WHAT I EAT IN A DAY - EXTREME HUNGER + A BIG SURPRISE!

[@clairecleary2533]

I’ve never wanted to meet another human and just tell them how much they mean to me and how much of a positive impact they’ve had on me more in my life wow.

[@elzanisingleton]

Claire Cleary oh my goodness you are so lovely you don’t know how much this comment has made me smile, I want to meet you because you have a positive impact on my life!!

[@secretdiariesofalatina]

I FEEL EXACTLY THE SAME WITH ELZANI 🤧❤️❤️❤️

[@EmThrives]

She's amazing

[@brittaistheworst7523]

girllll you're glowing!! it's like you're wearing highlighter but like on your soul

[@brookmackie7475]

perfect way to put it, she's radiant.

[@luciemcadams9016]

@@brookmackie7475 This is such a beautiful comment! And so true!

[@shreyatanna9099]

Aww that's the cutest comment ever, totally agree :))

[@abbymiller1892]

Eeeeeep this is so cute 🥰

[@elzanisingleton]

Brittaistheworst woooah, that is so awesome hahah I love that! I read that out to Mum and we were both like awww that is so lovely!!!

[@junenovae]

Something I've noticed, which I think is an improvement, is the fact thart before before taking your first bite of any food it would take you many minutes of looking at it, saying it looks great, showing it several times to the camera, saying it looks yummy, sniffing it etc etc and now you just prepare it, take your shot and go for it. So it feels like you are getting more spontaneous with eating and starting a meal. I don't know if it's something you noticed or if it's real at all, but that's something I picked up throughout your videos

[@EmThrives]

I've noticed that too!

[@gingergamer3270]

I know I am late here, but her dad used to say that a lot too. He would say she would faff around before eating

[@moonlovesme]

She’s just binging bro😭 when I was at extreme hunger I literally ate everything, even my hated food became so delicious because I was starving This girl is just basically stuffing herself with chocolate and calling it extreme hunger she probably can stop eating but doesn’t even want to because she’s gotten so obsessed over food😭 just look at the way she rolls her eyes when she talks about food like whatt And how do you even still experience extreme hunger after eating everyday regularly?

[@moonlovesme]

@@Lily-nr3do so you’re telling me a real starving person won’t eat food that they don’t like because they’re extremely hungry?😭 some people literally eat food from garbage because they’re so hungry. I’m not talking about the weight, I’m talking about the behaviour, if she doesn’t restrict anything, eats normally and regularly, she doesn’t necessarily experience extreme hunger anymore, One thing I’m saying is, maybe she found comfort in eating. I don’t mean it in a bad way, but if you restrict yourself off something for so long, and then you finally snap out of the restriction, and allow yourself to have everything you want, that comes off not only because your body was malnourished but also because you were mentally craving it. It’s okay to give in but this is literally too much because she doesn’t eat lots of nutritious dense food. For me personally I just think she’s doing too much, like yea we get it you were starving yourself and now you’re just eating everything you want, time to find a Balance and make life not only being revolved over food and overcoming fear foods

[@SarahMeroufel]

@@moonlovesme bro u literally saying nonsense stuff cz if u call this binging u didn't experience real extreme hunger or u dont have any idea of what it means and to remind u that everyones bodies and needs are different after struggling for so long

[@ameliabelle2783]

ill tell you whats beautiful about your journey now,,, in your happy face i can tell you arent recovering for your family anymore but you are genuinely recovering for yourself. And that truly is the key. You are learning to enjoy food again. No pressure, not being forced. Just left to what you naturally fancy. I think your life is awesome! Really enjoy seeing your content XxxX

[@EmThrives]

such an important difference IMO!

