Fentanyl Addict interview-Royal

Soft White Underbelly interview and portrait of Royal, a fentanyl addict on Skid Row.
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[@jadedmonk7001]

Don't apologize dude. It takes a real strong man to allow his tears to fall.

[@piashadononfroy1261]

HIS STORY WAS SO REAL AND RAW😌

[@valeriewebb9849]

PREACH...SO TRUE!!! ONLY REAL MEN CRY!!! Don't lose hope Royal...where there's a will there's a way. And your still here my friend...never apologize for your pain and trauma

[@666kizzie]

True x

[@blondiexox]

It always makes me sad that people think they need to apologize for crying or showing emotion.

[@valeriewebb9849]

@@blondiexox DITTO and I’m one of them ppl too but FUCK IT!! it feels good to let a good cry out now and then…out everyday if your want

[@TheDiodoros]

These fentanyl addict interviews have truly inspired me too quit the shit myself. 24 hours sober... Long journey ahead but that's what life's about! Edit: it's been exactly thirty days and I'm super struggling, can't lie.. Just split with my fiance of over 6 years, wanted to let all of y'all know I appreciate all the comments and reaching out. Y'all the real MVPs, still sober but man am I close to just saying fuck it. 2nd edit: It's been a little over three months now since I decided to start living again, thank you to everyone for the kind words and thank you for the hateful ones too. It's all been an inspiration to keep going. Also want to thank Mark the owner of this channel for these interviews, I hope they help others as much as they have helped me. 3rd Edit. Almost two years sober, anything is possible y'all, just gotta stay consistent. And to those that doubt me 😘 thanks for the motivation.

[@patricklevesque3]

How u doin

[@TheDiodoros]

@@patricklevesque3 Trying to take it one day at a time. Came very close to relapsing three days ago but thanks to my fiancé I didn't. Just gotta keep my head high and focus on working and staying clean.

[@patricklevesque3]

@@TheDiodoros I was clean but I had a few slip up's trying to get into detox then rehab

[@herosofaddiction6292]

Hell yeah, stay connected no matter the ups or downs

[@herosofaddiction6292]

@@patricklevesque3 part of the process brother, strength and hope man

[@_zacchi_4791]

The fact that he chose to finish the interview instead of taking the money and going to buy it tells me he’s got a good soul. May he find his path and achieve true happiness

[@kurtlangley1157]

He chose not to because he was already high, knowing either way he would get that money, and he chose to finish to tell his story because he might not get the chance. Just wanted to put that out there as someone who's was an addict to multiple things to tell you what I know I see here

[@jonnyjohnnsonn7923]

He was already high?? Did u watch the video??? He said he was dopesick probably 8 times....

[@firepainter862]

Addicts are master manipulators who constantly lie. He is not dopesick

[@tylergraziano205]

If he was truly dope sick he would have bounced outta there quick. Believe me on that. You will screw over the love of your life to not be dope sick. Put that in perspective.

[@kurtlangley1157]

@@tylergraziano205 some control it better than others, some can function better and I'm talking from experience

[@Stanley.77]

I was totally blindsided by the specific type of abuse that he endured. My most sincere prayers go out to this man, and to every other victim that was abused by the same people who abused him. I couldn't even fathom such a thing.

[@SoCal_me]

Seriously! I can only imagine what happened to him at 6 months old too!!!

[@LetThereBeRaineTV]

Thank you so much for not revealing the whole story in your comment!

[@kimberlysmithcarlson1777]

A man crying and releasing all that trauma is one of the most beautiful demonstrations of true strength there is on this fucked up planet...it was an honor to hear his story!

[@J3MOdh3NOWX3S]

Hmm , I demonstrate true strength almost everyday. :)

[@ellamayoxoxo9510]

Well said

[@420spacecowboy]

not true. I hope he gets better but to think he is the planter's hero is so stupid.

[@kimberlysmithcarlson1777]

@@420spacecowboy I think we can all have more compassion for other people and not less. Calling someone stupid is really toxic and this forum is not really a place for that.

[@thomasdavison7184]

A man crying in front of strangers or on TV is not strong. You smash that shit way, way deep down inside. Put your work boots on and pull your shit together. Cry in the bathroom where the wife and kids can't see you. A man's job is to assure your family that everything is ok and to look strong and confident even if life is turning to shit around you. If the person who is supposed to be the rock or foundation of the family is sobbing like a teenage girl what kind of message do you think that sends your woman or your children.

[@FatherAndTeacherTV]

He's got a heartbreaking story! His mother truly damaged him. I hope that he finds peace and freedom from his addiction some day before it's too late.

[@dontbelongherefromanother]

Can't understand how a mom could sexually abuse their son

[@FatherAndTeacherTV]

@@dontbelongherefromanother I can't either.

[@menzere2009]

Yeah his dad his garbage also. He could have made sure his son was taken care of but he wasn’t enough of a human to do the very basics of being above vermin at all.

[@FatherAndTeacherTV]

@@menzere2009 True that.

[@alainadavi]

Every adult in his life is trash. He said his mom was a 16 year old sex worker, in prison and his daddy was 20. Like she is a abuse victim herself and his dad is a pedo. The biker gang and everything else. Like he didn’t have a chance tbh

[@fantheman310]

Man what an interview. Better story then most movies I’ve seen. Really pray this man gets some peace in his life. I’d donate to a go fund me for detox if he went

[@dawnw0324]

Right? It felt like I was watching Forest Gump. Lovin this guy.

