Finding Paradise - Every Single Memory (Official Video)

An original song, written & recorded for the OST of 'Finding Paradise' on Steam. - Thanks for watching! - Lyrics below
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Finding Paradise OST: goo.gl/ZuuE4s
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LYRICS:
Do you ever look back at your life?
Regret all things you never did
If you could get a second chance to live it over again
Would you still end up here in the end?
Soon we'll be saying goodbye
Soon we'll be asking ourselves why
Why does it feel like whenever we're happy
We find something better that catches our eye
Soon we'll be saying goodbye
Soon we'll be asking ourselves why
Finding paradise feels so much like saying goodbye
I always used to dream about flying
You always made me feel like I could
So how can I let you go, when both of us know
That nothing else will ever feel this real
I guess I'm just afraid to be lonely
I guess I'm ashamed of what I feel
Why can't I just say goodbye
To something that was never meant to be
I want to tell you that I'll be ok
But without you there's nothing left of me
So can we take a moment just before you leave
and relive every single memory?
Soon we'll be saying goodbye
Soon we'll be asking ourselves why
Why does it feel like whenever we're happy
We find something better that catches our eye
Soon we'll be saying goodbye
Soon we'll be asking ourselves why
Finding paradise feels so much like saying goodbye
When it hurts to be alone I remember
All the things you said when we were together
And it hurts at first but then it gets better
And I feel like I can finally put it all behind me
I want to tell you that I'll be okay
Without you I will learn to fly someday
But can we take a moment just before you leave
and relive every single memory?

[@zedmanul7472]

"To the Moon was about seeking fantasy from reality, whereas Finding Paradise is about seeking reality from fantasy. Two sides of the same coin." - Kan Gao

[@kevinm5940]

I find it interesting how the doctors seem to represent realism in the first game, but fantasy in the second one.

[@RyeClarke]

How come I've only knew about this now? 😭 Better late than never.

[@knightgem8234]

3:00 I love how you can just hear the Finding Paradise melody if you listen close enough. "All the grass on the other side, is it only greener in my mind?"

[@Viperense]

Revisiting the game after almost five years. The feelings hit the same and this song is always deep in my heart. Loved, love and will love progression of the lyrics when the first two chords sound like desperate crying where the main character doesn't want to let go of his friend, but the last one in the end feels like sad acceptance. As if everything will truly be ok despite the farewell. Magnificent work!

[@astrisperspecto4130]

I wanted to sleep and KZbin was like: hey your eyes are too dry. take THIS

[@LemonMann]

the eyes might be dry... but our cheeks are soaking wet... :')

[@Creeperboy099]

I tried to sleep but not only this, but a struggle in life related to a significant other was keeping me awake Not many people fall in love in their childhood, but especially since she’s my best friend, she is cemented in my heart and I basically made the commitment of marriage to her Sadly, we are literally separated by time and our town, and there is literally an entire city and a river between us. Sadly, she is no longer like how she was before...

[@anirudhata]

@@Creeperboy099 She isn't the same anymore but you are a strong man who still remembers her. Its her loss to not recognize a gem of a person like you. Hope after all these years you are ok

[@Anuca6]

Damn, still addicted to this song after all these years. Hope to hear you again in one of Freebird's games.

[@alexschwarz4749]

Truly a wonderfull song, I keep coming back to it too.

[@moncara1]

Is this song featured in the game?

[@Anuca6]

@@moncara1 It's a bonus track when you buy the soundtrack.

[@moncara1]

@@Anuca6 Thanks!

[@viktorberggren9221]

Finding Paradise hit me so unbelievably hard and it made me cry harder than I have in an very, very long time. Kan Gao really knows how to write stories that are immensly powerful and filled with emotions that are so real. I am so very excited to see the next part of this story, whenever it comes along.

[@icantthinkofaname7293]

Viktor Berggren If it does get made, but I think it will, since some mysteries are still unsolved.

[@astrisperspecto4130]

I felt so OLD after the game and although just being midtwen I'd recaptured my life so far. and I have no regret big enough to wish for another way my life could've gone. again. .. those damn onion cutting invisible ninjas

[@Mooncat25]

Have you tried Rakuen? I'm sure you're gonna have a BAD TIME with it.

[@sinharakshit]

Would you suggest playing to the moon before finding paradise?

