Confessions of a Guy with a Reaction Channel

Hi, sorry I've been gone lately. I didn't intend to upload this, but there is some actually important information. If you watch it, thanks for listening.
If you're a patron, you're not going to be charged by patreon this month.
the album reviewing video i mentioned: • Ranking the Internet's...
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if you read this, comment "birds never were real".

[@DiconDissectionalReactions]

Okay, so, I just had the pleasure of reading every comment currently on this video. And in a blanket statement I just want to say thank you for being here. I hope you find value in the channel, and I'm humbled and inspired by the complete outpouring of support and advice and encouragement. Thank you for everything, see you soon. Your understanding means a lot. We are Legion, but at this point I'm along for the ride haha:)

[@mjl9002]

You have created, through your desire to share your love of music and art, a de facto community of art appreciators. Along the way, Daniel, many have come to enjoy and appreciate you as well. Perhaps you remind us of our own love of art and its power to inspire us. I've always agreed with Walter Pater's observation, "All art constantly aspires towards the condition of music." If there is poetry in the lyrics and emotions in the music, an artistic experience may be created like no other. But without people, in real time, experiencing and reacting, what does it mean? Recordings capture that creative moment for anyone to experience at the click of a button. But think about it, mankind has only had this reality for about 100 years. All the amazing performances that went before our time are lost. What did Mozart really sound like? We can make educated guesses, but no one really knows for sure. But we know exactly how Bob Dylan sounded when he was getting booed for playing Highway 61 Revisited, when he was going from acoustic to electric. In response to the booing, he turned to the band and said, "Play it louder." And we only know that because it was recorded. That is the age we live in - and it should be celebrated. Out of curiosity, I cruised through a lot of different reactors. Most were without depth or really, even curiosity. When I clicked on your reaction to a Leonard Cohen song, Everybody Knows, I was impressed by your sincere engagement with the piece. Your analysis was pretty good. But what I liked was that you knew you would probably understand it more deeply as you got older. Your self-awareness is partly why I don't really bother listening to other reactors anymore. Everyone experiences setbacks and struggles in life. But we all pretty much know you would never want to ask for help. From who you are, it is obvious your folks provided a healthy upbringing for you. So let me ask you, Daniel, if someone you cared about was in distress, would you just wait until they finally maybe asked for help? Or would you feel the imperative to offer it? (But as considerately as possible, of course, not wishing to offend in any way.) You should reconsider your position on accepting direct support and appreciation for your work. Patronizing art and artists has been going on for millennia - artists need supporting - it's that simple.

[@daveking9393]

​@@mjl9002 thank you. that was great! wish I had that gift.

[@daveking9393]

@@mjl9002 no, I think not. I bet he has just stepped away for a few... Needs some distance from YT I think. I'm sure he will when he returns.

[@ahkkariq7406]

Best wishes from Norway. I just want to say that I am ready to support you on Patreon. You are something as rare as an intelligent and humble KZbin reactor, and it is precisely people like you that I am looking for. All of us who love music want to share the music we love with others. People like you have created an opening for the rest of us, a window where we can provide a little more attention around excellent artists who are unknown to many, and we are ready to support people like you economically. I suggest you create a separate category on Patreon where you respond to music your followers request. You have so many followers that you can easily ask for 10 dollars or more for a song request a month, and more for 2 or 3 songs. I have a particular band in mind for myself, and you have already responded to their big hit, 'Take on me' by a-ha - and you expressed that you liked what you heard. The band has followers all over the world, and many say that their music has helped them through difficult periods in their lives, which is also true for me. I wish you the best. Take care of yourself, and make sure to take your time as a young man to live and thrive outside of this virtual reality, too.

[@jaemyrick5277]

Sorry if I'm bothering you. Daniel, did you see the Birthday gift I gave you & do you like everything? Daniel, don't forget to VOTE. Friend. Take care.

[@dixiechatty958]

I, for one, watch your videos because you're a young man ( I'm old enough to be your grandfather) who expresses opinions and feelings about music I have treasured for years. Plus, you have turned me on to music I have left unexplored. Thank you for that. Your channel is unique and thought provoking and you owe nothing else to anyone.

[@greggiovanni1825]

ME TOO!

[@kathybrown6763]

Ok I am a bit older, but you said it better than I ever could, Thank you.

[@DiconDissectionalReactions]

Thank you my friend, I greatly appreciate it. I was kind of afraid of looking through the comments on this one and I just started. Yours was at the top, and it made me smile. So again, thank you!!

[@tomdinder2109]

I found your channel on KZbin via other reaction music channels and I am happy I did.Music is a big part of someone’s life and have brought back mostly great memories. Thanks for sharing your talents with us and I look forward to watching more in the future.As for the “assholes” out there, we all deal with them,sometimes on a daily basis and it truly does suck. I hope that you are able to surround yourself with good friends in the future.That goes a long way in helping to deal with negative people in your life.Tom in Buffalo,NY over and out!

[@blackwatch1062]

@@DiconDissectionalReactions Gee . if this young man made you smile , at my age , I would make you estatic ? ............. :>P

[@dc2694]

Hey Daniel. It was instructive for me to hear you describe the listening patterns for your reaction videos--people skip to the songs, listen in high percentages, then quit listening when analysis starts. It seems to me that a lot of us older people like watch reaction videos by younger people because it makes us feel vital; it validates our musical tastes from years gone by. It lets us leverage your youth so that we can steal a little of it and feel a little young again. I really like your reactions, and I like your post-song analysis. But you're doing an honors English-level exegesis for an audience who may be largely looking for "Cool, he thinks this song rocks!" and nothing beyond that. And it looks like you have arrived at a point where that's no longer giving you what you need (shades of Roger Waters and his audience and The Wall between them). That's a tough nut to crack. You already said that you knew the formulaic way to have a more commercially successful channel (over-the-top facial reactions, pretty girls in bikinis, etc), and that you've rejected that in favor of something more pure--just my interpretation of your words, please forgive anything I got wrong. And this is happening against a backdrop of lots of personal and family issues and stresses. Anyone who is 18 going on 19 is likely to be facing big life changes, no matter their situation, but you seem to especially have a lot of negative things converging at once--more than your fair share. And I feel for you, man. I don't know how to say that to a stranger on the Internet without sounding completely fake, but I do feel for good people when they're going through a hard time. That's part of what it means to be human. You mentioned that when you were 15 or 16 (and I'm paraphrasing here, because I don't recall exactly what you said), you tried to be nice to everyone, tried to please people, to do what's right. And you're losing a little of that. I'm in my 50's now, and most people who know me would never believe that I was very similar to you when I was 15 or 16. They'd be surprised, because these days I comport myself as a grizzled, calcified middle aged guy. Somewhere along the line, in lots of little fits and starts, you start to understand when people are burning you, using you, being disingenuous, and so on. You start to figure out when it's worth giving benefit of the doubt, and when it's a waste of time. As a result, your outlook changes, and your processes change. And when someone comes at you with some form of jackassery or another, you can dispense with Roberts Rules of Order and societal expectations and jump straight to "get bent, loser". I see this same thing happening with my college-aged daughter. She's spent a lifetime of being polite to some people who really haven't earned that benefit and it looks to me like she's had about enough of it. This is a hallmark of an intelligent person. Anyway, I'm not trying to predict your future or say that your arc will bend in this same direction. But if it does, it doesn't make you a bad guy, just a little seasoned and toughened. And there's still plenty of nice guy to go around for the good people of the world. You've shared a little about yourself and about your situation. Still, I don't know you--none of us who watch you really know you. Because of that, and because I can't tell the future, it would be really inappropriate for me to give you a rah rah speech about how things are going to turn out fine for you. I hope they do, and I think there's every chance that better things are headed your way. But from what little I do know about you, I can at least recap some indisputable facts that are hopefully comforting: You are obviously a highly intelligent person. You care a great deal for your family, and it shows. Your family cares about you and encourages your questioning nature (think Rush Freewill vis-a-vis your Christian familiy--that episode). You love music. You love the arts. Whether you ever attend university or not, you're getting a broad-based liberal arts education. And you're ambitious--you just told me that and it's also evident. That's a pretty damn good set of characteristics and traits to take out into the wider world. Whatever you end up doing with this channel, you'll always have the music, and I think that's so much more important than a lot of people seem to think. Recorded music is just over 100 years old. You've learned a significant portion of that music--you're up in 99th percentile range I'm sure. And your love of music may never pay the bills--it doesn't for most people. But it's still something of great worth in my opinion. Aside from that, you have a good toolkit to take with you into the world, and that should stand you in good stead. Please do keep in mind that time just keeps on going forward and that you will have a different perspective on a different day. I wish you well.

