Citizen Soldier - Good Old Days (Official Lyric Video)

[@CitizenSoldier]

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[@REZONÈ__K-DJY_BLOWW]

Favorite me,I am a Haitian,i am listen you in Haiti.

[@Voron_Aggrav]

Really would Love to buy that shirt, but you guys really do need a better store for Europeans, I'm basically paying the cost of the shirt in Shipping, I don't mind what I pay you guys for it, but exorbitant prices just for shipping is something I can't stomach

[@ToryBergman]

this is to real I miss the old me that could have fun and enjoy everything....

[@theproudtransyuri]

you made me cry. you are one of my inspirations to stay here, to write, to show, to save others and to not die. im sad that even 6 year old me couldnt do anything, since i was 6 i was abused forever. i went to a mental hospital at 10 years old. told my crying family i will not get out until im a better person. here i am, almost 8 years later, still pushing, still surviving. thank you sooo much for being here too. you made me stronger, through the tears and my anger. i would hug you a million times, thank you in ways i cant explain with words, keep fighting.

[@KurtThornton-b6c]

​@@theproudtransyuri I'm sorry for what you have been through

[@sabrinaheizenrader5635]

Which hurts more, missing the good ol’ days when you were a kid or knowing you never had good ol’ days, even when you were a kid?

[@MyVoiceIsMyTrumpet]

2.

[@balanc-joy9187]

The second one, at least for me. I can't relate to this song at all. Great song, just not one I lived.

[@Thunder-di2gi]

Same, can't relate to this song, but I wish I had this... 😅

[@tiahtaylor2153]

I didn't have good ol' days I had to grow up fast. All I remember stepping in between my parents when the physical fights started and having to change diapers and making bottles also making sure we all got to school on time

[@senectarius9685]

I never had good old days. But I have great present days right now. Never give up folks. I know it's hard, but don't give up

[@ColeTrainWayne]

That “one day you went out to play and didn’t know it was the last” really hit hard for some reason because I can’t remember the last time I actually went outside to play as a kid

[@bdog95]

Same here.

[@InPieces_music]

Really but me as well ❤

[@dreamtiger-bj5vp]

That part really hit me. I listened to the whole song but it was like that part of the song just caught my entire attention and I ended up crying once the song was over. Because it's true, you never realize when it's the last time for something like that.

[@-_-noxe-_-5623]

I don't know why I stopped playing outside. I just know I did, and that's enough to hurt and i always feel like that is a thing I cannot do now that I grew up.

[@krisdavidson2120]

That was the line that brought the tears.....I don't remember either

[@TheBlankInk]

This one and golden weather go hand in hand

[@AceKrause-l3z]

God this mad me cry…, I wish when I was younger I didn’t know what I know…, this hit me…

[@katerinaweathers3286]

Same here…

[@Sashaz-ym3gv]

didn’t know I needed this song until I heard it its an emotional release I’ve been waiting for, this and "Caring Ghost" by Mysteriousic both songs hit deep in my heart, this band never fails to connect.

[@Elven_Warrior]

As a teen with ptsd I seriously relate to this. I was forced to grow up at 11 and I hated it. Don't grow up. It's not as happy as its said to be when your little, and once you know what life is really like you realise it's not a good place.

[@Lucifersacebf]

This song made me realize how much I truly mourn the life I could have had. I was never allowed to have my good old days. I hope everyone who relates can find healing and happiness and I hope everyone reading this knows that they are loved and worth it.

[@jonathanhollier3314]

Safe to say “Good ole Days” will now be a “Senior class graduation song” for years to come 💯💪🤘❤️

[@petercraig1948]

Saying I can’t wait to grow up is one of the worst things I ever said. I wish I was back in 5th grade where my heart wasn’t broken and I didn’t have to deal with the pain of getting heartbroken all the time

[@johnathanweiss5350]

Mourning over a faded version of you from the past. When everything was colorful and vivid. Now you are wondering when it all turned gray, how as a kid you wanted to be more, only to see you became less.

