BRINGING BACK FEELINGS! July 20, 2014 | Blair Fowler

[@lizziemenelawsx]

it makes sense, my mum died in February and the only thing that keeps playing over and over in my kind is this quote 'This dismissive and uncaring universe simply carried on with its business, as if nothing of any consequence had happened'. My life has fallen apart whereas no one else feels the impact I do its such a strange feeling knowing that even though people knew her and loved her NO ONE will experience YOUR sorrow and heartache, your memories and your love and NEED for that person who just isn't there anymore.

[@SanjanaRanade]

I don't know why, but this comment made me feel so good inside. I'm sorry for your loss, and I know you will get through this. What an inspiring quote.

[@francineray]

This just put to words exactly how I feel about the loss of my grandma. Thank you! X

[@Portugueserose]

lizzie menelaws beautiful comment. SO sorry for your loss. I recently lost my grandma and last year lost a very close family friend, and now my mom is currently in the hospital, and your right everyone's feelings and sorrow is different and NO ONE has the right to judge that. Thank you for sharing your feelings otherjuicystar07 & lizzie menelaws xoxox

[@samasawrus]

Amen. I lost my dad in December. It's so hard to go on with your life, but you just have to

[@theparadoxofourage]

My mum died nearly 5 years ago and I always joke that the people who say that 'time is a healer' are clearly mourning the death of a hamster cos no it doesn't get better, you just get stronger and better able to cope with it.

[@itsferslife]

That is so mean that someone would say "get over it" to you. If anyone has ever lost someone really close to them, they know that you don't ever truly get over it, you just kind of learn to live with it. My mom died in 2010, I was really depressed for a while, but now i'm okay. However, there are days when just those memories of her being sick come back, and I just break down. just know that you have a lot of subscribers that will always be there for you Blair!

[@tanw7570]

Stay strong, beautiful! Love your positivity.

[@HelloGemma]

Everybody grieves at different paces and in different ways and you should never worry if you are doing it right or wrong. My boyfriends stepdad died very suddenly a year ago and our lives changed instantly, we had to change jobs and move to a different part of the country, we are still feeling the effects and sometimes it gets us down when we least expect it. I mentioned it a couple of times after the fact on KZbin and got similar comments, the only thing I can think of is that they are from people who haven't been through that yet. Sometimes I am just driving down the road and start crying because I see someone that looks like my Grandpa who passed away when I least expect it. I can't imagine ever being at a point where it didn't feel raw, because they were so important to me. I don't think there's anything wrong with that.

[@belleke18]

Totally get it. My friend died 10 years ago and believe me each year I think about her and also certain things remind me of her and make me cry. Like the other day I was watching the news and a mother was talking about her son who died in the plane crash in Ukrain and it made me cry. People who say; get over it, don't get it. You just don't get over it no mather how long it has been

[@maybabytumbler]

been loving your vlogs lately!!!

[@madisenainsley47]

Ily😘👌

[@jennamathis5583]

Hi Meg I watch your videos all the time. I am inspired by you.

[@HannahSB459]

I love your videos meg!!😍❤️😘😘

[@lifewithlily01]

HI MEG

[@maireadbrickley582]

Meg- u r sooooo pretty! Can u make a video with more tips for growing ur hair out? ILY ! Plz reply 😊

[@SephoraPrincess24]

Oh Blair! My heart dropped when I read your friend was in the ICU it brought me back to when you went through that with Sheridan. I am very glad your friend will be okay. Don't ever worry about being sad or having down moments. It's all apart of grieving! ❤️❤️

[@GuineaPigSecretsUK]

No one gets to tell you what you feel EVER. Let yourself feel life, it makes you a better human.

[@superclutterbug]

Blair, my dad died back in 2002. This past year, I have missed him way more for some reason. You will go through times where it's not AS bad, and there will be times when you miss Sheridan like crazy. I don't think you "get over" someone dying. Just just learn to live with a new normal. I hope your friend is going to be ok. I have said a prayer for her.