[@justsomerandomuser1573]

I can't believe that I almost forgot about this song. This song is amazing

[@RIOTxRYKER]

Thank you! :)

[@rawryshysparkles7815]

To the Moon - River tries everything to let Johnny remember the 1st time they met :( Find Paradise - Colin tried to find Faye even though she doesn't exist :(

[@leoncabalista5496]

Yeah on RIVER side it hits me really hard she made so many possible things for John to remember her, she started creating paper rabbits, cutting her hair and the most important thing for river is the platipus doll that Johnny gave to her ever since and until the final part of Rivers time she gave a paper rabbit again and she ask the same questions like they first met on the night so that Johnny can remember her but in the end Johnny never remember her that's kind of sad on River side!! **I cry really hard on the childhood part of River and Johnny the first time they met!!**

[@LesleighHart]

"finding paradise seems so much like saying good-bye" - beautiful.

[@sencheesecake5366]

The game was unforgettable, and so is this song. Im back to listening

[@MordredMS]

This song has no right to be this good and to make me cry so much.

[@highboy30699]

3:26 If you listen carefully, these's a melody sounds like Faye's theme in the background. . . . . . Yea, I know it's just a common scale, but who cares.

[@RIOTxRYKER]

+Jui Han We tried to incorporate a few motifs from the game in there. Good ear :)

[@XG417]

....Oh crap, YOU'RE RIGHT. Listening to this just got a bit more bittersweet! x'D Also, a bit of "Time is a Place" can clearly be heard before that :P

[@tdark987]

Jui Han Even before that, at 3:01 the melody very much seems to be inspired by Time Is A Place (though I’m sure there are some people on here who’ll try to say it sounds like Hopes And Dreams... >_> ).

[@Plastixbag]

@@tdark987 No, you're 100% right! It's Time is a Place

[@raivaru3270]

"Why does it feel like whenever we're happy We find something better that catches our eye" I can personally relate to this line...

[@AlexiosLair]

One of the reasons I love such things like youtube and indie games is that you may find people with such wonderful talent, dedication and energy. And you wouldn't be able to find them anywhere else. You really captured the essence of the Finding Paradise. Thank you!

[@RIOTxRYKER]

Thanks so much! :)

[@MicaJYoung]

I used to have a friend, who broke my heart, and listening to this back when it came out helped me through it. I have my own life now and I'm happy, but revisiting this song... it still made me cry. Thank you.

[@linsane047]

I heard this song thousand times it's still so beautiful...

[@kodyyount6080]

I'm not sure if you will ever see this, but this song got me through 8 months of hell. Thank you.

[@RIOTxRYKER]

I'm glad to have been able to help even a little. :)

[@nickleedom1198]

I really wish that this song got more recognition outside of this game's community. Anyone else got an opinion on this?

[@mo_shiota1637]

just finished this game. that was an emotional roalercoster if i ever felt one... may faye and colin find their peace

[@andreacaporale327]

After finishing Finding Paradise and listening this, this became my favourite Song ❤ Beautiful voice and beatufil lyrics.

[@RIOTxRYKER]

Thanks so much, I'm glad you enjoyed it! :)

[@kazutokirigaya9928]

Anyone back in 2024? The wisdom in this song and the way its written is impeccable. Love all your anime songs too!

[@deshimeguy8864]

Every night, i have this place in my mind when i go to sleep. It's a bar where the bartender is myself and I come in and have a drink. He is my alternate persona who comforts me and gives me advice. Everytime a friend of mine asks for some advice, it has become a habit of mine to ask him first and when i reply to that friend of mine, I tell him that its from another person. Every night i have this debate with him of rather or not I have done things in the right way and discuss how I will fix things next day. It sometimes works and I keep on relying on him. At the same time, I keep thinking, am I doing the right thing? I'm sure one day I need to leave him and follow my own path. But can I leave him tho.......

[@ultimatejager4058]

That's fascinating, but I didn't understand one thing: you encounter your alternate persona in your mind before sleeping or in your dreams? I instead use to separate the different traits of my personality and make them debate, usually when I'm alone, during a shower or when I'm taking a walk. It all happens in my mind, obviously; I'm not that crazy 😂

[@KyrieEleisonTV]

This is a really good song, voice and lyrics! Thank you so much, your job was amazing!

