Fentanyl Addict interview-Sky

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Soft White Underbelly

Soft White Underbelly

Күн бұрын

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@TaterTots380
@TaterTots380 3 күн бұрын
Hope her child never finds this video and hears her say she has no regrets.
@NoelleBelle06
@NoelleBelle06 3 күн бұрын
For real… 😢
@timothyvanderschultzen9640
@timothyvanderschultzen9640 3 күн бұрын
She tears up when she says no regrets.
@owenjoy6498
@owenjoy6498 Күн бұрын
@@timothyvanderschultzen9640 aaah what a good person 💩
@maryalbert6138
@maryalbert6138 11 сағат бұрын
I agree not even a tear! So pitiful
@hgraham1836
@hgraham1836 8 сағат бұрын
💔
@montanasky2253
@montanasky2253 3 күн бұрын
She sounds like she is perfectly fine with her chosen lifestyle. No regrets. No goals, no ambitions, no self worth. To each their own.
@sassynana5201
@sassynana5201 3 күн бұрын
Just keep in mind: people who feel good don’t try to change how they feel. Drugs are someone’s response to feeling bad and trying to feel better.
@TruthHurtsSoGetAHelmet
@TruthHurtsSoGetAHelmet 3 күн бұрын
Very well said.
@CreekerMama80
@CreekerMama80 3 күн бұрын
@@TruthHurtsSoGetAHelmet I never knew I needed and wanted the handle TruthHurtsSoGetAHelmet so bad!! AWESOME!!!!
@Tenacious1952
@Tenacious1952 2 күн бұрын
That’s true initially, but when the body becomes addicted, it becomes more about not feeling dope sick rather than getting the high.
@charlottesantafe3561
@charlottesantafe3561 4 сағат бұрын
Or, substance use turns into misuse turns into dependancy turns into addiction and a person who isnt trying to escape anything develops addiction. Addiction occurs in people who have relatively few problems and zero trauma. And overdose death occurs in first time users. Addiction is a biologically involved process- not a symptom or result of trauma in every case. Many people experience childhood neglect, trauma and similar issues and dont develop Substance addiction.
@colleenprinz3129
@colleenprinz3129 3 күн бұрын
She is very offputting to me. How do you have children taken away or that you gave up and then, in the next sentence, say you have no regrets??!!
@TruthHurtsSoGetAHelmet
@TruthHurtsSoGetAHelmet 3 күн бұрын
She’s demonic.
@josephpaine9195
@josephpaine9195 3 күн бұрын
Why do you watch these videos? You're asking questions, the answer is "try hardcore drugs and see what happens buddy!"
@mlgprojake2285
@mlgprojake2285 Күн бұрын
I was thinking the exact same thing. Saying that you have no regrets when you have a child taken away from you?? Such a foul thing to say. I really dislike her
@amysurfsdnurse
@amysurfsdnurse Күн бұрын
Why should she regret giving a child a better life?
@rusty5791
@rusty5791 Күн бұрын
@@amysurfsdnursethe problem is that she allowed her life to get so bad that her child got taken from her, not that the child will probably have a better life
@islandlady-rr3fm
@islandlady-rr3fm 3 күн бұрын
My daughter spent 6 years in Dublin prison in Northern California for drug smuggling she was addicted to meth. She failed parole 3 times. SHE FINALLY completed her in-house drug treatment program. She is working hard to keep her apartment and staying off drugs. I just pray nothing happens to trigger her to go back to drugs. It has been a nightmare for me and her father. 💔 If anyone is out there thinking the devil is not working, double time on our families is sadly mistaken. Thank you, Jesus, for not giving up on her.
@corinaturner5128
@corinaturner5128 3 күн бұрын
I pray that life is behind all of you and she continues living her best life!!
@Mark-gn5rw
@Mark-gn5rw 3 күн бұрын
Amen! Fact..
@AnthonyLoconte-u6w
@AnthonyLoconte-u6w 3 күн бұрын
I feel your pain. My sister has a meth problem. I receive more handful emails from that woman. Two arrests in the last 2 years. An absolute train wreck of a human being.
@alainiakollasch9453
@alainiakollasch9453 3 күн бұрын
Fci? Or Santa Rita
@neomacchio4692
@neomacchio4692 3 күн бұрын
Perhaps leave the area… specifically Commiefornia Drugtopia.
@caseyjones3076
@caseyjones3076 3 күн бұрын
How is it possible to live a life like this and say you have absolutely no regrets. Unbelievable.
@rdrenth
@rdrenth 3 күн бұрын
You aint seen much of the world yet I suppose if you find already thát so 'unbelievable'
@Darkbluedevil
@Darkbluedevil 3 күн бұрын
Drugs warp your mind and body,
@wanderingsoul2931
@wanderingsoul2931 3 күн бұрын
This drug steals your conscience I think
@5049usrluvtyx
@5049usrluvtyx 3 күн бұрын
She’s gaslighting herself to her own grave. You don’t end up on skid row without deep complex problems.