[@Hunter-fv2mx]

I lost a friend almost 5 years ago. I still cry a few times a year, I think about him daily, and I talk to his family often. Even though the pain isn't fresh anymore its still there. I still miss him. I don't think the pain of losing someone ever goes away. It just becomes tolerable.

[@EmyStar25]

People that say 'get over it' honestly must have never lost a loved one before so don't take it to heart because they obviously don't understand

[@strawberriesncandii]

My brother died on 9/11 and it took me a good 3 years to actually function again and I was in the 3rd grade attending school in Brooklyn, NY when it happened. I remembered how dark the sky was and everything and I was angry for a long time.

[@jenaelovesjb]

I had a good friend pass away 3 months ago and I really appreciate how open and honest you are about this. I can't tell you how comforting it is to know someone else went through the same thing and still has times of sadness months or years later. Thankfully there is always peace that comes from God knowing those loved ones are in paradise now.

[@ofbeautymatters]

People say time heals everything, but when you've lost someone you love that's impossible. I lost my mom almost 5 years ago, and to this day I feel the pain of her absence. Stay strong! xo

[@saskitoush]

I dont know exactly what u are going through but i lost my younger brother 3 months ago to a car accident so o can understand how u always get brought back to that moment because she was your best friend. You are a really strong person and i admire that! Dont ever let people tell u that u cant express yourself because they dont know what u are going through. My prayers go out to your friend and her family. May god bless her.

[@UTVols16Manning]

Beautifully said on Sheridan. It's been 2 and a half years and I still think about her too just randomly and when little things happen that trigger it. Hope your friend gets better quickly.

[@morganparlett]

Praying for you, your friend and that she will have a speedy recovery! Love from VA!

[@snoopysweethrt7]

Blair, you never have to "get over it". Sheridan will always have a special place in your heart. Thanks for this vlog, love you

[@TeachHiddenInTheLeaves]

I really like the vlogs where you go into deep topics.

[@strawberriesncandii]

Everyone handles death differently. I just said this this morning on Judy and Benji vlog today. Just because a person handles death in one way doesn't mean you'll be the same. You can't tell someone to get over someone's death because they are the ones that are experiencing loss not you. I've known people way older than me that have lost their children and some tell me that they can't fully heal others act like their kids passed yesterday when time has passed. You just never know. If you feel sad it's better to let it out by talking. Everyone grieves differently and don't ever allow people to tell you otherwise.

[@averyjadec]

it isnt bad to not have an exciting day, but doing one thing a day in memory of your friend may be an idea...

[@JessicaLuvsBeauty23]

that is an awesome idea

[@averyjadec]

Thank you!

[@FreshSalad645]

People telling you to "just get over it" obviously never lost anyone important to them. It's easy to say that when you've never experienced grief yourself, and honestly, I think you never "get over it", it gets better but it will always be a scar AND happy memories. You live with it in you forever.

[@YSLparisienne]

Never ever let anyone tell you to "get over" what happened to Sheridan, it's okay to feel like that no matter how much time has passed... After all she was and still is someone that is really close to your heart, all these feelings and thoughts that come up whenever you think about her, they make you human... Her loss was obviously something that has changed and influenced your life and made you the person you are today, and let me tell you, as far as I can tell, you're a truly amazing person.

[@Amberpink]

Blair don't listen to comments from people telling you to simply "get over it", I've lost a few people to tragic accidents within the last few years, and it takes time to heal, and even then why would you want to just get over it? Sheridan had a huge impact on your life for a reason, so its completely normal for you to still think about her, even if they aren't the happiest memories. It is all a part of life.

