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[@l.n.4929]

Everyone's struggle is real. This is your pain and struggle, no measure to be had. Sometimes staring at a wall for twenty minutes is damn nessesary.

[@invox9490]

*necessary 😉

[@yellheahtris]

Something that I have found to be incredibly helpful is hearing "someone who drowned in 7 inches of water is just as drowned as someone who drowned in 7 feet of water." It sort of helps me remember that even though that we can tell ourselves that someone always has it worse, or harder - it doesn't mean that you also don't have it hard. Your struggles are just as valid and deserve to be heard. Also, your struggles are much worse than someone else's. It goes both ways. You have worked incredibly hard for what you have achieved, and you continue full force, constantly. I'm always in awe of how much you are able to get done and to the quality you do it to. You've been doing it for years, and I hope that you are both incredibly proud of the work you've done, but that you also feel like you have earned a break. I've always been inspired and proud of the work you've done. I'm an adult, I completely understand when things don't go right, need delays, or anything that may change. I'll be happy to support throughout. : )

[@Haeilvi]

This. All of the this.

[@ADCArtAttack]

This!

[@TalaiRain]

💯

[@ADCArtAttack]

The quote you shared was beautiful and gave me strength and courage! Thank you

[@yellheahtris]

@ADCArtAttack I'm incredibly happy to hear that! I watched your video shortly after it came out - and it stands as a testament to your willpower and strength to keep going, and do hard things. Its never easy to ask for help 💙

[@WCarey-nz7lx]

"A dream job, is still a job" When you first start, you are working for your passion. But when you get what you want, then sometimes it no longer is a passion, it's a job. That's the truth of it. When we hit that wall, we have to figure out how to turn it away from a job, and stoke that fire and make it a passion again. Blessings to you, may you again fire up that passion.

[@CherylBrown-qg3mg]

Darling, the image you put out there is one of a human being who has bad days and good days, days of amazing inspiration, and some lesser. You're an amazingly creative young man and a hell of an artist. You're an Aussie and it's good to see you owning up to emotions and periods like this - most Aussie blokes try to survive in "she'll be right" mode. I was a performer, and some gigs were amazing and some were mediocre energy and depressing, but the "show must go on" mentality kicks in and the audience usually doesn't notice. But afterwards, the performer NEEDS to crawl into a quiet room, turn off the lights and sit alone, quietly, just for a little while. Been here for years and care about you. xx

[@canuckotter]

Something I read years ago: "Saying that you can't be unhappy because others have it worse is the same as saying that you can't be happy because others have it better." A similar sentiment: "This isn't the Oppression Olympics." Another thought: ADHD brains need novelty, and no matter how creative your work is, when you master the skills involved, the novelty goes away. For many of us with ADHD, that situation becomes torture, in a very real way. It's something we often can't explain to others, but just because it's hard to put into words doesn't mean it's not real. Given what you do and how you do it, i wouldn't be surprised if that was part of what you're running into.

[@lurklingX]

another vote for ADHD brains stuff. monotony will kill you. a set pattern for too long will do this as well. fortunately, and IF you give yourself the time.... you can do stuff away from work that is novel to mix your life up and stimulate. this could be altering the order in which you do things, like get up, do a walk or run, then coffee, then whatever get ready for work, vs sleep till last second. it could be starting something new that also benefits the body/brain and has a challenge to it. like weight training. (any exercise helps ADHD brain. as does BEING OUTSIDE, and NATURE, and sunlight. it's proven.) so taking a walk outside on a lunchbreak can do this. maybe you take up an outside of work challenge, like rockclimbing, dancing, whatever. challenge your comfort zone. learn an instrument or a language. you need topics or activities to delve into, and get that hyperfocus. it gives you a break from monotony and can really charge you up. sameness, staleness, monotony.... leads to unproductivity, depression, etc. it grinds everything to a halt. it.... sucks.