[@Revert2017]

Me too!!! If anyone starts a Gofundme, please Post it. This is a good man that did what he had to do!

[@Kylemathews1]

He cried a little, and I cried a lot. I often forget that as shitty a situation I'm in, there's always someone worse off, and always someone stronger than you. Soft White Underbelly always reminds me of that.

[@dragoon260]

True and real

[@Lioness_of_Gaia]

Yeah, me too. It helps me put my problems into perspective.

[@kaibe5241]

It's why I love watching horror. hahaha. Because no matter how bad I feel, those people have it worse :P

[@angelayates7556]

Amen

[@alharrison1038]

7 billion people in the world, and still eventually there's a person who literally has it worse than anyone else

[@napa2981]

What this man has gone through as a child is horrifying. He has a beautiful soul. Praying for you, Royal 🙏🏼❤️

[@ang_pie]

I was so taken in by this interview. He is a crazy storyteller. We need a Royal Part 2!!!

[@sgtpepper814]

I come from a privileged family, and I’ve always written off people who do bad things as bad people. This is so far from the case. People do bad things when they are put into bad situations. This story was seriously more moving than words can describe.

[@ChickenFerLei]

Glad you’ve realized that! I respect that! I’ve been on both sides and I’m farrr from a bad person! But this shit will make you do bad things! It’s a horrible thing.

[@loutenant2817]

I think it's awesome when people are willing to open their minds and change their perspective. Good on you!

[@Bassgirl42]

I'm happy to hear because that's the whole point of these interviews.

[@carllennen3520]

Bullshit. People do bad things, because they are bad people. These "situations" aren't created by themselves, out of the ether. People create the environments they inhabit. You don't come from a "privileged" family. You come from a family full of people who made decisions in their life that benefited them. There is nothing wrong with "privilege". You need to start THINKING, instead of repeating stupidity that's in vogue in current year. "Privilege" has a definition, and it's not a bad thing. People are poor, because they choose to be poor. People are in "bad situations", because they make piss poor decisions. No one "does it to them". They do it to themselves. You're naive, and you allow other naive people blow bullshit up your ass. This man's "story" is just that, a story. We all made fun of these types in prison. They are stupid, and have nothing going for them, so they make up stupid shit, so people with think they're interesting, or "tough". They're just idiots full of shit. They take stories other idiots tell them, and make them their own. Nothing this dude said was true. Bottom line, people are successful, because they make good decisions. People are not successful, because they make bad decisions. I've wallowed in the gutter with this trash, when I was young, making bad decisions. When I decided I wasn't trash, I stopped making bad decisions, and now I'm "privileged". I wouldn't trade my "privilege" for anything. Stop feeling guilty, because others are worthless. It's fucking stupid.

[@_EatShit_]

Not totally true I grew up with a kid who had the nicest parents had brothers and sisters who turned out fine he was never in a bad situation he was just a psychopath

[@obesiriusmusic4661]

Drugs numb your emotions. I can imagine how emotional this guy would be if he was actually sober. I went through the worse emotional Rollercoaster when I got sober. Everything like the smallest things that isn't even sad was making me cry

[@alexanderher7692]

they both numb and amplify your feelings. i promise you he would be better off without the drugs

[@EyeSeeDeadPeople44]

Yes you are 100% correct.it takes a while to adjust once you're sober but it's so much better.i feel for that guy.

[@rossdanes9631]

I'm going through a similar boat "getting sober" I had to really crank back my drinking and staying off all drugs together. I think I drank 4 or 5 pints in 24 hours. I know at least 4 but maybe 6. The next day was awful and I wanted to cry so bad but I couldn't. A few days later I'm much better. Thanks for commenting.

[@BlekJamal]

@@rossdanes9631 Pints of beer or hard liquor? Ive twice drank 2 pints of hard liquor back to back and once ended in a jail cell and the other time a week in the psych hospital. Take care of yourselves, you deserve it!

[@finished6267]

We need it to cope. People don't understand how brutal life can be.

[@fredbologn2344]

Coming off opiates is one of the most emotional experiences ever. Learning to feel again.

[@calebjernigan2023]

Fried bologna That is the truest shit I've ever heard man 10 years a heroin addict

[@JetPackDino]

Yep. 16 years here. Coming off feels like death, to me. So here I am another year on... I just think I would miss it too much, so what's the point. Terrible attitude I know.

[@topyeaa3443]

I felt this because I been hurt an have no expectations for people cause being let down by people you truly love Hurt an being deceived an percs wud take me away from all of it an I would not feel nothing an I was happy cause I didn't wanna feel the pain so yea it does stop the pain but I been fw so long I don't know how to feel it's hard for me to care or truly love hard but my kid's my kids give me that feeling an mom but other than that I'm numb to alot of things

[@x42xxx67]

289 days clean for me. Staying away from demon pills

[@misanthropic_shithead7438]

How would you know? You've never done opiates

[@jennifercarr9111]

I honestly think I would be friends with Royal in real life. I'm a recovering pill and heroin addict. I've been clean for just over 3 years. This man is one hell of a man and I have high hopes for you Royal. I really hope there's an update in the future . Thank you for allowing us to hear your story Royal. ❤

[@charlottewillis9582]

Way to go Jennifer😘 It's people like you that inspire these Desperate souls. Thank you for sharing. They need people like You, To give them hope that they can do it too thank you sweetie. So proud of you😘✌

[@jennifercarr9111]

@Dank Dank You just have to make the right choices and not really "hang out" with the drug user. But you can absolutely still be a friend and try to be there for them in their recovery. In the beginning of my recovery there would have been no way that I would be around users, but I'm well past the hard parts. Royal says quite a few times that he would like to get clean. You're right though, my sobriety and recovery come 1st above it all. I do hope the best for Royal.

