CHRISTMAS DAY 2018 VLOG - BEST DAY EVER! + WHAT I ATE ON CHRISTMAS DAY - ANOREXIA RECOVERY

HAPPY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!
I hope you are all having an amazing time celebrating!
We had such a good day! I am so grateful to be able to spend time with the most amazing people in the world.
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[@mayalittleliar]

"anD IIIIIIII" "SHUT UP alisha" classic dad

[@aesyfreedom9655]

list of comments in one now. 1. your dad's pain is painful to watch but i know he loves you, do not ever doubt that when he reminds you that you need to do better or recover - they all want the best for you and it's beautiful. 2. you did BRILLIANTLY. i was so happy watching this. you really did well. 3. you and your sister had lovely christmas outfits! 4. @ your mum, i used to look thru the quality street wrappers too 5. not a criticism, but maybe a good recovery pointer is to stop double checking on if your portions are too big or if you're eating too much because their answer is always going to be no. you can't have too much if that's what you're hungry for right now.

[@its_msk]

People can love you but still not be healthy or positive for your mental health

[@FroggyTWrite]

@Dawny K as far as what i have seen he is not toxic, just pretty blunt which is not inherently unhealthy, especially when it comes from a place of love. eating disorders often involve delusional thinking / beliefs and not challenging them is actually quite unhealthy. a bit more tact and coaching on how to go about it would not hurt, but from what we have seen in the videos she probably does not like it because he is speaking some pretty raw truths (he also probably sees / knows things we don't)

[@underthestarsoverthemoon4259]

Dawny K so true. My family loves me but not healthy or positive for my mental health.

[@MollyRoss28]

Dawny K I used to think this about my family but looking back I needed them and their bluntness. It may seem they aren't healthy for her mental health but they are.

[@SnoWhiteSally]

Double checking and asking for assurance is always going to be hard to break. I do it with my OCD and I know I don’t need it but it’s like a horrible compulsion. I’m really proud of you though. It’s hard to beat the habits but you did great.

[@aoifemariasully9270]

your mum is such a positive energy, the way she is with you is perfect, what a diamond

[@Nicolacurran1]

Honestly your Dad saying you had a pot belly while in hospital was awful. I remember when I was recovering from anorexia and gained weight. We were at a family wedding and I had an outfit on that showed a small bit of my belly which exposed a microscopic little roll of fat on my belly when I sat down and out of happiness my Dad pinched it and started laughing. I was so upset, mortified and I really wanted to restrict for weeks afterwards. People have to be really careful about their words around ED sufferers. Flippant remarks can really set them back.

[@leahmulliner6422]

Watching this back, it’s crazy to see how much happier you look now, and how less worried you are about food. So proud of you!

[@KC-ed6jt]

I cried out of pure joy at the amount you ate, I AM SO PROUD OF YOU ELZANI!! You did so well, this was absolutely beautiful & totally inspiring!!! THANK YOU for your courage, strength & effort toward recovery!!! 👏💪💖👑

[@elladenham330]

I’m so sick of all these comments saying her dad isn’t encouraging or supportive. Elzani doesn’t vlog everything and you guys assuming he isn’t good through her recovery is disgusting. As somebody who was been struggling with anorexia nervosa restrictive type of 11 months I can say that some dads are very supportive but take a step back. Elzani dad reminds me of my dad. My dad doesn’t really talk about it too me that much but when I’m upset or my Ed is around he’s always there but i tend too tell my mum everything.. her dads visibly worried about elzani and the pain and stress he must go through is unimaginable and the fact that people comment on this video having no idea what her family have been through is disgusting. And with her sisters. They don’t know what it’s like to have an Ed and I bet they do there absolute best to understand her.. I have seen vlogs where they’ve been very supportive and I bet there worried about there sister too. I’m sorry but it had too be said. Your doing so well elzani, I’m updated with your channel and have gone back to watch your old vlogs as they help with my recovery a lot. I’m proud, I love you xx

[@petitehippie7064]

I agree. My dad doesn't like mentioning it at all. I completely understand. After years of putting up with it, he is fed up. I don't blame him at all.

