December 11, 1958: A Day in the Life of a 4-Year-Old

This is a special edition of my Day in the Life series.

[@gregggoss2210]

Wow, Fred. I really don't know what to say. That is a very personal thing to share. I am sorry to hear about the loss of your father. Words can't change things but like the videos that you upload, and stir up good memories for all who view them, I hope that the words of your viewers can bring you a little solace at a time when you clearly need it. I will pray for you my friend.

[@FredFlix]

I have really enjoyed (and was moved) reading the comments today, Gregg, and yours is no exception. Thank you so much!

[@chiefmangas2367]

Gregg Goss My condolences to Fred I'm sorry for your dad that he killed himself. That's really hard to take in.

[@peterbeth2027]

Fred I don’t think i saw this video of your others and I am so sad to hear of that. I will say that he fathered a cool and creative son

[@brinsonharris9816]

So sorry for your loss, Fred. I lost mine to cancer in April, 1983. He turned me on to The Three Stooges, Peter Sellers, and Popeye cartoons (as well as Duke Ellington, Sinatra & The Carpenters), and I still miss him every day. You and I were able to enjoy being kids in the 60s because our Dads (I capitalize because it’s a well earned title) did all the work and worry for us. He took me to see Animal House when I was 15. Loudest I ever heard him laugh except for Peter Selllers flicks. Respect for your Dad and thanks for sharing this with us. Speaks volumes for him and the man he raised.

[@FredFlix]

Awesome comment, Brinson. Yes, I miss Dad as well and, interestingly enough, I still dream about him almost every night. In the dreams I'm about 20 and he's 45. He's an authority figure but we seldom have conflicts in the dreams. He's just there. And I never say, "Hey, you're dead, why are you here?"

[@markromero5331]

Jesus, Fred, I'm so sorry for your loss. It must be hard to have gone thru such a horrible moment in your life. For what ever reasons, he did what he did to himself. I've got to still thank him "your father" for having "You". Without your skills and clever insight, You have brought back so many joy felt memories to so many, thru your video's, it's like your carrying us thru hard times, and reminding us of things we've forgot or taken for granted. I sincerely Thank You, for being here for us all. Your a big part of my life, and I'm sure your the same for many others !👍

[@FredFlix]

That was a very nice comment, Mark. I appreciate it a lot. I try to show only good things in my videos to bring joy to others like yourself who can relate and remember their own experiences. But this being the anniversary, I thought I'd share a moment of heartache. It happens to us all. But thanks again, friend.

[@jeenkzk5919]

FredFlix you're the same age as my mother was. I lost her two years ago. I love watching your videos because it makes me reflect my childhood thinking of things, places, and people who are now gone. I live in the house my father grew up in. One thing I love to do is look at the back yard now with all the trees and houses. Then I get out the 8mm home movie of my father , grandmother, and grandfather in that same backyard in 1962. The backyard had no trees, not many houses and the house was only 5 years old!

[@morlockmeat]

Fred, I'm so sorry, man. Good wishes and many thanks for the memories you bring back. Sharing some of your heartache helps us fans feel a bit closers to you. My sympathies to you, my friend.

[@johnsears8881]

Sorry for you and your family's loss. May your Father rest in peace.

[@glendamcdonald1931]

mark romero.."thank him "your father" for having "You".. WELL SAID. that is exactly what went through my mind.

[@johnb7401]

I was born in '57, so your videos are like a trip back in time. Like you, I grew up in the south (northwest Florida) and when I watch your videos it's like I was back there again. In '66, my Dad went to Vietnam. He came back in '67. He was exposed to Agent Orange, and in 2012 it finally killed him. I miss him every day, just like I'm sure you miss your Dad. I can go to Google Earth and see the base he helped build at Phu Cat and know that something of him is still here. Bless you and yours.

[@GrandPunkTrainwreck]

Fred, my heart goes out to you. This is such a powerful video. I'm very deeply sorry for your loss. Though I cannot imagine the pain you have experienced for your father to have left this plane of existence in that way, I know what it's like to lose a father suddenly near the holidays. I really appreciate and enjoy all your videos and this one is certainly no exception. You share your life with us on each of these and you feel like a friend so as a friend, I wish you all the peace and comfort of the season. Thank you for being you.

[@FredFlix]

A wonderful comment, GrandPunk. Thank you sincerely and I hope the holidays are good for you despite your loss.

[@GrandPunkTrainwreck]

I wish you the very same, my friend. I hope the New Year finds you in good health with many great times ahead.

[@brianparsons1070]

That's deep. I lost my dad (Fred) when I was 24 years old in a different way. My deepest condolences. You do amazing work And thx

[@FredFlix]

Thank you, Brian. Funny thing: Though my died over 30 years ago, I still dream about him almost every night. I guess because we had issues (though we loved each other) and the guilt I feel.

[@hughhaefner5486]

The outpouring of kindness and condolences to you, Fred, shows that your video audience truly loves and respects you. Thank you for entertaining us viewers with your presentations, and add my condolences to you also.

[@FredFlix]

I appreciate that, Hugh.I was pleasantly surprised and moved by all the well-wishers.