@ddz1375
@ddz1375 3 күн бұрын
Regrets require reflection. When a person is purely living in "survival " mode there is no time to be spared for reflection. It is only when you are safe that one can look back at what has been endured and done.
@nicksfishroom915
@nicksfishroom915 2 күн бұрын
Maturity and intellectual honesty starts with not bullshitting yourself. Being accountable. This person has a long way to go.
@TheCowboylogic
@TheCowboylogic 2 күн бұрын
Not gonna make it. She will be dead in six months.
@brucehartnell1475
@brucehartnell1475 Күн бұрын
When you start using drugs and alcohol at a young age, you relax your maturity.
@hgraham1836
@hgraham1836 8 сағат бұрын
ABSOLUTELY ❤
@Freddybender123
@Freddybender123 4 күн бұрын
My daughter’s age..my daughter is in prison for fentanyl..she’s getting out soon pray for me❤
@JAYSONGS
@JAYSONGS 3 күн бұрын
Prayers for you & your daughter.
@beautifuldia
@beautifuldia 3 күн бұрын
Praying for you and her during this time. 🙏🏾
@Freddybender123
@Freddybender123 3 күн бұрын
@ thank u so much!
@Freddybender123
@Freddybender123 3 күн бұрын
@ i appreciate that thank u !
@SuzanneDeniseB
@SuzanneDeniseB 3 күн бұрын
❤❤❤
@5049usrluvtyx
@5049usrluvtyx 3 күн бұрын
This is what it looks like to gaslight yourself.
@stonehousejohnboy5955
@stonehousejohnboy5955 Күн бұрын
Interesting. Never even considered that as a possibility.
@shacoraparamole4309
@shacoraparamole4309 3 күн бұрын
Started at 26 currently 35 but been clean for 10 years ??????
@NoelleBelle06
@NoelleBelle06 3 күн бұрын
She’s currently using fentanyl now she said
@loriwatt6466
@loriwatt6466 3 күн бұрын
You need to rewatch this. Far from clean.
@corywoehlke
@corywoehlke 3 күн бұрын
She said she didn't start using until she was 26 and that she's 35 years old now. A couple minutes later Mark asked if she ever tried to get clean to which she replied she had 10 years clean before she started using again. How does that work?
@dbrown2728
@dbrown2728 3 күн бұрын
Yes, being in sex or love can also Be an addiction. Every addiction is hell
@stephtralala
@stephtralala 4 күн бұрын
I stopped watching after she said she's got no regrets, despite the fact she keeps having kids and losing them
@Sir_Catnip
@Sir_Catnip 4 күн бұрын
Exactly 👍
@HoracioLopez-l7f
@HoracioLopez-l7f 3 күн бұрын
Sobre el final a la pregunta ¿ Que podrías decir que te ha enseñado la vida ? responde que no sabría decir nada exactamente. La chica estuvo y esta perdida en la vida. Es un problema no tener un horizonte pero manifiesta tener voluntad de salir de las drogas. Ella puede salir del vicio pero sino mejora espiritualmente es la nada misma. En la adolescencia creía en brujería y no se arrepiente de manipular hombres para sacarle dinero. Yo no creo en dios pero reconozco que a este tipo de personas le hace bien acercarse a algún tipo de religión.
@leneo1731
@leneo1731 3 күн бұрын
You don't have to stop watching. Aren't you interessert in learning? If you shut down every time someone says something you disagree with, you'll never really learn about other people's struggles. Neither will you become very empathic.
@ttopbugatti9430
@ttopbugatti9430 3 күн бұрын
Exactly
@melinaeustathiou2207
@melinaeustathiou2207 3 күн бұрын
Your so right! ​@@leneo1731
@elizabethewing9567
@elizabethewing9567 3 күн бұрын
Especially with the long blonde hair and soft voice, she reminds me of Daryl Hannah in the movie Splash.
@feelthejoy
@feelthejoy 3 күн бұрын
It’s a wig
@EvaOtto-y4p
@EvaOtto-y4p 3 күн бұрын
No comparison daryl Hannah is beautiful.
@seanm3226
@seanm3226 3 күн бұрын
@@EvaOtto-y4p Not lately. Just saying.
@jessicajennifer9827
@jessicajennifer9827 2 күн бұрын
​@@feelthejoyas if Darryl Hannah didn't wear a wig 😅😅😅😅
@CE-jl1lv
@CE-jl1lv 2 күн бұрын
That was my exact first thought
@saulgood2366
@saulgood2366 3 күн бұрын
No regrets? Thank god her child is in state care
@melinaeustathiou2207
@melinaeustathiou2207 3 күн бұрын
I dont believe she has no regrets, shes saying that to not get emotional.
@kevinkev9996
@kevinkev9996 3 күн бұрын
I bet she smokes on heck of a pole
@noodlefringe1802
@noodlefringe1802 3 күн бұрын
I think that she's suggesting that she has "no regrets" due to her inability to look after the kid. Either way, it's very sad, particularly for a child who has done nothing wrong.
@German-Hydroponics
@German-Hydroponics 3 күн бұрын
I dont think state care is a big win for kids 😔
@MrsM334
@MrsM334 3 күн бұрын
@German-Hydroponics I agree, but probably better than the alternative on offer.
