Citizen Soldier - Reason To Live (Official Lyric Video)

[@CitizenSoldier]

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[@jericho1-4]

I know so many people who needed this song right now, thank you for putting this out there. Few understand how 1 song, one short convo, one short interaction can change an individual trapped in darkness trajectory.

[@somethingrandom08]

@@jericho1-4 just like how it did to me. Thanks guys so much

[@jericho1-4]

@@somethingrandom08 Your demons and he'll may differ from what others go through, know that you are not alone. Know that you mean something, that you are loved, even if everyone you know gives up on you that you can not give up on yourself. You are not a failure, you are not worthless, you are not the evil, despair, loneliness, heartbreak/ache, depression or hell that you get trapped in and have to fight your way out of. Few understand what it takes to fight such a battle and have little compassion or humanity for those who do. I like many did irreparable damage to myself, loved ones and friends as a lost soul trapped in my own hell. None of them understood the strength and determination it took to fight my way out. All I can do is offer an apology and move on, do not get stuck on who you were, let not your past or what those who knew you define your future. Stay strong and when the darkness creeps in look to whatever gives you motivation be it music a book a person or your past struggles to keep fighting. Come back here and I WIL light your darkness and pull you off the edge that you face, you do not need to face it alone friend.

[@somethingrandom08]

@@jericho1-4 thank you so much for the kind words you have no idea how much that means to me. I don’t know how to rlly respond, I struggle with autism and expressing emotions is hard but do know that I seriously appreciate it. Keep spreading the love and I will as well

[@jericho1-4]

@@somethingrandom08 You are a diamond in the rough my friend, people often do not understand those on the spectrum. You have a very unique experience and see things in a much simpler yet very complex way. Some of the most intelligent individuals in history were/are on the spectrum, and held answers to incredibly complex equations, problems and issues throughout humankind's existence. Those who belittle you and others do so cause they lack you intelligence, intellect and potential. They fear that more than they do their own failures, and to self validate they attack that which they fear most you instead of themselves. Something you have already done and resolved. You are not the problem but the evolutionary answer to everything wrong with humanity.

[@jasmina.7973]

"I'm so proud of you for getting this far" really hits hard. These small sentences in the middle of a song just touch my heart

[@CitizenSoldier]

Appreciate you Jasmin 🫀

[@whitneyjames7885]

It does I didn’t think I would make it this far I don’t know what I’m supposed to do with my life

[@lilfizzypoplollipopzvonecek14]

@@whitneyjames7885 Same, but I found that being a firefighter is the only thing that I want to be, so I’m living for it. You’ll find yourself too, I promise you. Just stay strong and keep talking, your time will come. 💖🙏🏼💪🏼

[@lacadmin2844]

@@whitneyjames7885 pray and ask God if he would revile what you are on earth for!!!!!

[@NotTheRadioDemon]

@@lacadmin2844 What if, like me, you don't believe in God? I did believe when I was younger, but stopped believing now.

[@caseycowie296]

Its sad when a band understands you more then the people you love the most 😭

[@youareenoughngp]

Stay strong, you are precious! ❤

[@ElliottWard-nr7fp]

🤝 I've been through the ringer in life! I believe in you to keep fighting my friend. Keep strong! 💪 Please, never ever think you'll be missed, you'll be missed by me. You are loved! ❤

[@EmotionalGamer]

My Grandpa, my bio grandma (who I didn’t get a chance to get to know because I couldn’t move on from my past) and my nana (being the most recent like 3 days ago) all died within a year. I wanted to get to know my nana more because she was adopted like me, I wanted to ask advice from my grandpa about work and how he moved on from his dad wanting nothing to do with him… while trying to grieve, my mother told me to continue to work and to not cry because “(dead family member) wouldn’t want me too” and to “take an anxiety med” and to “think about other people and stop making it about me” and she wonders why I don’t talk to her or try to hang out with her

[@EmotionalGamer]

@@ElliottWard-nr7fpyou mean please don’t ever think that you won’t be missed?

[@crystalhandley3541]

I'll leave a light on for you friend,you got this 💗

[@valkines]

"The hell in your head will be nothing compared to the person that it couldn't kill" that line is so strong

[@ruthbobrink5680]

Hits real deep!

[@marcinkepa6543]

this monsters.. hell.. they are part of me.. person that it couldnt kill? No.. Im afraid.. that I will become this hell... :)

[@Beckhams18]

I kept scrolling to find someone who quoted that line. For me, it's the most powerful line. I understand why everyone likes the proud line, but this one gives hope to live until it's time for you to move on from this life instead of letting your thoughts end it sooner.

[@ltbarkley]

If you didn’t cry to that line, you’ve likely never been in this place, know what I mean? It is an incredibly hard hitting end to a song that just touches your soul if you’ve ever been there. I’ve been there several times in my life, and came the closest I’ve ever come just two months ago and am still trying to work out of this emotional hole. This band and their songs just speak to me.