[@daveking9393]

VERY well said! thanks so much for sharing. I completely agree.

[@w.geoffreyspaulding6588]

Damn……you said it all here, mate. VERY well said. Bravo. You’re a well-centered dude.

[@DiconDissectionalReactions]

I found this very encouraging and comforting, thank you. If I continue to make music related videos outside of reactions, I think I might find more fulfillment in scripted analysis videos. They might prove easier to title and market more creatively and could be a logical continuation of what I'm doing on here. Who knows though. Anyways, thank you for sharing your thoughts, I really do take comfort in this.

[@G-Man5272]

Honest and true commentary. Daniel, I can only say 'ditto' to the above comment. Always stay true to yourself.

[@Richard_Jones]

'Technically an adult but don't feel like one', from my 58yrs experience, don't expect this to change anytime soon. Good luck Dan, you've inspired me many times. You can stop, you can carry on, you can do either of these and later change your mind, changing your mind is always a win and never a failure.

[@DiconDissectionalReactions]

Thank you man:)

[@robertwilson5058]

I'm one who has greatly admires what you do and your professionalism in doing it. After watching this entire video, it's increased. I had no idea you were confronting so many obstacles behind the scene. I hope nothing but the best for you. I'm glad you let us know more about you. I know as far as myself it's appealing and knowing more about you makes you more relatable and I think only adds to your channel. Also you have a great gift Daniel that's clearly evident when your on camera that only few have. Please don't let the few idiots out here let their negativity that they're eaten up with affect you. You're way too special for that! There are as you know, many good people out here. Please always remember that

[@chriswhittles1325]

Man all I know is you work hard and you make me happy. I really enjoy your videos. Believe me I understand your financial situation.As Ronnie James Dio once said " The world is full of Kings and Queens who blind your eyes and steal your dreams" Weve all got to navigate though that BS From what I can see you can do it your 19 for Christ's sake your emotions are going to be all over the place Keep focused and remember that for every downtime there is a positive time in the future. I'm 57 and that philosophy has panned out everytime. NO problem is insurmountable, unfortunately we don't realize this till we are old farts.HANG IN THERE and hope the best for you and your family. Rock on Danial !

[@DiconDissectionalReactions]

Your support means the world Robert. Thank you!! I will add that while there have been many obstacles over the years, I feel the overall experience of learning and growing with some of the greatest music of all time on this channel has been a very positive one. Thanks for listening to my ramblings, I hope you're having a great weekend!

[@DiconDissectionalReactions]

@@chriswhittles1325 thank you for your understanding! I certainly hope that as things pan out the ups and downs balance and I can look back on a life well lived. RJD was a wise man:)

[@leehallam9365]

Thank you for sharing that with us Daniel. You don't owe apologies, because you have spent years providing people with entertainment and interesting commentary, that they can watch or not at their choice. People choosing to watch doesn't give them a right to expect you to take any notice of them or for you to respond to them. Its about what you want from it, if producing videos becomes a chore, then you are not getting what you want from it. It is after all a formula you came up with as a child, so change it, it's for you to decide. Even with Patreon, so long as you are honest about what you are offering on there it is people's choice to subscribe, I suspect quite a lot are just subscribing to support you on you tube, and it's a minority who are demanding to be entertained. Keep it going so long as it supports itself, if it is costing you money then drop it is my advice. With what you have said about money, you need this to at least support itself, because it can, and you don't need to be all clickbaity to do it. Just don't convince yourself that it's some how distasteful or wrong to generate some money, you deserve it. You are a very fine young man Daniel, who is a great communicator and has developed a whole lot of skills doing this, and has a very clear and mature view of life. Take all that and build on it, your future is bright.

[@sharonm6262]

Just to agree - there some of us on Patreon who there to support you, though of course I'm not going to complain if you post a video there every now and again. So while I'm enjoying the Beatles discography very much, it's not why I'm a patron.

[@csn10]

Very well said Lee. And Daniel, it's admirable that you feel a sense of responsibility toward your supporters. That's one of several aspects of your character that's drawn many of us to you, but know that no one who matters will hold it against you for putting the needs of your family and yourself first. Do what makes sense to you financially and creatively. You have a bright future ahead of you and I wish your family well!

[@DiconDissectionalReactions]

Welp, as I keep heading down the comments, the support I'm encountering is extremely heartening. I did not expect there to be this many positive or understanding positions on the stuff I said. As for Patreon, while I do like the sentiment, I really can't in good conscience charge people without publishing anything. The main reason I'm suspending this month is due to my not really uploading anything for well over a month. I think I'll start having a little more time in October and November and I'll probably reinstate it till new year. When spring comes around, I'll need to make some pretty big decisions. Anyways Thank you for your kind words!

[@baileyride]

So I’m another one that’s old enough to be your grandfather and I really enjoy your take on some of the music I found when I was your age. You’re a very intelligent young man and I appreciate your hard work. I’m confident that things will work out for you, you have the drive it takes. Take it easy on yourself, there’s a lot of us that love you!

[@pvank1799]

Daniel, don't be so hard on yourself. I'm 70 and still don't know what I want to do when I grow up! I really am enjoying your musical journey as I am lucky to have gotten into music in the mid sixties and grew with the musical and cultural changes. There is always new music to discover and thankfully I haven't stopped enjoying it. I enjoy your reactions and appreciate your effort to dig deep into the songs. Take care of yourself first and don't fret about naysayers.

[@briankennedy667]

You remind me significantly of my son. Your heart is on your sleeve trying to please everyone. Remember that the only person that will ever take care of you in this world is you. Screw all the internet buttholes that take out their own frustrations on you. Do what you want to do with your channel. You are a remarkable young man and I have enjoyed your work tremendously. It takes courage to tell thousands of subscribers the tough situation you find yourself in. Kudos to you for the brutal honesty. I mirror many other people who say let us help repay some of the joy your reactions have brought us. Setup a go fund me page and let us help you in these tough times. Never stop following your dreams son....

[@daveking9393]

Agree!

[@DiconDissectionalReactions]

(I sometimes try to use people's names in my responses and I'll draw it from their username, so hopefully I'm correct in addressing you as) Brian, I honestly assumed this would be a very polarizing video and considered taking it down like 5 minutes after posting it. It feels like a video that's just venting about things I can never expect anyone but me (and those close to me) to really care about. Yet somehow, so many people have found something positive in the ramblings and have been able to convey such kind comments that have quite literally made my entire week (and month if I'm continuing to be honest). So thank you!!

[@briankennedy667]

@@DiconDissectionalReactions Daniel, do you have a PayPal account? I would like to send you some money. I believe in helping people who are in need and I would love to help you and your family. I truly believe in my heart that you will pay it forward to others someday when you get your feet planted on firm ground and your life somewhat back in order. You are learning lessons now at 19 you will carry with you the rest of your life. You will be a fine man and wonderful husband and father. I know this in my heart. Stay strong and positive and learn from the hard times and you will appreciate the good times going forward.

[@DiconDissectionalReactions]

@@briankennedy667 Well Brian, I just recieved your gift. I cannot thank you enough, it will be put to good use. Thank you for the encouragement as well my friend.

[@briankennedy667]

@@DiconDissectionalReactions Keep your head up and don't let this rough patch of life keep you from your dreams, young man. I admire you and your courage, honesty and passion.

[@aussierob7177]

Hi Daniel. You did the right thing in letting us know your current situation. There are a lot of evil people on the internet who will do anything to undermine people. Try not to let it get to you too much. Take your time in working out your problems. We will still be here waiting for you.

[@DiconDissectionalReactions]

Well, I appreciate that. Thanks for listening

[@pandora_z]

Thank you Daniel for your honesty. I can tell that this must have been a difficult video for you to make. You are an awesome, beautiful person and I know you will handle whatever comes your way with fierce determination. Do not ever stop creating. It is who you are.

[@DiconDissectionalReactions]

I'm just glad people listened at all, and I'm shocked and humbled by the response this all has gotten. Thank you for listening. I thought reading through the comments would be the most difficult, but you guys are really really nice for no reason, and it makes me smile

[@mcolford]

First off, Happy Birthday! You are truly one of the most sensitive and thoughtful 19-year-olds I feel like I have interacted with, even though the interactions are mainly through comments. I'm so sorry you've been going through some rough spots, both with your family's financial and health situation, and also because of the hacking. I'm actually so impressed with both you and your family, in the way you are emerging from a young man to an adult. Like many who have already commented, I am much older than you, and did not grow up with the Internet, but I can't really imagine what that must be like, especially because you give so much of yourself in your videos. I'm weirdly proud of the way you handle yourself and deal with the obstacles you face. Keep going, Daniel, and stay true to yourself. I feel privileged to have followed you for these past few years, and will continue to do so, and to support you.

