Takes balls man to put yourself out here like that! We appreciate it the vulnerability 👍
@CliffBeatsOfficial2 жыл бұрын
It wasn’t easy. But I wanted to do this for everyone 🙏
@deejayturtle2 жыл бұрын
@@CliffBeatsOfficial I forgot to say what Alex said in my comment so yeah totally agree with him on that.
@deejayturtle2 жыл бұрын
Forgot to say this in my comment. Totally agree.
@qwertyaspdfson3 ай бұрын
@@CliffBeatsOfficial you should do music now you and knox hill could do a song together
@marclawrence24572 жыл бұрын
As a producer I don't know if I could sit there and let all my followers (if I had any) listen to my throw aways. Especially with my anxiety. So much respect for sharing bro. I always wanted to listen to your work. I'm impressed even though it's old random work
@CliffBeatsOfficial2 жыл бұрын
It wasn’t easy. This was probably my toughest video to post.
@marclawrence24572 жыл бұрын
@@CliffBeatsOfficial totally understandable. I wanted to ask you a personal question but I'm not on social media. Is there another way to contact you?
@CliffBeatsOfficial2 жыл бұрын
@@marclawrence2457 just my Instagram. I used to hop on the phone and everything but people hacked my phone and would prank me. So I had to change my number and get a new phone. Just Instagram my friend 🙏
@marclawrence24572 жыл бұрын
@@CliffBeatsOfficial no worries. I'm surprised you did the phone thing lol.. I feel like people playing on your phone is an inevitability. I have an old account. I'll see if I can log in
@EvaMetalhankle2 жыл бұрын
Totally!
@mommajarritos93122 жыл бұрын
I mean if your "throw aways" are this enjoyable, I can't imagine your actual work. Thanks for sharing!
@onurkara13802 жыл бұрын
Yo how are those throw aways?
@SnailHatan Жыл бұрын
@@onurkara1380 yo how do you not know what throwaways are?
@f.b.jeffers0n2 жыл бұрын
Dude, I'm 90% a romantic poet, and "I Tried" is a banger! Seriously put me in my feels...
@walterbabcock62142 жыл бұрын
I was thinking the same thing.
@Sir_blanco12 жыл бұрын
Same brothers, I felt that.
@Brandon-mx3zx2 жыл бұрын
bro, you forgot to give yourself the trophy acceptance! 🏆 this was fun. to me, the real story, judging from some of your lyrics, is redemption. glad you made it passed all the shit you went thru in the past. good to see ya, brother. 👊
@j.t.37987 ай бұрын
this one of your best videos. Not for the content, although it was dope, but the fact that you uploaded it, knowing its not your best work, and you're openness with your comments. @37:00 straight 🔥 🔥
@SykoNerd11 ай бұрын
I love it!!! So rad for you to let us see & hear this. 🔥🔥 much luv ✌️🩶🫂
@AK_J.Reed24 Жыл бұрын
Very brave, It’s hard putting yourself out there, especially when we see our “imperfections” so clearly. Nice job! These were impressive, especially with you being so young.
@dakotahrobinson82092 жыл бұрын
It takes massive balls to do this and I appreciate how honest and transparent you are. It’s the reason I subbed in the first place. Keep doing you man!
@biggtimecda2 жыл бұрын
You actually really wasn't bad at all man. I appreciate that.
@ThatSingerReactions2 жыл бұрын
Nah but the song at 29:33 can easily be put on my playlist that was actually 🔥 maybe I'm trippin but I actually liked all these songs 🤣 and also you spit that first song off the top...at 17....AND DIDNT STUMBLE ONCE back in the day man Freestyle for us was just staying alive even if you say " uh uh" to fill in some space and not stopping bro. Kid cliff was legit man and i love how open you were about this it shows the kind of dude you're man 💯
@CliffBeatsOfficial2 жыл бұрын
Thanks brother. I always appreciate you showing love. This was a very hard video for me to post. I don’t think my label thought I would because it is literally some of the worst I have ever put together. But, I wanted to atleast show everyone that is starts somewhere and to not be afraid to put themselves in uncomfortable situations. Thank you for your kind words man. I have plenty of freestyles off the top where I slip up. I just didn’t have those recorded 😂. Have a good weekend boss 👊
@ThatSingerReactions2 жыл бұрын
@@CliffBeatsOfficial glad you did post it bro love it man. Same to you brother be safe 🙏🏿
@ruesylvester2 жыл бұрын
Your young self really gives me Eminem vibes. Not just because your voice/flow/cadences are similar, but like him, you were vulnerable and talked about personal stuff happening in your life. I'm sure you were influenced by his music, and I think that's a good thing.