[@lisalaws7427]

Thank you! All if her family will deal with this in their own ways as well. It's hard on all of them and like you said, we only see so much of their lives

[@sackme4377]

Some of the things he said could be damaging but I feel like she knows how she means it, it's her dad, she knows he means well, even if he doesn't communicate it in a way that we think would be best. It could set her back but he's always doing his best to be there for her and encourage her, she knows she has to continue for herself, first, then her family.

[@nineix2261]

Aww your nan is an angel adding the extra scratch card fun to everyone's Christmas crackers! What an amazing Christmas, thanks for sharing it with us, hun. Looking forward to an even better one next year! :)

[@elzani6744]

so lovely, what a cool thing to do! I am glad you enjoyed watching, it was the greatest x

[@kmd10533]

You have thousands of people supporting you getting better! Keep going...i wish I was your age and could choose recovery instead of always reverting back to my eating disorder. You can have whatever life you want and put this behind you...it doesn’t go away on its own..you need to fight it out of you. Believe me, 25 yrs later I missed out on a whole life

[@sherizenortje6810]

Well done girl!!!! Indulge in the things you feel you want at that exact moment, give yourself everything you felt you couldn’t. I wish you all the best in your recovery, we’re all behind you, thinking of you, and hoping for a steady and fast recovery! That’s my Christmas wish for you.

[@clementine3431]

Elzani, although it may continue to be hard at times, I wanted to let you know that you are both doing and looking so much better! Very proud; keep up the good work!

[@Creative_contour]

Wow I’m bawling my eyes out at your grandmas present and this is me came on 💜 you did so amazing!!

[@emiliapatalon]

Oh my god elzani you can’t imagine how much I would love to be friends with you. You’re so awesome and I just love watching your videos of your journey to a better life. I have an eating disorder too but I’m fighting and so are you. I know that it’s hard sometimes but you have such a lovely family who will always be there for you. You’re such a big fighter. Keep on!😊 Greetings from Germany 🇩🇪

[@melsbespokenails3118]

I’m learning so much from you, what a fighter! I was very ignorant at one point and didn’t understand what a devastating illness anorexia is. I’ve been trying to educate myself and I found you. Your family are amazing and proof that love can conquer all. I have a very high appreciation for the fight you fight everyday and only wish you fully recover and live the life you deserve! Much love Mel xxx

[@Coloredsprinklegirl]

You can tell that you are just the sweetest soul!! You deserve this chance to turn it all around and create a life full of health and happiness:)

[@laurensummer1412]

I love how determined you are, but just a reminder it’s really normal even for non ED people to have a bad eating day weather it be too much or too little. So if you do slip up one day soon, just know it’s temporary and you can move past it the very next day :) xx

[@elzani6744]

that is so true xx

[@justcraftit2867]

In ed recovery no food is unhealthy and you really can’t eat “too much”

[@denamullen340]

Your such a beautiful person inside and out! Proud of you! 💗💗. Also I’m obsessed with your family meals, your mom seems like the best cook! What were those round brown things at dinner? Still need a cook with mom video!

[@Zenithxblack]

I think they are Yorkshire Puddings.

[@sosob1540]

TheHouse Wren xx

[@eilidhkwood]

Yorkshire puddings all the way.

