BTS Suga (AGUST D) - The Last 마지막 - REACTION

[@VKINGSBROTHERS]

Please be patient with the introduction to each member videos they will eventually come out 💯

[@Ferxosof]

alright (:

[@mj-np9wb]

Please some live performances please :'(

[@reagan_ns]

Take your time! Thanks for taking the time to do all of this!

[@soniamartell4453]

🙌🏼🙏🏼

[@conniis]

i didn't expect it omg, please take your time and thanks for reacting to them ^^!!

[@sarahs6006]

i got this comment from someone on another video but i feel that they explain the bleep at the doctor part better than i could but " References: 1. The beep is supposed to censor the question psychiatrists typically ask their patients: have you self-harmed or attempted suicide? This subject is taboo in Korea and has ruined careers by bringing it up.2. The concert is an incident at Kobe were Suga was unable to perform and allegedly had a serious panic attack. During one of his "vacations" he went back to it to sort out the guilt he had for not performing 4."Those days when I tried to sleep on the toilet floor" - a lot of people have suggested that it's his more poetic way of referring to when he tried to kill himself (sleep; see [1] as to why he wouldn't say this outright)3. Show Me the Money is basically a reality TV show where people like Suga, RM, and J-Hope would go to seek out validation from the K-Hiphop community through staged rap battles. People give them shit for not going on it and thus not being "true rappers." Suga's point is that he doesn't need their fucking validation because doesn't give a shit about their idea of what a true rapper is. He's too busy being successful to give a damn. What makes this song so important is that in South Korea, mental illness is unfortunately stigmized a lot, (with you know, a few of the highest rate of teenage suicides in the world) so this is really important to not only people who suffer illiness, but also spreading awareness of illiness and giving hope to people. Suga has lived an especially difficult life, so I’m glad to see he’s trying to give that hope to other people"" ( cr to sara smith)

[@naturallykth8526]

SugaKookie 65 well that's why he said "when I tried to sleep on the bathroom floor" which, as stated above, is seen as he attempted suicide,,

[@iridescentdemon]

yes, I would also like to add with #4, muish (a popular translator who discusses BTS lyrics and their deeper meaning) said they don't think that "sleeping on the bathroom floor" meant attempting suicide. They said Yoongi once was so poor he had to live with like 12(?) other people at the same time in a small apartment, so he had to literally sleep in the bathroom because there was no room. So in those lines he's saying he had to suffer to get where he is and it's just a memory now. Being dirt poor was part of that suffering he's mentioning

[@lgrsydney3124]

my understanding is that 'going to sleep on the bathroom floor' is a euphemism for suicide and as for Korean suicide rates, it isn't just teen suicide, it's all suicides across age ranges. Largely because mental health isn't really viewed as a health issue, which, as is being pointed out, makes it even more crucial that people speak out.

[@cathy_cat2314]

Um that #2 is completely wrong. He didn't have a panic attack or amything. And he didn't even refer to that incident in this song. Anyway they had been overworking a lot during the HYYH Pt. 2 promotions and as a result Tae and Yoongi fell sick on the day of the concert. Only the 5 members went to the stage and the concert ended early, and they cancelled the rest of the dates in Japan. It wasn't because he had a panic attack. After that they ended the promotions and the members were given rest period. It was then that Yoongi decided to visit the venue in Kobe because he was upset with himself for everything, and he blamed himself. So I guess visiting it was some sort of redemption for him. Idk where you got that info from, but please don't spread such false info without being 100% sure. It was a really painful and sad period for the fandom and the boys during that time, so to see false info about it is a little disappointing.

[@taetae1770]

A_Cat yes youre right. Yoongi even wrote on fan cafe about why he went back to Kobe. He was really blaming himself. My heart broke reading his letter to us 😭.

[@bobabiin2703]

Yeah his real name is Min Yoongi. With BTS he is Suga And as a solo artist he goes by Agust D

[@jeonminkook7560]

Rain F no suga is his stage name, he is August D as a solo not just him album

[@lilyo598]

Rain F Stage name is Suga.

[@oinvu8045]

Rain F uh no he goes by agust d it’s not just his album / song name

[@amyprism_bae2240]

Rain F Uh no, with BTS he's Suga. His solo name and first Mixtape is Agust D.

[@amyprism_bae2240]

Anny's World Yes but she need some back up and by commenting what she stated means she's right so the second person who agaisnt her can stop and get the knowledge right. 👍😄

[@julianaa9283]

What he tried to say “If the target of your loathing (dislike) is me then I’ll go up to the guillotine” Also, Min Yoongi is his real name. Like in the past when EMINEM had different personalities or characters to express himself in the music, well he does the same. Min Yoongi: Someone whose struggles no one knows, because no one has met him before. Agust D: The solo rapper whose a rebel against the industry (that’s why all his mixtape as a solo artist is ‘explicit’) Suga: The one everyone knows because they have seen him perform and in his daily live. Hope this helps! He’s a really complex member of BTS, but at the same time he’s really talented and awesome.