[@cb9299]

Jazza I just started reading the book "slow productitvity" and in the very beginning it introduces a story of a writer who spent two weeks of work hours staring up at the sky trying to figure out his article and it ended up being one of the best of his career because of that two weeks that he spent doing "nothing". The pressure that you have with family and employees depending on you to be creatively productive always is massive and those of us who love watching your videos appreciate your vulnerability in being honest about it. I think that this video is wonderful, but it also probably would be wonderful and very helpful to other people in creative fields for you to show the process of how you are learning to recharge and what recharging looks like for you. This kind of content is valuable too, not just your wonderful art ❤

[@MrsRobsDan]

Since 2017 ive broke my back 3 times once due to trauma twice due to illness (the late time was 19 days ago and all I did was sit up and my t10 blew) each time your videos have helped me esp as the way I have to lay means I can't do arts or craft. You keep my imagination going. You also help me with ur main channel vlogs n table time role play when I'm just dealing with my everyday illness that limits me and causes me pain. And I thank you for that but never think I at least don't realise ur human and u go through what life throws at us. If a vid pops up that's great a highlight and distraction. If you don't post I hope ur OK and taking care of urself. Its a two way street, as much as u love entertaining, teaching and helping us. I hope we provide something to u to to help u carry on knowing we support u and wish the best for you.

[@shadeydave]

J-DAWG... music. You're a freakin' multi-modal autodidact. You're stuck in a script you're writing. You can change it up. Music brothah. You've got a voice, change it up. Get into vocal training, and atmospheric world building. Multi-modal... you love character creation, and world building. Sound design, atmosphere... fuggin, video game design... Unity is almost as easy as lego... Branch out, coding is poetry in another language. It's just expression. Honestly, the energy you've been bringing to this lately is infectious. It's been helping me through my own struggles. I'm sorry to see the raw emotion, not because I feel it's disingenuine, but because it mirrors the cracks I see appearing in myself. I'm not sure if Neuro-divergence is your story. But for me, having to mask my whole life, and finally breaking because of it. It takes a while to find yourself again. On the outside, people see the same guy, just going through a little struggle. On the inside, it's pure self doubt and chaos. Who am I supposed to be right now? Who should I answer to? I've lost my voice... It's hard to get it back, y'know? And once the mask falls, it's because it doesn't fit anymore. But trust me. it was only an internal construct. Meh, what do I know? . ;) I see a shiny person who's light is flickering, like a star. Not fading.

[@grayhatjen5924]

Allllll of this. Just all of it. Well, said.

[@LokiTaviel]

Seriously. Look up the creation of the doom soundtrack and tell me there isn't artistic inspiration there.

[@karlarose536]

You absolutely need those times of "recharge"! I once heard someone call it 'filling the well'. If you don't fill the well, you have nothing to draw from. Especially in our society, easy to get caught up in the myth of being strong, of being able to carry everyone, support everyone, to be ceaselessly productive, but it depletes you. Eventually, as you have realized, you become empty, you feel drained and everything is a struggle. Believe me, I've been there! Sometimes you have to rest, even just sleep, and let everything take care of itself for a day, even if it feels like it will fall to pieces without you. Trust me--it won't.

[@darkartsbyracine]

I always appreciate this kind of transparency…I don’t necessarily have the proper vocabulary to explain why, but as someone trying to make this whole artist thing work out, thank you. 🖤

[@Art_by_Nicole]

You know why I watch your videos? Because you are real. Some videos are hilarious, some videos aren’t my thing because of the subject, but you’re a guy that shares what’s on his mind and that what makes it interesting. You’re human 🤷‍♀️ and yes, I’m one of those who needed to hear it…but instead of ‘let’s keep going’ I’d say: I’m gonna recharge now. 😌

[@lowercasesecondchannel]

I know you need to be a business but you also need to challenge yourself creatively or you'll burn out. You are an great inspiration to artists and people just starting out. Love your work jazza. Look after your head. It's good to open up. Your fellow Aussie sees you.

[@squirrelsflame6829]

You were my childhood hero Jazza, helped me not give up on my art and keep working hard. Ily and hope you work it out

[@kathymarshall220]

Something that I think that many people forget (partly due to how the algorithm works and partly just because of how society is) is that you don’t owe us (your viewers) anything, we owe you. You are already giving us your time, your energy, your talent, and just like any other kind of business or service provider you get paid in return. The fact that you get paid for your work doesn’t obligate you to keep providing more and to go above and beyond. You are already enough, just you… the highs and the lows and everything in between. We don’t want or need you to work until you break, just being yourself and sharing that with us is plenty. You deserve the success you’ve achieved. You deserved it from your very first video and you still deserve it now.