[@lanicamille239]

you did absolutely amazing! wonderful to see you recognizing that you’ve finished your food & accepting yourself for it. thank you for having the courage to share your journey with the world. i’m proud of you. BUT stop promising to other people that you’ll keep eating, promise yourself! your the most important person. i would love to give you hugs and kisses! you’ve done a great job & have come a long way ! everything takes time so don’t forget that your a work in progress. if nobody has told you yet today, i love you! i love you for being so strong & brave & outgoing! i may not know u but i see your talent & you truly have a pure soul & great heart. keep it up please !!! if you fail, get back up and keep going. ITS ALRIGHT TO HAVE BAD DAYS AND BE NEGATIVE! don’t be discouraged cause u are having a hard time, it’s ok to feel sad. it’s ok to be unhappy. BUT ITS THE WAY U GET BACK UP & NOT LET IT BRING YOU DOWN FOREVER IS WHAT MATTERS!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@emilyrose4320]

Elizani-- we're holding you to it. This time next year, you'll be doing the swim and be doing better! We're here for you! ❤️ happy Christmas & new year! ☺️

[@jessami3692]

Girl you’ve come so far! Most inspirational young women on social media!!! Keep up the positive energy. Happy 2021!!!

[@sarahlou3017]

So proud of you Elzani! I kept thinking of you on christmas day when i was having a few food fears of my own and felt a little less alone and i faced them head on. Im 18 months in recovery now but your videos are so inspiring, please keep going . I know it will be scary at times and i was scared of the same things too but i promise you wont gain weight forever our bodies are far more clever than we give them credit for if we give them the fuel to do their thing! You are doing so well , just keep pushing through those not so good days, bodies do odd things when they get out of deprivation but it all levels out if you keep going. P.s we do the same thing with quality street wrappers too haha!

[@user-hb3bv6pv9p]

OH MY GOD 54 minutes of happiness! Love you! Merry Christmas!

[@tg3080]

You’re such a sweet, kind, lovely person. I know you’ll succeed in your recovery. I watched your first ever video about a year ago and I’m so happy to see you’re better than you were in the beginning. You still have a long ways to go but don’t give up. Keep fighting for the beautiful present and future you have.❤️

[@hannahmarie8177]

You are so beautiful in your recovery, the light is coming back into your eyes, and your movement is slowly getting smoother. Don't give up! It's so hard to see how each time you take a bite you have a flash of fear in your eyes, but then the beauty and strength of a warrior as you finish it! 😍😍😍Keep going!

[@emilyjayne0112]

It made me so happy seeing you eat all the little snacks and food!!!!!! ❤️

[@kaylagarcia5213]

“Am I gonna feel like this after every meal?” For awhile. Your stomach is not used to having food in it so even with meals not as large you might feel full. However once your body starts to realize having food in it is going to keep happening it’ll adjust and you won’t feel as full!

[@onlyme7308]

Absolutely. It’s how most none-Ed people feel after eating too but it’s not alien to them and part of just eating. It’s passes. Just like everything. Every feeling is transient and hold on that in the tough moments, feelings and bloating pass like clouds skipping across the sky, you’re amazing. Recovery is where living begins and you deserve all the riches in life. Peace and love xx

[@rogat9775]

It’s such a food related holiday. Well done on all of your progress! Xx

[@Abs-pe9zo]

You are doing so well!!!! The fact that you’re so willing to try and recover is truly amazing, keep it up elzani, we love you! xxx

[@Zenithxblack]

Oh my goodness. I cried when you were reading the gift from your Grandma. Merry Christmas!

[@Demi.d3mi]

I really watched the whole video LOL. That book was so sweet! And the cat 😂😂 and your mom is so adorable and sweet to you, shes going to be that good voice in your head when you eat and stop to ask if you should eat something. Youll hear her saying u should :D im proud of you for eating more, i hope you eat loads everyday!!!

[@elzani6744]

yay thank you! YES she is amazing!! I will definitely haha!!

[@Whisperkiin]

You can do this Elzani! We all believe in you, do it for you, for your family and get that peachy bum!

[@Hannahm.w]

So proud of you today! You know what, you should treat every single day the way you did Christmas day! You challenged the anorexia and fought back!! Good job hun

[@OrlaRodgers]

Makes me so happy seeing you become happier with food by the day 💓

[@hayzgouveia1]

Does your grandma live with you and your parents, if so that’s so lovely, what a great family x proud of you x

[@Zzzzzzzz41]

Im soooooo proud of you!!!! Your body is thanking you so much. Keep going you beauty!!!!!

