Detransition: I Want My Sex Back (Directed by Artyom Vorobey)

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After years of feeling uncomfortable with his male body, Billy finally came up with a solution: he underwent sex reassignment surgery to become the woman he had always felt he was. However, the change didn't bring him the relief he had sought, and neither did it solve any of his problems. After seven years of being a woman, Billy reverted back to being a man.
Rene Jax was born and raised as a male. She used to dress as a woman before she actually took the plunge to become female. The hormone therapy and breast augmentation that followed didn't satisfy Jax. Gender dysphoria-the condition of feeling disconnected from your sex-persisted. Now she says her gender reassignment was a mistake, merely cosmetic surgery.
Walt Heyer felt trapped in his male body. In 1983, he finally became Laura Jensen. He believed it was a genetic disorder that had caused his gender dysphoria. However, it wasn't until he had reverted back to his original sex that Heyer realized his issues stemmed from the trauma of sexual abuse. He now counsels people who are considering gender reassignment.
Directed by Artyom Vorobey, "I Want My Sex Back" is the personal story of three men who regretted changing genders. They recount their experiences and how they came to terms with their disappointments and regrets. Leave your comment below and share.
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[@Ilikerainydayz]

Oh so now you want your peckr back. Wow.

[@parminderkaur12345]

Hi doctor can i contact with you please

[@jaimerogers6379]

Thank you for listening to the LORD'S leading to make this documentary. He answered many of my questions through it. For those featured in this documentary, keep walking in faith, God will do the rest.

[@bluecube7247]

RUSSIAN STATE TV... no thanks

[@franciannecollson7427]

The source of this video is Russian State Television. Please research the source of the "information" you view.

[@clarissa2102]

I'm so glad these people are allowed to tell their stories. So many are being attacked, dismissed and shunned for doing so when it doesn't fit the current narrative.

[@annalehman93941]

RT Doc was banned in US because of stories like this. They called it "russian propaganda"

[@RealWomenRealStories]

That's correct Clarissa. It's important to give a voice to everyone. We already received emails from people who urge us to remove the movie otherwise they will unsubscribe. The movie will remain online, we are not going to censor ANYONE or close ANYBODY's mouth. Everyone deserves to share their story. Thank you for supporting this. X

[@skritchyskratchy9458]

@@RealWomenRealStories so much respect for your integrity. Thank you for uncompromisingly making room for women's stories.

[@dewilew2137]

@@RealWomenRealStories you are incredible, thank you so much for standing up for detransitioners 💗💗💗

[@Dhruv_Dogra]

@@RealWomenRealStories Thank you for your journalistic integrity. You are heroes like Julian Assange.

[@JJ-ls4ej]

I’m a progressive. Just wanted to get this out of the way in case anyone thinks that only right-wingers feel the way I do. I work as a healthcare provider in psychiatry This indeed should be mandatory viewing for anyone looking to change their sex as well as parents of children who say they want to be of the opposite gender. Children cannot make such permanent decisions about their biology, their bodies. I still remember a 16 year old patient of mine who for over 2 years insisted that she felt like a boy. I lost contact with her for a while, but she returned to my practice with her boyfriend. She explained that she felt that her gender dysphoria was no more. We need to let children become adults, give them counseling to get to the root of their dysphoria.

[@leonardemiletaylor6229]

Epic! I can attest that feelings are fleeting! Whew!

[@smp6441]

Why stay in such a wicked place? Get out, repent and go and sin no more. The truth sets you free 🥰

[@Dietconsulting]

​@@smp6441 You stay and let your life speak

[@Joy-Simcha]

Absolutely. I believed I’d turn into a boy when I was very young Couldn’t bare how my body was changing at age 11 either. I found it really scary. In todays world what would they do to me 😢 I have a husband, children and grandchildren. Basically, once I became a young adult female I was totally cool with who I was. Why has it become the way it has when what I describe should be common knowledge to professionals

[@littlepony8571]

Rejection of people as children or in youth and all abuse projected upon them I think can cause some to reject themselves to this degree. Society is to blame for the hurt to people. Decency and a conscience is never taught

[@19mimi63]

My niece transitioned after 2 years of living as man". Went on T, had a double mastectomy, married a woman. Sadly, she ended up regretting her decision. She told me and my sister, ( her mother), that it was the worst thing she could have done. She sadly committed suicide at the young age of 25. And to think parents are allowing their minor children to make the life altering decisions and even encouraging it it totally disgusting. And no one wants to hear the bad stuff about transitioning. They just want to get on the trend train. It's the cool thing to do in school. It's so sad. RIP Rebecca. We miss you so.

[@lindatrepanier3419]

💔 ⚘️

[@CaroleeFisher-oh6vm]

I'm sorry for your loss.

[@richardlawson6787]

You cant change your sex

[@michellemybelle9591]

😢💔🙏

[@sherylpayne5851]

I'm so sorry for the loss of your sister.

[@samsmom400]

I had 5 brothers and I desperately wanted to be a boy when I was little. I'm so glad I was born in the 1960s because if I'd been born in this generation, they would have totally screwed me up! I am 100% female and glad for it.