[@FrankParrillo]

Seeing that at the end broke my heart. Reading the comments made me feel a little better. Seeing how many people understood.This life we travel is filled with pain. I know all to well how it can be overwhelming at times.

[@katherineirving7189]

I was born 1-10-60. I remember playing with toys from the 30,s - 50,s, that my grammy purchased for her future grandchildren. Actually, she became a grandmother for the first time when she was 35. All the grandchildren before the 60,s had handmade and store bought toys and games from the late 1800,s. Naturally, all of them, as well as her future grandchildren, had games and toys from their own era as well. I miss the toys and games. Fortunately, when I was around 11, I started collecting old/new items for my future children. My children are now, 32 + 43 years old. Through good times and bad times, life/living is GREAT. Thankyou for the memories. Your a special person. Thankyou for sharing.

[@themartenmitchellgroupllc6842]

Fred, I'm sorry to read about your father. I never knew what you were hinting at in some of your wonderful videos of your life and your father. I love your videos, they take me back to some of my better memories as a child though, born in '64. My best wishes to you and, thank you for sharing your life as a child. - Gary Mitchell, Phoenix Arizona.

[@johnhorn3344]

I just discovered your channel and now I might never get off the couch! I had to watch this video immediately because I was born four days later, on December 15th, 1958. The Adventures of Superman and the Fleischer Popeye cartoons are two of the greatest shows ever. The Superman program was pure magic to this youngster back in the mid 60s. The episode "Panic in the Sky" still turns me into an entranced seven year old whenever I watch it. Thank goodness for DVD collections of some of our favorite shows. So sorry to learn of your dad's suicide. It must have been very difficult for you and the rest of your family. My father and my wife's mother both died young, also in December. My dad succumbed to a heart attack on December 30, 1980 at the age of 50 and my wife's mom passed away on December 15th, 1981 at 48.

[@MissMellyVee]

Darling Fred, bittersweet memories you shared with us today. You are so brave and generous to have allowed us into the portals of such personal tragedy. I cannot begin to imagine the impact and loss your fathers parting must have had on you and your entire family. Life is a mystery and yes not always blessed with happy endings, even so, what an incredible experience life is.....God bless you sweetie, I can see that even with such a sad life changing loss, you still possess a beautiful spirit and a joyous outlook.

[@FredFlix]

I was moved by your comment, Miss Melly Vee. I guess the saddest part is I was the only person in our family to shed a tear for him. Life had beat him down from the time he was 5 (he lost his own father and also an eye due to illness) and he died an alcoholic and broken man. But one thing stands: We loved each other.

[@garytafolla2845]

I enjoy your videos a lot. Depression is a very strange thing. We all have our darkness. I carried depression for most of my life, but it was my dark secret. I got married when I was 20 years old, and had four wonderful children. I was everyone's rock, so I was told, but no one knew what I carried inside. I put on a good front, always being the strong, happy guy, but always contemplating suicide. I was 39 years old when I figured out that my depression stemmed from carrying my parent's guilt and shame on my shoulders. It felt wonderful when I was able to get rid of that burden, and I've been that strong and happy guy that everyone else thought that I was. I sort of had to reinvent myself, and it worked. I'm sorry that your dad made his exit the way he did, but it seems to me that he really loved you. It was his illness that made him commit suicide, not you. I'm two years younger than you. Keep making these videos. Those were the days.

[@andinewman4865]

Jiust now saw this. So very sorry for your loss. I can’t imagine. My condolences. Must’ve been horrible for you. I’ve had several people in my life who have died that way. I grew up in that era-in Calif. I’m a little older- I was 12 in ‘58, my bro. was 7 & my sister was a year old. Thank you for sharing this deeply personal part of your life-God bless you & your family.

[@mikeaball2142]

Dear Fred...I was so ready to make some great comments about that time(I was 3 & a half,living in N.C.) but that was a punch in the gut at the end.I was so lucky to have my 92 year old dad until last year.No matter how young or old you are...it hurts! I say it all of the time...thanks for all of the(good & sad) memories!

[@FredFlix]

Thanks, Jan. Wow, 92. You were lucky. My ex-wife's dad is near death. Last week she said to me, "Fred, your dad died when you were 30. But it's harder on me because I'm 54. I've known him my whole life." I almost laughed and said, "What are you talking about? When my dad died I knew him my whole life, too!"

[@toleyik5401]

*speechless Your vids are so fine and this vid hits at the end like a hammer. Don't know what to say. I'm sorry for you (and your Dad).

[@bigblueboomer]

Happy birthday Fred !! So sorry about the loss of your father. May peace somehow be yours. The videos you produce are like a time machine......taking us baby boomers born in the 50s back to a simpler place and time. Great work !!

[@FredFlix]

Thanks, Robert. I don't know why people are wishing me happy birthday. (You're not the first.) Though this is the anniversary of the snow and my father's death, my birthday is Oct. 11. But, anyway, I appreciate your comment.

[@bigblueboomer]

Sorry for that mistake, Fred. Love the memories you bring. Kids born today missed out on our unique world !!

[@FredFlix]

My video tomorrow, Robert, is: Baby Boomers Vs. Millennials, in which I point out how each group views the world. I think you'll like it.