[@Carrot880]

Almost 10 k subs, yayyyy! That's like a small village. You did SO WELL! I'm so happy to see you had a great da, and kept what you promised yourself! Good girl. :) Awww & LOL at Leonard. :D

[@elzani6744]

so crazy! I can't believe it! Thank you!! Hahaha he is so funny

[@FroggyTWrite]

it was really nice to see you having a great christmas! have you considered coming up with a meal plan? they can help a lot with the daily pressure of what and how much to eat

[@jule5745]

I'm wishing you all the best for your recovery. Recovering is the right thing to do. I believe in you. For more wonderful Christmas days

[@jule5745]

also I want through a phase in my recovery of literally eating everything. don't restrict afterwards. it is normal and IMPORTANT. You won't gain weight forever I promise

[@mar-d5809]

extreme hunger comes with re feeding syndrome, your body is starving but the more normal your eating the more you will find balance. and omg i love your family your so lovely and that cat on his back is cutest thing ever lol . love your content Elzani

[@devilsworstnightmare9638]

Your nans present to you was by far your best ! Made me cry so much

[@hannahmcmullen1775]

I love watching your Vlogs, they genuinely help me so much. Your Mum is such a caring, wonderful person. I truly believe what you said about recovering & being healthier next Christmas. Like you, I always go for a Christmas dip in the sea, but last year & this year I was unable to do it. Next year, I will also be in a healthier place and will go for a dip too! Sending you so much love & courage - we can do this! Your family is so awesome! Xxx

[@Snickerdoods.x]

I love these long videos! I think you’re doing amazingly well. Keep going ❤️❤️

[@Lozenge95]

Cutest family ever. The fact your mum still gets your stuff from Santa is just so stinking cute!!!!! 💖

[@caseyleedunstan2581]

Elzani your doing so well. Im not sure what you way but many people told me how lucky i was to be alive and i didnt really believe i was that sick. I weighed 27kg when i was admitted so i was in fact very ill. Ignore the e.d., listen to your family and there rationality. Keep eating, your amazing, you can do this!!!

[@nabiladib1186]

Wow, keep going girl, ur doing so well, fisically, mentally and being so lovely to ur loved ones. So proud of uuu ❤

[@haylee859]

Your Dad comes off mean but poor guy just wants his daughter back. You’ve got this.

[@kellycannon9796]

hayleee toomoth - I don’t find that he comes across as mean at all....just as very concerned and having a hard time believing that recovery will be possible. It def looks very difficult for him and I have often found it’s much more difficult for Dad’s to open up and Dad’s tend to have less support. But that’s only my opinion!

[@genius2655]

Yeah, my Dad is similar. I’d never seen him cry until I got Anorexia. He doesn’t acknowledge it, probably because he wants to forget that it happened twice, and just wants me to be normal

[@isobel3905]

Ahh im so proud of you! Next year I bet Christmas dinner won’t even be a bother to you at all!

[@MOONWALKERLEE]

I started watching you a couple of days ago. Your journey and I have to say I can’t wait to see your Christmas family vlog for this year. You have done incredibly well I feel so proud of you💝 you have an awesome family. I’ve cried with you and laughed with you. And most of all seeing your journey has been inspiring that you truly can beat anything if you have the strong desire for life. In your recent vlogs you look amazing girl so healthy. Xx

[@0becca0]

5:24 your poor nan being told to MOVE! lol

[@eugeniag.5084]

Her sisters are so boring and always they give 0 energy

[@lauraleah_]

omg I'd never talk to my nan like that 😳

[@runningrigert]

The cat at the end made me laugh so hard!!!!!!!!!!! Nice job, Elzani! Merry Christmas!!!!!

[@JazminMccoy]

I love Christmas vlogs were so close to Christmas I'm going to watch them all ^_^

[@jasmineseaman853]

So proud of you ! Keep it up , this time next year you will be all better and thriving 🥰🥰🥰

[@elzani6744]

yes!