@1Daveyjonesman12 жыл бұрын
Thought the same thing immediately
@scottcarr8738 Жыл бұрын
What Brother? I've been watching you for about two years and I missed this one? It's great to see you pulling the curtain like this. Your courage is 💯 admirable. Now let's get into your time machine! 🛸
@duccmanz2 жыл бұрын
This video is honestly so cool! There's always some reverence that surrounds one's past. Seeing where you came from and where you are now is inspiring! Thanks for opening up, have a great week
@sandratjoa90822 жыл бұрын
These are awesome, Cliff and I'm only half way through. Seeing your expression listening to these songs makes me kind of emotional. To me what makes a good song is when it's personal to the artist. Appreciate you showing your vulnerability with us. I hope you're proud of who you have become and accomplished. Much love.🙏❤
@Stardust414 Жыл бұрын
I felt like he was replaying the events from that 2nd song which led him to create that music in the first. Glad I wasn’t the only one to pick up on that 😊 If you read this Cliff, I truly appreciate your openness and willingness to be vulnerable. It’s quite refreshing.
@Infinite_C Жыл бұрын
im late to this video but bro these are absolutely amazing, like what everyone in the comments are saying, i can only imagine what your current work sounds like, absolute beautiful delivery on everything
@jamescarey19592 жыл бұрын
Cliff big props to you! Shit was fine you were young and just figuring stuff out! I really think you owe it to yourself to revisit this passion! Even if it’s just for you, you don’t have to release it to the public! You deserve to do YOU! All love brother!
@misstlc32 жыл бұрын
Thank you for sharing a part of you with the rest of us. 💕
@charleshein59912 жыл бұрын
I have been waiting for this for a few years now!! I am so proud of you my brother!
@Big_Shacks2 жыл бұрын
That flow and voice on the track you went last on with your 2 boys! Fuck yeah bro 🙏👍
@annewilliamson62612 жыл бұрын
I think “we’re always our worst critic.” xx Loved it xx 💚🌴💚 Being an artist, a true artist requires such vulnerability and courage to reveal the most intimate details and hardships of your life. Maybe I have bad taste in music but sounded pretty awesome to me.
@unknownx72522 жыл бұрын
Sounded awesome to me also.
@outterlimitsprod2 жыл бұрын
Yooo some of them Young Cliff bars were fire! The beats match the influence...what a great trip down memory lane 🔥🔥🔥
@julielarochelle2 жыл бұрын
I loved it. If these are the songs that were considered not good enough, that means the real stuff is fire! 🤩🔥
@kyleburk15392 жыл бұрын
Man "I tried" is hard af. I throw it up on my playlist g. I've been waiting for this day since your ealry days in the channel.
@DiggerPayne18812 жыл бұрын
Thank you brother. Opening up ain't easy. Much respect and ❤. #armyofdarkness
@sassyslsgrl2 жыл бұрын
Awww I think little cliff is talented ❤️...I can only imagine what you put out after learning and growing...I wish I could go back in time and hug young you, but digital hugs now 🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗
@milanapl23732 жыл бұрын
Look it takes a lot to present your ‘worst’ (to be fair I do not think it’s bad!) to public, appreciate you for letting us in ♥️
@kaos6212 жыл бұрын
Petition to get I tried on Spotify or at least an audio file that was amazing 😍 We need it bro
@DahWiggy2 жыл бұрын
Yo I haven’t commented in a long time coz I tend to watch KZbin as part of my going to sleep routine, so don’t like to type… but Cliff, my guy, you under-hyped this video so damn much, I was expecting the first track to drop and me to start laughing but you had my head bouncing off the rip. This is a crazy cool video, love it, dope to see Cliff in his bag, much love to you man, always a fan Edit: I Tried was a really dope insight into your storytelling in song, for that to be a throwaway song as a time where you say you weren’t any good (even though you were getting signed👀😂) is really something.
@burntoutttt2 жыл бұрын
🔥everyone can appreciate/love all of these but us older ones especially, took me back in time man, memory lane, I miss it. You were/are fire!! learning your craft like a boss (hands down beats a lot of todays commercial shiteee)
@reubenlee64382 жыл бұрын
Great video man. You're the only one doing what you do. Lil Mosey could still learn a few freestyle tips from a young amateur version of you 😄 It's really cool to see your beginnings and how you started everything in your career. This is really an interesting introspective reaction of your younger self. It's like a sociological experiment that's really entertaining. Keep up the great content.