[@harmonyhope1709]

Your personality is shining through, it's beautiful to see you becoming a real person and not an anorexic robot that we all seem to become when the illness has its grip xx

[@elzanisingleton]

Clare Watt ahhh thank you so much, that is awesome to hear!! It’s crazy how much anorexia takes away from you xx

[@harmonyhope1709]

@@elzanisingleton bless you, it really is. Don't let it rob you of any more life or fun xx

[@hannahwhite3516]

wow this is a new elzani - i’ve never seen you this happy and i don’t even know you!! you genuinely look like you’re in recovery now and it’s voluntary. also i totally agree with the more you eat the less scary it is and the less you notice effects in a negative way🤩🤩

[@EmThrives]

So true! It gets so much easier

[@kiokari699]

Bro it’s so apparent that you’re more energetic. 6months ago you we’re, how should I say it.... maybe slow(?).... but I just thought it was your personality. Now I can see that you’re a totally different person, so lovely to see that change

[@haleyguthrie375]

Yeah! Like you could tell her brain was starved and it’s so amazing now how she’s so.... amazing! Her personality is so amazing

[@Ella-ps1lg]

Not the same Elzani we knew a year ago. I'm slipping in recovery & this is JUST the kick up the bum I needed!

[@elzanisingleton]

Heloise I feel so so different I can’t explain it! Very glad you have found the video helpful, don’t let it slip keep going and go out there and live your best life with lots of energy!!!

[@karolinakowalik9720]

@@elzanisingleton it's really hard but you can do it!

[@user-st4lh3pj4u]

keep going! go for it! ❤️❤️

[@lauraelizabeth541]

*kick* just in case u slipping again xox

[@harmonyhope1709]

Love how you are showing extreme hunger and that it's a perfectly normal part of recovery and absolutely OK thing to do and to just ENJOY the food and not overthink it. This is such a helpful video xxx

[@Z_place_holder1234]

Being in school and coming home is an absolute mess for me 😅. I eat for at least and hour to an hour and a half when I get home. (Most of that hunger just comes from the chills of winter)

[@momnahyasin3126]

Does the extreme hunger phase then end and then its 'normal' eating? Sorry only just come across the channel and dont really know much about anorexia let alone the recovery. Also i know theres no such thing as normal as everyones needs vary hence everyones diets vary but i just mean not feeling hungry all the time or not craving food all the time

[@harmonyhope1709]

@@momnahyasin3126 yes it does stop when you are nutritionally rehabilitated and at your set point healthy weight, but you need to not fall back into restriction as it will start all over again. You need to keep eating as much as your body needs (which will be a more 'normal' amount) xx

[@milkorangejuice8375]

Can you injure your stomach eating so much?

[@momnahyasin3126]

@@harmonyhope1709 thanks for the reply only just seeing it. Cant imagine how difficult it must be to start to have to moderate the eating again after going through anorexia

[@dontevenknoww429]

WHY AM I CRYING i’m so so proud of you elzani, seeing you happy makes me happy and it’s so inspiring !!

[@adowfan1383]

Aaa ❤️ 💕

[@elzanisingleton]

dontevenknow awwww!!! I’m so happy it makes you happy, but don’t cry!! 😂❤️

[@anjabrasler4321]

Wow Elzani, what I’ve noticed most about you is that your voice is so much happier and with so much more real emotion, when before is was with one tone and you paused every few words. Now you’re so much better, it’s amazing! Well done!

[@ericaroozendaal629]

You look so vibrant! You can be proud of yourself for being able to get where you are now!

[@elzanisingleton]

Erica Roozendaal ahh thank you so much!!! I am so proud, I can’t believe how much better I feel!!!

[@cookedapple]

This is such a cool video. I went through extreme hunger in 2014 when I first weight restored. I wish now I embraced it like you did. I was so terrified because I didnt know what it was. I was eating entire loaves of bread and entire batches of scones, 20+ weetabix and packets of nut bars. While initially it was 'ok' because I needed to gain weight, there may come a time for you Elzani when this is really scary. When my BMI was closer to the high end of normal than the lower and I was still dealing with extreme hunger, my mental health was horrific and recovery wasnt the slightest bit enjoyable. Six years on my weight has settled and remains at my normal, I never relapsed, the extreme hunger ended after 8 months or so when my body knew it was going to be fed. I feel this really is the way to go with recovery by truly letting your body and mind heal. I just wish I didnt fear it so much when it happened to me. Take care, I love you so much!!