[@araiguma9338]

I want to celebrate Christmas like this! (I can't help but cry when you cry) I love your vidéos ❤

[@thingsthatneverwere]

Elzani I cried happy tears for you - there is hope and there is a future beyond your ED xoxoxo

[@GreenLampSam]

Merry Christmas to you and your family, Elzani! I was so happy to see you finish your Christmas dinner, you're making so much progress :) keep it up, I know that 2019 is going to be your year! 🎉

[@abigailmitchell2198]

Hi Elzani , I’ve been binge watching your videos you are a very Courageous and beautiful woman, recovery is the hardest thing to do , I’ve had anorexia for 30 years I’m in recovery now , every day is a struggle isn’t it? But it’s so worth it , we don’t deserve this awful, cruel illness , we deserve happiness, your family is amazing especially your mum , my mum is my best friend and is my rock , keep fighting! Stay strong sending you love and hugs ❤️🥰💪🏻

[@izzyv8957]

Satara’s room is so cool

[@Ali-ct3xc]

Well done you! Thanks for letting us share your family's Christmas. Your day looked so civilised whereas my kids woke up at 4.30! I ate loads of chocolates too but to stay awake lol xx

[@caitlinc5168]

Ali Williams b g

[@julierosenwinkel4060]

Elzani, Merry Christmas! Looks like you had a wonderful time. I just wanted to comment on 2 things you said, that you want to eat loads, everything and it is normal to eat 10 thousand calories plus a day in recovery. That is the Mini Maud method of recovery and it honors your hunger, and 2, you will stop wanting so much food and hit a set point and be able to keep eating loads and not gain weight. It is so great that you got your hunger back! Very big step in your recovery! We are cheering you on!

[@elzani6744]

thank you! It was amazing! And I have heard a lot about that and experienced it, the body is incredible I guess it is silly so many of us don't trust it haha!

[@julierosenwinkel4060]

@@elzani6744 Omy! Thanks for responding! Yeah, trust your hunger! Trust that you will stop also, it might take many months of eating bins and bins of food, but eventually you will stop and don't feel guilty about it, enjoy food, even if it is the WHOLE box or bag or pot. You deserve it!

[@ss7382]

Thx for these long videos its really make me happy.❤

[@HIGHIMALYSSA]

I’m so proud of you!! You can do it don’t give up everything you’re doing is for yourself and you’re bettering yourself that makes me so happy and I wish happiness for you everyday!!!

[@ekli9]

your dad looked kinda sad, I hope he is allright

[@coleylifts]

glad you had such a lovely christmas!! you are killing recovery rn

[@LisaCarmen92]

Her Dad’s horrible to her. He’s so discouraging. I know how hard it is for families but it’s 100% harder when you’re the one suffering and unfortunately the disorder leaves you needing constant reassurance and even if she doesn’t show it his words and lack of belief in her will be hurting her so much. When he said about her “pot belly” my heart absolutely sunk. That’s probably the absolute worst thing you could say to someone with anorexia and not one person questioned him about it. Not sure how he expects her to recover when he behaves like that. Makes me realise how lucky I was to have a Dad as supportive and caring as I did.

[@petitehippie7064]

Did you ses the hospital video? He is very supportive. Elzani is very lucky. The whole family can't bow down to Elzani 24 hours a day. It's their Christmas day too. It gets boring listening to someone talk about food non stop. I used to do the same, but have learnt over the years to keep it to mysef, especially on special occasions. Elzani has a very supportive family. I am glad.

[@jonistarratt508]

He’s extremely supportive. The whole family is.

[@julieta5376]

Did you see her hospital video? He's lovely. Here he is clearly angry and in pain, and I'm not gonna sit here and judge him when having a daughter with an ed and being afraid she's not gonna wake up tomorrow is hard enough.

[@kelseybrown9959]

Making me cry watching you eat that whole plate! Good job!!