@vinnytricker80542 жыл бұрын
Absolutely love this video man, you're a fucking g for being so open. You're obviously a fairly transparent person with your past and with depression but this is another level and I have nothing but respect for you bro! Also I was fucking with the freestyles. Side note: even though I've been subbed for almost a year it's not till now I realised how dope your tattoos really are 🤣
@AutisticLed2 жыл бұрын
Vulnerability, in the gentle hands of those willing to embrace you, is a strength. Just listened to I Tried and loved it. The beat is nice and the way you stopped the beat to make the line about getting evicted hit harder? -chef's kiss- Listening to Out Of My Mind now as I type this.
@xzaviermartinez78252 жыл бұрын
Dawg these are the throw aways 🔥🔥🤯 you can hear the passion my guy these are Gems 💪🏼💪🏼
@CliffBeatsOfficial2 жыл бұрын
Thanks my friend. Yes these are throw aways that I couldn’t use as a kid 🙏
@chrisallen3388 Жыл бұрын
I appreciate you and your channel. Resect for showing us these, i think they all show you were onto something good.
@maxmoller2 жыл бұрын
This was fun. I freaking loved this. 😄 Let's be real here. You may cringe and say it's bad. But some of the shit they actually play on the radio sounds way worse.
@unknownx72522 жыл бұрын
Frfr
@caseyatwell28012 жыл бұрын
I definitely appreciate this, I been writing 20 years or so, off and on. Love the openness
@RayJay372 жыл бұрын
Respect 💯 I've been with you since the beginning of your channel! This is awesome! I feel like I know you a little better now. Cliff, keep doing what you're doing and stay blessed my brother! Oh yeah, and....... AoD 4 Life 👊👊 👊
@ericmiller93312 жыл бұрын
THIS IS AWESOME, I BEEN WAITING ON THIS STUFF. THANK YOU FOR PUTTING THIS OUT THERE, I KNOW IT WASNT EASY. The vulnerability is awesome, im glad you decided to put this out, no judgement here my man we understand you were on the come up! Huge fan here, keep doing what you're doing. Cant wait till you are able to release new music for us.
@2nicnag2 Жыл бұрын
Thank you for sharing! I was hoping to come across a video with more info about your talent.
@southrnsweety882 жыл бұрын
Thanks for this man. Enjoyed it! All the love
@kylormiller2422 жыл бұрын
Yo I actually really love that second song!!! It’s actually amazing!!! I’d fucking love if you released that song!!!!
@j.t.37987 ай бұрын
Straight 🔥
@elo2dcrv2 жыл бұрын
*respect risen* And i respected you already. Thank you Cliff. I never really comment, but you deserve it dude!
@southrnsweety882 жыл бұрын
Love the flow on Free style 3. Nice
@Stuff_ChadReacts22 жыл бұрын
I can’t wait for this cliff I’ve been waiting since I read your community post. The AOD family going to love this for sure.
@egert9112 жыл бұрын
Im so glad i asked you about this on stream . Like allways you deliver and we all get to enjoy those tracks amd freestyles!!!😊
@oliverbauhuber59942 жыл бұрын
Oh man. Really good start. Thank you for sharing. Good work! I can see that music belongs to you. It belongs to your life. Don't stop. 🙏🙏
@kirstyoneill66092 жыл бұрын
This was awesome Cliff xx you can definitely hear that ur finding ur own cadence and pockets and it's real life shit that was bothering you and affecting you xx am glad you let us all hear it Cliff be proud of urself xx ❤️🐢❤️ xx
@annewilliamson62612 жыл бұрын
xx You know it, diddies 😘 xx
@kirstyoneill66092 жыл бұрын
@@annewilliamson6261 hey Anne xx how u love xx
@annewilliamson62612 жыл бұрын
@@kirstyoneill6609 just busy giving some props where they are deserved! CU Next Time! 🤣🤣🤣
@kirstyoneill66092 жыл бұрын
@@annewilliamson6261 yup gotta give props were its due xx speak soon take care xx
@aber272 жыл бұрын
I love hearing your voice and emotion!! Have always been a fan of your break downs but now I'm a fan of you. Thank you for sharing this part of yourself ❤❤
@1WildFlower932 жыл бұрын
This was awesome. I believe artistry of any sort is exposing a part of his or herself. To be vulnerable to let complete strangers hear and see your heart or soul. Thank you Cliff for your reaction yet again!