[@katerijayne2668]

Emma That’s what’s holding me back from recovery the most. I’m a healthy weight, maybe on the higher end. I’m scared out of my mind to just eat whatever I fancy, because I’m afraid I won’t be able to stop. I feel like I don’t “deserve” to have whatever I like, because I’m not nearly as thin as many people with anorexia. Essentially, I’m terrified that I’ll gain unwarranted weight

[@cookedapple]

@@katerijayne2668 hey I totally get you. Try remember a body that has been starved, even if it's for a short enough period that you arent yet underweight, still needs a LOT of food to heal itself from that. Honestly the hardest part of the course of my ED was when I was at a very normal weight, that's when I suffered the most. I was still experiencing extreme hunger in 2016, two years on from weight recovery. Because I was so frightened of it I was resisting it, and so it made it last longer. At this point my BMI had been 23-24 for two years. However despite feeling like I was constantly overeating, my weight actually didnt just climb infinitely. It stopped around that mark. All that food I needed for other things, I did stop gaining, and now, 4 years on.. I sit around 21. No extreme hunger, no binge eating episodes, i eat a very normal amount of food daily. Sadly my brain hasn't completely healed as I am still scared of some things particularly new foods and eating in restaurants. But mostly I'm ok!

[@cherryblossom-xy4en]

Im currently recovering but I'm really scared of gaining weight and sometimes I just want to relapse. Your videos make me want to try harder♡

[@valentijnv1763]

You can tell! You look so vibrant and energetic. I came by your channel about 4 months ago by accident and I'm 100% not your demographic (I just swapped TV for KZbin) but your strength and love for life are remarkable.

[@adowfan1383]

Elzani is amazing I'm so proud of her because in every video she's recovering more and more and giving me hope and strength as well❤️❤️

[@laurenmackie5089]

Wow this is genuinely the best one yet and you really seem to be doing so well...even the way you talk about food and film is so different. You’re doing amazing, it is so helpful to watch these videos and remind myself that recovery is worth it 🖤

[@elzanisingleton]

Lauren MacKie thank you so much, I am so glad you liked the video! I really do feel I am doing the best I ever have and it’s so cool living life more and more each day! I do feel different towards food too, just happy and excited not super scared all the time! I’m happy you find the videos helpful, recovery is so so so worth it!

[@nadialong8560]

The change is amazing ... I hope you and your family feel so proud for your success on your journey of recovery and rediscovering life. It's little things that I notice on the video; speaking more clearly, your hair is thicker and shiny, and you're not analysing your food or postponing and procrastinating eating by fiddling with your camera. Wow, amazing, well done you! 😍😁

[@saskiafinnan4216]

I loveeeee how you don’t care as much about how perfect your food looks. You are eating from the bag and not overthinking what you eat!!!!

[@asia6522]

This is one of the most wholesome and inspiring videos I've ever seen on this platform, you've completely changed and in the best way possible, your personality is finally starting to show through, it's seriously moving. The moment Alisha came back home and surprised everyone made me cry for some reason, it was truly heartwarming. I really can't express how happy seeing you come this far makes me. Wish the best to you and your family! ❤️

[@michaelavalek2649]

I started watching your videos awhile when you were really struggling with food and it made me so sad to see someone going thru that. Food can be a hard thing to have a relationship with, I tend to eat too much and struggle with keeping a healthy weight. I am sooo glad to see you feeling better, looking better, and enjoying all the delicious food the world has to offer!! Keep up the great work love! ❤️

[@sarahgower4606]

Shocked to see some really negative comments on here. Elzani, please don't let your ed focus on those comments. I truly think that they are written either by someone who is very ill with an ED themselves or by someone who has little to no understanding of what it means to have anorexia. Please remember that the only one who truly knows how much you need to eat is you so please ignore the negativity on here. I think it's great that your leggings fit and that you are starting to get your life back. Maybe you will be able to go to uni one day if you wanted to but that doesn't need to be any time soon. Some people go in their 30's or 40s or maybe uni isn't for you. Either way I don't think you need to worry too much about what to do with your future because recovery is waaaay more important than that right now and you only have a future to think about because you made the brave decision to start recovery. Stay strong Elzani you have a great family 🌟

[@petitehippie7064]

I don't see any negative comments at all. They are all very encouraging and positive, thankfully . She really is doing so well. I am so pleased. Well done Elzani!