[@Kris-sf2qf]

👍🏻

[@endergaming2760]

I don’t leave comments often, but hearing “I’m so proud of you for getting this far” made me tear up and start crying, I’m one of the people my friends always goes to for support but I rarely reach out for myself, I’m always okay, always fine, they never burden me but I burden myself. Hearing it in words, someone being proud of me for getting this far, it just made me cry and i needed to cry like this today. It’s been so hard recently, but hearing this song? I really needed it, thank you so much.

[@Voron_Aggrav]

know that place, have been walking around in there for years, still am that person, don't care what happens to myself, just knowing I could make someone forget their problems even if it's just for 5 minutes that's enough for me to keep going... We're not alone, and it's a reason to live,

[@jackploeg5514]

alwees good to be ther for the ones u love dont forget that !

[@archie1571]

I feel your words in my soul. It’s true. I’ve always been there for others and gave nothing for myself. It today especially it hurts so much….

[@thebrokenfather-aspacefors2642]

You’re not alone. Also my first comment I started this channel with a vision and pushed it all back down and I’ve just been listening to music and wondering how to help if there’s so many like us, clearly the help out there isn’t working. Just know you’re not alone and you matter.

[@Voron_Aggrav]

@@thebrokenfather-aspacefors2642 in the Netherlands a large problem is the specialization and hyperfocus of care, a lot of multifaceted problems end up in a circle of "you need to fix this first" which means you'd be spending months if not years on waiting lists and still not getting what you need

[@garmadonthesensei59]

This is like a sequel to “Would Anyone Care” and I am LIVING for it. Thank you for being here for those of us who need it. You guys are absolutely amazing ❤

[@rebeccaoliveira1691]

Honestly I agree with you 💯

[@Devalaous76]

Same

[@missdeadlyfangirl]

I don't know what it is about you guys, but you guys always release the songs I needed to hear when I needed to hear them. You've saved my life many times over the last few years, and I cannot thank you enough.

[@lafeaschronicle3218]

There good at that yeah

[@CitizenSoldier]

Appreciate you Julie 🫀

[@SparkyTM]

samee

[@BBPWI]

this

[@mimigaudin1978]

Sams

[@teknomouse830]

Thank you guys for all of these wonderful songs! Hope everyone has a wonderful day. Stay strong friends. Keep On;

[@CitizenSoldier]

Well said! 🫀

[@Kittyqueen87yeagirluwu]

I will thx

[@ThornWolf1]

I needed this right now. Sometimes existing is exhausting. Thank you for saying you're proud of all of is, those who are still continuing even when it feels like there isn't a point. You remind us that there is. We're proud of you, too.

[@CitizenSoldier]

Glad this song found you 🫀

[@theharshtruthoutthere]

@@remonagrubbs9787 To every soul OUT THERE: All prayers from Righteous SOULS aka Born again Christians, have power. Sinners prayers GOD hears not. Unless we REPENT and born again and LIVE HOLY, GOD hears none of our prayers. Prayers have power, but these must come from Changed hearts. Proverbs 15:29 The LORD is far from the wicked: but he heareth the prayer of the righteous. Psalms 119:155 “Salvation is far from the wicked: for they seek not thy statutes.” (Many souls(unsaved souls), believe falsely and pray in vain). Mankind is filled with UNSAVED SOULS (WICKED SINNERS). That`s why there`s a calling to REPENTANCE and to BORN AGAIN: Luke 5:32 I came not to call the righteous, but sinners to repentance. John 3:7 Marvel not that I said unto thee, Ye must be born again. Luke 13:3 I tell you, Nay: but, except ye repent, ye shall all likewise perish.

[@tinapoitevent7846]

I too needed this yet again! I asked for help due to my life being "too much" in just 1 short year & other times also but this time I feel like a failure & most all is through no fault of my own in any way, I'm hurting inside & out but don't wanna die! I'm blessed more than I deserve!💯🤍✌️

[@XxShade_FrostxX]

I have fallen back into that dark place and its only listening to these songs that have kept me breathing. Thank you Citizen soldier, you and your songs have saved me from my demons time and time again. If it weren't for you, I would have been dead long ago.

[@squirrlefv]

Your not alone my friend never forget that. You will always find someone my self included on these comments that will sit with you through your nightmares.

[@XxShade_FrostxX]

@squirrlefv Thanks, this comment means a lot. Every day is a struggle, but the citizen soldier community makes surviving worth it ❤️

[@jessiefleming4446]

How are you doing now?

[@XxShade_FrostxX]

@jessiefleming4446 Okay, I might feel better tomorrow, maybe worse? I don't know. My emotions just fluctuate a lot.

[@jessiefleming4446]

@@XxShade_FrostxX i get that

[@LauraCooper-nu1re]

Thank you so very much for this song. You expressed exactly how I'm feeling at this moment. Over two years of sacrificing all that I had and am to minister to others that need healing, and I've been left on the street with nothing for most of it, facing intensive persecution every day. Your words express exactly what that feels like and I appreciate that you willingly put them out there. God bless you and please keep being real. So tired of fake "Christian" encouragement from those in ivory towers.

