TRYING NEW FOOD - TESCO, BBQ BEANS, CHEESECAKE - ANOREXIA RECOVERY - FDOE

[@throughrose-colouredeyes6284]

can your mum please adopt all of us without supportive parents? 🙈 mine never even bothered to buy me food, haha. proud of you elzani. x

[@timetogetmylifeback]

Like legit

[@julietweston-simons142]

Me too please!

[@SnoWhiteSally]

I don’t know you. But if you need a supportive person I am happy to also cheer you on xx

[@FroggyTWrite]

i hope her family has taken steps to make sure she is not purging now

[@throughrose-colouredeyes6284]

@@SnoWhiteSally that is so thoughtful. thankyou kind soul. that means a lot. i am also here, if you or anyone else wants a friendly ear (my instagram is @throughrosecolouredeyes). sending my love to you all. x

[@pd5309]

You look so much happier! I'm so proud of you, and I wish you the best of luck in your journey. We're all rooting for you!

[@chloebutler4093]

The smile on your mums face when she watches you eat honestly warms my heart ❤️ super proud of how far you are coming! Keep on fighting 💪🏼 so strong, so successful! There’s nothing you can’t do when you put your mind to it! Sending all my love & wish you all the health and happiness in the world ❤️

[@kmd10533]

You have the best family! My parents were so angry at me for my anorexia. They wouldn’t encourage me to eat junk food..and when my mom thought I had gained enough she told me to stop. Having support would be so helpful!

[@victoria_561]

kay so sorry . But i think im going throught the same thing. My family was angry at me, now that im trying to eat (still having strugles) i feel like they dont want me to.

[@katerijayne2668]

Ugh, I can relate 100%. Family members just don’t realize the impact of their words on us

[@amh8478]

Trigger warning to anyone with an eating disorder, just in case

[@OriginalOWL]

Elzani you just glow a little more each day. Your family is doing so great too. Sending love from across the ocean!

[@terra3524]

Yah, I agree, she gets more and more bright and relaxed every video! Of course she still has low points, but the happy and relaxed moments are becoming more and more prevalent!

[@FroggyTWrite]

the ritualistic food behavior is still pretty concerning though

[@tia5505]

@@FroggyTWrite you're not being helpful though

[@terra3524]

I think it takes time@@FroggyTWrite

[@FroggyTWrite]

@@tia5505 just pointing out a legitimate concern. in all sincerity how is that unhelpful?

[@toandeathrandomer]

I think your next challenge should be not to lay out all the snacks nicely on a plate let’s go plate free

[@ladyhayley4859]

wow, yea this is a challenge for me too, I have to make a little ritual out of every meal. you are so right!

[@susieg5925]

That's really interesting - Elzani's videos have inspired me to do more sitting down and eating off a plate! - I am much more comfortable standing and picking at things rather than facing a plateful sitting down, especially with others. I guess the goal is to be able to do a bit of both comfortably and without anxiety whenever either situation/opportunity arises.

[@sofijastojanovic1909]

thats actually not true , everybody say that you have to put ona plate to see how much did u eat just to know, she can put how much she wants...so yeag

[@isabellecohen1969]

I love how your mum says “divine” in nearly every video 😂. You’re very lucky to have her - she’s precious 💖

[@melijxx]

your mum must be so proud of you! strong beautiful girl!!!

[@throughrose-colouredeyes6284]

ps. just before i saw this, i was thinking about how anorexia tries to take away everything that brings us joy. then you had biscuits filled with joy. 🤗💛 i hope they made your insides happy.

[@francesca2341]

Try go “‘plate free’ for your snacks so you are not predeciding your portion sizes, just sit with a back of chocolates or something and eat as many as you feel like

[@oblieskdisc]

It really makes me so happy to see your face light up when you're shocked at how much you actually like the new foods you try. You're amazing and such an inspiration.

[@nitroxler]

your mum wanting to be the first person to see your videos is so pure and wonderful!!

[@chelseydixon3917]

You guys could so do a family q and a! Also would be so intrigued to hear their thoughts and feelings behind the eating disorder!