[@kyokogodai-ir6hy]

Fred, the pain you went though must have been terrible. I watched Pop die from cancer (he died in my arms the week before I got married). Those kinds of things stay with us all our lives. I am very grateful for your videos, for they send us back to our past to reminisce (the good and bad). God bless.

[@FredFlix]

Same to you, Cap. Wow, he died in your arms. I can't imagine your emotions. I trust you had the chance to say goodbye. I didn't get that.

[@angelapritula9516]

Hi Fred… It’s funny how you ended this video, watching your videos I have had much enjoyment going back into my own childhood since I was born in 1960. I share the same experience that you just did, my father took a gun to his mouth and blew his brains out on January 4, 1980. But I remember the Christmas mornings when the entire living room was filled with toys and presents. I remember fondly the many times we piled in the old blue station wagon to go to the drive-in movie and how he would push us in the WhirlyGig at the playground near the snack shop. I also remember how he struggled in his life trying to forget some demons with alcohol. Like you said not all endings are happy ones, and there were seeds of tragic events sown behind the doors of those seemingly happy suburban households watching their black and white TVs with the rabbit ears.

[@jrh11254]

Angela Pritula - I’m so sorry about your dad, Angela.

[@susanpeters3234]

Fred, your father lives on in your videos . What a gift they are. I thank your Father for giving us you and your talent. Sometimes when I am feeling a little down, I watch one of your videos and peace and joy fills my heart. I retired from being a TV News Anchor ( after 30 years) last year. Instead of keeping up with all the depressing news ( an obsession), I now have the peaceful pleasure of keeping up with your incredible feel-good videos. You Bless many people Fred, and because of that, so does your Father.

[@sanmichele5395]

Wow. I tried to commit suicide on three occasions. 17, 34 and 52. They say that it's harder on the survivors than on the people that are successful. I don't know about that. When you want to take your own life away, I don't know, you see the days stretching out before you in an endless set of lonely days, without hope, without faith that things will get better, without anything... You see people going about their daily routine, and you think, "What's the hope for me?" I am 62, and 10 years ago I was diagnosed with Bi-Polar. I am on medication and I am fine. You produce your fine videos, which give so much joy to everyone. I am truly glad that that I was unsuccessful the last time, because of the work, and love, of what you do, and I feel grateful that I get to share it. God bless you, and keep you. God make his face to shine upon you, and be gracious to you, and give you peace.

[@sanmichele5395]

Pacific Blue Thanks friend.

[@FredFlix]

I'm getting a lot of powerful reactions, San Michele, but yours is the most touching. I'm very happy you were unsuccessful. And because you shared that, I'll reveal for the first time that I, too, have tried to take my own life ... and get this: It happened just 6 weeks before my father took his (he didn't know about my attempt). That was an awful time in my life. But it was over 30 years ago. I'm a different person now and and I know you'e a different person as well. You live, you grow. Thanks again, my friend.

[@sanmichele5395]

20alphabet I can't figure out whether you are for me, or against me. I suspect the latter. And that's O.K. I feel that mental illness is one of the last taboos in society. Either pity, or unfeeling jokes or silence is par for the course. I have experienced all three. And it's also O.K.

[@sanmichele5395]

Neil Forbes Oh, I know that. I did try my best to explain my personal experience to 20Alphabet. Whether it sinks in or not, who can tell. I wish you a happy holiday season, my friend.

[@sanmichele5395]

FredFlix I somehow expected that.

[@kathleensheridan2063]

Wow, Fred I am so sorry you had to go through that at a very young age. A loss of a parent is very hard to handle. My sympathies to you. Thank you for sharing.🙏🏻❤️😢

[@sporty1701]

December 11th, 1958...my 8th birthday. Was a big fan of Popeye, Superman & Tom Terrific (the animators of that show had obviously discovered LSD long before the rest of us). My kid brother and I had to be very careful when we watched The Three Stooges as my mother was a public school teacher in the next town over. She told us repeatedly that watching the Stooges would cause PERMANENT BRAIN DAMAGE! What else could we do...with that information, we were compelled to watch...at our own peril. Being from New England, having a snow day off from school was pretty common. The downside...if there were more than 4 snow days during the school year, the extra days would be made up at the END of the school year, IN JUNE! Very sorry to hear about your dad...lost my aforementioned brother to suicide six years ago. The pain never really goes away. Great video, thanks again.

[@jrh11254]

Scott Lunsford - sorry about your brother, Scott.

[@Possum_13]

Sorry for your loss Fred. I know your pain. Both of mine drank their selves to death. Then after 30 yrs of marriage my wife took the easy way out. She left our 9,13 and 20 yr old children motherless 14 yrs ago. It never goes away. Such a selfish act. But I really enjoy looking back at simpler times. And I have one brother we talk every day and have worked together since our parents death. And I talk with my children every day as if it were a gift. Life goes on. Your a good Man.

[@jrh11254]

Randy Copas - so sorry about your parents and your wife, Randy.

[@jackassman6726]

Oh Fred so sorry for the loss of Your Dad , stay strong and Happy Birthday

[@FredFlix]

Not my birthday (though many people have said the same thing), but thanks, Jack.

