Drugs Are Probably The Only Reason I Haven't Kill Myself - Euphoria 01x00

[@ceceoxo2129]

People don’t understand the beauty of this episode. It’s so raw and real. Drug addiction isn’t a glitz and glamor pop euphoric soundtrack. It may be that when you’re hight but eventually you come back to fucking reality and that’s what this episode is.

[@Kamoblue]

Exactly. So true. I’ve been Rue since I was 13. I’m 27 now. I’ve had an Ali in my life that still encourages me to this day despite all of the ups and downs he’s seen me go through. Addiction is real and rough and painful. Sometimes compassion like this is what we need most to help us through.

[@aly435]

preach

[@yourstrength1314]

Addiction bring out the worst in you, I’m glad I have a Ali in my life my Dad ❤️

[@jacencib]

Eventually, sadly this is fairy tale for most. "Coming back to reality" is almost impossible after addiction.

[@BaileyGianniniTalks]

@@Kamoblue I definitely appreciate your comment. I have never done illegal drugs and if there's one thing that I've learned is that there's a difference between medicine and illegal drugs. I'm gonna be 28 years old next month and I believe in prolonging human life, not making it shorter.

[@tani6071]

I need a wise man like that in my life fr.

[@newolympiangod8134]

You couldn't handle it trust me we break people down to their very core. And most say they can take it until it becomes to real for them to handle then they run.

[@brin7768]

Well He was always Betrayal in 'Fear The Walking dead' 🤣

[@Shalalalala_666]

@@newolympiangod8134 Lol I'm probably meaner but if anything I'd probably break down from someone beauting around the bush

[@mongopoe5099]

Read Mohamed alis autobiography

[@GoddesssofMind]

Same.

[@Alexrevmusic]

The amount of wisdom Ali has , i don’t think people recognize it enough. This is by far the best episode. It feels like a therapy session and i felt like he was talking to me.

[@JEZZE4322]

His name is Ali. Martin had no wisdom

[@lanie763]

Agreed!!!! Coleman Domingo is an amazingly talented actor.

[@sar44qii69]

Isn't he muslim in this show

[@nurhaywood8899]

@@sar44qii69 yep, he is.

[@docwhiskey8309]

I love Ali and the actor playing him. Once in a lifetime you might be lucky to find one person with the patience, compassion, and empathy, Ali is showing here. And the actors performance is nothing short of raw and beautiful in its honesty

[@imenek4577]

Or you can also be that person.

[@kerrid5717]

I can’t believe she snapped at him and broke his heart 😭 i like their friendship i hope rue can apologize “you gonna hit me” was so out of pocket

[@makaylagray2553]

Fr she was so mean

[@aarongutierrez7705]

Sooooo have you watched ep 5? I think it ties up the first four and answered my questions perfectly

[@ITSRACHELNINA]

They really do portray how cruel drugs can make people.

[@niahoad]

Mindset of an addict: you dont give a flying fluck about everyone and everything

[@Agaetis181]

.u😅Touch and hold a clip to pin it. Unpinned clips will be deleted after 1 hour.😅Touch and hold a clip to pin it. Unpinned clips will be deleted after 1 hour.😅Touch and hold a clip to pin it. Unpinned clips will be deleted after 1 hour.Touch and hold a clip to pin it. Unpinned clips will be deleted after 1 hour.Tap on a clip to paste it in the text box.Touch and hold a clip to pin it. Unpinned clips will be deleted after 1 hour.Touch and hold a clip to pin it. Unpinned clips will be deleted after 1 hour.Tap on a clip to paste it in the text box.Touch and hold a clip to pin it. Unpinned clips will be deleted after 1 hour.Touch and hold a clip to pin it. Unpinned clips will be deleted after 1 hour.​@@aarongutierrez7705

[@pizzaparty23]

I've been an addict for 30 yrs and in recovery on and off, this is the talk every addict needs to hear. You can tell the writer is in recovery. This is some real ish. If you don't have a sponsor, use this. It's so true.