[@spencersugar9603]

I enjoy watching your videos so much! I don't know why but I find it so pleasing to watch you smile and talk about all of the foods you haven't tried yet or haven't eaten for a long period of time, you seem so exited! Your positivity and willingness to recover are so inspiring. I really really really hope you'll eventually get better and will be able to abstract from the feat of food. I am also very glad that you've got such an amazing family, you guys deserve every candy in candyshops!

[@cantthinkofanoriginalusern1965]

We know it’s hard but It makes us so happy to see you trying new foods. You seem like you have very a sweet personality. We all support you for a reason. Stay safe and stay strong, elzani❤️❤️

[@liamodonovan3437]

Your such a strong person I am so proud of you love you elanzi

[@Danuxsy]

I love you too

[@sparkrunner1237]

*elzani, your smile is so infectious - seeing you smile again for real brings me so much joy, never stop fighting, you can win this war for good 💪🏼💜*

[@filizmely]

I can relate so so much to having to have it all or non at all. I always thought I can't have anorexia if I have to compulsively eat an entire package.. glad to not be the only one x

[@milliepage3349]

So nice to see your sense of humour and personality shine through ! You seem a lot happier within yourself :-) xx

[@arty04]

I love how your mom encourages you. Good job, try it, she's so amazing. Hugs to your mom. I love wearing rings.

[@Carrot880]

Yes girl! It's fun to watch people try new stuff, especially if they are things we don't have in our stores. Interesting to see what other countries have!

[@mrsf6740]

Supposed to be packing to go on holiday in a few hours but currently sat watching this beautiful soul xxx

[@courtneypoland8740]

your videos are the perfect way to start my day-- they're the perfect length to watch while i get ready, and not only do they make me feel like it's okay to have breakfast (my hardest meal of the day), but EXCITED to have something new! thanks for major burst of inspo today, you're killing it!

[@sianmay8704]

Elzani I can see you becoming the real you more and more each video, it actually makes me very proud. You're doing so well and watching your videos makes me feel a bit less scared of recovery

[@dianewhitton664]

Elzani, your Mum is just so amazing, mine doesn't want to know at all, hasn't bothered for over a year now, your whole family are just brilliant, love Grandma to.xxx.

[@Beth-is3nh]

You are so lucky to have a mum like that. Dealt with my ed all my life on my own and still do. You are doing great. Keep going.xxxx

[@Remy4300]

Beth morgan me too I have my dad but he doesn’t understand even when I was inpatient

[@Beth-is3nh]

@@Remy4300 we can all be here for each other.xx

[@Remy4300]

Beth morgan yes definitely x

[@lizferal9699]

Your mum is so beautiful just like you and she seems so supportive. Keep fighting Elzani you’re doing awesome 💜💙

[@diandragomez6208]

Love your videos and your family look so loving and supportive. Snacks look amazing!!

[@chelseydixon3917]

I love seeing you try new things. How do you know what you really love if you stick to the same safe foods! I'm awful at trying new things too but sometimes it's how we find our favourite things. That doesn't just relate to food either...most things in life :). You really do deserve to find all the things that make you happy, just got to go out of your comfort zone to get to them! You've got this lovely. Keep using the amazing support system you have in your family and that inner strength we all know you have, to truly beat this illness xx

[@lagoskids8011]

Your mum is so lovely!! Open a PO Box ready for Easter! You should try tiger bread french toast (eggy bread) with maple syrup 😋

[@julietweston-simons142]

Yes open a PO Box! You are doing amazingly well, total inspiration. I want to send you Easter eggs!

[@jessicahare8518]

Yess, I would love to send some Australian treats.

[@Glittergirlz4eva1]

Your mum reminds me so much of mine. She's so lovely and encouraging and seems to know the right things to say all the time!

[@mrsf6740]

Oh and I'm from the little village that makes Rocky bars, the whole place smells of biscuits all the time lol xxx

[@user-in4cs5iz7p]

LottieLoo and HollyBoo It's just you and me that must be amazing!!

