Did True Crime Producer Fall Victim to Dark Forces of the TV Industry? | John Balson Case Analysis

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and he mostly covers tragedies 😂

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​@@Nick-b7b9s well ... He IS married, so we can at least nix the "alone" part 😅

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@rosemadder5547 you've obviously never been married 🙄

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Dr. Grande, I just watched part of a year-old video about you on "Brain and Beyond". I must tell you that I have never seen an "influencer" such as yourself have such a loyal fanbase. I didn't even watch half of her video because after watching you for several years I feel as though I am familiar with the type of person you are: Honest, humble, hardworking and your integrity especially regarding mental health, is something rarely seen anywhere on the planet Earth as of 2024. I was proud reading the comments from us "Speculators", us "opinionators" and us "non-diagnosors". One of favorite things about this channel is the fanbase. We can comment and debate with each other with respect and intelligence AND a dash of sarcasm and dry humor. Thank you Dr. Grande for putting a ray of sunshine in all our lives.❤

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I second this. I can't watch alot of other channels anymore because of the way they portray themselves.

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That Australian "psyche" is wrong about many of the things she said regarding the US and the professional competency of Mental Health Counselors. I'm one of the people who commented under that video. She is applying Australian regulations -- which are quite different from the US -- to Dr. Grande, which makes no sense and is entirely inaccurate. Counseling in Australia is obviously used in a very different context, and I suspect she knows that; in other words, she wanted to stir controversy to grow her own channel. It's very disappointing to see a mental health professional behave so disingenuously.

[@russellsidell]

It's all fun and games until Dr. Grande starts analyzing these fools 😂

[@danielavillarreal6578]

Yeah, we’re all a cool bunch who, like Dr. Grande, are not diagnosing anybody, just speculating about what could be happening in situations like these. Cheers!

[@pameladee]

Dr. G is my absolute favorite. Always 🌵

[@strover76]

I've been dealing with "vestibular migraine" for 7 years now. This is basically my story. It's a cruel illness. I've gone from running my own business as a single mum to having severe agoraphobia. I've not left the house in 3 years. I've lost all hope of medical help so I struggle on, just me and my son. No one visits anymore as it's an invisible illness they just do not understand. It's soul destroying. I'm only here because my son has no-one else. RIP now John 🙏 I'm so sorry you were failed.

[@_Kittensworth]

My thoughts exactly. I've had intractable migraine for 13 years, people just don't get it. It becomes very isolating.

[@karennogaski1473]

🙏💕😥

[@lisanelke9726]

🙏🙏🥺

[@memi4586]

That's so sad! I feel for you and your son.

[@carynmartin6053]

​@@_Kittensworthvax c19

[@AMM3.]

Chronic pain can make people think irrationally. Especially if that pain is undiagnosed.

[@nixm9093]

I believe it. I had a condition that caused medium level pain for about 3 weeks. I would get so irrationally annoyed by any little thing by the 3rd week, I had to consciously remind myself, "it's the pain not the person" before I said something I'd regret.

[@stacyflood4319]

I have MS, Fibromyalgia, Osteoarthritis and Neuropathy. I'm in excruciating pain, every second of every day. Can't take any meds for it, they all make me feel sicker. I've been going through this since November of 2018. I'm at my breaking point. I've had enough.

[@normacook8325]

​@stacyflood4319 I'm so very sorry, Stacy. I worked in Healthcare for over 30 years and some clinicians still doubt the reality of fibromyalgia and most have no clue about chronic pain. I will pray right now that you have some improvement!

[@llama_rahma]

@@stacyflood4319 Hi, I have MS, osteoarthritis in my spine and sacrum, and neuropathy too. I also have myofascial pain syndrome, and two herniated discs. Do you have a pain management doctor? I was at my breaking point too, but my pain management doctor saved me. I have an upcoming appointment for acupuncture (electroacupuncture) by a sports medicine doctor for my myofascial pain syndrome. But I know that it helps relieve fibromyalgia pain too. Do you have a MS neurologist or rheumatologist? Does gabapentin, baclofen, or cyclobenzaprine make you tired?

[@stacyflood4319]

@@normacook8325 Thank you. This is a living nightmare. People absolutely do NOT understand. They get mad at me and think I'm making it up. It's almost beyond what I can handle and Doctors don't listen.

[@sarahfrith1984]

Thank you for the extended episode! It’s a sad truth that a workplace will replace someone immediately but that person’s life is irreplaceable.

