Crying and Laughing Opening my Childhood Art and Memories Box...

[@mot649]

This comment is in memory of Alex. Jazza is right as long is she is remembered she lives on.

[@miwazzz]

Who is alex? Sorry im a new fan :'(

[@gimbly8801]

@@miwazzz Maybe if you actually watch THIS video entirely, you'd understand.

[@miwazzz]

@@gimbly8801 ok.

[@mot649]

@@miwazzz watch the video and then you wont have to ask questions

[@noidk1530]

gamer g5e Alex was Jazza’s highschool friend who died in a car crash :)

[@sofitariq326]

My heart hurts when his voice just breaks Someone give him the entire world please

[@westdekota5935]

@Sofia Malik OH WHAT THE HECK give him the whole frickin galaxy. ❤️😢

[@aaronc-9872]

why are you distracting me from the video with yoongi’s gummy smile!?

[@julissaesparza3042]

NO THE UNIVERSE

[@jjp629]

R.I.P ALEX god bless you jazza!!

[@bastianlarsen7375]

Me too

[@OveniaHimself]

God damn, when jazza gets sad, it feels like the whole world is dying

[@Rose-tj5ko]

Ikr 😭😭

[@joseph2373]

FELIPE

[@goomythegoomy_1430]

I agree but IT is jazza not jezza

[@florg5418]

Mudkip • Geez man just correcting a typo

[@pmepania9707]

Ikr..! ToT

[@jalynwishem3043]

Seeing such a gentle, funny, carefree guy like Jazza cry just makes me tear up. She’ll be remembered Jazza. We won’t forget her and all the great moments you’ve brought us

[@persistantparasaurolophus]

Absolutely, no doubt. Very well put.

[@reeeeeed3204]

I feel like jazza should redraw his oldest drawing. Then vs Now

[@recoveringsoul755]

I think he should bring that whole story about the alians to life!

[@emperor8716]

Recovering Soul yes!

[@ajg222]

Yasss this should be a series

[@Tefixitafuckme]

Also grammar then and now

[@leavemealone802]

"I am sorry for the tone of this video had chaged so unexpectedly " *crying* is fine! Take you time. Oh god is too early for this

[@kalalillykal2693]

Vi Cardoso yes

[@Dimitrij088]

It was so hard watching this video. I cried so much

[@Merely_To_Observe]

*and* it's healthy

[@florajakobson6449]

yes I totally agree, I wouldn't want to see him fake being happy when he's not

[@corruptpasta8138]

When Jazz’s started crying I started crying with him

[@shivalika10]

Me too

[@1_016]

Too

[@Mahiczna]

Same

[@anniefarrell9907]

Same

[@tonixxdieolle4464]

Omg Same

[@outside8312]

My best friend died almost a year ago, the anniversary is coming up soon. This just broke me

[@diegofrenguelli8590]

RIP sorry for your loss

[@brycetan2153]

thats so sad

[@kyandehaan6306]

ok

[@herbertsalvador1111]

Kyan de Haan are u heartless

[@cornchips3285]

I hope you’re ok :)

[@aidanmagicguy2549]

I literally started crying when he was talking about Alex.

[@kceleste4140]

Same, I literally had to pause to calm down and compose myself. I really just wanted to hug him

[@Becks-jz1qc]

I started crying too, losing someone you care so deeply about is one of the worst feelings

[@SPFreakazoid]

Me too!

[@erykahvanier6913]

I’m so sorry Alex, she sounds like the best person ever and a true friend. Thanks for being honest with us❤️❤️✨🐼

[@RepostCollection]

Jazza*

[@aivdudeful]

@@RepostCollection his name is Alex

[@kianaallen957]

@@aivdudeful it was a girl his name is joisah or sum like dat

[@umar_patell8520]

Jazzas name is Josiah. Alex was his best friend and jazza didn't deserve to lose her

[@umar_patell8520]

U would know if watched it properly

[@iulian9566]

“When do you think people die? When they are shot through the heart by the bullet of a pistol? No. When they are ravaged by an incurable disease? No. When they drink a soup made from a poisonous mushroom!? No! It’s when… they are forgotten.” one of the greatest quotes ever

[@adamled99]

Yeah, but it's actually when they die though

[@YourlocalBee340]

Wow

[@vegardjohansen9589]

Whos quote is that?