[@youareenoughngp]

I'm sorry for your sacrifices, you are very strong and your life is precious, I wish you good healing! ❤

[@ElliottWard-nr7fp]

🤝 Stay strong! You're absolutely amazing! Also loved! ❤ Never give up hope. Life is too precious!

[@Jazmobley]

i hate that that's happening, from someone in a hard place aswell keep that faith to know, he will get you through its hard but so worth it ,I'm praying for you, Heavenly father we pray for @LauraCooper-nu1re that she receive the encouragement, that cover every dark thought and you don't let her drift away, but she become even more stronger through the defeats and tough days, even when she feels like giving up speak to her heart lord that it not about what we do but who we are, may she receive a moment of rest to recoup and know why see keeps going and that a smile on her face appear knowing that everything's going be alright and that she remember your God and that means to believe and may receive belief and may psalm 70 wash over her mind body soul and spirit Amen.

[@Jazmobley]

keep that belief strong and that prayer life ready you can do it i know you can so is everyone here. Take Care one sister to another

[@jules6735]

“Cause the hell in your head, will be nothing compared to the person it couldn’t kill” Such a beautiful way to end an amazing song!!! Most likely going to become my comfort song of choice for the next month

[@AyokaiW]

Waited for this song to release to share with my friend. They're in such a rough place right now and this'll hopefully lift their spirits a little. ❤

[@CitizenSoldier]

Sending hugs to your friend 🫀

[@ShockIIYoSystem]

Falling Floating Or Flying… Doing it alone hurts the most when I feel this uncertain about staying but one gave me all the love I never felt worthy of & I feel like I lost them…

[@Lilly-o4f1w]

I luv ur music and it literally describes all of me always and forever and I don't know if the citizen soldiers came apart at all but plz 🥺🥺🥺 stay together as a team as a family u never had music is my life and describes everything it also makes me happy and sad

[@Luumoth]

I'm literally crying right now... For some people living is a constant fight. And that's tiring.... I'm 33 yearrs old now and still can't believe I've made it this far... thank you guys so much for your music.

[@CitizenSoldier]

It's ok to cry 🫀 Sending hugs

[@BBPWI]

100% me too an same age here

[@brittanym.]

Same here! 33 and amazed to still be here.

[@Voron_Aggrav]

29 here, not that far behind you, also wondering how I managed to keep it going as long as I have so far, but still working every day to keep it going, life is exhausting, for some more than others

[@jessiefleming4446]

34 and i feel the same

[@MikMoen]

International Men's Day was earlier this week. I hope this song reached out to many of us that needed to hear it. I'm a Cancer Survivor, a lonely heartbroken sufferer, a Man without a plan or a gift. So if you're just like me, or treading darker waters than I can imagine, I'm proud of you for getting this far.

[@PoetTornado2022]

Omg I'm so proud of you for getting thru the hell that is Cancer. Seriously, that's so impressive!!

[@xargalakthe7thplanar326]

*bro hug* we are stronger together for there is strength in numbers

[@cookien8390]

"Some pain is just too much for words". I feel that in my soul. Thank you for putting words to our feelings.

[@ambrissakaminari6926]

The line "how many times have you counted the ways you could end it, cause you are tired of saving yourself" hit hard, I did that a few times when I fell into my darkest times it was mildly terrifying thinking back on it. Beautiful song thank you so much ❤️

[@CitizenSoldier]

Much love 🫀 Glad the music helps friend

[@karnetsnk8376]

Similar situation here, 3 times i were close, like real close. And i feel more are coming, though i am not sure i'll be able to stop one those.

[@MrNiccholas]

I stopped counting at 10. . .

[@ambrissakaminari6926]

@@karnetsnk8376 well, of you ever need to talk about anything I would be more then happy to listen. Just try and remember that once today is done you don't need to live through it again cause tomorrow will always differ. You can do this!

[@ambrissakaminari6926]

@@MrNiccholas yea I can hear you there that's about when I stopped counting too, if you ever want to talk about it I'll be here for you.

[@DragonSoul66]

I'm not gonna lie... I started crying to this song within 10 seconds. 'I'm Not Okay' was my personal favourite song for some time, then you just bump it off with this gorgeous piece. Wonderful from start to finish.

[@CitizenSoldier]

It's ok to cry 🫀

[@sergecarrillo6185]

Same.

[@ambrissakaminari6926]

Crying let's you know just how strong you are and have been. So let it out when you feel you can't hold back the tears anymore.

[@praweuekittiroj7669]

I cried too. All the words in this song hit me hard.

[@navini45]

Me too😢

[@mariagodskesen4602]

I swear, I was close to lose my fight, but this music is keeping me alive. It's like the medicine that the therapists never could, and never can give me. This type of music you give is like a welcoming to a home that many people dream of. The messages you give are those words I needed to hear for my whole life. Thank you for saving my life

[@constantinodecosta5767]

I’m proud of you for having the courage to speak up, I’m proud of you for having that inner strength to stand up and tell yourself that you are worthy.

