Citizen Soldier - Stronger Than My Storm (Official Lyric Video)

Living with demons doesn’t make you weak, it proves your strength over them.
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[@batsylamancha3845]

Back in 1998 when I was 2 years old, I was in a carbon monoxide accident and on the way to the hospital in the ambulence I died. They had to resuscitate me. I ended up in a coma after that. The doctors told my parents that I wasn't going to survive the night, but I did. They said that I was never going to wake up from my coma though. But I did. And then they said I was going to be a vegetable the rest of my life. But I started being able to talk and move again. And then they told my parents that they were witnessing a miracle. But because of the brain damage, I had severe short term memory loss. I was in special Ed classes at school. I always forgot what my locker combination was and was always late to class, and where my assigned seat was and other kids would make fun of me. I failed so many classes because I couldn't remember what I was taught.Nobody understood that I couldn't remember things, so they either took advantage of that, made fun of me or thought I was weird and stayed away. Some of the bullying was physical. It was very lonely, and as I grew up, I got extremely pessimistic and angry about everything. I was very mistrusting and hated people. Just in general. Everything everyone said to me was somehow about me, at least I thought, and I took things way too personally. It got to the point where I was having terrible mood swings and panic attacks and I had to see a therapist for a few years, who did absolutely nothing for me. I was thinking about suicide quite a bit at that time. In 2018, I was getting these terrible headaches and blacking out. I don't remember most of what happened. But I remember waking up in a hospital. I had a brain tumor, and apparently had been diagnosed in 2014 and they never told us, but it was in my records. I went through five brain surgeries, was bed bound collectively for around two and a half weeks, I was weak so it was hard walking and doing physical therapy when it was time to try, but I was stubborn and I wanted to be out of the hospital. I did get p!ssed off alot because I had to ask permission to do things and I needed people to do things for me. And after I came home, I was still pretty bed-bound and sleeping sucked because I had to sleep sitting up. But, that tumor ended up being the best thing that happened to me though. My personality completely changed and the damage from the carbon monoxide had started disappearing. I started to remember things passed a certain amount of time that I wouldn't have before. My short-term memory loss is for the most part gone, and I almost never notice it. I can think more clearly too. I don't get mood swings anymore and I'm not negative all time. I have forgotten quite a bit of my past, but that's alright. When I do remember things, it doesn't feel like it happened to me, but someone else whose eyes I was looking through. I don't know how to explain that. But I'm happy, and I'm glad that everything happened the way it did and that I came out on the other side of it. Anyway, this song hits home for me alot, especially "stronger than my storm"

[@FutureAviator481]

Dang I wish you good luck How does this only have 4 likes

[@tinycoinfromholland1391]

Wow! I am sorry you had to go through all of that, but I am glad you were lucky enough to be able to recover even when everyone thought you wouldn't. I wish you the best of luck! 😁

[@DinoDays703]

So many artists these days make music people want to hear but you guys make music people need to hear.

[@YaYa-hq9kt]

Yes, and I love artists like this. So many people push albums and songs with lyrics and music people want to hear, but can never seem to put out music they NEED to hear. And when people do, they seem to be kinda pushed into the back of the music world...unheard by many...

[@CitizenSoldier]

Thanks 💜!

[@shadowhawk4164]

You have no idea how much that is true, sorry if that didn’t make sense 😀

[@shadowhawk4164]

@@YaYa-hq9kt So true I don’t have any words, sorry if that was offensive and sorry if that didn’t make sense but thank you for this, it is just so true

[@barkiislam2441]

@@CitizenSoldier bbbbbyuk

[@PandastcASMR]

The semi-colon (;) was actually my first ever tattoo I ever got. It was for something called Project Semicolon. The basic gist was: In basic punctuation and sentence structure, you’re supposed to END your sentences with periods(.), and then begin the next sentence. Ex - The dog is on the porch. Then, the dog ate his food. However, you can use a semicolon to “pause” in a sentence. It’s technically ending the sentence without ending it if that makes sense. In this case, *your LIFE is the sentence*. So instead of “ending your sentence (life)” with a period, you take a pause, ; , and really reflect and decide if what you’re about to do is really worth it. I hate my life (period). [Death] *OR* I hate my life ; but I’m going to be stronger than my storm! 💪 Best decision of my life. Keep up the amazing work guys. I don’t believe in your god, but I don’t need to know good music when I hear it! Wishing you that more success comes your way!

[@shamalow1819]

Im looking into having the same tatoo, my sister have it and my mom do too 😌

[@kevinoneill8158]

I don't have the tatt but my story has more semicolons then i care to admit

[@christopherglaze0404]

My first tattoo was also a semicolon tattoo along with the words my story isn't over. It's on my left wrist. That way I see it every day as I remember to keep going. To know that my story is still being written. To everyone who feels the same. Keep your heads up and keep fighting

[@Random_Fanatic]

Isn't it also the symbol for being bipolar?

[@kevinoneill8158]

@@Random_Fanatic It's used to symbolize mental illness in general that can cause you to feel suicidal if I remember correctly, It means just take a breath and think which I know doesn't sound good when said but yeah.

[@mariascott9101]

I’m having a citizen soldier marathon because it’s so relatable

[@buddermastr]

A scar is proof you're stronger than what tried to break you

[@CitizenSoldier]

💜!

[@brisecho1488]

You said it. That's the truth right there.

[@jayemsea4742]

That is sure the truth!🏆

[@aaddss9846]

I will be that guy. Technically it means you were weaker but healed. Cause you know... you DID get injured. I'll see myself out now. Have a good day.

[@shadowhawk4164]

@@CitizenSoldier thank you so much for this song, you have no idea how much it helps, you most definitely never make a bad song, so sorry if that didn’t make sense but again thank you🙂, sorry if that’s the wrong emoji

[@BlueTextingStories]

"I refuse to believe the liar in my head", this lyric hit hard you know? When I was younger, my father always said to me, "You did nothing more than the obligation." Imagine an 8-year old kid hearing this almost every day. It was hard, really hard. Every day this voice said to me, "you're not good enough". I started cutting myself when I was 13 and stopped at 14. How f*cked is the world for this to happen right? If it wasn't for my school and my best friend, I would not be here writing this. Even though I started this thanks to my father, I don't blame him. He was raised the same way. I have 13 scars, located on my arms, but also have multiple inside my head. And I'm proud to show them because this means that I survived this storm. Citizen Soldier, from the heart, you are the best band I listen to. I really hope the best for all of you. You don't know how much these songs of yours impact, at least me. Sometimes, these voices in my head appear, and sometimes they almost break me, but then I listen to you. You guys always make my day better. Thank you so much for everything you guys do! You guys are heroes! My heroes!