[@ibelieveinyourgalaxy]

Juliana Arenas Well explained Juliana!

[@julianaa9283]

Hobies K.A.R.D InfiredJams ❣️

[@thughyung]

((this is lengthy, but here's some notes)) - *min yoongi* is his real name. - the *beep* represented the doctor asking him if he'd ever *attempted/considered self harm or suicide* / he said unhesitatingly that he'd been like that before. - him mentioning how he "tried sleeping on the bathroom floor" references trying to commit suicide as well. - the "day of that concert" he wants to erase alludes back to a time he had a severe panic attack (due to all the people and his social phobia) and couldn't perform. - *show me the money* is a korean rap survival show. rappers usually go on there to try to prove that they actually have talent, but yoongi basically said "fuck that, i know i'm good, i don't need some fake ass rappers telling me what hip hop is" - ^ i'd like to point out that idol members who rap get shit on A LOT in the k-hip hop industry. there's a very specific difference between being an idol who does rap, and being an "idol rapper". idol rappers are the "rappers" in kpop groups who only rap because they can't sing/dance particularly well so their company gives them the rapper title. basically, idol rappers are people who don't really have an interest in rap or hip hop, but only do it because they're told to. yoongi (or rm or jhope) are obviously NOT idol rappers. underground rappers tend to be assholes and categorize EVERY idol who raps as one of these (honestly, it's more or less them being petty that someone is getting more spotlight than them lmao), but this generalization is VERY WRONG. *not every idol who raps = an idol rapper* - issues such as mental health are seen as taboo in korea, so yoongi's actually brave as hell for talking about it and opening up about his experiences with it. - he said the line about how "ya'll just act like you've suffered" because a lot of the times in k-hip hop, rappers will act hard and pretend like they've had a rough upbringing when they actually haven't just to have some kind of "street cred". yoongi started underground, with a family who didn't believe in or support him (they do now), used to have to have to scrape up money to survive and would sometimes literally have to chose between buying something to eat and a bus ticket, couldn't sell his cd's without getting ripped off, couldn't focus on studying, worked a job he hated and also resulted in an accident where he crushed his shoulder, had people/other rappers constantly talking down to him, all while suffering from social phobia, anxiety, depression, and mild ocd. he hated himself, and it really took all he had to get where he is now, which is why he's always so damn proud of himself and where he came from. - sORRY I KNOW I'M GOIN OFF BUT I JUST REALLY LOVE HIM OKAY he deserves all the love and respect and success that comes his way

[@TRex15hugger]

Aww...

[@minar.6525]

Finally someone who understands the lyrics! Thank you for writing this, I hope many people would read this and understands how he suffered in his childhood. Purple u!

[@Kokokrunchfilms]

They beeped out what the doctor said so no one really know. But it's most likely about being suicidal or self harming which is just so heartbreaking.

[@Sydney-om5os]

LR his lyrics imply that the doctor asked if he tried to kill himself/self harm. He practically says so in the line at about 7:03 where he says he tried to sleep on the bathroom floor which is a metaphor for attempted suicide...

[@k__oo-m1g]

Yes the topic is a bit taboo in South Korea which is probably why he didn’t want to explicitly mention it

[@silvanavogel8273]

Looking at the lyrics: Yoongi used a special type of grammer which Koreans use for asking "have you ever done something before". that is why the deep voice after the beep can be heard. The doctor asks have you ever (bleep for the something/ what is it?) done/thought about (the verb is bleeped out too, it can be any verb, but the situation suggests either of those) before. Knowing Korean Culture ( I have studied Korean Studies for over 3 years, lived in Korea for over 1 year and speak korean fluently) one can assume the "something" is attempted suicide or thoughts of suicide or selfharm) BUT from the lyrics only one cannot defenitely know what the question was about.

[@yoonqios8633]

the doctor asked if he ever attempted suicide and his response was a "Yes I have."

[@yamilat]

Agust D Jamz really?