[@DrunkinDonuts97]

You’re stronger than you give yourself credit for. Stay strong and keep marching forward. You are more than your past, mistakes made, and demons you’ve fought. You have so much more to give.

[@geordierowe1519]

I am there right now

[@sathra4036]

Having someone who can really relate tell you its okay to feel what you feel, with emotion and not just words, and to just keep trying is...cathartic. The shame and fear from fighting your own mind and hearing someone say "Accept it, but keep going. Just keep going, please." Quoting from the Stormlight Archive series, but the most important step isn't the first, its the second step. To just keep trying. Things will get better, then worse, then better again. But if you don't keep trying, you won't see those better days. Its okay to fail, to break, to have times when you feel weak and worthless. To pull yourself up and keep going is what's important. Don't let anyone, even yourself, tell you that your problems aren't worth worrying about. Its YOUR fight, your challenges. Just keep going, please.

[@Devilish_LoserSinging]

Thank you for keeping me alive through my worst

[@Radioactive_Rodent]

My daughter passed away she was 7 months old. Due to sids. I begged god for a sign she was ok and safe. I didn't know this song existed, and I had my phone screen off,i didnt touch anything, and in the middle of another song, this song played. I can't explain how I felt, i cried i cried so hard. but I think my baby was trying to tell me to stay alive for her. I don't know if Citizen Soldier will see this or anything else i write, but thank you, thank you for letting her talk to me In a way I understood. You gave me a reason to live after all this pain you gave me a reason to stay. I have severe depression and suicidal thoughts constantly i wake up everyday wishing i didnt. i have pain in places invisible to others and this song keeps me going it gives me hope. It gives me some sort of light in all this dark. Im tired of saving myself. im tired of existing. I cant cry anymore. Im tired of the pain. I dont dream. There are no more good days. i just want it to go away. Music is my outlet this song is one ill never stop listening to especially when i feel like this.

[@CynderShirakumo]

I'm so sorry, rest in peace beautiful angel, I hope your doing better sending hugs your way ❤️‍🩹

[@gregr1586]

This pain is immeasurable, incomparable, and devastating. I am deeply sorry for the loss of your little one. I would give you the biggest hug possible. Rest in peace, baby girl. I pray she knows her mother and father thinks about her constantly. I also pray that your mother and father doesn't let the pain win. Just know the pain is real. Don't shove the pain down too deep, and live the life you would want for her. It's okay to feel saddened. But when the Lord calls your name, you answer. Please don't let the pain win. No, i don't see your face, no I don't know your name. I'm a stranger at best. You have so much to live for. Allow the scars to heal but never forget. I love you, my friend.

[@mybraintumorlife]

Dear Lord, I humbly ask you to heal the broken heart. Restore, give a reason to live. A reason that reminds every day how great you are. In Jesus name. Amen✝️

[@a-damn.g4654]

One day i'm healing.. next day i'm breaking again both days i'm not giving up though thank you so much for this amazing emotional song! :)

[@rebeccaoliveira1691]

I agree with you my friend. I felt this way too

[@anonymousguardian2267]

"I'm so proud of you for getting this far", this hit hard. Now, the next question is "Can i go further? How far?"

[@tinatvarelashvili643]

It's hard to suffer from mental illnesses and not being able to explain. Amazing song with amazing words. Impatient to hear song about ocd too❤ 💜

[@CitizenSoldier]

Well said Tina 🫀

[@herrice3227]

I live for the day someone says, "I'm proud of you for getting so far."

[@naotokamigire-terumi9912]

I'm proud of you for getting so far! 🤘🏾

[@herrice3227]

@naotokamigire-terumi9912 Thank you. That was incredibly kind! I hope to make everyone else proud too. 🙏

[@naotokamigire-terumi9912]

@@herrice3227 Drink water!

[@TowardsTheMoon880]

Im so proud of you. Youve gone so far. ❤

[@herrice3227]

@TowardsTheMoon880 Thank you. 😊 I hope to go even further!

[@budchumplaylists6148]

I've healed from my mental issues a while ago, I wish I'd found this band sooner. It makes me cry, listening to these lyrics. I really hope it helps anyone and everyone that is suffering. Know that you are loved, live on, friends😊

[@olm8829]

Thanks for support! I am going through tough times with my depression, and music from Citizen Soldier, NF, Ren, Linkin Park and other artists who sing about mental health problems really helps to hold on and step away from the edge sometimes.

[@Strangerequestrian5938]

I didn’t know I could click on a video that fast! Thank you I was going to attempt tonight but heard this song and am crying on the floor right now thank you for all you do not just for me for everyone out there who are going thru the same thing I am.

[@CitizenSoldier]

Sending hugs friend 🫀 We gotta keep holding on

[@Strangerequestrian5938]

@@CitizenSoldier thank you so much. Your music has been there for me in my darkest hour. I am so thankful to have found you.😊

[@martijn8537]

You keep going stranger. I believe in you!