[@wulfric3543]

For as long as I could remember, my life was constantly surrounded by pain and anger. Both my father and mother constantly fighting, being forced to choose a side, and the endless pressure to live up to each different expectations of my mother and father. I remember wanting to quickly grow up to escape this life, to find a way out, but even now my past haunts me. Since its our past suffering that affects our future potential. Constantly being reminded of our pain and suffering we forget the small glimpse of the good times we've had. I have less than 4 months left to live and when ur stuck in the hospital unable to leave the damn bed. U begin to reminisce and start to remember the little things. Thru all the pain I've we experienced, I forgot all the times I was happy with my family. The family trips, going out every weekend to eat, celebration of my younger brother being bored, the times I've made them proud and the times we've laughed as a family. Ives always blamed my father for how we turned out in the end and blamed my short coming to my suffering as a child. But now that I ain't going to make it past 30. I truly wished I could've told my younger self to appreciate the little things and not get to hung up on the bad. So to my younger self. Don't let yourself be held back, learn to appreciate the small things, and take better care of yourself. Sincerely - your older self BV

[@jules6735]

This song hits hard, especially the bridge. I was never the kid who was rushing to grow up but I would give anything for childhood innocence again😭😭

[@Empty-handed-yt]

I wish I could tell my younger self so much...

[@Harlie844]

Same

[@Empty-handed-yt]

felt! 😂

[@lordkosharius1853]

I treasure every moment of this song that makes even an adult cry. These emotions were somewhere deep inside me, thank you for helping me stop and look at the face of a child who wanted to grow up fast in the good old days.

[@AllaniaWinder]

Im 16 and i can relate

[@lngminhthu]

Such a young age you have to face those things. Feel so sad for you😢 Hope you won't give up

[@Rainy_KittyOfficial]

I had it good at six, when I was 7 is when all the hurt and trauma hit me. And yeah, I love this song ❤️‍🩹

[@Mr.Mactavish]

Such a touching song

[@candainruto7729]

A song that truly resonates with many in this age. Truly, thank you for continuing to make songs like this!

[@leonmislo]

YOU! Yes you CS! It's another one... another song which broke me and let me cry like my dam is irreparabelly damaged.😭 Our childhood is precious and sacred cause that is the time which will be marked the most. I cannot thank you anymore for this, cause there aren't any words to describe how important this song is for me and everyone else! ❤🙏

[@kolbystroud3909]

as someone whos about to turn 16 in February this song is so true its unbelievable and i agree dont grow up stay a kid as long as you can

[@mariamalafifi6286]

I just turned 17 and I am scared of adulthood. I'm not counting down till 18 😭

[@Alnira_314]

I'm turning 17 soon, and honestly, I'm scared of growing up. Everything changes, everything is becoming so unsettled, and I have no idea what to expect to happen in the future. Many of the others can't wait to start building their own life, a career etc, but I don't know... It seems like a lot of pressure and responsibility. School is a pressure too, it can be really really exhausting sometimes, but at least, I know what to expect. But what to expect from the adult life?

[@mariamalafifi6286]

@@Alnira_314 yeah. Wtf do we do as adults? The million dollar question. I'm scared. Can we do a teen Peter Pan thing lol

[@kolbystroud3909]

@@mariamalafifi6286 only thing i can say you is dont be scared youll get through it actually my brother is 19 and just starting money as a streamer like 2 days ago you'll find something you like and keep it

[@Alnira_314]

@@mariamalafifi6286 Well, the Peter Pan thing sounds fun 😊. I really love to get lost in my fictional worlds, too bad that real time is also passing during it.

[@richardhanninen6202]

Don't know if there has been any song I've awaited more than this one

[@VixenQueen82]

I hope this for all kids. I wasn't lucky enough to have this but I'll do everything I can to ensure others do!