[@RIOTxRYKER]

+Kyrie Eleison thanks a lot! :)

[@elle_khearts]

Every Single Memory - Collin's POV Wish my Life Away - Faye's POV 😭😭

[@zedmanul7472]

Everything's alright - River's POV

[@violetneiv]

@@zedmanul7472 Actually Everything's Alright has both Johnny's and River's POV :colinsweat:

[@zedmanul7472]

@@violetneiv Yes, but it is river for the most part! :dabbingrob: :riverknife:

[@violetneiv]

@@zedmanul7472 :colinsweat:

[@zwaites12]

My grandmother just passed away. She always looked out for me and worried about me but when I have gotten settled her health deteriorated and this song would be me to her.... telling her I will be ok.

[@LesleighHart]

Different time emotionally when I listened to this song. That last line - relive every single memory really bites. A song of sweet sorrow.

[@stampsy125]

i hadnt heard of finding paradise but now if i can im buying this game

[@stampsy125]

2 months later i have bought it, beat it and successfully cried my eyes out

[@RIOTxRYKER]

Nice!

[@Saphirakii]

This song is just so amazing, it broke my heart but also made it better at the same time it sent me on such an emotional roller coaster, it'd be amazing to see an animated music video with this song

[@RIOTxRYKER]

Thank you! I'm glad you liked it :)

[@Remzenhaide]

5 years already? time flies

[@Dragon.of.wisdom]

This is beautiful, it makes me cry. The lyrics touched me deep in my soul 😭♥️

[@siriusgray]

“But without you there is nothing left of me.” Absolute chills.

[@RIOTxRYKER]

Thanks for watching! :)

[@siriusgray]

RIOTxRYKER Thank you. I really needed this song.

[@adishi17]

This hit me right in the feels :'3 good job to you man!

[@RIOTxRYKER]

+adi-shi17 thank you! :)

[@adishi17]

RIOTxRYKER you're welcome ^-^

[@yuiko927]

When Kan announced that To The Moon 3 is gonna be released in the end of 2020, it made me go back and remember how this is song hit me so hard. Thank you so much for putting so much emotions. It's totally heartfelt.

[@leticiashimizu312]

"Finding paradise feels so much like saying goodbye"... My heart, man... You broke my heart... Don't do it anymore... Oh man

[@federicobarreralemarchand7629]

Wow, what a way to synthesize the message from finding paradise in a song. It hits so hard... This is awesome

[@RaptorSnake]

I heard this a while ago, but I still wanted to say, that this is one of my favorite songs of all time and it will probably remain that way.

[@user-gp7pj8yq8c]

I love this song. Thanks you GoldenBoys.

[@Scvskysoccer]

IF we have this song at the end credit. That would be really nice.

[@khyndetoroctocon151]

This song is really a masterpiece for me, I've always look for this In Spotify and always play this after opening the app. It's been a long time but this song still hit me, let me reread the old memories and now , this song still touch me from the very deep of my soul.

[@DanielLopes-dh2hv]

Cant belive its been 4 years already

[@TripleGatan]

Okay, left it on repeat for 5 times, and I liked it better every time... That's a proof of greatness ! You did an awesome job, it's great as a song, and even better as a song related to Finding Paradise ! (I did hear the musical cues to its OST) Subscribed !

[@RIOTxRYKER]

+Jey thanks so much :)

[@TheTubercuber]

Same here!

[@iceliu1921]

wait so you liked and unliked and then liked and unliked then liked it again??? ffffffu

[@coffeewifi7589]

How often have you listened to this song? Yes.

[@xavierlopezblanquez5237]

WTF?? This is ridiculously good! Really felt this one :)

[@AceFuzzLord]

I can't explain why, but your eyes look like they match the song so perfectly

[@tempestwulf7709]

2017 this made a lot of us cry. Now it's 2021 and it hits so much harder. Still love this after almost 4 years

[@Nyerguds]

Just discovered this at the end of the official soundtrack I bought from Bandcamp. Beautiful. Absolutely beautiful. Great work on this.

[@RIOTxRYKER]

+Nyerguds thanks so much! :)

[@DaleKamp]

Got the OST asap. This is a wonderful bonus. Thank you and everyone else involved.

[@RIOTxRYKER]

+Dale Kamp thanks for watching :)

[@dantesparda4493]

JRPG games truly have changed my music tastes drastically and I'm so glad it did.