[@bobabiin2703]

His songs like Agust D and Give it to me are amazing and I love them. But The Last will always be my favorite Agust D song. The way Yoongi opened up to us about his feelings and his life always makes me emotional

[@theupsidedowncloud]

The Last is an iconic song for ARMY and Yoongi

[@Honey-je4pr]

No offense, but the name is "Agust D" not "August D" - I'm sure you just typed that as a mistake, but I thought I'd say something^^

[@bobabiin2703]

Seven Legends omfg it was probably autocorrect. I’ll fix it hahah thanx

[@bangtaened]

i love how you guys are so respectful this reaction made me feel good after watching other reactor that disrespect this by comparing him to a fictional character. but you guys really try to get the meaning and understand. i appreciate how you ask us about stuffs you dont know thank you ❤

[@callilamirande8188]

bang taened I know which reactor you're talking about. I personally unsubscribed after that video, I thought it was really disrespectful. Not only to Yoongi, but to people who struggle with depression in general. It's not something to make light of and I felt that he did just that. ☹

[@cmdlr2575]

bang taened Same, I know exactly who you're talking about lol. Let's just say I freshly unsubscribed and was really hated in the comments section.. I mean what is wrong with some of those ARMys still defending him

[@Tomodachi91ve]

Who is that reactor,please do tell me?

[@bangtaened]

Andromeda Darko brisxlife

[@temisss_7115]

bang taened ugh I also unsubscribe after that little rant he had about ARMYs not trusting BTS and him being the only one that believes in them... I really can’t Stan him and all his subscribers just agreeing with him 😐 no thanks.

[@rahaf451]

The doctor asked if he ever self-harmed or attempted to commit suicide and he said yeah :(. It's cut off because it's really taboo to say these things in south korea.

[@xlatibluee]

Rahaf please don't say it as if it's a fact, this information never got confirmed.. these are only our speculations as fans.. (although it's very possible this was what actually happened)

[@guest4590]

It's fairly obvious.

[@xlatibluee]

Guest i know, i also think there's a high possibility that THIS was the question doctor asked him, all I'm asking is to not say it as if it's a confirmed fact because it is not.. but it's okay to speculate and have your own interpretations :)

[@rahaf451]

파티Pati Oh! I never meant to say it as a fact. Having been to therapy myself, it's an obligatory question that therapists ask so it would be really unlikely if that was not the question, but then again no one really knows. Thanks for informing me!

[@ancientmariner8280]

I agree we can't know for sure what it meant. However, I always took the noise as an allusion to a heart monitor flatlining instead of just a bleep sort of sound. I don't know, I just feel like if he had meant something else he would not have put the noise in based on how carefullyand precisely Yoongi seems to compose his music.

[@sphi4175]

min yoongi is his real name guys lmao

[@r3fl7cti0n6]

lmao i died-

[@halllo123_]

Yeah what's wrong with that?

[@zaluvsyew]

@@halllo123_ the reactors didnt know

[@halllo123_]

@@zaluvsyew oh ok

[@mariacabrita8369]

Show me the money is a SK tv show where rappers , I think specially Kpop rappers go there to " prove" themselves that they are real rappers ,idk I don't really watch the show but it's like a mix of rappers in the hip hop scene , unknown rappers and rappers in the Kpop scene trying to prove their worth ??? Like they battle it out from rookies to experienced rappers and see who is the winner . Someone please correct me but basically yoongi refused to go in the show because he doesn't feel like he needs to prove his raps skills to anyone ( someone please correct me if I am wrong I am not sure if this is 100% correct)

No Time Hi! Basically you're right they created this show so people get to know hip hop culture and not only idols but experienced rappers can go to like Dok2,Hangzoo, Tiger JK, etc.

[@mariacabrita8369]

Eva Quin thanks 😊

[@TheHeartintheEast]

yes that's right. but SMTM while started out as a show to give equal grounds for rappers to prove themselves, had quite a lot of controversies throughout the seasons since big label idol rappers went further in the show than most would've put them, so there were a lot of accusations that big labels still pulled strings. back in the day when yoongi must have been also in the talks these controversies were big talks so that could've been another reason why he wouldn't wanted anything to do there, since bighit wasn't a big label back then. but i also think that the biggest reason why he refused to go there was what you said, that he didn't have to prove anyone anything on a show just because said show was trendy. a few yge rappers went there to prove themselves and then it became like a thing that idol rappers could go there to prove shit, but that was so stupid. a show that could be easily manipulated in various ways isn't weight to anyone's worth. i'm glad yoongi never went but instead proved himself throughout his mixtapes and producing works and his group. i think that's more legit than hopping on SMTM.

[@mariacabrita8369]

dee interesting ...thanks for the info !