[@CitizenSoldier]

You're a warrior. Much love 💜!

[@Only_-_Yours]

Oh dear .. you are a great warrior, keep being strong and proud of yourself .. It's ok to be weak sometimes and it's ok to cry your heart out .. But you are a *phoenix* you always rise from the ashes .. Amazing how you're able not to blame him and being forgiving .. that takes a lot of courage and strength .. hats off ♥️♥️♥️

[@RogueT-Rex8468]

That took guts to talk about that kind of thing- even online. Respect.

[@coreybenning39]

Hey, you got this now it's your turn to make it your bitch

[@plushie_chickenhen2573]

That’s so sweet and I’m so happy for you! Please don’t hurt yourself ever again! I know it’s very tempting when people hurt you but you are special and amassing have a swell day!!!

[@noodletin7090]

“A semicolon saved my life ... I refuse to be defined by what I almost did that night.” Every song hits harder than home I honestly bawled when the semicolon got mentioned as it literally did become a symbol of everything I’m fighting for

[@CitizenSoldier]

💜!

[@indoorsandout3022]

Same. I wear a semicolon bracelet... Trying to find a good tattoo artist to get some ink therapy in my new location. I want a dragon gripping the semicolon.

[@MorganGamer3]

@@indoorsandout3022 ooh that sounds awesome ! Red dragon with it's wings spread and it's body curled whilst gripping the semicolon.

[@indoorsandout3022]

@@MorganGamer3 Blue dragon. I hallucinated a blue asian type dragon was breaking the branch when I tried to hang myself. So it has that sort of meaning to me. He was probably the spirit of the stream I was at. Dunno.

[@MorganGamer3]

@@indoorsandout3022 Ahh okay. yea that would be cool.

[@howlphantomwolf]

"And I refuse to be defined by what I almost did that night." God, that line will never *not* hit. Love this song.

[@GrumpyMillennial94]

The lyric "I refuse to be defined by what I almost did that night" hit my soul man. I recently was put into a dark space. I have scars on my wrist but I almost did take my own life. Your music gives me hope. Thank you. And yes I'm holding back tears as I write this. Much love and respect for you guys.

[@CitizenSoldier]

💜!

[@abigailb50]

this is awesome!

[@gajeel-of-ironredfox3350]

keep rolling, moose. i have been there too. you got this

[@biankaovsepian-pataki7226]

I’m so happy you did not take your life. I don’t know you, but I know you have so mich to give before the time comes. And that time is sonfar yet

[@comradeeverclear4063]

Never lose sight of the fact that you are a soldier of light. This is why darkness pushes against us the hardest, but we will survive, because we aren't just stronger than the storm, we ARE the storm.

[@Josie-Lass]

You guys never disappoint. Each song is better than the last. Never lose that essence.🥰🥰

[@CitizenSoldier]

Appreciate that 💜!

[@Kidagakash.12]

I totally agree with you

[@sanjidaafrin7023]

Exactly my opinion 😊

[@legacyblack4308]

I mean there bot wrong in the slightest sense of the word. I mean when Hallelujah came out I instantly fell i live with it and it's my fav to this day i recommended and talk about almost every single day. And this one is fucking amazing especially sence i had just gotten back from a Mental hospital less then a week ago for an suicide attempt and hearing this song is just perfect you guys help all of us out in different ways for everyone and of course there are going to be haters and I'm pretty sure you womt see t bu is or let alone reason to me but I'm here to say for all of us who are fans that you should never listen to the haters in the slightest YOU GUYS ROCK!! *pun intended* XD We all love you keep up the good work guys

[@arasoran8642]

yn

[@stephaniefox319]

Struggling with a deep depression I've never had before. Citizen soldier has been so helpful. Please keep making music. We need you! ❤

[@CitizenSoldier]

Appreciate you Stephanie 💜!

[@stephaniefox319]

@@CitizenSoldier I appreciate you! ❤

[@Braidedheart]

*offers a hug* you are beautiful and unconditionally loved! You are stronger than this depression ~i believe in you!

[@SolomonSage]

then get counseling

[@anthrax1980]

Indeed.... we need more songs like this... thank you....

[@tammyc2699]

"A semi-colon saved my life". I was there. At the brink of suicide. And I fought. This song speaks so powerfully to the strength we find to go on. I needed this song this week and shared it.❤

[@lisamcconnell9657]

I'm glad you are still here . My nephew committed suicide at 21..

[@emeraldsangel1979]

When I was 15 I put a gun in my mouth The only reason I'm here today is because that safety was on I now have the Semicolon on my ankle and along with my grandpa's hand writing I still struggle with my storm but I made a promise that I will always come out alive

[@secretsecret9164]

"I refuse to be defined by what I almost did that night" hit me WAY harder than I was ready for. every song you guys put out is a masterpiece I swear

[@CitizenSoldier]

💜!

[@nidhogthenibbler3609]

Do not let the pressure crush you. Learn to swim in the blackest waters of depression and pain, and you will never break when the light passes.

[@Nix1280]

I love that 💜

[@CitizenSoldier]

Well said 💜!

[@saralackey]

SInce the age of 14 I've been battling with my mental health. Now, at the age of 41, I look back at my battles and the scars left from them. ALL of your songs have explained each chapter of my life. The semi colon is what touched me the most. Project Semicolon is not known as much as it should be. You guys have really honored Amy's memory and mission. You are the voices so many teens need to hear when so much negativity and fear in our world. May God bless you all and those you love.

[@charlieshores9161]

Knowing the demons that I carry and knowing that they ALMOST won but I will always be stronger. I cannot thank you enough. I love every song you put out.

[@jesusfan4life546]

Amen and keep fighting

[@StumblingKhan69]

"I wear my battle scars with pride." You right, I do.

