krzykris]

Sounds like you are finally processing the loss. I lost my Dad at 18. We didn't have a song, but it took me decades to accept that he was gone. Still makes me sad thinking about it, and it's been 30 years. I believe we'll see our loved ones again. I couldn't go on if I didn't have that belief.

[@markrobertson4579]

Good job man that’s what you need to do you take music in you turn it around to be good for you it’s terrible when you turn it around the other way and it’s sad when you hear a song you think about somebody the song should celebrate that person and that’s a good song what if you can celebrate somebody’s life with that song you got it brother God bless you and sending you love and light Namaste

[@FantomDeck]

❤

[@scarletking115]

I was 8 when my grandmother died I know how you feel

[@redstep-child3096]

She lives within you. Not just DNA. Every thing she got the chance to teach you. Use it well.

[@shelbyphlipot3268]

My best friends brother sent this song to his mom days before he lost his battle to addiction. He expressed how he related to this song because at times he wanted his family to hate him so they wouldn’t worry about him anymore. This song was mentioned at his funeral. Every time I hear this song I see him and his struggle and his family. Please if you’re struggling please don’t give up that fight. Do it for yourself. Do it for the people who will loose their lives mourning your death. You are loved. Life is hard but you just have to keep fighting no matter what. Don’t give up please I’m begging you, it’s not worth it.

[@izzojoseph2]

** RUSH ** ~ seriously Dude, you’re a fucking hero for raising the boys.

[@chadhampton8603]

My son's name was cody I woke up and found him dead on my bedroom floor from a heroin overdose mixed with fentanyl home from rehab 34 days just one more time Mom I wish I would've broken his knee to keep him from leaving this will haunt me forever just one more time

[@picklefish74]

Unless you're a terrible person, in which case, we're better off without you.

[@samrumbo9321]

Oh God I'm trying so fucking hard! If I don't get over my husband's past infidelity from back in April I'll be gone I've had enough with childhood trauma, being the family disappointment, being alone all my life with no one to hear my cries. Forgiveness is one thing but remembering and trying not to compare myself to the other woman is another thing. I fight demons in my head every single day my head is like a prison.

[@yvonnerosas7054]

@@samrumbo9321 feel ya. Keep ur head up!

[@mikesicola299]

21 years clean. Life is awesome and people do forgive.

[@beyereier]

God bless you Mike

[@juliesmith2863]

@oxy 75 the world IS sometimes bullshit,, but YOU'RE NOT. Don't be weak, make the world what you want it to be..Praying for your success.

[@johnpod]

This is a very dark and raw song. I like the musicianship, Justin's singing, the production. I can't imagine how it feels to those for whom the lyrics apply and have real meaning to their life experiences.

[@TheRandomINFJ]

At first when i saw the comments, i thought 'wow there's a lot of darkness'. Then i saw it through a wider lens and realized it was all light. I'm so glad we're all still here ❤

[@kylieroberts8630]

💙💙💙💙

[@SndyOr]

sending you lots of love and thank you for the comforting comment. I'm glad too ❤

[@allanhughes912]

When you read the first couple of lines in a lot of comments it is a bit dark, but you read on and see that there's light, this song is dark in subject matter but it says that there is light at the end of the tunnel.

[@tiffucurtis]

I am the mother. This song is therapy for me, I sing it as loud as I can when things are rough and are getting to me mentally. It helps me know I am not alone. It also gives me hope to see where Justin is now.

[@HannahMattox]

He's in such a beautiful place in his life. He gives all of the credit to gaining his sobriety and he fights like hell to hold on to it ❤️

[@BecauseIamHere]

This song has meant a lot to me. Glad it helps you too 😉

[@justincollet1674]

I love this song, it makes me cry every time I hear it. It has all the human elements that hit us straight in the heart. God bless you, and of course Justin

[@janielopez6868]

What is this song about though? I'm confused who's the bad person here? The son or mom?

[@amandasananda251]

@@janielopez6868 if you don't understand than it ain't for you babes It's the type of song that you either relate with and understand or that cha don't Most of us in the world feel as if the song was written just for and about us Cause certain music/songs you "hear" with your *ears* and than there's such as like this one that you just "feel" with your *soul* and entire being

[@mkl5448]

This song is the perfect description of the devastating consequences of addiction, especially to loved ones trying to help. I always liked this song because of the message, the journey it takes the listener on and the visceral reation caused by it. Very raw and simply an outstanding piece of artwork.