[@Sharkraij]

This show is not just idols rappers or hip-hop but both or like everyone can go on SMTM except if you're like too known, basically underground rappers go on it to get fame (Hangzoo, BewhY etc), there are sometimes long time rappers who have been forgotten who go on it to re-get famous like Digiri or Onesun (From the 90s), or basically anyone so lots of unknown rappers made themselves known like Woo Wonjae or Yuk Jidam who weren't even active underground but unknown, it's mainly a hip-hop show but as it's opened to anyone some idols go on it because they want to show and prove their skills like Mino, Bobby or Jooheon did and many others (If you see the show it starts like with something like 12 000 appliants, or less or more, depends on the season) // Also yeah, like an answer above SMTM may be a way to get extremely popular like BewhY or Woo Wonjae and many others rappers who joined the show, it's controversial for many reasons, lots of rappers criticize how they 'use hip-hop' too

[@Ash0921]

I really love this song. Min Yoongi (Suga) went through a lot to get to where he is. He struggled and had identity issues due to the fact that he’s considered an “idol” even though he started as a rapper. He got shit from other rappers because of that, they told him he took the easy way and that he’s not a real rapper. BTS did NOT have it the easy way. They suffered a lot together. Suga proved them all (the people who didn’t believe in him and his brothers) wrong and he has finally accepted himself as both an idol and a rapper. He loves making music and growing stronger with his brothers from BTS and he’s no longer depressed. Much love to Min Yoongi and BTS ♥️

[@vennalace2114]

The Dr asked him if he ever tried to kill him self 😔..... this song literally saved many lives, this is just one of the many reasons us Army love and respect BTS they don’t bullish:t and they sing about real issues

[@moderngod6326]

the beeping is i think about the doctor asking him if he tried to kill himself/had suicide thoughts and he said yes (also him sleeping on the bathroom floor tho). the topics in korea are well...people dont talk about it so im proud of yoongi and also thankful that he opened to us abt his past

[@ayyylmaooo945]

Min yoongi is actually his real name and Suga is his stage name. Agust d is his name for when he does solos. Loathing basically means hate. So in that one line he was implying I would kill myself if that makes you happy. As for the censored part, no one knows for sure. Many people think it was him saying he was suicidal. Suga suffered from body image issues too. He used to think he was "fat" and would starve himself and shit. Also, before he debuted his parents were against him making music. He would sell his mixtapes and ppl would basically just rob him so he would end up getting nothing. He's said before that he could either buy a meal or go take the bus back home. He couldn't have both since he was so poor. He performed in front of two people and know he's here performing on the biggest stages in the world. For at least 3 years, bts suffered. They would get cut out of shows since they weren't popular, ppl from bigger companies would talk shit about them etc. He is extremely passionate about music and producing.

[@tiarepedicini9903]

Beat me to it babes!! You guys wanna learn a little more about the beef between idol rappers and underground rappers in Korea, check out BTS and B-Free. You'll understand then what this song is also intending towards the end and why y'all have noticed why he is such a savage in the cyphers and his mixtape

[@Cookieandcreame51]

Yes! Thank you, thank you! This song means a lot to me and other fans.

[@Juli_613]

Lol. Min (last name) Yoongi (first name) is his actual name. Suga is his stage name. Agust D is his solo name. Most likely the doctor asked him if he's suicidal/depressed. In the song he doesn't actually say what the doctor asked.

[@LadyVirgiI]

“Wtf my guy”🤣thank you for reacting!!! Depression is hella real, status don’t mean a thing when you have it, plenty of people have lost to that demon🖤

[@narwal_tay9854]

And they're back 👍🏽 Y'all are slowly getting pulled into the fandom 👏🏽 I approve 🙌🏽

[@cynicallove2160]

When you like a video first cause you know the reaction will be great like always -&& the thing that was censored out, was that the doctor asked him if he ever self harmed or tried to commit suicide.

[@fix.on_s2529]

This is why Yoongi is my bias for many reasons, not only because his looks and all, but about him makes me like I'm inspired by him. He is a very hard worker and fought with his depression and stuff. He is an happy boy and I love him in many ways possible 💜

[@junghoseok3197]

out of all react channels they’re my fav and i only like 2 react channels LOL

[@forevermore4778]

love scenario can you tell me the other one?

[@chetna3963]

Same here. I think I now the other channel lol. Is it RT TV because they are super dope too =]

[@anitasartistry]

Chetna I love RT TV as well, both these channels are amazing.

[@cmdlr2575]

Dylan Alvarez and OkayTinashe are really good too 😄 just throwing them out there in case you wanna check them out

[@metalmaidenmechanica5330]

Yall needa check out z hightower he is the most underrated his reactions are THE BEST

[@charlotteminihane5338]

and when it paused the doctor was asking if he's ever tried or considered genuinely killing himself

[@SB-cu8jr]

Thank you so much for being respectful, he opened up to us and I'm so happy we got to see this side of him, the strong min yoongi

[@OREOSallthetime]

OMG I CRIED

[@cmdlr2575]

Unlimited Oreos 😢 Same. It's so heartbreaking.. but at the same time, so amazing the way he changed up the tone of the song by rapping about his success in being able to overcome it. Had you not heard this song before? Just curious..