[@ForeverWinxy]

Love the reference to one piece. It is one of the most emotional quotes in the show

[@filippretnar3593]

Dr. Hiluluk from one piece

[@kathrinbeckmann6530]

Wow the way he _immediately_ went silent after seeing his friend's picture...heart wrenching

[@calabaetraverez6178]

there aren’t enough words to describe how badly i want to hug jazza

[@kaidkaid88]

I know. He's always so happy and energetic...

[@uhhh4418]

Seeing jazza get emotional is actually heart breaking,he’s just this happy guy but everybody has gone through atleast something that has destroyed them.

[@johnoswald9143]

Yeah dude it was right to include that. I think it’s part of middle age, if it needs to come out it’s gonna come out, we can all relate to loss dude and I’m sorry for yours. Like you said keep her in your heart and your head and she’s never really gone.

[@stompymage8785]

jazza: "this needs to be a movie" my brain: "Jazza you are and amazing artist and animator you can make it a movie yourself you don't need to ask"

[@jirahjashmiermacalino7556]

Stompy Mage true

[@abigailaggarwala9173]

I just want to give Jazza a huge hug and tell him how much he has made us laugh and how if Alex was your friend, then she is ours too and she will forever be remembered! I wish I could do more, you have inspired me and others and made me laugh non-stop. Your videos are always a go-to watch. Love you Jazza and I'm sorry all I can do is like and comment!

[@rainbowsongbird13]

I feel the same way. I wish there was more we could do to show our support.

[@abigailaggarwala9173]

@@rainbowsongbird13 At this point I think we can just honestly let him know that we are here ♡

[@slimetopian7559]

I agree on everything You have said so far @abigail aggarwala

[@ella-tl9ry]

💞

[@Gamalielslay]

Me as well! 💓💓

[@firewaves3497]

Jazza, I dare you to remake "The Alians That Came to Earth" into an animation pleaseeee

[@megumin2651]

I am with you

[@zosoart]

Yes!!!

[@saraxoxo1699]

YESSSSSS PERFECTTTTTTT

[@joceslayback1231]

MJ needs to draw the monster.

[@scottchamoff7971]

YASSSSS

[@renera361]

It hurt to watch my favorite artist cry, considering other's have gone through loss always reminds me of someone I've lost to suicide, he was a wonderful kid, cared about everyone around him, and I cared about him. We were awkward in person but over text we talked all of the time. I was going through a lot then, and so was he, so we were there for each other. Then I moved to a different state, and we lost contact. Unfortunately, a few months went by, a lot of people I moved away from thought I was dead, and he probably did too. I found out he went missing one night and police found that he had overdosed. I don't always think about it, I'm of course still trying to live my life, but every now and then I get reminders and it hits too close to home. Even if we grew apart, I always think about how great he was and how amazing he would've turned out-- I wish I could take his place sometimes. but it is what it is. ~See you on the other side Kyle.

[@kaidkaid88]

Aww GenEra such a sad story.. Which doesn't seem to be helping my already existing tears. I'm sorry about that

[@ItzCortana]

Oml so sorry for your loss..

[@anuki_kaida]

Im sorry for Your loss... I've lost a friend to suicide as well and its still really hard for me, so keep going as you are and lets keep our memories in a good way

[@Miguel-eh6bs]

Jazza, I hope I speak for everyone when I say: We may not be your close friends, or your family, but we're here if you need us. Dont be afraid to reach out to us if that's what you need

[@uhhidk73]

yes. That's so true. We will always be here for you, Jazza.

[@kkdevilgachaxxx8983]

Super true. We will always be here for u ❤️

[@therubburduckling]

yes

[@blankspacebv-p7190]

WHO THINKS WHEN JAZZA WAS YOUNG HE LOOKS LIKE HIS SON?

[@GeronimouxIII]

thats how genes work

[@fairyulz]

Pretty sure that's how genes work-

[@rohinipillai3352]

His son looks so much like him!

[@DoomPickle490]

Blank Spacebv :-P yeah definitely

[@creechersart8953]

Sorto

[@FaerieDust]

Honestly, I really appreciated hearing about Alex. She sounds like she was a wonderful person, someone who should be remembered. I'm sure she'd be very proud of the the family and life you've managed to build. I loved seeing your childhood drawings and stories! We're so much freer in our imagination and expression as children, it's quite amazing.