[@Strangerequestrian5938]

@@martijn8537 thank you 🙏🏻

[@vallieretempest]

Thank you so much guys. You've helped me throughout my melancholic ocean, I relate to every word you sing in every song you release 😢❤ I love y'all so much and more support.🤞✨🥺

[@user-r1234t]

Same here

[@necrozma-332]

Same here I hope your doing well 😉

[@lucettaalexander]

God this song is amazing. The beautiful lyrics, the emotion in the vocals, the message, everything. This song definitely is one of my favourites now, and it needs to be shared. Can’t wait to hear more from you guys! 💙

[@CitizenSoldier]

Appreciate the feedback Lucetta 🫀

[@MelodyJulien-k3y]

life has been so hard at school. That it wants me to stop with all of the fake, and your songs are really motivating. Any one with a bully, know that YOU MATTER, and that there are still people who like you be here today, whether their telling you in person or just mentally thinking that. Please keep fighting like I am today.💛

[@charathedemon5939]

Sometimes, if you can't live for yourself, live for others.

[@CitizenSoldier]

Stronger for somebody else 🫀

[@Austin_BlueNight_official]

I'm only alive today for my daughter and my boyfriend

[@Seraphic.Sapphire]

Exactly! I’m doing this now….🤍

[@alanthornthwaite9509]

Was going to make my own comment but I saw this and could not have said it better myself!

[@WispsShadow]

Well me personally, right now, I have to live for myself and work on myself, like my weight and health. Because I can't keep thinking about when in my life others will care for me. Hopefully my energies I put into myself will attract the right people to my life and I can care and love them equally and they will do the same for me.

[@nakaharaaki6486]

Every single time i feel urge to end it - you guys release song and push me to not give up on me. I've cried a lot of tears while listening to your songs and this tears were the tears of healing. thank you.

[@CitizenSoldier]

It's ok to cry 🫀

[@ryansparks2359]

Same thing here. First found them in a rough moment and it saved me. Then other songs comes out at just the proper moment that I need them in my life. Music touches my soul, like it was written about me.

[@iam_miss_star]

Omg 😭😩😭 his voice at the end. now that was definitely a gift. this whole song is everything! this is truly what i needed to hear. the message is very strong & powerful. the whole world needs to hear this. ♥️👏🏻♥️‼️ @2:44

[@CitizenSoldier]

Glad the music helps 🫀

[@iam_miss_star]

@@CitizenSoldier ♥️♥️ It's been on constant repeat 🔁 all day. 🫀

[@BBPWI]

straight up goosebumps

[@kennethmccormick902]

I really needed this song right now...I really did..thank you so much guys.. seriously.. you're saving lives 💞

[@thestrongproject]

Atheist personally, but you do you

[@XxKillerWolfxXG]

Im Not Even An Adult, Yet I Understand The Lyrics, Ive Been In That Place Multipull Times, And Everytime I Was, Your Songs Have Helped Me Through It, Thank You-

[@Loyd4798]

Same I’m there rn I just got out but I’m slowly going back in I have ideas and plans but I don’t know how to do them

[@jessiefleming4446]

The first attempt I made on my life was at 8 years old. You aren't alone. When I was 15 I jumped off a bridge but my brother pulled me back by the backpack I was wearing. At 26 I lost my 2nd mom. At 27, I lost my only son. I've lived most of my life on the edge. I'm 34 now and have made it this far. You're going to make it. Take it from someone whose spent most of their life in that space.

[@FaeTomioka]

I'm also really glad I made it this far. Love this new song. Made me cry my eyes out. Was needed. Keep holding on little butterflies. We got this ❤

[@jacobstowe2371]

I didnt think i could love a CS song more, this song had me in tears and im not ashamed to admit it, this is by FAR my favorite song of yours, this is absolutely amazing, keep up the outstanding work CS 💙

[@CitizenSoldier]

Much love Jacob 🫀

[@wrightfamily7381]

I don't know if you'll ever read this. Jake, but most of your songs have saved my life and this one is no exception. So if you ever read this, thank you for everything and I'll do my best to keep holding on because of your kind words

[@CitizenSoldier]

Keep holding on friend 🫀 We're in this together

[@wrightfamily7381]

@@CitizenSoldier thank you so much. Ever since my brother died last month, it's been a tough ride, especially with my other brother acting like a jerk. I used to make a little cuts of my arms with my nails. Wanted to do that again but then I remembered pain is only temporary

[@___.Ana.___]

I love how all these songs always tell a story while also telling us that it will be worth it to keep going. The little lines like "I'm so proud of you for getting this far," "I'm a stranger at best, but please don't second guess," and "If you're hearing this song its a gift, a reason to live" just make me feel so much better and so much worse at the same time. It makes me cry, but makes me feel like life is worth living. Thank you for telling me and all the others to keep trying. Some of us may not have still been here today without it.