[@jaymacgee_A_Bawbag_Blethering]

Man I can hear how much this has affected you ! You sound like you’ve had your confidence shattered and as a dad myself I feel quite protective of you . I wish these scammers would see the flip side of their criminal activities and have a flicker of humanity before fkg over anyone else . It’s always darkest before the dawn Daniel , and I guarantee good things will come to you soon 👍🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿

[@DiconDissectionalReactions]

Thanks my friend, I will keep moving forward always! I just saw some people were asking where I've been lately and wanted to help give some context as to how things have been going. Anyways, thanks for listening! I hope you're doing well

[@jaymacgee_A_Bawbag_Blethering]

@@DiconDissectionalReactions So kind to take the time for a personal reply, I’m fully aware you have way too many subscribers to reply to all comments and that’s totally fine with me . One last thing before we both move in from this hopefully cathartic experience , you analysed subscribers habits of when they leave the reaction and it pointed to them not sticking around much after the track finished and how that kinda hurt as you do put a lot of time and thought into your reactions . I’ve done both on your stream I’m now embarrassed to say but it’s not anything to do with your take on the track , I want you to imagine you’ve got a bag of your fav sweets/candy and your having the best time consuming them, you sometimes get greedy and just can’t wait to get to the next piece of candy (reaction) it’s shallow and slightly ungrateful but not a commentary on your professionalism. Now that I know it irked you I will make sure I watch right to the end always and not just sometimes as I have been known to do . Take care Daniel , you are unique and that’s why most of us are here 👍🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿

[@DiconDissectionalReactions]

@@jaymacgee_A_Bawbag_Blethering Hey again Jay:) In regards the this last bit of information, youtube generally takes into account that viewer habits often lead to "rention times" far beneath 100%. But regardless, I completely understand what you mean, and while I appreciate that you'd be willing to stay till the end don't do so on my account. If anything, I hope that people only stick around when it's of value to them, and if they disliked the track in question or see another video they want to check out there should be nothing stopping you (or anyone else) from moving on to the next thing. I know I use youtube in much the same way, and if a video ceases to hold my attention I'll move on to something else. No one has time to watch everything. I guess my reasoning for mentioning it in this video, was to explain why I'm considering making more videos in different formats that might be both more gratifying/sustainable to make, but also more captivating all the way through. I digress heheh Anyways, thank you for responding!

[@jaymacgee_A_Bawbag_Blethering]

@@DiconDissectionalReactions your welcome young sir , and once again a thoughtful , understanding and reasoned train of thought , your a credit to yourself , your family and your nation . Cheers mate 👍🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿

[@jimclark5454]

Daniel, I want to start by saying that this video proves that you ARE an adult. Many people of adult age can't be that open and honest even with their partner. Just you, in a room, talking to us, was powerful. I'm 68 years old so rock and roll and I are roughly the same age. I've been a music fan my whole life and seen many of the great musicians and songwriters of my era. I could send you a massive list of song recommendations. I watch your channel to see your thrill of discovery that mirrors what I felt the first time I heard The Doors, Steely Dan and a thousand others. When you react to a song I love, it makes me smile. You're obviously a bright and talented young man with a passion and a good heart. But equally you are pragmatic and reasonable. I won't say these traits will take you far, but they will definitely support you in both good times and bad. Nurture your passion, it will keep you sane.

[@sobmaz]

Hi Daniel. I appreciate your heart felt words. I also came from an underprivileged family struggling to make ends meet, being painfully aware of our finances at around age 10, so I can relate to how you must feel when you say you don’t feel in control. Please don’t feel like you owe us any sort of new content, you owe no one. As I enjoyed your videos over the last couple years I figured one day a major change would have to happen. You started as essentially a kid and now you are a young man, change is in the air. You have a great head on your shoulders, probably in the top 3% and the gift of youth so I think you will be fine. Being fine of course doesn’t happen by itself but it’s clear you have in you what it takes to build a great future. Best wishes.

[@karensheline6958]

Thank you for your courage to put out a video like this, Daniel. You are a talented young man and I have enjoyed watching your channel. Do what makes you happy and try not to pay attention to the trolls. And you SHOULD be proud of your body of work. Bless you and your family 🙏🏽

[@sgt.blkdog3840]

Daniel, wow that was really raw. I hope things take a turn for the better for you, and your family. Stay strong!

[@micheleparker3780]

You poor kid! It must be hard growing up in the internet age. I never really thought about it from your perspective; I'm 63. I never give the internet much thought at all. What you go through is for shit, man!! Don't put yourself through that shit!!! IT'S NOT WORTH IT! Too many assholes out there. I've always loved your content; be safe out there!💖

[@daveking9393]

agree big time

[@DiconDissectionalReactions]

Heheh, the way this was worded made me laugh, thank you for helping out stuff in perspective. I appreciate it

[@off-stagemic3337]

Hello Daniel, my name is Don. I can understand your determination to make entertaining and informative videos. And I also understand your dilemma. It's hours of frustration and doubt,and that's just the editing. I hate to see you in this state because you do make videos that are entertaining and informative. I'm 66 years old and really appreciate the way you dissect the song and research its meaning and try to understand the artist and his reason for making that song. Most reactors just listen to the song and ask its viewers to research it for them but you research it on the spot which makes it legitimate. If you need to take a break, do it. If you need to quit all together, which I hope you don't, do it anyway. Just know that your approach to reaction videos is fresh and appreciated.

[@DiconDissectionalReactions]

Hello Don, as I go through these comments I find myself wanted to keep using the same words. And while it might eventually prove redundant, I really mean it when I say thank you for sharing your perspective on this stuff, your support and encouragement means everything. I hope you're doing well and having a great weekend.

[@caseyfletcher3720]

I have really enjoyed your videos. It is a walk down memory lane for me. Watching a young person listen to a song that I heard and loved at that age, was very comforting to me. Remembering times long gone. I also have a son your age. You have taken on one heck of a burden. Continue to do this as long as it serves you...and then do something else. It is ok. But be kind to yourself, first and foremost. You have a family that cares and loves you. Keep remembering that.

[@ldweisberg]

Watching your reactions is like watching my nephew react to (usually) 'my music" - the 60's-80's. I love it. The 'dissectional' portion is really great - especially as you 'research' the artist. People are creepy - we sadly know that. Looking forward to you continuing after a well-earned break!

[@sidecardog5244]

As a reaction channel junkie, I feel your pain. Your honesty is refreshing. Godspeed on your journey sir. Ps, My request is... I'm sorry, I need help. Edit: Birds were never real? Tell that to my cat.

[@jaymacgee_A_Bawbag_Blethering]

My view is that your struggling with the transition from teen to young adult with all the expectations that implies . The good news is that the secret I’m about to reveal will help … everybody goes through this Daniel . It’s overwhelming, all the new pressures and demands and worries of the adult world and I totally get it , I felt the exact same on my 20th birthday when I realised I was no longer a teen, it’s totally normal to be burdened by all this , but it gets better as you get older . As for the internet , it’s a wonderful tool for the balanced individual but a fearsome weapon in the hands of bullies and sociopaths … you can’t control that but you also don’t need to apologise to complete strangers who feel they are entitled to your time or your attention , people like that ? Fk them … don’t have anyone in your life of whatever hue who don’t have your best interests at heart , that’s how I live my life and I’ve managed somehow to make a small success of my life and I judge that by how balanced and content I am at 60. I wish that for you too. Good luck son 👍🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿

[@DiconDissectionalReactions]

Hey again, I think you're right, and it does help to know it's normal and that everyone goes through this type of thing. Balance and contentment definitely seem like good things to strive for.

[@jaymacgee_A_Bawbag_Blethering]

@@DiconDissectionalReactions your gonna be a fine young man Daniel. Anything worth having is worth fighting for is the correct adage here . I first came across your channel when you did a reaction to Yes - Roundabout , and to be honest I was profoundly struck by how calm , in tune and empathetic your reaction was to my all time fav track and I’ve been subscribed and following you ever since as you seem like a thoroughly interesting and decent bloke , so any trolls and haters that tell you different can kiss your ring , and your NOT even the Pope. 😆. Just ignore my crass attempt at humour ( and YES that IS how it’s spelled!! ) and keep on sharing whatever you feel like you wanna share , whenever you feel like sharing , I’ll be there to watch it . 👍🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿

[@traceydsm]

Wow, Daniel. I had no idea of any of this. I have watched your videos for about a year, but this is the first time I have any insight into your intense struggles. I am a college professor now, but I used to be a TV anchorman and it was difficult to deal with ridicule even if I had a bad hair day. You are so young to have all of this spotlight. You seem like an extraordinary person, so follow your heart in this world.