[@FreezingmoonDSBM]

Jazza, she will be remembered. Trust us. We will remember her.

[@beebeebobo14]

I feel bad for jazza. His best friend who he was really close to during high school, died a few years after. 🥺😢😭😭😭 I feel REALLY bad for him. I started crying when he did 😢

[@andar.3859]

Why u cry

[@ghostyplays4049]

@@honoraryavenger4165 I have..... to cancer :(

[@littlefoxes8694]

@@ghostyplays4049 I'm so sorry

[@alyssa-wu7dt]

It happens to everyone, at some point in life. And it sucks, but we cant do anything about it, and all we can do is move on, but that's hard to do sometimes. RIP Alex.

[@dantecrossroad]

I honestly love these vulnerable moments. No one is ever more true to themselves than when they are openly emotional. I'm sure Alex is quite proud of you and smiles down on you because of what you've made of yourself. Although I didn't know her, I'm glad she was there for you.

[@hollyensoll6109]

Dear Alex, No one here got the pleasure to meet you, we can see the amazing impact you have made on jazza. We will always remember you and your legacy will live on. From everyone.

[@RinaSova01]

Jazza, who drew a long time, his mother still kept them. How sweet 😊

[@andar.3859]

My mom burned my best 6 year old work

[@crazyape2222]

my mom ripped mine up

[@sirbubbles3190]

my mom keep mine to she says she’ll show people them when i get famous

[@skulloutofwater4148]

My mom wants me to keep some of my art so that I can sell it when I’m famous? I want to keep it to remind myself how much I improve!

[@RinaSova01]

@@skulloutofwater4148 I can agree on that ^^

[@alexnick8383]

Jazza: “I don’t want this to be deep or anything..” Me: “too late” Jazza: *continues* My heart: *crumbles and burns*

[@DitsyDaisy]

Crumbles and *lights on fire*

[@theaternerds2722]

Alex The Amazing Me: A tsunami rushing out of my eyes

[@drawingstuff4959]

Same.

[@alexcarabes9945]

Exactly

[@jirahjashmiermacalino7556]

True

[@karutosenpai3258]

*RIP Alex* He’s normally a funny joking guy but to see Jazza cry, it made me cry 😔

[@ComicArtiste]

Very touching moment about your friend. I can imagine how proud she must be of you now. You inspire millions of people Jazza. You are the friend we all need in our lives.

[@rhonda2898]

Jazza: *I don’t wanna make this video to heavy* Me: 💔....😭😭...... *My heart!* *can I give him a hug?!*

[@kmaperry9816]

Dark Crystals I want to hug him to 😭😭💔💔

[@sunnyp6006]

Dark Crystals if you want to risk the police having to taser you then sure ok

[@feathersblack5942]

Totally queue the mom tears

[@WorriedtheCircusDemon]

You can try hugging your phone. Virtual hug

[@gabby.watson]

I want to give him a hug, he deserves one.

[@schraeder22]

I almost lost my best friend a couple of years ago...I couldn't imagine what my life would be without him. RIP Alex, may you watch over Jazza, so he doesn't do anything stupid...

[@hans3331000]

I can't handle seeing nice people cry like this. Jeez

[@ernest7425]

jazza: *starts crying* me: *starts crying* look how far you’ve come. alex being your best friend must have known how much you’ve wanted to become well known and live out your dreams. as a friend she must have also been hella supportive. look at you, you’ve come so far, and i’m sure alex helped you along the start. i’m sure she’d be so proud of you, i know i sure as hell that i am.

[@ivoryflows]

Jazza: 'That's not bad for a 4 year old' Me age 4: DRINKS PAINT

[@vdq]

Now that's T R U E A R T

[@ivoryflows]

@@vdq Yup. Spit it out onto a canvas and someone will buy it for millions.

[@shrey7389]

Holy moly your name is alex too

[@R0FLWAFFLEZ]

When I was four I drank hand sanitizer.

[@kotarodesu_23]

I was eating dirt 'till age 5. And these people are creating art

[@thatgirlablazejatp2518]

“When they went to the deep end... of the ocean.” 😂 I cried from laughter

[@punishedprops]

Thanks for sharing, friend. =)

[@Katnanana]

*Im sad.*

[@kunaljana2261]

Jazza in the past: No friends Jazza now: 5 million friends Moral: For the people who are down and out and feel that nothing can get better, Hang on Stranger. Things do get better, just hang on till the next turn.