[@MLMLW]

I, too, grew up with brothers and used to run around when I was little with my shirt off because my brother did it so I figured I could as well. My mom had to explain to me that I'm a little girl and girls have to wear their shirts. I didn't understand but obeyed my mother anyway. I played with their toys and felt like whatever they could do, I could do as well. I never felt like I was a boy or wanted to be one, I just felt better hanging around with guys and being athletic. Turns out, I clean up well and am very much a female who is good at sports and I guess I was considered a tomboy. I was also born in the 60s and my parents just let me play with my brother's toys because I also played with my girl toys, too.

[@shivaunwhite4549]

Same for me, born in the 60's and very much a tomboy.

[@Dustandfuzz]

Same

[@GhostsQueen85]

I was born in the 80's I desperately wanted to be a boy when i was little but thank God I finally decided to just be a tomboy instead ❤

[@godschildyes]

Amen! These times we're in now literally destroy kids' lives with the insanity that they impose! I am so glad for your sake. You dodged all this!

[@RoyalBlue4486]

They don’t tell you that once you transition, you’ll never have normal sex again.

[@ingGS]

Some people have described their vag---noplasty as an "open wound", it hurts, sometimes doesn't heal well and discharges a foul liquid, it also needs to be stretched otherwise it would close again. That sounds awful.

[@debidehm9129]

No one should have to tell these people that. That’s kind of obvious.

[@Proverbs--tx6yr]

How very very very sad 😢

[@dazzamorris2793]

​@debidehm9129 the doctors tell them they will be female.. so they are misled lied to

[@GhostsQueen85]

​@@ingGS Here I am sitting here a biological female and thinking oh my God there's no way I could do all of that. So thankful I don't have to worry about it.

[@MeMe-mt6xv]

14:45 FINALLY, it is said, "I was sexually abused and that was the point of changing genders." I know so many people this has happened to!! You have to get to the root, not just the symptoms.

[@debra6513]

It’s true

[@emmaphillips3847]

It needs to be said. I too know of a female who was assaulted by her male family members. So she turned herself into a man to never be vulnerable again. It is such a common theme

[@PrecociousFriand]

No, there are NOT 'so many people' this has happened to and it's not a blanket reason. Check yourself and what you sound like...idiotic.

[@Akina023]

I was sexually abused with dysphoria, but not with gender dysphoria. I didn’t feel a connection to myself at all. My name doesn’t feel like mine and my body. Sex abuse really messes with children’s psyche. I’m not surprised some end of getting sex changes because of that dysphoria.

[@MeMe-mt6xv]

I am so sorry for your abuse and pain. The abusers should have mandatory surgery.

[@magdalenacruz2382]

I work in a psychiatry medical group. Our practice is seeing an exponential spike in patients with transition regret. What's so frustrating and shocking is psychiatry professionals fear speaking out about this because the medical community is brainwashed by money and fear. My hope is more stories come out and brave professionals speak up regardless of their fears. We need to prevent this from happening to more people, especially children!

[@Seaside_Gal]

Oh BOOOO-HOOOOOOOO

[@magdalenacruz2382]

@@Seaside_Gal glad to see you crying over this. It's a sad situation

[@Shelly641]

Yes. I work in a psych hospital and our adolescent units are full. Suicide attempts, self-harm and so much confusion. Sad.

[@sherylpayne5851]

The medical community also gave in to money and pressure over the injection for a virus. The people who tried to speak out about adverse reactions were silenced. I'm happy to see people speak about their personal experiences because it might be a welcome warning to others before irreversible damage is done.

[@magdalenacruz2382]

@@sherylpayne5851 I 100% agree! Sadly, we lost some amazing professionals at my organization. All because they did not feel comfortable taking the vaccine. Vaccines typically take years to test and to force people to take what essentially was experimental should be a crime! My body my choice apparently doesn't apply here though.

[@barbidahoinsummer6769]

"You are now safe with me forever" what every hurting child needs to hear

[@Alexxxis6]

A lie? Great parenting.

[@alexadam353]

@barbidahoinsummer6769 The only Safety is found with our Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ.

[@moneyblue8466]

Yes

[@mikecunningham6154]

Barb I da Ho in summer... lol.

[@This-Is-My-Little-Corner]

@@alexadam353 religion is often a large part of the problem

[@Jordysegs89]

This documentary needs to be shown to everyone who is considering transitioning. I don’t deny transition is beneficial for certain individuals but the amount of people being diagnosed as gender dysphoric is blown way out of proportion. Many people who think they’re trans are actually just gay or depressed

[@trishayamada807]

And 3 year olds aren’t trans. Just let them play with the toys they like and let’s stop gendering toys. Boys can play with dolls and girl can play with tonka trucks.

[@Jordysegs89]

@@trishayamada807 exactly!! When I was a 3 year old boy, I loved playing with barbies, dressing in pink, wigs, heels and makeup but I never thought anything wrong with it. My parents let me do what I want. Eventually I grew out of it and now I’m an adult gay man. I’d have suicided if Jeannette Jennings was my mom

[@trishayamada807]

@@Jordysegs89 my 7yo has two older sisters, he’s been playing Barbie and dress up since he was a toddler. He’s such a great human! Friends with everybody and so sure of himself. He’s allowed to be who he is. He’s currently sporting blue nail polish as his sister did their nails blue. It’s just good fun. He still does play harder than his sister with light sabers and laser tag, but it’s all great fun for them all. I remember wanting a penis when I was 4-5 years d because my bothers could spell their names with their pee in the snow! I was so upset I couldn’t do that. I fear, that in todays world, I’d be pressured as trans. I was also a playing with dirt and catching frogs and toads kinda girl. Girls like that stuff, boys like that stuff, it’s called childhood and learning about the world! Why is it a boy or girl thing? It’s simply human curiosity and wonder and awe with the world. As a mom the only thing I want for my children is for them to have the best life they can and it’s not for me to tell them who to love. They are my favorite people and I have learnt so much from them.