@xxKaTxx2 жыл бұрын
Broooo the flowwwwwww 🔥🔥🤘🤘 dayum you knew you had something and you sure did lyrics aside ☠️
@mommajarritos93122 жыл бұрын
Yoooooooo, I love the first song! I would bop to that in the car for sure!!!!!! So relatable. ♥
@JayAsh152 жыл бұрын
Loved this... I really appreciate the opportunity to see behind the CB curtain. Feel like I got a sense of where you came from. Keep it up.
@nathanparrott2472 жыл бұрын
Its refreshing having a content creator or even a semi-famous person just being themselves. Theres no facade, just Cliff beats, no script, off the rip. ❤ When I drove for pizza hut, people used to try and tip me with demos and most of em made your stuff sound like it could have gone gold
@CliffBeatsOfficial2 жыл бұрын
We’re all just people. Don’t let social media or TV convince you otherwise. That’s all fake. People get a little money or fame and their ego inflates. It’s not real. 😊 You guys will always get just me 👊
@nathanparrott2472 жыл бұрын
@@CliffBeatsOfficial 🔥❤
@Justineylovesya2 жыл бұрын
You sound really good. Can definitely hear slim shady s influence in there!
@skylar43902 жыл бұрын
Thank you for this video Cliff!
@gravesatsuma2 жыл бұрын
Cliff my man BIG RESPECT This is why I follow you whether your reacting or gaming or whatever your doing your being yourself your being real and it stands you out from others keep doing you my man love it. And your music is dope I would listen to any of that again👏👏
@AutisticLed2 жыл бұрын
Whole video watched now. One word: Growth. Thank you.
@leeblaylock43762 жыл бұрын
Dude, sounds like the track to my 20s, respectfully. I can see the memories in your face as the tracks played. Respect....awesome
@kristentitus49462 жыл бұрын
Cliff your amazing for this!! Very cute reaction to your younger self! ❤
@kyddamazing32092 жыл бұрын
20mins in and one of my favorite post from you I heard that seat belt line too
@TheOfficialCritShow2 жыл бұрын
This was really cool man. Humility is one of the hardest parts to get over as an artist. Super dope to let us in on that. N sometimes yeah it's cringy hearing your younger self but then it's like shit man...everyone started somewhere! Keep grindin bro!
@luck-e2352 жыл бұрын
Man I’ve been waiting patiently waiting for you to be ready to give us the peak into your background. Your freestyle’s were better then the past five to ten years of freshman freestyles 😏 I’ll be subbed to you and get my notifications until you decide to move on, god willing no time soon… I’m waiting for any new shit you can show us from now until infinity and beyond !! 😂
@she_who_dares97132 жыл бұрын
Here we go!! Mad props to you for keeping it real and the courage! 🎉
@meghananderson60212 жыл бұрын
Baby Cliff Beats had a dream❤️ Thank you for sharing!!!!
@traceyraffle66752 жыл бұрын
Thanks so much for sharing these Cliff :)
@SickGirlRocks2 жыл бұрын
Thanks for this I had to be at work extra early today and it helped keep me awake on my commute
@cloraformsgood53402 жыл бұрын
Very cool. It's good to see the creative process and the reality behind the success. More please M8 👍👍👍
@mommajarritos93122 жыл бұрын
One last comment.... You're dad is adorable and has a great vibe.
@tonosama5162 жыл бұрын
This was great! 🔥 It gives us a glimpse of your journey, similar to watching HMack’s college videos. However, we still don’t know your artistry now. We get that you can’t release music. How about doing a one take on video as a throwaway, maybe taking a suggestion for a topic. You can use it to demonstrate how to construct verses and we can see your actual style. You can save your best bars for work and just write something that you probably wouldn’t use for anyone else. I’d love that and so would many others! ❤️ ✌️
@Stuff_ChadReacts22 жыл бұрын
Yo these are awesome bro just to hear you back in the day your voice sounds totally different to. Still the AOD family is loving this.
@f.b.jeffers0n2 жыл бұрын
Brings me way back dude! As for the caliber of bars, I remember my friends freestyling like this back in my post high school days, so shit is dirty (in the good way) to me!
@Sunny-jz3dy2 жыл бұрын
Wow! I have been wondering if we would ever hear any of your music!. This couldnt have been easy for you. Thank you for sharing part of yourself with us! I would love to hear more! ❤ It almost sounds like a different person...voice wise ...I know you were younger. Your singing wasn't bad. If this is the bad stuff..would LOVE to hear the good stuff!!! Definitely hear the influences of other artists in there. We are all are own worst critics! Thank you... btw. loved it! 😁
@Aunt_Sandy2 жыл бұрын
I really enjoyed that. Would love to hear more. Thanks for sharing a part of your past with us.