@biffbrude675
@biffbrude675 3 күн бұрын
It seems like she believes she is too clever to go all the way down. Not realizing she's been there for years.
@Trav-d4h
@Trav-d4h 2 күн бұрын
Trust me...she's not all the way down. No pun intended, btw. She's still relatively new to fentanyl....you can tell just by looking at her skin. Give it a few years and she won't even look the same.
@espyx1946
@espyx1946 2 күн бұрын
​@@Trav-d4h Nah man, I don't kid yourself. She's got that tweaker jaw going for her 😂
@espyx1946
@espyx1946 2 күн бұрын
​@@Trav-d4h And missing teeth to boot!
@andymarais3014
@andymarais3014 3 күн бұрын
I had a huge family. It was just me and my grandmother 😮
@Collageartist69
@Collageartist69 2 күн бұрын
Lies.
@Johnhs3tocal-p9g
@Johnhs3tocal-p9g 4 күн бұрын
The exponential increase in the homeless population (other than the clusterf*** that is the U.S. real estate system) is mainly due to large increases in drug addicted folks. Biggest culprit is fentanyl. Admirable work that Mark is doing to document this modern scourge.
@sugarsore
@sugarsore 3 күн бұрын
That's not true. The main cause of homelessness in the US is the lack of affordable housing.
@corinaturner5128
@corinaturner5128 3 күн бұрын
No effort to stop the flow of this coming in and it’s frustrating and heartbreaking to see our govt not give a 💩
@lburke2002
@lburke2002 3 күн бұрын
​he said, "other than" the housing market.
@corinaturner5128
@corinaturner5128 3 күн бұрын
@@sugarsorehe literally said that!!
@sugarsore
@sugarsore 3 күн бұрын
@@corinaturner5128 I was just making it clear which was the main cause.
@zackcraft7204
@zackcraft7204 3 күн бұрын
"I just wanted to go to California and have fun all the time" and now you've got your wish I guess. As much fun as one can have in a tent on the sidewalk anyway.
@crucifytheego100
@crucifytheego100 3 күн бұрын
Do people really like this comment? Do you think she needed it, in order to come to terms with her life?
@NoelleBelle06
@NoelleBelle06 3 күн бұрын
@@crucifytheego100exactly. It’s a waste of time to sit there and gloat in someone else’s nightmare.
@LauraBirch-ek6nn
@LauraBirch-ek6nn 4 күн бұрын
For some reason I don’t believe this person’s story.
@Sir_Catnip
@Sir_Catnip 4 күн бұрын
Same....
@sugarsore
@sugarsore 3 күн бұрын
That's strange.
@leneo1731
@leneo1731 3 күн бұрын
What gives youbthe right to say that. It's HER story. I find that so rude, condesending and lack of respect.
@HoracioLopez-l7f
@HoracioLopez-l7f 3 күн бұрын
Bueno, en un momento dice que no siente culpa de manipular hombres para sacarle dinero para su vicio así que es muy hábil para mostrar una cara que quizás no sea la verdadera. A pesar de ello todos merecen una segunda oportunidad y manifiesta tener voluntad para salir de su vicio.
@sinister906
@sinister906 3 күн бұрын
@@leneo17311st Amendment right 😊 lib tard.
@danieloleary1067
@danieloleary1067 2 күн бұрын
People who say they don't believe her fail to realize that drugs do weird things to your perceptions especially memory and time. Time lines get mixed up, confused, blended.
@lburke2002
@lburke2002 3 күн бұрын
I lost my husband in April 2020 to a fentanyl overdose. Tragically 10 months later, his son, my step son, died from the same. The sad part is we talked about it. They both knew the risk. They literally had no control. 😢
@corinaturner5128
@corinaturner5128 3 күн бұрын
I’m so incredibly sorry for your loss. I think as children of addicts we often follow the footsteps looking for answers why the drugs were more important than us! This did happen to me as well I came to forgive my parents and let go of all my anger. I understood that these drugs really do take over their lives, how they become powerless regardless,of the good humans they wish to be. They become a shell of the person they once were. I hope you eventually are able to find healing and solace in your life. My heart goes out to you and yours 💗 🙏 ☮️
@theresekirkpatrick3337
@theresekirkpatrick3337 3 күн бұрын
Great job having a baby hooked on opioids. Now they’ll likely have an addiction as they age and not know it’s because they were born addicted. Smh 🤦‍♀️ care about no other person than yourself. No regrets 🤦‍♀️
@Leo.Goddess87
@Leo.Goddess87 3 күн бұрын
Now I know these videos are edited but a lot of times when Mark keeps it short is cause he knows they're lying or they're not really open. I think it was a little bit of both SMH
@dbii6349
@dbii6349 3 күн бұрын
She’s holding up really well considering her lifestyle.
@tundranomad
@tundranomad 3 күн бұрын
Leaving rehab after 4 days and no regrets....?
@starrynight987
@starrynight987 3 күн бұрын
She needs to grow up.