[@TheRomey516]

This is an amazing this moral is the best thing I've heard in years

[@Ypzilonia]

Absolutely agree, Also if you are a good person, good things will happen to you eventually!

[@aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..]

:) beautiful lesson Lol dangit I'm crying now

[@cloudiinox]

That was actually amazingly sweet, thanks for saying that.

[@olive_sg]

But the sad thing is, fame doesn't equal happiness. I'm not saying Jazza doesn't live a good and happy life, but having fans isn't the same as having true friends.

[@Odysseus1999]

You can tell he was reliving the photos as he was looking at them, and that is heartbreaking. He gradually becomes more sad the more he flips through them. I think we all have that one friend that we wish we stayed in touch with or lost, I know I do

[@katiey4005]

I’m a sympathy crier so now I’m crying 😢I’m so sorry for your loss Jazza, Alex will never be forgotten and I’m sure she’s proud of you today. It was really sweet of you to open up to us.

[@ViewoPlays]

When Jazza started crying, I shed a tear, and it made me truly think of how much of a genuine person he is, if only other KZbinrs were as genuine as he is

[@agatarohackova3578]

Imagine disliking a video, where Jazza pours his heart out. Must be sad.

[@ahalty00]

those people meant to click the like button but they had to many tears in their eyes

[@amandanance919]

When he said “Alex was my best friend in high school” and it took him a couple of extra seconds to continue, I knew I was done for... Jokes aside, I can tell Alex was one of those once-in-a-lifetime friends and she will live on. Thank you for being open and honest with us

[@md0u9147]

Holy S***. I relate to those feelings of social isolation as a kid. And how lucky i was to have my 'Alex' too. I love that Jazza allowed himself to be vulnerable, emotional and authentic in sharing that precious memory of her and opening up about his early life - i'm certain in this community it will have helped others relate, feel less alone and comforted in the knowledge that we can all face challenging times in our lives. Especially now, in this world, where social isolation is such an overwhelming force. Dude you got be bawling, but i'm grateful to be an emotional human right now, and you for you also, to be emotional yet grateful. We could all benefit from practising a little more gratitude in every situation we face, good and bad. Stay just as you are Jazza, cos watching that was beautiful. Thanks

[@narratorshay]

She sounds like an amazing friend and that must have been so hard for you to lose her. But I’m glad you can talk about her and that she is remembered.

[@mandem9319]

I wholeheartedly get what you meant. Every single word you've said. It's good to talk about things that hurt you, it's what makes you human. I'm crying here with you, all the way from the Netherlands. I'm sure Alex and my best friend Aaron are waiting on us wherever they went. Much love to you, Jazza.

[@tiffanyleung2953]

Awwwe did you have a friend that also died I’m sorry i know they will be waiting for you guys

[@Dimitrij088]

I’m so sorry for you. You’r propably One of the best friend a human can have.

[@diegofrenguelli8590]

I’m so sorry. I can’t imagine how sad you or jazza feel right now. R.I.P Aaron and Alex I’m so sorry for your lost.

[@Mik_040]

Yeah i have to try really hard to not cry too. Ps. Dutch gang

[@mandem9319]

Thank you all so much for the incredibly nice words.. It's truly heartwarming and I'm sure Jazza appreciates it a much as I do myself.

[@xxxxxxxx1850]

Sorry about alex, she seems like she was a good person, R.I.P (Im so sorry for your loss jazza)

[@ariella2828]

Nathan s20 WHO IS THAT

[@mattgeorge5195]

Purple Sunset watch the video. And yes, RIP

[@rggrindgaming9575]

Dude I feel so bad for him because she didn’t deserve that and I feel bad for jazza because that was his best friend but now hopefully she’s in a better place.

[@PlatonistAstronaut]

Welp, that was a gut punch. We can have such an affect on one another. Rest well, Alex.

[@thelacu]

No video has ever made emotional until this I can’t. Jazza we are here for you.

[@SahloFolina2161]

I’m sure that Alex is looking down from heaven, smiling at what you’ve accomplished, and couldn’t be prouder of what you’ve done ever since high school, Jazza.