[@StViciousVampire]

"I'm so proud of you for getting this far." I needed that today. Thank you😭❤

[@FrankensteinLover]

These Songs hit home so Hard and your ability to write Lyrics and speak to our Wounded Souls is unbelievable. #LongLiveCitizenSoldier

[@orphancloud1132]

I just realized that at 1:24 the piano is in time with the heartbeat.

[@BtBguitargirl]

Yea me too

[@djmagikkal]

This was suggested to me while listening to the song “Gandi - Lugata” 👍👍

[@JoyfulJewel23]

My life means nothing to anyone. People just continually bypass me, continually break their word to me. Someone always takes more precedence over me. Will I ever belong? 43.. so now I know I never will. Undervalued. No one sees how I support them.

[@Kittyguirl]

'your not the only one that is feeling like this' a simple sentence but has made me feel more confident and less alone

[@angel.age54]

'Cause some pain is too much for words' definitely hit hard😢... 'Would anyone care' is now my official #2. This song really top it. Keep up the amazing songwriting Citizen Soldier!

[@jjfrenzy789]

What’s number 1?

[@angel.age54]

@@jjfrenzy789 #1 was originally Would Anyone Care but now it's this

[@rosetomlinson3202]

I been going through this since I was 12.I’m almost 50 now.this song is exactly how I feel 😢❤

[@Kev28and3]

I actually don't have depression but I found you guys and loved your songs. You guys can touch the heart in different ways.❤️🤩

[@CitizenSoldier]

Glad you found us 🫀 Welcome to the fam

[@eloinpuga]

Showoff... (jk)

[@Dethrider87]

i wont lie, your songs make me break down, and in a strange way i love it. they hit so hard that some days i feel like they were written for the hell that my life has slowly turned into over the years.. and you actually replying to my emails, it means so much to me... i honestly look up to you guys, and have so much respect for you and what your doing...

[@driftracingchampion123jace4]

I absolutely love your guy’s music if I am ever feeling really down or have had a bad day I have you guys to turn to. To Make my days a little better. So keep the songs coming. And keep up the great work.

[@nadineobviously5878]

Same❤

[@duchessofpotatoland]

Such a word of encouragement. I had teary eyes listening to this. Thank you. Each comeback, you guys never once disappppint. Love from Indonesia!

[@fluffybunny0124]

Halo bro

[@indiannaamers8847]

Your music has helped a nation an I thankyou for the words you sing an once I found Ur music I finally started fixing myself so you helped me an so many more people with your music an i love how you put emotion into every word you sing❤❤❤

[@CitizenSoldier]

Appreciate those words 🫀

[@indiannaamers8847]

@@CitizenSoldier yet again I thank you

[@AxelRisesAgain91]

Just hearing that "I'm so proud of you for getting this far" had me crying. I didn't know how much I needed to hear that until I did. Thank you so much for all that you do, and the music that you create. It's gotten me through some terrible times, and helped me to hang on to fight another day.

[@Simi_V_99]

you guys are seriously saving lives with your music...I'm so grateful to find you...thank you so much for your hard work and words ❤ be happy and healthy

[@FeliciaLovesYou]

I always listen to this song when I feel down, and it has helped me a lot with my mental health.

[@CastorCaelestis]

I broke down in tears hearing this song... you haven't disappointed in reaching us with your words.

[@xxandrewkunxx]

You guys are the reason Im living..

[@CitizenSoldier]

Sending hugs 🫀

[@stevenkaravass9048]

Ive been going through depression and anxiety for 8 years and honestly these beautiful songs have help me out so much and im still here 🥺😭❤️

[@nadineobviously5878]

Im so proud of u❤

[@joetaylor9051]

I truly needed this literally almost quit waiting on the tracks for the train but I wanted to hear 1 more song before silence takes me,this was the first song in my KZbin, just thank you i needed hope...thank you

[@ThatDeadBakka]

Having to take the role of tower of strength.. I rarely have someone who can rebuild me.... And help me keep from falling.... This song is.... Incredible... It somehow makes me feel stronger... Makes me want to push forward with my friends with me.. Thank you Jake.... .your music made me believe again..

[@megc1241]

Ive been struggling a lot lately and this could not have come at a better time. Im just going to play it on repeat for a bit. Thank you for another beautiful song for my playlists 💜💙

[@stardapanda8916]

this song is so amazing. this song hits really close to home. i'd be lying if i said it didn't make me cry. reminds me of "Found." in some ways. like, the message behind it. thank you guys so damn much for your music. you have no idea how many people are still alive because of your songs.

[@starflowershower1299]

I don't usually write comments but I wanted to thank you for this song. It made me cry after the first sentences and right now it gives me the feeling of safety? I don't know how to explain it but it's nice to know that I'm not the only one fighting. Furthermore I really needed to hear this song right now I guess haha. To everyone who read this far: I wish you the best and please don't forget that you're not alone. I hope you'll get through whatever you're facing right now because even when I don't know you I think you deserve to be happy. I'm happy that you're still alive and I'm proud of you, I really mean it.