[@malcolmwood5676]

Daniel, I am so grateful for the entertainment and insight that your channel has given over the past couple of years. I am 72 years old and and it gives me great joy when a new generation can discover and enjoy music that I have loved since I was your age. In many instances you have helped me to a deeper understanding or alternative meaning to something that I thought I knew well. You have also introduced me to some music that I had not come across before, thank you. I wish you well with whatever you decide to do with your life in the future.

[@johnhepburn538]

Sorry your feeling down bud hope your Dad is feeling better ( I’m 60. Have my own Health issues lol ) I remember your Dad from the Father and Son video. People are Crazy out there don’t take it personally Your doing good work Have a Daniel day and show what you’ve been up to. And what some of your Dreams are. There might be people out here that can help you fulfill them. Smile

[@DiconDissectionalReactions]

My dad is mostly doing better now, thank you for asking about him! I appreciate it man, these comments have made me smile.

[@johnhepburn538]

As I said you do good work and seem reliable. What are your dreams ? I was a Beatle impersonator. I was Paul. Traveling the country. And Europe. Never made it to the he Far East or Australia. People may have connections out here to help give you lead’s to possible Gigs. ( work ). Peace D

[@DiconDissectionalReactions]

@@johnhepburn538 Currently I am doing gig work preforming covers and originals as a singer/songwriter. I focus on intensity and rawness which seems to strike a chord when I preform. I've been to a few venues in ATL and through Georgia. I'm hoping to make it a more regular thing as time goes on:)

[@johnhepburn538]

Sounds like you need some seasoning. Gig and play with as many people preferably players better then. You. They will drag you up to there level. Learn your chords. Paul Simon is great for that. You’ve already been studying lyrics for years now. Your learning from the best Joni Mitchell. John Lennon. Cat stevens. And so many others Ultimately musicians travel the road. It can be a lot of fun. At first but like everything. The bloom where’s off and can get lonely however taking the stage and doing battle to win over your audience never gets old

[@chrisp1630]

Thanks for being so upfront and honest. I love this channel and you are entertaining. Love you Daniel like thousands others out there. Wish I could do something

[@donnarose115]

Daniel, love your dissections. Wishing you joy and success, whatever you decide to do. Thanks for showing me a fresh and thought provoking perspective on music that I’ve loved and introducing me to incredible music I’ve never heard. Best of luck from a grateful fan.

[@cherylreichardt]

I was not one to be interested in social media. I knew KZbin existed and I'd look in at friend's houses. But then the pandemic happened and a friend had an extra tablet she passed on to me. I figured it would keep me sane. Anyway I live and breathe music. I thank my parents for that. I went browsing and came upon reaction channels. What joy to watch people of all ages discussing why they liked a particular song. Songs tell stories. I love to write stories. I came upon a certain young man who was indeed unique in his perspective. And I watched him grow. He branched out and began to share his creativity. He acted. Then he sang. I was amazed by what I heard. In a way I saw myself. I am proud of you Daniel. I am sorry for the ups and downs of your personal life. I hope you know how I appreciate your efforts and I will continue to support you. Thank you. You're amazing:)

[@DiconDissectionalReactions]

Cheryl, you've been incredibly supportive of my endeavors and reactions, thank you for that. It takes a bit of the burden off to know that some people don't need me to be uploading 7-14 times a week and more just love music and want to share it that with me (and everyone else). It's beautiful Anyways, thank you for watching and for sharing your thoughts. I hope you're doing well!

[@jaemyrick5277]

Cheryl hello. How are you? Since tomorrow’s a holiday. I want wish you a Happy Thanksgiving! 🦃🥧🍽🥂😀😀 Have a nice evening.

[@cherylreichardt]

@@jaemyrick5277 Hello! So nice to hear from you! I'm doing well thanks! Have a wonderful Thanksgiving too! 🦃😃👍

[@markdubois8673]

Hi Daniel! I've thoroughly enjoyed your channel, as well as your original music. I'm one of the 5% that stick around and listen to what you have to say! Your reactions and thoughts about the lyrics have made me learn things about songs I'd been listening to for decades but never really thought about--It's been great! I've also listened to a lot of new stuff because of you, and you were even the one who let me know there was a new Tull album out! I appreciate the lack of pretense and your genuine and curious nature, but most of all, your love for music in general is so obvious, I just want to encourage you to keep following your instincts. Don't mind the trolls, they're (mostly) harmless. Your hard work is evident. It stands alone as it is, whether or not you continue, or do it on and off, or whatever. You need to take care of yourself first. Happy Birthday!

[@daveking9393]

I am a 5 percenter as well. I agree with ALL you said.

[@briankennedy667]

How did you send him money? I would like to as well

[@DiconDissectionalReactions]

Hey man, I want to say thank you for the monetary support, it is greatly appreciated. I never really know how to respond to things like that, but I've started just saying thank you as a general rule. I digress, thank you as well for being in the five percent!!! It means a lot to me:) The new Tull record was really cool, it was fun to follow the release as the singles, song book, and general marketing were revealed. I never thought I'd get to experience that with Tull, but I was and it was quite the blessing.

[@DiconDissectionalReactions]

@@briankennedy667 Hey Brian. In most of my videos there is a "PayPal" link you can follow if you really want to send money. You could also join Patreon to get access to my backlog of blocked content/full album reactions for just a dollar a month. The way to get it to show up in a comment is a relatively new youtube feature that I actually don't know much about, but I think it's a little "heart" shaped icon called super thanks. It's near the like and dislike button. But all that said, just listening to me talk about this stuff is all I could ask for, thank you for engaging with it and for the kind words of encouragement. Don't feel like you need to do anything else, I appreciate you.

[@darcysalas3042]

I agree you need to take care of you first and then us. Don't worry I will stay with you my friend.

[@marcymeadows592]

Hi Daniel. I had to add these very inadequate words of encouragement to those already here. I enjoy your videos and do hope you continue to upload more of them if possible, if it continues to give you enjoyment to do so. I find you a thoughtful person and enjoy your take on music and life. It's been great fun for me to watch you discover music new to you and I've listened to some things I've never heard before because of you. Thank you for all of this. So sorry to hear about your family's difficulties and how "the crazies" have plagued you. Please understand that you have a lot of folks rooting for you out here in "internet land" as well. All the best to you and your family!

[@jaymacgee_A_Bawbag_Blethering]

I’ve listened all the way through now Daniel and the advice I’d give you if was a family or a friend is to shut this channel down , you sound burnt out and on the verge of a breakdown son and life’s too short for that . Failing that , take an extended break till you can see a way to move forward with a big smile on your face , re-enthused and ready to move forward . Whatever you decide son is good for me 👍🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿

[@daveking9393]

I'll second that!

[@DiconDissectionalReactions]

Thank you man:)

[@Tullthedayidie]

Daniel, I pray that things get better for you and your family. I'm always impressed with your maturity and ability to communicate. You make me feel that there is hope for the young people of today. I don't understand how anyone could treat such a respectful young man with such disrespect. Obviously, it says a lot more about them than any reflection of you. Keep on keeping on...

[@faithnyou1732]

Thanks for your candor Daniel. I'm so sorry that you were hacked and that you're dealing with assholes. If it makes you feel any better, there are a couple of other reactors I watch that have had the same sort of hacks lately. Also, just as a viewer, I myself have experienced those same type of assholes in the comments. They're everywhere, Daniel. I usually just report them and ignore them. I'm sure it's probably a lot worse for you, since you, as a reactor, are the central focus here. Thank you also for expressing your feelings and explaining where your head is on all of this. You are so right when you say you don't owe anyone anything. You just be you and keep doing you. I have enjoyed your channel very much. I may not always be able to complete your reactions, due to health issues, but when I'm here, I thoroughly enjoy what I've watched/listened to! 💙✌

[@MikeWadeUK21]

Thanks for this - I’ve always enjoyed the intelligence in your reactions, which has helped me listen to music (yes, usually stuff I already know) in a new way. But as you say, you don’t owe anyone anything. Do what is right for you. Thanks for sharing.

[@jorgearanda8129]

Stay strong my friend. You don´t have to apologize for anything. Your channel is amazing, and I discovered music that I didn´t know because of you. I hope your situation gets better. Take your time, we will be here. Greetings from Argentina mi amigo!