[@sarahgower4606]

@@petitehippie7064 when I made the comment I happened to start reading at the bottom of the comments section and I saw 3 consecutive negative comments in a row and felt the need to say something. Only noticed the much more positive comments after I'd written my message and felt it was important to leave it up

[@petitehippie7064]

@@sarahgower4606 I completely agree. It is important. I just wanted to mention the positive comments also. I don't know why anyone would leave negative comments. Some people just don't like seeing anyone doing well. Very sad.

[@forest-fairies]

i was feeling really down and convincing myself it was just me that was facing extreme hunger like this in recovery..i feel less alone. thanks for sharing❤️

[@elzanisingleton]

Kara Dalton you are never alone, and you can do this! ❤️

[@princessladytanya]

You should be so proud of yourself, you're getting so strong ! Well done. Your speech is back to normal and you're thriving, wishing you nothing but the best for an obvious extremely bright future.

[@oliviamayers5219]

I am actually have NO WORDS. This is the best progress I’ve ever seen on your journey. You are So HAPPY, it’s just so great to see you like this. You go girl, you can look forward to the rest of your fab-filled life (and all the tasty food that involves!)

[@Mai-dz1qn]

watching how much you have gone through and how much you've changed, is so beautiful. That smile is just unforgettable. You make me feel better about my recovery, just by showing that there might be light on the other side of the "tunnel". hope you have a great day!!

[@elzanisingleton]

PsiRex Kpop wow thank you for such a lovely comment! That makes me so happy that you feel better about your recovery, because trust me no matter what, keep going! There was a point where I thought I’d never be able to walk up the stairs again, or eat a meal again, let alone eat what I want and a lot and have energy to do things and to feel genuinely happy and stronger!

[@elzanisingleton]

PsiRex Kpop thank you!! I hope you have a great day too!!!

[@Mai-dz1qn]

@@elzanisingleton It truly warms my heart to see how you smile now.. It's so amazing how far you've come. Keep shining, gurl. And I'll continue on my long read of recovery. and tbh, you seem like such an amazing person. you deserve to be happy and feel comfortable.

[@robinluong9108]

my recovery star. i started this recovery journey AT THE SAME TIME WITH YOU, and i feel like we're in this together. you're not giving up just yet, neither am i! you keep me going! yayy! proud of you!!

[@Ravenlovesbingy]

Tomorrow will be my 4 weeks in recovery and I think I have extreme hunger and I'm having a hard time with it. Thank you for helping me know it's ok to eat when my body tells me to

[@caitlinboyle888]

You’re thinking faster too, full of life! You’re brain and heart must be so thankful for the nourishment

[@dnachna]

Seeing you finally enjoy food makes me so happy and relieved

[@tatteredquilt]

I love how much your family actually likes being around each other ! That is a gift that not everyone has. So amazing. 💗

[@georgepatsa131]

U are so lucky u have such a supportive, loving and amazing mom! If mine was like yours I would have recovered 1 year now. Never forget to show her how much u love her and what she means to u!!

[@bethanytoth1913]

Omfg it literally took my breath away and made me cry when I saw how beautiful youve become and how far you’ve come in recovery (obvs have always been beautiful but ur actually glowing and look hot affff 😍) 😭 I’ve been watching since the start of your yt and it makes me so fucking happy to see you’re getting better ☮️ & ❤️ xxxxx

[@juliam414]

you give me so much strength, motivation, will to fight showing how amazing live can be, you’re the best, thank you for being here, stay strong lovely xx

[@kay-zi3zr]

9:41 YEEEESSSS I’m so happy to see you take big bites now instead of a half full baby spoon!!!