[@notozknows]

You gotta heart from the Doc?! WOW! Very, very, rare.

[@sarahfrith1984]

@@notozknows I know, I was surprised, means a lot coming from the good doctor

[@LaniLanilei]

@@sarahfrith1984 I understand if you are a Patreon member the Grande heart is a benefit otherwise he has an assistant who hands out the hearts..

[@MTASCP]

My feeling is that once companies began including the clause of “At will employees” in their employment contracts, it became extremely easy for these companies to fire people. It eliminates companies from having to do the “legwork” previously needed..things like documentation of the employees work performance, etc. Because of that clause, companies can theoretically fire people for ridiculous things…things that could probably just requiring a talk with the employee, maybe including why the company feels why their company policies need to be adhered to. Yes, there are employees that may not have the necessary background, knowledge, etc. for the position. Or, they have continued ignoring company policies, and yes, that particular type of situation needs to be resolved. But, using the excuse “At will employee”, without a proper investigation of the circumstances, tells me the company does not value their employees.

[@solesticia]

Sadly it's how our society is still built :(

[@mattblom3990]

As a viewer for over five years, I really appreciate your stream of consciousness that ended this episode. It was extremely interesting to see the poor behaviours the TV industry does in regards to contributors. Be your own boss, keep doing what you're doing.

[@MARYREED-nh7gb]

Hi Doc! Could you please consider looking into the worker who died at her desk at Wells Fargo and wasn't discovered for 4 days? There seems to be something really off about this story. For example: what about unanswered e-mails. They could see she was there, but no answer to e-mails? Or no one stepped into her cubicle just to say hi? What kind of work culture was that? PS: I really like it when you discuss your take on things!

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And nobody cleaned there??? Weird!

[@natalialel]

Totally dr Grande that would be a cool story to hear you cover

[@andreambrownridge7642]

Yes…devastating tragedy

[@NkanduKataya-p8n]

appreciate your thoughts at the end of the video. we love what you are doing here and we look forward to tons more content in the future.

[@megnotmegan1966]

Dr Grande, thank you for the more personal ‘conversational’ ending to this episode. Your scripts are always well written and informative, but this gave me a little more of your personality, which was wonderful 😊❤

[@Sarah-zv9ug]

thank you I agree

[@DEPARTMENTOFREDUNDANCYDEPT]

Despite the fact that your topics are often dark, yours is one of the most positive, engaging, and informative channels on KZbin. Your frequent emphasis on critical thinking is particularly significant in this era when nearly all sources of news, information, and commentary are awash in nonsense, outrageous conspiracy theories, magical thinking, and superstitious gibberish.

[@jonchowe]

This was harrowing; it sounds EXACTLY like my symptoms in 2019. I was near the breaking point after months of incapacitation when they finally tested me for Lyme Disease, it was positive, and i was cured within a week. Never had a rash, never thought to test, and this story was EXACTLY my symptoms. Gave me flashbacks watching this.

[@thatsiciliankid]

That's awful. I'm really glad you were able to get treatment

[@BeholdenProductions]

Cool to see Dr Grande talking from his own POV from his own experiences, would love to see more of that!!

[@gossamer9966]

Check out some of his old videos on this channel, he is a fantastic data and analysis nerd! He truly seems to love the scientific method which gives me even greater respect for his theories regarding each case.

[@_Kittensworth]

Dr. Grande thank you for bringing awareness about this disorder. I have intractable migraine, I've had a continuous migraine for 13 years. Feelings of wanting to end your life are common, it is a life-ruining disorder. There's also very little sympathy for it from anyone, including hospitals. Migraines can't be seen on a scan, and it's not well understood, so pretty much everyone assumes you're lying, lazy, or insane. I hope that in my lifetime science will discover more about it.

[@nixm9093]

A friends mum had that in the 80s. I remember her going for injections back then and often when I visited she'd be lying in a darkened room. It's very debilitating. I hope you find relief ❤

[@philosopherwithin]

I connect with your comment and want to offer support. Chronic migraines destroyed decades of my life and lost me the affection of one daughter (while my other daughter believed me and we remained close). Often people just don’t understand what they can’t see. Continuous pain is my nemesis. I feel for you in this same situation. We often end up suffering alone and extremely empathetic where others are dismissive.