[@jerry6549]

You have exposed yourself to the loony masses. If you cannot override the negative with the overwhelming positive, then you might consider quitting before it drives you crazy. There is a lot of hate and anger out there and because of your public exposure it is now directed to you. At 70 I can tell you dreams and plans get interrupted by the reality of life (a roof over your head, food, health issues of the family, and other necessities). I have been homeless before but fought through that and am fine now. Just as it seems it cannot get worse, it does. You need to keep an inner confidence in yourself to help get you through the bad times. You owe no apologies. You are a great guy. We can all see that. Screw the negativity. Ignore those who want to tear you down. Don't give in to the dark side. Thank you for stepping up and sacrificing for the good of your family. It probably won't be the last time. Music is what has gotten me through the worst of times. You have that key now, use it. I have never met you or corresponded with you; but by watching 100's of your videos I know you are a good man. Stop second guessing yourself. Go with your instincts, they are based in a good person.

[@daveking9393]

big time!

[@jessicamartin1728]

Daniel - you are an amazing young man and you will do great things in your life. You are so intelligent, articulate, and you see deeply. I've really enjoyed hearing your opinions on the music I have loved. But there is a time for everything and balance is ALWAYS key. I am a musician myself, and have been teaching private lessons for 20 years. You are quite talented and I hope that you are able to channel your passion for music into whatever fills your spirit. Your parents must be so proud of the unique and brilliant young man they have raised!

[@jessicamartin1728]

I'm one of those who watch everything you say, by the way. :)

[@DiconDissectionalReactions]

Thank you for listening, encouraging, and understanding! In addition though, if you don't mind me asking, what instrument (s) do you play?

[@DiconDissectionalReactions]

@@jessicamartin1728 well that's awesome! And if KZbin is to be believed you're in the 3-5% haha. Thank you again!

[@rydelldownward7808]

I have derived stupid amounts of pleasure from your work, and I frequently go back and re-watch some videos. I’ve missed seeing much new content from you, but you have to live for you. I’ll keep contributing to your Patreon and keep an eye out. I only subscribe to a few reactors, but you are by far one of my favorites. I enjoy your insights and watching you grow, develop, and discover. I’ll always be glad I ran across you. You’ve been great company throughout the pandemic.

[@gilissa339]

You are welcome, Daniel. And thank you for expressing yourself. I have been watching your videos for a few years now, and I had been noticing that you seemed to be coming to a transition place. I am grateful that you put it out to the world, and screw anyone who thinks differently. This is an important first-hand commentary about the way internet has impacted the human experience. A reaction in a different way...Total respect for what you do, and best wishes for your family. And...if birds never were real, then I've been spending a lot of time looking for nothing in the treetops.

[@susannalavallee2348]

I'm sorry for you that you got hacked!!!!! That's horrible. Truly...just speechless. You are one of my very favorites to watch!!! You articulate well beyond your actual years with wisdom. Hang tough.

[@DiconDissectionalReactions]

I cannot believe the hacking happened either, absolutely crazy. Thank you for listening to my rambling, I appreciate it!

[@susannalavallee2348]

@@DiconDissectionalReactions awwww, you have never rambled! no, no. Not necessary to self-deprecate...but humility is wonderful! I've had you, your family...a car, house payments and discouragement in my prayers. For real. God will move to help in all areas!

[@ijustneedmyself]

Wishing you the best, Daniel. Do what makes you happy and fulfilled.

[@leahangeloff3396]

I accidently ran into your reaction video's as I was watching other video's. I noticed that you are a very intuitive, smart, and deep thinker that can figure out these older songs. Keep your head up and stay positive because you have a bright future!!!!!

[@JLC-tp7vq]

Wow Daniel, what an emotional video. Watched many of your videos and loved them, never commented before but after this i wanted to send you and your family love and best wishes for the future. take care from the UK, Manchester x

[@jaemyrick5277]

I rewatched this again. He’s right song reactions can burn a person out. The editing. The recording the video. Those damn blocking of songs & submitting of having a video return can be a bi*ch. Daniel chose to take a different direction for his channel. Subscribers are growing on his creative channel, and it’s turning into a success. Hurrah for you Daniel!

[@jimtuell4076]

I hit the "like" button, but "like" is not really the right description. Your honesty and commitment moved me, and I pray for your life to continue to improve, for your music to become more and more important to both you and your family - and the world. You inspire me. Thank you.

[@georgewodicka4839]

So well said Jim. HIS music. Daniel inspires me as well, in so many ways.

[@DiconDissectionalReactions]

Jim, there are very few words, but thank you. Thank you for giving me the courage to do stuff like this. Thank you for everything!

[@veronicawebster3282]

At first I thought you were going to shut down your channel and experienced a sense of loss. Then I heard you say you were going to continue to New Year. Thank you for sharing your concerns and difficulties you and your family have been experiencing. I have loved every video and your intelligent comments. If I was rich I would send a big check to help support your talent. I truly believe you have a bright future ahead of you.

[@DiconDissectionalReactions]

Veronica, I've seen you in the comments many many times before, and that support is more than enough. Thank you for everything, it's thanks to people like you that I continue doing this stuff.

[@veronicawebster3282]

to continue: ... you have talent, industriousness and charisma. I have great affection for your family too. Watching you and your dad reacting to "Stairway to Heaven ' was awesome. Take care, and keep us informed of your next adventures.

[@luvthatzeppelin]

Wow dude. I appreciate your candor. The best of luck to you. I hope that things are finally rolling your way.

[@klm23.98]

Thanks! Many people facing problems similar to yours including me and I'm almost two generations older than you. Regardless of music you listenig to keep up being honest (maybe to yourself first😀). Thanks from Canada 🍁.

[@jpirard]

As a father, I can see why you might have felt reluctant to post some details for fear of upsetting the apple cart faily wise,, but as a fan I a glad you did. The insight is good, but more importantly, you need to channel your frustration and worry for yourself and of course your family in some manner. I remember a video where you Dad was on and it was clear that he loves you very much. While he may have mixed feeelings about some things being more public, he needs to know he is doing the best he can, and you know it, and in fact since we believe you, WE KNOW IT. In my life I have been foreclosed upon, yet know own my house free and clear. it is an old cliche, but when when one door closes, indeed, often another 1 or 2 open up in it's place. I have faith in you and yours, to perservere.

[@helenespaulding7562]

Everything you do in life has a beginning and an end. It sounds as though this part of your life has served it purpose. You have learned much and it hopefully has created a life/long passion for music. But when something stops being fulfilling, it’s time to move on. You are feeling the tug of new responsibilities that come with adulthood. Being an adult sometimes sucks…..big time. DANIEL…., listen to me: feeling out of control is a horrible, frightening feeling. It is also not uncommon and will happen occasionally throughout your life. It can be paralyzing. I’ve been there. Most adults have Seriously, find someone you trust and who is older to talk to…someone outside your family. PLEASE do not apologize, Daniel! Your experience online with disturbed people comes with what you do. If you want to ever talk to an old lady who’s been around a long time and cares about you. ……. I’m available. Hugs and love.

[@Altres]

Hey man, I’m a transient fan of your insights, a guy in my late 50’s, musician, Scottish. You remind me of myself at your age. Quixotic, idealistic and only alive in the moment. I am indeed guilty of watching you for music I already know. I do however watch your reactions to music so do not know. Please give yourself space just to react to life itself. You’re worth it. ❤

[@cheezitsw3279]

Ohmygod, some day years from now, some kid is going to be posting reactions to your music! Don't stop believin.

[@shannonwhite3721]

You have brightened my days with your whitty, charming and upbeat attitude. You have always been kind and understanding so if you need to take some time, then those of us appreciate you will appreciate your decision. Stay strong because you are definitely a warrior ❤️

[@spirosmaravelias2049]

Daniel you remind me of my son who loves music and plays and composes music too. He is about the same age as you. By watching you, time to time (as today), a few years now, I had the chance to relive moments I spent with him, showing him the kind of rock music that I grew with. Mostly, Jethro, Yes, Genesis. I wish you to be healthy, happy and well motivated with good things in your life. An...old friend 👌

[@reactionswitherin5504]

You are super brave to put out such a vulnerable video. Sending hugs and prayers your way. I’m sorry you and your family have been going through hard times. I pray that things turn around. I think one thing that drew me to your channel is that you are honest and not over-the-top with your reactions. Honesty seems important to you. I can appreciate that, as it is very important to me also. I would rather my videos be 100% true to me and not “faked” or “staged.” That is why I connected to your channel initially and still come back to it. I see a lot of my own personality in yours. I hope you have a good birthday. I remember being nervous about things when I was about your age. Worrying if everything would work out, etc. Just some free advice from someone with about 9 more years life experience than you have, keep being you and working hard. Things will get better. I for one think you have a bright future ahead. Hang in there, Daniel! 😊

[@DiconDissectionalReactions]

If anyone sees this comment, Erin is another amazing reaction content creator that most people on my channel would probably like. And thank you for watching, it means a lot that you did! The advice throughout this comment section is a gold mine of knowledge and I am striving to take as much to heart as possible.