[@OREOSallthetime]

Namjoon Tho yeah I have and it hurts me every time

[@soyboy7218]

The bleeped out part of the song where the doctor was asking the question was to ask him if he had ever self-harmed or done anything of the sort before, and then him saying that yes, he had been like that before. I linked to another lyric video of this song when I commented it before and it mentions it in that one. Haha.

[@imanjabrane2072]

"My fans honorably bow their heads, someone try as much as me" This line never fail to make me cry😭😭😭

[@sarahrobinson9459]

It’s hard for me to listen to it sometimes because I know people who go through this 😢 But thank you guys so much for listening and reacting to this particular song! I also really respect the fact that you guys took your time to rewind and read some parts mentioned and put in some input for that moment. Such a good reaction and a great way to do it especially for such a taboo topic in South Korea. Thank you guys! 🙏😭

[@mwrihi]

i love your reactions so much. honestly, and this is one of my favorite songs by yoongi. can't wait for the introductions haha. but PLEASE react to bts in america in a nutshell. it's my favorite video of all times i watch it at least 76 times every night before i go to sleep. no but seriously it's hilarious because you get to know the boys + you get to see white it make a fool of themselves with their interviews and i guess thats just 2 of my favorite things lmao

[@kaydentrinh8543]

I'm so glad that u guys did react to The Last. One of my favorite song..... I was so sad when I heard this song but somehow I felt peaceful too He is definitely my bias💙💙💙

[@mysticsaintx3193]

i'm really glad to see you guys react to not only the group songs but taking the time to sit down and really focus on solo songs from the members. It really should open your mind about how not every Kpop idol is perfect, they may seem perfect with their hair, skin, eyes, voice, or whatever it may be but success comes with failure and August d summed it up pretty well from his point of view. Depression is real these days and for him to open his mind and unfold his story that has been locked away really hit a lot of us and i hope it made you realize something. Also, btw i love your video's (:

[@Marina-es6ox]

This. Song. Oh. My. God You can literally hear his emotions through this voice, this is why yoongi is my bts bias. Because I relate to him and I’m grateful that he openly talks about these topics that others find uncomfortable and shy away from. It’s so real

[@k__oo-m1g]

I still get emotional every time I hear this song. Suga really has gone through so much to get where he is now and his success was definitely earned

[@minnie1247]

Y'all some cool dudes. Thank you for taking the time to actually listen and understand rather than just riding the coattails of something that is hype. BTS is the real deal and they will never let you down.

[@caitlin1367]

Thank you for reacting to this! I personally love this song because although he has always be open in his lyrics with his emotions he really just goes hard without any restraint and you can tell with his tones he uses how damaging and dark things were but how far he has come now gives him another outlook on life. Shows that anyone could be dealing with something no matter what kind of status or class. Lyrics are mint

[@sphi4175]

i cry every time

[@mei3919]

It's not even funny how Suga effects me this bad! his lyrics are so deep *When you hyped listening to AGUST D' but breakdown after actually read the lyrics*

[@shaniadavis3512]

You guys reactions was so respectful and I really appreciate that because some people really take his lyrics for granted but anyway I really appreciate that and I love your channel so much!!

[@rubiperez1871]

Yall are one of my top reaction channels :) I like how yall pause and talk about lyrics that stuck out to you rather than talking over the video and possibly missing important info :) Cant wait for the Introduction videos! Also idk if yall already know but bts are pretty hilarious dudes. You know you have the childish members, the man child member, the more serious members, and the clumsy/scaredy cat members (and together, theyre a mess).... Yall will see in the introduction videos ;)

[@_.Hera._]

This song hit me hard when I first listened to it. Especially when I found out he was suicidal, had an alcohol problem, and used to make so little money off of his songs that he couldn't afford food and was hospitalized for starvation, and he was on his own cuz his family didn't support him in the beginning of his career. He literally almost died for his music and is still working so hard. I'm so proud of him for getting through everything he's delt with even when he tried to kill himself, he got through it. I really respect him

[@lynseoltang1183]

I've been watching tons of reactions video's for the last but yours is my favorite. How respectful y'all with how you react on such a sensitive song. This song means a lot to most of us. Not because he's our favorite, but because this song gave courage to most people who's suffering the same thing he's been experiencing in the past. Kudos to you guys!