[@Liam-j4l]

This song hits be so deep because now I wish I could go back to the good old days when I didn't have to worry about anything sometimes I wish I could tell my young self how sorry I was for rushing to grow up

[@CKTHERAPPER]

I LOVE THIS SONG I CANT WAIT FOR THE ALBUM

[@kaitlynngitter6161]

So true ❤

[@lokycz8952]

''The grass ain't greener here.'' No, I'm not crying. (I am absolutely crying, hit deep and hard) I love you, citizen soldier💙, and to anyone whose old days aren't good either: you are appreciated. you are strong. I am proud of you for still making it every day. keep going❤‍🩹

[@runashadow4033]

I wish I heard this when I was a kid, cuz I would enjoyed my life as a kid more…. This how my nostalgia of my childhood feels.

[@jacobzaring3118]

Brought tears to my eyes immediately hope I can see u on the 22 of next month

[@MarinaSvensson-w9d]

"One day you went out to play and didn't know it was the last" This brought me to tears the first time i heard it. It hits really close to home

[@1991shadowheart]

I'm a 33yr old single father. This song really hits hard. It's strengthened my conviction to give my little girl a better life than i ever had. Anyone whos younger than me, and reading this comment, cherish your days. The people around you wont be here forever.

[@ericv5435]

This is probably one of the few songs from this album I can relate to. I've always wished I could go back and redo my life over again because I've felt like a failure where I'm currently at in life.

[@BIOHAZARDRUSGaming]

Put this song on either right before or right after Still Frame

[@supersonicfabian1538]

😔 I truly wish this to my old self… thank you for the song…

[@JustMe-ox9cq]

We always thought it'd be good and everything will stay the same... but even if things change, we'll always make more fun memories, somehow

[@Pitbulldaddy19]

I remember as a kid we couldn't wait to be older and now that I'm in my 60s I wish I could turn back time to a time when we had no worries, no bills to pay. Live was fun and care free.

[@EmilyHauger-vx8gg]

I literally just got home today from a mental hospital from attempted s***ide. This was the best welcome home. I needed this song💔

[@DatOneSwedishBoi69]

Oww :( This one hit deep in the feels.. ugh. School was hell, but I miss it.. kind of. Even though I was neck deep in like 15 unfinished assignments at one point and had to finish 4 assignments one single week the week before graduating high school. Now I'm 19, and still unemployed. I graduated this year. :(

[@gracegeraman3451]

Really love this song. So true yet so hurt. I believe every child can't wait to be an adult, but when the time has come, we wish to stay as a child. Just stay pure and innocent.

[@starwriter34]

I always tell my stepdaughter to slow down and enjoy this time and don't wish it away. Because once it is gone, it is forever changed. I can only be there to help her when she needs it.

[@rolldarkz]

"don't waste these sacred years.. the grass ain't greener here."

[@verooo_99]

My misery started at the age of five. So there were hardly any 'good old days', but it was much easier to breathe. My inner child still feels embraced. Thank you so much for your music

[@zzozzik_x6744]

Oh my god, I love this song. It so heartbreaking and painful, but also very relatable and healing. It makes me feel that that child, that I was so many years ago, hears me and calms me, giving hope that everything will turn out alright eventually. The grass won't be greener than before, but it will have a new unique shade that will bring new joy and peace someday. And I believe the little me.

[@lillianastorm6985]

"One day you went out to play and didn't know it was the last" I think about that a lot. There was a point our parents never picked us up again. At time we used to believe in magic and fairytales. My siblings and I joke about how we miss the good ol' days where we would pretend to fall asleep so that our dad would carry us to bed. I wish I could go back to being an energetic and happy kid. You guys are amazing, CS. Thank you for the beautiful music ❤

[@druidbern]

I miss my childhood. It was amazing! What hurts now is that I'm struggling so hard to give my kids even a fraction of that. Times have definitely changed.

[@live4god30]

This song cuts deep, because how much truth it has been, but also a great reminder for our children, to stay innocent as long as possible and the World is going to break you down.