[@jderue2000]

It makes me so happy to know that you can open up to us about this Blair. We're all here for you. Stay strong we love you

[@Venlo96]

Dear Blair, I lost my sister a few years ago and I know EXACTLY how you feel. It's normal to feel the way you felt because you really cared and still do. You're amazing. Xoxo from the Netherlands

[@maybaby13x]

My thoughts are with you and your friend. Storms don't last forever, rainbows will always come back x

[@lakyndanielle16]

I'm always praying for you Blair! Life never really goes back to normal after you lose someone, especially so sudden. I lost one of my friends a year ago in a car accident. Things will always remind you of them and you just have to remember that you're allowed to miss them. You are allowed to hurt and you shouldn't have to hide your feelings! I love you and will be praying for you and your friend!!!

[@katzy2120]

My brother past away 11 years ago and it feels like it was yesterday you can't never get over loosing a loved one!!

[@KaKie402]

You never just "get over" the loss of a loved one. Yes the pain gets easier as time goes by but it's completely normal to have some bad days where you miss the person and get angry but there will be good days too when you can remember them and talk about them without wanting to break down and cry. Everyone's grieving process is different and people heal at different rates. Just remember that your feelings are valid and unique to you. Sending good vibes your way for you and your friend.

[@amberlilyy]

If anyone has lost someone close to them, it's okay to still remember them and be sad.. You don't need to get over it, even now. You are very strong.

[@FoodsEyeViewASMR]

your a human being i think about my mom every day and it has been over six years u never get over loss you just learn to live with it

[@JudyRae1982]

Prayers sent! Don't let anyone ever tell you to "Get over it." Only heartless jerks would say that. I lost my childhood best friend 21 years ago, and my mother 15 years ago, and it still hurts to think of them. Some things you can never just "Get over." You have every right to feel sad whenever you do. Just remember that she is in a better place just as my mom and best friend are, and we will see them again one day.

[@BostonFrost]

you never have to get over it. I lost my cousin Kaisha (killed by drunk driver 2012) and it still makes me cry often. I love that you talked about this. a lot of people need to hear it.

[@danyaler13]

It is totally normal for you to feel that way my grandmother died 4 years ago and i was at stone mountain having a picnic with my dad and sister and when we got back to the car my dad told us what had happened. And i was super close to my grandma because my mom died when i was 3. So whom ever told you that you need to just get over it god will get them for their insensitivity just do you and over timr it will gwt better trust me. The reason that i told you about my grandmother is that i went back to stone mountain with some friends and when we passed the parking lot it just brought back so many memories and i cry. I just called my sister and she talked me through it so just stay strong.

[@kibsey11]

My dad passed away 3 years ago and I can say that I know exactly how you feel. Although time heals the deepest wounds, the old pain still remains. One of your closest friends died and that tragedy will never go away. I can say, however, that talking about it and expressing your feelings helps a lot. Don't feel discouraged to share with us that your feeling down because we will (or at least most of us will) support you.

[@Stefaniaddison]

Blair, You have a lot of love around you. I have never met you, but I feel like you're a friend, and care for you. I hope you feel better, death is so hard, and continue doing what ever gets you through hard times.

[@k3ld]

One of my great friends passed away a year ago, and my best friend was in a comma last week. I totally know how you are feeling and it makes me feel like you are not alone, your friend was too good for this earth just like mine. My prayers are with you, and remember that you will see her again because love never dies :)

[@thejojoroll7437]

There is a quote from a poem that I love that I think might help you, Blair. "It's okay to be hurting as much as you are. Because what you are feeling is not only completely valid, but necessary- because it makes you so much more human." So remember, it's okay to be hurting and to feel how you feel. XOXO.

[@GivesMelissasABadName]

Totally understand! My best friend died about a year ago and I'm definitely still grieving. Every once in a while something will bring back the reminder that "time will have to go on" without him and it just instantly brings it all back. I'm realizing that it's not something you ever get over, but just learn to live with (unfortunately). I think it's great that you use your friend's memory to live each day as she would have (hoping I get there too!)

