Colin's Wish (Finding Paradise / To the Moon)

[@Shirokroete]

This man is a master of storytelling that has managed to turn me into a human sprinkler on more than one occasion.

[@GustavusAdolphus2]

This is an amazing comment

[@SugarcatPlays]

Shirokröte I count about 4 times myself lol

[@aozora7770]

Just commenting here just to make you realize that its almost 2020! Can't wait for Impostor Factory

[@johnnyhshify]

Please get a diaper next time

[@KanGao]

Link to art credits in the description, as well as a preview to something neat coming early next year. c:

[@shiverarts8284]

Omg hello! I was just feeling sad so. this is great timing. thank you

[@idunno7205]

Nooo, i haven't complete the game yet, but I want to see the video, heck :,v

[@SickDelight]

AWW, Half a year of waiting for a new info about the movie, I want the "To The Moon Movie" so bad 😥😥😥

[@daklit]

kan gao...to the moon movie any updates...what happening..pls update us..😩😩😩 pls 😣😣

[@whatabeautifulduwang9603]

I'm very excited to hear that! I've been following your games for a while and their some of the best I've ever had the pleasure of playing. Hands down. Beautiful story, loveable characters, and fantastic music. I can't wait to see what else you come out with in the future.

[@RayOfTruth]

I've been dying for someone to make an analysis video talking about Finding Paradise since finishing the game. I really didn't expect it to be from Kan, but this is better than I could have wished for.

[@danymoon3553]

This man never ceases to amaze me with the depth of his content

[@usera598]

...and the depth of his voice.

[@Zharque]

Great analysis, I'm sure the creator will appreciate your interpretation on the game! Jokes aside, the fact that sequel is centered around a person who's more representative of the general populace as compared to the prequel's special case is amazing, even though technically speaking, Colin was more 'special' than Johnny was. It's hard to make a sequel on a masterpiece and I'm glad Finding Paradise turned out the way it did.

[@MelMelMel]

Thank you Kan Gao. Your work means so much to me. You touch souls. Make people feel emotions. Make us feel alive. Thank you. Thank you.

[@Iantorchwood94]

Not a single dislike... That's how much To The Moon's community respects and loves you, Kan. Your work Kan... Thank you. You have no idea how much your games mean to me. I have never cried playing a video game, but damn... You did it 3 times... To the Moon hit me harder when I replayed it around the times my grandfather died. He died before I finished the game a xxxxth time. And once, when he was in hospital, I showed him the game. He told me he would never change a single thing if he had the opportunity. He liked the characters and the music. He even completed a level. He liked it a lot. His heart was old and tired but his brain functionned until the very end. Finding Paradise was just... wow. I loved it. And somehow I think it could be something my grandfather could have asked. Finding peace and a happy place. Thank you Kan ! I'm very eager to follow another adventure of Neil and Eva !

[@OdirilSmallfish]

Gah,don't jinx it

[@dandansoysauce8762]

Aw man, there are 2 dislikes. But I agree with what you said, Kan has done an amazing job working on these two beautiful games along with the rest of the crew who contributed to this masterpiece. I have never seen any other RPG game like it!

[@paperclass4009]

12 dislike :(

[@aozora7770]

14 dislikes >:(

[@user-nu3sd7zb2j]

Im soo sorry for your loss. Your grand pa was really amazing.

[@Twining1999]

When i first played this game, I didn't actually get it the first time. But as time went on, i began to realize all the tiny ditails that add so much depth to the message you are trying to give with this masterpiece of a game. Before playing finding paradise, I felt a lot like colin, regreting every little thing that didn't happen the way I intended instead of treasuring all the amazing moments I've lived. After finishing it, I became a new man, I treasure friends and family, and the little moments sprinkled troughout the little percentage I've seen of my life, and I'm looking forward for more of those moments that make our memories so important and beautiful. Thank you Kan, love your work and hope to see much more of it in the future

[@kurimiaisukurimu]

Colin was such a great character to base a sequel on. To The Moon was already a masterpiece, but Finding Paradise was an incredible journey that still sticks on my mind today.