[@mercurytheplanet3326]

Hey we're here for you I promise there are so many reasons not to end yourself we're here for you good luck on your recovery we believe in you! I'm proud of you for starting recovery I know it's hard 1. You're amazing and deserve a live you're amazing and your life matters you deserve to be here. 2. You aren't alone. I know it may feel hopeless and worthless but there is a light coming from me and many others it DOES get better. 3. You're worth everything the world has to offer like legitimately tell me anything and you deserve to live no matter what you think. Many people think they're a bad person but there's something called OCD and many other mental health issues that make you think you're a bad person and you aren't no matter what you think!

[@papasscooperiaworker3649]

@@mercurytheplanet3326???

[@user-Mia-123]

Whish you the best♥️ stay safe and healthy.

[@cruzalvarez6875]

She said exactly what I felt and feel.

[@allieb6421]

You feel better soon.

[@francismunozcoll4490]

I ve been 26 monts clean. And its whort it. Trust me, i used to think the same way for so long but that change. Try to be clean

[@jaciannahelton594]

@Francisco Muñoz Coll I’m so proud of you ♥️!

[@haraldsson3495]

@@francismunozcoll4490 good for you for getting out of it, some of us aren't so fortunate.

[@jacobheise3951]

I'm with you Cruz, we'll ride it out together

[@qboro7182]

This whole episode I was in tears. Serious genius writing

[@m.worthy]

I like that the writer(s) brought Rue's comment/sentiment back in Season 2, Episode 3, right after Gia and Rue had their shouting/yelling exchange. kzbin.info/www/bejne/eXrdZGmArKtsg6s Moments afterward, Rue reiterates (to Gia) the words/sentiment she'd told Ali.

[@Peachie4011]

Same. It is scary how accurate it is.

[@elenaprodan871]

what episode is this?

[@milagrosmiracle80]

I really need someone like this in my life. To break me down to the very core to make me understand things idgaf if it hurts I need it.

[@andreak5552]

Psychologists are for that there's also online therapy options and counselors you can talk to via mail if the actual thing is inaccessible

[@foltosmaci]

@@andreak5552 how and where?

[@ratman202]

Are you ok? Because I'm not doing to well either. If you want to talk I'm here.

[@mercurytheplanet3326]

@@foltosmaci there are some near areas and some virtual you can actually contact a lot of people virtual for those who can't go in person cause I know some people have a hard time getting to someone in real life

[@TheFoxHound626]

@@andreak5552 those all cost money though and it's like super expensive

[@JrtheKing91]

Ali checked her with reality.

[@SahloFolina2161]

Sometimes we need that.

[@deadfawn12]

She needs him again now 😭

[@lvrose1968]

Lol love when he says "stop wasting my mf'in time" 💀

[@Dreammovieofficial]

thats a PACINO line from HEAT.

[@MsRugrats12]

This is why you always need befriend an older person with wisdom. They have experienced more, they are honest, and make you hold yourself accountable rather you like it or not. They know when to meek or blunt. Just keep in mind age doesn't bring wisdom experience does

[@josswossboss]

This episode hit me the hardest. My favorite episode of all time I always rewatch it

[@karabokhanyile]

Same

[@santoast3018]

Damn this was some real ass shit he just said damn! I’m watching this show now

[@linacorello5351]

I really needed to hear this right now

[@aphrodite7821]

the most darkest episode only few did feel it

[@vixxp2856]

You need to work on your english skills

[@rimu8288]

He’s so good This guy

[@sablesenegal7488]

This is my favorite episode of the series so far!

[@wanderinginthewoods_sam]

I've been clean from opiates since 2015 and everything Rue said is truthful and takes guts to say. This is exactly how I felt. I felt like I wanted to die because I thought I was too sensitive to this world. I didn't feel like I belonged. I hated who I was because I have PTSD. But now I'm learning to love myself.