[@shesdigital]

I'm glad you shared your feelings. Thank you. I just lost one of my best friends on July 10th. I know in the future, I will have moments like you just experienced at the hospital. As you described Sheridan (sp?), she sounds much like my dear friend who passed. Always living life to the fullest even the midst of her health challenges, she was still going and such a selfless person til the end...

[@rachelyourflyxo]

Praying for you! Xo

[@shesdigital]

rachelyourflyxo Thank you kindly!

[@frie4life97]

I hope your friend feels better

[@MultiPurplelover11]

It's hard to get over someone you care about passing away. My great grandmother passed away six years ago and I still miss her and think about her. But it does get better, the memories come in waves and their are bad days but their are also good days :)

[@jtsweet22]

My two cousins died about 12 years ago and I'm still not over it. It's hard to get over someone that meant so much to you, made you happy, we're close to, it's not easy getting over a loved it, you might get over it for a while but then at a random time you will be back where you started. Yeah you can move on but that person, people, will always be in the back of your mind. Praying for your friend and feel better.

[@introvertedvlogger559]

I had a best friend that passed away three years ago and anytime I even go near a hospital I feel the same way...so Blair do not let anyone get you down I understand you.

[@sarahbevil631]

My prayers are with you Blair and with anyone else commenting about dear friends and family passing! I completely understand my close friend died two weeks ago and I still cry almost everynight. He fought a hard battle with a rare cancer and I'm still trying to cope that he's actually gone. My prayers are with you all!

[@ashleeptrs]

The pain about her is never going to go away. My mom lost her brother when he was 17 and she was 14 and now she's in her 40's & there's some days where she just really misses him, 30 some years later. I had never ever met him & even some days I wish he was here. And Blair, it's OKAY to have a day where you do nothing. It's okay, it's not a day wasted, not at all sometimes you need time to do nothing and that's totally okay. Sending prayers your way!

[@HolaYarii]

i can totally relate with you about your friend passing away and all those emotions you felt. My grandpa passed away in April, and he was suchhhh an amazing guy always smiling at the world and always so fun and happy, i never ever in 21 years saw him upset. I was mad at the world for his death. And like you said i still remember the pain and all the horrible emotions I went through, but i cant physically feel them exactly how they were. (btw sorry if my grammar is not perfect, English is my 2nd language)

[@sandyheinrich2204]

Love and hugs to you Blair!! Grief comes in stages and you never stop loving your loved one. Healing prayers to your friend. She's lucky to have you.

[@beautifuledie]

There's no rush to heal blair. I lost my mother a little over 3 years ago now and it's still hard especially on certain days. She was a dear friend and no matter how much time has passed you will always miss her and that's okay. and taking care of yourself is important too. There's nothing wrong with having a low key day!

[@jesse14]

My grandma passed away almost 14 years ago and I cant even talk about it without bawling. I TOTALLY understand what you mean when you say that you dont understand how time can move on without them. Its hard to even remember how to function when you are in that much pain. I cant imagine going through that and then having strangers criticize your greiving process. Just another reason that even though I am older than you but I look up to you!

[@CarolynLovesSparkles]

I had an older brother die 6 years ago and another this last September. The pain wont ever completely go away, there will always be that spot that feels empty, certain memories will make you cry and some days will be harder than others. Time makes you stronger and teaches you how to deal.

[@fltflt9510]

I have never experienced grief on a really high level but there has been a few deaths in my community of young people and i was soo sad that i cant imagine how there families feel. I hope Blair your friend fully recovers and your sooo brave to broadcast it soo publicially. Just remember Its ok not to feel ok and its absoultely ok to ask for help. Sending love and prays from Ireland.

