Alcohol - The Buckin' you didn't know, a story of Victory.

this is a video with an honest ,raw, powerful topics , such as addiction, and the self destructive road. you all know i have a past , well heres is a peek into it .

[@tkilg7169]

I've been in quite a few Houses of God, but I've never been so inspired. Thanks. Thanks very very much.

[@BuckinBillyRaySmith]

He comes in many forms friend. He is very tricky lol. Love ya buddy thx for these words

[@ryanneal4342]

Thank you buckin !! Youl never know how much you your way of life help me. A recoverd addict but now all I want is a power saw in my hand

[@jimberens981]

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[@jimberens981]

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[@mattgonzales8218]

@@BuckinBillyRaySmith Hey Billy Ray Smith. Thank you for being a living inspiration to my life. I am 27 years old from northern New Mexico. You have inspired me to chase what I love and what gets me fired up. I know God does kings for a reason I really feel that I've found you for a good reason. I feel that you are my mentor and life coach. Sometimes your speaking right at me. I am recovering from addiction to prescription painkillers and am trying to find my way to the light. I wont give up this fight, I have three girls ages 9, 17 months and 2 months. I have so much to fight for and to live for. thank you buckin for reminding me what's important in life. Jesus is the King of Kings!

[@mikeyoungblood1706]

41 Years clean and sober, My Hat is off to You.

[@Lebis150]

Buckin, this is your calling I swear. Your energy, literally changes people's day. Not to mention the wealth of knowledge you spread to people. Just keep doin you bud.

[@thegermansherlock9845]

Lebis150 He of course is a benefit of many people! He is a great guy❤️

[@bentonjordan6112]

I agree 110%

[@mechanic7430]

So well said mate. Respect👍

[@cannonball9478]

Hit the nail on the head

[@harpomarxist4185]

Couldn't agree more ♥

[@jasondavis2810]

Takes a real man to talk to his friends like this, and an even bigger one to talk to us complete strangers. You are an inspiration

[@BuckinBillyRaySmith]

GLAD YERR HERE

[@frankcompagnone8550]

You helped an old man today who's never been able to break away from his poison I got every thing to live for and I'm messing it up... thanks Bill. You are a strong one

[@DOGFOODACTUAL8541]

Been there Buck'n. At 55 I look back at the wasted years and opportunities, professional and relationships. There is always time to change. Punching out isn't the answer. Accept the things you can't change and attack the things you can. Thanks for sharing this. It hit home. 👍

[@nickjcyr]

After watching your videos for two years this one just came across to me. Amen buckin.. 6 years ago this January I was a freight train heading down the line myself. I looked at my wife and my only daughter and I realized to keep them safe I needed to step away and so I did. You don’t realize the damage you do to those around you until it’s hindsight. I had nothing and I worked 12 hours a day 7 days a week just to pay the piper. Now here we are all these years later I got back with my family 6 months after stepping away to get help. Today we own our own house and have 4 beautiful children together. The only way I can say it is life is even. No more ups downs highs or lows just even. Thank you for spreading this message it needs to get out there. There is a light at the end of the tunnel and there is a way out. Even if it doesn’t seem like it there is. We are proof of it.

[@patrciaclemons8183]

That guy you were not knowing where to put his hands, pocket, table, where. Story of my life.

[@rnjohnston68]

Billy Ray, you have NO idea how close our past is parallels each other. It took a fractured pelvis and 2 broken legs and broken back, twice, 78 days in a hospital bed in a cast to slap my brain and wake me up. No alcohol or drugs since 1982...You are a brother from another Mother. Love you brother.

[@ronseegars3086]

takes a strong person to admit a problem and deal with it hell of a guy

[@mikahakkinen5651]

thats true.its not easy

[@ronseegars3086]

I know personally about the demons of substance abuse nothing about it is positive except maybe when your clean

[@kmart0002]

Who knew referencing KZbin to find an axe to split a bunch of a free wood I came up on could lead me to such a charismatic, humble, and overall rad human being. Hope you know that the positivity that you spread and the life advice you give doesn’t go unnoticed. God bless man

[@hankschrader149]

Amen!!

[@warrenotey8258]

Everyone, no matter what age, needs to watch this. I'm 11 years sober from weed and booze. Mom and Dad were cops. I'm 37 years old. Thanks Buckin'

[@delanos53]

Me to 11 yrs last month.

[@aarondegrussa8902]

Good on ya mate good work keep it up

[@damianjones6546]

Well done 👍. What did your parents think about your drug use?

[@ejacs8077]

You are a good man Billy.Alot of my buddies got clean and sober one of my logging boxes was the leader of the local AA chapter.I still have a good stiff drink once in awhile but ultimately it ends up a dead end road.Keep it up bro.

[@TimStorsved]

33 years clean and sober here. I was a pathetic so-and-so. Just plain sad. Every single good thing I've experienced is a direct product of cleaning up. Thanks for what you do, Billy!

[@BuckinBillyRaySmith]

Thanks for sharing!

[@18Bees]

Thank you! I'm in early recovery - 3 months. I find more peace and enjoyment working with my bees now that i'm taking one day at a time. God bless you and thank you again for sharing.

[@benstanke7845]

Good job brother. One day at a time, read the big book and get a sponsor.

[@18Bees]

@@benstanke7845 Thank you Ben. Life is better without alcohol. Alcohol: Cunning, baffling, powerful.