[@Nina.In.Narnia]

​@trishayamada807 exactly. When I was little I played with what was traditionally considered boys toys. Then when I became a teen I played with Barbies. I am an almost 30 yo woman. Today I have a job that is male dominated ( I am an engineer) I love cars and power tools and DYI and hate cooking but love cleaning and even if I dress colorful and full of flowers my behaviour is more boyish that girly. And yet I like every bit of it. I like a little but of everything and I feel like I am a mix of things. At no point I wanted to change. You can be a woman and like manly things. Or you can be a man and be a nail artist, or make-up artist. I feel like in a way the transgender idea enforces gender roles. Like you have to transition to male to have male habits when in reality you can do whatever you want appart from giving birth. So why be a modified vodka when you can be a cocktail?

[@Nina.In.Narnia]

I also have very long hair and gel nails that are not too long because I need to be able to unscrew thing, connect cables, maneuver tools and so on. I don't always relate with my female coworkers in regards to homemaking and I feel more comfortable around men. Today they try to say that if you feel like this you might be trans or non binary or all sorts of things. I feel like most of these people are just a mix of things. And that's it

[@zzzut]

Some detransitioners have said that they were threatened by the trans lobby for speaking publicly about their experience. Some also said that they had a lot of help and encouragement while they were transitioning but they were literally abandoned when they decided to detransition.

[@laurykristensen6239]

A big part of the lie is that if a person says they are trans, they want it 100% unquestioned. They don't want the argument weakened. Might reveal all the other lies. Typical of a cult

[@Stranger_Than_Fiction299]

not only are they abandoned, they are outright attacked. That's why no one in this video wants thier location shared.

[@executivewoman678]

And those, their own people, who are shunning and treating them bad, not us heterosexual people. I could care less what you "think" you are. I let God sort that out.

[@kaydublin5164]

Not surprised a bit

[@MsBerries25]

there's pressure on both sides. this is a personal struggle for adults. we all should stay out of it

[@Thefrugalgal]

The facial feminisation surgery doesn't make them look female, but messes them up to not look male.

[@artisthusnatalal3099]

Exactly they look strange

[@adelerodriguez2432]

I know someone who transitioned from male to female. This person was effeminate while still male, so the transition looked natural.

[@artisthusnatalal3099]

@@adelerodriguez2432 In your eyes but not in the eyes of other's I'm sure...

[@99999myk]

I think they look lesbian.

[@Missycrissy323]

My sister suffers from gender dysphoria. It’s been heartbreaking seeing her struggle with her identity through the years. She’s 28 now and thankfully has not had surgery but the hormones have really affected her. She’ll have times of clarity where she sees how bad it is for her and will start detransitioning, then relapse and go back to hormone therapy. It’s like an addiction. Our family loves her no matter what, but it’s like she can’t love herself. We pray for her continually. These testimonies were so encouraging. ❤

[@dyoung3648]

🙏🙏🙏

[@victoriavancartier7379]

Encouraging of what? Your own desire for her to live as you wish....

[@TheRisky9]

Unfortunately, testosterone is a drug. It had addictive properties just like any other drug.

[@sevenirises]

I never realized the struggle never stops for so many. My heart breaks for all the broken lives that never received the compassion and understanding they so badly needed. I'm glad they shared their stories to help others understand.

[@incamoran9532]

Of course it never stops. Mental illness rarely self-heals. Professional help is needed in most cases.

[@TararyzeMcg]

The hormones NEVER STOP …from everything I’ve seen it gets WORSE….the life expectancy is 60 to 70 at MAX w health issues THROUGHOUT 😞😞😞

[@No_name860]

There are a ton of these stories now but there are many who are afraid to speak up because they get attacked by the lgbt cult.

[@Zuzzanna]

Billy has one of those faces, that if I saw him, I couldn't tell if he was female or male. I wish them all peace and happiness in their lives

[@porkypile]

Their faces are altered both with operations and hormone therapy. They will never look as masculine as they would have, had they not subjected themselves to such treatments.

[@Zuzzanna]

@@porkypile Yes I know, but there are just some people who I find hard to see if they are male or female. Just like there are girls who are not feminine and sexy at all, but that's another story :)

[@icytimboslyce7939]

Its probably plastic

[@dalatina911]

He said he had facial feminization surgery

[@tammiklusewitz7141]

@@Zuzzanna I don't understand your point. Are you saying that females are supposed to be feminine and sexy? What is the 'other story'?

[@JewishKeto]

My heart breaks for these people… to be hurting so bad that you hate who you are and feel “transitioning״ is how you escape that pain (even if you don’t want to admit it..) I hope all these people can find happiness.

[@Lee-uw6wb]

This should be seen by all Public/Private school students as a requirement to Graduate, especially 6th-12th grade.

[@hellooutthere8956]

11th 12th. I think 6th is too much.

[@jalynelupo3386]

Parents must educate, please share. What our kids are up against starts very very young.