[@tplep367]

Aside from your mum, everyone else seems to almost ignore you or hardly interact back to you like not as enthusiastic? Maybe it’s not personally towards you and maybe it’s just them being fed up of the illness ?

[@SarATuber1]

If she has been suffering for years it’s pretty normal that especially siblings get tired of the illness. Just put yourself in her sisters place. They will always get least attention, the focus will always be on big sisters illness, the whole families lives revolving of Elzani must be though for them. Every meal time every hour. They love their sister of course but they still will always feel left out and some siblings evolve and ED together. It’s tempting to get sick as well so they can get the attention the same way. It must be so hard for both Aisha and Satara. So it’s unfair to expect them to be all happy and supporting 24/7. Yes it’s and illness and not her fault but no one can expect her younger siblings to not struggle mentally as well. Everything is not seen on camera. I’ve struggled with an ED and I was awful towards my parents and siblings. It was like I was possessed and a demon had taken over my body. I was not myself. So sad I hope Elzani gets well both for herself and her family.

[@underthestarsoverthemoon4259]

pinkpetals I notice it too

[@ItsMelliB]

I know. Her sister's side-eye all the time drives me crazy. Almost like they are making fun of her.. Like she's doing her best..

[@bolleportmann3946]

I can actually understand both sides. My Brother has OCD for 15 years and he claimed all the attention of my Parents so i felt often neglected and fed up about my brother. With 19 i got Anorexia and i felt finally recognized (especially by my father), I enjoiyed the attention but I also realized that I have to recover, for me and my family. Therapists said me i am seriously ill and i should go inpatient but i decided to do it by my self. It was for shure the hardest thing I have ever done so far but it was worth it. I gained 20 Kilos in a short period of time and I'm at a healthy weight now. I wanted to recover as quickly as possible and managed to do so. It has been 8 months now and i really had to pusch myself trough but it is wort it. I went vegan and i currently enjoy to try new recepis. I still have a hard time sometimes but im working on it.

[@elzani6744]

@@ItsMelliB they are my biggest supporters, I am so lucky and they are so patient and understanding. I don't know how they have put up with so much, they never make fun of me at all!

[@origamiumbrella9125]

Merry Christmas Elzani. So proud of you. 2019 is gonna be your year. :)

[@elzani6744]

yaaaaas it will be :D

[@alprhoe7502]

honestly so so proud of you elzani keep up the good work!

[@mellymay0303]

Merry Christmas, Elzani! And congratulations on 10,000 subs.

[@serendipitycreations]

Merry Christmas sweet Elzani! You did so well and I loved to see how happy you are in the video 😊💓

[@barbidoll1548]

When you gain a stone or two, you are going to feel SO much better! I hope you get to share that with us in 2019 :) Happy Christmas and New Year!!!

[@elzani6744]

Happy New Year! I am sure I will :D

[@zoeclark6822]

Hiya elzani (sorry if that’s spelled wrong) I just wanted to say that you are a beautiful soul and even more so because of the daily things you have to face Anyone should feel privileged to know you. And it’s great to see you face your fears. Although it would be a challenge how do you think you would feel coming to stay with a family or people that lead a different life It would be great to be your friend

[@hopeanna9177]

I know it sounds like her family comes across harsh about Her illness and it’s all people I are talking about in the comments but it can help. When I started recovery it was the tough love that helped me get back on track. No one wants to watch thei child kill them self and it’s incredibly hard for the family too. ❤️

[@maggiefraser2551]

Is it just my family, or is Christmas breakfast a couple of clementines and whatever chocolate (or other goodies) you got in your stocking??

[@eilidhkwood]

You did amazing. Well done lots of love to you and your family xx

[@throughrose-colouredeyes6284]

aw. this makes me miss my family. i haven't had a proper christmas since i was about 3 yrs old. glad you had fun beautiful soul. much love. x

[@summerhumble9386]

And no that is not how you will feel after every meal your body will adjust if you keep feeding it properly YOU GOT THIS !!