[@mrsf6740]

It is... unless you're pregnant and the smells so sweet it makes you feel very sick 😂 xxx

[@Crocs4cats]

I need to move there😆

[@orangecheep]

You've been looking so happy and glowy in your past few videos!!! It's so nice to see you being excited to eat new foods and seeing you, even if you struggle sometimes, eating and enjoying your food :)))

[@juststephani5549]

Lots of yummy foods to try! I'm so jealous of that tiger bread. You have so much life in you now and your glow is beautiful. Remember 1 day at a time, 1 min at a time, or even 1 bite at a time. You are rocking recovery 💕💕💕💕💕

[@Dana-gd2fs]

You're doing so great! You're a role model for everyone struggling. Keep pushing through the thoughts and doubts! I'm proud of you.

[@Tammissa]

Everything on your plate has to be so perfectly pleasing to the eyes and ever so precisely spaced out in the perfect position. Even on the counter. Oh silly anorexia habits that we do. I know this all to well.

[@danielaearl3893]

i dont know why i love watching people eat like in what i eat in a day I LOVEE YOUU

[@lucyhonora8700]

YOU ARE DOING AMAZING!! Its not easy so don’t ever undervalue your progress x

[@MayimHastings]

The thunk of that baked bean was so satisfying 😹! You guys have the most gloriously beautiful hair! Love the 💩 outta y’all! You lend me strength everyday 💚

[@georgiakate3479]

so proud of you for trying new snacks! you look happier every vlog. Keep fighting xo

[@no1Animallover101JAB]

So proud of you elzani as always! Your glowing so much and you truly are such a beautiful person I can see your personality coming back to! Honestly your mum is adorable as well is of love to of had her to support me with my ED x

[@amystubby]

You are a rockstar, Elzani. All your hard work is def paying off. Well done you.

[@sannevanderkolk6180]

Your mum is so funny and supporting! If she was food she would be divine!!

[@angelpunk111]

*Look at that beautiful face! I'm so proud of you Elzani, so very vibrant and glowing! I hope more guys and girls struggling find your channel, because you are truly a inspiration* 💘💘💘

[@kashkk3381]

Congratulations Ezlani you're our fav channel now :')

[@AngelicasRecovery]

kash kk same!

[@sanniorvokki]

My fav channel too! ❤️

[@aastarkapocius6556]

Food is honestly so exciting. Well done! You are actually such an inspiration to me and thank you for that. You're such a beautiful lady. ♥️♥️♥️ Tomorrow, I'm trying a new food (oats + fruit and probably peanut butter) and I am so excited for that.

[@plumpudding22]

You seem so happy at the moment, lovely to see! Keep up the good work Elanzi! Sending love to you and your fam bam

[@allunsa]

you and your mothers relationship really is beautiful

[@papayalovesMAC]

you were actually dancing of joy while eating!!! you are doing sooooo amazing!!!

[@willday1510]

Just absolutely love the moment that Grandma throws in a down to earth comment about the washing!!

[@LightofLotus]

Your Mum is beautiful. I love her hair 😍

[@halimalng3955]

I’m so proud that you now try everything you can to get better! Lots of love

[@jonistarratt508]

You’re mum is absolutely DIVINE 💕💕💕

[@lilichan5320]

Always waiting for More of your videos, I'm totally in love with your channel, AND your mom it's very supportive, love that 🌠🌞

[@hollygriffiths7437]

So proud of you !!❤️ your doing amazing !!

[@melanienorburg3011]

I've been watching you quite a bit. I myself had anorexia as a teen, but after meeting wonderful friends who encouraged me to love myself I went from unable to climb a rock due to lack of energy to competing in nationals for cheerleading 5 years later. Take care, im excited for your future. Your a smart woman who has much to explore and learn and a long life of new experiences ahead of her. You may have setbacks, but as any athlete your setbacks are not a determiner of your ability. Godspeed. I'm watching and praying for you and myself. Anorexia or lack of nutrition for fear of being not perfect or unlovable is just the disorder talking. The voice will get smaller over time

[@rosetree2624]

You’re doing amazing beautiful! We are so proud of you 💜

[@kaybayla]

You should try an overnight oats recipe it’s sooooooooo good.

[@AngelicasRecovery]

kaybayla omg I love anything and everything oatmeal lol

[@binfrohdabeizusein]

You're doing so well! I'm really really proud of you.