[@reactionswitherin5504]

@@DiconDissectionalReactions Thank you so much! 🤗🤗

[@jeffwanser5727]

Thank you for sharing some deep emotional stuff. I appreciate your honesty and candor. I just wanted to add my voice to the others, and tell you that I think your work is excellent, and that you're a really good guy. I hope things turn around for you.

[@aquarius2287]

Hey Daniel. I just found your channel maybe a month ago & was so impressed with your intelligence, talent & creativity. I’ve thought so many times while watching your content on your other channel that you could really make it as an actor & a musician. I’m sorry you’re carrying such a heavy burden right now & I hope it helps to know you’re not alone. Most of us are struggling right now. At the beginning of the year I gave up my life in my home town to move to a bigger city. I love it here but it really has been difficult with the economy tanking like it has. I guess I’d say keep chasing your dreams & don’t be afraid to try new things, places, etc. People who like & support you will still be here if you decide to make some changes. We’re all just music lovers like you & at the end of the day it’s music that sees me through the tough times. Sending good vibes your way. You’ve got this!!

[@DiconDissectionalReactions]

That's a great takeaway, music can and will get us through anything. The economy is quite "interesting" right now to say the least. I hope you're doing okay in the city and that it gets easier. Thank you for listening and understanding!! Hopefully making a few changes will allow this to go a little smoother on here:)

[@wallacecallow2255]

Sorry to see you go, Daniel. I've had several different usernames but have followed your channel for over a year. And I really enjoyed your reactions. At least we can look at them, still, and enjoy them again. Good luck! I hope you find joy in whatever field you pursue.

[@marksoldinger342]

I discovered your channel yesterday while looking for a reaction to cat's in the cradle. You're analysis and willingness to show such emotion hooked me on your channel. In one day I've watched over 50 of your reviews. I love your analysis of the lyrics after the song. I'm old enough to be your grandfather and I appreciate young people enjoying the music of my youth. You are a very insightful, intelligent, emotional and articulate young person and I bet a lot of the credit for that goes to your parents. Sorry to hear of your current problems but I look forward to seeing your future posts. When and if you open Patreon again I will be happy to become a member. If more youth had your philosophy on life this would be a better world. Thanks for the entertainment and excellent analysis.

[@sillyfilly5528]

Man I started watching your channel when you put out mlp fim reactions I’ve always loved your channel and I always will!

[@gerrydantone6834]

I enjoy your dissections. I very much sympathize with your struggle to keep your channel fresh, enjoyable for yourself and make money. As a recording musician, I do not know how anyone makes money in the digital age. At 19 your future is still wide open. Do not despair.

[@brentgunderson1349]

I think you're a wonderful person, Daniel, and I wish all the best for you and your family.

[@victoriacox6633]

Just a few unrelated brief comments: I love the sincerity of your reaction videos. I'm so sorry you have had to deal with those scurrilous hackers and online weirdos. Financial stress is dreadful and siphons so much energy. And I guess "birds were never real" but you do have a really great speaking voice and beautiful hands.

[@budmaynard5952]

Hey man, so sorry to hear about the hardships you've been enduring. There are some seriously messed up people out there and seems like you've been getting more than your share of attention from them. All I can offer is, do your best to ignore them and focus on the good people you encounter: they're the ones that matter in life. You've got a lot going for you and you've made quite a few people's lives a little bit better. Remember that you did. Do whatever you need to do to be successful and happy. Thank you for sharing your experiences and your joy and love of music. It is appreciated in these difficult times. Peace from SF

[@JonnyKaneGaming]

You're reactions are the best. I hope things are better. Thank you.

[@californiadreaming567]

Thank you for all your hard work I have appreciated it and learned so much from you. As some people have said it’s totally normal as you age from teenager to adulthood and for me it happened more than once. In my personal experience it was because I was experiencing burn out and I needed to move on and do something different with my life. Have it take a new direction which was painful but the changes for me were ultimately good. I hope things work out financially for you. I always thought a college would give a great scholarship because you have shown your brilliance In understanding music. I am so sorry for what has happened to you with the internet

[@wayne_twentyfive]

Great video, Daniel ! .. I feel for you with all the negative stuff that you ( and your family ) have been experiencing, and hope that things get progressively better for you .. You are a fantastically articulate and thoughtful person, and you have described your situation in a very understandable and relatable way .. IMHO, you are one of the very best reactors I have seen on YT .. Best of luck with everything !

[@DiconDissectionalReactions]

Thank you my friend, I appreciate it!

[@stephanieu.]

I love when you go through the lyrics of different songs to understand their meaning.

[@jaco273]

The Pareto principle: How the 80/20 rule can help you do more with less. Don't burn yourself out. Don't feel guilty. I'm sure that most people want to support you even in your low times. Do not deactivate patron. If you focus on the negative comments, it will manifest. I wouldn't even bother giving them any of your energy by replying to their comments. If you have printed them off, then burn them as they still hold negative energy. I would move forward and just focus on the positive and it will manifest. Your only 19 and achieved more the most. Well done xx

[@helenespaulding7562]

Oh NO, Daniel! I’ve followed you for a couple of years snd I do care about you! You are a sweet and very bright young man. I’ve kinda watched you mature. You and your family are going through very rough times. The hacking is awful. Your dads situation…worse than awful. I’m only a few minutes in but already I’m shouting “set up a “go fund me “ page!!! I’ll happily help out! 🤗. I have grandkids older than you, so you’re kinda special to me The issue with time online and self-worth tied up with he internet is rampant. Not seeing flesh snd blood friends who live close by is also rampant, especially after the pandemic. People turned inside and many are having difficulty coming back out. For you…I don’t think you attend a brick snd mortar school or work away from Home? So you’re not getting in-person connection much on a daily basis? That leads to feelings of isolation snd disconnection…being untethered and out of control. It can be terrifying. I’m concerned about you. Can I help? Tell me what you need Signed…, “grandma” Helene 🤗 no

[@DiconDissectionalReactions]

I used to work away from home, but here lately I have mainly been focusing on online things. So yeah, your assessment is mostly correct. I've seen a few people mention a go fund me page, but I'm not entirely sure I would feel comfortable doing something like that. If the situation gets dire then I will do whatever it takes to help my family and I, but as long as we have a roof over our heads and food to eat I think we'll be alright. I greatly appreciate the support though, thank you for listening and understanding!

[@dcanmore]

Thanks Daniel, you are talented, wise and honest, so keep going, keep creating and keep doing the things you love. Cheers!

[@jaemyrick5277]

dccanmore a donation of £50.00. So generous of you. I donated my first time because of this video and personal family crises, and will be donating more. 😀 Don’t you miss Daniel? I miss him. I’ll miss his weekend Live Streams for the Legion, whole heartedly. ❤ Happy Spooky Season. 🎃🎃🎃👻👻👻 We Are Legion! ✌ Have a wonderful weekend.

[@californiadreaming567]

I live in a senior community of 10,000 residents and our executive director just retired after 8 years because he couldn’t take the criticisms of a few even though he knew that most of us loved him and appreciated everything he did for us. O Daniel you are not alone feeling this way. Many artists like Bob Dylan and others have said the same thing. Or stand up comedians it’s the one heckler in the audience that’s difficult even though the 300 other people are enjoying it. I know I have felt this way myself. I think you are great and I wish you the best in life

[@andyschnell58]

Thanks! Daniel, I sincerely apologize for taking 11 days to watch this video. Last night, I was thinking that I had not seen a notification for a video from your channel in awhile so I went to your channel to find this. Just awful your channel got hacked but I am confident you will turn that terrible act into something positive. While you have plenty of life issues to deal with, as we all do, you still put your subscribers and patreons at the top of your concerns. This demonstrates you have great empathy, a quality I have admired about you since discovering your channel. One of the things I enjoy most about your channel and your reactions, is I learn a lot. You take the time to research and discuss the music we enjoy. I also learned plenty from this video. Thanks for detailing the stats for watch time on KZbin. No wonder KZbin makes watch time the highest weighted variable for their mysterious algorithm. If a content creator could magically get each viewer to watch all their videos in their entirety, then KZbin would recommend that channel frequently. I have a suggestion for you and up to you to act on it. Many reaction channels make their reaction videos during livestreams then cut each reaction out of the video of the stream. They ask for donations from viewers to react to their requests. I think (not sure) that process would save you time for producing reaction videos and of course you would be getting paid for your work. I expect you would maintain the same approach of conducting research and reading the lyrics. Bottom line, Do what you love to do and if others find value in it, so much the better. Do your best to ignore the haters as they will always be part of life. Remain confident and hopeful and I am certain with all the skills you are blessed with, your dreams will come true.