[@jennifercarr9111]

@@charlottewillis9582 Thank you 😊

[@charlottewillis9582]

You would be surprised.

[@GSXR90]

I’m coming up on two years. Congrats on your 3!

[@kerrybayton8356]

He seems like a genuine guy, wishing him all that he needs & hoping things work out for him! He deserves so much more than he's getting..

[@msaunsha]

He’s been needing to release this pain since childhood. 😢 My heart goes out to him. Peace and blessings to you good fella. 💗 Wishing the same to all of you too.

[@tylerlienau7548]

It was so cool how mark was concerned about him being sick and offered to give him money to get his drug. I have even more respect for mark after hearing that.

[@marylougeorge9890]

Yes. 👍❤️

[@doll2607]

Exactly!

[@xomelxo1435]

See, I don’t. I understand why, but not cool that he enables like that. I have to wonder, how many of the people he’s interviewed he’s given money to for them to get well. I love this Chanel, I’m an avid watcher and wholeheartedly love what marks doing here, but I don’t think that’s okay. (I’m sure I’ll get a lot of slack for this comment, but I stand by my opinion :/ )

[@doll2607]

@@xomelxo1435 he isn't enabling. He is paying them for their time. Every humans time is valuable just as every human is valuable. Its not like he pays the same people over and over to do drugs...smh. We would never know anything about these individuals if he didn't do what he is doing.

[@hkm_865]

@@doll2607 when he says I’ll get you what you need right now at the end he’s implying it’s enabling. But yeah the guy is also getting paid for his time.

[@frankie1012]

Mark has provided a safe space for the broken, lost, and hurting to tell their stories. They can let their guard down for just a bit and find some relief just being heard by someone who cares. 💔❤️‍🩹

[@wesleyalan9179]

🎯

[@charlottewillis9582]

Beautiful message, I agree.✌

[@BLACKSWAN369]

He definitely is a blessing to all

[@Fishing-gs9ku]

“Safe space” 🤔

[@anthonyamare1902]

@@Fishing-gs9ku is “safe place” less triggering?

[@Truthof.thestreets]

These last few interviews have been SO RAW. Two minutes into his interview and my heart dropped for him. My heart progressively sank even more for him as I continued watching. Sending him love, light and positive guidance.

[@Exp.LJ1223]

Guy has lived the one of the most tragic and crazy dramatic lives I have personally ever heard. Respect to him for surviving his struggle and still being a decent enough guy. I hope he gets to see his son and that he gets clean again and lives a happy life.

[@nancyclutteur6517]

You should be in movies. You remind me of Robert Duvall. Make sure your son can find you when he gets old enough to come lookin. He deserved to know what a unique man you are!

[@deepgaming2992]

I've heard rough stories throughout my life but this story of his is just unbelievable. Mentally strong dude to have come this long way and be on this interview.

[@celebralpelosi5031]

Lol if you actually believe any of it

[@juliegarrison426]

Unbelievable is the operative word here.

[@butch420cassidy4]

Yeah, he lost me at the whole eating out his mom to show love part.. that shit just sounds made up

[@christopherking8526]

@@celebralpelosi5031 I know right! lol! Most people on this channel are so gullible.

[@Sw33tHeart312]

Lol yes lost me at the “friend ate by a alligator part” no scratch that. Lost me at the.. it’s just so happens you get inherited by your aunt your very first house in New Orleans the same exact year of hurricane Katrina… full of shit Lmao

[@hodad924]

So much emotion so quickly. Was not expecting that. Says something about his character that he can open up like this right away. A lot of pain in his life.

[@WinterReflections]

In my experience most addicts are constantly holding on to loads of trauma and sadness they want to be able to let go of. When you get someone like this who genuinely wants to hear everything you have to say, it just comes out like a flood. Addicts who live on the street are very closed off and defensive, because they are constantly in fear of what can happen if they let their guard down. But inside of themselves there is so much pain they want to let out.

[@keepontruckinoutlawlife1248]

Poor guy needs help needs to get off that shit

[@jwforever7441]

PLEASE do an update with Royal if possible...no words enough to wish him nothing but the best...biggest hugs from Downunder, from a former addict ...you will get past this 💕

[@Sukuna36]

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[@Leandatastic]

From Sydney xx

[@itiswhatis5656]

What do you think an update would be. Hes been doing the same thing his whole life. Unfortunately 2nd grade verse same as the 1st but this man knows how to survive. I really do hope he gets clean.

[@BelleTolles]

For him to have survived all he's been through, and still obviously have the heart he does is a testament to his strength. It's sad he hasn't had more chances. I hope he gets one somewhere down the road.

[@JustJenRx]

I pray he gets help, I pray he gets reunited with kid after getting clean.