[@steaqwq]

Wow... this song is so beautiful, I couldn't believe I didn't hear it sooner until I stumbled upon this song while listening to finding paradise full OST. I love it!

[@RIOTxRYKER]

Thank you! :)

[@twj14]

Yes, still back again to this amazing track

[@Okuraio]

Well at this moment i'm hearding this OST, wtf, this song gave me chills, Wish my life Away is a Beautifull song but at least Kan could put this song in after credits. Amazing work guys, i don't know if support any of you but i bought on steam the OST.

[@Okuraio]

I don't know if i could post this but: kzbin.info/www/bejne/nGOVhahoo6h2gck the two versions would stay amazing

[@DBT1007]

Seems like this song is supposed to be on credits. But seems like it's changed because this song is not suitable for the theme. Slow, sad and relaxing musics.

[@HolyDemonSnap]

Oh my God! YOU were the one who wrote and sung this! No wonder I recognized your voice! This is so incredible! :D

[@doublecheeseburger0545]

Good job man...i felt it all...

[@charisjane1463]

I havent yet watched the playthrough of this game...but what I can say about this original song of yours is WOW. Just Wow...no words, only tears...

[@RIOTxRYKER]

Thanks so much! :)

[@OverlyCurly]

Lyrics: And I feel like I can finally leave it all behind me But I think it's "put it all behind me"

[@RIOTxRYKER]

+aLi Resistant fixed, thanks :) that's what happens when we make a bunch of little changes throughout the recording process.

[@DragonMage155]

Love the song man! I think it's my new fav now! Keep up the good work ^_^

[@RIOTxRYKER]

+DragonMage156 thank you! We will! :)

[@OverlyCurly]

Damn this should have been in the last minutes of the game Its perfectly related to the story

[@known_questionmark]

nope, its just a bonus ost if you buy the entire ost of the game.

[@OverlyCurly]

Fancy Bread I know... but it really should have been in it...

[@HL2015-dan]

I saw your song on the game. It immediately hits me on the feels. 😢 Great song😢

[@Quincy299]

Beautiful song 🎶 I still enjoyed in 2021

[@hayhay2640]

KZbin reccomended me this out of the blue still remeber this game and its prequel hard to forget stories like this.

[@PooCrizzap]

Absolutely love this song

[@RIOTxRYKER]

Thank you! :)

[@Mistersocksssssss]

You guys deserve so much love and admiration, I swear. Lots of love from India!

[@RIOTxRYKER]

Thanks so much! :)

[@laula813]

Absolutely beautiful. Total wunderschön.

[@RIOTxRYKER]

Thank you! :)

[@beastfighter1]

Absolutely incredible work, man! This is the first I've heard of you and you have a fantastic voice. Also I just finished Finding Paradise so I'm still on the feels train! :)

[@RIOTxRYKER]

+beastfighter1 thanks so much! :) Kan knows how to pull on heart strings for sure

[@wakuw_wakuw]

Wow......amazing.....

[@conniver21]

Coming Back here to listen to this song.... I feel old... good days

[@ScottJohnHarrison]

I was thinking I had missed this song somewhere in the game. Well done on this song - it is tear educing.

[@RIOTxRYKER]

+Scott John Harrison thank you :)

[@mohammadosmanriaz6237]

Bravo. Beautiful lyrics and voice.

[@RIOTxRYKER]

+Nostalgic Days thanks so much :)

[@dascher6769]

Wow, just wow. I love it, I just love it and wanna hear it 24/7. Such an emotional text and your voice just so emotional, too. And damn you really put emotions into this song, I thaught you would start to cry by yourself. Just wow. Would have loved if this where the credit song. Just a massive amount of respect.

[@RIOTxRYKER]

+Dascher thank you so much :) I'm glad you like it!

[@dascher6769]

Showed it a friend and she nearly died because she loves emotional Songs. And it is definitely added to her Playlist. ^^

[@palgongsantrundle]

the lyrics makes me remind of Faye and Colin. thank you for your song. it is truly beautiful.

[@RIOTxRYKER]

+starlocater thank you! :)

[@TripleGatan]

Whelps... Already more than two and a half years... I still love this song so damn much, and the various references inside are just perfect! While I really like your covers, I'm sure you could do wonders with more originals! I wish you the best of luck!