[@nonyabiz550]

Change your hormones. They often go away with menopause or soon before. Gotta be a connection. And PRAY. God heals. I've seen it a lot

[@Judi4Him4Ever]

I have had chronic disequilibrium since Dec of 2020 when I had brain surgery for a vestibular schwanomma. My right vestibular nerve was removed and my left was supposed to compensate. It never has. I’ve seen lots of specialists: the last being a top ENT specialist at Stanford who diagnosed me with vestibular migraines. However, in spite of a powerful Rx to try to alleviate symptoms nothing has changed. The frustration of looking normal but feeling incredibly off balance and extremely fatigued is overwhelming. Nothing to do with John Balson, but the vestibular migraine mention caught my attention. It’s rare and debilitating.

[@lenalena1683]

thanks a lot for your answer! really sorry about you trouble with health.

[@jettking7475]

No one understands complex complicated migraines except for those of us surviving the debilitating symptoms that can go on for days on end. I have dealt with a misdiagnosed inoperable cholesterol granuloma that made me vomit meals, gave .e tinnitus and vertigo. I understand the pain and suffering John went through. Waiting in hospital waitrooms for 24 hours for seizures we have had is just terrible and now I won't even go for help.

[@SlimJim_Magoo]

I remember seeing a documentary about someone with this or a similar condition. I believe he said he found taking psilocybin mushrooms semi regularly helped eliminate his migraines. Idk the science behind it but psilocybin does promote neurogenesis.

[@HB-iq6bl]

you have my smpathy.I work on the industry.

[@loiscassels8966]

I had a schwannoma behind my L knee. Have had it removed twice. You don’t hear about it very often.❤️🇨🇦

[@911NicoleTCO]

You know it's a good channel when you can hit the like button before you've gotten even a minute into the episode! One of my favorite channels. Thank you Dr Grande!

[@thelocalmaladroit8873]

And there’s even a sweet faced puppy in the commercial too❤️

[@mikeballard8404]

Your last 5 minutes was beautiful Doctor. That's the reason you have so many viewers .

[@DigitalNeb]

Damn, I really feel for this guy. I started having panic attack about 7 years ago. My chest would get so tight, that I would begin to hyperventilate, and then I'd feel like I was going to pass out. It was truly terrifying. I legitimately thought I was going to die for over a year. Eventually, I got on some anxiety medication, and the panic attacks became more manageable. Also, just knowing what was happening to me gave me the agency to reason with myself. I feel like John just wasn't able to get the help he needed, and I feel like that could easily have been me. I'm sorry John, you deserved better.

[@notozknows]

I had them young and started drinking at 12 to get rid of them. After 40 years drinking, I would still get them even when drinking. As soon as I quit, my panic attacks have disappeared and never returned. Now, I'll stay sober to have serenity.

[@clarissa8477]

I’ve had panic attacks so bad I thought I was dying, I’ve almost called 911. I’ve hidden in the bathroom in the fetal position hoping my young children wouldn’t know anything was wrong. I wouldn’t wish that on anyone.

[@AltClev37]

@@clarissa8477that’s really sad 😞 I’m sorry you have to go through that. I also have panic attacks but manage them with meds thankfully.

[@dianeandersen1926]

I had one so bad once that I was yelling at my roommate to call 911 of course she was not doing anything. My terrier dog jumped on my chest and started digging so hard that it snapped me out of it. Thank God for these wonderful dogs we have. ❤

[@DottieMinerva]

I’m so sorry you experience that. I also had panic attacks for years. They would wipe me out afterwards too. One day they just never came back, and hopefully never will. I have no idea why but I hope you get the same relief.

[@kathywright7395]

Dr grande you are spot on. Tv has come and gone. I never turn the tv on anymore. You are exactly where you need to be. You can be true to yourself and what you do.

[@vickislominski7618]

100%. My TV has not been on in years, but I'm pretty much aware of all that's going on in the world and I get plenty of entertainment.

[@abattle4101]

@@vickislominski7618 Me too. I prefer independent media to get the truth.

[@angelo16d28]

I retired a couple yrs early (56). I was upper management in very big Construction Projects 14 hr workdays. Just couldn't do it anymore. started really hating life

[@fkcoolers2669]

Really sad story and a reminder to us all to take care of ourselves and our health. It's easy to let things around us get bigger than they should be to the point we neglect to care for ourselves.