[@maxlvl912]

I really love the contrast between the two story of To The Moon and Finding Paradise, they both deal with the ideas of regret but approach them in such different ways. Colin’s journey is about finding true peace and solace in the life he lived were as Johnny’s story is about finding a part of his life that was taken away from him. I really love your explanation and Finding Paradise is a story that felt as important to me a year ago as it does now. The idea of living a good and happy live yet still being racked by the guilt and worry of being unfulfilled is a something I think we all have to come to terms with. Your games truly are some of the most beautiful works of art I’ve ever experienced, To The Moon changed my appreciation of narrative and Finding Paradise made me realise the importance of appreciation what I have. Thank you for the amazing art Kan and good luck on all future pieces that you make.

[@ethereal_angelll333]

Happy anniversary to To the Moon honestly💜it’s one of the best games ever and I’m so excited for the next one! Take as much time as you want Kan, all your fans will wait

[@xxdark322sidexx4]

Its the anniversary to finding paradise, not to the moon

[@yuuiuu11]

I loved TTM so much, but FP really connects to me me in a way that TTM didn't. I really see myself within the character of Colin. I am grateful to have found these games, they will stay with me for the rest of my life.

[@HollowProductions_1]

YOURE GOING TO MAKE ME CRY KAN

[@LeviathansTerribleGaming]

I'm still Very much living by that motto "In our lives, we get stuck on things that feel so important at the time, only to look back on them at the end of our lives and realize just how silly they were." These games have brought me a kind of peace to my soul that nothing else has, and I can confidently say this has stayed true even after half a decade now. I will always love this series and its music, it's been a needed anchor to me. Find joy in the little things, enjoy the time we have with those we love, our time may be fleeting and short in a certain perspective, but we shouldn't let that end rule how we live on the way to it.

[@jairdinh7563]

Such an amazing and genius story the themes were executed and delivered so well.

[@iamflat]

can't believe its already been a year. such a great story was stuck in my mind so vividly all year

[@izzy1221]

Your voice is really calming and lovely my dude. Just like your games!

[@Blizzic]

Utterly beautiful. Thank you for this. It's always interesting to see a creator's perspective on the themes of their work, but you took it to another level.

[@devilsadvocate2442]

Blizzic I never thought I'd see you here. Great rwby analysis anyways.

[@jessymedeiros]

Thank you! This makes me appreciate FP that much more. I confess that when I finished it for the fist time, I hadn't understood a lot of things so I left the game like "Uh, TTM is much better". But after giving it some thought and playing it again, I feel much better about FP.

[@sofiaaa6808]

Kan Gao, this series has been and will always be so special to me, the subjectivity of whether Sigmund corp is good or bad within the narrative has always been an aspect I loved, of course there are arguments for both sides, the protesters have valid viewpoints but the doctors at Sigmund know their work has helped people. So seeing the negative impact of such a company was so interesting to me. The world you’ve created is fascinating and has so much flexibility in the subjects it can deal with and I just adore that. I’ve been following this series since I was 11 years old! And now I’m a senior in high school about to move on into adulthood, and I’ve always kept up with your work. I’m ecstatic for the To The Moon movie and comic, as well as your future works, no matter the genre, your work never ceases to amaze me. So thank you for creating such a wonderful and interesting world with characters that I love to death. (Also happy anniversary to FP!! Can’t believe it’s already been a year!!!)

[@AmiesRoses]

I had a huge feeling about it being him wanting to see Faye again and it's so nice to have a little video here of you explaining it for people too; I can not believe a year has passed and honestly I can't wait for your future creations!

[@Sh4dge]

I've just finished the game, just wanted to say I loved it. Nothing's made me quite this emotional in a while, this means something more. Thank you

[@potzgaming]

"time is a place" "now" is "paradise" thanks kan :)

[@CiberGF]

I love these stories. The music, visuals and overall vibe hit you with a melancholic feeling I can't quite understand, but I love. And I love you Kan

[@jamescole2550]

I’m a pretty emotionless guy, but for some reason this game was one of the first instances where I was actually brought to tears. Can’t praise it enough, thanks for the ride!