[@CitizenSoldier]

💜!

[@georgemunteanu7904]

Me: every band have a bad song Citizen Soldier: sorry we don't do that Me: fair enough Another banger just added to my playlist

[@CitizenSoldier]

Thanks George! 🙏🏻🖤

[@jessicawei4776]

xD

[@esfeigenbaum]

No kidding

[@winter4365]

As I sit here, husband passed out of pain Pills again. I am so tired. These songs help me breathe until I have the strengh to move.

[@pinky262009]

I doubt citizen solider will read this but thank you. I suffer with anxiety and depression but I’ve never been able to explain my emotions it’s very hard for me but you songs allow to kind of see how I feel and have saved me a lot so thank you for being a really good band and writing music like this.

[@jorgemtz88]

I'm like you and I feel the same. Let's keep fighting

[@MasumiSeike]

Just woke up.. 6am feeeling like shit... this makes my day just a little better. One song at a time.. one step more to standing up.. one step to a day where I hopefully can work.

[@CitizenSoldier]

Hope you feeling better 💜!

[@MasumiSeike]

@@CitizenSoldier better than the last two days with just laying in bet mostly fo sure... will see how the day goes by, this gave me some new power to feed off from.

[@madilynn_rocky2644]

i hope your day gets better soon :)

[@the_eternal_darkness_8436]

Hope your day gets better! Stay strong!

[@laurazucchiatti8761]

Hope that you'll feel better as you'll get better ❤️

[@Nightwave-if1hy]

Only when you pass through the darkness can you truly begin to appreciate the light. When we endure the storms in our lives, our character can be forged and we can be made into better people. Love the message in the music!

[@CitizenSoldier]

Thanks 💜!

[@shadowhawk4164]

So true Nightwave, also I love your name it’s amazing, sorry if this didn’t make sense

[@laurengalvez5631]

Today for a warm-up, I was asked by my teacher to write about our favorite music artists and why do you like their music and stuff like that. It was an easy answer of stuff like”One of my favorite artist is Citizen Soldier and I was answering a question of why do you like their music? And I answered that “It gave me and other people hope to live and breathe another day, week, month, and year”, but I didn’t realize until leaving the zoom what exactly I had wrote. I wrote it down subconsciously. I wasn’t really paying attention to what I wrote until afterwards when I realized that I forgot to add in how long I have been listening to Citizen Soldier for x amount of years and was re-reading it. It hit me hard that I wrote that without knowing that I had wrote it. I don’t know how to interpret this information.

[@zar6304]

"The Proof is stitched in my scars" (the work I put in to save a life. One very...very close to me I even managed to put a ring on them) "I've come to understand , that tragedy's is a second chance" (lost the one I got those scars for but they left me something that would help me pull though) "I found myself through the dark" (that last thing they gave me helped me find my way out of a dark time) "now I'm stronger than my storm" (me looking back on that time and remembering the good times and the drive I now have to just make people smile to just hopefully improve their day) For me these lines hit the hardest because of the emotional impact they have on me. You guys put a little more light on a dark side of my past and I thank you for that.

[@georgevandygriff9343]

God, so many lyrics that I can relate to in this song were many of the emotions I felt after my older brother killed himself when I was 16. I'm 19 now and still proving that I am stronger than my storm. Thank you guys so much for providing such a great anthem!

[@CitizenSoldier]

Thanks George 💜!

[@Unknown11579]

That's sad but good thing your alive

[@Unknown11579]

Keep proceeding your dreams never give up

[@ambrissakaminari6926]

Even though none of you may read this, I want to say you guys have really helped get me out of a very dark place... Please keep on making these masterpiece. Thank you for sharing your art with us!😊

[@CitizenSoldier]

Always. Thanks for supporting us 🖤🙏🏻

[@ambrissakaminari6926]

@@CitizenSoldier No please don't thank me, it's a given with your talent and power to reach us! honestly thank you guys for existing! I don't know where I'd be rn if I hadn't found you guys!

[@shadowhawk4164]

@@ambrissakaminari6926 so true and don’t worry I know I’m not citizen soldier but I read your comment and I agree, so sorry if that didn’t make sense

[@ellen.-.7205]

Not in here buddy they read all comments one of the reasons they are the best , happy u got through it💖

[@izzillidizzilli6188]

I am a sixteen year old young girl who is still living with an abusive father in the same household. The abuse started when I was 10. He never hit me nor my siblings but he would threaten my brother to do so if he didn´t shut up immediately. I started cutting when I was 12, had to face seven years of bullying in 3 different school since aged 7 and have got a disabled twin sister. I do not want anyone to feel sorry for me because I know that there are people who have it much worse than I do, but I wanted to share my story. Thank you Citizen Soldier for your songs, you saved a life today :)

[@heatherradford1994]

Can't believe I've only just discovered this fabulous band. Every song can hit hard but help so much. These words are felt by so many people and to hear them in songs is making what we all feel so normal. Thank you for the songs you bring ❤

[@Megan4434]

Lyrics for those who want it: Stronger Than My Storm (Not giving up, not giving up) (Not giving up) Self hatred, I’m fighting Feels like a prison cell But this story, I’m writing Helps me remind myself That rock bottom only got me higher Won’t be a victim, I’m a survivor I refuse to believe the liar In my head The proof, is stitched in my scars I’m strong enough, I’m strong enough I found myself through the dark Not giving up, not giving up I’ve come to understand That tragedy’s a second chance My dying breath is where I was born Now I’m stronger than my storm Stronger, stronger Stronger than my storm Stronger, stronger Stronger than my storm For so long, I tried to Pretend away my pain My secret, to keep it Left me one step away Some days I couldn’t get much lower My heart couldn’t beat much slower But I decide when my story’s over (Story’s over) The proof, is stitched in my scars I’m strong enough, I’m strong enough I found myself through the dark Not giving up, not giving up I’ve come to understand That tragedy’s a second chance My dying breath is where I was born Now I’m stronger than my storm Stronger, stronger Stronger than my storm Stronger, stronger Stronger than my storm Being broken gave me fight A semicolon saved my life I wear my battle scars with pride Being broken gave me fight And I refuse to be defined By what I almost did that night (Not giving up, not giving up) (Not giving up) The proof, is stitched in my scars I’m strong enough, I’m strong enough I found myself falling so far Not giving up, not giving up I’ve come to understand That tragedy’s a second chance My dying breath is where I was born Now I’m stronger than my storm Stronger, stronger Stronger than my storm Stronger, stronger Stronger than my storm Stronger, stronger Stronger than my storm

[@CitizenSoldier]

Thanks Megan 💜!