[@DM-kl4em]

There are three takeaways: 1) If someone else treated you the way you treat yourself, would you love that person or hate that person? 2) Showing care for yourself is NOT wrong. You would want your friends and family to also give themselves care and affirmation. If others don't give that same allowance to you, they are not your friends. They are deadly parasites that you need to remove from your life as soon as possible. Cut off all contact with them, and find a better circle of friends. It may even involve a horrible breakup or divorce, but even that is not the worst thing in the world. You will be better off for it in the long run, and you will eventually find people who actually care about you. NOTE: If you hate your job, do not quit your job until you find another one. Your job may be a living hell, but it's a lot easier to find a new job when you already have one. 3) The ones who matter will stay, and it's okay to ask them for help. They will probably wonder why you didn't ask them sooner. There are way too many cases of "Why did they do that? They seemed so happy. Why did they never tell me that they were so miserable?"

[@jdstep97]

Loved the doggie with Dr. Grande at about the 4:10 mark. And Dr. Grande is smiling. An adorable picture.

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I was thinking the same thing! It's a pretty great endorsement for the product! That dog is so cute! 😁

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The dog is smiling.

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I had to go back and check, yes! Cutest little pup❤

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Also, the bunny shakers are just too cute!

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🐩Indeed❕The adorable dog's photogenic!!🐩💌

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Dr Grande, you are exactly where you are suppose to be. And I too, like you, believe “produced shows” are not going to be around long. Thank you for your excellent work. ❤

[@LarryRuane]

Great point, sometimes my wife and I watch a true crime documentary on a streaming service and then watch Dr Grande's video on the same event, and I always prefer Dr Grande's video. The TV version is often pretty good, but they play up the emotional angle too much, like showing someone's sad face for many seconds with sad music. Dr Grande gets right to the point, and usually provides more information in much less time (12 or 15 minutes instead of hours).

[@lindawilson4625]

This story is a failure on the medical establishment. He probably did need a career change, but not diagnosing and treating his problem was the issue. 31 hours in a chair? WTF???? Thanks, Dr. Grande! Many KZbinrs end up getting all stressed out once they become popular and feel an obligation/pressure to produce. Your story at the end was very interesting. It is shameful that they wasted your time and didn't compensate you for your expenses. That's expected and professional decency. Shame on them! Thanks for doing what you do. Love your show.

[@YTStoleMyUsername]

Agreed. Even if someone can't keep a promise or expectation, communication and an explanation can at least keep a professional relationship from going sour. I can see where he's coming from - while it's costly to travel and such, it's just showing respect and courtesy for someone who was hired to provide their expert opinion. Politeness seems to be lacking in many places these days (and not just among young people). It's too bad, because even though I love his channel, I think it would be really cool to see Dr. Grande in some profession documentaries or True Crime series!

[@Beebee192-j7i]

31 hours in a chair isn't unufor the NHS. It's even normal to sit for 12+ hours waiting for treatment for suspected stroke etc. It's just how it's fun sadly.

[@peacefulpenelope5054]

I find the fact that he sat in a chair for 31 hours extreme and kinda unbelievable.

[@AntimatterBeam8954]

​@@peacefulpenelope5054not unusual for the NHS I've found. I have given up on going to the NHS for many things now and just stay at home for the vast majority of my life with maybe treatable chronic illness. I also have a history of severe mental illness with police picking up the pieces a lot. The NHS tends to treat those like me noticeably less favourably in A&E and referrals, especially as I have FASD too.

[@AntimatterBeam8954]

​@@peacefulpenelope5054I lost my reply and can't edit it, but also I had a very messed up childhood. Messed up childhood, FASD, severe mental illness - that's a triple combo for the NHS treating one less favourably It's endemic in the NHS to treat "psychiatric", even when like this guy wasn't actually originally psychiatric, in a poor way. I know it's happens elsewhere, but here it gets you 31 hour waits in a seat with two security guards or it gets me 8 police officers dealing with me losing my mind and again the police have picked up the pieces. The NHS, eh. It's suffering.

[@angelicahancock7939]

Dr Grande speaking from the heart😭❤😭👏

[@LúciaKitten]

Your personal experiences at the end of this analysis was an added bonus, chef's kiss. I appreciate you, your time and the insights you bring to each of these cases, Dr. Grande. Hope you have a wonderful week, we'll "see" you tomorrow.

[@stargater2892]

Your thoughts were appreciated. I agree you are the future. You are my go-to. May John Balson rest in peace, and his daughter know there are people who care.

[@katherineellinghame]

Thank goodness! I always cringe when I see people say they want to see their favorite content creators 'get their own show on TV' without understanding the true destructive tendencies that can be involved in doing so. The polished result is what people see as entertainment. Behind everything is often an environment rife with all that is cutthroat and soulless. Feel free to bloom where you're planted, Dr. Grande. Please and thank you.