[@stillnotstill]

Yep!!

[@annataymond9529]

Personally, I would LOVE to see the “fails” for two main reasons, one is I’m curious to how much I’ll like what an artist I like considers a fail, and two, because it’s actually quite encouraging, to be reminded that even successful artists struggle sometimes. But I also find laughing at the absurdity and frustration quite cathartic. Takes the power away and makes it feel less of a waste? And it makes the wins more meaningful.

[@tracy-eire]

You can show when you fail to. Artists need to know that happens to the biggest and strongest of creators. They aren't alone.

[@vee_tinymoose]

Thank you for sharing the framework! I’ve been severely disabled since June last year and have finally learnt why. I have functional neurological disorder, which can kind of be summed up as running too hard for too long and not ever recharging, until my brain glitched. My work is as lived experience educator and advocate in disability and mental health, often with family carers. Now when I talk about how important it is to stop and take care of ourselves I have living proof of just one reason why!

[@COTRPodcast]

One of the toughest things about being a creator of content is being 'on' when you are not in the right frame of mind. Thank you for sharing!

[@evil1knight]

I just feel like ever since the “I don’t like what I have become” the content hasn’t been as grand or epic consistently, I know your making content for yourself now but KZbin is really serving the viewer

[@SailorMya]

I have been living in burnout for awhile now and I did need to hear this!

[@Demonboy238]

Honestly hearing Jazza say he's not proud of a drawing really hit a chord. I've thought he always accepts a project even if it is not the best. This I guess comes down to the image shown to the world. Since I read Paper Towns by John Green, I've always liked an idea in it. Paper People. The idea that we only see others as an image not as a living breathing being. Where people show their cracks and their weaknesses, it reminds us we are all human and allows us to see more of the "real" person underneath.

[@FruityFoxArt]

Just don't quit, love your channel!

[@jamisenjohansen]

Thank you for your words. It's always nice to hear people talk about the behind the scenes emotions. I was just working on my own project, while going through some difficult emotions myself. I experienced that "show must go on" moment, where I would try my best to be at my best, and perform well for the camera, but then inbetween shots I would be crying; dealing with c-ptsd triggers and depression. And then there's the stress of constant unforeseen interruptions, despite choosing the best time to record at. As a creative, we always only want to do something fun and playful when we feel that spark of inspiration or excitement; but we're also very in tune with our feelings, and at times our emotions can overwhelm us, and make it extremely difficult for us to perform at the time we planned to perform. And I struggled with the thought of "the show must go on" thing, because I never ever wanted to fake an emotion or put something aside that is serious and painful, but having creativity as a job means that I've got to set aside that depressed mode for a moment to embrace that joy I always wanted to embrace. It's not about not addressing sadness, but to make the time to heal, as best as you can, to turn those low moments into replenishment mode, instead of high stress mode. What I've done when I'm feeling off for the day, like if I just can't speak or remember lines or am too flustered to perform in front of a camera, is to only do the behind the scenes or non-performance tasks on those rough days; so I'm still working, but I'm doing less stressful things when I'm overwhelmed, so I can spend part of that day recharging and healing. One benefit of having creativity as a job, is that you can shift your work modes with your emotions; spend one day on camera performances if you feel theatrical, spend another day on technicalities and formatting if you're feeling more logical; we can group tasks together to fit our moods, but we always have to remember the job isn't all life is, and to focus on our mental and physical need for rest and comfort.

[@kristaolsen6236]

Several people have said this already, but I'm another person who needed too hear this today. I think lately I'm stuck in burnout mode, and I actually don't find myself "performing" much anymore. The chart was really interesting, I'll be thinking about it for a while. Thanks for sharing and being so open!

[@skatterbrainstudios]

I know exactly how you feel, at the age of 32 I decided I want to start drawing again. And fulfill my life long dream of making cartoons, I either can't get motivated to start, or when I do I get distracted and lose focus. Or when I do find the motivation and get in to a groove, I start to second guess myself and start comparing my work to other peoples then I give up. All that being said I want you to know that you are not alone, and that you are a huge inspiration to many people including myself. You are a HUGE reason I started drawing and found my passion again & for that I thank you from the bottom of my heart!