[@DavidDrysdale-g3l]

My mother is going through dementia and most things she remembers in our conversations are negative things that I went through with her growing up. But I know she loves me and is proud of me from the experiences and discussions we had as an adult. This song plays on repeat in my mind when she says something that I did when I was rebellious. Despite the put down I always cherish her and love and respect her even though in my younger days I resented her because I was a son of divorce, and lost my father at a young age.

[@ruffus8012]

Damn the memories of 2006 will last a lifetime.

[@psalmsstef]

no joke...

[@The.Revnant]

+James Loser Man Do you have a kik?

[@crazygmango1240]

i feel the same way , i miss my past the 90's was good years for me , now i just feel depressed all the time, funny thing about it is all i had was myself, now i have my family around i feel depressed.....strange huh ? i hope you're feeling better when it comes to the depression, keep you're head up high and keep on living man " peace" from someone who can relate .

[@arenuzzle6282]

i blame runescape for peoples problems these days, the disconnection between reality and virturiality

[@arenuzzle6282]

from back in 2004-2007

[@lollerskates89]

I miss this kind of honesty in music. It is extremely refreshing to listen to this again.

[@lollerskates89]

Steve Mark I have not. I have a hard time listening to new music without prejudice, so my music log is that big lol

[@maryghernandez4965]

i hate you

[@CherryBlossomChaos]

James Gatz Listen to Disturbs cover of The Sound of Silence on Conan

[@angelcummings7140]

Thank you Blue October for making addiction Human.. we all deal with something..

[@BohemianSwede44]

I hope tomorrow is better. For you, and I.

[@crowmedicine3890]

Same here 💗

[@dakotawarriorcatsluvr3997]

when I was younger I understood the song, but now that I'm older it makes even more sense now... it breaks my heart...

[@me-ju3fv]

Dakota Warriorcatsluvr can you explain it then? I don't get it

[@robertclark4135]

things that aren't important and things you don't fully grasp when you are young , you will realize differently when you are older. you realize everything you took for granted were the things you made important ..and you end up with regrets and realize how differently you should have felt and done thing

[@KtekKratos]

Same here

[@samau4556]

Te recuerda algo Sapacuate n Utherverse slds , excelente grupo

[@joeygreenhaw8503]

All these years, this song still rocks and hits to the heart.

[@badnewskellyleak5974]

LIBERALISM IS A MENTAL DISORDER

[@Nepo.Potshangbam]

1,324 days clean and sober form multi substances. Keep coming back dear brothers and sisters you can do it. Loves and hugs.

[@mitchelllayne2128]

it bad now am here alone no one to cry to

[@lisashaw4911]

@@mitchelllayne2128 you aren't alone. Stay strong

[@nenyeabiagom1450]

@@mitchelllayne2128 you aren't alone. God loves you and watches over you and if you talk to him he'd listen :)

[@foxxybrown7606]

Good luck Mitchell Layne, not gonna lie, it gets harder before it gets easier, but it takes more guts to get clean than to use

[@nicolepurcell157]

Great job! Keep it going.

[@ElaineAeris]

I hope on the hardest days you can find a song that brings you peace. 🕊️

[@theconvictcode3419]

One of the best ballads ever. Im in recovery... 20 years. Never ends. We all know this struggle.

[@joshuacoomer4955]

i don't know you or yours but i love you take care.

[@aimeelamb4087]

18 years here. It’s still fresh in my mind.

[@alanfrost2312]

10/28/16 Hope all is well in your world.

[@kylelebrocq6106]

to whoever is listening to this song feeling like shit know there is always tomorrow. make the best of you're day as hard as it might be each day will get easier. as I always say chin up chest out walk strong and be proud of who you are.

[@CourtneyElizabethhh]

Kyle Lebrocq thank you. so much😔😔 I needed that.

[@CourtneyElizabethhh]