[@paulperry7091]

Very true. The happiest musicians and artists I know are not megastars, but they do work and have a side gig to keep the pressure off.

[@bthomson]

My very favorite happening just happened! Dr. Grande talking to us! This kind of communication is so cool!

[@cartomancycarmen]

RIP John. He was my age and went into the same field though I left in 2009 and he stuck with it. I hope his children know how difficult journalism became since our childhood. It’s truly changed for the worst.

[@tamarrapetrie9345]

I really appreciate you Dr Grande. When I’m having anxiety my husband will help me in anyway he can and he often puts your show on because listening to you has a very calming effect on me. So for me what you do really matters and helps my mental health. Thank you for being consistent, educational, entertaining, and my favorite content creator!

[@henrytaylor7377]

Same here helps me with insomnia

[@beyondfaking]

31 hours in emergency waiting to be seen? His family should sue the hospital....

[@armynurseshark]

I believe Dr. Grande said that there were no beds available so that’s why he sat on a chair & was watched. The lack of bed availability is a scandal of its own. Often there are beds, but no staff.

[@patrikfloding7985]

Just your standard NHS stuff. 14 years of the Tories governing the UK.

[@armynurseshark]

@@patrikfloding7985 I am a veteran nurse in the USA & have watched this happen here as well.

[@narcdetester2102]

​@@patrikfloding7985Sorry but it's only going to get worse under the current government

[@YTStoleMyUsername]

Even if I was just there because of a minor injury or illness, I think I'd be ready to unalive myself after being forced to sit and wait in a chair for 31 hours. Even the worst police interrogations don't go on *that* long. That's like solitary confinement... in your mind. That hospital needs to have practices in place for those situations, like referring or moving patients to nearby facilities in case of overflow. I'm no expert so I can't say if that's feasible there, but either way what happened (or is still happening) indicates a terrible lack of management despite the high demand and lack of resources, and something needs to change.

[@Bebecat477]

Sounds like he was under tremendous stress, but I feel his illness just wore him down. He probably thought why I am going to the doctor, just going to be more of the same. Poor guy. Sad ending.

[@carynmartin6053]

🎉🎉🎉😊❤

[@mrskatiemacdonald]

Your promo picture of the meal and your precious puppy is outstanding 😁

[@LisaMarieB]

I love this extra gift of a look behind the scenes at the different hats you wear in such an unusual and exciting life. Thank you.

[@JohnRyan1776]

I was a crime reporter for eighteen years. I've been out of it for a long time, but sometimes it still bothers me. It takes a certain kind of person to do work like this well. You have to be suited to it, or you will have problems.

[@LadyAsh8898]

Thank you for always keeping it real Dr. Grande. Much appreciated.

[@Titanium_Cranium]

Loved seeing the Doc talk off the cuff and relate his personal experiences in an informal manner like this.

[@alexandramail930]

Poor John! I have been where he was whereby I was misdiagnosed over and over. It's so frustrating and depressing.

[@mailoe9147]

I feel sad for this guy.. he wasn't given the help he needed and now he's gone and his daughter has to miss her dad. Really loved to hear about your personal experience and view!! 🤩

[@AmandaLeigh1004]

That poor man, he was 100% failed by the medical professionals.

[@carlyrennae3963]

You are so right Dr Grande ! Why would you want to work for TV production when you have this amazing platform and you are the boss !!! 🎉❤ roll on Grande !!!

[@franksnowboarder]

After 31 hours of sitting in the chair , I wonder how many people would be considering harm to themselves?

[@kingcosworth2643]

That socialised healthcare for you

[@alex_la_fantastica1632]

So sad. 😢 poor guy.

[@reggaespiritdance]

Always a pleasure to listen, I gave up on tv and mega production shows a while back. I love independent creators who care. I am glad you are happy here. You do a great job.

[@Hatohime]

Your voice really does soothe me before bed. My night time dose of Grande Goodnight from England

[@CB-ke9rs]

Clearly, Factor is Bella approved!🐕

[@notozknows]

To say that there is a need for 4000 'free-lance producers' in the first place tells you something, that the job sucks.

[@MrMrsMurder]

That’s what I thought too!