[@johnbowen8238]

Just saw this and I think you are doing a smart thing by focusing on staying creative. It can become easy to let that slip, but when you look back, your creative work will be the stuff you’ll be glad you did.

[@user-cb1og8pc7n]

Keep going, do what you love, be strong, and carry on...one day at a time. Im not your mom, but if you were my son I would be so proud of you. You have an old heart, compassion, and alot of soul. Steven Winwood was only 15 when he started out in the music buisness, look at him now. Things are coming your way. ONE DAY AT A TIME!!!

[@mackymintle7806]

You’re going to be fine! The world is a generally a messed up place filled with pain and entropy. Also, it’s probable that you’ll never “feel like an adult”. I’m a 70’s kid, and Still feel basically the same, now, decades later. As trite as it sounds, follow your interests, your passions… You may have to eat a lot of pasta and rice for a few years, but you’ll have fewer regrets, and a ton of good memories, looking back when you’re 75! Good luck “adulting” and staying sane as this very fraught section of global unrest slowly smolders. ❤

[@bob_garrard]

Thank you for sharing with us. Whatever you decide to do, we understand. Hopefully things will work out for the best for you. We'll be watching how you're doing. Good luck.

[@RosemaryStanley2070]

Praying for you and yours, you are loved!🌹

[@rjculliford]

Thanks for sharing! And best of luck with your whole situation.

[@ronraskind]

I just want to say I am more than three times your age and have watched your videos quite a few times although not as frequently as I would have liked to. I think what you do is extraordinary not just because of good music, but most importantly because of your personal and thoughtful communication ability. I don't know very many people your age with the ability to communicate as effectively as you do. I don't know what your ultimate goal is but I could certainly see you in a talk show of some kind, perhaps radio, as you have such unique perspectives on various musical topics as well as topics on life. This video was special and I have not seen anything like it, but it kept my attention from beginning to end because you spoke from the heart. I am sorry you experienced some negative things on your Channel because certainly you don't deserve it. On the other hand, I guess it's part of public endeavors where you expose yourself to positive feedback and negative criticism. You have to let the negative bounce off although if there is something constructive in it, then utilize that to your advantage. I know you will be successful in anything you do and certainly you have your priorities right when you talk about family and health. Most 19-year-olds don't have that type of maturity. Thanks for everything, and know that you provide a valuable platform that you can utilize not only for music, but other life topics. Peace.

[@Tracyannbanks_123]

It’s been really nice following this channel and their videos are amazing, much love

[@Tracyannbanks_123]

I’d love to know you better, thats only if you dont mind cos you seem to be a very nice person with a great sense of humor

[@GusherRadio]

Just today realized today "reaction videos" were an entire category. Which probably shows i don't get to KZbin much. I wandered here as i do when looking up music performance or music that has been referenced or influenced other artists i know. Basically a rabbit hole between wikipedia and KZbin today. Through that i saw 2 of your videos and liked your presence and delivery. I had at an early age sought out music magazines and reviews to find out about music that wasn't necessarily on "the radio" or mainstream. I guess i see that element in your videos. Would like to see some of what you recommend and why type analysis. In other words there's more to music fandom than reaction vids. Besides your own musical work you have a talent for broadcasting or presenting and hosting content. Maybe podcasting or finding some like minds to collaborate with in the future. It's definitely hard at times balancing a love of art and keeping or attracting a regular audience but it's that love and desire to share ideas about art, musical or otherwise that can be the real contribution. You will find your own way. I will be checking out your other content. Also i like many can identify with some of the struggles you mentioned. I have definitely been through similar things and thoughts. Plus COVID era. Which actually may have been the lighter part of my last 2 years. Regular life can sometimes throw ones mind into a tangle that feels like you're in a Houdini water torture escape. Keep creating in whatever form that brings you meaning. JX

[@georgewodicka4839]

Well, a little good news, for anyone that sees this comment: check out if you haven't already Daniel's other channel "Daniel Profeta" (Mostly his original music). His video yesterday analyzing a niche comedy show with a huge indie audience has over 40,000 views as of late Friday afternoon! It's a great video, and worth the watch!

[@DiconDissectionalReactions]

I'm still in a bit of shock over that one, absolutely insane how well that's doing.

[@jaemyrick5277]

Hey George. Yes I agree. Daniel's other channel of original songs are wonderful. His Elliott Smith covers leave me speechless. R.I.P. Elliott. Brady the motivational speaker is also fun to watch. That album review I liked that one. Daniel's skits are awesome. I LOL everytime I watch the How to Be a More Alpha Male. Daniel snorting that pepper, is the best. George have you seen the Halloween photos of Daniel with his friends on Instagram? It likes he's having so much fun. Dammit, excuse my language I miss his Live Streams! I hope he brings it back. I didn't mean to go long on comment. Have a great Friday. BTW: Election Day is Nov 8. My Mom and I voted early. Please make your vote count.

[@georgewodicka4839]

@@jaemyrick5277 Hi Jae! Haven't seen those Instagram pictures, will check it out. The other channel is exploding, and he seems happy. That's all that matters right now, I'm sure you agree. Best wishes to you!

[@jaemyrick5277]

Hello George. Since tomorrow’s a holiday. I want to wish you a Happy Thanks -giving! 😀🍽🦃🦃🥂🥧

[@georgewodicka4839]

@@jaemyrick5277 Thank you Jae! Enjoying Daniel's incredible success on his personal channel. Quite the sensation! Have a wonderful Thanksgiving.

[@jaemyrick5277]

When you said your Grandparents “ Thinks your stuff is satanic” gave me the biggest laugh! So thank you. 😊

[@randyhall5165]

I like your system, I've listened to this music for 60 years. I've learned a lot from your dissections. The fog will clear, and you will do what you think best for you and your life/family. Haters hate, assholes carry-on being dicks. You do you. Life is to be enjoyed.

[@sopyleecrypt6899]

Sorry to hear you and your family are having a hard time. Right now the world is in a difficult, turbulent period of history. Not an easy time to be young and trying to get your start in the adult world. Hearing you talk about people overstepping the mark when corresponding with you online reminded me of when I moved to an international city from my tiny town in a tiny country on the other side of the world. It was the 90s, I was 21. Where I came from it was ok to smile at people on the street, say hello, be polite and helpful if someone approached you. So I did the same thing in the big city, not understanding why that was a bad idea. I didn’t have the internet to contend with, but I did have a city full of strangers, a small number of whom had a powerful ability to detect vulnerability and naïveté, and a desire to take advantage of it in a variety of ways. I soon realised that we do need to protect ourselves from the wider world at times. That you can’t help everyone. That you actually don’t owe needy strangers anything, and you are not responsible for how they feel. I see you have come to the same realisation too, in your online interactions. Often, uncomfortable, painful feelings are our brain and body’s way of telling us that something needs to change. You already know that, too. Gratitude and acceptance are valuable, but always listen to that inner voice when it tells you something needs to change. You have a lot of talent, ability, drive, and ambition. You will get through this hard time. Kia kaha (stay strong) ✌️

[@4021971]

Hi Daniel. A lot to digest here for sure. I appreciate you and everything you do. You are a genuine human being and don't ever change. Prayers go out to you and your family. Take care.

[@DiconDissectionalReactions]

Hello, thank you for checking out my original material and for encouraging my exploration into raw, emotive, and powerful music. I think our tastes collide in a lot of ways and it always makes me happy to see your username. I appreciate you friend 4021971:)

[@4021971]

@@DiconDissectionalReactions Thanks Daniel. I know you are going places. Don't give up no matter what or who stands in your way. Everything happens for a reason and it's up to you how to react to it all. I am confident you will make all the choices that will lead you on the path to making your dreams come true. I am excited for you.

[@danielwarrenguitar]

Sorry to hear of the challenges you've faced both personally and here on KZbin. Hope things get better.