[@alessiapegurri2252]

This song hits hard, I felt all the feelings... Now that I'm older I just wish to hug and console the kid I was cuz I know that she deserved it, but no one helped her, they were all blind and she grow up shy, insicure, hopless and with a void in her feelings, thinking that maybe it could hsve been better if she died... I'm still here, it's hard thinking 'bout the past, I only hope that kid one day will finally finde the peace

[@safeera8239]

this is the first song CS has written that i cant relate to. i always hate when people say ill miss when i was yunger. but i just turned 21 not to long ago. im working on geting my next job, ill be leaveing a place ive ben solid in for 2 years. i have a beautiful finace that has helped me through some of my darkest days this past year. and me and her are going to be geting our first apratment here soon. sure my current sichuation liveing with my grandma is hell. and i have to live with the fact that i know how my mother is now and am not in denial about it. and that sucks. so in that sense i miss when i was yunger...i wish i could have that verstion of my mother bcak. but aisde from that, evreything sucked when i was yunger. i was surouned by addicts, abusers, narssasits, assholes, and fake freinds. things are so much better...i dont miss those days, i just miss my mother not being awfull.

[@buckyshepsky9786]

This song made me cry. I had a terrible childhood growing up. Parents splitting apart, abusive father/siblings, etc. And I always told myself that I wanna go back in time and tell my younger self to stay young forever. 😭😭😭

[@faoofaoos]

I think it's maybe one of your songs that made me feel something from the very first seconds. It's so pretty but what hurts me here is that my memory from those times went away so I don't even feel like I had good old days. The little kid I was is always smiling on the family pictures, even as a baby, but I don't feel nostalgia or anything except pain because I can't remember a time when my childhood was fine and not something fake. It's like I was born only at 8 and always went through hell. Now i'm healing but it always makes me so sad to lack something that so many people have, and at the same time, i'm not sure I want to remember because I i'm scared it would make me feel even more guilt. I don't know if someone is reading my comment and relate to it, but I wish the best to everyone who's feeling this way too. And thank you as always, Citizen Soldier 🧡

[@supermangarritano6636]

Mixed emotions.Young me just wanted love and a hug.😢

[@Stay_4ever-y8n]

I’m already tearing up, I wish I was still young. I miss the good old days❤

[@stonedgoddess420]

My memories are fading . many head issues, and accidents. I still remember some of my childhood memories. Gosh I miss it so damn badly.....

[@williamafton711]

This band save me so much i don't know how to say thank you every singel song is good enough for me and explain my deep pain I love this band so so much thank you so so much ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

[@crystallove8063]

i immediately started thinking about my grandfather, who passed in 2016.. when i was 11. “one day you went out to play and didn’t know it was the last”.. i really wished i had some more time with him... this is probably one of the songs that hits me like a brick. thank you for this..

[@AttackDeer]

I can't wait to see yall in concert on Friday

[@jordanbyford2693]

This song is 100% correct on everything especially on the fact that the grass is greener where you water it not on the other side

[@foxythepirate3218]

Never before has a song brought me to tears not even thirty seconds in. I would be lying if I said I didn't miss the good ol days, the days where I was genuinely happy all the time. Days where I'd spend time with folks who I can only spend time with now by visiting their graves. Days where I wasn't fighting every damn second to push forward and not get dragged back into the darkness of depression If I could send a letter that version of me, I'd tell them to enjoy every day like it's their last, to make the most of the time they have with family, but most importantly, that while it'll hurt, they're so much stronger than they think they are and to hold onto the light when life gets dark

[@gerrygoldfarb6106]

"Cause one day you went out to play and didn't know it was the last"; that line hit so hard. Tears. Thank you for this song. I first heard of Citizen Soldier when I heard their collaboration with Thousand Foot Krutch on "Be Somebody" another favorite from TFK. Now I'm discovering many of CS songs. Let It Burn is another favorite now. This song "Good Old Days" hits close to home, so many things I wish I would have done differently when I was age 13, 18, 21, 29...

