Day in the life of being DEPRESSED | Friendship Breakups & Crying over Chick-fil-A

I know many other can relate to the friendship breakups, it's a difficult phase to navigate through. While my Chick-fil-A breakdown may come across as me seeming spoiled or child like at first but once you continue to listen and see that there are many contributing factors to it- Depression in general, having an emotional and frustrating day, an eating disorder/unhealthy relationship with food, and then not being able to drive and be independent because of my agoraphobia. I know I can seem a bit cringy and sometimes I even feel that way about myself but its is my honest life, those with depression will understand. It it ok to feel your feelings and that's what I did here. Comment below if you have any advice or would like to share about your friendship breakup, depression, sensitivity, whatever, as long as its kind :) Those with depression already deal with our brain telling us so much negativity, we don't need anymore. I love you all! Subscribe if you'd like to continue following my journey, I am a newbie so I'm learning. :)
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[@20maxilo]

its sad that in our darkest moments people leave us. but the good news is that we know that those friends arent meant for us.. If you cant be with me when Im down than I dont need you when im up.. Life is so challenging enough to deal with more added stress..

[@mentalmegan]

It is sad :( I try to be as understanding of people as I can but I am only human too with feelings so I do hurt! This situation is a bit complicated, they have their own hard time too. I definitely get what you mean! Yes, I have to be careful where my energy is.

[@Peaceharmony-x3r]

Ps. I am now married to the right person for me. I hope you find a similar settled relationship.😊

[@mentalmegan]

I’m so happy for you 🩷 Thank you! What’s meant to be will be! 🩷

[@spittinchips5175]

You are such a beautiful person. Thanks for sharing. Very brave to be honest. I can't do that. Koala hugs.

[@mentalmegan]

Thank you so much and you are beautiful too my friend! You have been helpful to me and encouraging, that is beautiful. 🩷 You’re welcome and thanks for watching! Sometimes I feel a bit embarrassed and then realize I am just being my honest self and want to show the truth of things. Koala 🐨 Hugs! 🤗

[@stellalucy3042]

Hope you feel better soon

[@mentalmegan]

Thanks friend! The depression can last awhile unfortunately. Thankfully I’m not as irritable and sensitive as I was when I posted this. How have you been doing this week?

[@stellalucy3042]

@@mentalmegan just got out of the hospital on 11/20/2023 for my mental health

[@mentalmegan]

Im sorry friend, I know u can understand my mental health problems. Have you ever done partial hospitalization or have you heard of that? That was helpful for me whenever I get out of the hospital for my mental health.

[@stellalucy3042]

@@mentalmegan I heard of outpatient hospitalizations

[@mentalmegan]

It may be the same thing or similar. The one I went to we had groups everyday and worked on mental health things and talked through them. We also had a medication doctor that came and helped people with their medicine. I think it lasted about 3 or so hours a days. It was nice to be near other people who understood my mental struggles and we worked on things to help us through.

[@woundedsoulhealer2652]

Ha 😅“ I’m crying because I did not get my chick-fil-a “ . I can so relate, I have had days like that and can relate 😝. Keep pushing Megan. You seriously are stronger then you can even imagine. I see your intelligence, humor and insight. Please don’t give up pushing through this chapter of your life. I once was homeless, suicidal, lost everything I loved… but I pushed through, just like you are going to. My life my not be perfect, but it’s pretty darn amazing. I give credit to my creator for helping through the worst most darkest days of my life. I will be sending prayers your way 🙏

[@mentalmegan]

lol! It hit me and brought on the tears! Yes, some days are just rough and we become sensitive to things and that’s ok. Thank you so much! That is encouraging and so nice of you to say! I have made some lead way as I use to be in a very low state of mind. I am still depressed but I have more hope now whereas I didn’t have that before. There’s different levels to depression. I am sorry you went through all that. I am so happy that you are doing well now and found light. 🩷 Thank you for the prayers. 🩷

[@felixoupopote]

Please, please, no chewing noises

[@mentalmegan]

Request declined

[@lewasil]

​@@mentalmegan😅

[@mentalmegan]

😏 While I totally get that can be annoying or a sensory overload, I even noticed it as I was recording- that doesn’t mean I am going to adjust MY venting sessions so I had to decline the request. lol I shouldn’t eat and talk to prevent choking so I may should stop actually now that I think of it for that reason. lol

[@lewasil]

@@mentalmegan you never claimed to be an ASMR channel, right? Xoxo. I feel for you as I also deal with deep depression. I haven't left my apartment in months! Not even to get my nail! (I know, bad) Hang in there. I know it's so incredibly difficult.

[@felixoupopote]

Heheh yeah, there’s misophonia and then there’s the fact that nobody wants to watch a death live o. KZbin…@@mentalmegan