[@kingrepollo2563]

11:35 my heart broke when Jazza tears up...💔

[@katiahere5578]

Jazza : "starts crying" My tears : WELL HELO HELO EMOTIONAL PRINGLE COMING UP RIGHT NOW

[@aydinpiana5664]

So you cried to right?

[@chloebacon3212]

Jazza you literally are the greatest person. I teared up and it feels so nice to have a creator not edit out some of their harder moments. She sounds like the most amazing person and if she made you who you are today then she definitely will be remembered as the brilliant person you knew

[@indicisive5647]

She looks like a very lovely girl Jazza and I’m sure she’s very proud of who you are today knowing she touched your life and you still think of her with such love. Watching this made me a little bit teary. Sending hugs ❤️

[@swallowtailstudios9897]

Awwww

[@FlutePlayer777]

She is certainly smiling down at him and super proud of him.

[@jibblie]

10:38 I'm not crying .......... Ja-Ja...........WE ALL ARE CRYING😭😢

[@castawaykiwi]

I hope that instead of that picture tearing you apart, and the memories of Alex make you sad, i wish that when you remember her, you might get sad but smile about all the times you had with her, smiling. Not to just remember her death, but her life. I love your videos and how you are genuine, ❤️

[@1EarCooper]

I am so glad you found a great friend in Alex. She will never be gone, even though she's not here. She obviously remains in your heart, and on your shoulder, walking with you each day. You deserve to remember her with a smile, (and some tears) as you continue your journey. Be proud of yourself, as you have touched the hearts of so many.

[@katrinthorsdottir7514]

Jaza, as one of your older viewers (51 this last month) I just want to say how much I appreciate everything you do and all that you share with us. You are an amazing young man, a fantastic father, and all around wonderful person! Thank you for being so amazingly authentic, and sharing your life with us; the good and the sad of it. Even though I’ve never actually met you, I’ve come to feel like you are a very good friend. You and your family bring a lot of joy to my life. Please keep being the awesome and amazing person that you are; and never doubt that you make a difference in peoples lives. Love you and your family!

[@TobyCreates]

*Everybody gangsta until four year old Jazza picks up a paintbrush*

[@El_Ezra_Meitar5]

That alien book was magnificent. Thank you very much for that. Also, RIP Alex. She looks and sounds like a beautiful and lovely person and friend. I sorry you lost her ❤

[@dragoncitychampion3482]

Jazza looking at his old drawings: that's pretty impressive for a 4 yr old! Me looking at my old drawings: *_d i s g u s t_*

[@moldyshoess]

*y u c k*

[@D1sturb3d.gh0u1]

Yeah my old drawings are big yikes

[@theoe1618]

I drew naked people when I was 4. Shows that I've always been dirty minded.

[@sofiawolf4417]

R.I.P Alex she sounds like a great friend. We will all remember her

[@TheRealGuywithoutaMustache]

I see "crying" and "emotional" when Jazza uploads, I need to click.

[@Piostephanie]

You're here too???? WHY ARE YOU EVERYWHERE

[@urja2790]

well for me its just that jazza uploads and i have to click.

[@heavenrupert2737]

lol xd

[@mistybreath]

You here at jazza too?

[@scrumptious5110]

ITS HIM AGAIN!

[@angelaaaaaaaaa]

i love the fact that after all these years he still remembers and he hasn’t forgotten what made him💖💖💖 r.i.p alex.

[@ladydeath3463]

OMG you as a child is literally MJ. That boy is the spitting image of you.

[@thatdoodlingturtle8783]

ikr!!!!!!!!!

[@lunanyberg5271]

Thank you Jazza for opening up to us. It’s rare and precious finding someone willing to show vulnerability and raw feelings like this. It’s healthy and it’s beautiful

[@anitahine164]

I don't like opening up to people it makes my life so much more hard and if I did open up to people then I would have people asking me how I feel all the time

[@lunanyberg5271]

D’awww. I got a ❤️. Hugs Jazza!