[@joshualife9237]

Amen 🙏🙏

[@1T0MMY]

Same but it’s practically impossibly to quit fent without relapsing which usually means overdosing because of the tolerance drop

[@joshhagans6316]

The way the court systems are and the fact that he has multiple records throughout his life even if he does get clean the courts don’t give a fuck I got a friend who has a long ass record from his teenage years and he’s in his 30s now and still can’t get his kids even though he’s been clean off drugs for seven years holding down a job for five and everything they don’t give a fuck the court systems are all fucked up and it’s sad =(

[@ganggang6146]

I pray he starts telling the truth every once in a while

[@silkyjohnson7599]

@@ganggang6146 who are you to say he was lying? A lot of it seems pretty damn bizarre to lie about

[@The-real-doc-holiday]

I gave 11 years of my life to herion/fentanyl I’m actually over 3 years clean now found the best wife I could have ever been so lucky to have and we both never looked back on that life. We now have two daughters just bought a home and both work hard every day. It just goes to show no matter how bad you are you can pull yourself out!

[@justinabajian1087]

Very proud of you. My ex wife has been a lifelong addict. Most addicts don’t recover but this gives me hope that maybe someday she can be a mom again to our kids.

[@mikeunt6333]

ey Trav...wat did u do inordeer to detox nd stay clean?

[@The-real-doc-holiday]

Justin the best thing you can do is love from a distance the kids definitely don’t need to see or hear about It I grew up the same way my mom was also a heroin addict we use to do it together and that’s definitely what gave me the mindset that it was okay but it’s definitely not ok. I’d never talk poorly about your kids mom your kids will one day understand why mom couldn’t be around. I hope your guys story turns out as well as mine my mother is going on 5 years clean now. I’ll definitely be praying for you!

[@The-real-doc-holiday]

@@mikeunt6333 Staying busy and finding something you really enjoy doing helps a lot I know that’s tough at first because of the withdrawals but The quicker you get your mind thinking of other things rather than not being sick or what you gotta do to get high. Surround yourself with really good people and stay in constant touch with them. Always remember an addict alone is in bad company don’t be afraid to ask for help I’d do a medical detox if that’s possible where you live. once you get over those first 3-4 days I promise it gets better

[@HannahMattox]

@@The-real-doc-holiday totally proud for you, internet stranger ❤️

[@bizzlesnach]

This was hands down your best interview. Wow. What an amazing person, this guy really captures the title of your channel- he really inherited the Kingdom of Suck. What a captivating individual that somehow kept going through life bearing a lot of hidden wisdom.

[@danisorenson8833]

Wow! He's been through it. I'm in recovery from fentanyl and it's very rare to see a fentanyl addict that still has a soul and cares about people. He's a good soul, you can tell.

[@samichgrrl]

He steals cars and punched a gas station attendant out. His stories are mostly BS. You respect that??

[@skin_by_scarlette1231]

I love how he relates things to southern things like "sweet tea". Please bring him back for a part 2, 3, 4, 5,....I'm so interested. Very powerful interview. Some of his words shook my soul.

[@midwest4148]

I respect this man and everything he stands for , that man faced and went through HELL and yet he still has morals and respect.. stay safe brotha

[@sakenfor4683]

You from Milwaukee?

[@midwest4148]

@@sakenfor4683 yeah I am

[@WoodyFn1]

@@sakenfor4683 how tf you just guess that😂 guess where I’m from it’s in the Midwest too

[@LeSwexy]

@@WoodyFn1 lmfaoo facts wtf

[@LeSwexy]

@@WoodyFn1 but "414" milwaukee, i guess that's how he guessed lol

[@adoria5]

Poor guy, he's been through a hell of a lot. Wish him well!!

[@froandcara]

I know he’s there for money and waiting to get his fix so he doesn’t feel sick but he does seem genuine and a good soul underneath the trauma. I like him. Horrible what he went through as a kid. I wish we could follow their lives after these interviews. ♥️ thank you Mark for bringing awareness and compassion and your beautiful talent

[@nicolecox64]

I like him too!

[@blazefairchild465]

You can see it’s getting close to a fix towards the end ,he is taking longer to get his thoughts out ,compared than in the beginning of the video when he is straight to the point.

[@Kimberly_K_]

Agree , He seems genuinely honest 🙏

[@peteypizzillo1142]

Most people would have just walked out of the interview as soon as he offered to get him high

[@TrevorCanToo]

That’s the most backhanded comment wtf

[@thatgirlcharlee2368]

My heart goes out to you! You actually have heart unlike some people in these interviews. Fentanyl is a trap I thought I knew addiction then relapsed and got addicted. It’s a miracle I’m alive and clean a year now. It’s possible!

[@juancarlos2405]

@mohammed ilyas Bullshit if you cant be good you FIND A WAY TO BE GOOD

[@papawnanasaveslovesnlife9530]

Congratulations to you, 👏⭐👏... Well done 👀💭💯, You👍 are worth it ✴️💃✴️, Keep up the good work 🤞❣️... Carry on, Carry on n 👀💭 what you have accomplished n wats yet to come⭐🌕⭐ skys the limit 💯❣️... Bunches of ❤️ to you 😘❣️

[@theraptorsnest5891]

This guy could be someone I could go fishing with, or get into trouble with as kids, or just hang out an contemplate life with but sadly our lives took different paths. I hope Royal finds his way.