[@bellapatinoo]

i relate to her so much im so glad rue exists makes me feel like I'm not alone

[@MegaMan-bs3oy]

I know this helped a lot of people. Me included. I have watched this ep like 10-15 times. Everything they both say hit me hard and really got me thinking about my own mental health. Her anxiety and depression breaks my heart. I have suffered with this shit for over 20 years and I feel everything she says. There is something fundamentally wrong with this country when young kids not even out of high school yet feel like they are useless and their life is meaningless. Mine started when I was 14 and 20 years later I am finally starting to open up about it with friends and family. This show and Bojack Horseman really gave me that wake up moment.

[@user-ux3vw6mb4k]

Sending you love. I hope you have a beautiful life.

[@Karl_Drogo55]

Real as it GETS...powerful scene and truth bomb after truth bomb..Love that character..

[@katiebenson5193]

i have told people this exact line many times and its so true drugs saved my life

[@TchudakPOV]

no it only makes it worse

[@Karl_Drogo55]

You think they did, they're only delaying the root of your problems that you need to address..Drugs are nothing but fleeting...and burning $ holes in your pocket nonetheless. Addiction is a mental prison we willingly put and keep ourselves in..I've been there trust me.

[@megyncasteel1165]

drugs are ruining your life

[@mbg140897]

I’m 90 days sober of alcohol. I had a pretty big problem. One thing I can tell you is that you hear time and time again that goes in one ear and out the other and you don’t think much about is “your problems are still there regardless.” Once you’re on the other side, you finally realize how true that is.

[@katiebenson5193]

@@mbg140897 really my comment was deleted? Or what the fuck happened grow up people all because someone sees a comment doesn't mean it will make them agree with me and if they do its because they already feel the same way I do

[@KhoasSmith]

They both do an amazing job acting cause it feels so real!

[@xenopis7862]

When you take drugs, it takes you out of the world. Makes you forget how to deal with how shitty reality is and can be.

[@moonieland]

I really wish I had someone like him when I was getting clean. To have someone tell me they felt the same way I did when i just started getting clean and be so brutally honest at the same time would've probably helped me through the process.

[@m.worthy]

I like that the writer(s) brought Rue's comment/sentiment back in _Season 2, Episode 3,_ right after Gia and Rue had their shouting/yelling exchange. kzbin.info/www/bejne/emGwaKpoh9-in9k _"When I'm sober, that's what I think about."_ But in _Season 2, Episode 3,_ Rue's words are associated with _"gaslighting"._

[@isabel6256]

That’s definitely true, when she’s sober but she has awful thoughts BUT she used that fact to emotionally manipulate gia into letting her smoke

[@emilyfisher7060]

People just misuse that term constantly. It was a fucked up and manipulative thing to say the way she did but that doesn’t mean it wasn’t true.

[@Phantomopery5]

Oh my god. This is so eye opening and true.

[@Asma-ow8fu]

I need someone like Ali in my life

[@tyagi800]

I have noticed that almost every clip in any movie we see were a person surrounded by any drug whether using it or giving it... The scenes always stuck in the mind of people who was already intrested to know more of these..!!! Free advertisement for Local dealers, Distributers & Cartels as well..!! Bravo... But Apart from this the Movie is excellent..!!!

[@SabrinaRhoades13]

I feel this so much…

[@poltergeist7302]

this is srsly the only episode of euphoria that i love. it isnt fucking confusing and its just one of the most beautiful things in film nowadays. i genuinely cant stand this show after the burning ball of garbage that s2 was. but any scenes with rue and ali are just fucking amazing and i wish the show wasnt so bad because this episode was pure gold.

[@elizabethbassett6598]

'You got clean once to kill yourself' 'You don't know how to live life' 'In Reality you give so much of a fuck you can't bare to be alive' These lines cut into my soul ngl...