[@niskristensen7006]

If you are an independent business operator, settle the fee before you give any information. Make sure that you recieve payments often, so you know that the customer is villing and able to pay your invoices. Demanding even the smallest prepayment or advance payment will be an easy and sure way to weed out unserious companies. This way you secure you are dealing with management level who is autorized to pay your fees. Elsewise you will spent time on the students from the loval trade collage. Trust me, I have been there. With thanks for your great content. Greetings from Copenhagen , Denmark

[@penelopehughes-jones5265]

Thank you for this Dr Grande. This could have been my story, except for my doing a far less stressful job (piano teaching) and thankfully, the unaliving part. I hit 42 and had identical problems and an inability to get any help which went on for 13yrs. I don’t really know how my family and I coped. Eventually the worst of the symptoms diminished, for about 18months but recently they’ve returned. I’m glad you saw that it was the lack of treatment and pain that John endured that was his biggest adversary. I’m also glad that you’ve found a way to enlighten and help humanity in a way that works for you and your family…it is so much better all round than regurgitating the misery of others as a product to be consumed by the masses.

[@jkjives1786]

I enjoyed hearing your thoughts at the end!

[@LaniLanilei]

All you subscribers are amazing. It is you who keep Dr. Grande doing what he loves, producing videos daily. You can see he is here to stay because of your support. It makes me emotional to see 1.5M greatest subscribers supporting Dr. Grande.

[@holidayarmadillo8653]

Dr. Grande, just wanted to say you are a huge inspiration to me. I've been following your channel since when you first started locking down your now trademark phrases "first i'll look at the background of this case, then move to my analysis" and "this is just a theory, my opinion" are two of my favorites along with of course "just a reminder I'm not diagnosing anybody in this video only speculating on what *could* be happening in a situation *like* this"!! Its been a joy to watch your fantastic and educationally valuable channel continue to grow and grow more! The work you do is incredibly important, and I look up to you as a role model for how I would like to behave. I'm already an adult i'm 30, but I still feel i have so much more growing to do as a person, and you are someone I look up to and hope to be more like in my profession and in my personal life as I keep maturing. I would also like to be--like you are--someone who is intelligent (and uses his intelligence!), rational, clear of mind, considerate, thoughtful, gives back to those around him, and spends his efforts in a worthy cause everyday. I agree with you that this is the future not television, not just for you but for most people! Television continues to get less popular and KZbin and streaming are booming it feels like. Anyway, I say all that to say: Thank you for your educational videos and for the example you set for all of us showing what a healthy admirable contributor to society looks like. Doesn't take miracles, doesn't take massive fame, doesn't take going viral, it just takes everyday diligence and a sense of care and respect for the work and message that you put out into the world everyday. 🙏

[@LaniLanilei]

Excellent comment

[@maryannmorgan9846]

Cute dog in the food advert!

[@tpbrcombo]

I especially enjoyed the editorial at the end. The same high quality as the scripted material, but more personal. I hope you keep doing this whenever the mood takes you.

[@AMM3.]

You are doing what you're supposed to be doing right now, thank you 🙂

[@stt5v2002]

Some anti-depressants can transiently increase the risk of self harm during the first few weeks or months of years. I wonder if that played a rule here.

[@Juliet-y3g]

That is definitely a possibility. I had a horrible experience with Zoloft and I am still feeling the effects 4 years later.

[@ohioplayer-bl9em]

First few weeks? 😂.. more like forever. That stuff is poison to many and largely unproven

[@kingcosworth2643]

Most of them are useless

[@Lily-Root]

I’ve been watching your channel for many years! I love listening to your videos on my way to work and before bed. I must say I prefer your channel over big production true crime any day because of your straight forward and analytical approach. Instead of creating a dramatic story out of a tragedy you get straight to the point in a respectful and insightful way. It’s such a shame the production companies would advantage of your contributions!! Us on KZbin truly appreciate all the time and energy you put into your near daily uploads!! You rock!!!!!!!!❤️

[@kayzbluegenes]

I would "blame" the medical community more than the job. Had John been diagnosed and treated sooner, there may have been a different outcome.

[@abattle4101]

Agreed, Even if he couldn't be completely cured, if he had been treated with care and compassion throughout he may still be alive.