[@lunanyberg5271]

Anita Hine Yeah, there’s risks to it and you need to be brave. But also, picking the right people to talk to, it’s important for you. If you are struggling with how you’re feeling in general, if you are for example depressed, then I wouldn’t recommend opening up to everyone around you. If that doesn’t help you feel better. It’s also different with people who have crowds and fans infront of them. For them to speak about this, it may just be important to one person but that still makes it important. I doubt Jazza would open up like this to random people, like could you imagine him doing it to a random stranger? He has his fanbase and he knows that people will find it important, that they’ll care, that it’ll be meaningful, that people are curious. I hope you find that one person you can open up to about anything, or even your own group of people.

[@anitahine164]

@@lunanyberg5271 It's easier to keep everything inside there is no one I know that I can be opened to just the other day I almost ran away. There was this one guy at this camp I went to with I felt I could be opened with him but there was not enough time I'll never see him again

[@dhero07]

This should be a movie. I started crying, I felt like I was in his shoes. A boy who wants to be an artist, loses a loved one and grows up to accomplish his dream and looks back on his childhood.

[@zuzanacernakova9384]

Jazza you helped me understand what true happiness is in life, they are family and our friends, I was also in my home village today and when I saw it there, my old house, houses of my friends there tears began to flow because I remembered how we play there with my friends, and I miss them so much, and now you make me really emotional too, and im so sorry for Alex, she didn't deserve it, i know it, but nobody deserves to die most if they are young, but i believe she is happy that you became the one you wanted to be and that she smiles at you from heaven everyday, thank you Jazza Thank you for showing me the value of friendship (sorry for my bad English)

[@mexicangamer1705]

Alex was a beautiful woman. Shes probably looking down at you from heaven shaking her head at all the challenges you do and is so proud that you are doing what you love. Alex will be remembered!

[@twobros503]

I actually cried but I’m really sure we will all remember Alex as the one who rescued you from darkness

[@yukinaplayz3954]

Oi don't cry! She's now in a much better place! And plus, imagine Alex looking down upon you and seeing you be emotional... She'll cry too! So don't cry, plz.. We all love you ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@hayamakaily9059]

Every time he pauses, I can see that he is remembering Alex's smile, her laughter and the good time they had together...it's really heartbreaking...

[@theartofjayden1761]

Jazza’s a “cool dude” You can’t say NO to that.

[@katmaccoll2761]

Jazza: that’s not that bad for a 4 year old Me when i was 11: drinks paint water on a dare...

[@spacey7028]

😂😂😂

[@jameshagianu6563]

where the heck did this come from

[@casualviewer_]

Omg this happens to everyone doing art at least once 😂 I've learned to put my drink and my paint water VERY far apart

[@aeb_captain4857]

Me at age 21: drinks paint water

[@kit_kat5999]

I’m 23 and I put my paint brush in my cup of tea last night 😂......after I realised I continued drinking my tea (water colour)

[@MissManday]

Thank you for sharing your vulnerability and honesty with us

[@noodlearg9745]

Because of the fact that your cells regenerate every 7 years, you could possibly be more related to your sibling than to yourself as a kid. So, Jazza is just looking through some random kid’s memory. Also when jazza started talking about his friend it hit me hard because I lost my father several months ago due to a tumor. I’m so sorry jazza.

[@angelsinthewindow]

Your cells may regenerate, but your memories do not leave. There is such a thing as a cells memory. It's how we have some of the same instincts as when we where primal.

[@recoveringsoul755]

@@angelsinthewindow our own memories yes, and even ancestral memories. Like how it is a survival instinct to not be left behind or all alone. Because there is safety in numbers.

[@mnap1595]

This is one of the most real and meaningful things I've enjoyed on KZbin and perhaps the internet either ever or in some time. Your high school experience and my own sound almost identical, so thank you for sharing such a personal moment and memory with us all.

[@richdogggaming6849]

Im sorry about your friend, sounds like she was the best kind of person. I lost my best friend also Richard brassfield. He was 17 at the time i was 15 ish, he was my very first best friend we shared the same first name, Richard. So i can relate to how you feel so im crying to . while watching this im 33 now and just want to say sorry. And what a beautiful ending to the video.

[@bruisingflower]

She sounds like a wonderful friend 💕

[@akiangel1864]

I actually have a close friend who died. She was always with me and understands me. She spent weeks in the hospital and my mother won't let me visit her. Days passed and we heard the news that she died. At first i wasn't crying that much but when my memories with her flashed back i was broken ito pieces. I randomly think abt her, what would her life be if she lived. Im so sad i wasn't able to graduate elementary with her...Its been 3 years but everytime i think abt her tears starts to shred in my eyes. It's hard, but i guess that's life. Temporary, short and full of memories that'll be remembered by the those who love you.