[@joecantello4022]

Wow--I was not expecting that. I pray that you and your family came to some kind of peace about that traumatic event. By the way, thanks for the great video uploads; they bring back some great memories and some interesting perspectives on life.

[@FredFlix]

I appreciate that, Joe.

[@pavel62]

Fred, watched this video a year ago today. A year later I just want to say my thoughts are still with you. Lost a good friend to suicide. Best to you.

[@deneennash5102]

I'm so sorry for your loss. My condolences. I lost my mother to suicide twenty-five years ago on September 19. I understand the impact such a tragedy saddens a family. Just think about the good times.

[@herbbluntman2287]

Damn Fred, I wanted to leave a pleasant comment about your memories of being four years old since I can barely remember anything that happened when I was that young. I remember watching Stan Boreson, Fireball XL 5, J.P. Patches, and sitting on the kitchen counter while my older sister made cookies. But then, you drop that bomb about your Dad committing suicide on this day in 1984. It's incredibly brave of you to share something that personally painful with your internet fans/friends. My heart goes out to you in the spirit of this Holiday Season and I wish you peace and happiness in this gloomy time of year when the days are short and the nights are long. Take care and Merry Christmas.

[@FredFlix]

Very nice comment, Herb, and thank you sincerely. I'm moved by the reaction I'm getting. Maybe my father, wherever he is, is receiving the vibe.

[@yanknoz9710]

I am so sorry for your loss Fred. An unimaginable period of your life to share. You take care my friend.

[@peterunnels3311]

Fred I look forward to your posts every day. Very entertaining very clever thank you so much!

[@pastorearl1]

I'm so sorry, Fred. Words are not easy to come by hearing that news. So sorry for the loss of your dad. I too will be praying in these days. Your "day in the life" was 2 days before I was born so it is a very special one for me to see what life was like when my mom was ready to deliver me. God bless!

[@FredFlix]

Thank you, Pastor Earl.

[@harveyabel1354]

1958, when I was 7, had an accident on my bike, was stricken by meningitis and became Deaf. My Aunt Dorothy was one of my nurses while I was in the hospital.

[@tellemomma9780]

My dad did as well. It is a life changer.

[@jrh11254]

chantelle brown - so sorry, Chantelle.

[@anitanash6780]

You had me grinning all the way to the moment reality hit. It's a good way to illustrate a boy's life, both good and bad. I'm sorry for your loss and what you went through. You have much talent that is shown in your videos. Keep them coming!

[@FredFlix]

Thanks, Anita. My next Day in the Life explains more about my father's suicide and what led up to it. If I have the courage to post it!

[@rogersbayou]

Fred, I enjoy your videos more than I can say. I was born Sept. 7, 1955, so your videos obviously hit home with me. I'm a Stooge fan, grew up in suburbia, spent my summers with my friends riding bikes all day until supper time. We always ate together at the kitchen table, then went to the living room to watch TV together. We got a color TV in 1968 thanks to me talking my dad into a Rent to Own deal. Your channel is amazing, and I appreciate all your efforts. Mike from New Orleans

[@FredFlix]

That's very nice of you to say, Mike. We got our color set in '67. They were expensive as hell, but all my dad did after nightfall was watch TV. So he had to have it!

[@2000Majicman]

Your video was a feel good moment, having the same Childhood memories because I share the same timeline and then listening to your story , Whamo! The loss of your father!

[@FredFlix]

I don't usually put those kinds of things in my videos, 2000Majicman, but I'm pleased with the reactions I'm getting. Thanks.

[@lawnmowerman2199]

Fred YOU make such a difference in my life by doing these videos! I look forward to this time of night to unwind watching your videos that take me back to my childhood days and better days gone by! Thank you so much!!!

[@FredFlix]

You're welcome, Chuck, and I look forward to nice comments from people like you. It's very encouraging.

[@fromohio7956]

I am so sorry for your loss. God bless you

[@FredFlix]

Thank you.

[@patriciagraham3914]

Fred I have to tell you we came from completely different backgrounds and places but I’ve been watching your flic and you’ve really taken me back! So many things were so spot on. Especially when you shared your personal stuff. ( my dad shot himself when I was in 3rd grade). The good and the bad. Love your flix. Pattie from California

[@FredFlix]

Pattie, thanks. It must have been traumatic for you being only a 3rd grader.

[@bentleyhorne2952]

I finally got around to watching this video. Having been born in Canada in 1961, I can relate to a lot of the TV shows, music and adverts that you share with us. But this one takes the cake. It was like a body blow. I'm so sorry for your loss. Please keep up the good work and keep us entertained.

[@FredFlix]

I appreciate that, Bentley.

[@derekwilliams1660]

I was born December 11,1977. Today is my fortieth birthday.

[@louisramosLEFTYLOUIE]

IM SORRY TO HEAR OF YOUR. LOSS !YOU HAVE A LOT OF CARING PEOPLE THAT ARE CONCERNED !MY CONDOLENCES ALSO !I HAVE SEEN SEVERAL OF YOUR VIDEOS. I LOVE THE POEYE. STATUE TAKE CARE !THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING !

[@marcusreed3841]

So sorry for your loss Fred. From your videos I have learned that your dad was a hard working man and good father. Life deals some tragic moments at times and it is such a shock when those times occur. I love your videos Fred, we are the same age and I am a comic guy and monster guy and simply love cartoons as you do and did so you have brought much nostalgic happiness into my world. Thank you for that and take care.

[@FredFlix]

I appreciate your comment, Marcus. Glad we are of like minds. Those things from the '60s, the monsters and the comics and cartoons, gave me comfort because of some inner demons I wrestled with. For the first time, i am going to focus on those demons in my next Day in the Life video, if I have the courage to post it. It will also present what happened after my father's suicide. Stay tuned.

[@jwrides1232]

i really havent watches your videos in order,but i was and still am a BIG fan, this did catch me off guard, so me of the commenters, younger i guess ,were al so caught off guard by the unexspected, but thats just like real life, bless you all, stay safe

[@DrBobaliscious]

Wow! What a kick in the balls! You are courageous for sharing this. After all, the myths of the 50's and 60's was that we were stronger back then (false). My dad passed away in 1986, and I am barely getting over it now. Hopefully, your extended family pulled together and helped you through it. My dad had 10 brothers & two sisters. They NEVER once checked-in with me to see how I was doing. Growing up without a dad sucked! (Mom did the best she could) Hopefully, your dad earlier crashing into the tree was not connected to his suicide. Oh yeah, I'm sure my dad's death was a large reason for my becoming a Psychologist- looking for answers. What I found out was, sometimes there are no answers!

[@FredFlix]

Great comment. I think my dad's wreck was part of his suicide. I was the only person who cried that night. But you're right: Sometimes there are no answers, just more questions.

[@lesliekhanna8044]

I was 4 as well. Suicide doesn’t end the pain in ones life, it just passes it down to Everyone else. I’m am genuinely sorry for the loss of you Dada. It’s a permanent solution to a temporary problem. Keep hanging in there.

[@vwbugchic1961]

Awww, your right not all things have a happy ending but with time , knowledge, and maturity we manage to carry on thru life, ty for sharing the memories and a glimpse into your life.

[@FredFlix]

You're welcome, Cynthia.

[@sanmichele5395]

I read the comments (and am still reading them) and even though nobody knows anybody, it's good to see that I am not the only one. Pacific Blue, Brinson, Glenda, Donald, Eli, Thomas and so many others. Everybody has tragedy in their lives; if not now, soon. It's not just Captain Kangaroo, or the snow, but you have touched so many lives through this video that I am astonished. And greatful. And touched. Miss Melly said it all!

[@FredFlix]

I am quite astonished myself, San Michele. As I said, I never expected such a reaction and so many deep thoughts and memories revealed by so many. It's been theraputic for us all.

[@smujer1]

I wasn't expecting the video to end like that. My prayers are with you ..even after all these years. I love your videos😀

[@FredFlix]

Thanks, smujer1.

[@queenangel1976]

This is a very moving video, Fred. I'm so deeply sorry for the loss of your dad. My adoptive dad also committed suicide. December 19, 2016. It's the most difficult personal death I have ever experienced. Keeping you in my prayers.

[@bb22602]

My only first cousin on my mother's side was born on your fourth birthday. Good things happen on your birthday too! Adding my condolences to everyone else's - and my thanks to your parents for you and making you the person you are today. You have touched many lives here - and they have too, through you.

[@FredFlix]

Thanks a lot, Becky. I'm a bit overwhelmed by the support and the stories I'm reading. I didn't know this was going to happen but it's a nice surprise.

[@connieweisman8280]

sorry for your loss, thank you for all the great videos. I was 10 months old.

[@FredFlix]

Thank, Connie.

[@rlopez2626]

Wow! Sorry for your loss! I enjoy watching your videos. Although I was born in 1975, I get to see what my parents grew up with throughout their childhood. Some of it I can relate. Times were great back then!

[@ddoyle11]

After watching your videos for some time now, I can't say that I am surprised that you would share such a profoundly personal and tragic event. It must have been a devastating thing to happen to your family. I can only say that I send you all my best wishes on the anniversary of your father's passing. Today is my birthday, and the fact that it is tied to such a terrible thing to happen to you gives me pause. All I can say is this; I admire your tenacity, your creativity, your talent and your willingness to share so many varied memories with us. Life is quite a juxtaposition of wonderful and sad things. I am glad you're here.

[@FredFlix]

That's a very nice thing for you to say, ddoyle11. I have gotten dozens of condolences today from people who don't really have to do it and it's been remarkable. I didn't expect such an outpouring of sympathy. There are good people like yourself out there and it gives me a lot of encouragement. Thank you!

[@JennieWrenStar]

Thank you for sharing, I I hope the pain eases. I also hope you know how much these videos mean to all of us. You have a lot of 'friends' out here who care for you Fred. ❤️

[@FredFlix]

Catching up with my "mail." I really appreciate what you said, Jennie.

[@jehobden]

My youngest sister (still older than I am) was born 3 days after your SC snowfall. You have strong memories for a 4-yr-old. The first moonwalk happened just after I turned 4, but I have no memory of it. I do remember seeing SESAME ST. for the first time that year though. I'm so sorry about the connection this all has to your dad now.