[@horsebackriding4ever]

Heyy Blair! I have been watching your videos for about 3 years now and have always looked up to you as not only an "older sister" figure but as a successful business women! I just wanted to let you know that you have been such an inspiration to me and that i have loved everyone of your videos since day one! I love that you are doing daily vlogs and opening up and connecting with us, it brings a whole new level of respect for you and your life, as well as appreciating you as a person and realizing that you are just like everyone else, so thank you for staying so committed to your channel and subscribers over the years and i hope you continue to share for many more! This vlog brought tears to my eyes as i have exerienced such similar feeling, and i does get better and easier and i know everyone says that but it will! Keep up the great work Blair, lots of love from Canada!:)

[@alyden2563]

Blair, I really understand what you're going through. It all makes complete sense. When I was younger i lost 3 of my cousins, my aunt and uncle in a car accident right after christmas. Grief is something you have to deal with your whole life, it really sucks.

[@srhdusty13]

Blair, I completely understand what you went through and are still dealing with sometimes. My grandfather passed away last September. I went through a really really tough time afterwards and just got really withdrawn and didn't want to do or be around anyone for a while. I finally realized he wouldn't want me to be that way. Every time I have a friend that's going through something with their grandpa or family members I remember everything I went through and now use it to help them and be there for them. Love you! And am praying for you and your friend and her family. XOXO, Sara

[@Jrt7399]

Your Kingsport fam is still here for you Blair. Every one who knew her still feels that way. You always have us.

[@JulieNicoleSays]

i dont think people need to do super exciting things everyday. as long as you live everyday for God thats all that matters. Doing your best for God is whats important, even if that is doing laundry. if you do the best laundry and offer it up, you lived a good day

[@Laura.v.b]

I am 100% certain your friend is so proud of you for all the thing you have accomplished. Thanks for vlogging in difficult times. it shows us what real life is like not just 10 minutes of happy parts because life gets hard sometimes. We appreciate you :)

[@MsBeachgirls]

Blair you're such an inspiration to us all here. I'm sorry to hear about your best friend dying. Everyone heals differently, never listen to others who down that. I hope your friend feels better real soon!

[@Jalynn99]

Praying for your friend Blair just wanted to say she is blessed to have someone as sweet and caring as you in her life. Thanks for sharing this and thinking of you too! Loss is so tough and it is never something we just "get over".

[@jasminemiles713]

Don't ever let people tell you how to grieve Blair it doesn't ever stop hurting we just learn how to live life covering our pain. I'm so sorry for your lost but know she is always with you.

[@heartsandstarsbeauty]

I hope that your friend is coming along! I am so sorry to hear that your friend has to unfortunately be in the ICU.. but things happen. Love you Blair xx

[@mysonruns]

I'll be praying for her. Don"t ever feel bad about feeling down now & again. You lost someone very special to you.

[@readmycomment1]

Aaawwww Blair, you should not feel bad for feeling upset or communicating about feeling down. Thank you for sharing your thoughts and feelings with all of us. It is important for people who have experienced a loss to know they can talk about how they feel. Xxx

[@aimeersd]

You never truly get over losing someone you love. I lost my sister in 2007. She was shot and killed when she went to pick up her boyfriend at a party. Its been a almost 7year? since she has died and I still miss her. You should never feel bad or let others make you feel bad for your feeling on your loss. They are wrong to think that you should get over it already. Hugs Aimee

[@emilyquinn7443]

I don't think it's possible to "get over" a loss. It only gets a little easier as time goes on. It's very brave of you to share your feelings with us and I appreciate it

[@ayeemil]

I went through something very similar when I lost my friend Caitlin. I completely understand how you're feeling. Caitlin passed away in 2010 and to this day I still get that feeling. Keep you're head up! Stay positive Blair 😘

[@Iamkellifers]

I think I get it, Blair. My uncle passed away suddenly, and I felt the same way during the holidays and most of the year after he died. How can the world just keep going on and doing things? It does feel very weird. People who tell you to just get over it don't understand the process of grief.

[@GracieLouxD]

I lost my best friend nearly 8 years ago and to this day it still hurts at moments. It'll never truly leave you but at least you know they're always with you. It's okay to miss her to this day.