[@VanScott69]

We all love you Jazza. And we understand that you are a person that is more than what we see in your videos. You have all the same emotions same as everyone else. Try and take time to step away, and just be. Those moments when we stop thinking about life and the responsibilities there in are very important. Again, we love you.

[@Bluepanda3]

A lot of artists struggle with feeling their art is rubbish and I actually think (at least I would) ppl would appreciate a video of you struggling to create a piece you like

[@agronauttalos7077]

Even if you make a video where you share you struggles and anxieties it's never a bad thing. For me it's only makes you more human and not just online personality who's always happy and full of energy, etc. You are awesome and your art always inspires me to do art of my own. Videos like this makes me feel better when I'm feeling down myself. Thank you so much.

[@Matt_win]

Dude this comment section taught me more than i have learned in my entire life. Its really beautiful to see people share their thoughts helping others ❤

[@Beckelby]

Thank you for being real with us. Sometimes it's easy to forget there's a real human behind the faces on the screen. And as one of the people who needed to hear that, it hits harder coming from people we respect ❤

[@angiepen]

The table, with high/low energy and positive/negative mood is really helpful -- thanks for sharing that.

[@TheMessyDeskxyz]

Yeah the struggle is real. Sometimes I also think the same, like there are other jobs with tougher and longer hours than mine, but I also remind myself that my struggle is still real and valid. I love the little nuggets of wisdom you share, like the executive summary of your executing coaching sessions. ❤

[@TriquetraHH]

This resonates with me so much . I am a novelist and so much of the pressure I’m under is my own doing and I really struggle with recharging and self care. I hate feeling guilty after I finish a project that I’m not able to jump to the next thing and some days I just don’t know how to deal. I’ll be honest coming and checking out your videos does help fill my creative well

[@Bigcheeseburrito]

Believe it or not jazz, Flashback to 3+ weeks ago i was also struggling with burn out. I'm a musician and I was really trying to find out how to create creativity and motivation for myself. So what I did was go to your videos and you really helped me get on track and I've been on track ever since. So thank you and keep up the good work. it will eventually come to you ❤ Note: i was definitely that someone who needed to see it lol

[@deborahcustance2754]

Hi Jazza, I love your content. I often wonder how you manage to keep the energy up to do what you do. Burn out is a very real thing. Take the time you need to stay well and happy. So glad you are spending time with loved ones. Nothing matters more.

[@rinid3125]

Hang in there Jazza! As a content creator myself, I truly understand and relate to your burnout. Spend time with your family and away from your channel for a while and then, come back to it. You will feel refreshed and re-energized.

[@funkymom2011]

You are right, someone did need to hear you share today! And I’m sure I’m not the only one. Thank you for being real and while it obviously isn’t comfortable to share the struggles, know it is appreciated. Thank you.

[@jeffscott3186]

This game dev stuff..... Went horse ride with my wife.... Went away to the city.... Long weekend.... Do more of these. Take care of yourself. Enjoy time with your family. It's self care. Creativity needs to be fed and it doesn't if all you do is grind. Human brains need a vacation from time to time.

[@rnp497]

Don't feel guilty about your struggles. I did that and it just adds to everything. We all have different lives, react to things in different ways and find different things hard to deal with. You have things going on and that is what matters. Getting yourself into a good place is all that matters

[@selenep1193]

I am finding that many of the artistic creators on YT are very much going through what you speak of here. Morphing your art into a business on KZbin seems counter to the artists psyche, so it does have its challenges and difficulties. Art is right brain and business is more left brain. Keep taking care of yourself and balancing your immediate personal and family needs with your creative needs and this business. Your fans understand, if they do not then they are not at the level of openness that they are even capable. Btw, my 7yr old granddaughter loves your videos and now my daughter is hooked since we introduced you to her. You will always gain new followers. Much love to you and yours.