[@beckydavis566]

So proud of you. We are all here for you. Will help each other stand strong. You can always talk to anyone on this channel anytime, we are here to help

[@18Bees]

Becky Davis That means a lot to me thank you

[@andrewdocherty8651]

I was just trying to look at cool axes.. I just cried my eyes out, inspired to reclaim my life!! Thanks bud!

[@Barn94]

hope you are still on path to your reclamation!

[@mbburg2149]

A painful story but one so full of wisdom and inspiration. About 25 years ago I was working a decent job with a crew. If we weren't working we were drinking. Pretty soon I was the only one who didn't have a DUI. Lost allot of bad women and a few good women. I thought I was so invicable and strong. But in reality I was so weak. I needed a few drinks to be social. One day I woke up hung over as u did every day. I decided I didn't wanna exist like this anymore. I quit liquor/beer cold turkey. My life began a new. I got a new job, new friends, real friends. And life took on new meaning. I decided to dedicate my life to helping others. In any way that he saw fit. Well when you put others above yourself life has a meaning. Your story hit me like no other. I appreciate it more than my mear words can express. Thank you because it shows that we can change our path. We can renew oneself and be happy in our own skin without needing a chemical to get us there.

[@johnmills186]

You are a good man. I made the same decision in 1983. Promised God at 3 in the morning if he would let me live I would never drink again. So far we have both kept our word.

[@tinachambers4887]

To all who may read this reply I'd like to thank BBR for his testimony an in knowing that his message will make a positive change in someone's life. Love from TEXAS

[@darrenbruno7890]

I wish there was a LOVE button!!!! I spent my day at my day job and all afternoon bucking a tree in my yard and splitting wood, came in a saw this. LOVE LOVE LOVE! I so look forward to my daily dose of kindness, woodsmenship and hard work. Keep it up Buckin' You are changing lives every day. You have changed mine!

[@jonhubbold1162]

98 weeks sober for myself, took me a long time to accept there was an issue. A lot of hurt caused by drinking, evil stuff fire water.. I wasn’t a happy or merry drunk rather a violent mouthy person. But to some point this Chanel, helped my find myself so massive thank you to you all 🙏 thank you. Jon H in the UK

[@jjbogacz]

Thank you for being you. You are an inspiration to me and many I'm sure. Not sure I can do it.

[@JHizzleinthebizzlePNW]

Good job man

[@aidenburns8353]

as a fiveteen yearold who grew up with addiction in the house, with my parents fighting and drinking there lifes away, my mom would leave me at home, i was about 10-11 at the time for two-three weeks out on horible drinking, snorting benders, and while my dad was trying to provide for us in the oilpatch, witch means he was away for about a month at a time, while i watched my mom cheat on my dad man a man with cokine, who now beats her and abuses her, and then my dad drink away his depression and fail at sobering up, i got my child hood cut short and now i struggle with addiction, not substace but a p0rn addiction, this video makes me want to quite for good because i cant go two days without it, i dont want to end up like either one of my parents. and i dont want my addiction to end up becoming worse/ and or turn into substace abuse. so thank you for sharing this video with the world i hope it can help others.

[@wiredforstereo]

Hey friend, this is me, a middle aged man, a dad, offering you a hand. Are you interested?

[@jamiemorton113]

Do you know porn is a weapon used against us only if you knew brother

[@Chuncy566]

There you go bucking Billy, you have a wide open invitation to helping multitudes of real hurting people. This is your calling ,you knocked the ball clean out of the ball park with your testimonie ,I'm so glad that you beat drugs & alcohol thank God. Keep talking about your beating drugs and alcohol on all your videos it's a winner.thank you again,you will be hearing from me more and more

[@montanawildman8600]

I am an alcoholic and I got out of my huge rut of drinking myself to death, when I finally found a calling decided to start my own timber falling company llc and it gave me such and inspiration and drive in life to do better, I was tired of living myself drunk daily and at the bottom of a barrel feeling in life, now I race saws my hopped up saw and modded chains, I love saws, axes and logging and the community it's been good and positive. Be Happy 😀 Thanks Buckin Billy hope I get together some day your just so real man I love it and touches many other people so big thank you.

[@CosmosArchipelago]

I'm 32. Had two duis ( about ten years ago ). Been sober for 3 years now. I'll never go back. No answers lay within the bottom of a bottle. God bless, buck!

[@iysaw]

Congrats on 3 years sober!!!

[@bobbrooks266]

Congratulations on not having a drink in 3 years. Well done

[@beckydavis566]

God love you

[@KimWilson-LoveWins]

Good for you! Its true, no answers there... just a fuzzy reflection that sends you back for another bottle!

[@KimWilson-LoveWins]

Congrats on 3 years!!

[@cslogo44]

My father went down the road of drugs and alcohol and unfortunately took his own life one year ago May 1st. You have the same mannerisms and ways of speaking that my father had and you say some of things I truly wish I heard him say. Thank you for coming to your realization for your kids because it’s far too common to ignore that. I appreciate you Billy.

[@briansullivan1621]

Sorry about the tragic loss of your father

[@zacharydaniels5236]

I’m also in recovery. The freedom I’ve felt since I made that decision is unreal. I love people like you. Going into the rooms was the best decision my wife and I have made. To many times to count that my life was almost over. Had a few visits with my maker myself. I admire your story and victory. It is a miracle that we got clean but I am just like you I’m no miracle myself. I love you Buckin. Thank you for your message. Love will conquer all.