[@elzanisingleton]

porta potty hahaha I didn’t even realise that until you said, it’s crazy how that’s normal but before it would’ve been not even possible to eat like that!

[@kay-zi3zr]

Elzani Singleton It’s great that you weren’t thinking about it! There’s more to life than worrying about how much food is on your spoon! love ya ;)

[@kmd10533]

I hope you are proud of yourself! I never would have guessed you were capable of this when I watched your first video..and look at you now! What an inspiration!!! I wish Taylor Swift could hear about you and you could meet her

[@karolinakowalik9720]

When I was recovering I was eating a lot too. Then I reached a certain weight and my hunger subsided. Then my weight stayed steady. Till something happend that triggered me again. 😥As long as you have people around you that love you for who you are and you love yourself, you'll be fine and free from any destructive thoughts. 😅

[@carmen-kz6li]

I just have to say, i havent watched your videos in a while elzani, and the change in not only your appearance but personality and overall health is just amazing! You look incredible and that brings me sooo much joy to see you evolve through your journey. You should be so proud of yourself as so many of us fans and followers really are!❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@fairyaerith]

i’ve been subscribed for over a year and i just wanted to say that you’ve really helped me get through recovery and that seeing your uploads really brighten my day! ily🥺

[@lunarobyn4910]

I’ve watched you since the very beginning, I cannot tell you how heart warming, exciting, wonderful it is to see this video. So proud of you and thank you so much to you and your lovely family for being so open and raw and letting us see your journey. This video came at a perfect time to keep me going forwards at a really difficult time, so thank you so much for your courage, happiness, honesty, and lovely soul blessing our lives, I mean that whole heartedly. So much love xxxx

[@caitlinwoodvine2624]

im fully recovered and have been for ages and still cant get enough of porridge with whole milk!!!!!

[@mrshifu539]

Caitlin Woodvine IKR porridge with water was horrible but I stuck to it but now

[@elzanisingleton]

Caitlin Woodvine so good!

[@arenyt4496]

Is porridge like American oatmeal?

[@mrshifu539]

Areny T what’s the difference, isn’t American oatmeal just oats and milk (if so it’s the same)

[@arenyt4496]

MR Shifu yes it’s oats but Americans only eat with hot water. I think porridge is oats and milk and oatmeal is oats and water lol

[@kimberlybusuttil8469]

I loved the intro with you explaining your recovery making you so genuinely happy and getting out of the fear of gaining weight. I love this so myxh

[@FoodieEm]

You are GLOWING girl!! Makes me so happy to see how far you’ve come 💃🏼

[@emilybroad5778]

I’ve commented on your videos before following along from the beginning. And I’ve said how Ive had to recover because of pregnancy. Baby is here and day now! Thank you Elzani and helping me with my own journey . I’m so confident I’ll be just as recovered once he’s out ❤️ p.s you look so stunning and happy 👏🏻

[@embutterfly7589]

I love my cup of tea that strong as well! ☕ I'm blown away by how glowing and healthy you look Elzani! You can see you have a real zest for life and a sparkle about you, Im so so happy to see you looking so happy and healthy, keep it up! 🙂 Love custard too, with chopped banana and blueberries its yummy! 😋

[@charlottejoyce8321]

This is amazing, you look so so healthy , seem to have so much energy, look BEAUTIFULLLL and have the best energy, you seem so happy and I really hope that you are ❤️

[@hellecavallin3393]

I recently relapsed, i lost a lot of weight and my heart got really damaged. This is just what i needed! Thank you❤️

[@angelinadram1127]

I’ve never seen her this happy before I love it

[@hannahgarcia4565]

You have blossomed so much as a person. You are so awesome, keep being strong! Love this video!

[@ell6018]

oh wow, i'm tearing up. i'm so so proud of you! you're are so wonderful from the inside out.