@corinaturner5128
@corinaturner5128 3 күн бұрын
I relate to Sky’s story so much I was left in families care as a baby due to my parents going to prison from drugs. I was scared to death as a child and later became a pretty angry teen, but told myself I’d never be like them!! Unfortunately at 20 I started down that same path. Full blown heroin addict for ten plus years. I finally got clean and having my son made staying clean possible. I can’t say I haven’t had relapses but they were quick lived and very far in between. I know live a life of Cali sober, career and live alone after raising an amazing son. This can turn around for you Sky there is hope and happiness after addiction. I pray for love light and blessing for you and your life. I hope you allow yourself the opportunity to go to rehab again. Never give up!! You’re worth it goddess!!!
@JonathanArmstrong-u6e
@JonathanArmstrong-u6e 3 күн бұрын
Just curious but what does "Cali sober' mean to you? Can you smoke weed or have a cocktail once in a while?
@kevinkev9996
@kevinkev9996 3 күн бұрын
Sometimes I think I have it bad because I binge drink on the weekends then I watch these interviews. I feel blessed to have a nice car and apartment.
@Darkbluedevil
@Darkbluedevil 3 күн бұрын
It's all about you Kev!
@idlestar5906
@idlestar5906 3 күн бұрын
@@Darkbluedevil😂😂😂
@the-finn
@the-finn 3 күн бұрын
I feel bad for people hooked on any drug, but most of all, I feel bad for the children lost in the situation. I was hoping that when she revealed she had kids and they weren't with her, she'd say she regrets losing her children.
@Jenna-hb8kd
@Jenna-hb8kd 2 күн бұрын
For everyone accusing Sky of not caring about her children, you're wrong, she can't allow herself to remember the good times, too painful. She was abandoned by her own parents for drugs, it's a vicious cycle which will be repeated until it's broken.
@RitaRiley-w4d
@RitaRiley-w4d 2 күн бұрын
No regrets though?
@Sir_Catnip
@Sir_Catnip 3 күн бұрын
Another interview where im not buying the story....Feels fabricated
@HoracioLopez-l7f
@HoracioLopez-l7f 3 күн бұрын
Todos mentimos en alguna oportunidad pero esta gente lo hace comúnmente porque es uno de los recursos que tienen para sobrevivir en ese mundo horrible.
@rdrenth
@rdrenth 3 күн бұрын
There is that Sir again, with his so interesting 'contribution'?!
@quantumbuddhist
@quantumbuddhist 3 күн бұрын
The only thing I DEFINITELY don't buy is the no regrets by 30 something Either dumb fabrication or not facing reality
@maddie1763
@maddie1763 3 күн бұрын
This is a really tough story, I think a lot of people assume that she is lying about having no regrets. I think she’s at a level of acceptance with her own actions like she knows what she did to herself. She knows that her life is a rough existence, that giving up her child is better than subjecting them to the turmoil of homelessness, addiction, and the hell that is cleaning up from those drugs. I think there’s a lot of pain and sadness in her acceptance and my heart goes out to her in hopes that she finds a way out
@marsd6139
@marsd6139 3 күн бұрын
I feel for her children who may watch this one day :(
@Fatally
@Fatally 3 күн бұрын
When she said she lived her life on the Internet, I could relate. Found myself in plenty of trouble doing that. I do wish we understood more on how drug addiction develops. My mother became addicted later in life (recovered now), and I tried many hard street drugs, but only once. What stopped me from being someone who used again from someone else? I was lost trying to be found in their embrace too.
@Noah4evaa
@Noah4evaa Күн бұрын
Internet hasn’t been around her whole life
@charlenewhittaker1674
@charlenewhittaker1674 9 сағат бұрын
Lots of things to answer your question - can be in your Genes, environment and ease of access, length and type of trauma and at what age it occurs. Just like different people react differently to medications - people react differently to trauma and substances. I come from the UK and when I was a teenager (mid-late 90's) there was a wave of heroin going around and it swallowed a lot of teenagers - i would say approx 80% of my friends including myself... i got totally clean at 42 and started on my 17th birthday, a few did it once and never again, some did a few years and then moved to other countries to stop, but i'd say 50% of us got completely stuck and most are now dead or well on their way to it - I'm 1 of about 3 people who carried on over the decade mark and managed to finally pull themselves out. The common thread with almost every addict i have come across is trauma... often childhood abuse and neglect and an inability to cope with being in their own skin. Hope that helps to clarify a bit!
@RitaRiley-w4d
@RitaRiley-w4d 2 күн бұрын
Some of the most selfish people I've ever met were drug addicts! They will rip grandma off for their" wants and needs" don't come after me for my lack of sympathy. I understand addictions, i have one myself.
@NenaNenaNenaNenaNena
@NenaNenaNenaNenaNena 3 күн бұрын
The wig is the only thing that would make me double take on the street thinking something was off
@BreinLutz-go8ix
@BreinLutz-go8ix 3 күн бұрын
Shit even if this girl has a bad hai day, she's still beautiful inside and out!