[@johnsuch5914]

God Bless BR !!! I was an addict for 30 years and am Blessed to be alive and cuttin and splitting wood and watching BUCKIN BILLY RAY SMITH Thank you Brother !!!!

[@BuckinBillyRaySmith]

hi Johnny Such

[@KimWilson-LoveWins]

The Buckin' Army is glad to have you! Congrats!

[@troopygino]

"No tree, it is said, can grow to heaven unless its roots reach down to hell. "

[@hankschrader149]

😮😳 powerful stuff right there!

[@clarklubbs7638]

Wasn't expecting a meeting. Never gets tired even after 42 yrs. Thanks for sharing Billy.

[@Brindle_Boxer]

Great video. I too was a drunken fool in my teens, 20's, and early 30's. I don't miss alcohol at all now. A lot of my friends either died or are in jail now. Two of us made it out and became success stories.

[@dillanwarren4388]

In my recovery.. They said you need something to do... Something to believe in... And someone to love. I got 2 out of 3. No body will feel sorry for you. Not nearly as sad as you feel for yourself. True story.

[@Mathewsbrooks]

Buckin', I gotta tell you man, first off: thank you. For everything you do with your channel and the love you put out into the world. The other week I met a man while I was cutting trees. He mentioned wanting the wood to burn. I had some oak that I was planning on selling but something in my head just told me to give it to him. So I brought him a load of wood and when he asked how much I just asked him to do a favor for someone some time. I drove away feeling happier than I had in long, long time. And I drove away thinking about the message you spread. Thanks brother.

[@BuckinBillyRaySmith]

This is my hope that others will give of them selves and soon we will all let go and loosen our grip of our things; and we will lift every one

[@Mathewsbrooks]

@@BuckinBillyRaySmith We're on the path. Thanks for getting me started down it.

[@shapeshifter7753]

I believe the more you give the more you have👍 let’s keep up the great work we all enjoy 😊

[@bentonjordan6112]

That old saying!!!! What comes around , goes around. That is what this world needs more of. Kindness!!!!!

[@mikesr3407]

Thank you, Mathew

[@tome.joyner887]

That touched my heart Billy Ray. I am a believer and I feel that the Good Lord has had His hand upon you for a long time!

[@clubdetennisdolbeau-mistas5971]

Gee! It's 2:30 in the morning and couldn't sleep. Happens to me sometimes, but I don't care. And suddenly I got this video. What a wonderful testimony! I know what you're talking about: my sisters(2) and brother have been victims of drug/alcohol abuse. but they're CLEAN now. And they'll never go back. Buckin, it's a lesson of courage and I'm SOOO glad you came out of it. In the name of all who suffer from that disease, THANKS FOR YOUR HELP. I.m sure you have helped more people than you think. (M.G., Quebec, Canada)

[@Gigizverka47]

I’m glad you are better mr Buckin. Strength and love!

[@johnpion7694]

Thank-you Buckin, your story is one shared by many, but spoken by few.

[@ScottisntCool]

New to the channel and im loving the knowledge being shared! 18 months clean for the second time Buck, i wanna grow up to be just like you!

[@timbroome8415]

Hey buckin' I had a sneaking suspicion you'd been in an anonymous meeting or 2. Some of your verbiage made me think it. your willingness to help and give. And your gratitude for every moment and breath of air you take is an inspiration. I love your channel and all your content, and especially now that I know that we have the same allergy to alcohol and drugs. Love you man, keep up the good work!

[@chrisbardolph264]

There’s a flip that happens, and this has recently happened for me: Given the right mindset and determination, you stop thinking of sobriety as an inconvenience to be endured, but a feeling to be enjoyed. Waking up in the morning feeling clear and enjoying the sunshine coming through the window sure beats being hungover every day.

[@mikesr3407]

Definitely , a clearness ! That's how I describe it also , one of the biggest reasons I hunt, to listen to the birds lately I don't care if I see a deer it's about having a moment outside , breath I'm not in a hurry, I'm at peace!

[@skullfreak7948]

Very well put, Chris! You put in to words what I could not

[@TheGreyGhost_of43rd]

Damn right. Good feeling being clear and in control at all times.

[@franklumpycounty7945]

God is Love. I'm a Forester, Arborist and sometimes faller. Our logging industry has so many with drugs and alcohol problems. In part because the "un-hireable" are always needed to do the hard work; no questions asked as long as you show up and work hard. Unfortunately a dozen folks that I need to share this video with I no longer have contact with; fired or moved on. But I still know a few that need to hear your story - and they might listen because you're an axe man. Thanks for sharing. We are made in Gods image and when you express Love you are expressing God.

[@WildlifeWarrior-cr1kk]

What god

[@youcanthandlethetruth6976]

It's funny how we always have the same story. God bless you, I kicked the disease when I was 30, going on 4 years in May. To all the people that might be going through some of the struggles talked about in this topic, if you have a desire to stop drinking or using drugs, maybe just reach out to one of us and we can help get you going in the right direction.