[@laceygilmour2216]

Never really listened to this band, but the lyrics relate to me in a lot of different ways, I’ve struggled with self harm fir years and I’m 3 months clean. I’m a Christian unashamed of my faith and God pulled me through a lot but the lyrics to this song resonates because I’m not giving up and I’m gonna continue to fight and longer I fight the stronger I am against the urges Yet it’s not my strength that I use, it’s Christ!”

[@TheBeeHive7878]

U forgot the last part :/ Still good though ^^

[@Megan4434]

@@TheBeeHive7878 Where?

[@ellibro4188]

In a world full of soulless trap, reggaeton, pop, etc that get all the attention and glorification, we have this band that deserves so much more. They write about all the negativity and give us a little push to stay here whereas the popular crap left us with... well... crap. I'm so glad for finding you guys. You appeared in my life and kept me a little bit sane when my mind were at its worst. Looking forward for the next song

[@CitizenSoldier]

Appreciate you so much 🖤🙏🏻

[@aaddss9846]

It satisfies different needs. People listen music for different reasons. I think it's positive that not too many people can relate to songs like this. Unless you want everyone to be a mess and find the only way out in this kind of music.

[@user-zj1wd8ty5r]

@@CitizenSoldier why are you so under rated. Your better than all these celebrities here because you care about your viewers a lot. And we can tell.

[@maxie1283]

Your scars arent something to be embarrassed about, they are proof you are a fighter, and a survivor. 💜

[@elsiedean4494]

Thank you

[@sparrow_moon1110]

I recently fell into a dark descent, and that period of my life is marked into my wrists I hide them, because no one needs to know, but the fact I'm still kicking means I'm still battling Citizen Solider really helps me, honestly

[@maxie1283]

@@sparrow_moon1110 i hope you get through the rough times, i assure you you'll feel much better when you've got through it and scars will be proof of victory ! 💞

[@sparrow_moon1110]

@@maxie1283 Mhm, I hope so too, i just want to make it to my senior year. My graduation.

[@maxie1283]

@@sparrow_moon1110 good luck!! ✨

[@Mdnight-Wolf]

I've been suffering from anger issues and anxiety my entire life and a few days before this song came out I had a really bad incident where I lashed out verbally at my family and came extremely close to getting physical and after the incident, I was seriously considering suicide because I did not think I could go on any longer but thanks to a police officer talking with me and the support of my family and girlfriend I was able to stop that thinking. Then this song came out... I started crying because it perfectly described just how I feel about my issues. I'm 17 years old and I refuse to be beaten by my own aggression and those who think it's funny to tick me off. Don't stop making this kind of music because it really helps. And your song Devil Inside near-perfectly describes the rage I can feel.

[@draidenwolf]

I know your pain I was willing to take a knife and cut my arm when I was 16-18 years old but this music has saved me and I love them so I know family sucks but we just have to push through it

[@namelles2097]

well now i am scared ai am going the same way you are each day i get less... patience and i have less tolerability( is that how you write it) is like i don't want to be with my family but i do want maybe that's the reason i haven't exploded, my love for them stops me from losing it

[@Mdnight-Wolf]

@@namelles2097 The bonds you share with your family can survive the toughest of issues, I've lost count of the number of times I've gotten upset and yet my family still loves me and I still love them. I believe in you, don't stop learning from these incidents as a song says "what doesn't kill you will make you stronger", you are not alone in this.

[@namelles2097]

@@Mdnight-Wolf thanks brotha( just trying to light up the mood :)

[@Tripwire_Gaming]

Not Even 1 Minute Ago! Lets Go Citizen Soldier!!

[@CitizenSoldier]

Thanks Ethan 💜!

[@trinasky4571]

SAME 🤪

[@ghostiegalaxi]

"A semicolon saved my life" I'll never understand how you guys come up with your amazing lyrics, y'all seriously don't have 1 bad song

[@CitizenSoldier]

🙏💜;

[@amychapman6338]

True!!!! I love every song!

[@aprilsignorelli8508]

What he sings is what we want to scream but we just keep it to ourselves most of the time his lyrics are how we feel

[@ade684]

I don't know if anyone will read this but I just wanna share it and continue listening to this amazing song. I was always bullied by people around me. For some reason, no one tried to be friends with me, or talk to me like I'm a normal person. I was always lonely and developed anxiety and depression throughout my life, feeling useless, worthless, nothing but someone who doesn't deserve to live and feeling like I'm disappointing even the people that doesn't know me. I don't know what Am I living for, why do I continue and why was I born in the first place? I feel like my place isn't here, that I'm not worth to even breath but when I think of dying, leaving everything behind, I'm scared. I'm scared of making my family suffer when it's all my fault I feel like this. Truth is, no one wants to die for real, we just want to feel happy, just a little time when we don't have to worry about every little thing, when we don't have to cry and feel guilty, when we would smile and be happy. We just want everything to be over, either the loss of someone or the feeling of being wortless because the people around you don't care at all, we all have scars we just can't forget. I always thought I'm alone, but I see so many people sharing stories and realize I'm not the only one and maybe I'm not someone who can say this but just... don't give up. Even if you feel like there is no tomorrow, like your world is crashing down and you have no place to hide, there are always better times and a good future that is waiting for you, you just have to be strong and face the world, cry if you want, do things that at least used to give you happiness and find someone to listen to you. It's always gonna be something for you, so... Believe in yourself, in the person you are and try to love yourself! ❤ I may not know you, but I love you, I know you're a strong person, a kind and amazing person and can do everything you dream for!