@NenaNenaNenaNenaNena
@NenaNenaNenaNenaNena 3 күн бұрын
@ so you think her hair looks bad?
@chefboy6123
@chefboy6123 3 күн бұрын
Too old for stupid games - No regrets - Your kids have some....you being their Mom.
@clintongash1587
@clintongash1587 3 күн бұрын
She’s definitely lying about almost everything 14:59
@reneegonzalez8560
@reneegonzalez8560 3 күн бұрын
For some reason she's unbelievable
@dejavu666wampas9
@dejavu666wampas9 21 сағат бұрын
She’s just there for the money, so she can get more fentanyl. Says whatever it takes to get back to her drug.
@BelleTolles
@BelleTolles Күн бұрын
I hope she finds her way out but she seems so very distant from herself, almost like her life is a movie. I don't know if it's the drug or if she is dissociated for some reason. But it's hard to make change when you are out of touch with yourself.
@carly102982
@carly102982 3 күн бұрын
Psychedelics are just an exceptional mental health breakthrough. It's quite fascinating how effective they are against depression and anxiety. Saved my life.
@47151632
@47151632 3 күн бұрын
Can you help with the reliable source I would really appreciate it. Many people talk about mushrooms and psychedelics but nobody talks about where to get them. Very hard to get a reliable source here in Australia. Really need!
@peishancraken
@peishancraken 3 күн бұрын
Absolutely, steve.porss_ I can relate to your experiences with anxiety, depression, PTSD, and addiction. Mushrooms have truly been a game-changer for me and have played a significant role in my journey to staying clean.
@fakiriayoub8087
@fakiriayoub8087 3 күн бұрын
I wish those were more easily accessible where I live. Microdosing was my next step for my husband. He's 59 & dealing with lots of mental health challenges, possible CTE & a TBI that put him in a coma for 8 days. Unfortunately, I had to get a TPO since he's 6'6, over 300 pounds, and showing violent behavior, constantly talking about harming others. He's aggressive. To anyone reading this, if you're familiar with BPD, is it common to have an obsession with violence?
@47151632
@47151632 3 күн бұрын
Is he on instagram?
@peishancraken
@peishancraken 3 күн бұрын
Steve.porss_ is the man
@awesome_comment
@awesome_comment 3 күн бұрын
A fentanyl addict with no regrets wow. Her poor kids.
@JayCaseGT500
@JayCaseGT500 3 күн бұрын
There's an underlying sense of evil around her. Hard to explain
@sugarsore
@sugarsore 3 күн бұрын
lol wth
@katttpiffnsam
@katttpiffnsam 3 күн бұрын
It must of been the witch craft part lol
@TheFunkybert
@TheFunkybert 3 күн бұрын
Drugs open doors for dark energy to enter one’s soul
@lisadawn3009
@lisadawn3009 3 күн бұрын
There was something with her eyes. In the still shot that Mark took. Or atleast that's what I thought anyways.
@GenBlaze99
@GenBlaze99 3 күн бұрын
No I understand what you mean. You can feel a persons intention when around them. The sound of their voice, how they form sentences, ect. You can sense so much from those observations.
@AceGess
@AceGess 3 күн бұрын
She seems like she's even trying to fool herself. tragic
@ivanvaughn369
@ivanvaughn369 Күн бұрын
I am a man with 14 and 15 yo boys. We just threw a football in our yard today. When they were born it was a powerful experience, and I loved them more than anything. Raising them has been by far the best thing ever in my life. I simply cannot imagine giving a child up at birth. It is far beyond my comprehension. She seems empty inside.
@heroedeleyenda05
@heroedeleyenda05 3 күн бұрын
this person had not 1 positive thought to contribute. one of the worst interviewees so far.
@maggiefisker994
@maggiefisker994 3 күн бұрын
Instinctively i’m not sure about this story .
@yummyjackalmeat
@yummyjackalmeat 3 күн бұрын
What aspect of it? To me, she seems so complacent about everything. Drugs have too much a hold. She hasn't quite hit rock bottom it seems. Feels like she's avoiding engaging with the pain.
@rdrenth
@rdrenth 3 күн бұрын
Instinct and 'not sure' is a weird combination of words
@Wentr-z
@Wentr-z 3 күн бұрын
@@rdrenth not really.
@maggiefisker994
@maggiefisker994 3 күн бұрын
@@rdrenth not for me
@maggiefisker994
@maggiefisker994 3 күн бұрын
@@yummyjackalmeatHard to tell as neither of us know her .
@dfinite1111
@dfinite1111 Күн бұрын
I’ve noticed, in the drug addicts I personally know, that they do lose their empathy for others. They seem to forget the love of family and friends. I think it might have to do with depletion of dopamine, or even oxytocin. I think the related. hormones get diminished or destroyed,and these hormones are connected to feelings and emotional states. Including love, memories, long term relationships. Or maybe they fry out certain parts of their brains, that are where their emotional memories are.
@charlottesantafe3561
@charlottesantafe3561 4 сағат бұрын
Thats a very good observation about how compulsive addiction robs the soul and spirit. all that is left is an organism in need
@kamaka07
@kamaka07 3 күн бұрын
I wonder what movie she saw that not only pointed her to California but made getting into withcraft and face tattoos desirable from Oklahoma?