[@jaewonhong]

You guys reactions r really respectful and I really appreciate that as a fan of BTS,Agust D. Thank you so much for reacting to this song. The Last. This song is very meaningful to Agust D himself and all of the fans

[@eshajainn]

i love this channel so much, you guys are so genuine when it comes to reactions. you don't compare, you guys just appreciate him as an artist. and i respect that the most.

[@Cheri1983]

the part that the doctor said is basically asking if he'd ever considered suicide or if he thought about it...

[@nuzasa1575]

subscribed! im really happy you finally listened to this song. suga has so many stories to tell and i'm really glad you heard this story :)

[@hello_ton5044]

They went to smiling face to serious face... Dude I cried when I first heard this song.

[@jamie2860]

Thank you guys for reacting to this video and not only this one but to all the BTS videos... I really enjoy them and like so many people have said you guys are my favorite reactors (and I just discovered you yesterday lol) I appreciate that you guys take the time to actually pay attention to the lyrics and to the music videos! New Subscriber! 🙌

[@xxkaorixx]

I really like the guy with the bun, he's really smart and receptive, most of the times his guesses are right. Keep it up! Also, "loathing" means to hate ALOT, so what suga meant was "if the target of your hate is me, I'll happily go to the guillotine". A guillotine is the artefact with the big blade that fell on ppl's necks to cut their heads when people were sentenced to death during the french revolution.

[@tiesiogieva6023]

I admire BTS as a whole so much. But Yoongi is something else. He has such a passion for music which he addressed in "First love", when listened to it for a first time with lyrics i actually cried. Me. I rarely cry even about my personal issues, but that song moved me. He was raping about how he found his love for music when he was still a child, how he fallen in love with it, how he persuaded music, how tried to quit to make it, but never could, because it always ended up being his only solace, when live seemed miserable. It reminded my past, when i too had a dream, except i got distracted, wasn't strong and brave enough to go for it. Suga is very brave person. In his mix tape he talked about a topic, that is usually avoided. He is a raper, he was underground raper before he became BTS member and in that community perception is everything. U have to be seen as strong, manly, have that "I don't give a f*** about anything" attitude or u gonna loose respect, gonna be seen as someone who is lacking, weak, fake. On other hand in idol industry u have to seem perfect or u as well will be seen as lacking and undeserving to be called idol. So for Suga, who considers himself as an raper and idol, put himself out here and say that he had mental problems, that he was struggling with his identity (underground raper self against idol ), that he has emotional scars, that he fought depression, social anxiety, thought about suicide - was beyond brave. When u deciding to talk so openly about yourself, u know u could end up being laughed at, disrespected, mocked, or even being blacklisted and lose a lot of potential commercial and concert gigs. That u putting your future success, career and incomes at risk. Being that honest, in very conservative and sensitive Korean society, could be disastrous for idols career. He known all that, but he still did it. He did it, because he wanted be honest with fans, and give them an insight why he is how he is.(He was misunderstood by fans a lot before that, he seemed quite rude, and cold, person who prefers to be left alone) Most of it came from issue he had, Suga was bad at expresing his true feelings and emotions, so he expressed everything he couldn't before, through his only comfortable outlet - his music. His mixtape. And it hit hard to fans. After listening to it, so many found someone who they actually can relate, someone who struggled like they do now, but came on top. Suga knew so hard is to deal with depression alone, he wanted to start conversation about it, he wanted to show people, who are afraid to tell anyone and struggling in silence, that they are not alone who struggling that way. That it is ok to talk to someone about it and seek help, like he did when he gone to psychiatrist (Big Taboo topic in Korea). I respect him so damn much. He is an inspiration. Seeing him now, knowing that he lived through all those misfortunes and misery and prevailed, gave hope and strength to carry on for so many fans. With that mixtape it looks like he pushed some weight from his chest too, it seems like after he was able to let it out, and expose his true self, he was finally be able to start healing too. Nowdays he looks much more happy and content. We can see his sweet and caring side much more often. He come a long way and should be proud of himself, because Lord knows, we are.

[@leydamorocho2713]

omg yess I've been asking for this thank you

[@zjk6902]

guys i love your reactions so much, all of u are hellishly amazing

[@soniamartell4453]

Agust Ds songs are so deep man..

[@theupsidedowncloud]

As soon as I saw the notification I was SHHHOOOOOKKK -- Thank you for reacting to this!! I really think you guys should react to BTS Born Singer -- theres a live version with subs too!! kzbin.info/www/bejne/bpS4gmaie5iShZo

[@xenja3461]

I almost cried. ALMOST. I love his lyrics. He's so fucking relatable.

[@keysburntgucci9016]

It's like one of those songs even when you don't the lyrics, meaning, it still manages to hit you hard. You just know, this track is personal and not some generic hip hop stuff.