[@yunnuna2307]

Thank you for sharing your story. I wish you all the best!! And sending virtual hugs to you ❤

[@ade684]

@@yunnuna2307 Thank you for writing this, it may not seem much but it means a lot for me, especially in this time ❤

[@Attackofthemak2001]

I love you guys! When I hear your songs, it makes me feel so understood. This song, for example it makes me remember that im a person and that i don't have to tolerate ANY disrespect. Thank you guys for making these songs! God bless you guys!

[@ElysianAngel]

Not gonna lie. Forgot this was coming out. I'm glad I'm here so early! And I'm highly enjoying the lyrics already.

[@CitizenSoldier]

Thanks 💜!

[@PreciousDurham]

How do you continuously write the songs that I desperately need to hear? It's as if you're inside my mind; plucking memories of past hurts and feelings out of thin air. I definitely need a few of your lyrics made into a tattoo

[@ARC-0606]

If you liked that then you'd love NF's music. But anyways keep fighting the good fight.

[@CitizenSoldier]

We're here for you guys, you guys are here for us 💜!

[@Jess-gr8mj]

That's so me 😂

[@SpecialInterestShow]

I know right!?

[@SpecialInterestShow]

Ooo you're right they would be a good idea as a tattoo

[@SammyCrysD]

2021, I hit a serious down that scared me to the point that I did seek help, but this song came into my life not long after I started that journey and I can see that, even nearly 3 years later, this song still shores me up when everything feels like it can't get better.

[@waywardphoenix3188]

Don’t be ashamed of your scars or yourself. They’re proof you’re still standing here

[@darkvespor3191]

I clicked as soon as I got the notification!

[@CitizenSoldier]

Thanks 💜!

[@charlesleonard7734]

Me too

[@Ronin.Samurai]

That makes two of us. Lol! My husband and I are digging the song!

[@NyuRaccoon]

"A semicolon saved my life I wear my battle scars with pride".. Hit me in the stomach.. I'm proud that I survived when I tried years ago to take my life. Still fighting everyday against myself. Your guys music giving me energy to not give up the fight. I love you guys. Thanks that u guys exist and big thanks about your music.💜 ;

[@CitizenSoldier]

Apple that 💜!

[@fluffybunny0124]

Same

[@jesusfan4life546]

Who ever reads this please pray for me and my family we are going through a hard time right now and God bless ❤️

[@nisaaulia4248]

"That tragedy's a second chance".. Suddenly i feel relief...

[@rinkaakane142]

"My dying breath is where I was born" - is me when I found my true self in the darkness

[@CitizenSoldier]

💜!

[@aaddss9846]

My fav line.

[@jenixfox3639]

“My dying breath is where I was born” now that’s something I can relate too

[@CitizenSoldier]

💜!

[@artursgabrusevs5153]

How did you find reason to live from almost dying? I almost died 4 times and still wish that I didn't survive.

[@jenixfox3639]

@@artursgabrusevs5153 whatever happened to you must have been pretty bad, but doesn’t give you the right to be the dying proof. It will only make things worse if you do go. So please don’t wish you were dead

[@artursgabrusevs5153]

@@jenixfox3639 How can it be worse for me if I die? Those times when I almost died was the best moments in my past 3-4 years. With life leaving my body problems and pain was leaving to. Those were only moments of peace in my life. And you didn't answer my question.

[@jenixfox3639]

@@artursgabrusevs5153 I’m getting to your question but I almost died 2 times in my life. The first time was just an accident because I ran into a moving vehicle. The second time I really wanted to die but when I was near death people saved me and they were worried. So I just released that my ego can fix it

[@acrj4882]

"I wear my battle scars with pride" hit a bit close considering that I have a few scars on my arms when I used to cut which now makes me wanna show people that I overcame a situation. Also, another line that hit close was "I refuse to be defined by what I almost did that night" when one night I had thoughts of ending it all by overdosing on some pills. Anyway, keep making bangers guys!! 🖤🤘🏼

[@leothehero4629]

Good to see you guys again. Thanks for giving me a chance to be along the journey. Everyone you need to Support Citizen Soldier.

[@barboraplacha81]

I wish I could wear my battle scars with pride and wasn't defined by what I almost did that night. My family is kicking me out of home, because they say I'm a failure and a burden and they can't live with me anymore. Your music really helps me to not giving up fully and still believe, that I have a right to be on this earth. Thank you❤️

[@CitizenSoldier]

Please stay strong. Even in the harshest of circumstances, there’s a life worth living, and we know you’ll make it through. Much love 💜

[@aviezerscop401]

I hope you find a place to stay that's warm and loving

[@ARC-0606]

You are no burden or failure. Use those harsh words to fuel your determination then use that determination to prove them wrong. You are loved more than you know. Stay strong my friend.

[@kanevivi]

Sometimes our harshest critics are those closest to us. Took weathering the storm of mental and physical abuse. Years of being treated as never good enough to finally see the light. And after everything my mother did to me, we both got help, we both learned what we both did wrong. Took alot but now almost 17 years later we are mending and trying to recover the lost time. It's never easy, but never give up.

[@devshure3916]

Barbora, if you looking for some friends, from your country ..im here for you.

[@katiekeith7497]

Learn to swim in the blackest waters of depression and pain, and you will never break when the light passes love yall

[@CitizenSoldier]

💜!

[@lucidwolf2068]

Thank you.. Much Love

[@katiekeith7497]

@@lucidwolf2068 Ur welcome stay safe much love

[@ZombieMan1997]

You guys have kept me going this passed year. Just every song no matter how heartbreaking has kept me going. I constantly feel so alone. So unwanted. So broken. Thank you for existing.

[@Tobywan83]

Thank you for helping people like this. I admit, I have drawn strength from your music. Thank you.

[@leyn5414]

WHOA! I'M STRONG ENOUGH 😭💪

[@CitizenSoldier]

💜!

[@zackzq007]

You know I'll be here as soon as something new came up

[@CitizenSoldier]

Appreciate that 💜!