[@brendatanwl]

confession time: i havent watched your videos in a while now and wow!! you are so much more energetic now. you're glowing~ keep pushing hard, you'll get there one day. full recovery let's go!!! xoxo

[@megmellas6887]

Oh elzani 💚💚 the twinkle in your eyes is so awesome to watch . Just so proud of you ❤️ you give me a lot of motivation!

[@regitzehansen2425]

Your dads 'babygirl' when your sister came home litterly had me crying!

[@elzanisingleton]

REGITZE HANSEN aww, they were so happy she was home 🥰

[@carmelagonzalezparra3991]

I feel so proud of you!!! I know it’s weird coming from a stranger but i know how much it takes to get to feeling excited about life again and I’m just so happy for you♥️

[@saamokari2356]

I love life too. It's hard to forget that we are so blessed. Sun is shining and flowers and birds are back. 🌻

[@livejade]

Wow so I watched your videos a while back and it's like watching a different person. You are so much more vibrant and I'm so incredibly pleased you've found your light 🥰 keep going hun. I can say as recovered anorexic (who is now a cook) I now have no worries about food, am strong and healthy and it feels insane - keep being proud of yourself because you're doing a fab job 😍

[@Aleksa667]

I can tell your heart is fully in this recovery, I hope your mind is there as well. Keep doing what you’re doing, you’re really strong! And be more confident in front of camera 😁

[@aaa45028]

Oh wow your amazing family helped you recover. What a blessing not to go to hospital! And good on you guys for the team work! Amazing!

[@catjambe]

I am in love with this video, u are so raw and real and truly help me believe in the power of recovery. Thank you💛

[@zoejackson7524]

You look absolutely gorgeous❤️So proud of how far you’ve come!!Xx

[@cauliflower2003]

I saw some of your videos a year ago and today you popped up in my recommendation again. Seeing you change, the glow in your face and your positive energy is radiating through! Subscribed!!

[@liliannefolomietow9652]

That's amazing how free and happy and confident you look compared to your videos from a year ago. It seems like you have taken a big step in your recovery and i'm happy for you and that's great that you can share that with us. Keep going and keep motivate people ! I Wish you the best 😊

[@NoOne-tp7nz]

I'm SO happy for you Elzani. Truly. I feel like I've now found myself in a position similar to yours- finally allowing myself food freedom in terms of listening to my body and eating what I want. And as much as I need until my cravings are satisfied. Yes, sometimes that means I eat an entire bag (sometimes family sized lol) of something like chips, crackers, nuts, or cereal in one sitting. But I love what you said about the nuts- "I have a lot of catching up to do." SO MUCH YES TO THIS!! Sometimes it scares me how much I have to eat of a certain food I'm craving until I feel satisfied. But I know much of that is due to the deprivation, restriction, and chronic malnourishment I've put my body through for 12 years. It's going to take time and consistency to catch up. And until my brain/body understand, "ok, we don't need to send such intense craving signals and keep it going for so long. we don't need to eat the entire bag anymore. a few servings (or even sometimes 1) will do. we now trust that she'll respond to her intuitive hunger-fullness cues and nourish herself appropriately and with freedom." It's almost like repairing a broken relationship and needing to earn trust again before things will settle down and normalize (and by that I mean what is normal/appropriate for us as individuals cause screw what everyone else tells us we should or should not be doing). At least, this is what my dietician tells me. :) Love seeing that radiant smile and shine in your eyes! I'm so thrilled for you. Keep on shining girl. :)

[@jennymedy]

I feel so happy for you ❤ You really glow and seem to be so happy! I also cried when Alisha surprised your parents and grandmother 🥰

[@rebeccabethany736]

I’ve followed your channel for quite a while now and after having some time away from social media myself, I have just watched this video and you look so so radiant. So proud of you 🤗🥺