@kookycakes
@kookycakes 3 күн бұрын
I have been in Arkansas for three years. A lot of people like witchy type things here. It might have to do with living in the Bible Belt, just a cutesy way to rebel. Get a tattoo, a cat and pretend you’re different. It might depend on where you live as to what the fads are but we used to color our hair.
@kamaka07
@kamaka07 3 күн бұрын
@kookycakes I can see that. I came from a town of under 20k and had to fight hard to get out and got lucky along the way. Helped that I didn't use and drugs and limited alcohol. Honestly it was luck and Devine intervention.
@CE-jl1lv
@CE-jl1lv 2 күн бұрын
It’s all over America it’s not just Oklahoma. It’s media, music influence and social media. For some reason witchcraft has been trendy for about a decade now
@leneo1731
@leneo1731 3 күн бұрын
What's the hardest thing you've had to go through? See my boyfriend prostitute. I absolutely understand that something like that is absolutely devasting to experience. However. I find it very interesting that losing her children isn't worse. To me losing my dog would be WAY worse than seing my boyfriend having sex with men for money. And that's just a dog. I can't even imagine if I'd had a baby or a child who was taken away from me! That would be the most traumatic experience ever and I'd probably never get over it. I'd blame myself for the rest of my life no matter how addicted and numb I was when it happened. Me selling myself or my boyfriend selling himself, yes, very hard. But losing not one but several children? This one really made my head spin because I've not heard someone chose their partner over their children that obvious before. Maybe I'm just naive.
@corinaturner5128
@corinaturner5128 3 күн бұрын
Disturbing. She hasn’t allowed herself to address it let alone feel emotion over it. Sometimes we bury those traumas so deep as a way to avoid complete mental breakdowns. Only problem is they burry them alive one day to come back and haunt us till we face them.
@German-Hydroponics
@German-Hydroponics 3 күн бұрын
your poor boyfriend^^
@lindabueckert9559
@lindabueckert9559 2 күн бұрын
I think this young lady felt like she was tossed aside by her parents..not feeling loved. Very sad.
@chrischristoferson1191
@chrischristoferson1191 3 күн бұрын
This poor lady is really out there. She has no thoughts or regrets about the way she is living. Very sad.
@AnaFernandez-jp5uh
@AnaFernandez-jp5uh 3 күн бұрын
I think Sky is feeling hopelessness. I'm glad I'm a Gen X. Growing up on the internet makes it impossible to develop social skills and actual interaction. It doesn't provide you with the opportunity to trust your feelings, your intuition and insight.
@JustDatBoi
@JustDatBoi 3 күн бұрын
True, but we still see tons of homeless, strung out gen X and older. I agree that social media has done more harm than good though
@AnaFernandez-jp5uh
@AnaFernandez-jp5uh 3 күн бұрын
@@JustDatBoi the Gex Xers are the older people. The Boomers are disappearing, sadly.
@michellebouchard4427
@michellebouchard4427 3 күн бұрын
Mark asked her if she has any regrets and she says no then talks about the newborn baby that was taken away from her and is adopted and Mark said and still no regrets and she said NO. I understand she's on drugs but come on no regrets. I'm sorry why carry a baby full term doing drugs having it taken from you and adopted with no regrets. She's truly heartless for her baby that's my opinion so don't bash the messenger it's just my thoughts. I pray she gets to rehab then maybe she will have feelings and deal with her regrets that she says she doesn't have. I pray for you to get clean 🙏🏻✝️❤️
@stejer211
@stejer211 3 күн бұрын
You love to judge, don't you? Ever heard of people denying regret to avoid feeling the pain? Please don't pray for me.
@rdrenth
@rdrenth 3 күн бұрын
Ppl doing drugs often can't reach shame, regret, sadness etc. just because addiction keeps away all their intention. When one stops, all hidden feelings can come back overwhelmingly
@corinaturner5128
@corinaturner5128 3 күн бұрын
I’m sure she regrets getting pregnant during her addiction. Doesn’t regret dragging a baby through the streets and subjecting them to addicts homeless lifestyle! Coming from two addicted parents as well in and out of my life did way more damage than putting me up for adoption or letting other family take me. I wonder where my life would have taken me had I had a stable childhood.
@michellebouchard4427
@michellebouchard4427 3 күн бұрын
@stejer211 I'm not judging I'm clearly stating exactly what was stated. And I care about everyone so it doesn't matter if you want me to pray for you or not I wish you the very best.
@michellebouchard4427
@michellebouchard4427 3 күн бұрын
@@rdrenth it's something I don't understand because I don't do drugs but thank you for pointing this out to me. This channel is about understanding and learning and that's what I'm doing from this interview.
@NN-ht1lp
@NN-ht1lp 20 сағат бұрын
Thanks Mark.
@danm3195
@danm3195 9 сағат бұрын
She's pretty,articulate,there's still time for this lovely women.