[@lynncooper1781]

"My scars are a testament to the love and the relationship that I had for and with that person. And if the scar is deep, so was the love." -Unknown It’s easy to wish for nothing more than the pain to stop. This quote testifies that the depth of your grief shows how much love you experienced. This video touched my heart and cause i lost my best friend,my dad.When a friend or love one looks you in the eyes,actually they're looking deep within your heart.Remember her as she was and always remember she still walks beside you every day.Beautiful video.❤😊👌👍

[@a7xmaNga]

I am crying along with you. May your friend's soul rest in peace.

[@red2745]

No one gonna point out how similar Jazza looked to MJ when he was younger?

[@olliebean06]

This is the sweetest video I have ever watched. I love how you included that segment of gratitude. Often people believe that influencers like you have perfect lives. This is proof that you are an amazing person. This video taught me to be thankful for family and friends. Long live Alex🥺❤️

[@murged]

All the people who disliked this video are Bart’s relatives who don’t like crutches either.

[@lola2264]

L O L

[@almenaadams446]

Jazza missing Alex and crying makes me cry so much 😭💜💖💘💕

[@simplystormie]

We need to really allow ourselves to talk about death more so that we can understand it more and not have it be so alien. So thank you Josia for sharing and Alex you are a wonderful friend and you will be missed.

[@lissab7914]

Never apologize for getting sad, death is and will always be a tough subject to deal with. It is clear how much your friend meant to you (and how much you meant to her). I’m proud of you for having the courage for being vulnerable and displaying your emotions so openly. Much love 💛

[@imgoose_juice6270]

Jazza getting sad just makes me want to hug him through the screen😭😭

[@bara6574]

This was very personal for me. I lost a friend last year. We were in 9th grade. I am just looking at all the beautiful comments and I am crying. I am sure Alex was a wonderful person and I am so sorry you lost her. But I you said person lives as long as he/she is remembered. Thank you for speaking about such a heavy topic. 💞💞💞💞💞#hugsforJazza

[@JM-fc4tj]

When jazza cryed I started crying too😭

[@LianaGalati80]

Alex sounds wonderful and there’s nothing wrong with feeling strongly and remembering your dear friend, we love everything about you Jazza, your silliness, your tears and laughter, you are the perfect well rounded person

[@superkyleau]

I thought the crying was going to be about happy childhood memories. Kind of a mix of both happiness of having an amazing friend, and deep sadness from losing a great friend. I wasn’t expecting that. At least you made her life a lot better than it would be without you. See you next time!

[@TJ-zs3gc]

How has KZbin developed in making subtitles Jazza : I made a cool drawing using S's KZbin:I made a cool drawing using asses

[@irenethe7590]

I’m 10 years old and I love animating but they are only a few seconds long. When I grow up, I want to be like Jazza and do art challenges for fun but I don’t know about doing it for a living.

[@mistybreath]

I kinda wanna see your animations >v>

[@iropagis770]

cool, start posting them on YT, I'll subscribe now so I see them, good luck!

[@D1sturb3d.gh0u1]

I subbed to you :) you should start uploarding your animations, the length doesn’t matter! I really wanna see

[@just-a-me1168]

Please upload them to KZbin. I'll subscribe now and wait.

[@just-a-me1168]

@@D1sturb3d.gh0u1 same

[@neenay1964]

Please don't be sorry. Friends are amazing, and the fact that you cried for her means that her friendship to you, and how much it mattered so much to you means you meant just as much to her. R.I.P Alex In loving memory. May she have a peaceful life in a better place.

[@artywithari]

Seeing Jazza cry was actually heartbreaking 🥺 it's so sad that you had to go through losing your best friend :((((

[@redmondgurney]

Don’t apologise for your emotions! Everyone cries from time to time and it’s amazing that you don’t feel the need to fall into the trap of pretending that life is all happy. Keep making such amazing videos and pouring your heart out!

[@Just__Jamieg33k]

My heart. Such a sweet soul. I love that you're not afraid to be vulnerable and show your emotions. We need more of that in this world. It's so obvious how much she meant to you.