[@djk0125]

I've had at least 4 medical conditions/illnesses in which I was misdiagnosed by doctors. I didn't go to the doctor often & was healthy 99% of the time. I had terrible experiences when I desperately needed a doctor the most! I know now I can't depend on them because often they weren't that interested in my symptoms (because I wasn't actively dying) & they blew me off. One time resulted in a burst eardrum (SO painfull), second time I had a huge abcess in my neck which was obstruting my breathing & that was about to burst (I had to have surgery after seeing a 4th doctor & the third time I had to have a massive lumbar fusion surgery with 7 days in hospital & complications during hospitalization while my doctor went on vacation during that time. He'd initially diagnosed my back pain as a minor problem that would only require a day surgery/outpatient procedure. They seem to care less about what a patient has to say. There is no sense of urgency & there is little education that covers cross-referencing outside their medical specialty. If one doctor can't find the health problem one suffers from, they usually declare that "you're fine". No one would ever say "I don't know or This case is outside of my experience, you should try to see ______ who is much more experienced than I". The entire medical profession & business in the US sucks.

[@alexjhidell39]

I'm always impressed that the Dr. does his research and pronounces UK place names correctly. Something you can say for very few US podcasters and such like.

[@cass964]

I don’t have any subscription to any tv or show streaming service, I only have KZbin and nothing else. And on KZbin, Dr. Grande is the TOP priority!!! This means that I look forward to your videos every day and you are the top channel that I am sure to watch each and every single video. I showed you to my mom and my friends, they love you too. You are hilarious and smart and do such a thorough job of researching each case. Not to mention in such a SHORT amount of time - daily videos is such an undeserved gift to the world but we love it!!!!! Thank you Dr. Grande. You are the future of true crime and other popular event breakdowns in my opinion.

[@ieyeofday]

The last part of this video, where he shares his experiences was fascinating and informative for me. Thank you!

[@karis7649]

I really appreciated hearing your thoughts at the end of the video, and I like the slightly unscripted style when you offer that kind of encore additional depth to the videos. It always feels like you’re genuine, but I appreciated hearing your unique insight on the industry unfiltered.

[@makattak88]

You’re easily one of the best current KZbinrs. Keep it up!

[@ds4284]

I appreciate your behind the scenes comments. You come across as a genuine, caring person.

[@LaniLanilei]

He is.

[@terrilltops3421]

Well Dr. G, I sense that you are a honest guy and that is why I watch your videos everyday. Keep up the great work and don’t worry about the haters and cheaters.

[@gomanda]

Thank you for sharing your analysis - especially regarding your experience with true crime producers/production companies. One of the qualities you often ascribe to perpetrators of crime is a sense of entitlement. It sounds like some of these streaming companies and shows have a sense of entitlement, as if they are entitled to the time, experience, and expertise of contributors. I always appreciate your thoughtful, meaningful analyses and am glad you're able to contribute through this channel.

[@sinkingslowlywithasmile]

Woohoo Thanks for the upload Doc. Perfect timing for a small break for me while the kids nap. Love listening to you in Congress Az.

[@gossamer9966]

You know what job is dark and stressful? Coroner, homicide detective, first responders, the list goes on. I don't think anyone with sense actually believes his job gave him a neurological disease. He needed something better than the NHS had to offer.

[@jakebe4915]

Great discussion. Bravo, Dr. Grande..

[@loriethayermorse162]

As someone who spent many years trying to get properly diagnosed, I can confirm not being believed and told it was all in my head caused way more pain and suffering that no one deserves.

[@kingcosworth2643]

It's infuriating isn't it.

[@Knightly7611]

You do a fantastic job Dr Grande. Importantly to me you model logical thinking and informed, considered opinion. This is a great thing to have available to viewers.

[@cesspools-in-eden]

really enjoyed the afterthoughts and your personal insights in this video, thanks Dr. Grande!

[@bronsiee]

RIP John. Thank you for adding your thoughts at the end Dr Grande

[@Whitericeinmysalad]

We should be seriously concerned with the deceitful media. Some people are so deceived.

[@user-me8pz1he4b]

Yesssss media is cia owned

[@LBdreamin]

The Ministry of Truth with lies

[@franceslynch8815]

Your sincerity alone draws people to you. You carefully give thought and meaning to every case you analyse without drama or embellisments, as others do on social media. I feel you provide a calming balanced opinion on some of life's everyday horrors. It's shameful to hear how some production companies use people then discard after contributors do research and make precious time to bring value to their shows. Thank you dr.G for this enlightening video on that poor man let down by the NHS🧡

[@beautifulsunset4071]

I very much enjoyed the last bit where you talked about your experiences in the true crime production community. It was nice to hear a bit about an aspect of your life. Also, I find this case incredibly sad. He clearly had a medical issue going on compounded by the stress of not being able to work because of it and he couldn't even do any of the things he enjoyed. I can't imagine being in that much pain and having your vision impaired in that way for such a long time and then not getting the help that you need when you go to the hospital. 😔

[@classicfuturehouse]

Dr. Grande, once again your analysis is seemingly spot on. True-Crime is quite interesting, it does appear that the insatiable need for content has driven down the actual strength of programming. I thoroughly enjoy your deep dives, and the humor is always well placed. Thanks for letting us in on a little of your experience.