[@SimplyJen87]

losing a love/friend can never truly heal. my first serious boyfriend died of an overdose, and Its been 7 years and I still get waves. he was really special to me. Never feel bad to have sad days.

[@jennyd222]

My thoughts and prayers are with you Blair! It's been 10 years and 5 years since my grandparents have passed and it still isn't easy. So no matter what people tell you, you need to take all the time you need and cherish the memories you have:)

[@sweetgal63]

It's okay Blair! Everyone goes through hard times and it's okay to feel sad sometimes!

[@fallenangelforever]

Don't listen to the people saying get over it. They clearly have never lost anyone close to them before. It's always hard. Feel free to have your feelings and don't feel bad about having them.

[@katemarieeee]

You never "get over it", you just learn to live with it. My mom passed away in 2010 and even though it's been more than 4 years, I haven't gotten "over" it

[@amandarobinson2895]

Blair I'm really happy you shared this with us. It's important to talk about things that are on your mind and your subscribers are here for you

[@nikileyland2028]

Love you

[@natalieesquivel4055]

I understand how you feel Blair, my cousin who I was very close with committed suicide last year, her brother had actually died 2 years before from a horrible motorcycle accident. I was close to the both. Recently grandpa relapsed from his alcohol and smoking addiction and was just diagnosed with lung cancer, every time I visit him in the hospital it brings me back to when I went to visit my cousins. The feelings I had when they passed. I send my prayers to your friend, I hope she makes a fast recovery, and I hope you're okay too Blair.

[@K3chocolate]

I really hope your friend gets better! And it's ok to feel sad or have an off day sometimes :)

[@twistedpaula]

Omg, what sunglasses! Love them! Anybody know where are they from? :)

[@LindseyFox]

Kate spade :)

[@twistedpaula]

Thanks, found them at nordstrom.com :) Well, time to save that $$$ lol

[@LindseyFox]

lol i came across them in the mall a few weeks ago for like $156 or something! thank you for telling me where they were at online. I couldn't find them lol!

[@farahsummer1]

I saw them on amazon.com too

[@bshapiro8947]

Blair, you've been through so much, yet are still such a strong role model to so many people. I watch your videos all the time and I wish you the best :)

[@x6angelxface9x]

I have cousin that passed away when he was 2 yrs old. That was 4 years ago & I still struggle with that pain. I appreciate that you can show your real life side with situations like this (I'm not saying that you're not any other time, I hope you know what I mean). I will definitely pray for you & your friend! My thoughts aren't together for this post & I'm sorry. Just know that you are loved & there are those of us who understand the pain you're feeling.

[@happilyeverafter13]

Blair stay strong! you know 3 of my very dear friends got in a horrible accident and only one of them made it and that was almost 3 years ago... I still have days where I cry about them and even going to places where we all used to hang out sometimes makes me sad. You will always have days where you would have bad days. You never get over those feelings!

[@singitify10]

Your vlogs have been so entertaining... you shouldn't stress yourself out over making them eventful or not because just hearing you genuinely talk to us means the most

[@frankieeexx18]

I know how it feels to remember that pain so vividly because my mom passed away 3 years ago. Praying for you and for your friend💕

[@CourtneyEliza]

Blair, you have every right to feel what you are feeling. Losing a loved one is something that no one will ever "get over". I had a friend pass away 7 years ago and I still think about her all the time. She was only 15 when she was killed! It's all the positive thoughts that keep them Alive in are hearts! :)

[@Marlina66]

Praying for your friend. It's good to have Sher in your heart. The memory of her reminds you to LIVE! LIVE! LIVE!

[@JulieNicoleSays]

there are only like 4 or 5 nature box items im not alergic too.

[@LivesLaughsLoves0323]

Same !! XD I'm allergic to oats, and nuts(all types)... What are you allergic to?