[@kylepeak7033]

Respectable.

[@StuartFuckingLittle]

@John Smith Depends if you are bigoted or not. People like to put others into groups, such as 'good' and 'bad', because it makes it easier for them to compartmentalise and understand the world.

[@sonicoda3307]

@John Smith So much of a dirtbag that you couldn’t help yourself but to take 38 minutes and 19 seconds out of your wonderful life to watch this video and to comment on the height of your pedestal compared to his? Try to be nice to someone today… it would make this world a little better if you did, along with me and everyone else too. Smile more.

[@abick8725]

@John Smith Trauma does terrible things to people, but then I suppose you wouldn’t know that. If only we could all be as wonderful a person as you are John.

[@xTayso]

@John Smith ur a privileged idiot u might as well not have watches the video he said his own mom shot him up with heroin u prolly couldnt fathom urself being off heroin

[@madisonmacdonald989]

You can tell he’s a great person, hearing his story and trauma was heartbreaking. I really hope to have an update on where he’s at and how he’s doing! My brother is in a similar boat, just like Royal he would do anything for me and he has.. I miss him like crazy and the pain of not being able to help or change anything for people in their situation is heavy. Sending love from Canada ❤️

[@JRock514514]

@Madelyn It’s True what you’re saying about him. Are u in Vancouver? I’m in Montreal. I’ve been on different opioids over the last 15 years, yesterday it was my 15 year anniversary of my chronic pain nightmare. I’m lucky that I have two young sons otherwise I would’ve checked out of here along time ago. Maybe they’re not so young, 7 and 12. Over the years my body has become dependent physiologically on these medications. I went through detox once, And when 11 months without taking anything, but My pain is so severe, and I just wanted to enjoy my sons birthday party, so I took some of my oxycodone, the pain melted away and that was it, I was screwed. I’m on Suboxone now and it’s working pretty well for my pain, I hate some of the side effects of it, However I’d rather have this side effects than the severity of the pain. At least I get to enjoy my kids, much more so than I did for so many years. I really felt for this guy royale, look like a real good person. I wish the general public understood addiction better than they care to. I’m going to be in Los Angeles with my two boys for most of the summer, It would be really interesting to run into this guy, but I’m not bringing my kids to skid Row, that place is terrifying. I hope that you get your brother back…I can tell you care for him dearly. Good luck!

[@persephonel2117]

I just lost my brother last year to his addiction. Always make sure your brother knows how much you love him. Check on him and tell him as much as you can.

[@anthonylewis9256]

@@JRock514514 ibogaine

[@fredbologn2344]

Great person??? Lmao. I'm sure even he would disagree with you.

[@moneyteamdream7581]

@@anthonylewis9256 have to travel to Mexico to get it or??

[@barkingbunny4689]

He's just 4 years older than my son. Heartbreaking knowing that this young man could be so much more if he could just kick the drugs. Even more heartwrenching that this is the only life he's ever known. No child should have to grow up in these circumstances. The whole system is broken, especially in California.

[@gordon3186]

*Why is the system "especially" broken in California?*

[@ayejay4028]

@@gordon3186 they basically allow people to break the law there, and penalize people for defending themselves

[@gordon3186]

@@ayejay4028 --- *No, they "basically" don't. On what basis have you made that determination, other than just hearsay? California arrests, prosecutes and incarcerates criminals just like every other state does.*

[@lloyddobbler1884]

@@gordon3186 What are you, like, a liar? They prosecute you for shooting someone if they invade your home. They let homeless drug addict criminals live all over the street and public parks. You can shoplift up to $1000 and face no penalty. What exactly is the matter with you anyway?

[@gordon3186]

@@lloyddobbler1884 --- "What are you, like, a liar?" *No Lloyd, just someone who, unlike you, can disagree without being disagreeable.* "They prosecute you for shooting someone if they invade your home." *"Northern California home’s new owner kills intruder - son of the previous owner" ---The Mercury News. "They [homeowners] were not arrested or cited; the investigation is continuing, the sheriff’s office said."* "They let homeless drug addict criminals live all over the street and public parks." *Known criminals are routinely arrested. That drug addicts, "live all over the street and public parks" is a nationwide problem and by no means endemic to California.* "You can shoplift up to $1000 and face no penalty" *"Proposition 47 did not end prosecution of thefts under $950 in California" --- AP NEWS.*

[@Krulle37]

What a crazy life story, and Royal did a very good job telling it.

[@dontbelongherefromanother]

Compared to his childhood, mine was Disneyland

[@brittanytoth9420]

Wow, this has me in tears. You are such a strong man. You have a purpose. Your story is very powerful. I watched this video due to the fact I lost my baby brother to fentanyl recently. Keep your head up.

[@jkalous100]

What a sad story. I hope he is able to find stability. He seems like a decent person despite the tragedies that he has suffered.

[@SammysMysASMR]

Wow. he’s endured so much pain and suffering yet has so much love and kindness in his heart. An incredibly likable person. Love to you Royal 🙏🏽

[@Highland_Fields]

It’s absolutely amazing Royal you are still sensitive and caring regardless of the horrific life you had. Your tears reflect a strong man inside.