[@robertsr.249]

Very sorry for your loss , time will heal , my father passed in 1994 , retired at 63 , passed away 2 months later . I’m now 62 and still miss him and my mother who died in 2018 , they are not here forever, cherish them .

[@pavel62]

Wow! Did not expect that ending. So sorry for your loss! This day is painful for you. Love your videos, by the way. Around the same age as you. Also, a Marvel Comics geek like you. So sorry once again.

[@FredFlix]

I appreciate that, Pavel. You know, the MCU is a dream come true for me. I never thought those Marvel stories from our youth would become $200 million movies. I'm sure you feel the same way.

[@district115]

To Just A Guy, Good stuff. I imagine you recently celebrated you 70th birthday, attended you class 50 year reunion, have grand kids, great grand kids. Thanks for reminiscing. Kids in our generation are truly blessed. Sorry about your dad. Mine is gone and I miss him.

[@benjaminhenry5762]

Remember my first snow about the age of 4. A week or so around Christmas in '61 or '62. Was something spectacular.

[@robbalboni4179]

wow fred I was not expecting that ending , hopefully time heals all wounds as they say and though that situation sucks I'm sure you have dealt with it as best you could in the time since. I loved those shows as well. rob

[@FredFlix]

Thanks, Rob. I am over it although my dad still pops up in my dreams frequently.

[@garyopdenaker9269]

I didn't see that coming. So sorry for your loss Fred.

[@thomasingersoll2574]

THANK YOU 4all the KOOL videos my Brother.... I was born in 1955 and relate to ALL of them.......I was born in Michigan but raised in North Carolina.... and have made Kiawah Island ( and Charleston) my home since 1987 ........so I know a bunch of the places you show in your films........so very sorry about your Poppa......

[@FredFlix]

Thanks, Thomas. I moved back to Goose Creek so we are in the same area. How 'bout this spring-like weather today?

[@colleenjeffries3334]

This video was very bittersweet. I'm sad for your loss, friend.

[@CarolinaNIM]

There was a post on Facebook recently about this snow in SC, also my first experience. I did not remember it as being close to Christmas. My mother told me that there was snow outside and I, also 4 then, honestly did not know what that was until I saw the ground covered in white.

[@FredFlix]

Nice to hear from you, Ronald. I didn't realize it was so close to Xmas myself until I looked it up on the Internet. Quite a time for us!

[@gmoney9961]

Apologies for being off the grid when you posted this vid, Fred. As I've said, it feels as though our lives mirrored each other albeit in different parts of the country. My dad passed in '97 although it wasn't unexpected. I commend you for coming through your ordeal as cleanly as you have.

[@FredFlix]

Just saw this. We all go through such things or we don't live.

[@drsusieg]

The same thing happened to my dad. First alcoholic and later suicide. For years I worried secretly that if my dad couldn't handle life, then neither could I. My faith helped me to get past that. Love all your vids! God bless you, Fred!

[@jackr.3945]

Oh Fred....I am so very sorry this tragedy happened to you and yours. 33 years ago but some things I understand we can only learn how to cope with...or get used to over time. Very very difficult. Superb video. Just exploded on me at the end...as did your thoughts. Well done.

[@FredFlix]

Thanks, Jack. I'm over it of course though I still dream about my dad.

[@jackr.3945]

FredFlix Fred..some say that our crossed over relatives return in our dreams. So I was dreaming constantly about my late husband..constantly. I asked him out loud to stop SHOWING up, as it was a bit upsetting and I haven't had a dream about him SINCE! Amazing or something

[@jeffrykoehler6176]

The loss of a parent is unmeasurable...it pulls your brain apart....trying your whole life to rebalance the world....better luck next time....

[@JeffFrmJoisey]

I was happy and singing along trying to remember being 2 years and 1 month old until 2:21. I can't imagine what it was like for you, Fred. Trying to comprehend death as a 4 year old is tough enough, comprehending suicide must be unimaginable. I lost my Mom after a brief illness when I was 15 and it was horrible. I coped by trying to keep my life as normal as it was before. I'm not sure if I've ever fully dealt with it almost 46 years later. BTW - Interesting choice of closing music - Superman closing theme.

[@FredFlix]

I closed with the uplifting theme as a subtle reminder that life goes on and we still have heroes to look up to. But, remember Jeff, in the video it says my father died 26 years later. So I was 30 and I was better able to cope. If he committed suicide when I was 4...God, I don't where my life would have gone.

[@JeffFrmJoisey]

I need to watch your videos earlier in the day, before a few late night drinks. I apologize. I thought you were 4 when your Dad killed himself. Actually, my interpretation of the closing song, was much darker. I thought that in mentioning your Dad's suicide, you were acknowledging George Reeves' suicide (alleged, CONSPIRACY ALERT!). My bad.

[@FredFlix]

No, I wasn't that clever!

[@ronald3419]

I was also four years old then, in Columbia. That was also my first snow. I didn't realize until recently that it was on December 11, 2 weeks before Christmas. I was not old enough to read a clock or a calendar. I remember that Christmas two weeks later because I got the electric train that my parents had been hyping me up about.

[@magz98610]

So sorry for your loss..we really enjoy your videos

[@FredFlix]

Thanks, Margaret.