[@joehertel8846]

January 17th was my father's birthday buckin , and all my life he told me this same story about how alcohol and drugs was destroying him and when I was born my grandfather had a conversation with him about his drinking and he gave it all up right then and there and for 30 years I had the best dad ever and listening to your story here made me feel a little bit like it was him telling me his story one more time , i can't speak for anyone else here but thanks buckin for this video I have tears in my eyes right now because it almost made me feel like he was on the other side of this camera and also my uncle Odie who was also a tree man for lewis tree service in my same thing 40 years sober at his passing it's because of both of them that I got bit by the power saw bug (my first saw was a jonsered 2172 out of my uncle's collection brand new never been used ) and that I found your channel this is by far the most near and dear video to my heart on all of youtube thank you for sharing your story with us this truly touched my heart in a way I didn't know was possible I never realized how much I missed hearing those stories they kept me from making those mistakes and I'm so sure that this will help many others to not make those mistakes it's absolutely a great video for kids if I hadn't been told these stories when I was a kid I never would have had the knowhow to keep control of myself or put myself in check so as not to make the mistakes . I want you to know buckin you are a magnificent wonderful human being right now I feel like my dad and my uncle are sitting here watching this story with me and I can't thank you enough for giving me that I miss them so much and your story and videos make me feel as if theyre not so far off anymore thank you buckin I needed this . This whole comment was originally going to be January 17th was my fathers birthday and perhaps in a way it is now your birthday as well from now on when I celebrate my dad's birthday I'm gonna add something from you in the words I say to him

[@AdvancedLawn]

My dad wasn’t around. I was smashed up at 14 and. Went from prescription pain killers to injecting everything I could find. Was hooked on pain meds from 14-27 and I’m only now finding light and sharing that with you helps me.

[@bradleyfair1266]

My friend , you can and will do anything you set your mind to.Stay positive , positive people , positive life .

[@AdvancedLawn]

@@bradleyfair1266 thank you sir!

[@Lunewolff]

Nate Vance, thanks brother. I'm glad to hear your story! My brother had a similar battle and only made it to 26. There was a good ending to that story but he's not here to tell it. You are here so keep pursuing healing and keep talking about it! #Standup

[@AdvancedLawn]

@@Lunewolff did you see my video? Thank you so much brother. Means a ton you reached out.

[@beckydavis566]

We are all here for you. We always lift each other up. Love you

[@brandonfennimore9180]

Buckin I can connect so hard with this video, I've struggled with addiction, heroin to be specific not that it matters. But i got the help that I needed and have never looked back, tree work saved my life. Gave me a purpose to wake up and smile. I'm 4 years clean and starting g my own little side thing with my brother. We idolize you in so many ways, stand up and buck! Be kind friends we got one hell of a community here!🌳🌲🌳🌲

[@1stFlyingeagle]

Keep it up, Brandon. Remember it's always just one decision away. It is always your choice. Don't ever let some crappy excuse take you out. The excuse is the weak man's way out.

[@marklowis9500]

My Name is Mark, I am an Alcoholic. 17 Years of Sobriety and Clarity here. Each day is a Gift. Thank You for Sharing Buckin, Oh... Miracles are in the eyes of the beholder. To many of us, you are one of em

[@jasonkloos1498]

Thumbs up for Mad Season! Such an obscure reference! "Is this the way I spend my days, in recovery of some fatal disease" R.I.P Layne Staley! God Bless You Buckin'!!

[@jwbigbaddodge540hp]

Like you nothing, love you yes! You have reached me on many levels Billy Ray I for one have a problem with pills and alcohol, its time to say I have a problem! Thanks for giving me the strength to, I will be going and looking for help!

[@cpnotill9264]

James Walters That's an amazing first step to admit that. We all here support you and chime in to let us know how you're doing! We can help each other and so happy Billys words , telling of his past has struck home with you. Stand up and buck man! You can do it!

[@Spitts]

I hope you followed through. It's the best decision you can make. I started drinking and using pills when I was younger and over the course of 6-7 years I took more and more pills and eventually I ended up homeless and literally sleeping under a bridge. Things kinda sneak up on you and spiral quickly. I've been clean 14 years and I have kids and a house and a stable job and I'm thankful I took that step. You have to want to do it though, no one else can make that choice for you or it won't work.

[@stevetheriault4164]

I haven't drank in 28 years buddy👍🏽👍🏽✊✊✊

[@18Bees]

i love listening to stories of sobriety.

[@Lunewolff]

Wow, great job Steve Theriault! What a great encouragement to others who struggle to see that it can be done.. that's freedom brother!

[@stevetheriault4164]

@@Lunewolff THANKS MAN JUST RELIZED THE PEOPLE I THOUGHT WERE MY FRIENDS WERE MORE DRINKING BUDDIES SO I CHOSE A DIFFERENT PATH NOW I CAN SLEEP IN PIECE AT NIGHT LOL

[@charliefrappier5220]

✊✊✊ That’s great work on your part.