[@luther1546]

This bum is a violent hooligan who assaults and robs people. He's also a complete liar. His story is nonsense.

[@lisarodriguez6966]

@@luther1546really? How do you know that?

[@francesalexander2545]

@@luther1546 the barracuda and Corvette gave this fool away. Lmao 🤣🤣🤣

[@ItsFreshItsAnne]

@@luther1546 I'd like to know where you got this from?

[@mashakooli]

@@luther1546 can't trust you or your opinion homie 😉 you comment this on ever video 😂😂

[@markj882]

Ain't no way he went to jail for murder and the judge release him with no charges with admitting guilt!! This guy is a story teller. I'm sure there's truth to some but alot is bullshit

[@a.garcia8086]

True

[@Abel-wb4xk]

He is such a powerful storyteller. I have a feeling that his life is about to change. I pray that he gets clean.

[@fsu3784]

I remember when this channel had only a few thousand subs and now over 2 million!!! Definitely deserve it man what you are doing bringing awareness and understanding to these humans is amazing. And needed.

[@heatherrussell7190]

Its hard to form a sentence when you're dopesick. Royal, youve got heart.

[@crystalparker3487]

love your channel Mark. Did you know that handing a tissue immediately stops the brain from processing the emotion. the stuff you learn in rehab and treatment is astonishing

[@crystalparker3487]

@@hattchetman_2128 it's actually not, it's a proven fact,but we are all entitled to our opinions on the subject.

[@hattchetman_2128]

@@crystalparker3487 no it actually is bs people like you make me laugh.

[@tblends]

Best video you've done yet. This guy got dealt some seriously bad cards. I really feel for him. Wish him the best.

[@finished6267]

But you know how the repubs say, just pull yourself up by the straps and work hard. Don't forget to tuck in your shirt.

[@Spaghetti_policy]

He’s addicted to drama as well. It’s really hard to go back to a normal boring life from being on the streets.

[@jhoncenafan2]

Addicted to drama so even momma couldn’t save me

[@stevelacysgf1311]

this has to be one of my favorite interviews on this channel. i really hope he is doing well. would love to see an update

[@elaineandrepont]

“Never break ones values” really hit me because when you were sold to the wolves, abandoned, disowned and were broken in your young life values have to be rebuilt from the ground up when you wake up to your reality. Royal has lived a life that is unforgettable. It’s a shame addiction is whole-hearted and a stubborn dependency. We all suffer from addictions and they seem impossible to break because all addictive substances actually intercepts our will-synopsis in our brain and the toxins also deteriorate our grey matter and prefrontal cortex for reasoning as well as tap into our natural resources for a boost of dopamine, etc. as the bodies main purpose is engineered to heal itself. ETA🌹

[@ruffrider2626]

Wild story. Unreal the abuse that parents dole out to kids. Mom forcing him to do those things because she thought it was loving, is to me, unimaginably hard to comprehend.

[@dowjones3]

@Michelle Devine that is actually a very good point I didn't even consider

[@TheQueenSpider]

Damn. Great story. I mean I know it’s a picture of misery but he told it so well.

[@wesleyalan9179]

I know what ya mean

[@kenwaring6595]

I cannot believe how many people buy his stories, he is a fentanyl addict and he is rocked. I can guarantee if he was interviewed the next day his story would be completely different.

[@idontsurf1]

Seriously. The Jack Kevorkian bit is odd. Lots of naive enablers in the comments.

[@drrrrzz9145]

@@idontsurf1 dr death? he was uhh an asshole guy. but then an alligator ate my friend and sold my baby to the kkk

[@tontobb8956]

Amazing story Sad that his birth mum did the things she did to him For all the bad crap he’s done He still decent inside. Has kept a certain level of morality Hope he finds a different path Good luck bruv

[@jennifercarr9111]

👏👏 I really appreciate how much Mark has done. Giving them a chance to be seen and heard with absolutely no judgment. I can't imagine it's easy for them to share their stories or their feelings. They are exposing the raw emotions and pain from their upbringing or the choices that led them into addiction and homelessness. It's a courageous thing to do, especially being able to open up to a huge audience of people like here on KZbin. I do hope Mark let's Royal know or see all the wonderful things people are saying about him.

[@keelyclemens5011]

I'm worried that it's going to wear Mark out. Hang in there Mr Laita...you're doing good in this effed up world! Xoxo

[@JoeDeezy]

When he was talking about his son and he said “I didn’t do drugs or anything for 3 years, he got me high” that hit me hard

[@HoneySz-q5p]

The compassion of Mark, concerned about him getting sick is remarkable!!!! Also Royal's story is incredible, hope he's doing well, you can tell how much pain he carries! Bless him

[@archiestewart2520]

Thank you for giving these people a platform to share their story

[@NobodysGh0sT]

I'm 108 days clean today from Opiates [I Quit August 17th 2021] and it wouldn't be possible without the help I get from Suboxone. I think I'm one of those people who require maintnance meds and will continue to need them. I don't believe there should be any shame to them. I hate when people say it's a 'handcuff' rather than a helping hand to help pull me through. I also quit for myself. I'm being very selfish in my recovery. I hope it works out for me and I hope things work out for Royal. If you're really struggling and are actually ready to say goodbye to your best friend and want to do so for yourself so you can have a better life I really hope you seize that opportunity. You're better than what you are. When we're as addicts and we're in our addictions we don't believe we're worth it and we believe we don't matter. It's the exact opposite. You DO matter and you ARE worth it. I'd love to see more videos of Royal but I hope the fentanyl doesn't end up killing him. Stay Awesome and Frosty my SWU friends.