[@chaisew03]

Your games mean so much to me, and this is why. You are able to create such wonderful stories that bring me to tears and have taught me so much. I just want to say thank you for everything you've created.

[@FlyingNakedPanda]

Thank you for all your work Kan. The games are truly an evolution of storytelling.

[@BuzzardPlanet97]

I love these games so much! I think To The Moon will always be my favourite, mostly because it had more of an emotional impact on me, but in a lot of ways Finding Paradise had a much more mature and honestly more relatable story. They were both great. Can't wait to see what comes next!

[@rudrecciah]

Can't wait for the next one! Just finished playing this tonight, and I love it. Amazing job

[@Launcelottv]

I love TTM and Finding Paradise so much that all my profiles are the photos of both games. I am really looking forward to the next games you are (hopefully) making + to the moon animation. I bought Finding paradise on day 1 and I will do the same for the movie and upcoming game. Great work and keep it up.

[@loststars6533]

Thank you very much for posting this Kan :) These games mean a lot to me and it was so nice hearing a clear and concise explanation of Colin's wish, straight from the creator himself! I hope all is going as well as it can be going in your life, and I hope you are content with what you have.

[@devilsadvocate2442]

Game theory ft. Kan Gao

[@Davus77]

Except that it's not a theory, cuz the developer himself said it :v

[@MrRumpapachuie]

I actually have an exam in a couple days so that exam comparison resonated with me. Keep up the great work, Kan. I love your art.

[@Hai43561]

I wish more creators would do this, definitely made me appreciate the ending even more, great video!

[@nightgamerplus8847]

Hello Kan. I don't know English very well, and I don't know your language at all, but if you're reading this, know that your work is appreciated very warmly by the community, what you're doing is not done by anyone. You make us dream, think about life, about our actions. So never give up, you're a man with a capital letter, you make your creation, putting all his soul. I am ran into your games, and very glad that I loved them.

[@JohnNovakovich]

I love you and your work, Kan. TTM and FP have been so inspirational to me. I hope you and your loved ones have a happy holiday season :)

[@kiwiparfaits]

Ahh I am so proud of you, Free Bird, and this series! There's so much love put into this series and it shows. Can't wait for whatever journey you take us on next.

[@Danilego]

I have no words to explain how much your work means to me. I just started doing piano lessons, and my main objective is to be able to play some of your soundtracks(in particulae Moonwisher, because that song always breaks me)

[@bubblegumi5957]

Thank you very much for your beautiful clarification! It was very soothing to hear your voice and your loving commentary on the two narratives. I hope you [and all in the comments] have a great rest of your day!

[@haya2337]

A friend of mine recommended me to play the ttm series, and well I can surely say that I've never been so amazed by a game. ttm, a bird story, and finding paradise are all masterpieces. Thanks kan for making such wonderful games.

[@nevosjj]

Happy anniversary to this masterpiece. Whenever i see an image or listen to the OST i still feel to cry.

[@ramontheloved]

I just finished Finding Paradise a few minutes ago and found in the community that there is this post! what an amazing end to the episode this videos is! congrats for the first year anniversary and thank you for creating the games and the characters and the music, may the cosmos send you more energy to create more beauty.

[@superjedders1550]

Thank you for this, the games and stories you have created have impacted me so deeply. I look forward to the next tale, and thank you again

[@KissaloneComplex]

I beg you, kind sir, never stop doing what you do. You are a treasure and we may not deserve you, but we need people like you more then anything else! I also wanna say thank you from the bottom of my heart, for every second of those games. i wrote this under tears, reliving the end of finding paradise and even though i may die of dehydration i can do so with the outmost and sincerest gratitude for life, thanks to you.

[@repcom38]

I just want to thank you. Your work is very important to me.

[@thequirkydruid8984]

I really loved this ! Its so cool seeing how dedicated you were when making the game ♡ I look so much forward to seeing your works in the future ♡

[@mubii69]

You are a good man. Thank you for making these beautiful games, and giving me a chance to experience them.