[@Eli08ish]

As a requirement to graduate? That is a stretch. Psychology is not part of the curriculum until college. Teach children skills such as financial management and career skills.

[@No_name860]

@@Eli08ishI took sociology in highschool, there were segments of psychology as well.

[@jimjones1130]

Expect many more like this. There are groups on social media with dozens of de-trans people, mostly girls. I follow two on Twitter, their stories are heartbreaking, one had her chest cut off at 15. Her before and after pictures are like a punch in the gut. These doctors are like mengele, Reinfeld or Frankenstein, need to be imprisoned

[@jonathanlovesadventure7838]

I would say most detransitions were born female now. The males who transition to females do not detransition at the same rate.

[@Roosters-rants1977]

I pray we get past this horrible trend and these Dr's all go to jail and those who don't are sued into horrible poverty

[@apinxade7841]

​@@Roosters-rants1977amen 🙏 and I pray those sick extremists and agp cross dressers who use these extremists ideologies to cover their sick fetishes are exposed and they are all locked up asap

[@staycurious51]

Look at the top 10 career paths for psych/sociopaths. Surgeon is one of them and they are not hiding anymore

[@jocelienjimenez9821]

I Agree with you👍✌

[@Rara-pr9wg]

This is sad...so many regret it cause it was a mental issue not a physical.... But we all make bad decisions

[@porkypile]

Most people dont make a "cut my boobs off, lol" decision. Either way, the world we live in is sick and it's run by sick people. Ask Ye and you will understand who runs the show.

[@pegs1659]

Getting your penis cut off or your breasts cut off is a heck of a bad decision.

[@emmapeel8163]

it's ALWAYS a mental issue. there's nothing physically wrong with any of the transitioners.

[@BustedFlush7096]

It’s all about teenage hormones!! Geez, doesn’t anyone remember it sucked, you felt crazy, you got hair, you got your period, but we all knew that by 18-20, it would all be fine…and it was!

[@h.nicholeflowers8057]

God still forgives

[@jaynarobinson4225]

My heart goes out to these people sharing their stories. Also to the others who are on the journey

[@stephanieallangarman5598]

Yes, I do too. I pray teens watch this before committing to this drastic surgery. 😢❤️‍🩹

[@jamesclark6487]

A man tricking another man that he's a "woman". Attempted rape.

[@ToddDouglasFox]

The saddest part of human identity is that there is no acceptance of uniqueness. We are all extremely individual. The only peace as a person for anyone that doesn’t fit into what people think we all should be like is when we embrace how each of us experiences life so uniquely as intrinsically unique. This doesn’t have to do with beliefs or with transitioning or anything else but truly loving each other for who we are as being completely one of a kind.

[@rebecca2034]

Billy and Walt are good men. God bless and keep them both.

[@apexgaming5890]

I’ve never actually heard of anyone transitioning to female/male and then wanting to go back to their original sex. Great story and brave people to speak up.

[@porkypile]

Cause the system doesnt want you to hear about it. This information is suppressed for political reasons.

[@connievino4226]

Women are more likely to become a man. Sounds weird but true.

[@icytimboslyce7939]

Because test gets you high ...they're junkies

[@honeybunch6473]

So many stories online!

[@erinbriggs2087]

So common, for some stories search Benjamin Boyce, he has had so many detransitioners on.

[@supermoodydealwithit]

This should be shown in every high school health class if they're also pushing the agenda of its ok to change genders.

[@chrisaustin1697]

But it wont unfortunately.

[@chrisaustin1697]

Look for order of the barbarians,, this to me explains what's happened over the last few years and what's to come. It tells you about all of this gender shit, this is what the WEF want, if you do read this it may not dawn on you sraite away but it will sink in.

[@hellooutthere8956]

Informed consent. The only way you should make your personal health decisions.

[@mina6mina]

It is okay to change gender tho🤦‍♀️ trans people are overwhelmingly shown to be much happier after transitioning. Detransitioners take up a very small percentage of that, and if you actually were in LGBTQ circles, you'd know quite a few of them detransition, not because of regret, but because they have to die to pressure from family etc

[@widowrumstrypze9705]

@@mina6mina I've been in the community for decades. Compared to 5-10 years ago, when everyone came out as Trans, there's been a *HUGE* surge of de-transitioners, who AS ADULTS regret their decisions that some of their *parents* pressured them to make, or just got caught up in identity crises. Their parents accepted then as Trans, but shunned them as ANYTHING else. If you were Trans, you had a medical problem, if you were G or L, you were a FILTHY SINNER, so a LOT of people carved themselves up in the name of GOD.

[@MDcinematic]

I hope this can be an eye-opening experience for everyone...

[@JC111WPB]

I’ve seen that Billy guy in other videos. He always has the sweetest attitude and demeanor. He is a blessing to watch.

[@GoldenNugget.]

He reminds me of the actor Eric Roberts . 😊

[@bevvaor2320]

@@GoldenNugget. You are right.

[@kristinecollier9155]

I wish this was around when I was in highschool. I had a gay friend, who was attracted to straight men only. We drifted apart as we got older, after he started birth control pills. He got his surgery and years later committed suicide because of it.