[@jacquelyn7613]

Don't let anyone make you feel bad for being on MAT. Whatever works for you. They're not you. Good luck on your journey. I'm hoping to get there myself.

[@angelamatta29]

The struggle is real, my friend, 108 days man, WAY TO GO, U fucken got this, you have passed 1 of the hardest things, that feeling that ur jumping out of your skin.. In Ontario, Canada we have methadone clinics everywhere, once ready u make appt to see the doctor.. I'm 5yrs clean, on program for 10yrs, there is life again your head is clear..Someone you'd this one day " how many junkies for you see that are seniors? Not many, they don't make it Only thing I will have from time to time is 🍄🍄micro dosing also helps with withdrawals, maybe you have heard of this? Day by day, change your habits, friends, things that will trigger.. Go to NA meetings, they help if you have a good support system or not Peace ✌

[@ThriftLife]

power to you man... i had a relapse about 14 months ago but if you take that out of the equation I made the decision to get clean 3 years ago and i can honestly say I dont think I could have done it without the safety net of Suboxone. Just knowing that everyday i wake up and take it, i then have that safety net that IF i started having bad cravings and wanted to get high... i literally couldn't.

[@mariamceesay8741]

This is the most honest open interview ever. This is why I say foundation is the key to life. His parents messed his life up but you can tell he has a great heart and strong back bone. I wish he had a cash app or social media I would try to help. Sometimes people need to know others care. This could be anyones brother

[@suedenim6590]

You need a better bs detector. His pupils are tiny he's high and lying, his story is complete and utter bs. They call it "kicking the habit" because your nerves randomly fire and its just not happening. You seriously think you could admit murder in court and they just kick you out the state? Come along now children. Trust me. He's high and he's lying. Addicts are manipulative. He's invented and practiced this story as he says. Pitiful stuff

[@samanthawhitter7669]

Regret causes pain causes mistakes so insightful and taught me so much for my life. Sending you prayers.

[@erinscharte3949]

I feel so much for this man, I see and hear this sweetness in him... Thank you for your story.

[@ellamayoxoxo9510]

I NEED to see a follow up with Royal asap! I’ve never connected with someone on here as much as I have with him…not in a sexual or romantic way..not like that..I too am a fentanyl addict. I was up to 12 no less than 8 pills a day and it was absolute HELL. I only went into full withdrawal twice on it and it’s been the worst pain I’ve experienced thru a detox. I finally couldn’t do it anymore..my whole life revolved around it and I knew it was only a matter of time before my child would be taken from me. Im now on 80 milligrams of methadone and it’s been the best decision I’ve ever made. I just got hired to do what I consider my dream job 💕I’m a felon with no experience in that field but the supervisor loved my “energy” 😊 Life can actually work out..you just gotta have faith. I would love to speak to Royal some day. Im no longer physically dependent on fentanyl now it’s a mental fuck but I’m almost over there hump. I know he could do it and get Corbin back..I KNOW he can. Until then…you’re in my prayers my friend 🙏🏻💕

[@aprilchiginsky7560]

This is one of my favorite interviews. He is so genuine and honest. I can actually feel the hurt and pain deep within him when he is speaking. After hearing his story it's hard to believe he is even alive. I hope he can find it within himself to become sober one day. He is such a beautiful human and I really think he could do amazing things if he could get clean. It is so hard to get sober but not even close to what he's endured throughout his life this far. I hope he gets on a good sober path in life and can build a relationship with his child. He should write a book about his life, it would be a best seller for sure.

[@jsce70angelheart376]

I love this guy! He has heart and in spite of everything, he still has a sense of honor. Good people can do bad things, especially when bad things are all they have ever known. Mark, this is an encore performance. Bring him back. He has more to tell us and maybe in the telling he will find answers and a path to a better place. He has that "something" that sets him apart.

[@badger297]

Pls bring him back! Sometimes I can feel the lies in the stories ppl tell on your channel. This felt genuine. Those tears are genuine. My heart goes out to this guy. Hope he finds his light.

[@nolanthompson3235]

I hope things pick up for this man. The fact that he’s still pushing after all he’s gone through is inspiring.

[@80sChick80s]

These stories need to keep being told to mainstream media, please share this video. We need to keep helping people before the children are in danger. It's one way to low or stop this cycle. Thank you for telling your story💓

[@Tallgoddessnicki]

This was so touching. This channel gives the forgotten a voice. This man's story is incredible. Even through all his trauma he has kept his humanity.

[@daves5562]

What a wild ride that was. I wish the best to Royal. He deserves good fortune after what he went through. I hope he somehow sees all the positive comments and good wishes people are sending his way. He definitely has skills in storytelling.

[@lostcoastcannabis6734]

Since listening and watching many of Marks videos its obvious how we are so similar and yet so individual. This platform has got to help these people in releasing a lot of sorrow and pain from their childhoods and hopefully giving the ability to move forward with meaning

[@kimberlyreason7430]

I’m deeply touched by Royal’s survival story, the unfathomable abuse and pain he’s endured, his desire to go on in the face of such horrible odds and setbacks. I hope with all my heart that he finds peace and the love he deserves.