[@freyagordonjensen1470]

20 seconds in and I'm already crying... I miss those days, where I had nothing to worry about....

[@CalamariPlaysStarfield]

Same 😭

[@IggyRaven-vs4lj]

Same didn't want to cry today 😭😭😭

[@elliea5088]

same 😔 hits so much harder now because everyone is gone

[@laurenmize2123]

Same

[@freyagordonjensen1470]

@@elliea5088 Exactly 💔

[@frisk.503]

This album is probably gonna be peak. Everything has already been so great

[@FrankensteinLover]

What id give to go back, but time was our Enemy and we didn't value it.

[@mariameyer9872]

I look back on the past and rewatch old shows. I used to watch and miss it. I wish I could go back in time and watch them again. 🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷💗💗💗💗💗💖💖💖💖💖

[@pyrodragon6819]

This hit the heart strings so damn hard, I miss those good ol' days.

[@eavie461]

A hug from an internet stranger to the inner kids that lived in the good days. And a hug to those inner kids that struggled through them *hug*

[@bl00dy_p1xel]

Your inner kid is being hugged back by another stranger 🫶 we need more people spreading love like you do 🫂

[@eavie461]

@@bl00dy_p1xelSame to you 🫂

[@eavie461]

@@bl00dy_p1xel Same to you 🫂

[@dorothyrosenberg1301]

🫂 my hug to you all

[@stary1night]

I will share a hug we all need 🫂

[@victoriaford8449]

Citizen soldier he is such a strong and powerful artist and singer the good old days I would like to go back and change so much for my childhood. This song brings tears to my eyes.😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

[@aaronsullivan1926]

From the question in your song’s description: If i could say anything to my younger self it be “Hey young one dont isolate yourself dont bottle up your emotions…it will get better, you dont have to be strong 24/7, look at the people you are closest to they love you and care for you, you are not alone and will never be alone…you got this lil aaron….and try not to force yourself to man up/grow up too quickly enjoy life as a kid”

[@dianavandentillaart-kool9335]

I wish I had good old days, they are hard to remember 💔😢... Beautiful song guys 🌹🖤💜❤️💜🖤🌹

[@deonnahepler5152]

Damn guys......tears. never thought I'd miss those days

[@Kat_DrawsRandomly]

Every single one of your songs make me feel better, but this one.. i actually cried of how true is it. As a kid i sometimes wish I grew up quickly but i wish I didn't, life wasnt as good as i thought when i was a kid. This song reallt hits hard for everyone... thank you citizen solider for another amazing song! 💜

[@DemonArcanis]

I waited months for this song and now that I can finally hear it, all I have to say is that it was totally worth it. I love this song. Thank you for another masterpiece!

[@claudiuskeat8336]

whenever I feel like stepping off a ledge at night, I go to Citizen Soldier. I feel heard, I feel seen, I don't feel alone. Funny how words from someone who never knew I even exist had been saving my life for four years now...

[@anniekentgibson4988]

Jake, this is spot on!!!! Love this song.

[@victoriaford8449]

RIP Liam Paynes 🙏🏻😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 you will be forever missed

[@MustangMike96]

A few months ago i lost my younger brother, just a few days after his 21st birthday. This song couldnt be more true, forever grateful for every moment i had with him. Fly high Vince, i hope i can see you again someday

[@userrunner_lefty]

Bro I really want to live in the good old days with the 2 best friends in the world again I'm already in high school man I want to grow up slower or not at all but life gets in the way

[@Spooky_YThallo]

I hate how when I listen to this song, I realize that it is so true. I am 14 years old and now when I go outside and play, it doesn’t feel the same as when I was younger.