@angelabordack2 жыл бұрын
Thank you for posting this!! ❤️
@AutisticLed2 жыл бұрын
Darkness' chorus and your voice is powerful man!
@TheRealAtomos2 жыл бұрын
Thank you for sharing and the message behind this, i know it's never easy to look back on what we did, I respect you so much for being authentic, passionate, positive in a clever way and a great help to many people, whether it's certain artists or the people who follow you on your social networks in many aspects... i learned a lot because of your channel as a french guy, music passionate, keep shining Cliff
@mikeybunar81052 жыл бұрын
Let's go boy, this is what I been waiting to hear!
@nerdcamel2 жыл бұрын
You sounded great! I'm glad you shared, it's nice to see.
@undershady12 жыл бұрын
Love this nice to see someone take there stuff serious. Good to see stuff like this 👌 keep em up
@84darthme2 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much for posting this. I'm not even finished watching yet, but sharing such a core part of yourself is a huge vulnerability. We love you skin
@84darthme2 жыл бұрын
Ok add on.. I would love to hear you and Knox Hill on a beat. If you sound anything like these tracks still, your voices would compliment each other so well
@Vindictive_4052 жыл бұрын
The "throw aways" go kinda hard not gonna lie. Raw talent there. 🤝
@CliffBeatsOfficial2 жыл бұрын
Thanks boss 👊
@SnailHatan Жыл бұрын
Late to the video, but as embarrassing as looking/listening through old shit is, it’s badass that you’re vulnerable enough to play it for thousands of people like this dude. Especially with how open some of these are about the shit you were going through. Glad I found your channel, you a real one. Hopefully one day we can get hear of your newer stuff, I’m sure it’s dope as hell
@RKM_DarKo2 жыл бұрын
The potential is obviously there in all of these joints. I can only imagine what level you're at now.
@albo1812 жыл бұрын
You got a fire voice bro, like a mix between NF and Eminem... I hope someday you can do music videos and post them on the channel
@mattlane43677 ай бұрын
Watching cliff react to his rap about that girl was surreal.. you could see the sadness in his eyes 😍
@kingclint23822 жыл бұрын
That was incredible 😎
@CliffBeatsOfficial2 жыл бұрын
Thanks my man ✉️ 👀
@lolly_golightly10 ай бұрын
So you might’ve said, “The beard’s weird?” I love this. We must normalise growth and progress. Humility and a mind that acknowledges the need for learning. It’s life. ❤
@cami-ig8ly2 жыл бұрын
I love this and I love your work and everything you do for your people, keep it up❤️
@darlaharrelson64872 жыл бұрын
Hell Cliff, you’re old stuff sounds better to me than the shit you hear 👂 know days. Jmo. 🔥🔥❤️👐✍️
@NyVsEvery12 жыл бұрын
This is not bad at all bro. Congrats on all your work
@Luke269452 жыл бұрын
Man that second song with your dude singing in the corner gave me Yelawolf vibes during your verses. Good shit man, big kudos for sharing a little piece of your come up with us.
@angelgonzalez69662 жыл бұрын
Holy shit Cliff, for that era and the age you were is really legit ! I wonder wtf you sound like now lol 👏👏👏
@onehandedbandit58782 жыл бұрын
Loved it man I wish your label would let u do reactions and have them listen before hand to make sure there’s no bars that are in any other songs
@BlackOUT14482 жыл бұрын
Glad you're here now man. Cool hearing this
@clintonclark51772 жыл бұрын
Thank you Cliff I loved it, you weren't as bad as you think, it takes some grit to do this video, really appreciate you.
@MAL-content2 жыл бұрын
This was a really great video, man :) And I know how awkward listening to your own stuff can be, but this was not at all garbage, and these throwaways really show that you have a bonafide talent as a rapper and producer too! I hope you can share your "best" stuff one day 🙏
@suzannemurnane2714 Жыл бұрын
I really enjoyed this. You sounded great at 17! Thank you for being so transparent and sharing a big piece of your musical abilities. You def are talented and it wasn't horrible at all! Tom, as you know, started with a red lense and fire lyrics. As I said, I liked how you sounded. Again, thanks for being so open with music that came from your soul at your young age! Peace ✌️
@karencarlos39422 жыл бұрын
"This is me... um, ahh....." song starts 7 min in. Thanks for showing that we all have insecurities to overcome. Sometimes it's good to look back and see how far we've come... see that we made it out of something that seemed impossible at the time to survive. I like the chorus on Outta My Mind... imo it sounds like you did it with purpose, to sound unstable and 'out of your mind'. Thx for being clear n real.