@boobookitty21
@boobookitty21 2 күн бұрын
Another person shipped out to California from another state for rehab and dumped into the street. Rehab centers are culpable for the current condition of California. All they care about is money.
@johnnaforfreedom9389
@johnnaforfreedom9389 3 күн бұрын
I’ve been watching these videos for years. Maybe thousands! Somehow I find myself feeling very sorry for her. I have sympathy for all the people, but she just seems genuinely lost. Never being taught about sex or drugs. A step mother that didn’t like her n shunned her. Grandmother did great and tried her best, but worked all the time to provide. She has a desire to quit! Mark please guide her to rehab. She wants to go. She was so truthful and open n honest. She didn’t offer up a lot of extra, but seemed honest about answering questions. Maybe another video she’ll open up more and just be forthcoming about more. I was curious if her Grandmother was still around. It would be nice to see her family fight for her n just show some live and compassion. Anyone can fall into drug addiction. The stigma is that it’s only bad people. Not at all true. Even some addicts are still good people during addiction. They are trustworthy and won’t steal. Rare but out there.
@GinCap7
@GinCap7 3 күн бұрын
This is so sad. She has beautiful hair but is only 35! She looks like she is 50. She doesn’t even know she is lost. Praying for her.
@neomacchio4692
@neomacchio4692 3 күн бұрын
Sickeningly selfish
@keith9454
@keith9454 3 күн бұрын
She is a hard 35. I thought at least 45.
@cosmickarmiccreations3333
@cosmickarmiccreations3333 3 күн бұрын
8:45 I'm dying laughing 'Sky! Go with him, he looks like he wants to talk to you'. Omg😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂 Gold! I'm sorry but it's too funny! I can't believe nothing has happened to her. She needs to go into rehab ASAP!!!
@mattboutonnyc
@mattboutonnyc 3 күн бұрын
your biggest fear should be not seeing your kids again.
@mattboutonnyc
@mattboutonnyc 3 күн бұрын
their selfish with no conscience
@KQDYMagallaz
@KQDYMagallaz 3 күн бұрын
her wig is synthetic, you can tell by the middle part
@heatherh.197
@heatherh.197 3 күн бұрын
I just watched Christmas vacation and this gal instantly reminded me of Beverly D'Angelo
@Dan_Gleebalz
@Dan_Gleebalz 3 күн бұрын
She hates what her life has become, but she has no regrets. One of those statements cannot be true. I suppose her dishonesty to herself is why she's still an addict and will likely die from her addiction. You are where you are because you want to be there.
@ravenking-dw8tx
@ravenking-dw8tx 3 күн бұрын
As always..great interview...Happy New Year to you and Sky and all the SWU views.....can we get an update with Frenchie? She's so positive! God Bless..xxoo
@fredhoyt6900
@fredhoyt6900 3 күн бұрын
One thing she might have learned is, if you want to stop using don't count on anyone else that's using.
@BerndLercher
@BerndLercher 3 күн бұрын
At some point the stories about drug addicted people and their histories are all the same! If you have heard 10 stories, everything is told!
@jenniferralls4724
@jenniferralls4724 3 күн бұрын
How does someone not regret losing their children?
@jenfagan2259
@jenfagan2259 3 күн бұрын
Her baby didn't even get mentioned again... now that's sad
@jenniferralls4724
@jenniferralls4724 2 күн бұрын
@jenfagan2259 yeah I can't imagine and I'm a recovering addict clean 15 years, I never lost my children though. That would be my biggest regret 💯
@asparagus7756
@asparagus7756 2 күн бұрын
hey are any of the people you interview getting any portion of your merch sales or ad revenue? I think that would be so cool if we could help!
@JE-im5nh
@JE-im5nh 3 күн бұрын
shut down all these public places harboring homelessness and drug use send them to clean and dignified facilities with access to rehab tapering, therapy and religious leaders to fund all of it, skip 10 percent of a payment to ukraine that our country allows this mahem is an sick tragedy
@frowningfaun4528
@frowningfaun4528 3 күн бұрын
I noticed that many of these people say they went to California for rehab. Then they end up for the worse. That should say something about California.
@DruDenio
@DruDenio 3 күн бұрын
Thank you Mark
@bkm2797
@bkm2797 3 күн бұрын
Wow, appreciate her honesty, but sadly not her ability to stand on her own two feet! Thinking her major lesson in this life is to do exactly that, and I hope she figures it out.
@SusanFranklin-c4j
@SusanFranklin-c4j 3 күн бұрын
Oh I pray she gets the help she needs - she’s so sad and lost, it’s heartbreaking to see….😢
@davealston3881
@davealston3881 3 күн бұрын
A follow up interview will be fascinating
@LyndaDixon-k9s
@LyndaDixon-k9s 2 күн бұрын
Riveting 🙄💤💤💤
@JustKeepinItReal84
@JustKeepinItReal84 3 күн бұрын
It seems as drugs have made her just a shell of herself, considering she has no regrets over her children. Idk how genuine she was in this interview, but it doesn’t seem like she is ready to get help not by a long shot.