[@sophiasolyom]

i don‘t like my body and in the past i always tried to not eat to be „skinnier“ but i learned your body needs food, maybe not a bar of chocolate and ice cream etc. all in one go but balance is key. I eat when i feel hungry, i stop when i feel full and i eat whatever my body is craving. I‘d recommend that to anyone. For example treat your body as if it was your pet. You wouldn‘t starve your dog or cat, would you? Remember you are worth eating food, your body needs food. much love and stay strong

[@gemmam6113]

I just watched a video of yours from a year ago, and it was the first video of yours I've seen! The progress you've made is incredible

[@monicag.5673]

Food is fuel for our bodies and my lovely you absolutely deserve to feel energised and to be able to do whatever you want!! I'm so proud of you!

[@EmThrives]

I so agree!

[@maegrimshaw8763]

I was here for the start of your journey, and recently haven’t kept up to date with your videos. watching this most recent one, you can really notice how genuinely happy you are !!!! ❤️

[@ellaparry1277]

Your such a special person❤️ so important to so many people and you’ve made such a difference to people’s life’s and how they think. Thankyou! And Thankyou for showing all the real things that make people feel like there the only one it gives so much reassurance to know it’s a normal part of recovery.

[@karo7002]

And by the way your hair looks different, but in a really really good way! So much more glowing and healthy😍

[@emilysharp4715]

I actually love watching your videos like this, please do more of them❤️ has made such a big difference in my recovery, love you so much

[@harmonyhope1709]

Elzani it's so amazing to see you so energetic and upbeat. So inspiring and so refreshing to see ❤️❤️❤️ you go girl, you got this 💪💪💪

[@mold7581]

Omg I’m so happy you are posting again!! You are so strong and I enjoy your new vids way more than the old ones! Keep it up gurl❤️❤️ love your energy💕

[@narjesbinnakhi6278]

Her eyes , when you look at them you feel calm and you feel how beautiful of a person Elzani is , I really love you , you are an inspiration to me , I suffered from anorexia for about 10years , but now it’s been a few years since I’m recovered , and still in the process , so thank you for your amazing energy, all my love from Kuwait 🇰🇼 god bless you ..🙏🏻🙏🏻♥️♥️💙💙I’m binge watching your videos again .. can’t stop😂💙

[@emanresu3683]

It's wonderful seeing you not just survive but thrive! I'm so happy for you and this internet stranger is proud of you.

[@Livyxzzz]

Honestly you're such an angel, you're adorable and so strong keep it up girl! 💗

[@rosannakirby9787]

I've only been watching for a couple of months and the first video I saw was your whole documentary. And WOW OMG you're so amazing... I love watching your videos! You seem so happy and that is the best thing ever!

[@samanthabirnie4619]

Its like you seem happy and your eyes sparkly and your inner beauty shines though. That is the only change I can see , You are so amazing and any weight gain is 80% in your head and 20& reality as you are still really tiny and underweight - but thats not the point. Your smile and happiness is the point. Huge hugs, Happy Easter, I ho[e you read this message. You have helped me. xxx

[@EmThrives]

Happy Easter Samantha

[@caitlinmedcalf7174]

Not been to your channel for a while and I am so proud to see how far you’ve come! You look so much happier and healthier keep going your doing so so well!!

[@IcedOatMilkLatte]

Oh my gosh!

[@meganlovsmusic]

I can totally tell youre a completely different person. So happy and healthy!

[@ariannaparedes5470]

seeing your smile and how far you’ve come put the biggest smile on my face. thank you for being such a huge inspiration to keep recovering. much love❤️❤️

[@pinkharmony9796]

YOU ARE AMAZING!!!!! I don't have a eating disorder but I'm so fascinated by recovering stories because they are inspirational!

[@EmThrives]

So glad you don't have one

[@xbellax1501]

The changes in you from the beginning of your videos is amazing, taking bigger bites, not hesitating, eating the proper amount you need for recovery, and more obviously but I remember watching a video where you were eating dinner with your family and you were crying and upset and questioning if you took too much food, but now you’re eating so good and have such great behaviors! Keep doing well elzani!