[@brendandeshane6400]

Your sounds have helped me move through a lot of my past I just wanna say thank you for the music

[@asherhansen9185]

Self-hatred, I'm fighting Feels like a prison cell But this story I'm writing Helps me remind myself The rock bottom only got me higher Won't be a victim, I'm a survivor I refuse to believe the liar in my head The proof is stitched in my scars I'm strong enough, I'm strong enough I found myself through the dark Not giving up, not giving up I've come to understand That tragedy's a second chance My dying breath is where I was born Now I'm stronger than my storm Stronger, stronger Stronger than my storm Stronger, stronger Stronger than my storm For so long I tried to Prеtend away my pain My secret to keep it Lеft me one step away Some days I couldn't get much lower My heart couldn't beat much slower But I decide when my story's over (Story's over, story's over) The proof is stitched in my scars I'm strong enough, I'm strong enough I found myself through the dark Not giving up, not giving up I've come to understand That tragedy's a second chance My dying breath is where I was born Now I'm stronger than my storm Stronger, stronger Stronger than my storm Stronger, stronger Stronger than my storm Being broken gave me fight A semicolon saved my life I wear my battle scars with pride Being broken gave me fight And I refuse to be defined By what I almost did that night The proof is stitched in my scars I'm strong enough, I'm strong enough I found myself fallin' so far Not giving up, not giving up I've come to understand That tragedy's a second chance My dying breath is where I was born Now I'm stronger than my storm Stronger, stronger Stronger than my storm Stronger, stronger Stronger than my storm Stronger (Stronger) Stronger Stronger than my storm

[@Zealvoid]

May I just state: Jake has an amazing voice. All that needs to be said.

[@CitizenSoldier]

Thanks for the kind words 💜!

[@GorochuVA]

If SEGA ever brings Infinite back- don't get me wrong, Liam was great, but I want Jake to voice him bc these songs fit better than his own official theme

[@seasea7872]

"I wear my battle scars with pride," before this song I always tried to hide my battle scars but I think I might stop doing that because it shows that I am stronger than my storm.

[@CitizenSoldier]

🖤

[@sophieedwards012]

Took me a while to get used to the idea of exposing my scars. It's something you have to fall into - like a routine. But now whenever I look at my scars, I am proud of how far I've come in life. I wish you all the best mate ❤️

[@dotcassilles1488]

The ones who have scars are the ones who can show others how to be stronger than the storms of life. Letting them show helps us all to survive, heal, and go on.... Blessings, Dot

[@jacoblauzon5520]

I cry every time I listen to this song, its a such a powerful song. Thank you Citizen Soldier for this masterpiece

[@xx_fallenangel_xx3502]

"I found myself trough the dark" hits me extremely strong. For me my life played always in the dark and light seems unreachable and untouchable. It`s as if I am made to live in the dark and reach the light. More than two years of my life this darkness was about to break me and all wanted was to leave this hell called life. But fortunately I had a friend who was like a little sister to me and everytime I thought about giving she was anchor that held in this world. Now I no longer fear dark, I accept it and live in it. But still sometimes I hit rock bottom but your songs help me out of it. You are my favorite band, because you make music that people need to hear, music that saves people. You are heroes in a world full of villains.

[@nova14414]

"Scars mean you went through something tough in the past, survived it, and came back stronger". Amazing song as always, also the new video style is awesome!

[@CitizenSoldier]

💜!

[@Karoshi123]

I love the new video style, and the lyrics are off the charts!

[@CitizenSoldier]

Great to hear that 💜!

[@winter2k2]

You guys are the light that ppl need to walk forward in life. Thank you for this gift

[@Rooiku]

„For so long I tried to pretend away my pain“ This hit me hard. Having my fist therapy session in a week! 💪

[@sesaleeviscomi4497]

Not even a full minute in and I'm already in love. The video, the lyrics, the meaning, the drums, the guitars, and your voice are all so damn amazing. You guys just get better and better. Hearing your new song put me in a much better mood.

[@CitizenSoldier]

Thanks 💜!

[@sesaleeviscomi4497]

@@CitizenSoldier its really no problem at all. you guys are absolutely phenomenal

[@Holy_Cowjin]

I got my new headphones just in time to jam out to this song. I feel like you guys are owed a million thanks for getting so many people through their darkest moments in life. I hope you guys are staying safe and much love.

[@CitizenSoldier]

That's great 💜!

[@abyssdevourer1849]

"For so long, I tried to pretend away my pain" that hits home.

[@Howdy-Personality]

We all cry to wash ourselves from the weakness. That is why crying makes us stronger.

[@indianmetalkid9359]

Just a reminder for everyone! There is a discord server for Citizen soldier, the people there are really sweet and kind, you might wanna join it. And if you are aldready in it, hey !!!

[@rebel0334]

Can confirm. I love that place

[@CitizenSoldier]

Thanks for the reminder! 💜!

[@lauriegagnon]

You mean like.... talk to random strangers?? 🙂

[@indianmetalkid9359]

@@lauriegagnon no, I mean you can talk to random strangers from around the world who you'd probably never meet in real life but are still more understanding than your own family. Edit: that is the case for me atleast, I guess it depends on how supportive the family is

[@indianmetalkid9359]

@@CitizenSoldier my pleasure

[@fabiankobiaka4064]

Who also wears scars with pride? Dont be afraid to show them this is the proof that you are stronger than your storm

[@CitizenSoldier]

💜!

[@InfinityShadow20]

Normally, when you listen to a song constantly, you tend to get bored of it... That will never happen with Citizen Soldier. Ever.

[@annmariekoskinen]

This is me. I fought through depression and selfhate. I have scars on my hand as proof that i survived. I am stronger than my storm💗

[@claudi8588]

Yesss...🤘😈we are strong

[@sybertnagant]

I've been anticipating this since it's announcement. Thank you Citizen Soldier for keeping me and the rest of us here, you're music means way more to us then you think... thank you 💜

[@CitizenSoldier]

Appreciate your support 💜!

[@sybertnagant]

@@CitizenSoldier I plan to get you're most life changing quote tattooed coming up. "The past is just lessons learned. So light it up and let it burn" It hits home 💜

[@cristevee8920]

Listened to the first seconds and I already love it

[@CitizenSoldier]

Thanks 💜!