[@franksantore2327]

Fred, I'm your poster from Tennessee, the one that knows about Charleston stuff from family vacations there. I have heard you describe your father so many times. He was a helluva man, like my dad was. Providing for his family with half his sight and then getting seriously injured on the job. I can imagine the love he had for you kids. I read it in the descriptions of the things he did with and for you, your siblings and your mom. I hope you feel no shame in having this wonderful man as a father, just because he decided that life on Earth was not for him. I always look forward to the latest edition of FredFlix, and I am now a subscriber to your channel. Do not take this down, Fred. As innocent as our time was, we must remember that life, itself, always comes with the bad. To paraphrase a Romantic poet of the 19th Century (was it Dickinson? ): You have to crush some grapes to drink the wine. That's life's metaphor, Fred: the crushed grapes are the bad times.....but they are worth it as the reward is the sweet tasting wine of the good times. Bless you, my friend.....and thank you for what you do for all of us.

[@FredFlix]

So well said, Frank, and thanks for subscribing. I'm honored that you remembered my father from the other videos.

[@Classicrocker6119]

They showed Superman here on local TV (Calgary,Alberta Canada) when I was in kindergarten during the fall of 1967. One guy in my class decided to act like Superman by climbing a chain link fence. All went well until his jacket got caught somehow and could t move. We had to seek the assistance of our teacher (Mrs. Miller) who was at an advanced to come and save the day. I am so sorry to hear about your father. We lost our Mother to cancer in April of 2014 and is missed very much and always will be.

[@rosseganjr9402]

God bless you 🙏 my thoughts and prayers are with you IAM so sorry

[@FredFlix]

Thank you, Ross.

[@terawattyear]

Sorry for your loss. You had your dad for exactly as long as I had mine. However, my dad left the world quite unexpectedly to himself as well as to the rest of us.

[@FredFlix]

An accident or heart attack?

[@andrewsalinas7498]

I was born in 1952 into a migrant family some of my teen years were spend doing migrant work. I was starting to envy what this kids did for their summer vacations but then I started reading into what happened to this man's father I feel so sad for him. Our father put us to work but at least we had him till he was 85 years , he was not always home but he was alive ,too this year 2018 we still have our mom thank God. What i started to feel from this man's comments is that we all have some kind of hardships in our life's. Oh by the way it was not work all the time I got to meet a couple of Linda's on my field trips. Peace to the world.

[@FredFlix]

I enjoyed reading your comment, Andreas.

[@MrDongodon]

Well Fred ....Something I would never share with anyone on the internet is that I was hospitalized over 17 yrs ago for depression with three suicide attempts and I lost my job, family and became homeless until I got help...I fully comprehend your experience IN MY OWN WAY ...as always FredFlix I really appreciate your WFLS T.V. show ...Thankz.

[@FredFlix]

Donald, I don't know if you read my comment to another viewer: In 1984 I attempted suicide six weeks before my father killed himself. i didn't tell him. (They say suicide runs in families.) However, I didn't try it three times nor was I hospitalized for depression (though I was clinically depressed), losing job, family and becoming homeless like you. Well, yeah, I lost my marriage, business and home within a month. Still, I don't know how you got through that. I would have thrown myself in front of a train. But, like you said, you got help. I'm fine now, too. As is often quoted from Monty Python and the Holy Grail: "I got better."

[@francineraydelott2648]

I understand why you do these videos. With the tragic loss of a parent the best thing to do is remember the good times, the best of times-the 60's, when they were alive and vibrant.

[@brendaproffitt1011]

Very cool wow my friend i love ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤🇺🇸💘💘it.THANK you

[@brendaproffitt1011]

I'm so so sorry my friend and yes I know how you feel me and my 6 kids since 2002 he killed himself..we both been through hell and back and you turned out to be a hell of a man my friend ..and this is an amazing video too..

[@FredFlix]

Thank you, Brenda. Sorry about your loss, as well. It's not quite clear in your comment: Was it your father or your husband?

[@FredFlix]

You're welcome, my friend!

[@brendaproffitt1011]

FredFlix my husband I have 6 kids so I know that pain way to well your welcome my friend. Still haven't been with anyone at all .my dad and my brother and my sister died from cancer. Hell I just found out to of my daughter's both have cancer one has breast and my third oldest has cervical So I've. Been through so dam I take care of mom and my older sister they both have Alzheimer's disease and my mom had 3 surgeries on her right foot for dry gangrene

[@FredFlix]

God, Brenda, that's horrible. My mom died of Alzheimer's. The Long Goodbye. Pain and suffering are incorporated into our existence. That's why as we get older we take more pleasure in the simple things. They help shield our pain. Bless you, my friend.

[@bernicejustice5235]

Thanks Fred so much for your videos I look forward to each and every one of them you rock 😁

[@FredFlix]

I wasn't going to upload this one, Bianca. I made this just before myself. But this being Dec. 11, the anniversary of the snow day and also my father's suicide, I felt compelled to run it. I may take it down after a day. But thanks again for your comment.