[@pokadotplot]

I appreciate your honesty. I have different opportunities from you with their own challenges and I am definitely still learning balance and finding joy in perseverance that gets me to the next good moment in time. :) I think it's worth remembering (even if not in the moment) that struggle gives us more empathy. It doesn't make it feel any better, but it ultimately can help us become more human toward others. Thanks for the video, Jazza. Let's hang in there together with everyone else who's also in a state of persevering.

[@ZombieChomper]

I absolutely needed to hear this. ❤ My husband has his own business and has been in burnout and survival mode for a while now 😢 I’m definitely passing that onto him because that articulates it so well and I feel like we have a jumping off point to get back on track 💖 thank you so much!

[@verylexish]

Everyone is trying to survive out there and noone has their stuff figured out automatically. You showing the process of getting there is such a brave thing to do and it creates a very human image. There's no softening filter you can put over real life and I appreciate that about your content. Hang in there :)

[@AIMMStudio]

Start an animation series! Would really be nice to see all your characters come to life in Jazza's Universe

[@attorneycarissa]

Thank you for sharing your struggles. I struggle with my mental health as well, and I think it's so important to normalize not feeling great all the time--because it IS normal. Life is peaks and valleys. For some, the valleys may be lower and wider, but none of us escapes the valleys.

[@brettellery2788]

Everyone loves EVERYTHING you do. No matter what you do or make is fantastic. Just make sure that you are OK, I think that's what we want the most.

[@cafecitoespiritualcatolico5099]

Thank you for your honesty.

[@hydecleese8877]

Sometimes just existing in this world is a struggle.

[@FidinaQuery]

Jazza, I’ve wrote this before but I will say it again.. each project you do, you put so much effort in, but then it’s edited down to just 10-15 minutes of content.. I think it’s okay to make less projects, the output still feels the same to the viewers if there’s less episodes but if each episode is longer.. I know more video outputs gets more clicks and this is a business, but on low energy periods it’s okay to slow down on those numbers… Please dont burn out, Sending you love ❤

[@Krista_Rose7]

I would love to see the bigger projects in more detail spread out over a few videos!

[@stillnotstill]

Agreed

[@bluegirl5539]

This is exactly what i needed to hear. You have gotten me out of bed and doing loading up my laptop to start a whole heap of things that i know need to get done, but I couldn't face. So many things you said resonated with me so deeply. I have watched you for so long, and how your channel has evolved, and I'm happy you are you, however you choose to show the parts of you on camera, as you do not owe us as viewers anything. Some of us have lived without space or time to recharge, by our own schedules and deadlines, and now realise we deserve to look after ourselves as much as we look after others! Take time for you, Jazza. You've got this. ❤

[@The0Stroy]

People say "I/others have it worse". And how I suppose to help? It's like expecting that sprained ankle will stop hurt when you get info that someone get leg amputated.

[@Kitsunama]

I really love these raw videos, I’m actually in a very similar place right now so seeing that I’m not alone is kind of nice. When you figure out the secret to the recharge state in your journey I’m sure I’m not the only one that would love to hear about it in a future video, I wish you the best of luck I’m sure you’ll figure it out 💪❤️

[@jennwierda8650]

Jazza you are amazing. Everyone’s struggle is valid as you said, but I truly believe that most people actually connect with more people being “real” rather than a put on front. Please make sure you take time for yourself as well. Your art is absolutely beautiful. I look forward to seeing more of you and your work. ❤

[@theoriginalbabycub]

Making time for activities that will put you purposefully in Recharge mode is a much better approach than trying to manage bouncing between Surviving and burnout modes.

[@kaylamariechickpea]

My husband was just diagnosed with cancer, we're on week 4 out of 12 for chemo. I needed to hear this today. Thank you for all you do Jazza.

[@patmurkland4161]

Sending you strength.

[@yourmum3355]

First time I’ve been this early admittedly haven’t watched you in years but I hope your ok you were a big part off my childhood and you shouldn’t work yourself so hard

[@dekuthecat4125]

You are not alone. Everyone has their struggles. It's okay to not be okay. And it's okay to stare at the wall for as long as you need. Besides, your wall is decorated very nicely!

[@GiGi.Studios]

Life is a struggle , struggle is the life 💯 😁 You can give up or fight , there are not much other options 😊

[@sicool1505]

Jazz, thanks for posting this. It's important that we all recognise the need to step back and recharge, and this becomes even more evident with people that are relied on and in the public eye. I think we all need to better understand the pressures we put on ourselves and the ones often out of our control.