john yvanez, you seem like maybe you had a really bad day yesterday and maybe needed someone to talk to.. I just now saw your response, or I would have responded sooner. The sweet comment kyle posted, I read while I was bawling and due to what it said I thought to myself "he's right, why am I crying" whipped my tears away, calmed myself down, and proceeded thru the day with a smile. The crazy part, the next day, I GOT A JOB! I understand you're looking at it like "we never know when our last day is, he's wrong there isn't always tomorrow." or at least I hope thats what you meant, if you meant it in a suicidal way please message me if you need to talk. idk how messaging and all works on here, so add my Instagram or comment back. my Instagram name is: badcompanylove That goes for anyone else as well. if your depressed, and feel like you have no one to talk to, DM me on Instagram! I'll respond as soon as I can. But John if you met it in the first way I stated, than yes thats true we aren't necessarily graunteed tomorrow. We could die whenever, but you have to push for tomorrow! in hopes that if you are granted tomorrow, it will be a better day. Be more positive. I was being super negative the day I saw kyles comment, I've been trying to stay positive generally Eben before that. but I've been pyshing myself even harder. sorry for writing half a book as my comment. For all I know you may not even bother reading it, or may tell me to go fuck myself. But I hope you don't, and I hope instead you realize that I truly mean it, if you need to talk, I'll listen and I'll be a friend to you.

[@brittneystreeter493]

This song captures co-dependency in a way nothing else does. It’s startling how on point this song is. A masterpiece.

[@ashswartzfager9942]

👌🏼👌🏼👌🏼👌🏼👌🏼👌🏼👂🏽👂🏽👂🏽👂🏽👂🏽👂🏽

[@connorkeener4204]

I completely agree. Is is totally spot on

[@victorywalkingtours8843]

It definitely does. This song reaches right into my heart and squeezes it in a way no other song can.

[@83KJack]

oh this is absolutely a masterpiece! truly. Anything that makes you feel on this level to me is a masterpiece. like Neon Moon or something...

[@EzPeasy6969]

If anyone sees this. I quit coke 3 years ago from fear that I'd leave my mother alone on this world. This song hits.

[@AmbrosiaLove00]

"You never doubted my warped opinions On things like suicidal hate You made me compliment myself When it was way too hard to take" Ouch. I still can't listen to this without crying. I saw Blue October live many years ago and sobbed like a baby... the lyrics hit home then, and they still do today 💔

[@lysanderharris8955]

Why?

[@wallingfamily8124]

That's the most impactful two sentences of probably any song when I am in the mindset.

[@wallingfamily8124]

And the line before it.

[@MoniqueCraddick-jm8jc]

❤

[@Aaron-zu3xn]

"i'm sober now for 3 whole months that one accomplishment that you helped me with... the one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing i won't touch again" 2016 i put the needle in my arm for the last time got on a plane and it was finally over

[@koryphillips4785]

Songs have so much meaning when your over 30, and you know exactly what to feel. We been through and we're here for each other!

[@NickySpades]

music got me through my teens, it made life tolerable.

[@angelajarrell2225]

Yes Lord

[@Depechebandit79]

Very happy to see this song is going strong in 2015. Pay attention new generation.

[@kristinlipp5000]

Seriously, what happened to the meaningful music we had almost 2 decades ago?!

[@dianamartinez9646]

I would agree with you, but honestly I wasn't even alive two decades ago. Older music though is literally better, none of this drug and sex everyday crap. 😒

[@Kiba69420]

Kristin Lipp The 90's generation of music was most likely the peak of music, without something drastic like dynamic new instruments or something, there wont be any more innovations. As far as the lyrics go... people are only becoming more and more ignorant, and thats partly to do with music and todays culture. Hopefully it will change, but i dont see it happening anytime soon.

[@binkbonl]

Okay no. There is plenty of good music today, and chalking it up to sex and drugs is insulating, not to mention demeaning songs about sex. Today's music is just as good and bad as before let me tell you. I grew up with my dad playing songs from the 50s through 90s and I loved it. I also love Twenty One Pilots, Fall Out Boy, Panic! At the Disco, Ed Sheeran, Taylor Swift, One Republic, Miley Cyrus, Kodaline, and MCR which isn't new but still. Music didn't get worse. The new generation is actually quite fine. I'm 15

[@binkbonl]

Obeyance DeKat listen to some Twenty One Pilots lyrics and rethink that please

[@jonathanthompson9932]

This was my song for so many reasons for years and years. Don’t get me wrong i absolutely love this band and actually fixed their tour bus in a pinch when they were in Louisville for a show. Buuuuuut back to me lol. This was my song I’m an alcoholic and six years ago I pushed a girl away from me because she deserved better than what I had to offer as I was a fucking complete functional alcoholic. Well she saw something in this mess lol. She fought and fought as she saw me struggle endlessly. Here we are 7 years later im sober one of my boys is in the navy another in college and my bonus boy about to graduate. This is the first time ive listened to this song in atleast 5 years and i have completely cried all over myself. I might be rambling but this song hits home in so many ways. Please don’t ever give up on loved ones!! Jt dec. 28 2024 👊