[@cryingsoul7707]

I never thought I'd find a band that says what I cannot find the words to say. Citizen soldier. The band that very literally saved my life. I was suicidal and in such a dark place constantly feeling like I was truly alone Wasn't even close to true because this band is now my foundation. There song I am not okay spoke to me cause The words im fine became almost unconsciously my answer to everything when I was really dying on the inside. I doubt they will read this but I just wanna say thank you. I love you guys because you have pulled me out of the darkness with a love im unfamiliar with. Citizen soldier as a whole are my heroes. Thank you 😊 💓

[@CitizenSoldier]

💜

[@mikaelacash3791]

That line "For so long I tried to pretend away my pain. My secret, to keep it, left me one step away" resonates with me so much! For years, I kept two separate but related traumas secret from everyone. I kept telling myself that what had happened was normal and fine and that I was just overexaggerating it in my mind. But it wasn't okay. And last year, all that pain suddenly decided to burst like a shaken up fizzy drink that was ready to explode, and it almost destroyed me. It took a long time of building up my courage to tell my mom what has happened to me, that process including telling someone anonymously on the Crisis Text Line and then a very carefully selected friend I decided I could trust beforehand, but I eventually let it out, and that saved me. I'm still not okay. I have to see a therapist to work through it. But it's better to let your pain out instead of keeping it all to yourself where it'll just eat you from the inside. Don't pretend away your pain. Your pain is valid, and anyone who says otherwise is wrong.

[@WhitneyH5710]

I’m in such a depressive episode and in so ouch emotional pain. I prayed to God to give me a sign that he is listening, and give me a reason to keep going. I logged onto KZbin and this video was the first one on my feed.

[@CitizenSoldier]

Much love to you 🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤

[@dakongaming7054]

Dang guys you know no one really expects a band to consistently put out great songs, but here you guys are doing it

[@CitizenSoldier]

Glad to hear that 💜!

[@natsadler2745]

I wanted to give up so bad. I just found this song, and it helped me realize that I am stronger than what I thought. I have had it on repeat for the past hour. And I will not let myself give up. I have so much more to live for. Thank you for this…😭❤️

[@rednblack301]

This isn't the kind of that makes us sad than we already are, but gives us hope while we're about to give up....... ❤

[@Lord0Raven]

"The darker the world around you and maybe even inside you, the harder it can be to look out for the light, that's never far away, waiting for you to finally take it and break free." That's what went through my head, the moment I heard this song.

[@CitizenSoldier]

💜!

[@foreveruseless1292]

The lyrics are so meaningful, and I love the melody. Another beautiful song guys!

[@CitizenSoldier]

💜!

[@User_Unknown.W]

2:21❤️ This is what people should listen to.. You are so underrated,guys. I hope you can get what you deserve soon.

[@chaosandduality931]

Dude. I spent more than half my life wishing for nothing but "eternal sleep" to come for me. I tried getting there myself. I hurt every single day and saw no tomorrow worth fighting for. I lived life while being broken, being lost, being alone while surrounded by people I knew, of being ashamed of who I am, loathing myself. If anyone in a similar situation happens to read my comment please remember - There is purpose in life and you are not alone. You are not a mistake. You are not the reason the world has darkness in it. You are not a lost cause. You are better than you think. Much fucking better. Trust me. Been there, done that. My depression might never leave and neither will my painful memories but that can only make me tougher. I am not special nor unique, I am like anyone else so, if I can take back my life and own it, if I can smile brightly again, if i can believe and find the strength to fight, then so can you. Don't give up on yourself and neither will I. Let's make this world a better place together and what better place to start than with the "home", with your heart and soul. Stay strong because, in the end, it is worth the fight.

[@DanTheBuska]

When I was being crushed by depression and failing at college. Hallelujah came out the literal day that I told myself to get back into it and I have to say it pushed me and this song is the same. It's a strong song that pushes me. Thank you for this gift we all appreciate it

[@CitizenSoldier]

💜!

[@cutepaws1233]

I wonder why citizen soldier became a band, they are amazing at making you feel less alone, but it's sometimes so hard to get people to understand suicidal thoughts and depression, anxiety and more so I think it's amazing how this group always makes other people suffering from inside their own head less alone :) (Sorry if I was confusing, I'm really tired and drained rn 😅)

[@ARC-0606]

Nah fam I understand what you're saying

[@CitizenSoldier]

💜!

[@atomicmegalodon1413]

Remember guys, once you hit rock bottom the only way left is up. You have survived 100% of your worst days, your doing good kid. You are stronger today than you were yesterday because you decided to keep fighting, hang in there. You may not always see the light at the end of the tunnel but if you keep going then brighter days are to follow, stay strong guys

[@brandonmullwray9924]

"I refuse to be defined by what I almost did that night"... Wow. That touched me so deeply, I teared up. This is my new favorite song.

[@evelynbarron9667]

We are strong enough to be what we want to be, love you guys I really needed to hear this💕💕

[@CitizenSoldier]

Thanks Evelyn 💜!

[@SS-tu6kc]

In 6 days it'll be: 1 year since I left the most toxic relationship I've ever been in, 1 year no cutting or choking, and 1 year since my last attempt

[@CitizenSoldier]

💜!

[@babysnoops14]

Last September was the year of my Suicide attempt. I was struggling really badly and luckily my uni understand. They offer me counselling until I got it from CMHT

[@SS-tu6kc]

@@babysnoops14 I’m glad that your uni is being understanding about it and helping :) my uni has been a godsend with mental health services and counseling for the abuse. I hope you’re starting to do better :)

[@babysnoops14]

@@SS-tu6kc I am slowly. They are very helpful compare to college. College knew what was going on but didn't do anything. They told me off for hiding away from people, not doing the work I was given. I was very angry with them for not helping me especially when I mention something bad to them (I wanted to be section due to this) I still self-harm but not as bad. I'm currently having therapy to see if I have EUPD aka BPD

[@pineappleplayz6614]

Awwwwwwwe! Yay!!! Congrats! Im so happy for you!!

[@ann-marieflaherty6607]

Five months since my suicide attempt and love this song

[@leishajohnson1461]

Keep fighting you are worth being here!! Use your story to help others just like this Band!

[@jerrybentham9541]

I just started listening to you today but your music has saved my life.

[@andy4380]

Citizen soldier forever. I love you Guys. Guitar playing: fucking awesome Bass: Excellent Drumming : great Lyrics : masterpiece, so deep and true Song: Good Job keep it up. Melody : not from this World. The whole Band:💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜

[@CitizenSoldier]

Appreciate that Andre 💜!