[@olla_p.]

The game had even more hidden meaning, than I could imagine. Kan Gao's stories have very special place in my heart, and I can only thank him for that experience and wish all the best and further success in game creating.

[@lonelygrim3350]

finding paradise is arguably my favorite game of all time. to the moon is great too but finding paradise hit a spot in my heart that no other game or medium in that matter, hit. this game will forever be my favorite game of all time.

[@liliace5]

Same here... That ending gets me every time.

[@blockofbutter9736]

It's debatable to the moon made me cry like a baby finding paradise I don't know

[@lonelygrim3350]

@@blockofbutter9736 notice the word "my". it's just my preference. but really, I understand that most people will like "to the moon" because it's more relatable. I just think that playing "a bird story" and just relating to colin more in general makes the game better for me.

[@KamiltheCamel]

Little Grim, that is interesting, I found Finding Paradise like 1000x more relatable, but I still liked To the Moon more. I still loved Finding Paradise, but I think the fact that To the Moon was something separate from me makes me like it more. Along with that To the Moon had more of story to tell, while Finding Paradise has more of a lesson to tell. Like Colin's life is a normal average life, nothing too crazy happens, whereas in To the Moon, the whole beta blocker thing and river makes the story really just pop. I still endlessly think about that. Also I was younger when I played To the Moon, so I got some more nostalgia too probably.

[@lonelygrim3350]

@@KamiltheCamel again. notice the word "me" and "my". it's just *my* preference. if you like to the moon more, then I really can't argue with that. every person is different. but for *me* I love finding paradise more. 😊

[@OnyxCyanide]

It's been awhile since I played this game and I'm glad Mr. Kan Gao explained it further for us and to those who may have needed further explanation. For some of us, it hit even harder than To The Moon because it hit us in a more profound way that we couldn't explain (even KZbinrs like Felix seemed to have been caught unexpectedly at the deepest moments). Even more than explained, we really felt with Colin a deeper sense of loneliness and acceptance that made this along with TTM, ABS, minisodes, TML and all really stay with me in my thoughts of life. Thank you, Sir, more than words can express on how beautifully rich with emotions on your shared perspectives of life that you give to us. I love it all, the stories, humor, references and just all the thoughts and feelings you bring to all of us. I look forward to cherish any and every story you bring to us. Oh and the music... I can never stop listening to it especially during times of thinking deeply about life - thank you.

[@jingsjli]

thank you so much for all of your phenomenal creations over the past decade. you've truly mastered the ability to delve into the deepest crevices of human emotion. i immensely look forward to everything you create in the future. thank you 💗

[@PhantomKit157]

Wow... I always love how much depth there is to the games. Such beautiful games in every way! Beautiful story, beautiful graphics and beautiful music. ❤

[@beau4588]

I love you, My favorite games, impeccable music, and deep introspective ideas. And your voice is so calming!! I cannot wait for this to become a film!!

[@Jimmy_Sullivan]

Your games are truly a masterpiece. The depth of the story and characters never cease to amaze me. Your work means a lot to me, Thank you!

[@CHRONICLEKAI]

Thank you Kan for your masterpieces. They will truly inspire the world :)

[@Gomle1]

I truely love you're games! The stories is beyond what i though what possible to create and tell in a game. specially in the heart-touching way you manage to do it. I have played so many games in my 34 years so far, and both To the Moon and Finding Paradise is Top 2 so far, with Too the Moon beeing first. I cant even imagine where u will take the next games story, specially with all the stuff that Eva and Niel is planning and doing. I just know it will be another great game and im looking so much forward to it! Thank you Kan! You have made my life and many others richer. These are stories that i will carry in the back of my head the rest of my life! If i could you would have gotten a huge hug. With the deepest respect! Tor From Norway!

[@redeo1475]

Thank you Kan for everything you have done for us! You truly are an amazing person and game developer and we all can't wait for your next title as well as the To the Moon movie!