[@sitara8558]

Ur mom is just adorable. Love her energy

[@Kat-zo4rf]

Beans on toast must be a British thing! It sounds good and I’ll have to try it soon. We often have barbecue baked beans in the summer time in the US but they’re usually eaten at like picnics as a side dish with hamburgers or hot dogs.

[@leea8706]

Beans in the US are totally different to our beans in the UK apparently. I think yours are far sweeter and are made with brown sugar or something, our beans come in a tomato sauce. It’s why we eat beans on toast here (put grated cheese on top for extra deliciousness) but Americans think beans on toast seems weird. If you can find somewhere that sells British food you could get a tin of Heinz beanz that we have here.

[@natalier1476]

Babe! You truly are doing amazing. Such an inspiration! Try to tackle habits Such as organizing your snacks on a plate. I know eating out of the bag can be scary, but these little details will only help. Asking permission to eat (your fam will always say yes anyway) or prolong eating your meals by talking about the food. As your mom would say ”go for it”. And most importantly you must give yourself credit where it's due. It's a major part of recovery. You're gonna make it Elazni. ❤️🙏🏻🌷

[@inespires4127]

You look so good Elzani! Everytime i see your videos you look better and stronger! In this video i just want to mention. Please eat more a lunch :p add a desert at least if you eat a smaller meal and add some veggies because they are full of vitamins (and / or potatoes, rice, etc) :)

[@kellsayer]

i am so proud of you, you’re honestly glowing and i can see how much happier you become each day. this makes me so incredibly happy

[@lauren_patto5904]

Elzani, you need to try biting the top and bottom off a rocky bar and then using it light a straw while drinking tea! The tea makes the biscuit soft and the chocolate melt its amazing! (you could even try with hot chocolate or coffee but i only like tea) :D

[@christinaalexander1891]

Elzani. You really enjoy your sweets and biscoff! You should try to find biscoff cookies!! So amazing dipped in tea and just plain😍 yum.

[@ally5034]

So good to see you challenge yourself - but if you want the whole bag HAVE IT! You need it ...i can relate to needing to finish it being a fear but we can't have 'too much' keep remembering that xx

[@timetogetmylifeback]

I'm determined and motivated to try biscoff spread on a bagel some day, because of you 😘 keep fighting angel, we got this x

[@challengemeneo]

I’m so proud on how many new stuff you tried!!! You ARE powerful!~

[@cortroxx85]

What a yummy junk food haul!!we don’t have ANy of those in the states! Enjoy all the yummies! I expect at least one yummy dance on this vid! You got this boo! ⭐️⭐️🌈⭐️⭐️

[@h_2503]

So glad to see you swapped to a bigger spoon for the Shreddies!...Maybe next time you could challenge yourself to more cereal as it wasn't much...speaking as someone who has been where you are, and also experienced that moment when you realise the feeling of hunger and feels as though you are starving but your not sure, or that you aren't allowed to feel it... well it is easy to be scared of it. Second guess it. And as a result, eat a smaller amount. I'm not being mean, you are doing brilliantly, it is just something to watch out for :)

[@karo7002]

Your mother is such a wonderful person and very supportive😍🌞

[@zsoka3071]

you are soo pretty now! i am so proud of you

[@jadejeffree7258]

We have digestives here in Australia the plain ones are really nice to dunk in your coffee.I love your happy dance so cute😊I'm very proud of you Elzani you are doing so amazing.

[@HiHi-wv9mf]

You’re doing amazing ! I am so proud of u !!!!

[@idavo]

Elzani - I do not know how I came to watch your vlogs - but never mind, I do now. Amazing progress & support from your mum, dad, gran & sisters is fantastic, thru their day to day being 'normal' around you, brings out the very best in yourself. You should invest in a sandwich toaster - I kind of see it as you getting a 'motorbike' - you can sample & try anything you want! Beans & cheese, cheese & apple, cheese & jam, marshmallow & Nutella, bacon & tomato - the filling, really is up to you, the snack missions you could partake in are endless! (Can I suggest sausage & Marmite!!??) Also - buy your Tiger bread from the bakers in Tesco, it is better for you & they will slice a loaf for you. I am watching you & mum eat a cheesecake & I am jealous. My favourite cheesecake is black cherry. I heard you say you can make cheesecake, why not make a black cherry one & make me & my family jealous? Lol. You are doing so well, I can tell your hair has thickened immensely since I caught up on your vlogs. You keep up this great work, keep talking to your folks, gran & sisters. You do not know how many people you are helping - what makes that better is, it's your choice to do that, which I am sure everyone appreciates. Thank you! Have you ever had a Mars Bar zapped in the microwave then poured over ice-cream? D I V I N E !!!!!!!!! Take care, Love to you & your family.