[@brittanym.]

Safety is a great word for it! When I think safety I think the feeling of being understood, cared for, and validated especially when we're in a very vulnerable place. 🙂 You're also not alone friend, and I'm proud of you too!

[@Missyheath5]

1:09 I just want that to go away thank you citizen soldier your songs have saved a life mine 💔 your songs have really helped me with my wandering if anyone would really care so thanks ❤️‍🩹

[@KodaKitten333]

This song got my crying on the bus first time i heard it thank you CS for not only helping me getting through high school but helping my mom getting over the passing of two animals 🖤🥀

[@MWolfe]

This song has saved my life a few times now. Thank you so much.

[@Xxxwolf_bloodxxX]

Listened to this with head phones and thought of my hubby, thank you for this beautiful song❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤ love y'all🫂🫂🫂

[@QueenNiaUTube]

Your band, and your music is what’s keeping me alive. This is the lowest I’ve ever been and I’m so grateful there’s songs like this one out there. I hope you realise how many people you’ve helped with your music. Your band is so underrated. Keep making music

[@thatsnaturalohyeah]

Hang in there. You matter so much. You are an original masterpiece. Keep fighting. I have paranoid schizophrenia. I battle voices daily. This music calms me down. I have there latest one ICU.❤

[@sephiraskye9606]

I can’t even find the words of gratitude that I found this song on Instagram last month because I was so damn close to losing my battle and listening to this song on an endless repeat loop is keeping me going right now.

[@rocknjock872]

This artist just brought tears to my eyes. As a gift, my uncle bought me a Christian book that came with a necklace. I didn't wear the necklace but my older brother did. He never took it off. In November 2000, he died in a car accident. The doctors tied the necklace to his shoes before handing his belongings to my parents. I remember removing the necklace and putting it on. I didn't take it off except to shower for 6 years until I misplaced it one day. A college roommate found it and returned it to me. From then on I never took it off for 4 more years until the pendent just fell off one day while walking around college. The necklace was one of those rope necklaces. I never saw it again. Years after, I tried looking for another, but the necklace came with a book which I no longer had, and could not remember the book's title. Today, I was listening to this song in the background before reopening the page to pause and I paused it at 1:20. I saw "it's a gift" with that yellow background, and a small image of the book came to mind but still couldn't remember the title. I began searching "it's a gift, God's gift, yellow book," and there it was. I saw the book on many sites but found one, with one left in stock that had the necklace with it. Tears came from my eyes and I bought it immediately. Thank you Citizen Soldier.

[@ARC-0606]

I'm glad you were able to find it again. Might I ask is the book worth it to read?

[@Okramlez]

i can belive every time i have depresions atacks i run into this song to remember that i need to keep breading for my kid and my wife

[@BubbleTea002]

Every time I listen to one of your songs, I get amazed at how relatable they are. Your songs come from the heart and go straight to the hearts of whoever listens to them. Another great song right there!💙

[@CitizenSoldier]

Glad the music helps Anna 🫀

[@amber_lynn98]

Literally laying here bawling. Just turned midnight and is now birthday and I'm feeling the weight of getting older a lot heavier this year. I needed this song. Thank you. So much.

[@filipgorski1048]

Already crying hearing this, another too good, hard hitting song, keep it up Guys❤. Love it.

[@CitizenSoldier]

It's ok to cry 🫀

[@paulakroetsch303]

I’m stuck in that dark place in my mind again, and your songs strangely help me, helps me feel like I’m not alone, like I still have a reason

[@bookprincess13]

Lyrics: How many nights have you waited for someone to care Thinking dying is what you deserve Like a sad song that no one seems to understand 'Cause some pain is just too much for words No, I don't know your name No, I can't see your face But I've been to that place in the dark So in case you just needed to hear someone say I'm so proud of you for getting this far So if you're feeling like dying No tears left for crying Alone at the edge of a cliff If you're so sick of fighting The monsters you're hiding And wondering if you would be missed You're not the only one that's feeling likе this If you're hearing this song it's a gift A reason to livе A reason to live How many times have you reached out for anyone's hand From the depths of your personal hell? And then counted the ways you could end all your pain 'Cause you're so tired of saving yourself I'm a stranger at best but please don't second guess All the hope that you hear in my voice This is not some cliché, promise you if you stay Someday you'll see that you were well worth that choice So if you're feeling like dying No tears left for crying Alone at the edge of a cliff If you're so sick of fighting The monsters you're hiding And wondering if you would be missed You're not the only one that's feeling like this If you're hearing this song it's a gift What a beautiful truth that a human can choose To become more than just what they feel 'Cause the hell in your head will be nothing compared To the person that it couldn't kill

[@Kev28and3]

Why do you have the lyrics when its a lyric vid?

[@tiffanysmith490]

​@@Kev28and3bc some people like seeing all the lyrics in one place to visualize the flow of the song better.