[@elizabethblott4735]

I wish my younger self could listen to this. I couldn’t wait to grow up, but looking back… there were some really good times. This masterpiece has not only moved me to tears but has me feeling nostalgic as I remember playing with my siblings

[@beyblader63amvs]

I am a 20 year old and looking back on my life. I have realized how much it is worth to stay in touch with my friends because almost all my friends are in college and I wish I could go back to the GOOD OLD DAYS

[@elizabethblott4735]

I’m 22. I wish the same. Man things were easier

[@troyandkoharu1750]

I'm 22 as well and I do miss those days of being able to game without worry

[@biganimefan6443]

I am 22 with two siblings that I use to play so much with but now they no longer want me around with them unless they want something, there is constant yelling between my younger sibling and mother, my older sibling is constantly wishing things were less loud and back to how it use to be while I just sit there stuck in the middle it hurts a bit but songs like this keep me going and the memories keep things alive, I've lost two dogs in less then a year apart and they had been there most my life one was born in the family while the other was his father both in a better place now.

[@QWolf924]

Full of Hope at six years old... man I wish I'd had hope that long. I didn't have the best start to my life, and sometimes I just feel myself spiraling. Thank God for my boyfriend; he's too good for me. Not sure where I'd be without him. Thak you for your amazing songs. Edit(started responding to someone, then figured I should not unload it to one random person XD): I wake up each day, knowing I have at least one person who truly cares and understands me. No one forget that even if everything seems bleak, even if you want to give up, choose to wake up each day, no matter how bleak it seems. If life feels like its at its worst, that means it can only get better. Just keep going. It worked for me, and maybe it'll work for others as well.

[@allare1earth704]

To those who see this, you are more loved that you can’t possibly imagine ❤🙏❤️🙏❤️🙏

[@Nightchildxxi]

So are you ❤

[@allare1earth704]

@@Nightchildxxi, thank you that means so much ❤️

[@Nightchildxxi]

@@allare1earth704❤❤❤

[@pandaroux20sama95]

For people everywhere, Time advance second by second, time is precious, all of you here probably know this, but please listen. Live to the second, live for what you believe, because thinking about all the dark knowledge is just an setback that will make you in doubt and make you unable to make the grass greener... maybe you can one day... look at your kid and tell yourself, Did I... will make somebody that will see this song and cry... or will you make an kid that will say : ''So that why they did this, thank you for making the grass greener where I am now''. I believe that relating to this is something that can only happen to us right ? This is an personal thought, I do not judge anything that you are experiencing, I love reading all the stories and crying with them. I hope that all of you can let it go... someday ?

[@andrewbynon8624]

I’d tell my younger self to not be afraid of others. Take every chance you can to meet new people and make friends. The rejection at times may hurt, but it’s better than winding up nearly alone when you’re 30

[@nezumichan5952]

The song is making tear up because it hit me in the feelings

[@dagger5971]

I love this so much…. I would tell my younger self that I shouldn’t let people control me or manipulate me

[@joker_storm2232]

This song speaks an entire novel's worth to me. A tightly held memory for every verse. 😢😢😢

[@LolerVT]

Even tho it doesn't apply to me this song is making me very nostalgic, of the old times, and if I could travel back I'd give my kid self a big hug and tell him that it will eventually get better, that he is far stronger than he thinks, that all the pain, all the trauma, all of it is eventually worth it. He only has to hold on.

[@AiraSilver]

This is so needed these days.

[@TowardsTheMoon880]

I’ve never cried so hard in my life Omg, Citizen… u changed my life… thank u so much I love u so much❤ Idk how to express how grateful I feel The best feeling is when u realize people are going through the same stuff And u aren’t the only one ❤

[@kieranferrill]

Tears are still streaming down my face. I often think to myself that it's amazing when you're a kid you don't even think something like stress, trauma, and triggers exist. A kid is worry free. Whenever I see a young child, all I could think to myself is "they don't know yet, how hard life can be when you're older." When I was at that age, I always wanted to be older, now that I am, it's so hard. I can't even remember the last time I ever played, probably cause at an age like that you don't think it will ever end. That's the part of the song that really got me. All I can say is to those who are going through hard times in their lives, keep fighting and always look up, there's always a bright side to everything, it just takes some time to see. Beautiful song, absolutely outstanding.