[@RIOTxRYKER]

Thanks man! :)

[@GP_does_Webtoon]

Great song!!

[@donghwa6308]

This song impressed to me.thank you.

[@RIOTxRYKER]

Thanks for watching! :)

[@wellhellotherekyle]

Excellent work chris! Good job buuud.

[@RIOTxRYKER]

+Kyle Humphrey thanks Kyle!! :)

[@raktimrout5264]

Amazing 😍🙌

[@WarMachinePlaysMc]

i cried after i first heard this but now that im older it don't bother me but i still tear up cause its a beautiful song

[@bintangshandy2606]

oww its really beautifull ;-; thankyou very much

[@RIOTxRYKER]

Thank you! :)

[@michaeltarasov4426]

This is very good song, i've played this game like 2 years ago, listened about 20 times OST, but did have not listened this song, this is pretty good present, also cause of my love to metal XD. love this game

[@_whimsical_]

THIS NEEDS MORE ATTENTION

[@RIOTxRYKER]

Thank you!! :)

[@Taylor-tut]

:O!!! This is amazing!

[@RIOTxRYKER]

Thank you! :)

[@FirearmofMutiny]

This song keeps growing on me every time I listen to it Also, I thought this sounded like Nandemonaiya from Your Name, and lo and behold, you did a cover of that too! :D

[@RIOTxRYKER]

+Firearm of Mutiny We did! Thanks for watching :)

[@zydell3487]

Could you post a link to the instrumental? Myself and im sure many others would love to sing along with the backing track

[@Tompson2012]

Amazing work !

[@RIOTxRYKER]

Thank you! :)

[@lbr-schn]

This clutches heartstrings.

[@RosMo4]

Ahhh i loved this so so much!!!

[@RIOTxRYKER]

+Ros Mo thank you! I'm glad!

[@raktimrout5264]

Pure Legends 🙌

[@jesusacevedo667]

Amazing

[@RIOTxRYKER]

+Jesus Acevedo thanks for watching :)

[@keobutbutt]

Your voice is just so A M A Z I N G and especially the context and the meaning of the song. I really hope you will record a song for the third game. :)

[@RIOTxRYKER]

Thank you! Tweet at Kan and who knows?? Haha

[@Jacob-nj6ps]

Holy shit. That was amazing. Hands down the best song you guys have done by far. I'm super Inclined to buy the game, and if the OST is purchasable. I'm getting it asap, extremely well done

[@RIOTxRYKER]

+Jacob Morrell awesome! Thanks for checking it out! The OST will be purchasable later today. (The game is really cool too)

[@johnnyhshify]

You haven't played the game? Prepared to be blown away.

[@TheAlexWorldGames]

That's awesome !!!

[@RIOTxRYKER]

+Alex kim thank you! :)

[@TheAlexWorldGames]

RIOTxRYKER thank YOU, for making that song ! ^_^

[@andblpa]

Amazing song, dude! I haven't played the game yet but I feel that you showed that is a great game through your music ;) (sorry for my English, I'm brazilian)

[@RIOTxRYKER]

+Andrey Costa thanks a lot! And your English sounds great :)

[@renkousami5967]

so beautiful voice and music

[@RIOTxRYKER]

+Yu Jun Yang thank you! :)

[@renkousami5967]

RIOTxRYKER thx u too:) Go ahead! friend

[@Harrellllll]

The camera work is amazing

[@RIOTxRYKER]

+Rasyid Harun thank you!

[@ahmeterdoagn]

Damn... Beautiful

[@RIOTxRYKER]

Thank you! :)

[@haizuanhaizuan7852]

I can feel it

[@plaugeninja1229]

Luv the song, this is content that's sub worthy!

[@RIOTxRYKER]

+Silenth 32 many thanks :)

[@cerealmaster8501]

Aye bro why the hell am i crying on my bathroom floor rn thanks for the fire the song tho.

[@ash_ish]

We need spotify of this song.

[@joo_nath]

Kinda wondered why this song didn't get into the game. Because If it does, then this would be a great song to be play at the ending of the game.

[@known_questionmark]

yea, the song is very nice. but imo the beats and tone doesnt fit with the last cutscenes.

[@aneesadania5357]

It's too edgy..

[@DBT1007]

It is too beat and noisy. It can ruins your emotion at the end. From super sad to confusion and then in the end u will feel "huh? Just that?" after this song ended