[@leonardemiletaylor6229]

My God! What a heart wrenching story. I lost a friend to AIDS and if nothing more he reminded me of how much he needed his Dad's acceptance and family unity. The family was so dysfunctional so he relocated to a major city where the Gay lifestyle was celebrated... I digress! RIP to all the souls that feel out of alignment with destiny. Sex is not a cure all - neither are same gender loving relationships.

[@SepherStar]

It's more likely your friend committed suicide due to lack of acceptance by friends, family, and others in society.

[@CaroleeFisher-oh6vm]

So sad.

[@artisthusnatalal3099]

​@@SepherStarNope he himself didn't accept himself. He shouldn't blame his family. It's his mind

[@kevinlee2504]

The confusion of gender starts at an early age and is something I experienced. You know you are different and just want to fit in. It is a real situation alot of people are in. You think life would be better if you were born the way your mind sees you. I struggled to be a boy and hide how I felt I was supposed to be. When I first was in drag I saw the inner me in the mirrow and felt completely natural. I got sad after awhile because I felt I was losing the real me. When I took everything off I saw me again and felt I worked really hard to a accept myself. I believe God knows our struggles and is aware He made us all different. Today I accept myself and embrace my unique self knowing I am not a mistake. I have met several trans people over the years and see their struggle but see they are just human like everyone else. I feel fortunate to be different but embrace myself as I am.

[@hellooutthere8956]

So are you trans? Did you have surgery or did you stay as you were born? Honestly I feel for ppl who battle this. I can't imagine the pain. I was an alcoholic and tht was hell enough but I overcame it. We all have different battles. I just pray you live. You deserve to.

[@Nina.In.Narnia]

When you are young most times you feel like this. It is not necessarily due to gender dysphoria. Yes, you can look at the other gender and think it will be easier. But at the end of the day your brain remains. It is not a magic trick. My high school years were awful, I felt I cannot fit in at all. Yet when I went to uni and found people that had similar interests everything suddenly changed. Please have patience and maybe try to focus on the things you love. I'd you love drag, do it. But changing is a very difficult thing that needs a lot of consideration. I have rule in life: fixing something that is not broken might actually break it. Which is what happened with the people in this documentary

[@richardlawson6787]

I cant relate ive loved being a male from the start

[@CandiceMMartinez]

God loves you for you 😊. Listen to the TLC song "Unpretty"

[@flowerpower3618]

Please pray for my son Phillip age 38. He thinks he is a female. He was a skinny little nerdy awkward kid but all boy. He got into computer games went to college and announced he was no longer a Christian but now an atheist. He got into anime and that was the downward spiral. He had several crushes on girls throughout his 20’s but they were not reciprocated. 6 years ago he dumped our entire family ( including three sweet siblings ). We found out about 18 months ago that he was now trans as he announced it on Facebook. His photo is disturbing - he looks like a little girl ( I think it’s a weird sex thing ). His only hope is sorrowful repentance .

[@itswheatbread3800]

Praying for your son Phillip. May he find peace in Lord Jesus amen

[@eyeswideopen7777]

It reminded me of my friend. He couldn't find the right girl for a long time. He wasn't looking though. He met ppl. He told me in secret, maybe he thought he could be gay too. He eventually found the right girl to marry

[@simonacantarella3464]

❤

[@simonacantarella3464]

❤ praying for your son. God is the God of the impossible!!

[@sookie4195]

He needs counseling.

[@ms.krueger2660]

So happy that they found someone who loves them. Their wives probably saved their lives. Wish them many many more years of happiness!!💜

[@rebeccamontague9811]

The doctors are more than happy to "double dip"... alter, then repair. At one time, these surgeries weren't approved unless the patient had lived a certain amount of time as a transvestite, and after a time of psychological evaluation and therapy. Not anymore. Hence the rise in dissatisfaction and suicides. It's so important that those under 18 not be permitted to have such life altering surgeries.

[@reneet2897]

Billie is so sweet. I hope all of them can find peace

[@user-kv1hy3vu1k]

This person has gone through so much. They have come out the other side and now is such a wealth of wisdom.

[@rj-jl5nv]

I think the most difficult, most painful part of all, for these trans people, is when, thinking they are the sex they have in mind and after the sex reassignment surgery, they realize the shock of their emotional partner, when in bed, the latter sees the "penis" the trans person has, that doesnt look like an actual male organ. I imagine it can be devastating, in terms of image, for the trans person. The disappointment, for the trans person, realizing that this isnt what you thought it would be. Future candidates should ask the surgeon concrete questions, and ask for pics before making any decision.

[@dyoung3648]

Billy was a beautiful man before his transition!!! 😳😳😳😢😢😢

[@honeybunch6473]

The bravery and selflessness is astounding. I hope many are spared this suffering ❤

[@user-nm3yd9qf4x]

Young ones need to see this. Gender changing is ...very regrettable. Maturity gives wisdom that youths don't always possess. It is essential to make INFORMED DECISIONS. THINK. WAIT. LEARN.

[@katiedrew9322]

I'm a trans woman and it makes me feel nothing but compassion for those that shouldn't have transitioned. Their stories are as important as anyone's. I don't know how they got there, but that sounds like a whole other kind of nightmare. I'm glad you have a voice.

[@laurykristensen6239]

I'm curious if you had gender dsyphoria, because I thought depression went with that? People are so incredibly different, so many factors, and it truly is a big decision to have surgery. Glad you don't regret.