[@Raylily]

Agreed 💜💜💜💜💜💜

[@trinasky4571]

WOW!!!!! Studying drug addiction and trying to get homework done; THIS SONG WAS RECOMMEND 😳❤️ Thank you 🤘🏼 Namaste 💫♥️🤍🖤

[@CitizenSoldier]

Glad you found it 💜!

[@trinasky4571]

@@CitizenSoldier I didn't find it. Its part of KZbin recommendations 😂😂😂 I'm Happy 😁 it popped up.

[@dakunclear]

This song truly shows what you can overcome. When I was laying in the hospital bed fighting for my life after I had a near successful suicide attempt it allowed me to come back stronger. I want people to know it gets easier but asking for help is the first step.

[@MidnightSaya]

"Being broken gave me fight A semicolon saved my life I wear my battle scars with pride Being broken gave me fight And I refuse to be defined" This is my favorite line in the song it speaks to me so much I'm so glad this band exists and focus on our mental health and how important it is for us to never give up our fight 🙏🏽🙏🏽💙💙💙

[@kizunauWu]

His music has such good messages that everyone should listen to them to realize that nothing is lost.

[@CitizenSoldier]

💜!

[@thejester1039]

10 seconds in, already know it's going to be a good one.

[@CitizenSoldier]

Thanks 💜!

[@sandyshealingjourney]

My teen daughter is fighting cancer and she shared this song with me. It means a lot to her. Hearing it for the first time.

[@GORYGIRL]

OH, THAT'S AWFUL, CANCERS A TERRIBLE ILLNESS. I'M SO SORRY, I HOPE SHE FOUGHT IT AND WON, AND IF IT MEANS ANYTHING I'LL PRAY FOR HER, FOR YOU AND YOUR FAMILY.

[@sandyshealingjourney]

@@GORYGIRL she passed. I stopped believing in God after all this. But I get the sentiment and thank you.

[@GORYGIRL]

​@@sandyshealingjourney OH NO, THAT'S AWFUL, I AM SO VERY SORRY MAN, NO PARENT SHOULD HAVE TO BURY THEIR BABY. AND NO CHILD SHOULD HAVE TO SUFFER SUCH A FATE, CANCER IS PURE FREAKING EVIL MAN. IT'S KILLED SO MANY GOOD PEOPLE AND WOUNDED OTHERS EMOTIONALLY AND PHYSICALLY, WHETHER THEY LIVED THROUGH IT OR NOT, OR JUST SEEN SOMEONE GO THROUGH IT. (BELIEVE ME, I KNOW, MY DAD HAD IT AND THOUGH HE LIVED WE'RE ALL STILL TRAUMATIZED BY IT). AND THERE ISN'T A THING I CAN SAY THAT'S GONNA MAKE THE PAIN GO AWAY, TBH NOTHING SEEMS RIGHT. BUT LOOK, I AIN'T GONNA JUDGE YOU, I CAN UNDERSTAND WHY PEOPLE WOULD LOSE FAITH AFTER SOMETHING LIKE THAT. BUT WHETHER YOU GAIN IT BACK OR NOT, I'LL STILL PRAY, MAINLY THAT YOUR FAMILY CAN SOMEHOW HEAL FROM THIS (EVEN THOUGH I HEAR YOU NEVER GET OVER IT COMPLETELY). BUT I'LL ALSO PRAY THAT SHE FINDS PEACE. I HOPE I DIDN'T OFFEND YOU, I'M SO SORRY.

[@sandyshealingjourney]

@GORYGIRL thank you for your kind and thoughtful words. I hate cancer as well. Sadly I know we aren't the only ones it stole so much from. So many have been left heart broken by it. I'm glad your dad recovered. That's such a gift. I guess after basically living in a children's cancer ward for 2 years and watching so many innocent children and their families plead to God for their lives, including my daughter, only for it to fall on deaf ears, I stopped believing or hoping in the sort of God Christians believe in at least. But no you didn't offend me. And I hope she is at peace too. I hope all those sweet babies are at peace as well.

[@GORYGIRL]

@@sandyshealingjourney I'M GLAD WE'RE ON THE SAME PAGE HERE TO AN EXTENT...AND YOU ARE WELCOME, THOSE BABIES DON'T DESERVE THE HELL THEY'RE GOING THROUGH, SO AGAN, I GET YOUR POINT. I HOPE THEY'RE ALL AT PEACE TOO IF YOU BELIEVE THAT TYPE OF STUFF. I PERSONALLY DO, AS FOR THOSE WHO LIVE, I HOPE CANCER NEVER HAUNTS THEM AGAIN. AND YES, I'M GLAD HE MADE IT TOO BUT...AS I KIND OF SAID, EARLIER, EITHER WAY, IT NEVER LEAVES THE BACK OF YOU'RE MIND, IT'S ALWAYS GONNA REMIND YOU OF IT, SOMEHOW. I MEAN I HAVE ASKED QUESTIONS OF GOD "WHY" AND ALL ESPECIALLY WHEN HE WAS SICK. AND THOUGH IT MAY SEEM ODD TO READ/HEAR, THIS MOM BROUGHT UP A POINT, ONE I PERSONALLY BELIEVE. "THINGS HAPPEN FOR A REASON BECAUSE EVERYONE LEARNS LESSONS IN THEIR LIFE." NOT AS PUNISHMENTS OF COURSE, BUT...TO GROW. SHE BELIEVES SOULS COME BACK TO LEARN CERTAIN THINGS, SO THEY CAN...WELL-IT'S KIND OF HARD TO EXPLAIN, BUT SHE BELIEVES THE MORE YOU CAN LEARN, THE MORE YOU RANK UP AS A SPIRIT, NOT THAT ONE IS WORSE THAN THE OTHER OF COURSE. SORRY IF THAT CONFUSED U, I JUST THOUGHT IF NOT YOU THEN SOMEONE ELSE MITE WANNA HEAR THAT...SORRY IF IT SOUNDED WEIRD OR OFFENSIVE.

[@Pikachu-cx6gx]

Being able to get up every time you get knocked out and be able to wear those scars with strength and a head high is something that is extremely important