[@anndymations6612]

Thank you Kan for this amazing video! It's actually perfect timing because I'm making a psychoanalysis on Colin himself, so this certainly makes it easier :D

[@TheCloudWanderer]

Thank you so much for being my favorite game dev! You and the rest of the team rock!

[@aianyoung]

I finally got around to playing Finding Paradise. Thanks for making two games that I've enjoyed immensely.

[@TilSkywalker]

You are doing some amazing work there... anrd the stories you tell also improve our ways to look at life and handle certain situations and see them in a different light! A big Thank you and I hope you have some nice winter holidays :)

[@catbot158]

The explanation on the happiness scale made everything make sense. Thanks Kan! Also your voice is a combination of Cry and Super Eyepatch Wolf's voices, and that is deeply relaxing.

[@devangshinde2093]

I was so busy crying that I didn't realize why they removed Sigmund Corp. Thanks for making this.

[@dangowo]

I love it. I dont have much words to say but it's all too real and emotional and I love this.

[@Codemantic]

absolutely incredible game I couldn't put it down. the tightly woven story connected by each game make this a very unique and memorable experience for me. I'm keeping a close eye on your updates and I am very excited to see what comes next in the series.

[@rohdri]

Recently picked up this game for myself; thank you for taking the time to explain it a bit. :)

[@evejackson3295]

In both your games there's a little twist in how they grant the wish. In To The Moon it breaks your heart, and in Finding Paradise it's really honest and satisfying. I guess you made the video because some players didn't understand it on first go, it was a really clever ending! Can't wait to see what you do with the next one.

[@Spathas]

You are amazing, I wish the world was full of people like you. My infinite admiration.

[@gallifrey3003]

thank you for everything Kan; these games have left a huge positive impact in my life, and I can't wait for more!

[@ssharoon07]

Thank you for your expalanation and making such a great game. I will waiting and support you fir the entire of my life. Cheers!

[@SugarcatPlays]

These two games were two of my favourite games to play on my channel and some of the only games to ever break me emotionally. It was an incredible journey and I can’t wait to continue it

[@hollow314]

i still cry everytime rewatching the parting with Faye and the talk between Colin and her at the end

[@SireSalty]

I just finished this game, and it was bloody fantastic. Had the tissues next to me, as I was fully right to expect to use them. Fantastic job to the team, and I can't wait for number 3.

[@FendyChronicle]

Thanks Gao, for giving us amazing story + tear jerking of 'To the Moon' and 'Finding Paradise'. i can't wait for the next episode..

[@AtlasDreamer4761]

I’m a simple man. I see new Kan Gao video, I like the video.

[@mcdermid12]

I really like the psychological approach and level of detail you put into the characters

[@Leinarth_]

You can combine music and storytelling in a way that have made us all cry and laugh. You are such an inspiration for me, thank you. Can't wait for the next game!

[@or29shtnby]

your games are so incredible! I love them so so much!

[@Toaxer25]

I love kan gao so much dude pqp

[@Darkcrafter3D]

Looking forward to play all games from freebird that will come. But not becauce i think straight they all have to be as Great as to the Moon or Finding Paradise are, becauce these two games helped me more than ones to get out of a bad time in my life so yea. Thank you and keep going ^^

[@Mr.misterr]

The story is so deep and you voice is so satisfying...this video is perfect👌🏻

[@theodorepulungsetyawan3308]

"There will be more one day" I'M SHAKING!!!!!!

[@JujYFru1T]

i can't believe it's already been a year. this very month I completed FP; it took a couple weekends. absolutely as wonerful as TTM, in a different way. This video was lovely. Thank you.