[@katiedrew9322]

@@laurykristensen6239 Yes I had massive dysphoria, It manifested as stress and I ignored it as long as I could. So like you know when everything is coming down on you, too much pressure, anxiety and there is nothing you can do to stop it, that is what I would relate it to when describing my stress. I ignored this for a VERY longtime and it started to manifest as physical pain. I felt like I was being electrocuted in my hand and face, my blood was cold. I can't call it depression because I didn't lose interest in my life and the things that I love. And yet, it was so excruciating, I truly questioned if I wanted to live, and almost took my life, which is what lead me to finally come out. I transitioned 3 years ago and I don't feel that stress anymore, and haven't since. I have felt small degrees of it when dealing with dysphoria with things about my body I can't control, but not on that level. I never feel like death would be easier, like I did before. I honestly don't mind answering any questions, since you did so very respectfully. :)

[@katiedrew9322]

@@laurykristensen6239 I did have dysphoria, but it manifested as stress and anxiety, not depression. As I aged, that stress manifested into physical pain, like I was being electrocuted and I had ice in my veins, ALL the time. It made me not want to live, which lead to me finally coming out to those closest to me. Afterwards, I went through Therapy and I asked my therapist at the start if they ever worked with people that she found out wasn't trans, and she had, with multiple. I was like GOOD. I told her, "I don't care if I am a Man, a Woman or something in between. I just want to know the truth so I can FINALLY live my life and be happy." I went through the process, And I told her I was transgender and she was like, "I know, I wanted to hear you say it before we moved forward". A few months later I socially transitioned, a year after I had come out to a chose few. It was a year before I could even ASK for a consult to speak with a surgeon, which I absolutely thought about a VERY longtime before I went down that road. It was almost another year before I even got to speak to someone, and it wasn't even a surgeon. Then I had to speak with their psychiatrist, they said it could be several sessions, to determine if I was a candidate for surgery, basically, am I ACTUALLY transgender. Actually scheduling the surgery was ANOTHER year. And I never doubted it. I am so happy now, all the time. I have bad days. It's hard, because people really hate people like me right now, but never because I transitioned. And it's not a cure all for life's problems, its just takes care of that one. But, being right for once is pretty rad.

[@Renee-vq7tn]

This younger generation should be more educated on this subject. I hope some see this video. Great video

[@bettydamnboop3030]

This needs to be shown to all the young children who think that having a sex change will fix everything. Good Lord this is a nightmare

[@erikaamerica4546]

I’m glad the people in this story have found peace

[@Murphy1968]

God bless all these brave people for speaking out. Here we have honest souls expressing the torment they went through as a child which caused their gender dysforia.

[@marie-paulevanhove8010]

respect that they can admit they made the wrong choice 👍

[@cori1691]

Thank you for speaking out and sharing your stories! The world needs to hear your testimonies!

[@andreabennington]

I saw this in 2018 when it first came out, but it's seems more relevant right now, so I'm glad it's on KZbin. I feel terrible for those with gender dysphoria. I cannot even begin to imagine how it would be to always feel uncomfortable in your own body to the point that you become suicidal.

[@rensha8635]

The vultures circle them - all trying to make money out of it.

[@johnsarkissian5519]

I would give my arm to look like Billy before his transition. He was jaw-dropping handsome. What was he thinking?

[@serinodiaz4140]

Doctors are making a lot of money! Where is the moral medical ethics? There is no guilt on their work. They can experience more living cadavers to teach their trainees. It is a woke way of thinking!

[@Nick08079]

Thank you for making this mini documentary and keeping it up to this day. I hope everyone within this video is still doing well. I hope this video can help the brain washed men and women in this mad world accept reality and not go under the knife for unnecessary future pain and suffering.

[@Whenyouknowyouknow2]

It's amazing to see these people really finding their escence and accepting themself

[@krystin_stand4truth]

One of those small towns was virgina city. Im soooo glad these people are telling their stories!! ALL children, parents, teenagers and young adults need to hear and watch these stories before making any life changing gender decisions

[@Becky_Cal]

This has to be such a difficult life to live. To feel foreign in your own body has to be the most difficult thing to live with day after day. My heart goes out to these folks and anyone struggling with feeling as if they were born in the wrong body. 😔

[@andreabennington]

I agree. I can remember how awkward and embarrassed I felt when I first began to get breasts and I wore sweatshirts because I hated anyone noticing and I really disliked the attention from men. I could not have lived with myself if after all these years I felt that way still about my body. How much worse must it be for people who hate their whole selves?

[@user-ik7wy1gw1g]

The Creator is the Creator, nobody can replace what He has created: Man and Woman. Period! He is the PERFECT GENIOUS, He made no mistakes, men do !

[@westcoastwisdom7318]

This should be watched by all who are thinking about starting on the path of body mutilation

[@eriquecornwell7025]

It’s so crazy how something u thought u couldn’t change u can actually change but then after u change u can never go back

[@TararyzeMcg]

Because it’s MUTILATION

[@angelaratzay9034]

Cutting off or adding an appendidge does not constitutes a change. The problem is above the neck. One is the sex they were born as. Think think. Phases pass.on a rare occasion nature makes a mistake. There is only one of each person ever born, that is a privilege honor it.!!!