[@thelostcinnamonroll]

Oh jazza I completely understand the state you’re in, I’m a freelancer and doing what I love for a living (illustration) but I’ve been on burnout and occasional survive mode for 2-3 years… even when things are going good I also avoid recharge cause my mind panics with the idea of stopping and risking loosing “momentum” or missing out on opportunities… I don’t know if it’s the same for you but it’s not also the ability to recharge I lost while living like this but also burnout makes me regress on a lot of skills I thought would be with me forever (I do think that once I reach a better mental state I’ll probably get some of those back!). It’s ok to struggle and we will be here for you, it’s not easy being an adult and the journey to recover some peace of mind is usually filled with lots of ups and downs, if you feel comfortable and it helps, please continue sharing your journey! I hope this year helps you feel a little bit better :]

[@KristiCorbett]

In life, I’ve found that when we reach these ‘stops’ along the way - because they do feel like stops - it’s because something needs to change. But struggling to try and figure out what that is never works. Many religions and beliefs talk about ‘letting go’, and that’s what you have to do. In order to move forward. In order to see the path forward. In order to figure out what’s next - even when the world around us gives us no hint of what that might be. We need to stop, be silent, do only the things that make us feel good. Let go of worry. Stop trying to figure out what needs to be done next. Stop worrying that we’re letting people down. When we stop, and sit, and let go, and focus on what makes us feel good, solutions/answers come. Often in a day or two, but always within a few weeks time - if we’ve slowed down, relaxed, and stop trying to bend the world to meet us where we think we need to be. The world is making huge jumps in understanding, technology, advancements - more so than ever before. Our brains have not evolved for this yet. We’re being flooded and need to stand away from the inundation for a bit. Take time to figure it out. No one is going anywhere. Who knows, maybe your next journey - after teaching how many of us to draw? 😀 - is to take up sailing. Or a koi pond. Or sidewalk chalk on a Boardwalk. Allow life to surprise you with what’s next.

[@dominiccogan945]

You should stream live… have no topics except to talk with your community but have like 10 min of “silence” I think this would be a nice stress free environment

[@danielvaega]

We're with you, Jazz! Your honesty and openness is key to the being that we've been subscribed to all these years!

[@Vickie-Bligh]

You are being real and honest. Struggles happen with everyone and it is important to let people know that no matter how successful you are, the struggles continue. And while you may not have to work 2 jobs to keep the roof over your head, you're faced with the responsibility as an employer to several others. Those people are your friends and important to you. So your concerns are as legit as anyone else.

[@bainiksan]

Being in a somewhat similar state I just wanted to pop up and thank you for making me feel less alone and I hope you find something to bring you that feeling as well.

[@sjmarham]

I am sure I speak for others when I say I appreciate your honesty, and that helps me a little bit every day whenever I see you or other content creators who put themselves out there in the public eye. I can sympathise, but not empathise as our lives our very different. I spread myself too thin in a previous role to help others and 5 years on, I still have a black dog and no full time job. What is it that they say, put your oxygen mask on yourself before others. Every so often my brain helpfully reminds me of the Stevie Smith poem, Not Waving but Drowning. Its ok to ask for help and more important to prioritise your own health. It might not pay the immediate bills, and I'd patreon you if I could, but you have a large family who care for you. Take care of yourself.

[@JessicaKautz]

I just feel really lucky that I was born in a time where I get to see your and other artists journeys! Thank you for all the years you have put into being a pioneer of art on the internet. I hope you can find balance to take care of yourself, like you take care of your community.

[@mistysullivan9052]

Brooooo, this is YOUR job. It is the same, friend. Praying for you and also sending good healing vibes. You are allowed to live and to live is to struggle. Edit: and horse ride with your wife?! Hells yeah!

[@ZombieChomper]

I always appreciate you posting these types of videos where we get a peek behind the curtain. ❤ it makes me feel like my struggles are valid and I’m glad you are always thinking about not giving the appearance that being an artist or KZbinr is simple no matter what level you are at 🎨🖌️💖

[@rebekahcranwell6421]

Jazza, you are (always) authentic, sharing, and present. You are doing great. We love you and are excited about whatever, and whenever you wish to share with us. Look after yourself and do you. You have our loyalty, support, and excitement.