[@ameliacardozo1209]

Thank you SO much. Your games are honestly so beautiful, I will always support you and will continue looking forward to anything else you put out there 💛

[@nicolaperin4369]

Thank you, I don't have anything to say other than thank you for all your works, I only wish there were more people like you

[@BrianWalker93]

Just got done playing this game last night with my girlfriend on a live stream for a decent sized audience for such a small channel. Good sir, you actually made my girlfriend (who is TERRIFIED of birds) care about a bird TWICE. You made me, who doesn't even cry at funerals very often, tear up and actually have difficulty reading my lines. You struck a chord in both of us that hit very, very close to home. So far we are absolutely in LOVE with your work and have played through every single bit of content you've posted on this incredible story on our stream. We are truly looking forward to the next game and where the story will take us next. Please take your time and make these games the works of art, and labors of love, that you have clearly intended them to be. We're looking forward to seeing more! ~Brian and Kaida

[@Eriana01]

Thank you man. Playing this game was an exceptional experience for me

[@Excelsior1937]

I was literally right in the middle of saying "That was the point" when he took the words out of my mouth. Colin had a whole bunch of small regrets that COULD have the power to ruin how he feels about his life in retrospect IF he gives them the power to with his outlook. And on the other side of that coin, those regrets could just as easily fade into nothing against the backdrop of a wonderful life if that's how he chooses to direct his attention instead. Sure he could let the fact that his last landing wasn't exactly one for the highlight reel ruin his flight career, or he could see it as just another chapter in the dream job that he got to work for 40-50 years. He missed his son's birth, but he was there for all the wonderful moments as a family that they would have as Asher grew up. I really felt it in the way that Neil and Eva collected those small regrets like Pokemon cards through his life just how little they REALLY mattered, and that's the whole point because that means they can only take away your happiness if you let them. Ah this game was so freaking beautiful, I love it with all my heart.

[@yuriastellise]

This was amazingly in-depth and gives a deeper understanding of both games. Thank you for this video! I'm super excited to see what you'll come out with next :)!

[@EinfachSaoru]

How can one sound so damn calming.

[@Defnotkorean]

In a world of so many great game developers, you are my favorite my dude.

[@yaesthete]

Kan, thank you, you have changed my life completely

[@ApocGenesis]

If you asked me who was one of the finest story-tellers of the 21st century, I would say Kan Gao. That I am alive now to experience your stories first-hand is a gift. Thank you, Kan Gao.

[@hosiutsi]

I love you Kan Gao, you truly bring a true meaning to stories and video games.

[@karenktq]

Thank you so much! Finding Paradise gave us an in-depth look into life. :')

[@ariaditya4873]

I've never seen a game being designed in this meticulous way, not only the strength foundation of the story but also the important messages that KG is sharing. Not to mention about the humourous acts by Neil hahaha... Amazing, amazing game! Worth every penny out of my stash. Look fwd to Ep 3!

[@koriy5915]

It was nice reviewing the story a year after. Also, respect to this man.

[@Dylawa]

Man, there's no WAY it's already been a year since Finding Paradise. It feels like it only happened like a month ago. Thank you, Kan, for bringing us yet another pixel game masterpiece. I will eagerly wait another six or more years for whatever you have planned next.

[@frescopino7866]

To The Moon is the best game I've ever played, hands down. It surprised me, amused me, made me cry, all of this like no other game could. It was an experience I never thought I would have, but most importantly one that I never thought I would want. It was so wonderful that when FInding Paradise came out, I was afraid. You reached an high with To The Moon that I didn't think you could reach again. All of these doubts went away the second I started the game and got to Colin's wish. River and Johnny's story was complicated, full of twists in the form of memory erasing medicine, moon rabbits and inability to understand the person you love. Colin's story... Was normal. He lived a normal life, had normal friendships, a normal wife in a normal house. The least normal thing of his life was his job as pilot. And you made it interesting. The constant jumps, his suddenly disappearing friend, the lack of a concrete wish, a blank diary, all of it culminating in the moment where you're reminded that yes: this is the kid from A Bird Story, and all of that links to his life. Where To The Moon left me with a sour taste in my mouth, knowing that Johnny and River never did understand each other, Finding Paradise left me smiling while the tears flowed. That conversation with Faye, that final mirrored kiss... I thank you immensely for sharing these stories with us.

[@ASELittleK]

Happy anniversary! Thank you for creating the ride in the first place, Kan. :)