[@A-Grammie-On-the-ROCK]

That's such a good video. The statement " it starts out changing your anatomy but it's really that you don't like your inner self" ...so true . But Jesus cares deeply and can help people with gender dysphoria to find their true self and be happy in the gender He made them

[@jeannienickel7]

Thx for sharing your stories By the way a lot of heterosexual relationships don’t have sex…. The importance is intimacy & being accepted for being yourself

[@TararyzeMcg]

In ten years we will look back on this TERRIBLE LIE AS THE MOST VILE OF LIES!!! To TAKE AWAY THE ABILITY TO ENJOY SEX OR IS DEMONIC😖😖😖

[@joycekindrick7889]

What these men and women have been through is heartbreaking 😢

[@meisj]

This is very touching. It’s amazing how God changed these people. God is always good. Just walk towards Him and he’s gonna shower you with all the good things you truly deserves.

[@WikWar]

There are gonna be so many more of these stories. Tragic

[@professord1522]

GOD Bless You and the Brave Men in this Video!

[@ivetakovacova4969]

Thank you so much for this documentary.

[@daviddevlogger]

If your actions inspire others to dream more, learn more, do more and become more, you are a leader

[@lovesdogs8616]

All of this makes me sick, it needs to stop. Who started this and normalized it ?

[@mariapower6961]

The lefties

[@srsusansummers3070]

Demonic forces

[@debbiemartin2026]

This Dr makes me ill. Talking about such a horrific surgery so flippantly.

[@jenniferclark9170]

This is one of those that needs to be shown in schools.

[@justme8837]

I am going to come out and say that there will be many adults who are going to HATE their parents for allowing or pushing them to transition as children, before their minds are mature enough to understand that maybe you are just gay, which doesn't mean you don't want to be your gender. Actual trans people are such a small amount of the population, there is no way all these people today are truly trans, and are sadly at times, influenced to make this change. God bless all these people.

[@goodmarine]

You are so right ! But the problem is that society and now doctors tell you that you have to affirm your "trans" child, and I've seen cases of children being taken away from their parents by CPS, because they refused to do so. It is so unbelievable what's the world has become

[@glint3924]

So it stemmed from sexual abuse. I understand not every expereince is the same and gender dysphoria can come from different things, but is it possible to go back to the way you were even after the treatments you did to transition? Moreover, why are sex abuse victims not being helped as much?

[@roleat]

Not fully because the cross sex hormones change their physical features.

[@glint3924]

I mean this is one person, not every trans is a sex abuse victim some are just born that way, and some are from trauma. I was speaking on behalf of the latter.

[@dewilew2137]

@@glint3924 I really don’t think anyone is born this way. There is a biological basis for homosexuality, that’s been proven, but that’s not the case for transgenderism. Every transsexual male I know of is either a gay man with internalized homophobia, autism, an eating disorder, or some combination of these, along with other mental disorders, or they are a heterosexual man with a fetish (autogynophilia). For people to be born trans, that would have to mean that everyone is born with a gender identity that either matches or doesn’t match their sex. Personally, i don’t have a gender identity, and most people i ask don’t seem to have one either.

[@jamiemetcalfe7945]

Exactly! Some are really born into the wrong gender. Now this doc has me thinking that most who transition are victims of sexual abuse. When will our society learn that people who act outrageously are asking for help?

[@porkypile]

Majority of non-heterosexuals are coming from abuse or trauma. 2% are naturally non-hetero and the numbers today dont match for previously mentioned reasons. "is it possible to go back to the way you were" you cant reverse hormonal treatment and become as you were or how you should have been, whether its the tone of your voice, your facial features or the fact that you've now cut your genitals or breasts off.

[@sapphireblue7455]

That surgeon is a liar.

[@jalbu8330]

Eye opening doco. I'm sure the decision to detransition was not a light one but it was theirs to make. Wishing each of the men success in their lives with God's blessings. Thanks for the upload. ☺️🙏🏽

[@TDK.7]

I know 6 people personally that sadly committed suicide after getting advice from either doctors or their lgbt community… 1 of them just 14 years old, the majority of them transitioned as they felt pressured by the people they’d spoken with, only 2 of them left suicide notes but they were extremely similar in that listening to the community was the worst thing they ever done. You cannot let other people make life long choices for you!! It is your body, seek the help you need and address the internal issues as best as you can! Please don’t let it get to this. I know a trans girl who is very happy with her transition, she waited until she was 34, yes it’s later in life but she went through endless therapy and other solutions before going ahead with the top surgery, she’s still unsure of the bottom and rightly so as she’s still very confused and has addressed this as a mental illness and imbalance which I completely agree with

[@TDK.7]

And like many of us with mental illnesses, regardless of what it is, it stays with you for a lifetime, the majority of us are medicated throughout our lives, it doesn’t go away, we learn to cope somehow… we don’t have surgery to fix or solve that, lobotomies aren’t around.

[@MeganVGallagher]

This is all male driven. The sexual proclivities and predelictions are now causing young children and especially girls to transition instead of getting proper mental health care. (Why not castrate the abusers instead if that were a case, which it often is?) Keeping a healthy body and accepting oneself is more imperitive than a medical nightmare regardless of sexuality. The government and doctors are pressing this instead of conversing. A lot has to stem with low self esteem and abuse for the ones who will attempt to de-transition and it will be too late. I know a couple trans people who haven't even done hormones and are not activists, for who they are inside. Young kids online are being so damaged by adults who do not know their situations giving bad advice to abandon their families, it is sick. Mental health care in this country is severely lacking. This cannot be the answer. You can be a tomboy or a girl who likes trucks or a boy who likes dresses and dolls. Why did it become a huge rush to medically transition without mental assessments?! Clown college.