[@M.K.137]

❤❤❤

[@javelldunn3379]

This song makes me cry your heart will break when you look back it hits so hard 😭

[@Osmosiable]

Man I wish I could go back... no problem, not feeling depressed all the time. To be Happy again.

[@sarahfisher5719]

That's just hard man. I think a lot of people, including myself, thought that growing up and being independent was the answer to our family troubles, just get away from mom and dad. The reality is that adulthood is brutal, a consistent fight to survive in a world that's trying to kill us. "The grass ain't greener here" is true. Keep busting illusions man. You're doing a good job.

[@HunterNeyorApollo]

Yeah thats the plan I have and the one ima still role with even if the grass isn't greener I can get away from the abuse I can try to start over ik a few people who im planing on going ill have at somthing to do plus I think I should at least get them out there bad family's if I can or at least threaten one of the kids parents I won't tolrstebyou neglecting the little dude anymore he's got enough problems with out his family sure I can help 2 of them but I can see if they wana room an apartment with me and try to get the other twos life better till there adults

[@jake8748]

​@HunterNeyorApollo my best years were when I got freedom and left home. It only lasted for a few years for me but if I could go back and make the right choices I think it would be different. I was suggest getting therapy when you get free. Make sure you aren't stuck thinking you need something you don't like a partner or such.

[@HunterNeyorApollo]

@jake8748 i visit the school coupler to talk about it and i usually do just end up reliable on one person to help guild me healthy absolutely not but idk I just happens idk what to do bout it but tit works out fine as long as the person is decent

[@jake8748]

@HunterNeyorApollo yeah I didn't realise I needed therapy early on. Its only looking back how dysfunctional I was as I never learned what it was to have a home etc. I'd been independent so long that I stupidly assumed I already knew how to adult. And yeah, find a new therapist if one doesn't feel right. I had a bad one and it made me worse. But stick with one if they make you feel comfortable. I should have known mine wasn't working when he came across as combative early on and far to full of himself and arrogant.

[@HunterNeyorApollo]

@jake8748 idk if my new school therapist is good the past few lessons have just been renewing my contract idk what to talk about ik im fucked up but idk where to start with them and it sucks

[@Star-Jecter]

why not. I'll keep on regretting and praying for the old days, and hate my surroundings. I'll still think they are good ol' days in the future. Even the fact that I hated everything during those days. All things seem to be an experience. Maybe one day I'll realize how to not hate things. P.S. I'll still not waste my time.

[@arialash1113]

It really is amazing that all of us want to grow fast, and then we all want to go back. It's something so simple and relatable.

[@sara_s1737]

I wish I could tell my younger self that things get worse... but as they say, they also get better. Believe that.

[@elliea5088]

same and so true I have no IDEA how to navigate knowing that after my younger brother lost his life to suicide 2 years ago

[@meganahasic6154]

Great song!❤

[@ladywolf815]

This song makes my heart ache for the childhood I should have had .. it had its good moments but it was full of trauma ... I would probably go back to the girl I was in my 20s and warn her what's ahead its probably the closest i got to "good ol' days"... thank you for another beautiful touching song

[@Jay-Gruener]

27 seconds, a new record!

[@sparrow_moon1110]

I dont remember my days as a kid, they come and go in flashes and bursts, if I could tell anything to my younger self it'd be to embrace themselves as who they are, and never let anyone tell them how to act, they are *perfect* just the way they are.

[@magnoliaopal]

😢 damn that hit me hard. Life isn't over yet though, not for me or any of you. Chin up use the knowledge you have now to bring light to the world, and if you dont know it yet do some digging. Sure you're not going to be able to go back, but you're never ever to old to experience the wonder that comes with something new to you. Happiness comes from a dash of curiosity, and the wonders of imagination and discovery.