[@JulieNicoleSays]

LivesLaughsLoves0323 tree nuts (not peanuts) and sesamee seeds. lol im glad im not alone

[@JulieNicoleSays]

***** my friendsdragged me to a chinese places so i asked for no sesamee seeds....they gave them to me and then i made them take it back and she brought it pack with liek 1/4th picked off. i was like...? i could die... lol

[@LivesLaughsLoves0323]

Julie Parisi oh god those pesky seeds almost landed me in the hospital once! never again my friend -.-

[@Missmeister3508]

Same! I'm allergic to all types of nuts, I can't eat granola because it's too hard to eat with my braces, I don't like pineapple or raisins so even though I'd love some nature box snacks it'd be very difficult and awkward to order it for me because there's no many things I can't eat 😂

[@lmgoblirsch]

Grief never goes away it just changes over time. Some days are harder than others no matter how long it's been since you've lost your loved one. Sending lots of good thoughts and prayers to your friend and to you :) Thanks for sharing.

[@nooksjuh]

Last week I was in the hospital for a visit and for the first time it was for something positive the son of my brother was born. I can imagine the way you felt in the hospital I recently lost 3 family members and strange things can make me sad and think of it.

[@TheKelly3334]

I am sending hugs your way and to your friend . I spent a year of my life with my grandfather being in a hospital, they now give me massive anxiety. Emotional pain is a cut that takes the longest to heal and it always leaves a scar. You never get over it. Hugs your way

[@ElizzabethHope]

omg don't listen to those awful people who say get over it! NEVER get over it! Sheridan(idk if i spelt her name right) was your best friend! If you get over it then she would just be gone forever. Always keep her in your heart and know that she is watching over you in heaven. The heart heals in different ways for different people! Stay strong Blair! We are always there for you! xoxo

[@77Pinkcupcake]

I just spent 5 weeks in ICU with Kidney Failure. I appreciate every single day I am blessed enough to be on this earth. I don't know what the prognosis is for me and I'm still having ongoing treatment but I am positive and what will be will be. Keep your spirits up B x

[@GlendaSiagian]

When My parents passed away I got a good few years hating the feeling going in at any hospitals. Hospital didn't bother me any more now because as time went by I learn to go on with my life and appreciate each moments with any one that cross path with me. So It is totally normal Blaire :)

[@ericar]

I wish they had Nature Box in the UK, looks like you get loads more than Graze boxes!

[@ForeverMakeup012]

Everyone goes through tough times, everyone has different outlooks on life. I understand you miss your friend dearly but it is ok to have lazy days and do what is best for you. Death is one awful thing that happens to people and has an impact on so many peoples lives people can't just "get over it". It is very hard to loose someone that you were close with, God needed your friend as an Angel. Your friend looks down on you each day and smiles at how strong you are. There is no magical thing that can ever make you feel bette about loosing someone. I know that your friend is so grateful to have someone like you in their life, i am sending many positive thoughts and vibes to your friend & i hope they will get better. ALWAYS remember that God is with you. You have so many people that love and adore you very much and we are here for you always Blair. :) we love you!

[@lissetterodriguez6227]

What a terrible thing for someone to say. My best friend died almost 17 years ago, she was always full of joy and had a fantastic smile. There are days when I see someone smile like her and it seems like it was yesterday that she passed away. It gets easier with time but never goes away. I will be praying for your friend and thank you for sharing.

[@sarahaspros]

praying your friend has a smooth recovery and that you can find some comfort xxx

[@SamsXO]

My best friend died in a car accident in 2008. You change, you grow, you move on... But you never forget and you never completely heal.

[@AmandasBuns]

I don't pray but when she had the little part that said please send positive thoughts - I paused the video and imagined this friend being incredibly happy with her choc covered strawberries and laughing and then walking out of the ICU 😊 I hope these thoughts work and I hope she gets better soon! ❤️

[@MsCouturelover]

Blair, this is really incredible. You opening up to all of us is honestly so inspiring. Stay strong and know that I'm wishing you the best! xo