[@deadchannel3274]

Damn man I'm really sorry to hear that, getting anything of your's compromised on the internet always sucks. ps birds never were real

[@jaemyrick5277]

It’s been a wonderful year for Daniel recording his first two albums and first EP, and making creative official music videos & homegrown videos. Then in September his channel gets compromised, which is really sad & shocking. Now Daniel’s taking time from song reactions. No Live Streams, I look forward to those on weekends are non existent now. That’s frickin sucks. Like he said, he hopes things will get back to normal by the New Year, in January 2023. Damn, only one week of November & December is approaching. It’s been another fast year. Have a Happy Thanksgiving! We are Legion.✌

[@andrewgurudata2390]

First of all, birds never were real. :) Ok, with that said, I very much hope you get a chance to read what I would like to say to you here: You were the very first creator I ever subscribed to on Patreon (if that is the correct terminology). I want to let you know that I personally have never seen it as "I am paying you to create for me and you therefore owe me x number of creations per month/year" or anything like that. Hell no. Mostly, I see it as "This creative person has very kindly and generously chosen to share a piece of themselves with me in a way that not only entertained me but also opened me to 1) new ways to look at things I already loved and 2) new things that I was not already aware and may have never otherwise experienced, and I want to support this person as a thank you for choosing to share that piece of themselves with me and the world and help them be able to keep doing that." Art - and I see what you do as art - can certainly entertain, but it can also teach and guide us about ourselves. Your art has done this for me. And as such, I see you more as being a teacher and a guide to me than my entertainer. And the amazing thing is you have been able to teach and guide me without us every really interacting directly - rather, you have taught and guided me just by You Being You and You Creating For You. But here is the thing:I firmly happen to believe that taking pauses, taking breaks, taking time to read the universe and decide what you need to do next - these to me are 100% part of the creative process. Very important parts, in fact. Creativity and passion are batteries - sometimes they need to be recharged. This is not a failure. This is not a weakness. It's part of the process. And I, as a person who chooses to try to help support your process - because I have appreciated and benefitted from the results - believes that ALL parts of process should be supported. High output, low output, no output - whatever. Artists will all have peaks and valleys. Both are necessary components of the process. And I, personally, do not feel that the valley parts of the process need any less support than the peak parts. If anything, they might need more! So all to say: I do not feel you need to apologize or feel bad for times when your output is low or you simply haven't been able to "deliver" as much content as you would like, and I certainly never felt that you needed to pause my Patreon support. It saddens me to hear that some of your other supporters have been angry about your valleys. (And it angers me that others have sent you terrible messages, let me tell you!) But I wanted to try to let you know that at least this one supporter has had no problem with it at all. You are not a Reaction Machine that I feel I insert money into and content comes out the other end. You are a creative human being who chooses to very kindly share their art with the world at whatever pace they can, and I for one appreciate and hope to support that. Thank you, and. I look forward to whatever you choose to share with me and the world in the future.

[@enchantedwooddesigns3462]

There is never a point I will skip through one of your videos. In a way watching you gives me the feeling and memory of the way I discovered new music in the 70's from our "hippy" neighbor when she played Simon and Garfunkel and Arlo Guthrie songs off records one day and I was Oh my God what is this? It sure beat the country I mostly hated that my parents always listened to. Seeing a reaction by a smart young person and your analysis of lyrics and info (which in my 56 years has shown me things I never even knew the musicians did or reasons why ) has always been great. Have fun discovering new music whether it be on a video here or anywhere in the world because it makes some happiness for you. You are liked, appreciated and respected in my book )

[@TJfossil]

Dude. Sorry to hear this. I came across your Channel yesterday. Watched a number of your videos, and have thoroughly enjoyed your videos. Love the Format you've used. Understand the need for a change though. I think you do a really great job, and am here for whatever comes. Sorry again you have to deal with such things at such a young age, but man, some of us out here think you rock. Keep on keepin on, man. Hang in there. We're behind you. Sending positive vibes. Peace.

[@rickjend6667]

Daniel, First of all you have to take care of yourself. The world will go on no matter what you decide. You do NOT have to apologize to any of us. What made you different from the other reactors was your insightful analysis, and the fact that you were not fake. Everything you said was real, and most of us appreciated that. I have seen most of your videos but not all. Sometimes I like to go back and re-watch a video when the mood strikes me. You have a pretty decent supply of videos for people to watch. I do not know if you would be able to keep those archived videos up and not create new videos without paying a monthly fee to KZbin. Do you have to pay KZbin each month for maintenance? Regardless, even though you are only 18 going on 19, you have impressed all of us with your MATURITY and personality. Please don't let this be a bad experience. Use it and grow from it. Do what you need to do. You have a wonderful family, so do what is best for you and your family. I hope you will be able to do something you love as a career. I sometimes think you should pursue your acting career; you really seem to like it. You have grown so much over the last 2 years, and I sincerely hope you find what you want out of life. Rick

[@samjohnson7869]

I hope things get better for you. You have to do what's best for you. Live life while you're young. You're a great kid.

[@zoniekat]

Daniel, I've been watching your videos for a long time. Since fairly early in your channel. You've always been my favorite this whole time.. I haven't written lately, though I have been there. I'm sorry about that. You have been my favorite for many reasons but mostly because I have so much respect for your integrity, honesty, true love of music and similar taste in music. I think you are a wonderful young man and was a Patreon for a while until I had my own misfortune and was scammed of thousands by some bad people in Asia. So I know how it is to be a victim of crime but at least I only had myself to worry about. You have gone through quite a bad ordeal but at least you will find out how many people truly care about you and your family. People who really love you and are proud of you. Me included. You've been a companion and have shared many a great song with me. You've taught me so much, as well. Whatever this has cost you, I guarantee you that it has given you an education that is priceless in many ways.

[@DiconDissectionalReactions]

Hey Linda, it's been awhile since we've interacted in here, it's good to see you! That's terrible that you got scammed, I'm so sorry. We should all try to remain vigilant, especially online where it's very easy to be lied to and taken advantage of. But anyways, I'm glad you like the videos and hopefully sometime in the coming future you'll be ever more proud. Maybe. Thanks for watching!

[@falcongal63]

Well Daniel it’s clear things are weighing you down right now and I hope that sharing some of your troubles and feelings has helped you to feel a bit better. I hope things get easier for your family very soon. I will say that you owe us (your viewers) absolutely nothing, not even this heartfelt video explaining what you’re dealing with, though your feeling compelled to make it is just further evidence of the thoughtful young man that drew many of us to join the Legion. Do what is right for you and your happiness. If the value and enjoyment you get from the channel is consistently less than the time and effort it requires then it seems to me it’s an easy choice to call it quits. Take care of yourself and welcome to adulthood!

[@DiconDissectionalReactions]

"come inside the show's about to start, guaranteed to blow your head apart!" Thank you for your kind and encouraging words, here's to new beginnings and never stopping learning and growing.

[@ethanS7349]

This was actually a really insightful video, I just found your channel but I subbed and I’ll look out for whatever you do next.

[@darcysalas3042]

Don't worry Daniel I stay for all the video.And yes, I care. I want you to do what you want to do. You have to please your self first.

[@medmon3476]

So good to see a 'reactor' being honest and showing us what lies behind the curtain - only you could do it with such style and articulation but unfortunately in doing so you had to show us some of the emotional/financial upheavals so my heart goes out to you. A lot of reaction channels seem to be couples (either friends or married couples) and it must be easier to share the burden rather than carry it all on your own shoulders like you do. Whatever makes it easier for you we're all for - posting just once every Fortnite (2 or 3 videos?) and have you ever thought of MERCHANDISE (employ a person to design tshirts or mugs etc) .By the way you have a natural journalistic streak - you have a great voice and inquisitive bent - some sort of media beckons (not all media is evil) !! You've created some great content - hopefully you can continue but in a more sustainable (emotionally, financially, logistically) way. Did somebody say Podcasts...

[@darcysalas3042]

Daniel, I listen to you from strat to fiinsh of each video. I do consider you my friend and I have shared video of your to outher friend. I am sorry that you are having so many problems and I know how hard it is for anyone in the family to be on disability because I am .I want you to know that you are a Great Guy and how know maybe one day I will meet you in person or over the phone. And I have always appreciate you introducing me to Hunter Flanagan and how you know I am still here for you. I will never do anything bad to you or do something like ( sharing your music ) without you knowing first. As you should know (and I know that you do) . I will always be here for you even if you just need to get something off your chest. Remember (YOU GOT A Friend ) in me always. Don't worry about if some people think that you not what they want, You have to do what is best for you. No on knows better than you do. I was one of the kids people laugh at 🎉on because of my epilepsy so I nderstand Daniel, really I do. 🎉🎉❤ sending this for you Birthday. I hope this is not to long sorry if it is. 🎉🎉🎉❤ Don't worry I know that you would not do a bad video. I hope we will always keep in contact with each other. Yes, I do care.

[@DiconDissectionalReactions]

Nothing you write would ever be too long Darcy! Thank you for your heartfelt and kind words, I really do appreciate it. I hope you're having a great weekend, stay safe and stay sane.

[@darcysalas3042]

@@DiconDissectionalReactions same here on your videos and I love how you keep at it when many people would stop. Noe day soon you should have a livestream if you can. I found out my surgery will be on the 18th of the month (pacemaker ) .I know that it was coming soon. Thank you for your comments. I wish more young people would help their family in need as you do!!!!! I am sure that your parents appreciate it. Thank you for saying that I don't write to much because just when you think you are finished writing you think of something else. LOL

[@ordinaryvalley]

❤❤❤❤❤❤ I hope youre thriving Daniel ❤❤❤