[@Colordripd2217]

Your struggle is real! This is your struggle and life. You have the right tonfeel the way you feel. You are such an influential person. People look at to you. But, thwy alao need to understand you are a person with your own feelings, emotions. Take your time to deal with what you are dealing with. Slow down and recharge to enjoy yourself. In order for you tonfeel peace you want to slow down and just breath. You are doing everything you can! You got this! We are here for you.

[@lisasmarvellouscreations]

Everyone is human no matter their status struggling is part of normal life in my opinion... The fact you are opening up is great 👍

[@Error_sans_1025]

Ive been here since the beginning and i support you all the way. Your an amazing guy and an amazing artist and you see the world in a creative way. You are a strong and amazing person. Dont be afraid to ask for help. We support you. Nothing you make is horrible. Everything you create is amazing. Ask for suggestions, asking for help is good. Your a strong person and don't ever give up. We support you and im so proud you were strong enough to speak from your mind. We got you ❤❤❤❤

[@nhokonhokopuala]

Hi Jazza , I cannot find any inspirational words that can make any difference, but you are the one that gave me strength to draw and post it online. So, for that all I can say is thank you❤, TY so, so much ❤❤❤

[@lilabluestars85]

I think this happens to all humans... we struggle and it's hard sometimes. BUT, I'm not a youtuber, and I think that being a youtuber makes this struggle particularly harder! We love you Jazza, thank you for being who you are, doing what you do, and being so honest and share this with us. Please take care of yourself, KZbin (to me) sometimes feels too merciless, and it's important for humans to protect themselves from merciless environments, build up on your support systems, recharge yourself, feed your soul, your mind, and body with the things that you need to feel good, healthy, strong, and happy. Lots of love and postive energy from the other side of the world going your way

[@sneetchw]

Thanks for making this video Jazza. Hearing you talk about your struggles makes me feel less alone :)

[@abulletformysnailmail]

Someone else’s struggle in no way invalidates your struggles or how you’re feeling. It also doesn’t define who you are, the face that you push on through your struggles, are brave and insightful enough to admit and talk about your struggles and fears, and how you work towards dealing with them speaks volumes about the strength of character you have. I think sometimes living a dream is harder than working towards one, in some aspects, you have to keep finding something else to strive for. The videos of honesty are so valuable, it allows people to realise it’s not all roses and farting around with paint. But also for those that are going through similar issues that feel alone and unheard, it gives them something tangible to relate to. Thank you so much for sharing 💖💖

[@deborahbloom4624]

Thank you so much for sharing what you're going through. We all need to know that the presenters have an "other" life.....not just what they present in their professional capacity to their audience. That's just being human. You'll find your way back to peace. ❤

[@deathbob091]

just more proof you are in fact human ! good on ya boss. keep on doin your thing how ever you want to.

[@silverstormsfury5349]

It's way more important to me that any creator on any platform, whether I watch them or not. Is happy and healthy. That they are satisfied with what they are putting out, and are mentally...well? That no one is putting their mental well being on hold for everyone else. I do very much hope you are resting and taking care of yourself. I love your content, but not at the expense of yourself. I appreciate you trust us with this side of you. 💖

[@cymph1157]

I LOVE THIS!! No matter how high someone climbs, there will ALWAYS be struggles, and I appreciate I am not alone and I can't address the voice that if I was more successful, I wouldn't be struggling as much. This isn't true. Our struggles will change. Thank you.

[@kayleighshaw21]

I really appreciate you sharing this & am happy to hear that you're working on it. It's obvious the amount of hard work you put into your job & you absolutely deserve rest. We love the content you give us but your health is far more important. I honesty don't know how you do what you do. I really think you're sooo much stronger than you give yourself credit for ❤

[@ADCArtAttack]

Love ya mate.