[@LimoneneDaddy]

Trauma is what causes addiction most times. I have no words for this but he can do it he just has been through so much that numbing and self medicating is all he knows. I wish him the best, I won't say good luck cause luck doesn't help you get sober or change your life. Powerful interviews thank you Mark

[@MeowodyC]

The first 4 minutes of him speaking has already made me cry.

[@faithhoperecovery]

I had a rough up bringing and man, this man has veen thru the ringer... hes so genuine, head up despite his situation; its nice to see such a strong person. So smart, so driven. I hope u c this man, im a recovering addict & WE DO RECOVER

[@crabbygramma5553]

These stories are important in understanding the depth of drug addiction. These stories give one pause before casting judgment on the victims. These stories prompt empathy, unless you are heartless. Great content. Thank you!

[@helium5912]

I looked up some of the names he mentioned. Hes telling the truth. Hope things get better brother.

[@BobbyBundlez]

damn dude. that was a story and a half. i love how he said at the end he was sick and could have told the story better... amazing man. what broke my heart is through everything clearly not seeing his son breaks his heart the most. I am in recovery and haven't seen my two daughters in a few months to get better. the heart break from even just that is immense for me.. awesome man

[@sandypritchett7866]

😢

[@kekealize]

This has humbled me in so many ways and I feel incredibly blessed for my life compared to this. Thank you for sharing Mark you are beyond strong. Sending you love ❤️

[@ethanb7388]

Amazing story Royal God bless you man. Most ppl could never handle what you been through. Hope you can read some of these comments and feel you got some people that understand you out here. love you man. Mark I don't think there is anything more real on the internet than your channel truly amazing.

[@thekatt...]

💯💯💯

[@meshelleflittie3812]

So much strength and wisdom in your words. Prayers for your sobriety and peace.

[@lilyraiyne9225]

This interview totally broke my heart 💔. I could really see the pain he was in... Don't be afraid to let your emotions show, never be sorry for that. You are so strong Royal for coming forth and sharing with us. Mark, you do so much goodness for so many!

[@WeWillAlwaysHaveVALIS]

Such a traumatic early life, I can understand his desire to self medicate.

[@BirdieB88]

Love this fella. Wish you and your girl all the very best. No bull shit mate, I really mean that. I wish you many blessings. And thanks Mark.😘

[@mymarisol858]

What a story. Thank you for sharing. My heart goes out to this man. Royal. I hope he finds peace. Incredible journey.

[@lissa274]

As a mom, this is heart wrenching. I just want to hug him. I would take a chance with some of these broken souls. Many were failed at birth:(

[@theshirecrier-310]

Damn. The fact he was able to finish high school and enter college with the absolute chaos he lived in is amazing!

[@hopalongcassidy8194]

What a hell of a life this guy has had and his heart is still in the right place. I wish you all the best that life has to offer Royal. You have been through enough!

[@amandag8460]

I need an update on him. This was amazing, he’s amazing

[@matthewhudson6612]

This is hands down one of the best/craziest stories i’ve ever heard! Excellent video!

[@coltonpenn]

Really something special about this series. Thanks for shining the light on what’s reality for so much of us. Thanks for giving us a voice.

[@justinelisella1765]

What a good man. He takes accountability which is rare. Every moment has been an uphill battle and he was never set up for success. I hope he finds true comfort, solace, and success. Royal, if you ever read this just know that you are such a good person despite all odds and that you deserved so much better from those who were supposed to protect you and you deserve better than the life you are living now.

[@nicolercard6349]

Hang in there Royal, i hope you are blessed for the rest of your life. I thought you gave a great interview.

[@sherrylienable]

These are the words I was looking for

[@bryceblackard6535]

It’s crazy how many of these people are like incredibly talented at actual storytelling-like in terms of retelling the events of their lives

[@simplysyndilou6768]

This child never had a chance. Hugs to your soul xo

[@jeannine3750]

Much Respect!!!!!! What an interesting human being. He deserves to be with his son. "Mark"! Can we please get another interview with Royal. I'd like to meet Jennifer as well .

[@SimpleBaller55]

God bless the people putting this together and making this happen. Giving such a wide variety of people a platform to tell their story. This does so much good for the people on both ends. A chance to be heard and a chance to hear. Thank you!

[@dakotabelden9852]

My favorite one so far keep up the work you do mark these people need you the outlet you give i think is better than anything else they can get for their soul this channel is truly amazing

[@anchovy9405]

Brilliant interview! Very raw and honest… and final words so very true… Children should NEVER be treated this way! Tough situation to fix in the world… what happens behind closed doors in some houses is crazy… Awful side of humanity. ❤️All the best to you Royal, I hope a different pathway out of yr situation opens up & yr future changes for the better…

[@viciousdope66]

This is probably THE BEST interview that I’ve ever seen here, since your channel began. Simply incredible. And I want to thank you soooo much for giving the guy money to get his medicine (heroin/dope, whatever you call it). I could personally feel his pain, because I take methadone and used to shoot heroin. I totally know how it feels to have Heroin/Opiate withdrawals, so I was so happy when you genuinely wanted to help him. You don’t realize how kind that is for this Man. He’s been through Hell and and walked out tempered by the flames. Keep up the good work, Mark!