[@georgee3762]

relate man

[@kayhlani8016]

I need him in my life

[@StephanieMorrissey123]

Change "drugs" to "not wanting to hurt my family" and that's me 100%.

[@mercurytheplanet3326]

Hey we're here for you I promise there are so many reasons not to end yourself we're here for you I promise you deserve to be here please don't give up: 1. You're amazing and deserve a live you're amazing and your life matters you deserve to be here. 2. You aren't alone. I know it may feel hopeless and worthless but there is a light coming from me and many others it DOES get better. 3. You're worth everything the world has to offer like legitimately tell me anything and you deserve to live no matter what you think. Many people think they're a bad person but there's something called OCD and many other mental health issues that make you think you're a bad person and you aren't no matter what you think!

[@chihirovis1820]

This scene kinda hits hard

[@ch9mpion]

I hope to meet a guy like him and maybe have a talk like this scene

[@butteredtoast7110]

So this is what Victor Strand was doing before the zombie apocalypse.

[@godatdusk]

*relates*

[@elephant327]

Please dont♥️

[@safaa4082]

being on drugs isn’t an aesthetic grow up

[@logolessscenpacks5328]

@@safaa4082 don’t be rude, we don’t know what this person is going through

[@mercurytheplanet3326]

Hey if anyone wants to talk im here please don't give up

[@anonymousnation5235]

Ali just called me out. I am a Rue and I keep pretending I don't care when in fact, I care more than anybody ever could. It's a challenge for me to dial my emotions down because they drown me and I get into bad coping mechanisms

[@FreeDom-lz4yg]

100%

[@FreeDom-lz4yg]

Drug or not I'm happy for some time

[@rosiewillisread7850]

i love this i raa needed this haha

[@nathan7800]

I need Ali in my life

[@AmazingAsian]

Wish I had a dad to give me advice like this....

[@Drew_HBK]

Favorite episode in the whole series ironically.

[@danielleleon5318]

I wonder how he would have reacted t an older person feeling the same.

[@squid3065]

i wanted to die so bad when i was using and the only reason i didnt kill myself was because i didnt wanna stop getting high. so i relate to this but hey im sober now

[@TheKingOfWaves]

Good for you keep going you've got this

[@krys4013]

for me, it’s alcohol/ and I can promise you it’s not fun

[@mercurytheplanet3326]

Hey we're here for you I promise there are so many reasons not to end yourself we're here for you and alcohol is making it worse I know it may not feel like that but they are I promise recovery is worth it we're all here for you every step of the way please don't give up you matter 1. You're amazing and deserve a live you're amazing and your life matters you deserve to be here. 2. You aren't alone. I know it may feel hopeless and worthless but there is a light coming from me and many others it DOES get better. 3. You're worth everything the world has to offer like legitimately tell me anything and you deserve to live no matter what you think. Many people think they're a bad person but there's something called OCD and many other mental health issues that make you think you're a bad person and you aren't no matter what you think

[@krys4013]

@@mercurytheplanet3326 ​ @Jolyne Thanks for writing that, because I was actually thinking about what kinda person I am randomly minutes before I read your comment. And you pretty much just described how I feel everyday; I understand alcohol makes it worse but it's also a nice escape some nights unfortunately...I don't feel worthless but I feel completely lost in life and pretty hopeless some days. I'm not gonna give up, however on some better days I wonder how I've even made it this far since I was 7, I'm currently 18. I forgot I even commented on here so it was nice to see that, I appreciate it

[@AlyssaQ420]

I can relate.

[@Gorgeousbaebeauty]

Ali so smart man and so happy he was in Rue life 😩🥺

[@SubUnit101]

Without me huffing... I prolly wouldn't be here. I'm clean now but like I couldn't face life without it I couldn't do it

[@Makeupbykeenan]

Honestly I need help this trigger me.