[@Kev28and3]

@@tiffanysmith490 Oh, I get it now. Thanks

[@MsSpooke]

@@Kev28and3 also sometimes the visuals in the video can be too much on people's eyes.

[@BreakingBadEdits2008]

I haven't even listened to over a minute of the song, but it's already amazing ❤️❤️❤️

[@CitizenSoldier]

Good to hear 🫀

[@FrostyFyre]

Nothing brings the tears like Citizen Soldier’s heartfelt songs. Just hearing these messages of understanding, hope, and strength from someone like Jake who’s been there and done that already means so much to me. “I’m proud of you for getting this far”, right back at you Jake.

[@AlysonBate]

Another beautiful song with a message so many need to hear. You find a way to articulate what is so hard to put into words. ; So powerful. 💙 Thank you.

[@blockade90]

I am going through a real difficult period of my life right now, and this song saved me. Your words are what I needed to hear. I really mean that.

[@briannanicole4805]

Citizen solder gets me more than my own family and friends. Thank you so much citizen solder. Y'all have literally saved my life. Thank you so much.

[@carobelli]

I'm crying right now... This just hits so close to home again. I'm so glad I'm able to hear this, to still be here, to have overcome my darkest days... You once again made me realize that it's a good thing I'm still alive and you're giving this feeling to so many more people and for all of your words I'll be forever greatfull ❤ thank you ❤

[@limey3272]

Amazing as always guys

[@CitizenSoldier]

Glad to hear that 🫀

[@cheriegreene2897]

I'm currently battling terminal stage 4 bile duct cancer & the song has given me so many reasons "TO LIVE" 🙏 So I thank you from the top of my heart 💜

[@michellehead7388]

My friend sent this to me, it's a wonderful song so I'm glad that it was made because it's really beautiful. ❤

[@TheHero0538]

This song really was a gift to me. I've been struggling for a while now with not just depression, but other personal problems of losing friends, financial problems, things breaking down in my house and whatever else may come up in the near future. This song was a genuine gift, because I was just playing songs through a random spotify playlist when 2 of your guys' songs came up one after another, the first one being "Talk Me Down" followed by this one. It genuinely made me tear up, because I too didn't have any tears left for crying. I will continue to try my best to keep going and this song will 100% be one of the reasons why. Genuinely thank you from the bottom of my heart for making this song.

[@MaxMarshall139]

The first time I heard this song, I almost had a mental breakdown. It really explains how I am feeling based on how I live. Thank you so much this hits home for me. Please keep up the amazing work Citizen Soldier. You rock.

[@azwlfboy]

Lyrics torn from my soul made into reality with your gift. Thank you for this my friend. Beautifully done.

[@gemmaharmonia6609]

Those last lines hit me in a way I never thought something could. This entire song feels like a sequel to Bedroom Ceiling and I think it’s truly amazing that any of us made it this far. Maybe we’ll make it further. Thank you truly

[@deathforever1533]

I've always been alone. I have tried to reach out but it always fell on deaf ears. I normally never cry but this song broke me. Im glad I found this song. I never knew how badly I needed to hear all that.

[@davery2201]

Thank you for this song. I've never reached this point in my life so far, but sometimes, it feels like it would be better for everyone if I just walked away, so I can't drag them down anymore.

[@Xenoshout]

"no tears left for crying" so real

[@mml01]

You guys are so amazing. I can not express this enough. Thank you for these songs that I think most of us can relate to on some level. We're all struggling and fighting the same fight and we think we are alone in it yet we're not. 🙏💙

[@CitizenSoldier]

We're in this together Michelle 🫀 Much love

[@randibledsoe8686]

Sitting here in tears i feel so much comfort in hearing these words, seems like you read into my heart. Feeling better knowing I'm not alone in these feelings... thank you for speaking to my heart. ❤

[@EmilyPeterson-st4cb]

Citizen soldier have wrote songs the people that have disorders and have experienced trauma that other haven't been through. I love that they have shown a different light on those who gone through so much pain and I can relate to that. Thank you citizen soldier for writing songs that show what other are going through. May god bless your souls.

[@june4976]

"Wondering if you'd be missed" - that takes me back to a time - fortunately - long gone. This is a great song. Thank you.

[@M-O-K-O-I]

I just kinda wanted to let you know that every single one of these hits exactly the spot. it's like you're wording what i am feeling, with every single release. there hasn't been one i haven't cried to so far. Thank you for these gifts. We love you.

[@Joshua_owen003]

Amazing songs as always thanks citizen soldier 💛

[@CitizenSoldier]

🫀

[@teroyagi]

For once i feel like i have a reason to live now. This song brought me to tears because i felt like im actually being talked to by someone who understands me.... Thank you for giving me hope, Thank you for saving my life....

[@Nevi_A10]

Been going through a lot mentally as of late! Listening to your music has literally saved my life. You are the voice of the voiceless like me. I’m going to get a tattoo that says L;ve. But the ; is separated to look like it says live and love but in one word. Because I learned that there is no life without love and no love without living. I am a survivor and deserve to wear it on my skin.