[@user-kf8wb2cq4f]

I respect these people who are sharing their truthful experiences. They're helping others to increase understanding. And my ❤️ goes out for their very hard Lessons learned.

[@laraoneal7284]

So so many are coming forward. So glad for them.

[@unicornmadness6286]

I actually enjoyed this little documentary, thank you for posting.

[@cindybissett1673]

I think those doctors should be arrested

[@havefunpk]

Their should be a federal law similar to this: Everyone considering gender transition should have to attend weekly counseling sessions for THREE years, before they can take puberty blockers / transition surgery. Additionally, the patient should be screened for other mental health conditions and told about the high regret rate among “transitioners”. They should also be told that the “suicide rate” does not go down after transitioning.

[@IrinaZumba]

What a shame, Billy was such a handsome guy.

[@julieblair168]

Rene Jax you shouldn’t yell so meanly at your dog.

[@willomina1990]

Hey!... agree, I was very upset about this also 😡

[@MrTongalata]

People are complex. Sex, gender, gender identity isn't a one size fits all and has a wide spectrum. I'm glad these people made life work for them and can find some happiness in it.

[@BeautyQueenFL]

Thank you so much for posting this video! I’ve forwarded to all my friends & their parents for guidance in dealing with the same issues ❤️🙏

[@parminderkaur12345]

My son is 16 he also have this gender identity disorder really don’t know what to do? I am scared if therapist going to motivate him to change

[@lyndafarmer4435]

Surgery for the mentally disturbed. What a novel idea

[@louannhuber2651]

Sounds experimental to me.

[@user-gf5sr9fb7p]

going through puberty is difficult enough. many kids are sad and a bit confused at that point. what they need is understanding and counselling. when people are sad they often grasp at the first thing they think will make them happy. "if only i were rich, if only i were prettier, if only i were a different gender, etc." happiness does not come with superficial realities. teens need to be loved and appreciated as they are.

[@TheLilliBlue]

Rene is a brilliant author. She made hand bound beautiful books for her closest friends and hand colored some of the pages. I have one of these books. She also wrote her life story. I have not seen her for years and I just randomly watched this video because she said to me one time if she knew then what she knew now she would never have had the surgery. I am happy to see she is still alive and still writing. I knew her by another name but I won't mention it here.

[@ftmrivas3043]

I am glad they found happiness. Everyone deserves that

[@TararyzeMcg]

Are you not listening to…they aren’t HAPPY

[@stephanieallangarman5598]

Thank you all for sharing your true stories. I hope you’re journey can prevent others from doing this to themselves. I hope this will resolve some of your past mistakes and traumatic memories. I pray 🙏🏽 for you all to have a complete and healthy life.

[@WickedintheStarlight]

The dogs trying to get their own camera time was funny 😂😂😂😂😂

[@sherrypuckett6686]

Im sorry for ur heartache that u went through ur whole life ur grandma was only trying to ease ur heartache and help you. Shame on mom and dad for not talking to u hopefuly helping you. God bless.

[@2edged955]

I thank these wonderful people for sharing their story and struggles. Because of their humble hearts so many can be warned of the pitfalls and tragedies that come with sex changes.

[@Dhruv_Dogra]

This channel deserves 22 million subscribers, instead of the quarter of a million it has currently. The reason is that it's only interested in the truth, in brutal reality, in compassion for all who suffer irrespective of their place on the totem pole of power.

[@Dhruv_Dogra]

@@sophiamarquis what false Russian propaganda? I support Russia. Any link.

[@Dhruv_Dogra]

@@sophiamarquis I was discussing this channel only in my comment. You are clueless. If the video 'does not reach the internet' then it not of this channel because it is an internet channel only, not a TV channel. So why are you accusing it of Russian propaganda? Your English comprehension is clearly very poor.

[@wrmlm37]

Really beautiful, wise people. So much wisdom from so much pain all of your lives. Best wishes to all.

[@madhavi108]

Don’t yell at the dog!

[@donnameyer9424]

Thank you for telling us your stories!!! You all are really heros for telling this and hopefully helping someone going through the same thing!! GOD BLESS YOU ALL!!!! ❤❤

[@Abbs_Bee]

I literally cryed watching this. God bless you!

[@danityvanityinsanity]

It’s sad that people can’t just be who they are as they are without being harrassed, ridiculed, assaulted, or murdered!

[@shawnaellcey6970]

These people are so brave and honest and authentic!!!! Wow!

[@minnietrout814]

Praying that God will continue to bless these brave souls 🙏♥️🙏

[@heeeeresjohnny799]

I've don't think i've ever heard of a detransitioner who wasn't sexually abused as a child - they were never actually trans, they were just heavily traumatised.

[@user-rt4jv8ww2i]

I remember watching this a few years ago, perhaps it would help younger people to understand what they might want when they get older and mature. This is so respectfully done, I’ve watched it many times and it’s so clear that whatever you do, with your situation, it’s still a large amount of upheaval and a lot of time. I really like the people in this video. ❤️

[@vrijevoeten]

I’m so glad these people were able to build a new life 💕