[@jackie1997j]

Yall too funny lol love the reactions 👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾

[@oinvu8045]

ngl i tear up every time i hear this song , you can just hear his pain & the lyrics are so deep

[@syalala_____]

Suga he is handsome,smart,and swag rapper , you know?

[@sleepyzem]

pretty sure the doctor (the beep) was him asking suga if he’s been suicidal.

[@ahnhani8096]

I was waiting for this reaction. Thank you!

[@peach5427]

min yoongi is his birth name!

[@manelouali722]

Suga is the best and the fastest rapper in the world 💜💜💜🔥 My favorite rapper Always , he's a king but this song Always make me cry

[@kimseokjin2724]

Love u guys...Best Reaction I ever watch on KZbin if its about BTS...Thank you guys... keep it up...always support u!!!!

[@heauxxx437]

I think I’ve found one of my favorite reaction channels because they give genuine reactions not the fake ones it’s great.

[@daneliee5113]

this rapper inspired me so much, and helped me with my depression and social phobia also...now im better, now i have dreams, now im fighting for the future!

[@ellekhun5122]

Idk why i keep laughing everytime his friend told him to pause and he made some kind of faces 😂😂

[@babydoll2k5]

"Show Me The Money" is this show that broadcasts in Korea. It's basically a hip-hop show where underground rappers come and rap and the judges (who can be considered the senior underground artists with great knowledge) give them money based on how good the perform, the way they rap, their diction, stage presence etc. In short, Suga (Agust D, Min Yoongi, lil' meowmeow 😂 however you wanna address him) was given a lot of hate and criticism for not going on the show. Some said he was thinking of himself too greatly, and others said that didn't matter as he apparently wouldn't even qualify. So, responding to that hate, he said- “It's not that I *couldn't* do 'Show Me The Money', it's that I *wouldn't* do it.”

[@chimmychimmyyaa9099]

Thank you guys... This song always gets me emotional...

[@Jess-yr3ov]

I cry just now.. Thanks this song is so important! 💕Gracias bye

[@rebeccasjodal9769]

Suga and RM raps from own experiences! That's what I like and respect about them💜 They're my biases💜

[@kimlyfunes6299]

When he talks about his delivery job and the accident that happened he’s talking about when he got in a BAD car accident and it was life threatening. When he talks about the stuff of him eating shit and not knowing his parents he use to pretty much live on the streets his parents tried to support him but usually he had either the option to buy food to eat or to take a bus ride home and he would only get 2 dollars daily ugh I love that man

[@Ash0921]

They’re back!

[@gdl5476]

this song is so important to me i cant believe you guys did ittt im happy

[@amandacalazans3357]

This song just saved my life. Thank you so much! ❤

[@americaaparicio2193]

React to boy meets evil😭

[@terehayakawa]

J-HOPEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

[@jeonminkook7560]

Before I even clicked, I already know y'all jaws gonna drop.

[@madisonbebo8753]

Thank you so much for reacting to this omg

[@_Ayelet_]

I really love yoongi⁦♥️⁩ In general, I love BTS♥️ and also your short films❤️

[@aesugathetic7026]

Yoongi is honestly my favorite His honesty and bluntness really opens up to me He is a straight forward person and he doesn’t have high expectation of others more or less anyone He mostly cares about someone just giving in all their effort Now I know a lot of people are talking about the “when I tried to sleep on the bathroom floor” And about the doctors words But I’m sorry I’m not trying to worry about that Suga would rather live then to hurt ARMY, his family, or his friends You probably can’t tell but Suga cares about family, friends, and ARMY more then himself I’m pretty sure He sometimes hides it with his approach of being a “cold blunt” person And the thought of him committing suicide it does truly hurt my heart But he wouldn’t put the risk of hurting someone else for his own benefits because he cares too much I know this could all be wrong because I can’t read Suga’s mind lol I don’t know him haha hell I don’t even know myself But I just wanted to point out to Suga (if he reads this) is that Suga is an amazing, talented person and has such an great personality Sometimes he may be afraid but he still try’s He doesn’t give up before he even starts I respect his efforts and everything he puts forth :) I would really enjoy being Suga’s friend because he is just awesome You don’t meet someone like Suga everyday Sigh 😔 I don’t want any responds talking about “Oh your so wrong about him” Kiss my ass ... I don’t care your opinion That’s much.... Just wanna get out there that he is literally just... I don’t think there is an ACTUAL word to describe him Suga! You are the cause of my Euphoria ! ❤️ No like for real you are because I’m like so ugly, not talented and I’m pretty sure no one likes me so haha 😆 you and the group are my escape 🙂 love you (i like how I say ‘you’ like🤦‍♀️ you know dam well dis man not finna see this, ever) J-hope everyone has Suga sweet day! I have some JUNGkookies for you 🍪 I hope Rap Monste- Cookie Monster didn’t eat it all! JIN, I guess I better get some milk 🥛! JIMIN in the group BTS are so handsome! I V so happy just hearing their songs (Kay bye now