[@imogenanne4484]

Burnout is so hard. And trying to let yourself rest is hard, especially with a mind that is hardly ever still. I will keep watching and supporting in what ever way I can regardless of video schedule. I'll happily wait because your mental health is important. I'm glad to hear you've taken a break and some time for you. I hope you get a chance to recharge and feel rested soon and I'll attempt the same. 🙂

[@meganberbaum762]

Didn’t know I needed to hear this today. Thanks for being open about your struggles and sharing that framework. I also need to work on recharging more and burning out less!

[@DaleTrevors]

Jazza I think I'm speaking on behalf of most of the viewers, take your time to recharge. You deserve it.

[@BarKeegan]

Artists understand, hard to push through

[@QuirkyGeek17]

You inspire me so much Jazza, both with your art and creativity... but also in these moments where I know I'm not so alone 💜 things have been hard lately and I struggle not to compare myself to others... all our struggles are valid. Thank you for sharing, I needed to hear it today too :)

[@flyingteapotlambson4124]

Sending best wishes to you, Jazza. Everyone struggles. I hope you recharge and feel more peace/at ease soon.

[@williambanks8914]

Nature always heals the soul and mind. Living in the land of Oz you live in the most beautiful part of the world. Go enjoy it with the family.

[@amywhigham4790]

Thanks Jazza for being so real and open about real stuff! It shows that your human and you go through stuff just like we all do! So, thanks again! 🥰💖😊

[@JordanHunter333]

Thanks so much for taking the risk to share so honestly, Jazza...each time you have, each time you do. I feel like we, all of us, need more of this in our lives. And I believe that being vulnerable is a way of leading. Vulnerability, honesty, and strength...to do the work we need to, to ask for help when it's the best next step. What a beautiful, conscious way to live life. 🙏

[@raindropryan]

As someone who needed to hear this today, thank you for being real. Thank you for all the heart you put in all your videos, not just the "personal" ones. Your love for the arts is inspiring. It has certainly had an impact on my sons, who absolutely love watching your stuff, laughing and joking about it for days, but also reinvigorated in their own love of art. Your videos have been a refuge of joy on the hard days, and a igniting fire on the good ones. I'm sorry your are stuck in a tough place at the moment, and I pray that after all the times you've blessed my boys and I through such moments, you'll find something or someone to give you that little lift you need.

[@daleelaletyaeva3290]

Thank you. ❤ The struggle, the grind, the toll is real. Engineering student here, and I'm struggling with this too. Gets frustrating when I'm in a state were I'm staring at all the work and have no motivation or energy to complete a task to my standards. You're doing great Jazza. I've been watching you since I was 12, and you have always been an inspiration to me in your honesty and creativity. Thank you for all those tips and tricks and inspiring pieces of content thru out the years ❤.

[@chungymanny2646]

You can do it Jazza! Keep a chin up.

[@littlepappii3108]

I feel you with this! No matter what job you get there will always be a time where you struggle. I struggle everyday to continue Art but it's mainly due to social media why I have given up, it's so hard to keep it up and stay passionate about it due to the constant change

[@manateeka]

Hi Jazza! I am subscribed from years back, and even though life intervened and I don't watch like I used to, I think of you and your family often, and check on you occasionally. ❤❤❤ I remember the big move, this studio being built, and the prior big move when the studio moved from the house. You might find my old youtube name which was something like Manatee on that wall project... I just want to send encouragement during this low (I think transitional) point in your life, and express admiration for your well-rounded approach to your mental state now and as always. You are resilient and resourceful. I'm happy to see you have retained those qualities and they are still strong in you. Best wishes for continuing blessings, insight, your beautiful family, and your ability to regulate it all. I'm always here and always sending love in a non-creepy granny-like way. 😄 ❤❤❤

[@aimtoryaidarova1087]

You are a human after all, we all get tired and exhausted, it's okay to have breaks or recharge😊😊😊

[@kingofplasticine6217]

*raises hand when he said someone might need to hear this* I totally resonate with this sentiment. Towards the end of last year and carrying through to this year have had some massive lessons for me. Physically, mentally and spiritually and I too have had to try and rewrite and rethink how I do things. Thank you for sharing and being vulnerable which I'm sure isn't easy but I for one very much appreciate the candidness. Keep up the great work that you do and over see

[@nancyscreations_]

Family comes first, take care of you and your family. We all love you ❤