[@gmcman355crazy]

Good for you !!!! Keep up the awesome work :-)

[@chadfrey3737]

So Billy thank you fur sharing ur story!! It was very familiar!! My life torn by using. 4 yrs sober and my 4th season doing 🌳 trees!! I just turned 50 and climbed my first tree with my arborist. I am so proud to say I have alot of respect fur you and ur journey! Ur video helped not being a cat in that tree I climbed. I was able to climb down! Thank you fur all ur hard work, information u are full of it! It's awesome to hear other people's story

[@miketyson8658]

Hey buckin, i am new to the industry starting my journey as a wood man fairly late. I had twin girls 3 years ago and i have been transitioning into the man i want to be for them slowly, but i had no career that fit the dad life, so i made the decision im going to do what i want to do and enjoy, and become the man i want to be. Watched videos for a couple years before making the leap. Ive been watching your content lately and really enjoy learning the knowledge you so kindly share. But, this video really hit home for me on so many levels. It was inspiring and motivating. I appreciate you sharing. I wish i could work for someone like you for a while to learn the tricks of the trade, but this is the next best thing. Keep them coming and know that you are touching peoples hearts with your positive energy and messages. Thank you doesnt convey enough, my level of gratitude.

[@mtnsavagenorthwest7409]

This man needs to be speaking at every high school across the nation... Love wins. ❤️ I know the pain of watching your world leave in a Uhaul truck buddy it’s not an easy pill to swallow but it sure wakes you up no matter what fog your in.

[@josimon6229]

Bill I'm just an armature homeowner with a crappy little Echo saw and more stupid mistakes than good ideas. I'm a long time subscriber and I've learned 1000 times more about life than chainsaws from your videos. You're a damn good dude.

[@paulhooker516]

Keep up the good work buckin!! I quit hard drugs 15yrs ago. Alcohol though has been rough. A month sober March 4th 2024. Just keep doing what you're doing. God bless you sir.

[@lleytonverbeeke7055]

Good day, Billy Ray, Hello, my name is Lleyton Verbeeke. Thank you for this video! While I don't have a drug or alcohol problem myself, so many things you say resonate with me. I used to feel alone in thinking that way, but your videos have been incredibly enlightening. Every time I watch, I learn more about how I should be, how I should speak, and how I should work. I truly appreciate that. Please keep sharing your wise words and those beautiful trees, and btw don't forget to restore that pickup-I can learn from that as well. Thanks to you, my friends often wonder, "How does he know all that?" and it's partly because of your influence. If I'm ever in the neighborhood, I hope we can have a good conversation. Kind regards from Belgium, Lleyton Verbeeke

[@jeremyoubre1279]

Buckin’, I’m 50 years old I’ve been sober for 17 years. I know exactly what your talking about. The best thing I’ve ever done in my life is quit drinking. I wouldn’t be alive today if I hadn’t. I really appreciate you bringing light to this insidious disease. There’s never anything good at the end of a bottle. Keep bucking...

[@kevinbrowne6623]

My last drink was on September 19th 2015. I haven’t had a drop since. Quitting was the best thing I ever did. In the beginning it wasn’t easy when around old friends, colleagues, and family. None of them could believe I wouldn’t even drink one beer. Each time it got easier and now I never even give it a thought. I haven’t missed it. I’m a much better father, son, brother, and even grandfather now. You too can do it my friend. You can. Here is the simple prayer I said very often. “God please help me” I felt no need to say more, God knows all the details already.

[@lochiespotswood5294]

Well said. Thankyou

[@goesinya6]

You should talk about this more often. It shows people there is another life on the other side of addiction. Keep on keeping on Billy. You are definitely an inspiration to many people.

[@justingulick6747]

You are the real deal Billy. I want you to know that you will never know how much this video has set fire in my chest. Thank you my friend. May God forever bless you in your journey.

[@BuckinBillyRaySmith]

THX PAL

[@7IIJII]

Hogan, and your loving wife are who you did this for. I'm a direct product of two alcoholic parents and substance abuse. I keep my engine clean for my wife and future kids. There is always somebody looking up to you. Stand up and Buck ! Lend a hand, its all part of the plan friends!

[@KimWilson-LoveWins]

Good for you! Keeping the engine clean when you are surrounded by it as a youngster is quite the challenge... congrats!!

[@bigdogchrisl]

Buckin - This is the third or fourth time this specific video has hit my feed and it's spoken to me at a level I cannot explain. It's like hearing it from my best friend. I've seen so many of your videos, I feel I know you, even though you have no clue who I am. Please stay strong and stay committed - you have no idea the lives you touch. Love you man

[@tharenhupp1363]

I am struggling and hearing ur story really makes me feel more positive thank you buckin’ billy ray for helping me out from under this rock I been hiding under awesome video

[@HolzDennis]

Great Man, its need courage to talk about the old Demons! I dont drink alcohol since Im 20! I drink to much, drive my car totally drunk, taking drugs. Since I meet my wife. From this day I dont drink any alcohol!

[@KimWilson-LoveWins]

Yes it does!!

[@HolzDennis]

@UCutcB3OjuaQwTaAnrZWla1Q I‘m very sad to hear that. But you made it! You got away from her abuse. Congrats for your change! I like those kind of story’s. Someone came in a bad condition, find his way out of this and now he lives a new live without this old Demons and is stronger after that. You was as strong you can get to defeat that demons!

[@nancysilvers6254]

Bill is just short of 40 years sober and I am coming up on 21 years clean and sober. I don’t even remember the person I was and am grateful for friends like you who know what it was like and have left it behind. Love you BR!!

[@bandmillbob8907]

Thank you BR for your confession many of us walked the path and have now found our way. Why we hate ourselves so much when we are young I will never understand. Thankfully many of us find a better path and reinvent who we are. Your message speaks truth to men. Thank you again.