[@rickymc6774]

Guuuuurl you are so full of positive energy, I love it!!! Btw love your videos! Keep going, you're the beeeest!💃 Love and support from Germany.

[@queenwizzard1853]

When she said, “who am I?! I eat nuts now.” 🥺🥺🥺 I’m so happy for you

[@adrianaaaam]

You’re definitely one of my top favorite KZbinrs! You inspire me so much & have helped me so much in my recovery thank you, much love!❤️

[@sweetsaltysagie5503]

ELZANI! You are so beautiful! Keep up the great work. Eating is so important and I’m so glad you are happy eating what you want❤️

[@Andyyoureastar]

THIS is the video I needed to watch this week. THANK U ELZANI!!! The recent health hysteria has made me extremely anxious and I typically turn to restricting. This keeps me grounded and hopeful to find better coping mechanisms. I’m gonna be watching this video every time I even think about restricting!! Love you forever for this seriously

[@someoneyoumightknow2795]

Proud of youu 💕 The beautiful link you have with your family and the love you bear within your soul, you're a beautiful person and you deserve a beautiful life!!

[@sarahroberts9525]

Elzani I hope you are staying well under quarantine, I am in recovery at the moment and while I'm eating more, I'm still really struggling and not gaining weight, it gives me so much hope to see how far you have come in your videos, how much you celebrate and enjoy food now and the lovely support of your family. You seem so much more energetic in front of the camera and it's a wonderful reminder of all the rewards recovery can bring to see you looking so happy and fulfilled!

[@EmThrives]

You've got this Sarah!!! Recovery and the hard work is so worth it

[@bry7708]

i’m so so proud of you elzani! ive been subscribed since you made the video saying you needed to get better and i remember hoping to everything that you would make it through this and be okay and loook at you now you’re thriving you’re taking care of yourself and i’m so here for it and so incredibly proud. you’re truly an inspiration you’ve got this honey keep fighting and keep eating 🤞🏼❤️

[@gracemorgan5396]

Aw I’m so happy for you! You are a new and IMPROVED Elzaniiiii!!!!! You are so much more happy and you care wayyy less about the little things like simply choosing a snack! You also eat way quicker now! Your time lapses seem shorter then your older time lapses in other videos

[@natreygadas4908]

Elzani, I'm truly impressed of how far you've come! I feel like a proud mom watching this video, you just look so beautiful and happy! Seriously, that mindset is everything I want to achieve right now ❤

[@elzbthlncstr]

Girl let me just say, this video is like watching a completely different person! Not only do you seem happier and more energetic, but you also just seem so much more sure of yourself. You seemed so apprehensive when you first started videos, but now you seem so confident, and rightfully so! From your voice, the way you talk, and even your body language, you just seem so happy. You're killing it, we're so proud of you!!!

[@claravsheri4351]

You give me so much motivation, thank you. Whenever I don't want to continue, I watch your videos ❤

[@soniamalfitano]

hello, my name is Sonia I'm from Italy. I wanted to thank you for your energy and desire to live, I follow you from your first videos and you helped me during my "dark" period.. you made me open my eyes. "What I'm fucking doing my life" I collapsed, I got up and now I'm really good with myself .. even if I find myself thinking too much and judging myself .. but I'm working on it. I wanted to thank you, thank you sister I love your smile❤

[@EmThrives]

I'm so proud of you!!!

[@eileanperrin9541]

Everytime I feel like relapsing I grab a snack and watch her videos❤️

[@MegaBestie2011]

You‘re such an amazing humanbeing !! You‘re so strong and glowing and I love to see you happy and being better than ever! You have such a big impact on my life and mindset... Would love to have a wonderful person like you in my life! Sending you some love from Germany❤️

[@floraanna_v]

Ohh Elzani you are amazing!! I'm suffering from anorexia so i totally understand your behaviour...you give me a lot of positive energy, and you make me so hopeful, when sometimes i feel it's a never ending story...thank you so much!!sending a big hug!!!❤❤❤