[@sanniorvokki]

I'm happy for you! I am at hospital...i can't eat anything, becouse that little voice In my head says, that i shouldn't. I have that weird nose thing that goes To my stomack. I'm so happy To see your recovery, it really inspirates me so much! Much love❤️❤️

[@tenuousgrip6599]

I hope you can find the courage and strength to fight this. Sending positive vibes your way - get well soon!!!

[@sanniorvokki]

@@tenuousgrip6599 thank you so much

[@rhettalexandra]

You did so great this video and you are powerful! Keeping trying the results will be worth it!

[@AngelicasRecovery]

That salted Carmel thing is probably so good! I’m so proud of you!

[@ParisLuvzAll]

Elvani do you ever have seconds? Like after you finish your plate of it tastes good and you are still hungry, to go back for more?

[@goose7574]

Mmmmmmmm.... This things look delicious!!! Your doing great! I'm so proud of you! Keep it up girl! ❤️

[@aliceincrazyland3946]

Hold on...was that a cookie dough KitKat on the store shelf?! 😱

[@el______]

Alice InCrazyLand we have those in the UK!

[@orangepulp392]

@@el______ omg I didn't know that...gonna look for them next time I'm in a supermarket

[@aliceincrazyland3946]

Jessica Pattison what?!?! Well hey, if anyone’s willing to do a snack trade from the US 😜I am MORE than willing to send some stuff

[@SasuChanLover3]

it's nice to see you so energized :)

[@Pommes5023]

Omg the queen uploaded

[@fleurlouisekalkhoven9702]

you need to make more videos like these i love this!! lots of love x

[@eviecrawford4314]

Love these videos super fun foods! I’m glad you enjoyed :)))) I really wanna try cheesecake and cream eclairs and caramel blondes! (Can you tell I have a sweet tooth?) 💛💛💛

[@saff1257]

uhhhhh you look so so much better than you did a year ago. honestly you’re so gorgeous now you’re more you, what the hell ❤️❤️ keep going :)

[@panagiotadrakontaeidi7624]

Wow you are the queen of snacks...the bestt snack so faaarrr😊💪💪❤❤❤

[@sarahlou3017]

I had a holiday job in the cheesecake factory that makes GU , its good stuff! Unfortunately , i was too ill to appreciate it at the time though. :/ You are so inspiring Elzani , you have come so far , amazing ! Keep going girl x

[@thomasarnaud1868]

Keep fighting! You’re strong Elzani!

[@Happycactus-s1q]

This is going to sound so stupid, but I live in America and I literally thought treacle tarts were like.. a Harry Potter thing? Not a real food? 😬😬😂

[@brettfoyle212]

They're real

[@elizabethrankin9853]

You are looking so happy X I am going to get some of the beans to try. xx

[@idonthaveaname1356]

very happy to hear tom grennan in the background!!!!!

[@Ali-ct3xc]

Sometimes only beans can hit the spot! Every day is a day further out of the grasp of the ED and another step closer to food freedom. Keep going :) xx

[@aspencanary6159]

cheesecake is amazing, this makes me want to go buy some ^_^ glad to see you try new foods.

[@PringlesOriginal445]

I got tiger bread bc of you, I loved it! Thankyou for introducing me to Tiger bread :D

[@mrsf6740]

You NEED to try chocolate hobnobs 👐😍

[@TheBeesKnees1993]

Omgosh dunked in a cup of tea 👍mmmm

[@Amyj00]

A new video how Divineeeeeee👌🏼👌🏼👌🏼👌🏼

[@francescacappai2652]

You get along so well with your mom! She seems awesome