[@Thetreehousetoystore]

2/22/2012...simple but NOT easy. You speak the truth. Alcohol does NOT discriminate. I am so grateful to have found you and your channel. Thank YOU!

[@chuck805]

Buckin', I like stories that have a happy ending. I too had a alcohol problem, I switched to marijuana and was able to quit drinking. It wasn't long before I decided to stop smoking and start living again, and I did. Life's not easy but that's because I'm still working thru issues I have from not having my Dad in my life. I've figured this out, Life's all about the choices we make. My choice counts, my choice influences others. It's easier to build a boy than mend a man. Since watching your channel, I've found a love for axes, chainsaw and firewood that I share with my son. Life can't keep me down or hold me back any longer, I'm going forward because there's people in my life that need to see me succeed as I realize i am a role model, and I want to be a good one. It doesn't matter how you start life but it's how you live it and finish that counts. This too shall pass, one day at a time.

[@pilkpulk8284]

i was a bartender for 15 years and in the end my best guest. by the time i realized it it was almost too late. there are many ways to stop something. the only right thing is to stop it and never start again! people don't get caught, the best live is real life! stay kind and help someone who needs it!

[@jeffreyrubish347]

Thank you for sharing your experience.

[@thehealedheartspace]

I love you Pilk!! Thank you for who u are friend!! 🤜🤛❤💪

[@pilkpulk8284]

@@thehealedheartspace 💚you too!👍

[@patrickryan1952]

Buckin', I've watched quite a few of your video's but this is the first time for this one, and wow, I gotta say it hit me. Love your channel Buckin', and YES - Love does win! Appreciate you Buckin'.

[@davidtaylor9283]

Buckin, you are a powerful speaker and highly effective communicator. What you say clearly comes from the heart but few people are capable of reaching so deeply into their souls and describing their thoughts and feelings in such a meaningful and relevant way. I don't think many professional counselors could discuss these matters as convincingly and persuasively as you can. You are a gifted speaker and educator.

[@goofinhiemer1153]

So thankful for a man called Buckin! We just removed an old ash that was touching my roof. I would never have attempted this before learning rope and felling from watching Buckin. This experience grew confidence, improved skills, saved money, and impressed my girls.

[@jeffturner3506]

Good job brother.... Just Always remember safety first above all....

[@goofinhiemer1153]

@@jeffturner3506 Yes Sir Mr. Turner. Thank you.

[@meegstomtom]

My son was my savior. When I found out his mother was pregnant. I sobered up fast. I wouldn't have a son with a dad like I was living.

[@soledadedebarros5578]

Hello, I got to know you bc the man in my life luvs u. So he showed you to me one day. Today he watched this video. He didn’t know this side of your life. He also “has a problem “ and I too, left him about 3 1/2 years ago bc of his drinking. Well, today he sent me this video. He told me tonight it’s made him want to do something about this white elephant in the room. So I watched your video. He doesn’t know it yet but I’ve been attending Al-anon meeting to cope with and try to understand this issue. You, Billy, are a blessing and a beam of light. You are an inspiration. And I know you are not in the business of “spiritual speech’ that’s just not you. But you have a message. I’m so grateful that you have reached people through your openness and being so honest and transparent about your life your connection with your viewers. And bc of it, you are reaching other people in need. Without even realizing it, you are a vessel through which you can reach someone who is lost to find their way. My man was so moved by your simplicity and openness. I don’t know if tomorrow he will still feel the same way, but he became inspired and touched by you. To the point of mentioning it. And I am in awe and gratitude of your courage and honesty. God Bless you and your family. Truly, you are in my prayers.

[@BuckinBillyRaySmith]

SOLEDADE. I COME BACK TO THIS VIDEOS COMMENT SECTION EVERY SO OFTEN ... AND THIS IS THE REASON WHY. THANK SO MUCH FOR YER WORDS . HOW IS THE MAN IN YER LIFE NOW . IM VERY INTERESTED. i AM FREE NOW AND LOVE MY WIFE MORE THAN ANYTHING .. HE LOVES YOU

[@soledadedebarros5578]

Hello Billy! What a wonderful surprise to see you actually answered my comment! I didn’t expect you to even bother. My man told me that he had an earnest talk with Jesus and said he was going to do something about the white elephant…that he didn’t need any outside help. Just him and his Maker. I haven’t stopped attending Al-Anon, it’s saved me from insanity. Bc unfortunately he hasn’t stopped and I just can’t do anything about it. Very painful to see someone you love wasting their health away. But if you’re not ready, you’re not ready. He lost his younger brother to drinking and it scares me when I think that this can happen to him also . So sad and devastating. He’s actually written you a few times and he even wanted to go see you and spend some time with you. (He is Monks Saw Mill). That’s how inspiring you are to him. Through your videos and your transparency, you are doing so much good! I ask God take care and keep you in His presence so you can continue to do the good you do! Thank you so much for acknowledging my comments. Very much appreciated. You and your family continue to be in my prayers. ❤ 2:58

[@benjamins7229]

Man, your message is changing peoples’ lives. Keep at it. Never stop never give up. That hard grit in the bottom of your stomach, that never quit attitude that keeps us going when we feel like we can’t, the pure and unadulterated relentlessness of it all... doesn’t hold a candle to the power of the light shown from one human to another. Call me a hippy, a freak, whatever.. without each other, we’ll never make it. Love u brother

[@fiorevitola880]

I've known a bunch of friends in my life that were talented people that either has died or screwed up their lives with drugs and alcohol. Thank God you came to your senses.