[@btssugasfangirl8304]

Min yoongi’s past is what I’m living right now, I have also tried to commit suicide and I also self harm. I hate myself for reasons, I am going through a lot but I’m not going to go to much detail. That’s part of the few other reasons he’s my bias and BTS and ARMY’s are the reason I’m still alive. They’re the only thing that give me hope, they’re my family😔❤️❤️ I purple you BTS and ARMY💜💜💜💜

[@francesm6884]

Yes! I love your reactions! You should check Suga's solo "first love" It's about his passion for music...he is a true poet. My heart

[@susanaortegacastillo8908]

I really love your channel and your reactions towards BTS, i can see that you are sincere 😊 I will patiently wait for the members' introductions😉🌸

[@asiafortima]

Yo the dude in red has been the smart one so far. You guys get yourselves a new follower man I'm liking your videos

[@KamilaDalmate]

Y’all are so New York it’s killin me 😂😂😂

[@zeexkins2252]

So glad you guys reacted to this

[@mikuhatsuneyandere9820]

I love guys!💘💘💘💘

[@ellekhun5122]

I love yall reaction bcs it seems so genuine

[@aprilianiindrianingsih6786]

I REALLY LOVE THE MAN WITH THE BUN. HE'S SO COOL

[@minheelee4658]

Oh my god....!! Thank you for reacting this video..💕💕

[@Olivia-mz3bv]

Honestly, thank you guys so much for how respectful you are 💜

[@jusTPhyVlogs]

now all y'all faces lookin good.. coz you all look.... am.. a.. .. ... .. .. young.. 😂😂😂 very attentive reacting.. 👏👏

[@jennarae237]

FYI: Min (last name) Yoongi (first name) is his real name :) and the beep part where he said "the doctor asked me" the doctor asked him if he's ever thought about or tried to commit suicide before. He said unhesitatingly that he has. The beep was intentionally put in by yoongi. "Loathing" is another word for hate, guillotine is a machine used to behead (chop heads off) people. This song makes me so emotional and he's so strong for opening himself up to us and the world, and facing his demons. He and the rest of BTS speak out on a lot of issues that ppl don't like to/afraid to talk about in Korea which makes them so different and so loved. Thanks for all the content that you put out so quickly everyday 🙏🏼

[@gracemclean2098]

Love these lyric videos. Thanks so much guys🤗🤗🤗

[@Ace68598]

Omg thank you for reacting to this song.

[@BTS-ek1dq]

슈가야 넘 멎쩌♥♥♥♥♥

[@hobiful2681]

I'm fairly sure when he mentions "that concert" when he went to the bathroom and couldn't breathe/come out to the stage because he was so afraid is referencing a certain day in Kobe when Suga mysteriously didn't appear on stage and all the members seemed extremely upset. Many fans were stricken by that. It's likely that since he's confessed to anxiety and social phobia, he might have had some sort of panic attack. I don't know, my mom gets panic attacks sometimes and that's what his experience reminds me of. He also mentions "trying to go to sleep on the floor of a bathroom" as well as telling the doctor he had attempted [censored], which honestly is likely an indicator of a suicide attempt. I can't think of anything else it could mean. "The shoulder that was crushed because of an accident during my delivery job" This lyric is true, Suga badly injured his shoulder when he was poor and worked a hard job. He's also mentioned that this was a dark time in his life and he went through problems with his self-image too- he couldn't exercise because of his shoulder, so he starved himself. Yoongi's been through a lot mentally/emotionally and it's a big part of the respect and love I have for him.

[@chowdertravels]

Thank you so much for always giving out the best reactions, really understanding the lyrics and empathising with the emotions eh's trying to portray. Much love to y'all!! On a light note (hehe) please react to 21st century girls dance practice (halloween version)!!

[@nehuxoxox4259]

Who else didn't saw the other two becoz they merged with the background...😂😂

[@dont_know_anymoreum797]

The part when he said “ the doctor asked me have you ever-“ and then it got bleeped out was a question on if he ever tried to commit suicide or self harm. He stated that he’d done that before without even hesitating.

[@loveyourself-brave9611]

The part where the doctor asks him and it beeps out. In Korea talking about hurting yourself or attempting Suicide is frowned upon so that’s why it bleeped out “I said unhesitatingly that id been like that before.” That part meaning that he did try to hurt himself before without really saying he attempted Suicide or just attempted to hurt himself.