[@urdadsonic1036]

? As in make you mad or ???? Trigger doesn't mean mad

[@mercurytheplanet3326]

@@urdadsonic1036 I think they meant that like not anger trigger but like emotionally triggered them/ reminder/ flashbacks of things in their life sorry I can't explain

[@mercurytheplanet3326]

Hey we're here for you

[@jiji3917]

Where can I watch this ep free?

[@edwina00]

@@KamikazeK219 you don’t even know what a lifesaver you are for this

[@KamikazeK219]

@@edwina00 Everybody should be watching this 👍

[@Cybo-18]

@@KamikazeK219 thanks bro

[@sonwabilemdluli3231]

@@KamikazeK219thanks

[@joe7201]

@@KamikazeK219 do you need vpn

[@JustSomeCanadianGuy]

Ali should get a spin-off.

[@Soooealiyah]

How you recorded this cause

[@shawnnaidu2431]

Ali ain’t fuckin around 💪🏾💪🏾💪🏾💪🏾💪🏾💪🏾

[@dovelugosi]

She said it I didn't. I wouldn't have said that to this child this is the best way to drive her backs to doing drugs, he's just feeding her point here.

[@jaredmcsauce6467]

Bars

[@issa4767]

Fair enough

[@bongsoc7]

What episode is this and what season

[@markopolo816]

It's a special episode. takes place after sometime after the train station scene. You can find it on HBO Max. Its called Special Episode Part 1: Rue. there's also another special episode about Jules

[@kg1552]

I miss my old sponsor he was jus like Ali

[@vortex3987]

what episode is this from?

[@sdjd2570]

The special episode they filmed inbetween s1 and s2. They filmed one about rue and one about jules

[@vortex3987]

@@sdjd2570 thanks

[@BaileyGianniniTalks]

I do hope drug addicts in real life get the help that they need, suicide is extremely sad and depressing to hear, but it does happen. Everyone in this world needs to know that committing suicide isn't dying, it's actually quitting life. There should be no reason anyone should want to end their life in this life time. No matter how bad things get there's support and help available.

[@ZyanoseBiggestFan]

Oxy saved my life but it’s also ruined it.

[@kingj_137mc3]

God have mercy on u through Christ

[@mannyq5320]

But like… how have they not had an LSD inspired episode? Oh yeah cause LSD is beautiful and you can’t tarnish good ole Lucy 😌

[@namoclock3546]

i hope you get the professional help you obviously need

[@lexi4booksilovebenji]

Acid is GREAT 😊

[@shadowburn4025]

isenmt he the priest from lucifer

[@aliceoz1397]

It is

[@variousJnames]

The story of every junkie loser.

[@dree_ei]

And what are you ?

[@Jacson_23]

@@dree_eiAnother loser. Dealing with shit that may or may not be drugs. This is their only way of having some power in their life…if they’re shitting on someone else

[@fragileguyguy7226]

This episode is subconsciously trying to make me believe that Zendaya eats. Thank about it.

[@karabokhanyile]

What the fuck

[@logolessscenpacks5328]

Yeah let’s not do this

[@mercurytheplanet3326]

@@logolessscenpacks5328 wait what does this comment mean?

[@logolessscenpacks5328]

@@mercurytheplanet3326 it’s a comment on Zendaya’s body and the fact that she’s skinny

[@joemama3055]

"Fragile guy"

[@magxel]

💀 🤣

[@rikumajumder1558]

Look like something a edgy 1st year would write in their writing/art class.

[@pupykig4914]

?

[@rikumajumder1558]

@@pupykig4914 I can't help you learn English, sorry.

[@69Satan69]

We get it, you're not like other teenagers.

[@rikumajumder1558]

@@69Satan69 I am like every other teenager. If you think this show is how teenagers are then need to go outside and touch grass emo freak.

[@kaylanawilliams6937]

Found the contrarian 💀

[@ariell6489]

Wow. I needed a sponsor like him!