[@minaxture]

you're so strong elzani, you're going to get better- i know it xx

[@clementine3431]

I AM SO PROUD OF YOU!!!

[@natalie5506]

Merry christmas to you and all your family! Your lucky to have them and there lucky to have you

[@grace3liza900]

I am so proud of you !!💘

[@emilias2066]

you're doing SO AMAZING!!! keep on fighting, you're strong and beautiful

[@kate.1999]

Crazy proud of you Elzani ❤️

[@brettfoyle212]

Them roasties look amazing

[@elzani6744]

ahhhhhhhhh they really were!

[@Happy4ndSmile]

god i wish i had a friend like you! you are just awesome!!

[@mandybeddoes9112]

Your such a treasure and beautiful young lady inside and out! Proud to follow you! 💗💗

[@arty04]

The thing y'all did at the table...with the monopoly thingy...did y'all buy thise pre-made or did someone in the famiky make it? And then yall just pull and see which one gets it?? Never seen such but that looled so fun. Im so proud of you! You are doing great!

[@E024_]

Ashley Taylor their grandma put them in them

[@arty04]

@@E024_ thank you

[@junelynch8988]

I am so happy for you and your family that your doing so well 😊💕😊

[@niamhbayes]

In my experience if im able to graze on chocolate all day it's when im at my worst and my body is desperate for sugar spikes. Im glad Elzani is in a better place now.. xx

[@arty04]

Carmello is my favorite chocolate....besides original Lindor. And dipping chocolate in hot drink is best. Lol have you tried to put a hershey bar in microwave?

[@avareynolds9371]

8:40 yes you ARE❤️

[@estellevonpeltzer6654]

Merry Christmas😁 Love your channel✌🏻

[@oliviaa7973]

Well done we’re so proud of you xxx

[@sophiewhyte2145]

You can tell when you eat after you look away and try count the calories in your head I do that too

[@minaxture]

I know this could come across as mean, and I really hope it doesn't because that's the last thing I want to do, BUT I really think your dad should get therapy. I think would not only benefit him and his mental health but also your recovery. I know how much easier recovery when you don't feel guilty about having an eating disorder. When the people around you are positive, hopeful and supportive and when achievements (whether they seem like small things or not) are recognized and praised- because, although the majority of people can eat snacks like chocolate, cake, etc. without thinking too much about it, people with anorexia have to have a lot of mental strength to convince themselves to do so. I just feel like your dad could do with some advice/help/support. I think that whatever he's feeling is 100% valid but projecting it onto you isn't going to help anyone. None of this is your fault elzani, no one can truly understand how much an eating disorder can control and manipulate you until they've experienced it themselves. Its such a sneaky illness and it takes a lot of strength and resilience and determination to get rid of one. Equally though, I know that you've got all that and, although it may feel like its taking longer than you want it too, I know you can get there. You did so well today, I don't even know you but I was so proud of you and I think you should be proud too :) You're such an amazing, strong (and honestly, inspirational) person and I know that you're going to get better xx

[@throughrose-colouredeyes6284]

are you serious? gosh, my family must be weird. i thought her dad was quite normal for a dad.

[@Demi.d3mi]

Her dad is normal, on the stressed side of course because he has to provide for his whole family. Not to mention hes the only male in the house, he just needs guy time with buddies if anything

[@user-hp3gq8ry6c]

you look so good with earrings!!

[@elzani6744]

ahh thank you! I haven't worn them for ages until just recently!

[@ttdfanforlife]

Merry Christmas Elzani I see it was wonderful

[@DEBSCULLY01]

I love your videos, such a supportive loving family and you are AMAZING, like I have said before. You are going to get well and I think have a wonderful life. Love from a former Anorexic. :)

[@denamullen340]

Your Christmas tree is perfect!! 🎄🎄

[@Abbyravenclaw92]

Your mom is so sweet ♥️♥️