[@danielm4114]

I know this will get buried, but Buck, there's a reason I'm not in the trade and subscribed to the channel- I knew there was something about you that said to me, there's a man in recovery. I've been off and on most of my life- on the wagon three years now, and better for it- addiction is complicated relationship we can only work to uncomplicate, not end completely. Thanks for listening Buck.

[@beckydavis566]

Daniel we are all here to lift you up. You have the power. We love you

[@dillgross6758]

I love you buddy.. keep that head up.. *hugs Daniel*

[@danielm4114]

@Becky Davis and @Dill Gross, thanks so much for the kind and inspiring words- we may strive for a reconciliation of past and future that may never come, but at least we try, and the effort is its own reward. Appreciate you both...

[@seanauld6044]

A day at a time Daniel, keep reaching out, keep connected, and work those steps. It's a simple program for we complicated people ;) Keep on keeping on friend! 🙏

[@kennysmith6325]

Daniel, prayers to you brother! As one addict / alcoholic person to another .. we must learn first never give up on you ! Secondly never say can't ... I had the same issues as many for 38 years and now I'm clean and sober for almost 20 .. I made the same decision to make changes in life. Now I am counseling other men in recovery groups. Went back to school at 45 and earned all my degrees including a Masters degree. Never give up on you, and never say can't ! Stay safe friends ! And be kind !

[@jriles70bones]

I needed to find this sooner, but I am not sure I was ready. Sober 3 years now, and its so fantastic! Thanks for sharing yourself with everyone bud!

[@hillbillynurse7212]

Several years back I heard the term "addictive personality", and knowing about it brought a lot of things into focus. Some of those risky situations that you find yourself chasing probably stems (in part) from that, or at least mine do. You find some way to challenge yourself, and the rush of endorphins that you get while chasing that challenge is similar to the chemical highs that people get from doing drugs or buzzing on alcohol. Fortunately, God has graced us with means of getting that "fulfilling high" that can benefit others while allowing us to keep chasing it. The hardest trick for me personally is managing it-chasing that challenge (and the "high" that comes from chasing and completing the challenge) all the time can be every bit as destructive both to us and our loved ones as if we were just doing drugs or other bad habits.

[@nirvana613]

It takes a strong man to admit his own faults and mistakes.You have a big heart and you set a good example for all of us Buckin.Be well and be happy friends !

[@Dave-sg7ez]

Best vid yet, this one touched me personally I've been clean n sober 7 yrs now n I pray I can stay the course like buckin, i feel what we suffer n endure makes us who we are, God bless buckin

[@PectusCarinatum]

Thank you SO MUCH for this video. Your will is contagious.

[@andrewhamilton-ey7po]

Buckin you are an absolute stud. What a powerful message. Thank you for your all your video's. I dig that you laid it all out.

[@xironbarkx]

It is one thing to have the courage to step up and take personal responsibility for ones own actions , Its another to have the humility and nobility to share the story. To save ones own life and then share the journey in order that someone else may benefit is truely the mark of great character . You my friend are and will continue to inspire people to achieve great things . The world is a better place with you in it. Thank you.

[@mathewpennington7049]

Thanks for sharing Buckin. I was a drunker up until about 6 years ago, I too realized I didn't like who I was and am so thankful I was able to stop before it took me out friend. Love you buddy and your past is a learning experience. I knew there was a reason I was drawn to you. Thanks for sharing brother! Sending prayers for a healing of your pain!

[@ChrisBrown-jf7qw]

Cunning, baffling, powerful! Grateful to be Sober!🤘👍❤️

[@douglasbeasley4804]

Thank you so much for this video. My dad tried to get me to watch it years ago but I was so wrapped up in my active addiction that it fell on deaf ears. I'm 18 months clean tonight as I watch it and I can relate with everything you shared tonight. Thank God for NA and thank God for you Buckin!

[@helmighomestead2976]

I love it buckin! old alcoholic myself. found a treatment center (outpatient so i could still work and not lose myhouse), but that center, and AA saved my life! I'm a better man than I ever thought I could have been. It's still hard sometimes . I call it " the beer anxiety"..... I still get a case of the beer anxiety sometimes.... i pour some black coffee, and just know that I need to get busy. shop project, out cruising timber, cutting firewood, building fence, something, anything! Need to get busy and not have time to focus on it, or I'll cave. If I stop to think, the anxiety will over come me. I cant give in to its power, and just learned to realize I can feel it coming, and its a sign I'm sitting too idel. Dont give it a chance! The powerlessness Alcohol can cause it unbelieveable! My wife doesnt drink, she never understood it. I been there buddy, glad you came out the other side! totally relate to the "nitro in the viens". thats excactly what its like! Good for you brother! Keep up living, keep on buckin :-) Love ya brother

[@derrickquintal]

I didn't think it could, but my respect for you has grown even more today.

[@stevecarron6780]

Buckin, you could be a fabulous preacher! My faith increased listening to your testimony. Your dark days can now be counted as one of your greatest gifts.... the Man upstairs knows what he is doing. Without your past you would be a fraction of the man you now are. Keep talking, you help us all....I bet that is your future, look forward to the trip! Thanks for the effort you put out!!