@BreinLutz-go8ix
@BreinLutz-go8ix 3 күн бұрын
Y'all are really quick to judge her wow the comments from people and they are so hurtful and judgemental! I know this girl and i know she has a great heart and i can remember several times she's been there for me ! Girl keep up the good work ! Plus if she really didn't give a fxxx about the kids she would have tried to keep the kids and or string cps along ! Ahe loved them enough to make sure they are going to grow up with everything that she couldn't provide for them .! Ive never innmy Life seen people who are so fast to j7dge ! Walk a mile in her shoes one day and see how easy it is to live in akid row ! Hope you do it girl i have faith in you!
@scottcrews3076
@scottcrews3076 2 күн бұрын
No sympathy here. She is unfit to be a parent. She isn't even fit to work the drive through at mcdonald's... Not that she would, because that would be beneath her.
@GinCap7
@GinCap7 3 күн бұрын
She has regrets. She just can’t admit it.
@BoRhapQueen1
@BoRhapQueen1 2 күн бұрын
Im so confused. How come some people die just being slightly near Fentanyl, but those addicted to it don’t? How are they being able to use?
@azaleah508
@azaleah508 3 күн бұрын
I hate how proud she looked when Mark asked if she had kids and the smile on her face when she said yes. How can you proudly claim to have children you haven’t seen since they were born because your actions forced them into the foster care system. That’s so disturbing to me
@vickirickman5828
@vickirickman5828 3 күн бұрын
Poor old grandma.
@mariekauhi9034
@mariekauhi9034 3 күн бұрын
I wish her the best but Sky is really out of touch with reality. She has disassociated with everything and everyone. I hope she is serious about rehab. I don't know how you can say you have no regrets when you've put your kids up for adoption.
@Everythingismeaningless344
@Everythingismeaningless344 3 күн бұрын
She has a lot of regrets and that's why she uses fentanyl. She is in such denial because it is the only way she can keep from breaking down. Deep down we are all the same.
@starandswords
@starandswords 2 күн бұрын
She looks like she’s trying too hard to convince herself that she DGAF but really she seems embarrassed that’s she’s allowed herself to get to this point.
@FirstSword-o6f
@FirstSword-o6f 4 күн бұрын
You can do this Sky 🙏❤️!
@Sir_Catnip
@Sir_Catnip 4 күн бұрын
Do what?
@thomasjefferson1457
@thomasjefferson1457 3 күн бұрын
She doesn't have a clue what a normal life is.
@marytague6268
@marytague6268 2 күн бұрын
Love ya Mark but this woman is just about at the end of my tether! Had to turn it off.😖
@johnscally2550
@johnscally2550 3 күн бұрын
I think we might be seeing more fentanyl than Sky here. Hope she gets to rehab again. I wouldn’t judge her too harshly for the no regrets comment. She’s lost in a world where there’s only one goal. No time for feelings. That’ll come later when she’s clean. She did say that she wouldn’t judge people for judging her harshly -she probably would too. Hope things get better for her. I did physically recoil when she said her first drug was DMT. 0 to 100 there. I can’t imagine how the totally sober mind would react to that. Might have given her a false impression about how good other drugs could be if, as she said, her education around drugs was lacking.
@ReadOrwell
@ReadOrwell 3 күн бұрын
We should charge Oklahoma for her public assistance.
@leneo1731
@leneo1731 3 күн бұрын
Can you please explain what you mean by that?
@xp7575
@xp7575 3 күн бұрын
Red states create monsters like her then Blue states end up having to pay to take care of them
@CindyRadseck
@CindyRadseck 2 күн бұрын
Charge OK? She is fully capable of getting clean, she chose not to. She could work! Government shouldn’t take care of these people.
@JustIdeas000
@JustIdeas000 3 күн бұрын
When this woman - and others exactly like her - stop seeing themselves as victims and CHOOSE to live a life of hard work, only then will they have purpose and direction. This story is what is wrong with the Western world - welfare dependency and victimhood.
@EnterMerlin
@EnterMerlin Күн бұрын
oh my, what a mess. not sky, she's a strong spirit but her situation! the bit about troy towards the end, giving himself up to these 'rival g_y guys' and apparently getting her onto F, then having a baby, omg, it's horrible. poor sky, she seems so dissociated but equally aware of the hell she's created. she didn't receive the love and care she needed, despite saying she had a brill childhood. says later she was left alone most of the time to live her life on the internet. she can get out, she is still strong enough physically. when that beautiful body breaks down, she'll be toast. good luck sky, i hope you sort it out.
@murron20
@murron20 Күн бұрын
To feel regret one has to admit that they made a mistake! Sky either can't or won't do that. Hence no regrets.
@PeanutButter-19
@PeanutButter-19 3 күн бұрын
1:53 Well, she has accomplished her aspirations. 15:54 How did I know her answer to that question before she answered.
@TheCowboylogic
@TheCowboylogic 2 күн бұрын
Thank you.
@Vix2066
@Vix2066 3 күн бұрын
It hurts my heart so bad. So bad.
@anthonybabb1740
@anthonybabb1740 2 күн бұрын
Brian six? This Philly?
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