[@topgamer8289]

Can't remember the last time Dr. Grande had an episode this long. We feast!

[@charliechurch5004]

Doctor Grande my teen daughters love your channel. You are such a gentle soul. I'm grateful for u. ❤

[@ObsessiveCompulsiveClown]

A lot of people who don't live with migraines seem to underestimate how debilitating they are. I've certainly had some points in my life where I've contemplated ending it because the pain and neurological symptoms are just too much.

[@kingcosworth2643]

Have you tried the triptane family of migraine tablets, they where a godsend for me, they work on vascular style migraines

[@ObsessiveCompulsiveClown]

@@kingcosworth2643 sumatriptan definitely helps

[@ObsessiveCompulsiveClown]

Unfortunately it doesn't always get rid of it 100% (generally I wake up with migraines so I can't take it when the aura starts) and I think you're only supposed to take it 3 times a month, but sumatriptan and zofran have certainly gotten me out of some tough spots.

[@YTStoleMyUsername]

Echoing what most others said, I loved you sharing your personal thoughts & experiences at the end. If another story ever resonates with your history, I would really love to see you do that again! But your fans will be here no matter what you put out - you could just sit there and go on about the weather and I'd be happy to watch 😊

[@luluadapa5222]

The unscripted end was perfect. Thank you for your analysis Dr Grande 🙏

[@katiewallace7571]

Your impeccable methodology is an example of the value of academics. You are an educator. I found your channel when I needed information. Over the past decade, I feel I have acquired very very expensive information along with the best possible example of how to use the information. You are no doubt an effective professor. I used this example of logic to reign in my skill set via better practices. You deserve compensation. I hope patreon continues to serve your household beyond the pop trends.

[@RullXov]

Thank you for this well done presentation, Dr. Grande.

[@samuelamundala6727]

The transitioning from you presenting the case, to then giving your own personal position on the subject worked very well. The contrast is definitely evident between your initial objective reporting, and following personal position of yours - it seemed like you came from an approach of compassion and thoroughness, which is greatly appreciated.

[@KellyOShea6366]

This is THEE best Grande ever. Thank you for coming to work today.. ❤️☘️

[@franwebb7756]

Glad you're not going there, but staying with your channel. We love your content ❤️🎉

[@FroggyBarnett]

Morning from chilly Sydney Australia, Dr G and friends. Have an awesome day folks

[@vjdalady]

Awesome and Honest! Thank you for that Dr. Grande!

[@kathywellerart]

So much respect, Dr Grande. Thanks for sharing your experience and wisdom.

[@jennifer1996xxxx]

You are doing the best job EVER Dr. Grande, and a lot of us, your fans, deem you as the news. We look to you to break down the issues, we trust you. You ARE the future of interesting dialogue ❤️

[@HumanimalChannel]

Riminal Profiler Pat Brown has stopped working for these productions. They not only do not pay but they will also edit your contribution in a way that twists what was said and meant.

[@heatherl4739]

I don't watch TV much at all. I spend most of my day listening to podcasts and videos like yours on youtube. I find more entertainment in that. Keep doing what you're doing, Dr. G! It's much appreciated 👏 In regards to this story, I certainly sympathize with him. I've suffered from chronic migraines for over 20 years, and they are debilitating.

[@alexedmond6105]

Always cool to hear personal thoughts and anecdotes from the doc himself

[@miriamorwin7603]

Dear Dr Grande fantastic episode your channel is a blessing to everyone who watches. Kind regards.

[@RachelSnijders001]

My experience with most production companies is not too positive either. They don't even care about their full-time staff either. Stay where you are, Dr. G. You are fabulous.

[@nutellabrot9047]

Over the last years this is my favorite channel. I and also the people around me don't watch TV anymore - just KZbin

[@kathybradley156]

You are exactly correct as to why I respect your content. It does give context, does not sensationalize the victim, helps us get an insight into human extremes. Thank you.

[@UncleJoeLITE]

Dr Grande smashing that 4th wall! Good on you