[@glendamcdonald1931]

No FredFlix Please leave it up. It is not just your personal tragedy now as you've shared it with us and it also helps some people who have had thoughts of suicide to realize the impact it leaves on family members. Posting something so personal must have been very difficult for you and I understand I really do. Leave it up as a lesson as well as a tribute to YOUR SURVIVAL in the face of what must have been so hard to get through. Thank you Fred and please take care and rest assured that even though we are sitting behind a screen many of us actually to care even about a stranger. I am ONE of them. take care

[@FredFlix]

You just made me very happy, Glenda. I never imagined this kind of reaction. o I'll leave it up. Thank you from the bottom of my heart.

[@thedtnewt]

How do you know these details since you were only four? Did your mother journal these things?

[@FredFlix]

When a child has his first snow, especially in the south, that day is remembered forever

[@queenangel1976]

Fred, I am so sorry about your dad! I know how difficult that is, as my adopted dad killed himself a year ago on December 19th. You are in my thoughts and prayers.

[@FredFlix]

And your are in mine, Princess.

[@queenangel1976]

Fred, thank you. God Bless.

[@felipehernandez-pedroza8288]

Great vídeo. Love the 1950s. Sorry about your father. Very sad ending.

[@FredFlix]

Thanks, Felipe.

[@carolyncruz9529]

You always have the happy memories to remember about your father.

[@FredFlix]

I do. Thanks, Carolyn.

[@Overstuffed1]

Fred, you are a few months older than I am. We share many of the likes, dislikes and memories you feature in your videos. And my dad did the same deed in January 1985. God bless you, and may you find peace!

[@FredFlix]

I appreciate that, Overstuffed1. It's amazing that your dad died the same way just one month after mine and yet we are able to communicate 33 years later.

[@TheDarthmom1]

I'm sorry to hear about your father.

[@tomklock568]

That was exactly 17 days before I was born.

[@TheSWolfe]

I wasn't born til '63, but watched all the same shows, except for Superman, & share similar memories, some good - others awful, of my early days. There was always that one tooth just dangling there we were terrified to dislodge. Daddy tied a string to it, attached the other end to the bathroom doorknob, & closed the door. Voila! One less baby tooth to fret over. Snow days - somehow, in our little snowsuits, we seemed to be able to stay outside playing in that fluffywhite for hrs on end w/o getting cold, or at least w/o caring that we were. Daddy was the one who helped me make snowmen - ours always seemed lumpier & dirtier than my peers', but I was no less proud of 'em for it. Decades passed, tho strangers be, I'm sorry for yr loss. I grew up surrounded by suicides: cousins, classmates, friends, teachers, friends' parents, romantic interests - so much we oft attributed it to an historic Native curse. From age three on, I lived in fear of my mother either killing my father or herself, as she'd attempt/threaten one or the other repeatedly over the yrs. But cancer took Daddy in his 60's & dementia my octogenarian mother. They rest now, & we remember. For good or ill, I suppose, it is what it is & we deal accordingly. Peace to u & yrs, Mr. Flix.

[@kristenchandler9030]

I am so sorry. I know this must be a difficult day for you. Your father obviously helped bring a lot of happy memories while he was alive or you would not have the hobby of reliving your past via these videos, which bring your viewers smiles too. I understand depression and my heart goes out to anyone who has been rock bottom like that. It really does seem as though there is no other way, despite having people in your life who love you.

[@FredFlix]

You do understand. Thank you, Kristen.

[@davidsmith4266]

wow fred sorry about that but I want to say thank you for the videos I really love them

[@FredFlix]

I appreciate that greatly, David.

[@sweetsuzie9346]

Speechless....💐

[@angelagregorio6327]

Wow, so sorry your father saw no other way. I'm sure if he had waited on day, he probably would have realized how much he was needed and loved. 💔

[@rundoetx]

That was a shocker ending. I'm so sorry for your loss.

[@FredFlix]

Thanks, rundotx.

[@richardgerlach5156]

Wow! That came out of Left Field! Now I'm going to watch your videos with a little hesitancy. Dumbfounded. To say the least.

[@FredFlix]

I try to keep all my videos upbeat, Richard. But life happens.

[@freeguy77]

At 1:48, I thought The Three Stooges were going to be shown! Nobody who grew up from June 1959 (when the 190 shorts were released) onwards, will ever forget their "Three Blind Mice" (or "Listen to the Mockingbird") theme songs! You should have written about the 1958 Hula Hoop craze (ad started on June 16), or "The Chipmunk Song" (rel. on Dec. 1), or the April "Witch Doctor" song. Sorry to read of your dad's death at such a young age. How old was he, and did you know the reason why he did it?

[@FredFlix]

He was 55. He lived a hard life and I have to say I wasn't surprised.

[@freeguy77]

@@FredFlix I figured you were 30, from your age and years after. I'm so sorry you had that experience. At least you had him growing up and into your adult years.

[@FredFlix]

@@freeguy77 That certainly softened the blow.

[@daviddavenport1485]

So sorry to have heard about your loss.

[@FredFlix]

I appreciate that, David.

[@DGOODWIN19]

Sorry to hear the bad ending Fred, he seemed like a likable father. My condolences for the loss.

[@FredFlix]

I appreciate that, DGOODWIN19.

[@garbage854]

Sorry for your loss