[@russellwatts7469]

You was put here to be that good person. I recommend ppl watch u quite often n me n my uncle have sat n laughed many times.. keep spreading cheer and being the honest person you are. Started cutting less than 2 yrs ago, and you are my go to videos in the winter....knowledge laughter and training. Thank you for the cheer you have gave me. Ive had a life like you, should have died 3 different times, this last time a face plant into an suv on the highway....someone didnt look our direction....shattered half my face n couldnt dont anything but sleep n watch tv for months....moved to country n fell in love with my stihl, you have taught me alot...And i hope to one day teach my own.

[@BuckinBillyRaySmith]

Glad yer here friend

[@tylertv9382]

I appreciate your vulnerability thank you I have 4 years sober and and living the best life I ever have! Love the positivity man

[@bykrmom]

Thanks Buckin'. Once again you spoke with honesty, hope, victory and inspiration. The world needs more people just like you. ❤

[@JifeLacket]

KEEP IT UP! Please :). I, like millions of other people, have been going through some sh*t and your videos have seriously resonated with me. Your videos basically settle my mind at night/whenever I have the chance to watch. Thanks again. EDIT: Also for the folks that want to kick alcohol just be mindful of how much you're drinking currently and don't stop COLD TURKEY if it's "a lot." There should be places where you can go to seek help (medication etc), no one will look down on you just do it if you want to! Be safe.

[@stevepatteson1091]

WOW.....my dad taught me to build a church in my heart and go to it everyday! You my friend are doing that. A church on a hill is just that... a church on a hill.... it is the spirit in your heart that counts! You have a very strong spirit. May GOD and life bless you!

[@BuckinBillyRaySmith]

i kinda feel as to ive been looked after friend ,,, thx

[@alaskabradgilgus8477]

Buckin your story hits close to home, we have very similar pasts. And I say PAST !!!! Last drink was 2006 . Thanks for sharing . We ❤❤ ya out here Buddy . AK BRAD

[@18Bees]

Me too. Being honest is so powerful

[@bentonjordan6112]

It hits home for me as well, in the Army , lost my best friend from childhood, Turned to alcohol and drugs to push the pain, regret and blame away. Woke up one day,cleaned up, Went back in the Army and served another 20 years. To this day no drink, no drugs. It’s a process. And it isn’t easy.

[@ashurbanforestry]

The more I learn about Buckin’ the more I respect him. Full Legend.

[@Fparrish]

This the video ever young man needs to watch. You my friend are truly an inspiration. The big man upstairs truly was watching out for you and had bigger plans for old Buckin Billy Ray. Bless you brother 🤙🏼 From your Cedar boy,much love

[@trutheye1]

Billy! I knew you were one of us! Thank you, thank you, thank you. I am so glad I found your channel, we are the same age and I can really relate with your experiences. I've been clean for thirteen years but it took me 15 years of coming in and out to finally surrender. I just want you to really know how much of an inspiration you are to me and your positive energy is something we all could use a lot more of these days. Coming from an absolutely desperate, hopeless situation with drugs and alcohol, the life I have today is a gift as a result of sobriety. Lastly, I have learned so much from your channel so please keep'er coming. Much love from your brother from another mother here in southern Oregon.

[@jimbusmaximus4624]

I knew it too! The insanity, desperation, not being able to live with it or without it. To be dependent on the very thing that's killing you.... It's a hell of a thing. Most of us don't make it out. And those of us that do are sometimes hanging by a thread. It's been a long journey and I'm glad you all made it this far with me.

[@rickmcroberts9101]

Just saw this particularly revealing Buckin Billy video. Somehow I knew from the first video I saw he was one of us also. We are not a glum lot.

[@soledadedebarros5578]

@@jimbusmaximus4624 beautiful testimony you gave. Thank you for you sharing.

[@TimberGrappler]

THANK YOU BUCKIN! Im in this same position in life right now, early 30s with a shoddy support system so its 1 man vs his mind here. But Im so glad you posted this, Ill probably watch this 10 times today. Youre my support system today Buckin!!

[@thehealedheartspace]

You have big support here friend!! Sending love ur way❣🤜🤛❤

[@KimWilson-LoveWins]

Battlefield is always in the mind! Glad you found Buckin and the army for extra support! Amazing group of folks rallying for each other in here!

[@gmcman355crazy]

I am 3 years no smoking . 15 years of 2 packs a day and one day I woke up and said enough was enough I want to live . Best thing I ever did :-) . So glad you made a decision for the better as well my friend

[@yesdeere1376]

I’m 43 BBR. I finally woke up. Working on sobriety. I’m fortunate enough to still have my family. Alcohol is nothing more than a lying thief and it has absolutely zero positive effect on most men. I’m fairly new to your channel. Came for the power saws and now I found your brush with death video and this one. You’re a blessing billy. Thank you for your efforts and willingness to share so much. God bless from a kansas hedge tree cutter. I’m here to stay.

[@BuckinBillyRaySmith]

glad you found us friend .. thanks

[@alexanderedwards1269]

So much love for you man. I'm in my late 20s, you brought tears to my eyes. I've listened to all the spiritual teachers under the sun and your honesty and realism hits just as hard, if not harder, wow, you're special!

[@BuckinBillyRaySmith]

GLAD YER HERE